Chapter 202: 202. I'm Well? Or Bad?
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"Mommy? Don't say that, I would never do such a thing." I said quite loudly, the mother who heard my refusal immediately looked annoyed and held my shoulder quite tightly.
"You!!!." Before the mother said anything, several bodyguards immediately grabbed the mother's body. I who saw it could only stare confused.
"Madam, please calm down. Miss Choon-hee is now the head of the Berenice Family. We will not hesitate to get rid of Madam, if you do anything bad to her." Said one of the men whose name I do not know.
"Leave it alone, I'll take my mother to the room. Daddy, I'm staying for a while." I grabbed my mother's shoulder and helped her to walk outside, there were many bodyguards who immediately bowed respectfully when I passed.
"See? You are feared and respected now." Mother said once again, she said with a low laugh. I don't know what made her like this.
"Please call a doctor, Yes." I said to one of the maids, I feel my mother has a slight illness. because her attitude has been quite strange lately.
We went up to the top floor, which was my room. I took her to my room only. Since I felt that mom needed more attention from me, I opened the door and told her to come in. then she sat on my bed, I held her hand so tightly
"Mommy all right?" I asked quietly, I'm sure she would say yes. Because I feel like she's going to lie to me a lot. I thought he was away, because I rarely saw her all this time, she was just busy taking care of her own life.
"choon-Hee, sometimes the revenge of a woman who has been hurt is to hurt the person even more. We will pretend to be very nice, give a lot of love and make sure the person is complacent. Then when everything goes well, then this grudge that has accumulated will become the sharpest blade. This revenge will kill and hurt that person to the point of refining his heart. That is the most perfect way to hurt him back." Mom suddenly said something I quite understood.
"By hurting our hearts too? Revenge is like two interlocking blades. If we hurt that person, then we hurt ourselves. Mommy feels okay with something like that?" I asked in a low voice, I was quite saddened by my mother's very unkind attitude like this.
"If I have a grudge against someone else, then I will be destroyed by that person! This hatred and revenge is deeply ingrained in Mommy's heart, choon-Hee! It has shaped and covered my heart that I once believed. I really believed it!." She said again, she was crying slowly, I who saw the tears could only be silent a thousand languages.
I don't know what to say? I know how Mommy feels, for years being hurt by Berenice's family, she really wants to avenge this and destroy Berenice's family. I know she will do this no matter what, until she gets what she wants.
"So, when you want to take revenge on the person who has hurt your heart. Never leave him, don't turn away from him. But you have to walk closer to him, hug him tight, then you can hurt him more easily, you can kill him with more pain. bigger, Stab deeper to the heart! That's the most appropriate way of revenge!" Mother looked into my eyes and smiled very mysteriously.
"Mom? Never mind.. rest first, okay?" I tried to calm her down. gently stroked her shoulder and held her hand. so that she knows that I am here for her.
I was just about to make my mother fall asleep on the bed, the sound of a knock on the door made me look towards the door. a doctor came inside, the doctor smiled sweetly at me.
"How is Mrs. Berenice? Is she still screaming?" The doctor asked as if very close to my mother.
"Just a little Doc, please check again." I tell him, he nods and starts pulling out a bunch of tools. I don't know what he was wearing. All I saw was that he was just injecting some kind of fluid into my mother's body, and not long after that she fell fast asleep.
"Is my mother seriously ill?" I asked quietly, and the doctor just nodded.
"Everyone has been hurt and hurt other people. And sometimes it's hard to come to terms with emotions that rage and try to forgive them. In the end, pent-up anger makes us hold grudges. Not many know that holding a grudge doesn't just make us angry. alone and damage relationships with those around them, but also cause emotional disturbances that can have an impact on health if it lasts for a long time. Revenge is a condition in which we want other people who have wronged us to receive retribution or consequences for their mistakes.
She will lose control of her own body, I think she should slowly heal her wounds and let go of the grudge that is in her brain right now. However, the more I ask to forget that grudge. She's even getting worse, I think you should help your mother to learn to be more sincere. although I know it's very difficult." The long words from the female doctor made me take a deep breath.
"Is that so, I have also felt something strange from my mother. I will try to help her get up slowly. Thanks for what you have said, I will remember your advice." I said quietly, the doctor smiled again and he started to clean the equipment he took out earlier.
"I'll say goodbye. If anything happens. Just tell me." After saying that he walked away, leaving my mother and I alone in the room.
Feud? It does cause a lot of pain that is quite deep, But everyone must have a grudge. Sometimes that's what makes them want to live even stronger.
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I just finished shampooing and now I'm walking to the wardrobe to look for clothes that are suitable to wear this afternoon. Mommy took me for a walk in town while looking for dinner.
My hand almost took one of the clothes, when the ringing of the cell phone was loud enough to be heard. I walked over to the phone and saw who was calling. Was it Edwards? Edwards finally called me? You damn bastard, why is he just calling now? and he asked for a Video call.
I immediately lifted him and saw his very messy face. "Good afternoon honey." He said to me,
"Afternoon dear.. You just woke up?" I asked as if we had no problem at all.
"Oh yeah, I forgot that it was late there. No, I was just thinking a lot. How are you doing there?" He asked, I who heard the question could only smile a little.
"I'm fine, how are you now? Why did you just call me?" I asked back.
"Yeah, I'm fine. I called you just to see how you're doing. Have you eaten?" Edwards asked again, I wasn't in the mood to see his very confused face, for some reason I felt Edwards was thinking about a lot of things. and for some reason I felt he wanted to say something else, but he couldn't say it to me.
"I'm not in the mood to eat, but Mommy and I are going out for dinner tonight. Going to town this afternoon is great for spending time with the family, I hope you're here. So we can have dinner together again." I told the truth, seeing the reaction on Edwards' face, who didn't seem to be in a good mood to hear those sweet words from me.
"Edwards? If you're busy, we can end this call." I said again, after a while there was no chat from him.
"Yeah, I'll call you later. Always bring your cell phone. If I miss you, I can call whenever I want.. Have a nice day." He immediately turned off the phone and left me speechless for a while.
Already? just like that attitude? he just wants to call me to ask how are you? nothing else? ahhh.. Choon-Hee what do you expect? Edwards must have had better things to do. than just asking you to chat.
I took a deep breath, then massaged my forehead which was sore and tired. For a while my stomach was a little queasy, maybe because I haven't eaten anything since this afternoon.
There's a lot I want to talk to Edwards about, but why is he just acting like nothing's wrong? is he planning something? That's why he called me? maybe, given his always weird attitude.
If only I had the balls to ask him a lot of questions, we might have had a long chat.
"choon-Hee? Are you done preparing?" Mommy asked me, after she entered the room.
"Hei? Are you okay? your face is very pale." Mommy said again, she saw me looking down and holding my stomach. I'm still wearing a towel right now, and feel reluctant to change clothes or leave the room.
"I don't feel well, suddenly .." I said slowly, I tried to lay down on the bed and closed my eyes slowly. I don't know if this is the effect of being disappointed in Edwards or the effect that my body hasn't had since a long time ago.
"You seem tired and have a lot on your mind, Mommy should call the doctor. You just sleep here first, I'll be back later." heard Mommy's words, I did not argue. I just nodded and still closed my eyes. occasionally my right hand massages the forehead area so that the pain in the head can be reduced a little. Although that doesn't help much.
A knock on the door made me look, Mommy had come with a female doctor. I don't know how long I've been daydreaming alone in this room, until Mommy has returned with the doctor.
"Hello Miss Choon-Hee, I'm going to check on you now. What are you complaining about?" Asked the doctor, I just sighed softly when asked- like this. It's not that I'm arrogant and don't want to say anything, it's just that I feel very tired if I talk a lot.
"Okay, I'll just check it okay." As if she knew what I was thinking, she just smiled and checked me out. I started to close my eyes again, letting her hold my wrists, checking my chest, massaging something in certain areas. Then she held my stomach, I don't know what the headache has to do with the stomach. but I kept quiet when she did that. Maybe it was her way to check the condition of sick people.
I was ordered to do an examination, and she asked for urine. I went to the bathroom and gave urine using a plastic cup. Then she put some kind of tool in the glass.
A few minutes passed, only silence in the room.
"You're pregnant." The two words that came out of the female doctor's mouth made me raise an eyebrow in confusion.
"What?" I asked, confirming once more, when I saw the doctor showing the two lines of the device she was pointing at me.
"You're pregnant, looks like you're about to have a baby.." She said again.
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"Mommy? Don't say that, I would never do such a thing." I said quite loudly, the mother who heard my refusal immediately looked annoyed and held my shoulder quite tightly.
"You!!!." Before the mother said anything, several bodyguards immediately grabbed the mother's body. I who saw it could only stare confused.
"Madam, please calm down. Miss Choon-hee is now the head of the Berenice Family. We will not hesitate to get rid of Madam, if you do anything bad to her." Said one of the men whose name I do not know.
"Leave it alone, I'll take my mother to the room. Daddy, I'm staying for a while." I grabbed my mother's shoulder and helped her to walk outside, there were many bodyguards who immediately bowed respectfully when I passed.
"See? You are feared and respected now." Mother said once again, she said with a low laugh. I don't know what made her like this.
"Please call a doctor, Yes." I said to one of the maids, I feel my mother has a slight illness. because her attitude has been quite strange lately.
We went up to the top floor, which was my room. I took her to my room only. Since I felt that mom needed more attention from me, I opened the door and told her to come in. then she sat on my bed, I held her hand so tightly
"Mommy all right?" I asked quietly, I'm sure she would say yes. Because I feel like she's going to lie to me a lot. I thought he was away, because I rarely saw her all this time, she was just busy taking care of her own life.
"choon-Hee, sometimes the revenge of a woman who has been hurt is to hurt the person even more. We will pretend to be very nice, give a lot of love and make sure the person is complacent. Then when everything goes well, then this grudge that has accumulated will become the sharpest blade. This revenge will kill and hurt that person to the point of refining his heart. That is the most perfect way to hurt him back." Mom suddenly said something I quite understood.
"By hurting our hearts too? Revenge is like two interlocking blades. If we hurt that person, then we hurt ourselves. Mommy feels okay with something like that?" I asked in a low voice, I was quite saddened by my mother's very unkind attitude like this.
"If I have a grudge against someone else, then I will be destroyed by that person! This hatred and revenge is deeply ingrained in Mommy's heart, choon-Hee! It has shaped and covered my heart that I once believed. I really believed it!." She said again, she was crying slowly, I who saw the tears could only be silent a thousand languages.
I don't know what to say? I know how Mommy feels, for years being hurt by Berenice's family, she really wants to avenge this and destroy Berenice's family. I know she will do this no matter what, until she gets what she wants.
"So, when you want to take revenge on the person who has hurt your heart. Never leave him, don't turn away from him. But you have to walk closer to him, hug him tight, then you can hurt him more easily, you can kill him with more pain. bigger, Stab deeper to the heart! That's the most appropriate way of revenge!" Mother looked into my eyes and smiled very mysteriously.
"Mom? Never mind.. rest first, okay?" I tried to calm her down. gently stroked her shoulder and held her hand. so that she knows that I am here for her.
I was just about to make my mother fall asleep on the bed, the sound of a knock on the door made me look towards the door. a doctor came inside, the doctor smiled sweetly at me.
"How is Mrs. Berenice? Is she still screaming?" The doctor asked as if very close to my mother.
"Just a little Doc, please check again." I tell him, he nods and starts pulling out a bunch of tools. I don't know what he was wearing. All I saw was that he was just injecting some kind of fluid into my mother's body, and not long after that she fell fast asleep.
"Is my mother seriously ill?" I asked quietly, and the doctor just nodded.
"Everyone has been hurt and hurt other people. And sometimes it's hard to come to terms with emotions that rage and try to forgive them. In the end, pent-up anger makes us hold grudges. Not many know that holding a grudge doesn't just make us angry. alone and damage relationships with those around them, but also cause emotional disturbances that can have an impact on health if it lasts for a long time. Revenge is a condition in which we want other people who have wronged us to receive retribution or consequences for their mistakes.
She will lose control of her own body, I think she should slowly heal her wounds and let go of the grudge that is in her brain right now. However, the more I ask to forget that grudge. She's even getting worse, I think you should help your mother to learn to be more sincere. although I know it's very difficult." The long words from the female doctor made me take a deep breath.
"Is that so, I have also felt something strange from my mother. I will try to help her get up slowly. Thanks for what you have said, I will remember your advice." I said quietly, the doctor smiled again and he started to clean the equipment he took out earlier.
"I'll say goodbye. If anything happens. Just tell me." After saying that he walked away, leaving my mother and I alone in the room.
Feud? It does cause a lot of pain that is quite deep, But everyone must have a grudge. Sometimes that's what makes them want to live even stronger.
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I just finished shampooing and now I'm walking to the wardrobe to look for clothes that are suitable to wear this afternoon. Mommy took me for a walk in town while looking for dinner.
My hand almost took one of the clothes, when the ringing of the cell phone was loud enough to be heard. I walked over to the phone and saw who was calling. Was it Edwards? Edwards finally called me? You damn bastard, why is he just calling now? and he asked for a Video call.
I immediately lifted him and saw his very messy face. "Good afternoon honey." He said to me,
"Afternoon dear.. You just woke up?" I asked as if we had no problem at all.
"Oh yeah, I forgot that it was late there. No, I was just thinking a lot. How are you doing there?" He asked, I who heard the question could only smile a little.
"I'm fine, how are you now? Why did you just call me?" I asked back.
"Yeah, I'm fine. I called you just to see how you're doing. Have you eaten?" Edwards asked again, I wasn't in the mood to see his very confused face, for some reason I felt Edwards was thinking about a lot of things. and for some reason I felt he wanted to say something else, but he couldn't say it to me.
"I'm not in the mood to eat, but Mommy and I are going out for dinner tonight. Going to town this afternoon is great for spending time with the family, I hope you're here. So we can have dinner together again." I told the truth, seeing the reaction on Edwards' face, who didn't seem to be in a good mood to hear those sweet words from me.
"Edwards? If you're busy, we can end this call." I said again, after a while there was no chat from him.
"Yeah, I'll call you later. Always bring your cell phone. If I miss you, I can call whenever I want.. Have a nice day." He immediately turned off the phone and left me speechless for a while.
Already? just like that attitude? he just wants to call me to ask how are you? nothing else? ahhh.. Choon-Hee what do you expect? Edwards must have had better things to do. than just asking you to chat.
I took a deep breath, then massaged my forehead which was sore and tired. For a while my stomach was a little queasy, maybe because I haven't eaten anything since this afternoon.
There's a lot I want to talk to Edwards about, but why is he just acting like nothing's wrong? is he planning something? That's why he called me? maybe, given his always weird attitude.
If only I had the balls to ask him a lot of questions, we might have had a long chat.
"choon-Hee? Are you done preparing?" Mommy asked me, after she entered the room.
"Hei? Are you okay? your face is very pale." Mommy said again, she saw me looking down and holding my stomach. I'm still wearing a towel right now, and feel reluctant to change clothes or leave the room.
"I don't feel well, suddenly .." I said slowly, I tried to lay down on the bed and closed my eyes slowly. I don't know if this is the effect of being disappointed in Edwards or the effect that my body hasn't had since a long time ago.
"You seem tired and have a lot on your mind, Mommy should call the doctor. You just sleep here first, I'll be back later." heard Mommy's words, I did not argue. I just nodded and still closed my eyes. occasionally my right hand massages the forehead area so that the pain in the head can be reduced a little. Although that doesn't help much.
A knock on the door made me look, Mommy had come with a female doctor. I don't know how long I've been daydreaming alone in this room, until Mommy has returned with the doctor.
"Hello Miss Choon-Hee, I'm going to check on you now. What are you complaining about?" Asked the doctor, I just sighed softly when asked- like this. It's not that I'm arrogant and don't want to say anything, it's just that I feel very tired if I talk a lot.
"Okay, I'll just check it okay." As if she knew what I was thinking, she just smiled and checked me out. I started to close my eyes again, letting her hold my wrists, checking my chest, massaging something in certain areas. Then she held my stomach, I don't know what the headache has to do with the stomach. but I kept quiet when she did that. Maybe it was her way to check the condition of sick people.
I was ordered to do an examination, and she asked for urine. I went to the bathroom and gave urine using a plastic cup. Then she put some kind of tool in the glass.
A few minutes passed, only silence in the room.
"You're pregnant." The two words that came out of the female doctor's mouth made me raise an eyebrow in confusion.
"What?" I asked, confirming once more, when I saw the doctor showing the two lines of the device she was pointing at me.
"You're pregnant, looks like you're about to have a baby.." She said again.
"Mommy? Don't say that, I would never do such a thing." I said quite loudly, the mother who heard my refusal immediately looked annoyed and held my shoulder quite tightly."You!!!." Before the mother said anything, several bodyguards immediately grabbed the mother's body. I who saw it could only stare confused."Madam, please calm down. Miss Choon-hee is now the head of the Berenice Family. We will not hesitate to get rid of Madam, if you do anything bad to her." Said one of the men whose name I do not know."Leave it alone, I'll take my mother to the room. Daddy, I'm staying for a while." I grabbed my mother's shoulder and helped her to walk outside, there were many bodyguards who immediately bowed respectfully when I passed."See? You are feared and respected now." Mother said once again, she said with a low laugh. I don't know what made her like this."Please call a doctor, Yes." I said to one of the maids, I feel my mother has a slight illness. because her attitude has been quite strange lately.We went up to the top floor, which was my room. I took her to my room only. Since I felt that mom needed more attention from me, I opened the door and told her to come in. then she sat on my bed, I held her hand so tightly"Mommy all right?" I asked quietly, I'm sure she would say yes. Because I feel like she's going to lie to me a lot. I thought he was away, because I rarely saw her all this time, she was just busy taking care of her own life."choon-Hee, sometimes the revenge of a woman who has been hurt is to hurt the person even more. We will pretend to be very nice, give a lot of love and make sure the person is complacent. Then when everything goes well, then this grudge that has accumulated will become the sharpest blade. This revenge will kill and hurt that person to the point of refining his heart. That is the most perfect way to hurt him back." Mom suddenly said something I quite understood."By hurting our hearts too? Revenge is like two interlocking blades. If we hurt that person, then we hurt ourselves. Mommy feels okay with something like that?" I asked in a low voice, I was quite saddened by my mother's very unkind attitude like this."If I have a grudge against someone else, then I will be destroyed by that person! This hatred and revenge is deeply ingrained in Mommy's heart, choon-Hee! It has shaped and covered my heart that I once believed. I really believed it!." She said again, she was crying slowly, I who saw the tears could only be silent a thousand languages.I don't know what to say? I know how Mommy feels, for years being hurt by Berenice's family, she really wants to avenge this and destroy Berenice's family. I know she will do this no matter what, until she gets what she wants."So, when you want to take revenge on the person who has hurt your heart. Never leave him, don't turn away from him. But you have to walk closer to him, hug him tight, then you can hurt him more easily, you can kill him with more pain. bigger, Stab deeper to the heart! That's the most appropriate way of revenge!" Mother looked into my eyes and smiled very mysteriously."Mom? Never mind.. rest first, okay?" I tried to calm her down. gently stroked her shoulder and held her hand. so that she knows that I am here for her.I was just about to make my mother fall asleep on the bed, the sound of a knock on the door made me look towards the door. a doctor came inside, the doctor smiled sweetly at me."How is Mrs. Berenice? Is she still screaming?" The doctor asked as if very close to my mother."Just a little Doc, please check again." I tell him, he nods and starts pulling out a bunch of tools. I don't know what he was wearing. All I saw was that he was just injecting some kind of fluid into my mother's body, and not long after that she fell fast asleep."Is my mother seriously ill?" I asked quietly, and the doctor just nodded."Everyone has been hurt and hurt other people. And sometimes it's hard to come to terms with emotions that rage and try to forgive them. In the end, pent-up anger makes us hold grudges. Not many know that holding a grudge doesn't just make us angry. alone and damage relationships with those around them, but also cause emotional disturbances that can have an impact on health if it lasts for a long time. Revenge is a condition in which we want other people who have wronged us to receive retribution or consequences for their mistakes.She will lose control of her own body, I think she should slowly heal her wounds and let go of the grudge that is in her brain right now. However, the more I ask to forget that grudge. She's even getting worse, I think you should help your mother to learn to be more sincere. although I know it's very difficult." The long words from the female doctor made me take a deep breath."Is that so, I have also felt something strange from my mother. I will try to help her get up slowly. Thanks for what you have said, I will remember your advice." I said quietly, the doctor smiled again and he started to clean the equipment he took out earlier."I'll say goodbye. If anything happens. Just tell me." After saying that he walked away, leaving my mother and I alone in the room.Feud? It does cause a lot of pain that is quite deep, But everyone must have a grudge. Sometimes that's what makes them want to live even stronger.~~~~I just finished shampooing and now I'm walking to the wardrobe to look for clothes that are suitable to wear this afternoon. Mommy took me for a walk in town while looking for dinner.My hand almost took one of the clothes, when the ringing of the cell phone was loud enough to be heard. I walked over to the phone and saw who was calling. Was it Edwards? Edwards finally called me? You damn bastard, why is he just calling now? and he asked for a Video call.I immediately lifted him and saw his very messy face. "Good afternoon honey." He said to me,"Afternoon dear.. You just woke up?" I asked as if we had no problem at all."Oh yeah, I forgot that it was late there. No, I was just thinking a lot. How are you doing there?" He asked, I who heard the question could only smile a little."I'm fine, how are you now? Why did you just call me?" I asked back."Yeah, I'm fine. I called you just to see how you're doing. Have you eaten?" Edwards asked again, I wasn't in the mood to see his very confused face, for some reason I felt Edwards was thinking about a lot of things. and for some reason I felt he wanted to say something else, but he couldn't say it to me."I'm not in the mood to eat, but Mommy and I are going out for dinner tonight. Going to town this afternoon is great for spending time with the family, I hope you're here. So we can have dinner together again." I told the truth, seeing the reaction on Edwards' face, who didn't seem to be in a good mood to hear those sweet words from me."Edwards? If you're busy, we can end this call." I said again, after a while there was no chat from him."Yeah, I'll call you later. Always bring your cell phone. If I miss you, I can call whenever I want.. Have a nice day." He immediately turned off the phone and left me speechless for a while.Already? just like that attitude? he just wants to call me to ask how are you? nothing else? ahhh.. Choon-Hee what do you expect? Edwards must have had better things to do. than just asking you to chat.I took a deep breath, then massaged my forehead which was sore and tired. For a while my stomach was a little queasy, maybe because I haven't eaten anything since this afternoon.There's a lot I want to talk to Edwards about, but why is he just acting like nothing's wrong? is he planning something? That's why he called me? maybe, given his always weird attitude.If only I had the balls to ask him a lot of questions, we might have had a long chat."choon-Hee? Are you done preparing?" Mommy asked me, after she entered the room."Hei? Are you okay? your face is very pale." Mommy said again, she saw me looking down and holding my stomach. I'm still wearing a towel right now, and feel reluctant to change clothes or leave the room."I don't feel well, suddenly .." I said slowly, I tried to lay down on the bed and closed my eyes slowly. I don't know if this is the effect of being disappointed in Edwards or the effect that my body hasn't had since a long time ago."You seem tired and have a lot on your mind, Mommy should call the doctor. You just sleep here first, I'll be back later." heard Mommy's words, I did not argue. I just nodded and still closed my eyes. occasionally my right hand massages the forehead area so that the pain in the head can be reduced a little. Although that doesn't help much.A knock on the door made me look, Mommy had come with a female doctor. I don't know how long I've been daydreaming alone in this room, until Mommy has returned with the doctor."Hello Miss Choon-Hee, I'm going to check on you now. What are you complaining about?" Asked the doctor, I just sighed softly when asked- like this. It's not that I'm arrogant and don't want to say anything, it's just that I feel very tired if I talk a lot."Okay, I'll just check it okay." As if she knew what I was thinking, she just smiled and checked me out. I started to close my eyes again, letting her hold my wrists, checking my chest, massaging something in certain areas. Then she held my stomach, I don't know what the headache has to do with the stomach. but I kept quiet when she did that. Maybe it was her way to check the condition of sick people.I was ordered to do an examination, and she asked for urine. I went to the bathroom and gave urine using a plastic cup. Then she put some kind of tool in the glass.A few minutes passed, only silence in the room."You're pregnant." The two words that came out of the female doctor's mouth made me raise an eyebrow in confusion."What?" I asked, confirming once more, when I saw the doctor showing the two lines of the device she was pointing at me."You're pregnant, looks like you're about to have a baby.." She said again.
