Chapter 4.1: 4.1
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Jay sat with her hips in front of a chair, with her legs stretched and leaned back, and stared at the ceiling blankly.
She got bored and brought the backpack she had on the table, over her lap, and rummaged inside.
“Hmmhhmmhhmmhhmm” Jay, who was humming, took out her smartphone from her bag, put on earphones, and turned on some music.
Subsequently, she turned on the portal site app and muttered through real-time search terms and articles.
“It works, no matter how much you look at it, it’s magical.”
In this world where there is no such thing as Wi-Fi or satellite, it is still a wonder that the smartphone works fine except that you cannot use the call function.
Since she was using her usual smartphone, She confused whether this is a world of a different dimension or whether she has traveled to Europe to experience the medieval culture.
When Jay’s favorite idol’s song came out she alternately tapped her feet to the beat and hummed the song.
Jay was in a trance and at the moment, her mind was thrilled.
‘Ugh! No! It hasn’t been a long time since we haven’t met him, so I have to show sternness.’
For the puppy, Jay always wanted to be a dignified teacher and parent.
However, her wish has never been fulfilled.
At the moment. Jay, who was possessed by an idol, became ice while trying to correct her sitting posture because the door of the stone chamber was wide open, and someone was standing in front of the door.
Although she was embarassed, she opened her eyes wide at the figure of a man standing in front of the door.
The tall man, standing in the backlit sunlight, seen through the sunglasses, had a very dark hair color. Perhaps it is black like the night sky.
Jay’s pretty pink lips were smiling with a gentle curve.
The man’s eyes, standing without motion, touched Jay’s lips.
Jay took the earphones out of her ears, put her smartphone on the table, and slowly got up and walked out to the man.
The man’s gaze continued to be fixed as if nailed to Jay’s lips.
Jay’s lips slowly opened.
“Are you the Duke of Langel?”
The man stood without motion like a stuffed doll, and only the eyes on Jay’s lips moved slowly and looked into his eyes.
Even though I was wearing dark sunglasses, it was a strong gaze.
“You have to answer my question. I’ll ask again.”
“Are you Duke Langel right?”
Jay was already convinced, but this was an essential procedure. She waited for the man’s mouth to open.
“…I am the Duke of Langel.”
A slightly cracked, low—pitched voice came out of the man’s mouth, looking intensely at Jay with an unshakable gaze.
From the low and thick voice of an adult man, She could feel the voice of a young dog that is now only in Jay’s memory.
Now the second question.
“What do they sell in Spongebob?”
For the first time, the man’s gaze shook weakly at Jay’s cheerful question.
‘I’m embarrassed, embarrassed!’
The man had a cold face with no expression right now, but Jay immediately noticed that the man was embarrassed.
“Come on. Do you know the answer?”
“….to…Burger to buy.”
“Yes, I like it. This is the last question.”
Jay took off her sunglasses and asked, smiling.
“Where was the last place I bought ice cream?”
The man shivered little by little as he looked at Jay’s warm black eyes clearly revealed by taking off her sunglasses.
It looked like something that didn’t become the subject.
“Eunkwang Super.”
As an answer flowed from the man’s mouth like a sigh, Jay ran to the man with a wide smile and hugged with his arms wide open.
She couldn’t hold the man in with her arms, but she held him tightly with her arms open as much as possible and rubbed her face against the man’s chest.
“Hi, my shit dog.”
The words flowing out of Jay’s mouth were warm and affectionate, and instantly smashed the man’s cold mask.
The woman in her arms now was the Jay she wanted and painted.
She really came to find herself.
The man slowly embraced Jay with his trembling hands.
Eventually, the arms that held Jay gradually began to get stronger and buried her face on the back of Jay’s neck.
‘I haven’t been abandoned!! You didn’t abandon me!’
From the moment the Duke opened the door to the stone chamber, Bern and the guards watched them from behind.
* * *
In ordinary life, we don’t know how precious the ordinary is.
Jay originally lived a sad normal life in Korea.
A father who works at a company and a mother who is an elementary school teacher.
Jay, a two—year—old younger brother, and a younger sister born late.
As the eldest under double-income parents like other homes, Jay took care of her younger siblings instead of her parents and quarreling with each other.
She wasn’t very rich, but she lived financially without shortage, and her grades were high, but she wasn’t the best.
She went to a prestigious university in Seoul, and the interpersonal relationships were not as difficult as they were.
Although her best friend was studying in the United States, not in Korea. Jay was not obsessed with making friends but was rather focused on taking care of her siblings.
When her senior year of college was near, she was accumulating qualifications for a job.
It was a very ordinary life, nothing special.
It was only a moment that Jay’s life fell to hell.
Ahead of Jay’s graduation, her younger brother and her family met him, who said he would leave the military for the graduation ceremony.
Her younger brother, who was in front of Gangwon—do, came out for a vacation on the weekend, and his parents and younger sister decided to go to Gangwon—do to visit the younger brother, except for Jay, who was unable to go because of the TOEIC test.
The families who had gone to the front of the unit and returned home with their younger brother were unable to return home forever due to a traffic accident caused by heavy snow.
The parents who served as the support, the younger brother who was reluctant but depended on, and the younger sister who had a lot of age difference and cared for like children, all disappeared in an instant.
However, because they were two aunts who weren’t very close, they put Jay in front of the family’s photos and said that you are an adult now and that you are also an adult.
The bottom line was, don’t bother each other and you should live on your own.
Both of her parents didn’t have many siblings, and neither of them was close.
After the funeral, the contact of her aunts, who sometimes asked how to say hello, naturally stopped.
The contact between friends and juniors who were expressing their worries gradually decreased.
Relationships with people who didn’t put much effort into it, which seemed to have led to such a thin thread, have been cut off.
So Jay finally became completely alone.
She couldn’t eat or sleep for a while.
She was stuck in a quiet house and didn’t do anything.
The graduation ceremony had already passed, so there was no need to go to school.
She just stayed in the house her parents left behind.
Like a buoy floating in the middle of the dark sea, buried in silence.
Come to think about it later, it seems that Jay didn’t seem to have forgiven herself for being alone at that time.
It was an accident that the family died, and it wasn’t Jay’s fault.
However, Jay couldn’t get away from the thought that his family had died because of her, and it was hard to bear the feelings of guilt.
So Jay took sleeping pills. She woke up and opened my eyes to see a white ceiling.
It was a hospital. Jay burst into tears.
‘I tried to die… I’m sorry, Dad. I’m sorry mom. I’m sorry.’
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Jay sat with her hips in front of a chair, with her legs stretched and leaned back, and stared at the ceiling blankly.
She got bored and brought the backpack she had on the table, over her lap, and rummaged inside.
“Hmmhhmmhhmmhhmm” Jay, who was humming, took out her smartphone from her bag, put on earphones, and turned on some music.
Subsequently, she turned on the portal site app and muttered through real-time search terms and articles.
“It works, no matter how much you look at it, it’s magical.”
In this world where there is no such thing as Wi-Fi or satellite, it is still a wonder that the smartphone works fine except that you cannot use the call function.
Since she was using her usual smartphone, She confused whether this is a world of a different dimension or whether she has traveled to Europe to experience the medieval culture.
When Jay’s favorite idol’s song came out she alternately tapped her feet to the beat and hummed the song.
Jay was in a trance and at the moment, her mind was thrilled.
‘Ugh! No! It hasn’t been a long time since we haven’t met him, so I have to show sternness.’
For the puppy, Jay always wanted to be a dignified teacher and parent.
However, her wish has never been fulfilled.
At the moment. Jay, who was possessed by an idol, became ice while trying to correct her sitting posture because the door of the stone chamber was wide open, and someone was standing in front of the door.
Although she was embarassed, she opened her eyes wide at the figure of a man standing in front of the door.
The tall man, standing in the backlit sunlight, seen through the sunglasses, had a very dark hair color. Perhaps it is black like the night sky.
Jay’s pretty pink lips were smiling with a gentle curve.
The man’s eyes, standing without motion, touched Jay’s lips.
Jay took the earphones out of her ears, put her smartphone on the table, and slowly got up and walked out to the man.
The man’s gaze continued to be fixed as if nailed to Jay’s lips.
Jay’s lips slowly opened.
“Are you the Duke of Langel?”
The man stood without motion like a stuffed doll, and only the eyes on Jay’s lips moved slowly and looked into his eyes.
Even though I was wearing dark sunglasses, it was a strong gaze.
“You have to answer my question. I’ll ask again.”
“Are you Duke Langel right?”
Jay was already convinced, but this was an essential procedure. She waited for the man’s mouth to open.
“…I am the Duke of Langel.”
A slightly cracked, low—pitched voice came out of the man’s mouth, looking intensely at Jay with an unshakable gaze.
From the low and thick voice of an adult man, She could feel the voice of a young dog that is now only in Jay’s memory.
Now the second question.
“What do they sell in Spongebob?”
For the first time, the man’s gaze shook weakly at Jay’s cheerful question.
‘I’m embarrassed, embarrassed!’
The man had a cold face with no expression right now, but Jay immediately noticed that the man was embarrassed.
“Come on. Do you know the answer?”
“….to…Burger to buy.”
“Yes, I like it. This is the last question.”
Jay took off her sunglasses and asked, smiling.
“Where was the last place I bought ice cream?”
The man shivered little by little as he looked at Jay’s warm black eyes clearly revealed by taking off her sunglasses.
It looked like something that didn’t become the subject.
“Eunkwang Super.”
As an answer flowed from the man’s mouth like a sigh, Jay ran to the man with a wide smile and hugged with his arms wide open.
She couldn’t hold the man in with her arms, but she held him tightly with her arms open as much as possible and rubbed her face against the man’s chest.
“Hi, my shit dog.”
The words flowing out of Jay’s mouth were warm and affectionate, and instantly smashed the man’s cold mask.
The woman in her arms now was the Jay she wanted and painted.
She really came to find herself.
The man slowly embraced Jay with his trembling hands.
Eventually, the arms that held Jay gradually began to get stronger and buried her face on the back of Jay’s neck.
‘I haven’t been abandoned!! You didn’t abandon me!’
From the moment the Duke opened the door to the stone chamber, Bern and the guards watched them from behind.
* * *
In ordinary life, we don’t know how precious the ordinary is.
Jay originally lived a sad normal life in Korea.
A father who works at a company and a mother who is an elementary school teacher.
Jay, a two—year—old younger brother, and a younger sister born late.
As the eldest under double-income parents like other homes, Jay took care of her younger siblings instead of her parents and quarreling with each other.
She wasn’t very rich, but she lived financially without shortage, and her grades were high, but she wasn’t the best.
She went to a prestigious university in Seoul, and the interpersonal relationships were not as difficult as they were.
Although her best friend was studying in the United States, not in Korea. Jay was not obsessed with making friends but was rather focused on taking care of her siblings.
When her senior year of college was near, she was accumulating qualifications for a job.
It was a very ordinary life, nothing special.
It was only a moment that Jay’s life fell to hell.
Ahead of Jay’s graduation, her younger brother and her family met him, who said he would leave the military for the graduation ceremony.
Her younger brother, who was in front of Gangwon—do, came out for a vacation on the weekend, and his parents and younger sister decided to go to Gangwon—do to visit the younger brother, except for Jay, who was unable to go because of the TOEIC test.
The families who had gone to the front of the unit and returned home with their younger brother were unable to return home forever due to a traffic accident caused by heavy snow.
The parents who served as the support, the younger brother who was reluctant but depended on, and the younger sister who had a lot of age difference and cared for like children, all disappeared in an instant.
However, because they were two aunts who weren’t very close, they put Jay in front of the family’s photos and said that you are an adult now and that you are also an adult.
The bottom line was, don’t bother each other and you should live on your own.
Both of her parents didn’t have many siblings, and neither of them was close.
After the funeral, the contact of her aunts, who sometimes asked how to say hello, naturally stopped.
The contact between friends and juniors who were expressing their worries gradually decreased.
Relationships with people who didn’t put much effort into it, which seemed to have led to such a thin thread, have been cut off.
So Jay finally became completely alone.
She couldn’t eat or sleep for a while.
She was stuck in a quiet house and didn’t do anything.
The graduation ceremony had already passed, so there was no need to go to school.
She just stayed in the house her parents left behind.
Like a buoy floating in the middle of the dark sea, buried in silence.
Come to think about it later, it seems that Jay didn’t seem to have forgiven herself for being alone at that time.
It was an accident that the family died, and it wasn’t Jay’s fault.
However, Jay couldn’t get away from the thought that his family had died because of her, and it was hard to bear the feelings of guilt.
So Jay took sleeping pills. She woke up and opened my eyes to see a white ceiling.
It was a hospital. Jay burst into tears.
‘I tried to die… I’m sorry, Dad. I’m sorry mom. I’m sorry.’
Jay sat with her hips in front of a chair, with her legs stretched and leaned back, and stared at the ceiling blankly.She got bored and brought the backpack she had on the table, over her lap, and rummaged inside.Hmmhhmmhhmmhhmm Jay, who was humming, took out her smartphone from her bag, put on earphones, and turned on some music.Subsequently, she turned on the portal site app and muttered through real-time search terms and articles.It works, no matter how much you look at it, it's magical.In this world where there is no such thing as Wi-Fi or satellite, it is still a wonder that the smartphone works fine except that you cannot use the call function.Since she was using her usual smartphone, She confused whether this is a world of a different dimension or whether she has traveled to Europe to experience the medieval culture.When Jay's favorite idol's song came out she alternately tapped her feet to the beat and hummed the song.Jay was in a trance and at the moment, her mind was thrilled.Ugh! No! It hasn't been a long time since we haven't met him, so I have to show sternness.'For the puppy, Jay always wanted to be a dignified teacher and parent.However, her wish has never been fulfilled.At the moment. Jay, who was possessed by an idol, became ice while trying to correct her sitting posture because the door of the stone chamber was wide open, and someone was standing in front of the door.Although she was embarassed, she opened her eyes wide at the figure of a man standing in front of the door.The tall man, standing in the backlit sunlight, seen through the sunglasses, had a very dark hair color. Perhaps it is black like the night sky.Jay's pretty pink lips were smiling with a gentle curve.The man's eyes, standing without motion,touched Jay's lips.Jay took the earphones out of her ears, put her smartphone on the table, and slowly got up and walked out to the man.The man's gaze continued to be fixed as if nailed to Jay's lips.Jay's lips slowly opened.Are you the Duke of Langel?The man stood without motion like a stuffed doll, and only the eyes on Jay's lips moved slowly and looked into his eyes.Even though I was wearing dark sunglasses, it was a strong gaze.You have to answer my question. I'll ask again.Are you Duke Langel right?Jay was already convinced, but this was an essential procedure. She waited for the man's mouth to open.I am the Duke of Langel.A slightly cracked, lowpitched voice came out of the man's mouth, looking intensely at Jay with an unshakable gaze.From the low and thick voice of an adult man, She could feel the voice of a young dog that is now only in Jay's memory.Now the second question.What do they sell in Spongebob?For the first time, the man's gaze shook weakly at Jay's cheerful question.I'm embarrassed, embarrassed!'The man had a cold face with no expression right now, but Jay immediately noticed that the man was embarrassed.Come on. Do you know the answer?.toBurger to buy.Yes, I like it. This is the last question.Jay took off her sunglasses and asked, smiling.Where was the last place I bought ice cream?The man shivered little by little as he looked at Jay's warm black eyes clearly revealed by taking off her sunglasses.It looked like something that didn't become the subject.Eunkwang Super.As an answer flowed from the man's mouth like a sigh, Jay ran to the man with a wide smile and hugged with his arms wide open.She couldn't hold the man in with her arms, but she held him tightly with her arms open as much as possible and rubbed her face against the man's chest.Hi, my shit dog.The words flowing out of Jay's mouth were warm and affectionate, and instantly smashed the man's cold mask.The woman in her arms now was the Jay she wanted and painted.She really came to find herself.The man slowly embraced Jay with his trembling hands.Eventually, the arms that held Jay gradually began to get stronger and buried her face on the back of Jay's neck.I haven't been abandoned!! You didn't abandon me!'From the moment the Duke opened the door to the stone chamber, Bern and the guards watched them from behind.* * *In ordinary life, we don't know how precious the ordinary is.Jay originally lived a sad normal life in Korea.A father who works at a company and a mother who is an elementary school teacher.Jay, a twoyearold younger brother, and a younger sister born late.As the eldest under double-income parents like other homes, Jay took care of her younger siblings instead of her parents and quarreling with each other.She wasn't very rich, but she lived financially without shortage, and her grades were high, but she wasn't the best.She went to a prestigious university in Seoul, and the interpersonal relationships were not as difficult as they were.Although her best friend was studying in the United States, not in Korea. Jay was not obsessed with making friends but was rather focused on taking care of her siblings.When her senior year of college was near, she was accumulating qualifications for a job.It was a very ordinary life, nothing special.It was only a moment that Jay's life fell to hell.Ahead of Jay's graduation, her younger brother and her family met him, who said he would leave the military for the graduation ceremony.Her younger brother, who was in front of Gangwondo, came out for a vacation on the weekend, and his parents and younger sister decided to go to Gangwondo to visit the younger brother, except for Jay, who was unable to go because of the TOEIC test.The families who had gone to the front of the unit and returned home with their younger brother were unable to return home forever due to a traffic accident caused by heavy snow.The parents who served as the support, the younger brother who was reluctant but depended on, and the younger sister who had a lot of age difference and cared for like children, all disappeared in an instant.However, because they were two aunts who weren't very close, they put Jay in front of the family's photos and said that you are an adult now and that you are also an adult.The bottom line was, don't bother each other and you should live on your own.Both of her parents didn't have many siblings, and neither of them was close.After the funeral, the contact of her aunts, who sometimes asked how to say hello, naturally stopped.The contact between friends and juniors who were expressing their worries gradually decreased.Relationships with people who didn't put much effort into it, which seemed to have led to such a thin thread, have been cut off.So Jay finally became completely alone.She couldn't eat or sleep for a while.She was stuck in a quiet house and didn't do anything.The graduation ceremony had already passed, so there was no need to go to school.She just stayed in the house her parents left behind.Like a buoy floating in the middle of the dark sea, buried in silence.Come to think about it later, it seems that Jay didn't seem to have forgiven herself for being alone at that time.It was an accident that the family died, and it wasn't Jay's fault.However, Jay couldn't get away from the thought that his family had died because of her, and it was hard to bear the feelings of guilt.So Jay took sleeping pills. She woke up and opened my eyes to see a white ceiling.It was a hospital. Jay burst into tears.I tried to die I'm sorry, Dad. I'm sorry mom. I'm sorry.'
