Chapter 56: Days without Misaki.
November 1st.
When I woke up in the morning Misaki was nowhere to be found. Thinking that maybe she might’ve gone out alone I ran around the city. And when I got dehydrated I finally remembered why she isn’t here anymore, so I weakly walk back to my home before sulking in bed once again.
November 2nd.
When I woke up in the morning Misaki was nowhere to be found. Thinking that maybe she might’ve gone out to the toilet alone I ran with all my might to the park before I finally remembered everything that happened, so I twisted the faucet in the park and use the water that sprang out to cool my head down.
November 3rd.
I went to the Gyudon place. The waiter laughed at me when I asked for a children chair even though I went there alone. And when I was about to grab him by his collar and shout “Can’t you see that Misaki’s here god dammit!?” before realizing that I can’t see Misaki anywhere too. And then I remembered everything, so I walked back home before sulking in bed once again. I can’t go back to that place anymore.
November 4th.
I didn’t feel like doing anything anymore so I just stayed in my room all day long and Kohinata-san came to cheer me up. I feel a little bit better.
November 5th.
I went to work after a long time. I thought that I’m going be yelled at by them but unexpectedly the lolicon looked at me with worry in his face, so I told him the reasons and he cried together with me. I thought of him as a good guy for the first time ever.
November 6th.
I was motivated to work hard enough to make up for the time I was absent, but then suddenly the thought of me not being Misaki’s parent anymore came to my mind. In the first place me and Misaki are just strangers, I’m not related to her both legally or by blood, and this time I was reminded of that as clear as a day. My world turned gray.
November 7th.
I worked while muttering Misaki’s name, and so at noon they told me to just go back home.
November 30th.
The end of November is soon. I wanna meet Misaki.
December 1st.
It’s December now. I wanna meet Misaki. It’s painful.
December 2nd.
In my dream I saw Misaki coming back home. I also heard Misaki’s voice. But that was just my hallucination. I also saw Misaki’s figure. But that was just my imagination. I couldn’t smell Misaki’s scent in my room anymore.
December 3rd.
12-13I wanna meet Misaki. I can’t anymore, I’m at my limit. Misaki, seeing these three syllables made me feel strangely at ease. MisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisaki…… And the morning came.
December 4th.
I feel somewhat a little sick, but then I realized that I haven’t eaten anything for a while.
December 5th.
Apparently the parents meeting was held a few days ago. Tosaki Yui came to tell me that if I’m going to be absent then at least I should contact her first. But when she saw my appearance her attitude changed, and for some reason she counsel me about my worries.
December 6th.
My body feels light.
January 4th.
Only one month left.
February 10th.
I bought Misaki her birthday present. When I told Kohinata-san about this, she agreed to come to the birthday party with me.
February 14th.
Misaki’s happy face lingers in my eyes. Misaki’s voice is still in my ears. Misaki’s scent is still in my nose. Misaki’s soft feeling still lingers on my lap. Misaki with the whipped cream on her mouth was so cute. Misaki was so cute when she said “Here.”, Misaki was so cute when she said “Eat this.”, Misaki was so cute when she said “Yummy.” Misaki was cute no matter what she does. When it was time to go home I felt so painful as if my body was going to be torn apart. On the way back Kohinata-san cheered me up.
February 15th.
I talked to the lolicon about Misaki. I’ll never forget that jealous look on his face.
February 16th.
I talked to Kohinata-san about Misaki. I can’t thank her enough for staying with me until the morning.
February 17th.
I calmed down a little bit now. I apologized to Kohinata-san for my action yesterday, she just laughed it off and forgives me.
February 20th.
I’m pretty calm now. When I starts thinking carefully, I realized that there are many ways that I can meet Misaki, be it by visiting the nursery school, or by visiting her house. Funnily enough Tosaki Yui‘s house is that large condominium just outside my window. I’ll never ever forgive that condominium for stealing not only my sunlight, but also my Misaki too.
February 21th.
I suddenly remembered Tosaki Yui‘s uselessly luxurious room. Wait, isn’t it better for Misaki to lives in there instead of this room?
February 22th.
I started saving up money. I remembered about the lolicon’s company is commission system, and when I talked to the lolicon about this he told me that I’m being ridiculous. I negotiated with him and a single photo of Misaki sealed the deal.
February 23th.
I bought a camera. I’m looking forward to next month.
February 24th.
At midnight Tosaki Yui came to visit me. She got mad at me for my absence at parents meeting again. After that she came inside my room and lecture me for nearly an hour. When I told her that I’m trying to save up money, she told me that I have to report to her when I had saved up exactly one million yen. I thought that she was just joking with me, but for the time being I said thanks to her. Let’s not get too deep into the specific stuff.
February 25th.
Kohinata-san is acting somewhat weird.
March 1st.
I felt like going to Aniki’s shop so I went there. For some reason he talks a lot about Kohinata-san.
March 10th.
Misaki’s going to be back soon. Crap, I haven’t saved up any money yet.
March 15th.
I talked to Kohinata-san about my plan to remodel my room. We came up with many ideas such as wallpapers or carpets, but eventually we decided that it’s way better to move out. Having no electricity or water services or gas is no good after all.
March 16th.
I considered moving to that loathed condominium, but apparently that condominium sale in lots. It made me realized just how powerless I am.
March 17th.
I consulted with Aniki about this and he suggested that I should get a sharehouse instead. I won’t accept living with anyone else except Misaki.
March 18th.
Moving out is on pause for now. I’ll still save up money so that we can move out to a nice place. Misaki, please forgive this pathetic Ryo-kun.
March 31th.
Misaki will be back tomorrow. It’s been so long, really long.
April 1st.
Fifty-nine, sixty! Alright it’s April! Where’s Misaki!? Not yet!? ……What the hell you said it’s going to be today isn’t it! If you said it’s today then it’s supposed to be 0.00 a.m. at exactly 0 second is it not!? Dammit how dare you lied to me! I’ll never ever forgive that woman!
Chapter 56: Days without Misaki.
November 1st.
When I woke up in the morning Misaki was nowhere to be found. Thinking that maybe she might’ve gone out alone I ran around the city. And when I got dehydrated I finally remembered why she isn’t here anymore, so I weakly walk back to my home before sulking in bed once again.
November 2nd.
When I woke up in the morning Misaki was nowhere to be found. Thinking that maybe she might’ve gone out to the toilet alone I ran with all my might to the park before I finally remembered everything that happened, so I twisted the faucet in the park and use the water that sprang out to cool my head down.
November 3rd.
I went to the Gyudon place. The waiter laughed at me when I asked for a children chair even though I went there alone. And when I was about to grab him by his collar and shout “Can’t you see that Misaki’s here god dammit!?” before realizing that I can’t see Misaki anywhere too. And then I remembered everything, so I walked back home before sulking in bed once again. I can’t go back to that place anymore.
November 4th.
I didn’t feel like doing anything anymore so I just stayed in my room all day long and Kohinata-san came to cheer me up. I feel a little bit better.
November 5th.
I went to work after a long time. I thought that I’m going be yelled at by them but unexpectedly the lolicon looked at me with worry in his face, so I told him the reasons and he cried together with me. I thought of him as a good guy for the first time ever.
November 6th.
I was motivated to work hard enough to make up for the time I was absent, but then suddenly the thought of me not being Misaki’s parent anymore came to my mind. In the first place me and Misaki are just strangers, I’m not related to her both legally or by blood, and this time I was reminded of that as clear as a day. My world turned gray.
November 7th.
I worked while muttering Misaki’s name, and so at noon they told me to just go back home.
November 30th.
The end of November is soon. I wanna meet Misaki.
December 1st.
It’s December now. I wanna meet Misaki. It’s painful.
December 2nd.
In my dream I saw Misaki coming back home. I also heard Misaki’s voice. But that was just my hallucination. I also saw Misaki’s figure. But that was just my imagination. I couldn’t smell Misaki’s scent in my room anymore.
December 3rd.
12-13I wanna meet Misaki. I can’t anymore, I’m at my limit. Misaki, seeing these three syllables made me feel strangely at ease. MisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisakiMisaki…… And the morning came.
December 4th.
I feel somewhat a little sick, but then I realized that I haven’t eaten anything for a while.
December 5th.
Apparently the parents meeting was held a few days ago. Tosaki Yui came to tell me that if I’m going to be absent then at least I should contact her first. But when she saw my appearance her attitude changed, and for some reason she counsel me about my worries.
December 6th.
My body feels light.
January 4th.
Only one month left.
February 10th.
I bought Misaki her birthday present. When I told Kohinata-san about this, she agreed to come to the birthday party with me.
February 14th.
Misaki’s happy face lingers in my eyes. Misaki’s voice is still in my ears. Misaki’s scent is still in my nose. Misaki’s soft feeling still lingers on my lap. Misaki with the whipped cream on her mouth was so cute. Misaki was so cute when she said “Here.”, Misaki was so cute when she said “Eat this.”, Misaki was so cute when she said “Yummy.” Misaki was cute no matter what she does. When it was time to go home I felt so painful as if my body was going to be torn apart. On the way back Kohinata-san cheered me up.
February 15th.
I talked to the lolicon about Misaki. I’ll never forget that jealous look on his face.
February 16th.
I talked to Kohinata-san about Misaki. I can’t thank her enough for staying with me until the morning.
February 17th.
I calmed down a little bit now. I apologized to Kohinata-san for my action yesterday, she just laughed it off and forgives me.
February 20th.
I’m pretty calm now. When I starts thinking carefully, I realized that there are many ways that I can meet Misaki, be it by visiting the nursery school, or by visiting her house. Funnily enough Tosaki Yui‘s house is that large condominium just outside my window. I’ll never ever forgive that condominium for stealing not only my sunlight, but also my Misaki too.
February 21th.
I suddenly remembered Tosaki Yui‘s uselessly luxurious room. Wait, isn’t it better for Misaki to lives in there instead of this room?
February 22th.
I started saving up money. I remembered about the lolicon’s company is commission system, and when I talked to the lolicon about this he told me that I’m being ridiculous. I negotiated with him and a single photo of Misaki sealed the deal.
February 23th.
I bought a camera. I’m looking forward to next month.
February 24th.
At midnight Tosaki Yui came to visit me. She got mad at me for my absence at parents meeting again. After that she came inside my room and lecture me for nearly an hour. When I told her that I’m trying to save up money, she told me that I have to report to her when I had saved up exactly one million yen. I thought that she was just joking with me, but for the time being I said thanks to her. Let’s not get too deep into the specific stuff.
February 25th.
Kohinata-san is acting somewhat weird.
March 1st.
I felt like going to Aniki’s shop so I went there. For some reason he talks a lot about Kohinata-san.
March 10th.
Misaki’s going to be back soon. Crap, I haven’t saved up any money yet.
March 15th.
I talked to Kohinata-san about my plan to remodel my room. We came up with many ideas such as wallpapers or carpets, but eventually we decided that it’s way better to move out. Having no electricity or water services or gas is no good after all.
March 16th.
I considered moving to that loathed condominium, but apparently that condominium sale in lots. It made me realized just how powerless I am.
March 17th.
I consulted with Aniki about this and he suggested that I should get a sharehouse instead. I won’t accept living with anyone else except Misaki.
March 18th.
Moving out is on pause for now. I’ll still save up money so that we can move out to a nice place. Misaki, please forgive this pathetic Ryo-kun.
March 31th.
Misaki will be back tomorrow. It’s been so long, really long.
April 1st.
Fifty-nine, sixty! Alright it’s April! Where’s Misaki!? Not yet!? ……What the hell you said it’s going to be today isn’t it! If you said it’s today then it’s supposed to be 0.00 a.m. at exactly 0 second is it not!? Dammit how dare you lied to me! I’ll never ever forgive that woman!
