Ever since I started taking Camilla classes, it was early and the moon was flowing for a year.
Recently, we have been learning more and more diverse fields before, but as always, its content is easy to understand, so it is not particularly bitter.
For a while now, I'm finally starting to learn something about magic.
I heard the story yesterday and actively repeated the question.
"As always, there are no shards of magic."
"... I can't."
Soma continued to wave her arms as she shrugged her shoulders at Aina, who exhaled her sighs like a shudder.
Shake it up, shake it down...... it goes with the image you created in front of you, also adding foot steps.
As opposed to a few years, it has been repeated for decades.
It doesn't come to me there even as we have a conversation, and I keep my words going without worrying.
"I don't think so, but I haven't thought of it since the beginning. As usual, it's the one that's supposed to be."
"Under the assumption, hey... you know how much I know, and you can often go on doing that without any results.... Is that it after all? It only makes sense to keep going, you know?
"... no? There's no point in continuing, is there? At least I don't think it makes sense there."
"... Huh?
Was that an unexpected thing, I heard a grunt, but Soma goes on with it without even turning her gaze.
I'm gonna rip my arm off, and I'm gonna step in.
"So, because... what you're doing right now, you're doing this every day because you think it makes sense, right?
"Hmm, I don't know why you thought that... but it's not what my seniors are doing that for, is it?
Soma did this - doing her daily routine isn't even for training in the first place.
It doesn't make sense there, it doesn't fundamentally want meaning.
Soma keeps doing her routine because that's the routine.
It went on for decades, and it became so habitual in the soma that I somehow felt bad if I didn't already do it.
Where I was reborn, it's the same.
That makes sense, I'm not doing it for a reason, I'm continuing because I have no reason not to.
That's what routine was like for Soma.
"... hey. There's one thing I need to ask you, okay?
"If it's something that I can answer to, do you mind?
"Oh yes... then I'm asking you a question. After all, do you think there's no point in making efforts or processes that have no consequences?
"I don't know why I said it after all...... well, I guess not. I think it only makes sense when the consequences are there."
For example, in the previous life, Soma was proud to have made a desperate effort to reach the top of the sword.
But I think it made sense because I was able to get there.
Assuming it never got there, Soma must have cut it that way, saying it was pointless.
Whether it makes sense or not, it is only the result that determines.
"Yes, right... it will, won't it? Then, after all, what I'm doing..."
"But if it's not worth it, it's another story."
"... Huh?
"What looks strange to you? The meaning is what the outcome determines, but the value is what the individual determines. If you think it's worth it, even if it doesn't make sense, it's worth it."
"... so that's what keeps you studying magic, even if you think you might end up pointless?
"Hmm, I don't know about that...... no. Maybe not."
"Why not?
"Because I don't think it's going to end meaninglessly."
If that means we're doing it knowingly, that's for sure.
But by no means does Soma give up.
"... even though it's less likely to happen?
"If it's not zero, would that be enough? It's a polar theory, but even if I can use magic when I die, I'm satisfied with it."
"... what's that, not stupid?
"If you're not stupid, I don't think you've done it from the beginning."
"... so is that."
The voices heard were not ridiculous, but somewhere warm and containing consent.
The intention is... well, it wouldn't be like pursuing it.
"In one way or another...... you are. This routine would be closer to it."
"You got a routine?
"Well, I don't think this is going to make sense, but I think it's worth it."
"What's it worth there when you say you don't want meaning from the start?
"Because, you see, by continuing the routine, we are able to deepen our relationship with Eina."
"- Become!?
Yes, it's a routine that has been going on for a long time, but it doesn't mean its contents have always been the same.
Of course, since reincarnation, the last year or so, while waving the sword, talking to Aina has also become part of the daily routine.
Well, since the day we met again, for some reason, every time Soma did her routine, she started showing up and exchanging words a little bit, but it's also splendidly routine, so there's not a difference.
But even though we were talking, it was mostly a chat, plus the majority of that was about what Soma was doing the day before, and so on.
It's almost like the only thing I know about Eina is her name... but at last, Eina gave me a little insight earlier.
Then this routine was well worth it to Soma.
"Hey, what are you talking about...!? Aren't you stupid!?
"Um, so I thought you affirmed earlier that I was an idiot?
"That's not what I'm talking about...!
Soma's mouth naturally loosens to a hurried, hasty voice.
That's not something bad, because I finally felt like I had been touched by her vegetables.
For the past year, I have felt like a strange wall.
"Hmm, does that mean my senior year is finally suitable for your eyes, or has he started to be trusted, something like that?
That's probably not a conscious thing, it's an unconscious thing.
But that was also a sign that the mind was beginning to be forgiven.
"... you, notice...?
"Well, no matter how many stories my life waved, I didn't get on much. For some reason I was wary."
"I don't know why... I don't care what you think. I'm talking a lot...? Normally we should be more vigilant, right?
"Hmm? Oh, maybe that was one cause of alarm, too?
I see, if you have the consciousness that you are suspicious, the person who comes at that opponent with no vigilance may look suspicious the other way around.
Soma was convinced of what he was thinking and what the wall was to identify it.
"Does that mean it would have been quicker if we had tried to be a little more vigilant from this side, too? No, but I'm also alert even though I don't have to..."
"... why didn't you have to be vigilant? What do you say yourself, but obviously I think I was suspicious? It's not like you're saying you're suspicious when people just stumble into the woods and show up a little bit."
"It's not really what you say."
"You mean that's how suspicious it is!
"That's not what I'm telling you about the really suspicious person... in the first place, he's right."
To put it roughly, Soma is also suspicious more than enough at a time when people were falling in the woods that they weren't supposed to be close to.
At that point in time, Soma has no right to doubt him.
Suspicious people will not come to help those who are falling.
"... that's not necessarily true, is it? It's normal to try to gain trust by helping."
"It came not to help, but to sell grace. It's easy to tell the difference."
It was true.
An eye for a swordsman to see things accurately is one of the most important things to value, as is the arm of the sword itself.
Though I'm not going to go there again, the technology I polished once won't go away that easily.
It was easy for Soma to determine that extent.
"Oh, yeah... so?
"Hmm? So, what?
"... the fact that you've been waiting for your guard to loosen up means you needed something from me, right?... Well, that's right. Otherwise, I wouldn't talk to such a suspicious person every day."
"No, that's why I didn't think it was suspicious... well, don't deny it."
"... I guess. Well, anyway..."
"Hmm. Well, I was wondering what the problem was, to that extent."
"Ma'am... Yes?
"Yeah? What's wrong?
"What's troubling... eh, why?
"Whatever you say..."
Everyone will have one or two problems...... leave jokes like that aside, it's easy to tell for yourself if you observe that too.
Sometimes I looked depressed when I hammered Soma's story, and above all, I come every day on purpose to this place.
It wouldn't be hard to think there's a reason there.
"Sometimes I wondered if I was really up to something in the early days, but soon I realized it was like a mood swing."
"Oh, yeah... so?... What did you think you were going to do knowing what was bothering you?... Are you trying to intimidate me?
"Why do ideas go in the direction of the day after tomorrow?
When I stop my leg on an arm that I've been moving, I exhale.
Sometimes your routine was just over, but this wasn't just one hassle, because it was something I wanted to say right.
"Didn't I tell you a year ago in the first place? If anything happens, I'll help you. The only thing that bothered me was that I thought it might be just right for that."
Yes, I mean, the reason Soma wanted to know about the girl's troubles was simply and lucidly.
It was all about wanting to solve the girl's problems.
"... what the hell is that?"
When she shrugged so, Aina expressed various emotions on her face.
It's hard to describe that in a nutshell with all sorts of things... but if you dare still say it, maybe it was close to crying.
"... well, yeah. I'm pretty sure I'm losing my guard over you, and I'm pretty sure I have a problem with that. And I've heard a lot about you unilaterally."
"Um, it's not fair if you don't let me talk about it."
"... right"
That said, loosening her mouth, Aina exhaled one breath.
And.
"Actually, it's me. Everyone calls me"
I started talking about the problem.
Ever since I started taking Camilla classes, it was early and the moon was flowing for a year.
Recently, we have been learning more and more diverse fields before, but as always, its content is easy to understand, so it is not particularly bitter.
For a while now, I'm finally starting to learn something about magic.
I heard the story yesterday and actively repeated the question.
"As always, there are no shards of magic."
"... I can't."
Soma continued to wave her arms as she shrugged her shoulders at Aina, who exhaled her sighs like a shudder.
Shake it up, shake it down...... it goes with the image you created in front of you, also adding foot steps.
As opposed to a few years, it has been repeated for decades.
It doesn't come to me there even as we have a conversation, and I keep my words going without worrying.
"I don't think so, but I haven't thought of it since the beginning. As usual, it's the one that's supposed to be."
"Under the assumption, hey... you know how much I know, and you can often go on doing that without any results.... Is that it after all? It only makes sense to keep going, you know?
"... no? There's no point in continuing, is there? At least I don't think it makes sense there."
"... Huh?
Was that an unexpected thing, I heard a grunt, but Soma goes on with it without even turning her gaze.
I'm gonna rip my arm off, and I'm gonna step in.
"So, because... what you're doing right now, you're doing this every day because you think it makes sense, right?
"Hmm, I don't know why you thought that... but it's not what my seniors are doing that for, is it?
Soma did this - doing her daily routine isn't even for training in the first place.
It doesn't make sense there, it doesn't fundamentally want meaning.
Soma keeps doing her routine because that's the routine.
It went on for decades, and it became so habitual in the soma that I somehow felt bad if I didn't already do it.
Where I was reborn, it's the same.
That makes sense, I'm not doing it for a reason, I'm continuing because I have no reason not to.
That's what routine was like for Soma.
"... hey. There's one thing I need to ask you, okay?
"If it's something that I can answer to, do you mind?
"Oh yes... then I'm asking you a question. After all, do you think there's no point in making efforts or processes that have no consequences?
"I don't know why I said it after all...... well, I guess not. I think it only makes sense when the consequences are there."
For example, in the previous life, Soma was proud to have made a desperate effort to reach the top of the sword.
But I think it made sense because I was able to get there.
Assuming it never got there, Soma must have cut it that way, saying it was pointless.
Whether it makes sense or not, it is only the result that determines.
"Yes, right... it will, won't it? Then, after all, what I'm doing..."
"But if it's not worth it, it's another story."
"... Huh?
"What looks strange to you? The meaning is what the outcome determines, but the value is what the individual determines. If you think it's worth it, even if it doesn't make sense, it's worth it."
"... so that's what keeps you studying magic, even if you think you might end up pointless?
"Hmm, I don't know about that...... no. Maybe not."
"Why not?
"Because I don't think it's going to end meaninglessly."
If that means we're doing it knowingly, that's for sure.
But by no means does Soma give up.
"... even though it's less likely to happen?
"If it's not zero, would that be enough? It's a polar theory, but even if I can use magic when I die, I'm satisfied with it."
"... what's that, not stupid?
"If you're not stupid, I don't think you've done it from the beginning."
"... so is that."
The voices heard were not ridiculous, but somewhere warm and containing consent.
The intention is... well, it wouldn't be like pursuing it.
"In one way or another...... you are. This routine would be closer to it."
"You got a routine?
"Well, I don't think this is going to make sense, but I think it's worth it."
"What's it worth there when you say you don't want meaning from the start?
"Because, you see, by continuing the routine, we are able to deepen our relationship with Eina."
"- Become!?
Yes, it's a routine that has been going on for a long time, but it doesn't mean its contents have always been the same.
Of course, since reincarnation, the last year or so, while waving the sword, talking to Aina has also become part of the daily routine.
Well, since the day we met again, for some reason, every time Soma did her routine, she started showing up and exchanging words a little bit, but it's also splendidly routine, so there's not a difference.
But even though we were talking, it was mostly a chat, plus the majority of that was about what Soma was doing the day before, and so on.
It's almost like the only thing I know about Eina is her name... but at last, Eina gave me a little insight earlier.
Then this routine was well worth it to Soma.
"Hey, what are you talking about...!? Aren't you stupid!?
"Um, so I thought you affirmed earlier that I was an idiot?
"That's not what I'm talking about...!
Soma's mouth naturally loosens to a hurried, hasty voice.
That's not something bad, because I finally felt like I had been touched by her vegetables.
For the past year, I have felt like a strange wall.
"Hmm, does that mean my senior year is finally suitable for your eyes, or has he started to be trusted, something like that?
That's probably not a conscious thing, it's an unconscious thing.
But that was also a sign that the mind was beginning to be forgiven.
"... you, notice...?
"Well, no matter how many stories my life waved, I didn't get on much. For some reason I was wary."
"I don't know why... I don't care what you think. I'm talking a lot...? Normally we should be more vigilant, right?
"Hmm? Oh, maybe that was one cause of alarm, too?
I see, if you have the consciousness that you are suspicious, the person who comes at that opponent with no vigilance may look suspicious the other way around.
Soma was convinced of what he was thinking and what the wall was to identify it.
"Does that mean it would have been quicker if we had tried to be a little more vigilant from this side, too? No, but I'm also alert even though I don't have to..."
"... why didn't you have to be vigilant? What do you say yourself, but obviously I think I was suspicious? It's not like you're saying you're suspicious when people just stumble into the woods and show up a little bit."
"It's not really what you say."
"You mean that's how suspicious it is!
"That's not what I'm telling you about the really suspicious person... in the first place, he's right."
To put it roughly, Soma is also suspicious more than enough at a time when people were falling in the woods that they weren't supposed to be close to.
At that point in time, Soma has no right to doubt him.
Suspicious people will not come to help those who are falling.
"... that's not necessarily true, is it? It's normal to try to gain trust by helping."
"It came not to help, but to sell grace. It's easy to tell the difference."
It was true.
An eye for a swordsman to see things accurately is one of the most important things to value, as is the arm of the sword itself.
Though I'm not going to go there again, the technology I polished once won't go away that easily.
It was easy for Soma to determine that extent.
"Oh, yeah... so?
"Hmm? So, what?
"... the fact that you've been waiting for your guard to loosen up means you needed something from me, right?... Well, that's right. Otherwise, I wouldn't talk to such a suspicious person every day."
"No, that's why I didn't think it was suspicious... well, don't deny it."
"... I guess. Well, anyway..."
"Hmm. Well, I was wondering what the problem was, to that extent."
"Ma'am... Yes?
"Yeah? What's wrong?
"What's troubling... eh, why?
"Whatever you say..."
Everyone will have one or two problems...... leave jokes like that aside, it's easy to tell for yourself if you observe that too.
Sometimes I looked depressed when I hammered Soma's story, and above all, I come every day on purpose to this place.
It wouldn't be hard to think there's a reason there.
"Sometimes I wondered if I was really up to something in the early days, but soon I realized it was like a mood swing."
"Oh, yeah... so?... What did you think you were going to do knowing what was bothering you?... Are you trying to intimidate me?
"Why do ideas go in the direction of the day after tomorrow?
When I stop my leg on an arm that I've been moving, I exhale.
Sometimes your routine was just over, but this wasn't just one hassle, because it was something I wanted to say right.
"Didn't I tell you a year ago in the first place? If anything happens, I'll help you. The only thing that bothered me was that I thought it might be just right for that."
Yes, I mean, the reason Soma wanted to know about the girl's troubles was simply and lucidly.
It was all about wanting to solve the girl's problems.
"... what the hell is that?"
When she shrugged so, Aina expressed various emotions on her face.
It's hard to describe that in a nutshell with all sorts of things... but if you dare still say it, maybe it was close to crying.
"... well, yeah. I'm pretty sure I'm losing my guard over you, and I'm pretty sure I have a problem with that. And I've heard a lot about you unilaterally."
"Um, it's not fair if you don't let me talk about it."
"... right"
That said, loosening her mouth, Aina exhaled one breath.
And.
"Actually, it's me. Everyone calls me"
I started talking about the problem.
