APRIL 1, 2018 ~ 3DMUM
My name is Gu Bao Bei. Daddy always call me Bao Bei ah … Bao Bei. Back then he pointed his finger at Uncle Feng’s kid Brother Nuo and said: “That kid is your older brother.”
I nodded my head, from young I knew that whenever I made a mistakes, I just need to hide myself behind his back. Since he is my cousin, he will protect me.
My mother’s health is not so good, not long after giving birth to me, she passed away. Leaving only my father to take care of me.
I’d known since young that my daddy love my mummy very much, so much that in this life there would never be another one.So I don’t understand even more what is love, why it can let a person to go through loneliness until the end of time.
All this while, I also don’t believe that in this world when you loss someone, there was no way to keep on living. That’s why I tried to find many aunties to come to the house. Is not that I don’t love Mummy, only wish for Daddy to be happy. He will grow older, will feel lonely.
My father had endured me for many years, finally he fly into a rage out of humiliation when I was seventeen years old. He took a photo of my mum and threw it onto my body, very angrily said: “Get out from here for me! Don’t let me see you for the time being.”
And then out of anger, I really did ran away but I tackily ran away with the house’s credit card. And this runaway, I ran to Italy.
I became an actress, unknowingly I walked into a small path in Italy, I roamed around with a violin at my back and got dragged into a cast and crew team. Then, that bearded Director said, “Oh my God, this is exactly my dream leading actress!”
He turned his face, pulled my hand and said: “Do you want to act for me? Do you know that you really really look like Gu Xin Yao in the past? Do you know her story? Do you want to act in her story?”
At that time I stopped my hand from trying to shake it off from him because I heard my mother’s name Gu Xin Yao.
And then I read the script, that story tells another kind of romance – there’re a man called Mo Qian, a man called Mu Cun Jin and also my Daddy, he became a supporting role – a lonely supporting role.
I nodded my head, dont know why I’m willing to act in this story that’s totally contrary to my perception, a desolated love version.
《Sad Love》when this movie was about to finish filming that time, I met the author of this movie. He looked at me for a very long time, and then he gently caressed and stoked the top of my eyes and said: “Bao Bei, I’m your Uncle En Hao.”
I didn’t dodge him, I just looked straight at him and asked: “Isn’t this a story tale?”
He looked at me and his lip raised to a slight smile, he said: “Child, this is the previous generation’s story. People alive, is to continue the story. Whether it’s good or bad …”
And then the last scene that I’d to act was like a deciduous weather. The woman looked at the child in the cradle, there’s also the lover who had lost his eyesight for both eyes and slowly died just like that. When the director shouted CUT, don’t why I couldn’t stop the stream of tears that flow from my eyes. And along with the child’s crying sound, I suddenly feel that a certain sadness and powerless feeling really can fully drown a person into it.
And also because of this film, I met Jay. The man who acted as Mu Cun Jin. He likes to call me ‘Xiao Ai’. He said: “Too many people called you Bao Bei. I want to be different.”
Then I smiled and nodded my head: “Can”
Many years later, when I was wearing a gorgeous evening dress to attend his wedding, I raised up my head and obstinately looked at his face and I said: “I wish you happiness.” He smiled and motionlessly looked at me for a moment, then for the first time he called me: “Bao Bei …..”
After that event, I’d no longer hide my identity, I am Gu Bao Bei, not a mere actress from a rich family. I am the Daughter of Gu Xin Yao and Xiao Mo Xiao. A girl that has wealth that can last for eight generations, since childhood being pampered and spoiled, only need to pass her days in a luxurious way. The sister of Mo Corporation’s Chairman, Mo Nuo Yun who loves her dearly.
When I reached home, Daddy was outside the door waiting for me, he said: “Jay got married.”
I smiled and suddenly a bit confused. I said: “Daddy, me and him are just a silver screen couple that everyone envied. We acted together many many times, we’ve been an enemy, a lovers, i gave birth to his child in the movie, during pregnancy he gently hugged me and kissed me. In the movie I did a finger pointing at his nose and scolded him, and then fell in love. In the movie we loved each other, got married and gave birth to a lot of children. We worked together again and again,acted in so many different types of life, as if like our own life … just like being in love, always want to be together ….”
Then I also said,”Daddy, I will never force you to fall in love with someone else again.”
Finally I understand what love is, it was just a long journey towards the same direction. Only that not everyone, will have so much luck …
There was once during charity bazaar I donated a painting. In the rose garden a man hugged and kiss a woman, the sunlight shone on their body, and there was a violin on a cluster of flowers.
I remembered on that night I played for him a song called “Tear Dance”.
He asked: “Xiao Ai, what did you play? Nonsensically I said: “Why can’t you love me?”
Later they asked me what’s the name for this painting. I thought for a long time, suddenly saw the silver bracelet on the dressing table that my mother had left it for me, strangely flashed a dazzling golden sunlight that made me had covered my uncomfortable eyes. The memory of the Rose Garden, suddenly it seems like it was so far away to touch, like the phrase that he said when he kissed my eyebrow: “We can’t go back in time …”
Then I couldn’t stop the tears from flowing and said: “It’s called Regret …”
APRIL 1, 2018 ~ 3DMUM
My name is Gu Bao Bei. Daddy always call me Bao Bei ah … Bao Bei. Back then he pointed his finger at Uncle Feng’s kid Brother Nuo and said: “That kid is your older brother.”
I nodded my head, from young I knew that whenever I made a mistakes, I just need to hide myself behind his back. Since he is my cousin, he will protect me.
My mother’s health is not so good, not long after giving birth to me, she passed away. Leaving only my father to take care of me.
I’d known since young that my daddy love my mummy very much, so much that in this life there would never be another one.So I don’t understand even more what is love, why it can let a person to go through loneliness until the end of time.
All this while, I also don’t believe that in this world when you loss someone, there was no way to keep on living. That’s why I tried to find many aunties to come to the house. Is not that I don’t love Mummy, only wish for Daddy to be happy. He will grow older, will feel lonely.
My father had endured me for many years, finally he fly into a rage out of humiliation when I was seventeen years old. He took a photo of my mum and threw it onto my body, very angrily said: “Get out from here for me! Don’t let me see you for the time being.”
And then out of anger, I really did ran away but I tackily ran away with the house’s credit card. And this runaway, I ran to Italy.
I became an actress, unknowingly I walked into a small path in Italy, I roamed around with a violin at my back and got dragged into a cast and crew team. Then, that bearded Director said, “Oh my God, this is exactly my dream leading actress!”
He turned his face, pulled my hand and said: “Do you want to act for me? Do you know that you really really look like Gu Xin Yao in the past? Do you know her story? Do you want to act in her story?”
At that time I stopped my hand from trying to shake it off from him because I heard my mother’s name Gu Xin Yao.
And then I read the script, that story tells another kind of romance – there’re a man called Mo Qian, a man called Mu Cun Jin and also my Daddy, he became a supporting role – a lonely supporting role.
I nodded my head, dont know why I’m willing to act in this story that’s totally contrary to my perception, a desolated love version.
《Sad Love》when this movie was about to finish filming that time, I met the author of this movie. He looked at me for a very long time, and then he gently caressed and stoked the top of my eyes and said: “Bao Bei, I’m your Uncle En Hao.”
I didn’t dodge him, I just looked straight at him and asked: “Isn’t this a story tale?”
He looked at me and his lip raised to a slight smile, he said: “Child, this is the previous generation’s story. People alive, is to continue the story. Whether it’s good or bad …”
And then the last scene that I’d to act was like a deciduous weather. The woman looked at the child in the cradle, there’s also the lover who had lost his eyesight for both eyes and slowly died just like that. When the director shouted CUT, don’t why I couldn’t stop the stream of tears that flow from my eyes. And along with the child’s crying sound, I suddenly feel that a certain sadness and powerless feeling really can fully drown a person into it.
And also because of this film, I met Jay. The man who acted as Mu Cun Jin. He likes to call me ‘Xiao Ai’. He said: “Too many people called you Bao Bei. I want to be different.”
Then I smiled and nodded my head: “Can”
Many years later, when I was wearing a gorgeous evening dress to attend his wedding, I raised up my head and obstinately looked at his face and I said: “I wish you happiness.” He smiled and motionlessly looked at me for a moment, then for the first time he called me: “Bao Bei …..”
After that event, I’d no longer hide my identity, I am Gu Bao Bei, not a mere actress from a rich family. I am the Daughter of Gu Xin Yao and Xiao Mo Xiao. A girl that has wealth that can last for eight generations, since childhood being pampered and spoiled, only need to pass her days in a luxurious way. The sister of Mo Corporation’s Chairman, Mo Nuo Yun who loves her dearly.
When I reached home, Daddy was outside the door waiting for me, he said: “Jay got married.”
I smiled and suddenly a bit confused. I said: “Daddy, me and him are just a silver screen couple that everyone envied. We acted together many many times, we’ve been an enemy, a lovers, i gave birth to his child in the movie, during pregnancy he gently hugged me and kissed me. In the movie I did a finger pointing at his nose and scolded him, and then fell in love. In the movie we loved each other, got married and gave birth to a lot of children. We worked together again and again,acted in so many different types of life, as if like our own life … just like being in love, always want to be together ….”
Then I also said,”Daddy, I will never force you to fall in love with someone else again.”
Finally I understand what love is, it was just a long journey towards the same direction. Only that not everyone, will have so much luck …
There was once during charity bazaar I donated a painting. In the rose garden a man hugged and kiss a woman, the sunlight shone on their body, and there was a violin on a cluster of flowers.
I remembered on that night I played for him a song called “Tear Dance”.
He asked: “Xiao Ai, what did you play? Nonsensically I said: “Why can’t you love me?”
Later they asked me what’s the name for this painting. I thought for a long time, suddenly saw the silver bracelet on the dressing table that my mother had left it for me, strangely flashed a dazzling golden sunlight that made me had covered my uncomfortable eyes. The memory of the Rose Garden, suddenly it seems like it was so far away to touch, like the phrase that he said when he kissed my eyebrow: “We can’t go back in time …”
Then I couldn’t stop the tears from flowing and said: “It’s called Regret …”
