Thanks, Sheila accidentally swallowed a spit.
I hold my fist and gaze into Ji's eyes to see what words will return after fulfillment, swallowing my solitude and watching.
I felt the flow of time was strangely slow.
I wonder if I've said something strange about it, but it shouldn't be.
Though I know I shouldn't rush you, I guess I can't help but want a reply soon.
But the time has finally come for such a rush to come to an end.
Watch and wait with joy and anxiety, about half feelings, as its mouth slowly lifts at the end of its gaze.
And.
"... Huh. I wonder what the hell it is. Crap."
Sheila was stunned by the words unleashed.
They just rattled my nose or cut me to pieces of crap and dumped me.
Isn't that too harsh to say that you were so prepared and mouthed with the thought of death?
Sheila glanced at Joseph when she had something good and bad to say to any brother.
"Huh, what's that face? Isn't that a disgruntled face?"
"... it's not like it's actually there"
But how much he did, and let him stare, Joseph did not take Sheila's words together.
Its nose rings again.
"Huh. But it's true that it's crap. How many words I've overlapped and tried to fix, and that won't change"
"... that's not true"
No matter how much they say, Sheila will never withdraw her foreword.
'Cause you will.
There's no way this is bullshit.
I don't give a shit.
"... my growth is very important"
"Maybe it is for you, but at least from the vast majority, including me."
Finally, she was told to shudder, and Sheila swelled her cheeks small.
So there's no crap, I whisper.
Joseph, a grown man, must not know.
How much Sheila thinks truthfully, etc.
"No, there are times when I was your age, too, aren't there? On top of that, it would be natural for a child to be a child. I'm going to make a difference. It's only natural to get a smile at crap."
What Joseph is saying is not a mistake.
No, if I say it only to the elves, it is also natural, as Joseph said.
Because Elves never say that their children want to grow up, etc.
Elves are species with a long life span compared to human species and others.
And because of that, its values are unique compared to other human species.
Elves don't like extreme change.
If it is a moderate decline and a sudden change, we prefer to remain natural enough that we may choose to decline.
But just because you want to perish doesn't mean you want to.
The previous example is alle because it was too extreme, but naturally I would choose you if I could live with it.
Otherwise, the matter of Forest God would not have happened either.
That must have been doomed as it was, without sealing it.
It doesn't mean that we don't accept the change itself because we just hate the extremes, nor does it.
If everyday is going to be convenient, we can make magic tools, improve magic, and so on.
Except they stop there.
I don't think of anything better or more convenient.
When it gets better and more convenient, that's where I'm satisfied.
That would also be evident from the fact that we are still living in inconvenient forests.
But they make it good, and I'm sure it won't change in the future.
Eventually, even if machines and other things were to appear in human civilization, they would continue to live in the woods unchanged.
Either way, the characteristics of such elves have remained the same since childhood.
I mean, there is, but I accept it as it is, and I don't want any sudden change.
It's only natural that a child is a child, and even if they admire someone who is an adult, they don't envy it or want to be so soon.
It is therefore natural that Sheila's words should be cut and discarded as crap...... rather, I would say that is very peculiar to the elves.
"Hmm... was that guy affecting you?
Joseph gave it a brilliant break.
There's no way I don't know.
".............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
"What's going on between now?
Ji stared at her and Sheila slowly took her gaze off.
That doesn't mean it's a lie, though.
Because it is not right to say that it has been affected.
Just a little bit. Sheila just thought.
Over time, everyone around us is growing well.
Aina, Lina... and Soma.
I go to college just like myself, all the others.
It was about five years since Sheila met Soma and the others.
Sheila hasn't changed a thing from five years ago to them who are definitely approaching adulthood while making them feel the remnants of old.
The same gaze I used to have had to look up when I realized it.
Sheila remembered the hurried emotions there.
Still, or maybe if it wasn't just me, it wouldn't have been so much.
Because of the blood of the elves, Felicia also remained a child for being older than herself... and then there was Hildegard, although not a student.
I haven't heard the details, but Hildegard doesn't seem to be a human species either, and he never changed his appearance just like himself, and he also remembered something similar to appeasement there.
but is.
Hildegard's back has been growing for the past year or so.
At first I thought it was my fault, but after a month it was obvious.
The height of the sight was different.
If you point that out, do you? Then maybe it came even in the late growth period, or so I said, but that's definitely the face I knew.
I know but I'm stuck... but Sheila couldn't point that out.
If it had seeped a sense of superiority there or showed signs of boasting, it would have been different again.
But Hildegard looked really happy there, and then he looked a little lit up.
That's probably because I found out that I could go with you without being left behind by someone somewhere... there's nothing more impeccable than getting in the way of it.
At least Sheila couldn't imitate that.
And that didn't end there.
It was as if to be influenced by Hildegard, and little by little Felicia's back was also beginning to grow.
This one looked genuinely surprised to point out, so he didn't even seem to be aware of it.
However, the face I showed immediately after that was similar to that of Hildegard… I thought it was left behind.
If I say so, it's just about appearance.
As Camilla is, it's not uncommon to have a shorter person or anything else, and most importantly, Sheila is an elf.
I'm sure no one cares about that.
But whoever else doesn't care, Sheila does.
That's an elf-like thought, and if you're told there was some influence from the Somas there, you're probably right.
But I don't hate myself right now, Sheila.
Even if it wasn't like an elf... I want to grow up with everyone and the Somas.
If there's a way to do that, I'll ask anything, and if there isn't, I'll find it.
If he stared at Joseph with such readiness, Joseph exhaled his sigh as if he were frightened.
"... you've really changed, you are"
…… ... Really?
"Oh. I thought it had changed somewhat before, but not as much as this one. And I guess that change isn't supposed to please you as an elf..."
There was a bitter smile in Joseph's mouth when he said so and breathed out his sigh again.
He said he had no choice.
"But think about it, you're the one who jumped out of here saying you'd learn magic. I could say you're weird enough at that point... and most importantly, you're a child of those people too. To that extent now."
When I smiled just a little bit, I pulled it right in.
And.
"Well, the truth is, there is a way the elves grow. I'm having trouble getting more headache seeds from being impotent again. I'll tell you what. I'll tell you what. Just shut up and listen."
That is what he continued to say in his sigh.
Thanks, Sheila accidentally swallowed a spit.
I hold my fist and gaze into Ji's eyes to see what words will return after fulfillment, swallowing my solitude and watching.
I felt the flow of time was strangely slow.
I wonder if I've said something strange about it, but it shouldn't be.
Though I know I shouldn't rush you, I guess I can't help but want a reply soon.
But the time has finally come for such a rush to come to an end.
Watch and wait with joy and anxiety, about half feelings, as its mouth slowly lifts at the end of its gaze.
And.
"... Huh. I wonder what the hell it is. Crap."
Sheila was stunned by the words unleashed.
They just rattled my nose or cut me to pieces of crap and dumped me.
Isn't that too harsh to say that you were so prepared and mouthed with the thought of death?
Sheila glanced at Joseph when she had something good and bad to say to any brother.
"Huh, what's that face? Isn't that a disgruntled face?"
"... it's not like it's actually there"
But how much he did, and let him stare, Joseph did not take Sheila's words together.
Its nose rings again.
"Huh. But it's true that it's crap. How many words I've overlapped and tried to fix, and that won't change"
"... that's not true"
No matter how much they say, Sheila will never withdraw her foreword.
'Cause you will.
There's no way this is bullshit.
I don't give a shit.
"... my growth is very important"
"Maybe it is for you, but at least from the vast majority, including me."
Finally, she was told to shudder, and Sheila swelled her cheeks small.
So there's no crap, I whisper.
Joseph, a grown man, must not know.
How much Sheila thinks truthfully, etc.
"No, there are times when I was your age, too, aren't there? On top of that, it would be natural for a child to be a child. I'm going to make a difference. It's only natural to get a smile at crap."
What Joseph is saying is not a mistake.
No, if I say it only to the elves, it is also natural, as Joseph said.
Because Elves never say that their children want to grow up, etc.
Elves are species with a long life span compared to human species and others.
And because of that, its values are unique compared to other human species.
Elves don't like extreme change.
If it is a moderate decline and a sudden change, we prefer to remain natural enough that we may choose to decline.
But just because you want to perish doesn't mean you want to.
The previous example is alle because it was too extreme, but naturally I would choose you if I could live with it.
Otherwise, the matter of Forest God would not have happened either.
That must have been doomed as it was, without sealing it.
It doesn't mean that we don't accept the change itself because we just hate the extremes, nor does it.
If everyday is going to be convenient, we can make magic tools, improve magic, and so on.
Except they stop there.
I don't think of anything better or more convenient.
When it gets better and more convenient, that's where I'm satisfied.
That would also be evident from the fact that we are still living in inconvenient forests.
But they make it good, and I'm sure it won't change in the future.
Eventually, even if machines and other things were to appear in human civilization, they would continue to live in the woods unchanged.
Either way, the characteristics of such elves have remained the same since childhood.
I mean, there is, but I accept it as it is, and I don't want any sudden change.
It's only natural that a child is a child, and even if they admire someone who is an adult, they don't envy it or want to be so soon.
It is therefore natural that Sheila's words should be cut and discarded as crap...... rather, I would say that is very peculiar to the elves.
"Hmm... was that guy affecting you?
Joseph gave it a brilliant break.
There's no way I don't know.
".............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
"What's going on between now?
Ji stared at her and Sheila slowly took her gaze off.
That doesn't mean it's a lie, though.
Because it is not right to say that it has been affected.
Just a little bit. Sheila just thought.
Over time, everyone around us is growing well.
Aina, Lina... and Soma.
I go to college just like myself, all the others.
It was about five years since Sheila met Soma and the others.
Sheila hasn't changed a thing from five years ago to them who are definitely approaching adulthood while making them feel the remnants of old.
The same gaze I used to have had to look up when I realized it.
Sheila remembered the hurried emotions there.
Still, or maybe if it wasn't just me, it wouldn't have been so much.
Because of the blood of the elves, Felicia also remained a child for being older than herself... and then there was Hildegard, although not a student.
I haven't heard the details, but Hildegard doesn't seem to be a human species either, and he never changed his appearance just like himself, and he also remembered something similar to appeasement there.
but is.
Hildegard's back has been growing for the past year or so.
At first I thought it was my fault, but after a month it was obvious.
The height of the sight was different.
If you point that out, do you? Then maybe it came even in the late growth period, or so I said, but that's definitely the face I knew.
I know but I'm stuck... but Sheila couldn't point that out.
If it had seeped a sense of superiority there or showed signs of boasting, it would have been different again.
But Hildegard looked really happy there, and then he looked a little lit up.
That's probably because I found out that I could go with you without being left behind by someone somewhere... there's nothing more impeccable than getting in the way of it.
At least Sheila couldn't imitate that.
And that didn't end there.
It was as if to be influenced by Hildegard, and little by little Felicia's back was also beginning to grow.
This one looked genuinely surprised to point out, so he didn't even seem to be aware of it.
However, the face I showed immediately after that was similar to that of Hildegard… I thought it was left behind.
If I say so, it's just about appearance.
As Camilla is, it's not uncommon to have a shorter person or anything else, and most importantly, Sheila is an elf.
I'm sure no one cares about that.
But whoever else doesn't care, Sheila does.
That's an elf-like thought, and if you're told there was some influence from the Somas there, you're probably right.
But I don't hate myself right now, Sheila.
Even if it wasn't like an elf... I want to grow up with everyone and the Somas.
If there's a way to do that, I'll ask anything, and if there isn't, I'll find it.
If he stared at Joseph with such readiness, Joseph exhaled his sigh as if he were frightened.
"... you've really changed, you are"
…… ... Really?
"Oh. I thought it had changed somewhat before, but not as much as this one. And I guess that change isn't supposed to please you as an elf..."
There was a bitter smile in Joseph's mouth when he said so and breathed out his sigh again.
He said he had no choice.
"But think about it, you're the one who jumped out of here saying you'd learn magic. I could say you're weird enough at that point... and most importantly, you're a child of those people too. To that extent now."
When I smiled just a little bit, I pulled it right in.
And.
"Well, the truth is, there is a way the elves grow. I'm having trouble getting more headache seeds from being impotent again. I'll tell you what. I'll tell you what. Just shut up and listen."
That is what he continued to say in his sigh.
