Translated by Kimwei
Edited by Nata & Asaki
ZhenBei Wang gazed at him passionately. Shen Yu almost fell for it.
If Shen Yu wasn’t deaf, he would have spoken up and confessed his love for ZhenBei Wang. Telling him the feeling of gratitude he has for him and the will to rely on him. Or spill out everything he has been through so he won’t suffer anymore.
But, ZhenBei Wang is an influential person. Shen Yu was just a commoner. Only his mother will weep for him if he passes one day. How on earth will ZhenBei Wang forgive him for lying to him?
“No. The princess didn’t threaten me.”
Shen Yu’s hand was shaking when writing.
“This is what you want?”
ZhenBei Wang’s gaze turned cold. His passion soon turned gloomy because of disappointment.
“Yes……”
Shen Yu encouraged himself then wrote: “You have never gone to any other residence since the day I came. But, you can’t stay here any longer. Someone will say that I’ve seduced you, and lead you to only adore me.”
As Shen Yu put down his pencil, ZhenBei Wang’s anger started to rise.
“Hmph, what’s the matter? Who dares to complain about it? If you’re scared, I will protect you no matter what.”
Shen Yu grabbed the pencil tightly: “This will ruin your reputation.”
“Looks like you’re the one who is being humble here. You’re worrying about me?”
No.
Shen Yu knows he is a greedy person who thinks only of himself. This makes him blame himself more.
“Look how pitiful the princess is… she’s your legal wife. You should love her and care for her. Didn’t you feel pity for her?”
“No one ever dares to order me where I should go to!”
ZhenBei Wang raised his voice. He tried to endure his anger. Shen Yu has rejected him a couple of times. He has never met someone who treated him this way in the past. All the lovers he ever had could only obey him. But, Shen Yu was trying to push him away while he was giving him all that affection. And he resists doing anything to him!
“I understand now. You don’t like the affection I gave because I was being rough on you. You’re blaming me for hurting you. Right?”
No, it’s not. Shen Yu felt unsettled. He tried to serve ZhenBei Wang well in the past. Even when he is sick he still managed to serve him. He never thought his body was precious. But now, if hurting himself can make ZhenBei Wang happy, he will do it no matter what.
Shen Yu can’t respond. He sided his body against ZhenBei Wang. He worries all his rational will lose when he takes a look.
By judging how Shen Yu looks, ZhenBei Wang feels he’s cold and stubborn. ZhenBei Wang was very disappointed.
“Yu Er, you made my heart break.”
ZhenBei Wang’s voice was clear as water dripping. It deeply struck Shen Yu’s heart.
“Fine. Since you don’t wanna see me, I won’t be coming here these few days. Please reconsider what you’ve said.”
ZhenBei Wang turned around and then walked away. Then suddenly he stopped.
“Things that I like are not something you guys can interfere with. Are you sure I will go to the princess’s residence after you rejected me?”
ZhenBei Wang then walked away.
After some time, Shen Yu turns around. He was already crying. Looking at the way ZhenBei Wang has left. The residence was already empty.
Shen Yu shut his eyes. Tears rolled down on his cheeks and the acacia bean became wet. Shen Yu quickly wiped off his tears while he tried to smile.
ZhenBei Wang likes the way he smiles. This is why he never cried before him.
Will he come back, if he stops crying?
Translated by Kimwei
Edited by Nata & Asaki
ZhenBei Wang gazed at him passionately. Shen Yu almost fell for it.
If Shen Yu wasn’t deaf, he would have spoken up and confessed his love for ZhenBei Wang. Telling him the feeling of gratitude he has for him and the will to rely on him. Or spill out everything he has been through so he won’t suffer anymore.
But, ZhenBei Wang is an influential person. Shen Yu was just a commoner. Only his mother will weep for him if he passes one day. How on earth will ZhenBei Wang forgive him for lying to him?
“No. The princess didn’t threaten me.”
Shen Yu’s hand was shaking when writing.
“This is what you want?”
ZhenBei Wang’s gaze turned cold. His passion soon turned gloomy because of disappointment.
“Yes……”
Shen Yu encouraged himself then wrote: “You have never gone to any other residence since the day I came. But, you can’t stay here any longer. Someone will say that I’ve seduced you, and lead you to only adore me.”
As Shen Yu put down his pencil, ZhenBei Wang’s anger started to rise.
“Hmph, what’s the matter? Who dares to complain about it? If you’re scared, I will protect you no matter what.”
Shen Yu grabbed the pencil tightly: “This will ruin your reputation.”
“Looks like you’re the one who is being humble here. You’re worrying about me?”
No.
Shen Yu knows he is a greedy person who thinks only of himself. This makes him blame himself more.
“Look how pitiful the princess is… she’s your legal wife. You should love her and care for her. Didn’t you feel pity for her?”
“No one ever dares to order me where I should go to!”
ZhenBei Wang raised his voice. He tried to endure his anger. Shen Yu has rejected him a couple of times. He has never met someone who treated him this way in the past. All the lovers he ever had could only obey him. But, Shen Yu was trying to push him away while he was giving him all that affection. And he resists doing anything to him!
“I understand now. You don’t like the affection I gave because I was being rough on you. You’re blaming me for hurting you. Right?”
No, it’s not. Shen Yu felt unsettled. He tried to serve ZhenBei Wang well in the past. Even when he is sick he still managed to serve him. He never thought his body was precious. But now, if hurting himself can make ZhenBei Wang happy, he will do it no matter what.
Shen Yu can’t respond. He sided his body against ZhenBei Wang. He worries all his rational will lose when he takes a look.
By judging how Shen Yu looks, ZhenBei Wang feels he’s cold and stubborn. ZhenBei Wang was very disappointed.
“Yu Er, you made my heart break.”
ZhenBei Wang’s voice was clear as water dripping. It deeply struck Shen Yu’s heart.
“Fine. Since you don’t wanna see me, I won’t be coming here these few days. Please reconsider what you’ve said.”
ZhenBei Wang turned around and then walked away. Then suddenly he stopped.
“Things that I like are not something you guys can interfere with. Are you sure I will go to the princess’s residence after you rejected me?”
ZhenBei Wang then walked away.
After some time, Shen Yu turns around. He was already crying. Looking at the way ZhenBei Wang has left. The residence was already empty.
Shen Yu shut his eyes. Tears rolled down on his cheeks and the acacia bean became wet. Shen Yu quickly wiped off his tears while he tried to smile.
ZhenBei Wang likes the way he smiles. This is why he never cried before him.
Will he come back, if he stops crying?
