Chapter 228
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I frowned and stared at the phone, puzzled.
Li Yi delivered the dessert to me. With a smiling face, he suddenly said, "Mr. Lou, I heard that Mr. Gu has gone abroad. Do you know?"
When I nodded, I really heard about it, but I didn't know the specific situation. I thought he was hiding from me, but he didn't want to spend so much between us. When can I hide? I asked, "what's going on? Don't you think it's all in China recently? "
He shook his head and said with a smile, "I don't know. Last time you beat all the family members, didn't you bet them down? It seems that Mr. Gu promised to do something about the family. Anyway, he's very busy recently. He hasn't seen anyone all day. He went abroad the day before yesterday, and it's estimated that he won't come back in a year."
I was shocked. "Ah? A year? "
Li Yi was startled by my scream. He turned around and looked behind him embarrassed. He reminded me in a low voice, "Mr. Lou, keep your voice down. Many people are watching."
I was stunned for a while and asked him, "where did you go? Do you know whether it's accurate or not? Why is it a year?"
Li Yi shrugged, "I don't know. I just heard that if you don't believe it, you can ask."
But even if you go abroad, you should answer the phone. How can no one answer?
When I was in a hurry, I called Xiao Liu directly. It took me a long time to pick him up. I asked, "sister-in-law, I'm driving here. Wait for me for a while. I'll find a place to park and go back to you."
Ten minutes later, he called.
I asked impatiently, "what's the matter? Does it take a year for Gu zisong to come back after he has gone abroad?"
Liu said, "right? I don't know the specific situation. There was an accident at the mine on the island, and I should be back soon. "
What's the matter? It's so inaccurate. Why didn't Gu zisong inform me before he left? Even if he didn't have time, he would have time to go through the formalities with me? I didn't believe it and continued to ask, "what's going on, say, say!"
Xiao Liu hummed for a long time before he said, "that is, Mr. Gu gave the company to Gu Peng, and now he has only the foreign island. Now Mr. Gu is clean, but he still has the money and property in his hand, but now Mr. Gu is no longer at home, hiss It's very complicated. I'm not very clear about it. Before leaving, President Gu told me that I would hide it for a few days. I can't say it. Since my sister-in-law asked me, I have to say it, but it doesn't matter. "
I was furious, "fart, that's his hard work, how many years of hard work to give people? You contact him for me, or I'll go to him now. Do you hear me? "
Xiao Liu Ho's embarrassed smile, perfunctory I said good.
I knew that he was perfunctory and would never take the initiative to do so, but I was not a caretaker after all. It was not very good for me to take part in this matter directly. I had to bear it even if I wanted to take care of my family. In the middle of the night, I sent a wechat to Gu zisong, telling him that if I didn't tell him the specific situation within 24 hours, I would go to him, and I would go for life and death.
A few hours later, he finally called.
I can tell he's tired.
I waited quietly for his reply.
After a long time, he was relieved to say, "it's just a handover. There's no final announcement."
In other words, there's still time to go back?
I said, "whatever the conditions are, what can I do to make you change your mind? Do you want to avoid me or what? What do the family members want to do to me to make you do this? I'm not afraid that they will deal with me. I have only myself now. Do I care what kind of means they use? Gu zisong, my loutong is not the kind of person who is greedy for life and afraid of death. I have died once. No, I have died many times. I hate you, but I don't regret it. Especially this time, you tell me, what can I do to make you come back? Ah, speak
I'm so excited that I can't speak clearly, but I have only one purpose. I'll call him back at all costs.
The company can't let him. That's his painstaking effort. From many years ago, the man who had planned to hold the company of caring for his family in his hand even didn't hesitate to use the people around him, but in the end, he gave up because of me. I don't agree.
Without waiting for him to answer me, I continued, "even if you do it for me, come back, OK?"
In the past, he was begging me. This time, I begged him. I finally understood how sad and helpless it was to pray, but I didn't know what else to do.
If I can, I can't get a divorce?
I'd rather be a villain who is despised by others. I don't care if Xiao Song hates me and targets me as long as he comes back.
He suddenly asked me, "Tong Tong, have you ever loved me?"
This is not nonsense, I do not love it, where I do not love him?
I said, "Gu zisong, in my last life, I only saw Jiang Lin, but I died once. I opened my eyes to see you. I told me that I would not accept any man's heart, even you, but I found that I could not control my feelings, especially my own heart. I could hide it and cheat all the people in the world, but I couldn't cheat myself. I can be sure Tell you, I love you, I love you. Don't give up the company, OK? That's your hard work, that's also your mother's thing. You can't give up without authorization. Isn't Gu zisong an indomitable man? Don't you say that even if Gu's family cuts him to pieces, you have to take the company into the coffin? How can you give up now? Ah? I'm not worth it, you know? Gu zisong, did you listen to me? "His ideal, his revenge, I remember, even if I hated all his decisions, spit on all his behavior, but the last thing I want to see is that he degenerated, really become a stranger I don't know.
"You talk!"
I choked, so anxious that the whole person was about to burn.
For a long time, he chuckled and asked me, "Tong Tong, do you know? I'm glad to hear that. I'm really glad to hear that. At least I don't regret it. "
I screamed, "but I regret that I won't divorce. OK, I'm stupid. I'd rather be used by you than see all your hopes broken. I don't want to never see you in my life."
At last, I said my heart.
I hid these words in the bottom of my heart and put a lot of things on it to cover up. But when I heard that he was going to leave, I found that these things could not be covered.
With love, there is no dignity, I think this is me, my loutong has always loved the humble.
"Tong Tong!"
I said, "Gu zisong, I don't want to admit something to anyone, and I don't want to admit it myself. I know there is a Lu Susu between us. It's a scar in your heart. You can't forget her good, can you? At that time, I didn't have the opportunity to participate in many things, but I can understand, just like Jiang Lin. The facts you didn't say are the reasons why you always treat Lu Susu well. I can guess that I dare not ask. You and I are not suitable. You and I can't. There is a Lu Susu between you and me, but I I don't want to see you. "
For a long time, he breathed softly and told me, "thank you!"
Hang up the phone, a do not know what the result of the answer, so with the outside gradually climbing up the sun, sun my skin, get into the flesh, tear my four limbs.
In this way, I completely lost contact with Gu zisong.
A few days later, the newspaper published the story of Gu zisong's company. Gu zisong resigned as president and handed over to Gu Peng. Many tabloids reported Gu zisong's identity. Some people even began to trace who Gu zisong's biological father was. Some shameless people went to the cemetery to photograph Gu zisong's dead mother.
It's a big stir in the city. It's more sensational than many things in the past.
When I'm bored, I'm used to walking around. I can also hear such and such rumors. They are true or false. They make people want to go up and beat those people.
I restrained myself from walking past them, and continued to recall all kinds of things between Gu zisong and me.
I went to every place we went to, the former school, snacks outside the school, as well as the night market, as well as the playground has changed beyond recognition.
Those memories are dug out from the deepest part of my body and have been growing in my blood for a long time, but I have never paid attention to them. Only when I cut them with a knife can I ooze a little blood. I know the pain.
A few days later, Xiao Song finally found me.
I have been hiding from him, deliberately hiding, he came to me to go, he went back to me, and disappeared for several days. This day after work, I was blocked in the corner of the underground parking lot by him.
He didn't turn off his car. The lights were shining on my face. I couldn't open my eyes.
He came over and put his arms on the wall. The domineering wall Dong gave me angry eyes.
After a while, breathing heavily, he asked me, "what do you want? I'm a toy, right? It doesn't matter that you loutong can't see me. At least give me a good time. Here's the knife. You can cut my flesh on me at will. But I don't like you to look for others all over the world with the knife. Loutong, you can see clearly that I'm Xiao Song, the man you promised to be my girlfriend. I'm still a man. I can tolerate that you can't forget Gu zisong, because he doesn't see me. "
His roar rang through the underground garage, like a roar of rolling thunder, which made me shiver.
"Talk to me."
I was shocked to another shiver, helpless frown, gently take a breath, said a word not afraid of death, "but I can't forget him now, at least give me a time to pay homage to him, I think soon, soon can forget him."
His eyes were inflamed. He wanted to burn me and bite me in the face. After a while, he roared, "OK, how long?"
I went on saying, "it's been days, at least A year? "
"Fart!" Xiao Song was furious, and his fist hit the wall behind me. I could hear the sound of bones, followed by his roar, "Lou Tong, I can't bear it."
Kiss, overbearing, but cold.
I struggled, tore and used my fists and feet, but in his hands I was just a puppet at his disposal.
Breathing smoothly does not come out, my brain is dizzy, angry curse is covered by the kiss, in addition to the inability to break free is helpless compromise, kiss has a bloody smell.
Excited, he gave me a rude kiss on my half neck, suddenly stopped, looked at me very close, red eyes asked me, "Lou Tong, do you want to torture me, don't you? Torture me to death? "
I said like a mosquito, "just like Gu zisong tortured me, right? But at least I'm trying to forget and accept you. You're too close to me. Go away. "Xiao Song was so angry with me that he laughed, released me and walked back and forth in front of me impatiently.
I continued, "give me the last few days. I want to see you at the weekend, but you found me ahead of time."
He snorted, "so I have to thank you, don't I?"
I shook my head. "No, I want to say sorry to you."
He roared angrily, with deep helplessness and entanglement in the roar. In the face of a woman who doesn't love him, what can he do?
What I said is the truth. I'm trying to forget Gu zisong and try to accept him. It's only time.
But the fact is so cruel, time is more stingy, he can't wait, my efforts can't be fast.
I said, "we can't wait to break up."
"No way!" He angrily turned around, kissing continued to hit, eyes suddenly black, hands restless, I took several times are futile, listen to him stuffy hum, the whole person flew out in front of me.
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I frowned and stared at the phone, puzzled.
Li Yi delivered the dessert to me. With a smiling face, he suddenly said, "Mr. Lou, I heard that Mr. Gu has gone abroad. Do you know?"
When I nodded, I really heard about it, but I didn't know the specific situation. I thought he was hiding from me, but he didn't want to spend so much between us. When can I hide? I asked, "what's going on? Don't you think it's all in China recently? "
He shook his head and said with a smile, "I don't know. Last time you beat all the family members, didn't you bet them down? It seems that Mr. Gu promised to do something about the family. Anyway, he's very busy recently. He hasn't seen anyone all day. He went abroad the day before yesterday, and it's estimated that he won't come back in a year."
I was shocked. "Ah? A year? "
Li Yi was startled by my scream. He turned around and looked behind him embarrassed. He reminded me in a low voice, "Mr. Lou, keep your voice down. Many people are watching."
I was stunned for a while and asked him, "where did you go? Do you know whether it's accurate or not? Why is it a year?"
Li Yi shrugged, "I don't know. I just heard that if you don't believe it, you can ask."
But even if you go abroad, you should answer the phone. How can no one answer?
When I was in a hurry, I called Xiao Liu directly. It took me a long time to pick him up. I asked, "sister-in-law, I'm driving here. Wait for me for a while. I'll find a place to park and go back to you."
Ten minutes later, he called.
I asked impatiently, "what's the matter? Does it take a year for Gu zisong to come back after he has gone abroad?"
Liu said, "right? I don't know the specific situation. There was an accident at the mine on the island, and I should be back soon. "
What's the matter? It's so inaccurate. Why didn't Gu zisong inform me before he left? Even if he didn't have time, he would have time to go through the formalities with me? I didn't believe it and continued to ask, "what's going on, say, say!"
Xiao Liu hummed for a long time before he said, "that is, Mr. Gu gave the company to Gu Peng, and now he has only the foreign island. Now Mr. Gu is clean, but he still has the money and property in his hand, but now Mr. Gu is no longer at home, hiss It's very complicated. I'm not very clear about it. Before leaving, President Gu told me that I would hide it for a few days. I can't say it. Since my sister-in-law asked me, I have to say it, but it doesn't matter. "
I was furious, "fart, that's his hard work, how many years of hard work to give people? You contact him for me, or I'll go to him now. Do you hear me? "
Xiao Liu Ho's embarrassed smile, perfunctory I said good.
I knew that he was perfunctory and would never take the initiative to do so, but I was not a caretaker after all. It was not very good for me to take part in this matter directly. I had to bear it even if I wanted to take care of my family. In the middle of the night, I sent a wechat to Gu zisong, telling him that if I didn't tell him the specific situation within 24 hours, I would go to him, and I would go for life and death.
A few hours later, he finally called.
I can tell he's tired.
I waited quietly for his reply.
After a long time, he was relieved to say, "it's just a handover. There's no final announcement."
In other words, there's still time to go back?
I said, "whatever the conditions are, what can I do to make you change your mind? Do you want to avoid me or what? What do the family members want to do to me to make you do this? I'm not afraid that they will deal with me. I have only myself now. Do I care what kind of means they use? Gu zisong, my loutong is not the kind of person who is greedy for life and afraid of death. I have died once. No, I have died many times. I hate you, but I don't regret it. Especially this time, you tell me, what can I do to make you come back? Ah, speak
I'm so excited that I can't speak clearly, but I have only one purpose. I'll call him back at all costs.
The company can't let him. That's his painstaking effort. From many years ago, the man who had planned to hold the company of caring for his family in his hand even didn't hesitate to use the people around him, but in the end, he gave up because of me. I don't agree.
Without waiting for him to answer me, I continued, "even if you do it for me, come back, OK?"
In the past, he was begging me. This time, I begged him. I finally understood how sad and helpless it was to pray, but I didn't know what else to do.
If I can, I can't get a divorce?
I'd rather be a villain who is despised by others. I don't care if Xiao Song hates me and targets me as long as he comes back.
He suddenly asked me, "Tong Tong, have you ever loved me?"
This is not nonsense, I do not love it, where I do not love him?
I said, "Gu zisong, in my last life, I only saw Jiang Lin, but I died once. I opened my eyes to see you. I told me that I would not accept any man's heart, even you, but I found that I could not control my feelings, especially my own heart. I could hide it and cheat all the people in the world, but I couldn't cheat myself. I can be sure Tell you, I love you, I love you. Don't give up the company, OK? That's your hard work, that's also your mother's thing. You can't give up without authorization. Isn't Gu zisong an indomitable man? Don't you say that even if Gu's family cuts him to pieces, you have to take the company into the coffin? How can you give up now? Ah? I'm not worth it, you know? Gu zisong, did you listen to me? "His ideal, his revenge, I remember, even if I hated all his decisions, spit on all his behavior, but the last thing I want to see is that he degenerated, really become a stranger I don't know.
"You talk!"
I choked, so anxious that the whole person was about to burn.
For a long time, he chuckled and asked me, "Tong Tong, do you know? I'm glad to hear that. I'm really glad to hear that. At least I don't regret it. "
I screamed, "but I regret that I won't divorce. OK, I'm stupid. I'd rather be used by you than see all your hopes broken. I don't want to never see you in my life."
At last, I said my heart.
I hid these words in the bottom of my heart and put a lot of things on it to cover up. But when I heard that he was going to leave, I found that these things could not be covered.
With love, there is no dignity, I think this is me, my loutong has always loved the humble.
"Tong Tong!"
I said, "Gu zisong, I don't want to admit something to anyone, and I don't want to admit it myself. I know there is a Lu Susu between us. It's a scar in your heart. You can't forget her good, can you? At that time, I didn't have the opportunity to participate in many things, but I can understand, just like Jiang Lin. The facts you didn't say are the reasons why you always treat Lu Susu well. I can guess that I dare not ask. You and I are not suitable. You and I can't. There is a Lu Susu between you and me, but I I don't want to see you. "
For a long time, he breathed softly and told me, "thank you!"
Hang up the phone, a do not know what the result of the answer, so with the outside gradually climbing up the sun, sun my skin, get into the flesh, tear my four limbs.
In this way, I completely lost contact with Gu zisong.
A few days later, the newspaper published the story of Gu zisong's company. Gu zisong resigned as president and handed over to Gu Peng. Many tabloids reported Gu zisong's identity. Some people even began to trace who Gu zisong's biological father was. Some shameless people went to the cemetery to photograph Gu zisong's dead mother.
It's a big stir in the city. It's more sensational than many things in the past.
When I'm bored, I'm used to walking around. I can also hear such and such rumors. They are true or false. They make people want to go up and beat those people.
I restrained myself from walking past them, and continued to recall all kinds of things between Gu zisong and me.
I went to every place we went to, the former school, snacks outside the school, as well as the night market, as well as the playground has changed beyond recognition.
Those memories are dug out from the deepest part of my body and have been growing in my blood for a long time, but I have never paid attention to them. Only when I cut them with a knife can I ooze a little blood. I know the pain.
A few days later, Xiao Song finally found me.
I have been hiding from him, deliberately hiding, he came to me to go, he went back to me, and disappeared for several days. This day after work, I was blocked in the corner of the underground parking lot by him.
He didn't turn off his car. The lights were shining on my face. I couldn't open my eyes.
He came over and put his arms on the wall. The domineering wall Dong gave me angry eyes.
After a while, breathing heavily, he asked me, "what do you want? I'm a toy, right? It doesn't matter that you loutong can't see me. At least give me a good time. Here's the knife. You can cut my flesh on me at will. But I don't like you to look for others all over the world with the knife. Loutong, you can see clearly that I'm Xiao Song, the man you promised to be my girlfriend. I'm still a man. I can tolerate that you can't forget Gu zisong, because he doesn't see me. "
His roar rang through the underground garage, like a roar of rolling thunder, which made me shiver.
"Talk to me."
I was shocked to another shiver, helpless frown, gently take a breath, said a word not afraid of death, "but I can't forget him now, at least give me a time to pay homage to him, I think soon, soon can forget him."
His eyes were inflamed. He wanted to burn me and bite me in the face. After a while, he roared, "OK, how long?"
I went on saying, "it's been days, at least A year? "
"Fart!" Xiao Song was furious, and his fist hit the wall behind me. I could hear the sound of bones, followed by his roar, "Lou Tong, I can't bear it."
Kiss, overbearing, but cold.
I struggled, tore and used my fists and feet, but in his hands I was just a puppet at his disposal.
Breathing smoothly does not come out, my brain is dizzy, angry curse is covered by the kiss, in addition to the inability to break free is helpless compromise, kiss has a bloody smell.
Excited, he gave me a rude kiss on my half neck, suddenly stopped, looked at me very close, red eyes asked me, "Lou Tong, do you want to torture me, don't you? Torture me to death? "
I said like a mosquito, "just like Gu zisong tortured me, right? But at least I'm trying to forget and accept you. You're too close to me. Go away. "Xiao Song was so angry with me that he laughed, released me and walked back and forth in front of me impatiently.
I continued, "give me the last few days. I want to see you at the weekend, but you found me ahead of time."
He snorted, "so I have to thank you, don't I?"
I shook my head. "No, I want to say sorry to you."
He roared angrily, with deep helplessness and entanglement in the roar. In the face of a woman who doesn't love him, what can he do?
What I said is the truth. I'm trying to forget Gu zisong and try to accept him. It's only time.
But the fact is so cruel, time is more stingy, he can't wait, my efforts can't be fast.
I said, "we can't wait to break up."
"No way!" He angrily turned around, kissing continued to hit, eyes suddenly black, hands restless, I took several times are futile, listen to him stuffy hum, the whole person flew out in front of me.
I frowned and stared at the phone, puzzled. Li Yi delivered the dessert to me. With a smiling face, he suddenly said, "Mr. Lou, I heard that Mr. Gu has gone abroad. Do you know?" When I nodded, I really heard about it, but I didn't know the specific situation. I thought he was hiding from me, but he didn't want to spend so much between us. When can I hide? I asked, "what's going on? Don't you think it's all in China recently? " He shook his head and said with a smile, "I don't know. Last time you beat all the family members, didn't you bet them down? It seems that Mr. Gu promised to do something about the family. Anyway, he's very busy recently. He hasn't seen anyone all day. He went abroad the day before yesterday, and it's estimated that he won't come back in a year." I was shocked. "Ah? A year? " Li Yi was startled by my scream. He turned around and looked behind him embarrassed. He reminded me in a low voice, "Mr. Lou, keep your voice down. Many people are watching." I was stunned for a while and asked him, "where did you go? Do you know whether it's accurate or not? Why is it a year?" Li Yi shrugged, "I don't know. I just heard that if you don't believe it, you can ask." But even if you go abroad, you should answer the phone. How can no one answer? When I was in a hurry, I called Xiao Liu directly. It took me a long time to pick him up. I asked, "sister-in-law, I'm driving here. Wait for me for a while. I'll find a place to park and go back to you." Ten minutes later, he called. I asked impatiently, "what's the matter? Does it take a year for Gu zisong to come back after he has gone abroad?" Liu said, "right? I don't know the specific situation. There was an accident at the mine on the island, and I should be back soon. " What's the matter? It's so inaccurate. Why didn't Gu zisong inform me before he left? Even if he didn't have time, he would have time to go through the formalities with me? I didn't believe it and continued to ask, "what's going on, say, say!" Xiao Liu hummed for a long time before he said, "that is, Mr. Gu gave the company to Gu Peng, and now he has only the foreign island. Now Mr. Gu is clean, but he still has the money and property in his hand, but now Mr. Gu is no longer at home, hiss It's very complicated. I'm not very clear about it. Before leaving, President Gu told me that I would hide it for a few days. I can't say it. Since my sister-in-law asked me, I have to say it, but it doesn't matter. " I was furious, "fart, that's his hard work, how many years of hard work to give people? You contact him for me, or I'll go to him now. Do you hear me? " Xiao Liu Ho's embarrassed smile, perfunctory I said good. I knew that he was perfunctory and would never take the initiative to do so, but I was not a caretaker after all. It was not very good for me to take part in this matter directly. I had to bear it even if I wanted to take care of my family. In the middle of the night, I sent a wechat to Gu zisong, telling him that if I didn't tell him the specific situation within 24 hours, I would go to him, and I would go for life and death. A few hours later, he finally called. I can tell he's tired. I waited quietly for his reply. After a long time, he was relieved to say, "it's just a handover. There's no final announcement." In other words, there's still time to go back? I said, "whatever the conditions are, what can I do to make you change your mind? Do you want to avoid me or what? What do the family members want to do to me to make you do this? I'm not afraid that they will deal with me. I have only myself now. Do I care what kind of means they use? Gu zisong, my loutong is not the kind of person who is greedy for life and afraid of death. I have died once. No, I have died many times. I hate you, but I don't regret it. Especially this time, you tell me, what can I do to make you come back? Ah, speak I'm so excited that I can't speak clearly, but I have only one purpose. I'll call him back at all costs. The company can't let him. That's his painstaking effort. From many years ago, the man who had planned to hold the company of caring for his family in his hand even didn't hesitate to use the people around him, but in the end, he gave up because of me. I don't agree. Without waiting for him to answer me, I continued, "even if you do it for me, come back, OK?" In the past, he was begging me. This time, I begged him. I finally understood how sad and helpless it was to pray, but I didn't know what else to do. If I can, I can't get a divorce? I'd rather be a villain who is despised by others. I don't care if Xiao Song hates me and targets me as long as he comes back. He suddenly asked me, "Tong Tong, have you ever loved me?" This is not nonsense, I do not love it, where I do not love him? I said, "Gu zisong, in my last life, I only saw Jiang Lin, but I died once. I opened my eyes to see you. I told me that I would not accept any man's heart, even you, but I found that I could not control my feelings, especially my own heart. I could hide it and cheat all the people in the world, but I couldn't cheat myself. I can be sure Tell you, I love you, I love you. Don't give up the company, OK? That's your hard work, that's also your mother's thing. You can't give up without authorization. Isn't Gu zisong an indomitable man? Don't you say that even if Gu's family cuts him to pieces, you have to take the company into the coffin? How can you give up now? Ah? I'm not worth it, you know? Gu zisong, did you listen to me? "His ideal, his revenge, I remember, even if I hated all his decisions, spit on all his behavior, but the last thing I want to see is that he degenerated, really become a stranger I don't know. "You talk!" I choked, so anxious that the whole person was about to burn. For a long time, he chuckled and asked me, "Tong Tong, do you know? I'm glad to hear that. I'm really glad to hear that. At least I don't regret it. " I screamed, "but I regret that I won't divorce. OK, I'm stupid. I'd rather be used by you than see all your hopes broken. I don't want to never see you in my life." At last, I said my heart. I hid these words in the bottom of my heart and put a lot of things on it to cover up. But when I heard that he was going to leave, I found that these things could not be covered. With love, there is no dignity, I think this is me, my loutong has always loved the humble. "Tong Tong!" I said, "Gu zisong, I don't want to admit something to anyone, and I don't want to admit it myself. I know there is a Lu Susu between us. It's a scar in your heart. You can't forget her good, can you? At that time, I didn't have the opportunity to participate in many things, but I can understand, just like Jiang Lin. The facts you didn't say are the reasons why you always treat Lu Susu well. I can guess that I dare not ask. You and I are not suitable. You and I can't. There is a Lu Susu between you and me, but I I don't want to see you. " For a long time, he breathed softly and told me, "thank you!" Hang up the phone, a do not know what the result of the answer, so with the outside gradually climbing up the sun, sun my skin, get into the flesh, tear my four limbs. In this way, I completely lost contact with Gu zisong. A few days later, the newspaper published the story of Gu zisong's company. Gu zisong resigned as president and handed over to Gu Peng. Many tabloids reported Gu zisong's identity. Some people even began to trace who Gu zisong's biological father was. Some shameless people went to the cemetery to photograph Gu zisong's dead mother. It's a big stir in the city. It's more sensational than many things in the past. When I'm bored, I'm used to walking around. I can also hear such and such rumors. They are true or false. They make people want to go up and beat those people. I restrained myself from walking past them, and continued to recall all kinds of things between Gu zisong and me. I went to every place we went to, the former school, snacks outside the school, as well as the night market, as well as the playground has changed beyond recognition. Those memories are dug out from the deepest part of my body and have been growing in my blood for a long time, but I have never paid attention to them. Only when I cut them with a knife can I ooze a little blood. I know the pain. A few days later, Xiao Song finally found me. I have been hiding from him, deliberately hiding, he came to me to go, he went back to me, and disappeared for several days. This day after work, I was blocked in the corner of the underground parking lot by him. He didn't turn off his car. The lights were shining on my face. I couldn't open my eyes. He came over and put his arms on the wall. The domineering wall Dong gave me angry eyes. After a while, breathing heavily, he asked me, "what do you want? I'm a toy, right? It doesn't matter that you loutong can't see me. At least give me a good time. Here's the knife. You can cut my flesh on me at will. But I don't like you to look for others all over the world with the knife. Loutong, you can see clearly that I'm Xiao Song, the man you promised to be my girlfriend. I'm still a man. I can tolerate that you can't forget Gu zisong, because he doesn't see me. " His roar rang through the underground garage, like a roar of rolling thunder, which made me shiver. "Talk to me." I was shocked to another shiver, helpless frown, gently take a breath, said a word not afraid of death, "but I can't forget him now, at least give me a time to pay homage to him, I think soon, soon can forget him." His eyes were inflamed. He wanted to burn me and bite me in the face. After a while, he roared, "OK, how long?" I went on saying, "it's been days, at least A year? " "Fart!" Xiao Song was furious, and his fist hit the wall behind me. I could hear the sound of bones, followed by his roar, "Lou Tong, I can't bear it." Kiss, overbearing, but cold. I struggled, tore and used my fists and feet, but in his hands I was just a puppet at his disposal. Breathing smoothly does not come out, my brain is dizzy, angry curse is covered by the kiss, in addition to the inability to break free is helpless compromise, kiss has a bloody smell. Excited, he gave me a rude kiss on my half neck, suddenly stopped, looked at me very close, red eyes asked me, "Lou Tong, do you want to torture me, don't you? Torture me to death? " I said like a mosquito, "just like Gu zisong tortured me, right? But at least I'm trying to forget and accept you. You're too close to me. Go away. "Xiao Song was so angry with me that he laughed, released me and walked back and forth in front of me impatiently. I continued, "give me the last few days. I want to see you at the weekend, but you found me ahead of time." He snorted, "so I have to thank you, don't I?" I shook my head. "No, I want to say sorry to you." He roared angrily, with deep helplessness and entanglement in the roar. In the face of a woman who doesn't love him, what can he do? What I said is the truth. I'm trying to forget Gu zisong and try to accept him. It's only time. But the fact is so cruel, time is more stingy, he can't wait, my efforts can't be fast. I said, "we can't wait to break up." "No way!" He angrily turned around, kissing continued to hit, eyes suddenly black, hands restless, I took several times are futile, listen to him stuffy hum, the whole person flew out in front of me.
