Chapter 104: 104. Mental Stressed
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(Choon-hee POV)
"But you're not okay Choon-hee, look at how pale your face is and you almost drowned. I couldn't take good care of you, I didn't even notice when you let go of your hand earlier." Edwards still said sadly.
I heard this. Trying to get up and laying his back on the side of the bed, I don't know where it is. looks like a hotel room.
"Never mind, don't feel too guilty. After all, we never know when an accident will happen. What's passed let it pass, just make it a lesson so you can take care of myself better after this, have you eaten? I seem quite hungry. My stomach feels sore now, oh yeah.. is my baby okay?." I just realized that I was pregnant, while holding my own stomach.
"Okay, the doctor has checked it. When we get home later we will go directly to the Gynecologist and see in person. I've called Doctor Lita to prepare everything, I don't want any more mistakes." Edwards said quietly, he held my hand very tightly. like the fear of being lost in the swallow of the earth.
"We're going home? Are we going home now?", I asked confused.
"Yeah, we're on the plane now." Hearing what Edwards said made me realize that there was indeed something odd about this room. It's been swaying a bit, I think it's because I just woke up from a faint and my head is dizzy. but it turns out it was already on the plane.
"I see, I thought we were at the hotel. So?? can I get some food?" I asked again, I didn't want to hear Edwards speak again of his restlessness or guilt. I don't want him to think badly and instead he can get sick again, I also don't know what can make Edwards relapse, I haven't had enough energy to take care of Edwards who is sick. Since my body is still weak, at least for now I better discuss food.
"Yes, what do you want to eat? Let me tell the waiter." Edwards said.
"Fruit salad or not? Or vegetable salad. I want something fresh, and also a cold drink. My throat hurts so bad, I think a cold drink can be refreshing." I said to Edwards.
"Okay, I'll be out for a bit. You're not going anywhere." Edwards got out of bed, he walked quickly away from me. I just laughed at seeing him very deftly giving what I wanted.
He deserves credit as a kind and understanding husband or lover. Although sometimes I can't digest Edwards' way of thinking well. He's too smart and I have a hard time keeping up with what he thinks.
Not long after Edwards returned, he brought a cold drink. water and ice cubes, he brought it for me to drink first, I was really thirsty. Maybe because I too had been unconscious for quite a while, I accepted the glass Edwards had given me. drank the contents to the end, I even actually drank without remaining and asked for another glass. Edwards just laughed and poured cold water back for me. Enter a few pieces of ice cubes, making the white water colder and refreshing.
"Thanks Edwards, how refreshing. You don't drink too? I know you must have been taking care of me so much that you forgot everything, let's drink. Don't be ashamed of me." I said quietly, I smiled sweetly at him and told him to drink too. He nodded and started to do what I wanted. he just drank a little, his eyes still fixed on me. I think Edwards still feels guilty, ahh.. what could make him forget what happened earlier? Though I just want to forget quickly.
I am indeed a person who easily forgets what has happened, more precisely I am lazy to think about things that do not need to be thought about. even though it almost took my life. But what else can be done? Everything has happened.
"Why Edwards? I told you I'm fine, don't think about it again okay? I'm not happy to see that worried face. I've seen enough of you here taking care of myself, I don't think about anything else bad About what happened, okay? Just forget everything, don't think about it anymore." I hugged Edwards who just sighed softly. I really don't know how the heart and mind of an Edwards is, he has a mental illness that might make his heart a little sad.
I don't know, is it because Edwards is quite fragile at heart or is it really just because he has mental problems?
I couldn't help but hug him, maybe for some people thought Edwards was just a weak stupid boy, or others thought Edwards was too naive and childish. But I don't want to think of Edwards like that, A human heart is like a deep ocean. We can never dive to the bottom, because in our hearts we are the only ones who know the truth.
I gently stroked his hard back but felt so fragile, Edwards was trapped in his former world. when he was a child and was often spoiled by his mother, maybe that's what made him like a child at times. He is indeed more spoiled and always wants to be noticed..
"Why? Why do you even want to forgive me? Usually when I have something wrong, I will be blamed until the problem is resolved. Sometimes Violet even scolds me when I buy branded goods as souvenirs. She asks what but I buy something else, And he will be so angry and curse at me. I can only apologize when that happens. But why? Edwards' words make me feel sad, don't you think? I'm so sorry Edwards, can't the goods be bought again? why did Violet have to scold Edwards like that?
Violet seemed to add to Edwards' mental illness, she made Edwards worse off. I really want to kill that snake woman.
"Why should I be angry? Edwards? You know? sometimes what we do can't really be perfect. Because of what? Because perfection belongs only to the Creator of this World, we can't control anything. We are just mortal beings who are weak and full lack. Maybe you can buy everything, you can make this world in the palm of your hand. But you can't really rule the world and move the whole world around you. For example, no matter how strong the buildings you make are to prevent them from being destroyed in a tsunami. Everything will still be destroyed if God has willed. Likewise today's incident, everything was fate and should have happened. Don't feel guilty anymore, I don't want to be sad for long.. Later our child will be sad too, do you want your child to be sad?" I asked Edwards, and he immediately shook his head in my arms.
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(Choon-hee POV)
"But you're not okay Choon-hee, look at how pale your face is and you almost drowned. I couldn't take good care of you, I didn't even notice when you let go of your hand earlier." Edwards still said sadly.
I heard this. Trying to get up and laying his back on the side of the bed, I don't know where it is. looks like a hotel room.
"Never mind, don't feel too guilty. After all, we never know when an accident will happen. What's passed let it pass, just make it a lesson so you can take care of myself better after this, have you eaten? I seem quite hungry. My stomach feels sore now, oh yeah.. is my baby okay?." I just realized that I was pregnant, while holding my own stomach.
"Okay, the doctor has checked it. When we get home later we will go directly to the Gynecologist and see in person. I've called Doctor Lita to prepare everything, I don't want any more mistakes." Edwards said quietly, he held my hand very tightly. like the fear of being lost in the swallow of the earth.
"We're going home? Are we going home now?", I asked confused.
"Yeah, we're on the plane now." Hearing what Edwards said made me realize that there was indeed something odd about this room. It's been swaying a bit, I think it's because I just woke up from a faint and my head is dizzy. but it turns out it was already on the plane.
"I see, I thought we were at the hotel. So?? can I get some food?" I asked again, I didn't want to hear Edwards speak again of his restlessness or guilt. I don't want him to think badly and instead he can get sick again, I also don't know what can make Edwards relapse, I haven't had enough energy to take care of Edwards who is sick. Since my body is still weak, at least for now I better discuss food.
"Yes, what do you want to eat? Let me tell the waiter." Edwards said.
"Fruit salad or not? Or vegetable salad. I want something fresh, and also a cold drink. My throat hurts so bad, I think a cold drink can be refreshing." I said to Edwards.
"Okay, I'll be out for a bit. You're not going anywhere." Edwards got out of bed, he walked quickly away from me. I just laughed at seeing him very deftly giving what I wanted.
He deserves credit as a kind and understanding husband or lover. Although sometimes I can't digest Edwards' way of thinking well. He's too smart and I have a hard time keeping up with what he thinks.
Not long after Edwards returned, he brought a cold drink. water and ice cubes, he brought it for me to drink first, I was really thirsty. Maybe because I too had been unconscious for quite a while, I accepted the glass Edwards had given me. drank the contents to the end, I even actually drank without remaining and asked for another glass. Edwards just laughed and poured cold water back for me. Enter a few pieces of ice cubes, making the white water colder and refreshing.
"Thanks Edwards, how refreshing. You don't drink too? I know you must have been taking care of me so much that you forgot everything, let's drink. Don't be ashamed of me." I said quietly, I smiled sweetly at him and told him to drink too. He nodded and started to do what I wanted. he just drank a little, his eyes still fixed on me. I think Edwards still feels guilty, ahh.. what could make him forget what happened earlier? Though I just want to forget quickly.
I am indeed a person who easily forgets what has happened, more precisely I am lazy to think about things that do not need to be thought about. even though it almost took my life. But what else can be done? Everything has happened.
"Why Edwards? I told you I'm fine, don't think about it again okay? I'm not happy to see that worried face. I've seen enough of you here taking care of myself, I don't think about anything else bad About what happened, okay? Just forget everything, don't think about it anymore." I hugged Edwards who just sighed softly. I really don't know how the heart and mind of an Edwards is, he has a mental illness that might make his heart a little sad.
I don't know, is it because Edwards is quite fragile at heart or is it really just because he has mental problems?
I couldn't help but hug him, maybe for some people thought Edwards was just a weak stupid boy, or others thought Edwards was too naive and childish. But I don't want to think of Edwards like that, A human heart is like a deep ocean. We can never dive to the bottom, because in our hearts we are the only ones who know the truth.
I gently stroked his hard back but felt so fragile, Edwards was trapped in his former world. when he was a child and was often spoiled by his mother, maybe that's what made him like a child at times. He is indeed more spoiled and always wants to be noticed..
"Why? Why do you even want to forgive me? Usually when I have something wrong, I will be blamed until the problem is resolved. Sometimes Violet even scolds me when I buy branded goods as souvenirs. She asks what but I buy something else, And he will be so angry and curse at me. I can only apologize when that happens. But why? Edwards' words make me feel sad, don't you think? I'm so sorry Edwards, can't the goods be bought again? why did Violet have to scold Edwards like that?
Violet seemed to add to Edwards' mental illness, she made Edwards worse off. I really want to kill that snake woman.
"Why should I be angry? Edwards? You know? sometimes what we do can't really be perfect. Because of what? Because perfection belongs only to the Creator of this World, we can't control anything. We are just mortal beings who are weak and full lack. Maybe you can buy everything, you can make this world in the palm of your hand. But you can't really rule the world and move the whole world around you. For example, no matter how strong the buildings you make are to prevent them from being destroyed in a tsunami. Everything will still be destroyed if God has willed. Likewise today's incident, everything was fate and should have happened. Don't feel guilty anymore, I don't want to be sad for long.. Later our child will be sad too, do you want your child to be sad?" I asked Edwards, and he immediately shook his head in my arms.
Choon-hee POV"But you're not okay Choon-hee, look at how pale your face is and you almost drowned. I couldn't take good care of you, I didn't even notice when you let go of your hand earlier." Edwards still said sadly.I heard this. Trying to get up and laying his back on the side of the bed, I don't know where it is. looks like a hotel room."Never mind, don't feel too guilty. After all, we never know when an accident will happen. What's passed let it pass, just make it a lesson so you can take care of myself better after this, have you eaten? I seem quite hungry. My stomach feels sore now, oh yeah.. is my baby okay?." I just realized that I was pregnant, while holding my own stomach."Okay, the doctor has checked it. When we get home later we will go directly to the Gynecologist and see in person. I've called Doctor Lita to prepare everything, I don't want any more mistakes." Edwards said quietly, he held my hand very tightly. like the fear of being lost in the swallow of the earth."We're going home? Are we going home now?", I asked confused."Yeah, we're on the plane now." Hearing what Edwards said made me realize that there was indeed something odd about this room. It's been swaying a bit, I think it's because I just woke up from a faint and my head is dizzy. but it turns out it was already on the plane."I see, I thought we were at the hotel. So?? can I get some food?" I asked again, I didn't want to hear Edwards speak again of his restlessness or guilt. I don't want him to think badly and instead he can get sick again, I also don't know what can make Edwards relapse, I haven't had enough energy to take care of Edwards who is sick. Since my body is still weak, at least for now I better discuss food."Yes, what do you want to eat? Let me tell the waiter." Edwards said."Fruit salad or not? Or vegetable salad. I want something fresh, and also a cold drink. My throat hurts so bad, I think a cold drink can be refreshing." I said to Edwards."Okay, I'll be out for a bit. You're not going anywhere." Edwards got out of bed, he walked quickly away from me. I just laughed at seeing him very deftly giving what I wanted.He deserves credit as a kind and understanding husband or lover. Although sometimes I can't digest Edwards' way of thinking well. He's too smart and I have a hard time keeping up with what he thinks.Not long after Edwards returned, he brought a cold drink. water and ice cubes, he brought it for me to drink first, I was really thirsty. Maybe because I too had been unconscious for quite a while, I accepted the glass Edwards had given me. drank the contents to the end, I even actually drank without remaining and asked for another glass. Edwards just laughed and poured cold water back for me. Enter a few pieces of ice cubes, making the white water colder and refreshing."Thanks Edwards, how refreshing. You don't drink too? I know you must have been taking care of me so much that you forgot everything, let's drink. Don't be ashamed of me." I said quietly, I smiled sweetly at him and told him to drink too. He nodded and started to do what I wanted. he just drank a little, his eyes still fixed on me. I think Edwards still feels guilty, ahh.. what could make him forget what happened earlier? Though I just want to forget quickly.I am indeed a person who easily forgets what has happened, more precisely I am lazy to think about things that do not need to be thought about. even though it almost took my life. But what else can be done? Everything has happened."Why Edwards? I told you I'm fine, don't think about it again okay? I'm not happy to see that worried face. I've seen enough of you here taking care of myself, I don't think about anything else bad About what happened, okay? Just forget everything, don't think about it anymore." I hugged Edwards who just sighed softly. I really don't know how the heart and mind of an Edwards is, he has a mental illness that might make his heart a little sad.I don't know, is it because Edwards is quite fragile at heart or is it really just because he has mental problems?I couldn't help but hug him, maybe for some people thought Edwards was just a weak stupid boy, or others thought Edwards was too naive and childish. But I don't want to think of Edwards like that, A human heart is like a deep ocean. We can never dive to the bottom, because in our hearts we are the only ones who know the truth.I gently stroked his hard back but felt so fragile, Edwards was trapped in his former world. when he was a child and was often spoiled by his mother, maybe that's what made him like a child at times. He is indeed more spoiled and always wants to be noticed.."Why? Why do you even want to forgive me? Usually when I have something wrong, I will be blamed until the problem is resolved. Sometimes Violet even scolds me when I buy branded goods as souvenirs. She asks what but I buy something else, And he will be so angry and curse at me. I can only apologize when that happens. But why? Edwards' words make me feel sad, don't you think? I'm so sorry Edwards, can't the goods be bought again? why did Violet have to scold Edwards like that?Violet seemed to add to Edwards' mental illness, she made Edwards worse off. I really want to kill that snake woman."Why should I be angry? Edwards? You know? sometimes what we do can't really be perfect. Because of what? Because perfection belongs only to the Creator of this World, we can't control anything. We are just mortal beings who are weak and full lack. Maybe you can buy everything, you can make this world in the palm of your hand. But you can't really rule the world and move the whole world around you. For example, no matter how strong the buildings you make are to prevent them from being destroyed in a tsunami. Everything will still be destroyed if God has willed. Likewise today's incident, everything was fate and should have happened. Don't feel guilty anymore, I don't want to be sad for long.. Later our child will be sad too, do you want your child to be sad?" I asked Edwards, and he immediately shook his head in my arms.
