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Joyful Drunken Love - Chapter 170

Published at 21st of February 2024 05:59:15 AM


Chapter 170

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I find our relationship a dead circle.

Every time there is an accident, he admits his mistake, clarifies the facts, makes sense, warns me and comforts me. Finally, he comes back to cook and flatters me in every way. When I get angry for a few days, I let bygones be bygones. We are still good husband and wife, but the problem has not been solved. Once there is an accident again, we will fall into a more dead circle, as if my injury is not important, his punishment is not important Good is important.

So this time, I won't let that happen again.

I didn't go home on purpose at night.

I remember that the younger brother in the club in Linzi, who I was very optimistic about, had a good height ratio. I took a fancy to him at that time, but I didn't go because I was still thinking about Gu zisong.

I still remember that when I was in college, the monitor I was very optimistic about was also interested in me, but I didn't contact him. I just stared at the wechat group of the class, and the more I looked, the more headache I had.

Thinking about it, I have no place to go, and I don't have the man I like now, but it's my home, and I have to go back.

Li Yi drove me around the city several times, but he still went home.

Turning the key away, you can see Gu zisong's back while he is cooking.

My house is small, one bedroom and one living room, the overall area is only 56 square meters, but I bought three houses downstairs, did the decoration, and turned them into upstairs and downstairs, so the downstairs is very spacious, but I still used to press the elevator on my floor as soon as I came up. The dining room before was improved, and because of the addition of staircases, it was more crowded, and I could enter three or four before People, now two people feel a little crowded inside.

Gu zisong was busy all by himself. I couldn't get in to help him.

I carry the bag, appear a little cramped, rely on at the door to see him for a long time.

Occasionally, he stopped to look back at me. Occasionally, he asked me about my work, but I didn't answer.

I hesitated again and again, but I couldn't say it if I drove him away. When he made six dishes and one soup, he sent them out one by one. Li Yi ran around to pick them up and sent them to the dining room downstairs. Like a dog leg, he looked at me with inexplicable anger.

During the meal, we didn't have much communication. It seemed that this family should have him. Everything was quiet as usual.

At the end of the meal, a few people said to go out for exercise, and we were left at home.

Gu zisong picked up the dishes and chopsticks, came back, wiped his hands, and took off his apron by the way.

He handed me a cup of sweet tea and took a sip of it himself. He laughed and asked me, "do you hate me?"

I nodded, "yes."

Not from the heart, but I also answer very quickly, I think I should hate him, at least now.

"Oh, but I don't hate you. I remember someone said he loved me before. Why did he hate me again? "

I severely give him a white eye low scold, "shameless."

He said with a smile, "I'm shameless. A man should be cheeky. Otherwise, my good wife will run away? I don't want to give her so many things, but I still have to divorce me. It seems that I am very annoying, but I think I Hiss, good! "

It's shameless. I scolded him again. I didn't want to look at him, so I got up and left.

He followed me upstairs. When I closed the door, he put out his hand to stop me. I found his arm and put it in, but I didn't close the door with force. His skin turned red.

He walked in with a smile and sat next to me. He was very close to me, which made me more cramped.

I got up and opened the window. Since autumn, the weather has been very cold. There is a layer of frost outside the window. Suddenly, the cold wind blows into my whole body. I immediately close the window. He doesn't know when to come. He is standing not far behind me. I almost stick to him, and I am stunned.

Our breath is sprayed on each other's faces, warm and ambiguous.

In this home, this room, I don't know how many nights and days we've spent together, and how many times we've rolled out of bed. But today, after being familiar with each other, it makes me feel strange.

I always think that this man I am very familiar with, so I will love him without hesitation, but always in the moment I want to pursue that call me back.

Because I keep looking at every layer of mystery, I can't see through every moment.

He gently raised my chin with two fingers and looked down at me. There were two shrinking me in his ambiguous eyes.

I carefully looked at every inch of his face bit by bit, with a mild expression, but I felt as if it was covered with something I didn't know.

I asked him, "Gu zisong, do you love me?"

He laughed, suddenly a long kiss came over, interrupted my mind full of strange questions.

But after kissing, he released me and said, "I love you, don't you know? All the time

I am confused, he is love me, love it, high school at that time we are not sensible, love for us is just ignorant things, even if it is touched by their own may not know, otherwise I will not be infatuated with that time has been scum to the river, and ignore his good.He gently surrounded me, as if holding a rare treasure, separated by two layers of clothes, I can feel his body temperature and beating heart.

This man is really in my arms, but I always feel that he is thousands of miles away from me.

It's impossible between us.

I told myself clearly that he had me in his heart, but this heart was too big. It contained not only me, but also many people, Lu Susu, his children, his company and everything.

I'm like a grain of dust, staying in his heart, maybe one day, the dust is blown away by the wind, then my position in his heart will disappear completely.

I let out a light breath, feel a little heavy, some things see too thoroughly, but some sad.

"Tong Tong, don't daydream. Some things are very complicated."

He can also explain complex things clearly and clearly, why he conceals them.

Before, I always like to root out the problem, so that I can live to understand, but I didn't know until I died that I had understood for a lifetime, but I lived in an impenetrable conspiracy woven by others, so I died so miserable.

Now, I want to live a little confused, but I can't accommodate the man I love deeply in front of me, and there are others in my heart.

I pushed him away. The embrace was warm. I like it very much, but I didn't want to have it. I stepped back and said, "I don't want to love you. I'm tired of loving you. Gu zisong, let's divorce. It's good for each other to separate. Do you know?"

He did not move, did not answer my words, still standing, like a statue, so complex eyes looking at me.

I don't want to look him in the eye. No matter how much we communicate without emotion, it won't do us any good.

I turned and walked past him, standing at the door, "come on, we're not fit."

He still stood still, as if we should go on like this. Everything can go back to the past. Sometimes he was really stubborn, like a child who didn't know much. I couldn't breathe deeply and continued, "Gu zisong, we are hurting each other now. Your purpose has been achieved after you took advantage of me. Lu's real estate is yours, and Lu Susu is yours Take good care of it. Now your child will be yours, and your company will be yours in the future. What else are you dissatisfied with? "

As if what I said was wrong, he just sighed, followed and looked down at me.

I just stare at his pair of slippers on the floor that I bought for him before, and my heart is torn.

His voice came from above my head, a little far away, but so close, telling me, "what I said will not change, we will not divorce, many things I can't explain, just hope you don't hate me, this home is mine, I won't go, it's useless for you to rush me, but don't want to disturb your rest, I live next door."

I didn't answer. I knew that he was too thick skinned to crack the atomic bomb, so I didn't care with him.

He went out, and I closed the door without hesitation.

This night, I lost sleep again, but I didn't have nightmares.

The next morning, I used to get up, sit in bed in a daze, rub some sore temples, turn off the alarm clock and go to the bathroom.

As I was brushing my teeth, I saw a figure in the mirror, and I screamed. The toothpaste in my mouth grabbed me. I ran out and squatted on the ground coughing. Tears and snot came out. Gu zisong came out of the bathroom, patted my back and asked me with a smile, "scared? I just took off my pants, haven't I seen them? "

I turned back and glared at him, "remember to lock the door later."

He pulled me up with a smile, I broke away from him, looked at him, thought and said, "are you finished? I'll go downstairs."

He said, "no, I'll go downstairs. You wash up and come down for breakfast."

He pedaled a few steps down the stairs, and I saw that he was comfortable when he entered the bathroom.

My heart was beating wildly. I patted my small chest and reluctantly retracted myself into the bathroom. Looking at myself with rosy cheeks in the mirror, I was a little annoyed.

How many times have I used his things, seen and touched them? Why did I suddenly see them today and feel so nervous?

Damn it!

I deliberately went downstairs for a few minutes, but I met Gu zisong. It was really embarrassing. I deliberately occupied Li Yi's position and sat a little far away from Gu zisong. This meal was a little absent-minded. I was about to finish. Li Yi asked me if I was going to report to the police about my phone call. After all, I didn't make a record yesterday. I had already called the police, so I should take the initiative to go there To cooperate with the investigation.

I said, "OK, let's go first. You call the policeman first."

Li Yi clapped the crumbs of bread on his hands, got up and left. He grabbed the landline phone and muttered, "Mr. Lou, didn't you hear me wrong at that time? Did you really listen to the children's cry for your mother?"

I looked down and nodded. I was scared when I thought of that voice. I thought of the horror movie I saw a long time ago, just like the one in it.

Although I can't let go of this accident, I can't say that my child died in my life.Gu zisong looked at me fiercely, wiped his hand and asked me, "what's the matter? Xiao Song only said that you received a threatening phone call, so I came back in a hurry. Is it the cry of a child in the phone?"

Li Yi took over the conversation and said, "yes, he also called the mother of Lou. There was a recording on the Secretary's side, but I lost it after half listening to it. The Secretary said that the recording was full. After he handed it over to the police, the other side also felt strange, because the caller was an adult. Maybe we used a voice changer, but the landline is an old-fashioned telephone, which is strange. It's not common for an adult to talk like a child. "

Gu zisong frowned and immediately got up. Without saying a word, he told me, "I'll go to the company first. I'll check this. You're still at home. I'll be back by noon. Don't make noise, be obedient




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