Chapter 392
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Zhuo Feng sighed helplessly, heavy like a stone falling on my heart, "Zhuo Er, I used to protect you too well, only to give you the result, not to pass through, just because you can't accept it. I don't want to let go of you, but I don't want to let go of you. It's sad and happy to know that you have accepted Shen zhiang's proposal. I'm glad to know that you have grown up, but it's doomed that we will miss it forever. Maybe it's a good ending, drow
"I don't..."
I yelled at the phone, helpless like the 16-year-old me who was tied to the Kang with a limp, but even then, I still struggled to change everything.
Now, why not?
"Brother in law, I just want to be better, but I find that I can't be better without you. I'm sorry, I let you down. I'm doing stupid things from beginning to end. I'm sorry, brother-in-law What do you want me to do? I can't forget you. I really can't
"Brother in law!"
Touch!
The door was pushed open, and Shen zhiang stood at the door. His beautiful face was like the dark clouds outside. It was dark, and there was a storm immediately.
When I was stunned, the phone in my hand fell off. He snatched it away, turned around and fell on the wall with a bang. He looked back at me and said, "drow, you are too much."
I was startled. I was so excited that tears welled up.
He pointed to me and said, "who do you think we should be treated like this?"
Yes, I'm sorry for everyone. I'm selfish.
I sat down dispirited, silent.
He didn't speak any more, just hovered in front of me for several circles, and suddenly roared, "break up."
I looked up blankly and watched him walk away. The sound of slamming the door came from downstairs, like thunder piercing my heart.
When the car drove away, the small villa yard was finally quiet.
I huddled myself up in bed, staring at the ceiling, sleepless all night.
The sun in the morning is too dazzling. It projects on the wall. My eyes blink slightly. I don't know when it's raining outside. It's already stopped. It's not too cold at this time of the new year. The room is covered with dense fog by the sun, and I get hot all over.
I don't know if it's because I didn't sleep all night. I feel dizzy and uncomfortable.
In the evening, someone took me out of my room, and I knew that I was ill. I didn't eat for two days. With a high fever, I was in a coma when I was sent to the hospital.
I woke up the next morning.
My brother is sitting beside me, talking to the people around me. I follow the voice. Shen zhiang, sitting in the corner, lowers his head and holds the phone in his hand. He doesn't know if he has listened to my brother.
I called him softly, "brother!"
Brother suddenly got up, nervously looked at me, grabbed my hand, "I'm here, wake up?"
I nodded, "thirsty."
"Then drink some water and I'll pour it for you."
When his brother turned around, Shen zhiang had already handed over the water cup. His brother hesitated for a moment and didn't take it. He hung it in the air again.
Shen zhiang sighed helplessly and sat on the seat where his brother had just sat, carrying a water cup to send him, "I feed you."
Brother's voice came from the door, "no need, you go out, I'll take care of her."
I know my brother's hostility to Shen zhiang. Before, my brother said that Shen zhiang was not suitable for me.
Later, I had to accept it because he took care of me when I was in a coma, and I accepted the proposal, so he didn't say anything.
This time I had an accident, he must think it was Shen zhiang's fault. It's inevitable to blame him, but I don't blame Shen zhiang. After all, I made it myself.
It's me eating from the bowl and looking at the pot. It's me who's wrong.
"I'll do it myself."
I took the cup and took a drink. It was warm. The water came into my stomach and a warm current came in. I lay down again. My brother came to help me cover the quilt and said to Shen zhiang, "go back, I'll take care of her."
Shen zhiang had no expression on his face. He just looked at me with burning eyes.
I smile at him, "go back, I know you are busy, I'm ok."
"I'm not sure." He said.
I shook my head. "Let's go. What else can I worry about in the hospital?"
He had no choice but to take a breath and still got up and left.
Not long after Shen zhiang left, his brother told me that it was his brother who sent me to the hospital. At that time, he received a message from Zhuo Feng that I couldn't get in touch with him. He told him to go over and have a look, but he didn't see me after looking for a circle. Finally, he asked Shen zhiang to know that I was in my house. Because the door was closed, he called a lot, but no one agreed. The lights were still on in the room, so he couldn't help Yi jumped out of the window. Fortunately, he had a good skill. At that time, he was regarded as a thief next door and called the police. Only then did he finish recording his confession.I asked him, "are you angry with him? He's very busy
The elder brother snorted, "busy fart, when I went to find him, I was still in the club, doing this big ass woman by my side."
I can't help but think that on the day I met Shen zhiang, there was a big ass woman sitting beside him. He was a frequent guest of the club.
I smile, can not help but desolate, I know Shen zhiang really little, but also because of his kindness to me, I forget that he is actually an old hand in the dust. A man who hasn't had a husband and wife life for many years must be a master of love outside. You can tell from the love words he said to me. I must have told a lot of women, but I didn't care at all.
In the end, I know too little about him, and I have never treated him sincerely.
"Brother, I don't blame him for this. It's my fault. I called Zhuo Feng and he heard me."
The elder brother snorted, "that Zhuo Feng is still your benefactor. He has saved your life. How many times? Can you still be old and die without contact? Why do you call him brother-in-law? Can't you make a phone call after you break up? "
I didn't say a word, did I? Can't I make a phone call? But the purpose of my call is not simple. Anyone would be angry.
My brother took care of me all day. At night, because of the business of Lu Shao company, he had to go back temporarily. He said that he would hire a nurse, but I didn't agree. I lay in bed in a daze.
The phone didn't break, I didn't have to play, the book also each, bored oneself play fingers, really can't lie down, come out for a walk.
It seems that the weather is warm very fast, the year is not over, the figure of spring has been slowly approaching, the wind blowing on the body is not cold, I only wear a thin coat, standing in the wind, blowing the wind, I have been confused with the mind quiet a lot.
This period of time passed very slowly, which also made me think a lot more.
Especially think about the things between me and Zhuo Feng.
I did something wrong.
Whenever I am quiet, I miss Zhuo Feng. The more I think about it, the more I miss it.
How is he doing abroad?
I took a deep breath and sat on the stool at the door helplessly. The stool was a little cold by the wind, next to my buttocks, and I was cold all over. I still didn't move. I just wanted to watch it go to the end of the years.
People think more and think more, so tired.
I often think about what I was doing and thinking when I was 16. At that time, I was a little girl who only knew how to work hard. I didn't have much thought. I fought and studied. I had Zhuo Feng behind me. I was not afraid of anything.
Even now, I'm afraid of everything.
I'm as timid as a mouse.
I'm afraid of losing, I'm afraid of getting, I'm eager to get when I lose, and I'm afraid of leaving when I get, which is really contradictory.
But I have agreed to Shen zhiang's proposal, he said that broke up, that is to break up, right?
I felt my pocket to make sure. I forgot that I didn't have a phone, so I had to sit down.
After I went back, I borrowed the phone from the nurse and asked Xie Jingjing to buy me a new one. The phone number was the same as before. She came back the next morning and looked at me nervously and frowned, "Zhuo Er, what's the matter with you? You used to laugh and have strength all over your body. Now you're always sick. You're not doing well."
Yeah, I'm not doing well at all.
I barely said with a smile, "maybe I'm just this life. I can't pass without Zhuo Feng."
"Or Shen zhi'ang doesn't love you. If Zhuo, you will be like this. Ah, you regret it?" She asked me.
Do I regret it? It seems that I haven't, but I can't rest assured of Zhuo Feng. I don't care whether I live well or not.
I didn't answer her. I have to think about it carefully. Even if I separate from Shen zhiang, I won't ask myself to make some decisions without thinking, including Zhuo Feng.
I've made too many mistakes.
"Jingjing, do you still take care of Zhang Chuan?"
She shook her head. "No, his family came. I heard that his grandfather passed away, and the family were busy with it. It was because he was ill and suffered from myocardial infarction. At that time, he was still blowing on the balcony, and suddenly fell downstairs. It was very sad."
Huh?
I didn't speak for a long time in amazement. Is this ending good or bad?
It's said that good is rewarded with good, and evil is rewarded with evil. It's not that it's not time not to report, but lame Lao Zhang
Jingjing continued, "I think about it. When Zhang Chuan is ready, there will always be a result between us. In fact, he is good for us, but I didn't find it. I was bewitched by Gu Chengfeng at that time, so I thought he was good, but the feeling is really like you said. I can't force him to come, ah Forget it. I'm sorry. Ah, I'll tell you a good news. Liu Wei has been admitted to graduate school. Haha Are you happy? "
It's really good news. My course has been postponed indefinitely. I haven't graduated from university. It's been very hard all the way. I'm really glad to be alive.
"That's a good thing. Tell Liu Wei that we'll get together when we leave the hospital."Xie Jingjing agreed with a smile, full of excitement, "we haven't been together for a long time, I can't wait."
After Jingjing left, I began to call my brother and told him that I had bought the phone. I told him to call if he had something to do. Don't worry about me. I will be discharged the day after tomorrow.
Well, it's noisy. He should be busy.
After I hung up the phone, I began to fiddle with the phone, read e-books and browse the news. After a while, I felt sleepy and fell asleep. I felt that there was someone around me. I didn't want to wake up. I had a long sleep. It was dark when I opened my eyes, as if I had been away from the world for a long time.
Turning around, Shen zhiang sat beside me, looking down at the information.
I nudged him. He looked up and laughed. "Wake up? Are you hungry? What did you eat today? "
I sat up and said, "I'm not hungry. Jingjing bought me a lot of food. I haven't finished it yet. When did you come?"
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Zhuo Feng sighed helplessly, heavy like a stone falling on my heart, "Zhuo Er, I used to protect you too well, only to give you the result, not to pass through, just because you can't accept it. I don't want to let go of you, but I don't want to let go of you. It's sad and happy to know that you have accepted Shen zhiang's proposal. I'm glad to know that you have grown up, but it's doomed that we will miss it forever. Maybe it's a good ending, drow
"I don't..."
I yelled at the phone, helpless like the 16-year-old me who was tied to the Kang with a limp, but even then, I still struggled to change everything.
Now, why not?
"Brother in law, I just want to be better, but I find that I can't be better without you. I'm sorry, I let you down. I'm doing stupid things from beginning to end. I'm sorry, brother-in-law What do you want me to do? I can't forget you. I really can't
"Brother in law!"
Touch!
The door was pushed open, and Shen zhiang stood at the door. His beautiful face was like the dark clouds outside. It was dark, and there was a storm immediately.
When I was stunned, the phone in my hand fell off. He snatched it away, turned around and fell on the wall with a bang. He looked back at me and said, "drow, you are too much."
I was startled. I was so excited that tears welled up.
He pointed to me and said, "who do you think we should be treated like this?"
Yes, I'm sorry for everyone. I'm selfish.
I sat down dispirited, silent.
He didn't speak any more, just hovered in front of me for several circles, and suddenly roared, "break up."
I looked up blankly and watched him walk away. The sound of slamming the door came from downstairs, like thunder piercing my heart.
When the car drove away, the small villa yard was finally quiet.
I huddled myself up in bed, staring at the ceiling, sleepless all night.
The sun in the morning is too dazzling. It projects on the wall. My eyes blink slightly. I don't know when it's raining outside. It's already stopped. It's not too cold at this time of the new year. The room is covered with dense fog by the sun, and I get hot all over.
I don't know if it's because I didn't sleep all night. I feel dizzy and uncomfortable.
In the evening, someone took me out of my room, and I knew that I was ill. I didn't eat for two days. With a high fever, I was in a coma when I was sent to the hospital.
I woke up the next morning.
My brother is sitting beside me, talking to the people around me. I follow the voice. Shen zhiang, sitting in the corner, lowers his head and holds the phone in his hand. He doesn't know if he has listened to my brother.
I called him softly, "brother!"
Brother suddenly got up, nervously looked at me, grabbed my hand, "I'm here, wake up?"
I nodded, "thirsty."
"Then drink some water and I'll pour it for you."
When his brother turned around, Shen zhiang had already handed over the water cup. His brother hesitated for a moment and didn't take it. He hung it in the air again.
Shen zhiang sighed helplessly and sat on the seat where his brother had just sat, carrying a water cup to send him, "I feed you."
Brother's voice came from the door, "no need, you go out, I'll take care of her."
I know my brother's hostility to Shen zhiang. Before, my brother said that Shen zhiang was not suitable for me.
Later, I had to accept it because he took care of me when I was in a coma, and I accepted the proposal, so he didn't say anything.
This time I had an accident, he must think it was Shen zhiang's fault. It's inevitable to blame him, but I don't blame Shen zhiang. After all, I made it myself.
It's me eating from the bowl and looking at the pot. It's me who's wrong.
"I'll do it myself."
I took the cup and took a drink. It was warm. The water came into my stomach and a warm current came in. I lay down again. My brother came to help me cover the quilt and said to Shen zhiang, "go back, I'll take care of her."
Shen zhiang had no expression on his face. He just looked at me with burning eyes.
I smile at him, "go back, I know you are busy, I'm ok."
"I'm not sure." He said.
I shook my head. "Let's go. What else can I worry about in the hospital?"
He had no choice but to take a breath and still got up and left.
Not long after Shen zhiang left, his brother told me that it was his brother who sent me to the hospital. At that time, he received a message from Zhuo Feng that I couldn't get in touch with him. He told him to go over and have a look, but he didn't see me after looking for a circle. Finally, he asked Shen zhiang to know that I was in my house. Because the door was closed, he called a lot, but no one agreed. The lights were still on in the room, so he couldn't help Yi jumped out of the window. Fortunately, he had a good skill. At that time, he was regarded as a thief next door and called the police. Only then did he finish recording his confession.I asked him, "are you angry with him? He's very busy
The elder brother snorted, "busy fart, when I went to find him, I was still in the club, doing this big ass woman by my side."
I can't help but think that on the day I met Shen zhiang, there was a big ass woman sitting beside him. He was a frequent guest of the club.
I smile, can not help but desolate, I know Shen zhiang really little, but also because of his kindness to me, I forget that he is actually an old hand in the dust. A man who hasn't had a husband and wife life for many years must be a master of love outside. You can tell from the love words he said to me. I must have told a lot of women, but I didn't care at all.
In the end, I know too little about him, and I have never treated him sincerely.
"Brother, I don't blame him for this. It's my fault. I called Zhuo Feng and he heard me."
The elder brother snorted, "that Zhuo Feng is still your benefactor. He has saved your life. How many times? Can you still be old and die without contact? Why do you call him brother-in-law? Can't you make a phone call after you break up? "
I didn't say a word, did I? Can't I make a phone call? But the purpose of my call is not simple. Anyone would be angry.
My brother took care of me all day. At night, because of the business of Lu Shao company, he had to go back temporarily. He said that he would hire a nurse, but I didn't agree. I lay in bed in a daze.
The phone didn't break, I didn't have to play, the book also each, bored oneself play fingers, really can't lie down, come out for a walk.
It seems that the weather is warm very fast, the year is not over, the figure of spring has been slowly approaching, the wind blowing on the body is not cold, I only wear a thin coat, standing in the wind, blowing the wind, I have been confused with the mind quiet a lot.
This period of time passed very slowly, which also made me think a lot more.
Especially think about the things between me and Zhuo Feng.
I did something wrong.
Whenever I am quiet, I miss Zhuo Feng. The more I think about it, the more I miss it.
How is he doing abroad?
I took a deep breath and sat on the stool at the door helplessly. The stool was a little cold by the wind, next to my buttocks, and I was cold all over. I still didn't move. I just wanted to watch it go to the end of the years.
People think more and think more, so tired.
I often think about what I was doing and thinking when I was 16. At that time, I was a little girl who only knew how to work hard. I didn't have much thought. I fought and studied. I had Zhuo Feng behind me. I was not afraid of anything.
Even now, I'm afraid of everything.
I'm as timid as a mouse.
I'm afraid of losing, I'm afraid of getting, I'm eager to get when I lose, and I'm afraid of leaving when I get, which is really contradictory.
But I have agreed to Shen zhiang's proposal, he said that broke up, that is to break up, right?
I felt my pocket to make sure. I forgot that I didn't have a phone, so I had to sit down.
After I went back, I borrowed the phone from the nurse and asked Xie Jingjing to buy me a new one. The phone number was the same as before. She came back the next morning and looked at me nervously and frowned, "Zhuo Er, what's the matter with you? You used to laugh and have strength all over your body. Now you're always sick. You're not doing well."
Yeah, I'm not doing well at all.
I barely said with a smile, "maybe I'm just this life. I can't pass without Zhuo Feng."
"Or Shen zhi'ang doesn't love you. If Zhuo, you will be like this. Ah, you regret it?" She asked me.
Do I regret it? It seems that I haven't, but I can't rest assured of Zhuo Feng. I don't care whether I live well or not.
I didn't answer her. I have to think about it carefully. Even if I separate from Shen zhiang, I won't ask myself to make some decisions without thinking, including Zhuo Feng.
I've made too many mistakes.
"Jingjing, do you still take care of Zhang Chuan?"
She shook her head. "No, his family came. I heard that his grandfather passed away, and the family were busy with it. It was because he was ill and suffered from myocardial infarction. At that time, he was still blowing on the balcony, and suddenly fell downstairs. It was very sad."
Huh?
I didn't speak for a long time in amazement. Is this ending good or bad?
It's said that good is rewarded with good, and evil is rewarded with evil. It's not that it's not time not to report, but lame Lao Zhang
Jingjing continued, "I think about it. When Zhang Chuan is ready, there will always be a result between us. In fact, he is good for us, but I didn't find it. I was bewitched by Gu Chengfeng at that time, so I thought he was good, but the feeling is really like you said. I can't force him to come, ah Forget it. I'm sorry. Ah, I'll tell you a good news. Liu Wei has been admitted to graduate school. Haha Are you happy? "
It's really good news. My course has been postponed indefinitely. I haven't graduated from university. It's been very hard all the way. I'm really glad to be alive.
"That's a good thing. Tell Liu Wei that we'll get together when we leave the hospital."Xie Jingjing agreed with a smile, full of excitement, "we haven't been together for a long time, I can't wait."
After Jingjing left, I began to call my brother and told him that I had bought the phone. I told him to call if he had something to do. Don't worry about me. I will be discharged the day after tomorrow.
Well, it's noisy. He should be busy.
After I hung up the phone, I began to fiddle with the phone, read e-books and browse the news. After a while, I felt sleepy and fell asleep. I felt that there was someone around me. I didn't want to wake up. I had a long sleep. It was dark when I opened my eyes, as if I had been away from the world for a long time.
Turning around, Shen zhiang sat beside me, looking down at the information.
I nudged him. He looked up and laughed. "Wake up? Are you hungry? What did you eat today? "
I sat up and said, "I'm not hungry. Jingjing bought me a lot of food. I haven't finished it yet. When did you come?"
Zhuo Feng sighed helplessly, heavy like a stone falling on my heart, "Zhuo Er, I used to protect you too well, only to give you the result, not to pass through, just because you can't accept it. I don't want to let go of you, but I don't want to let go of you. It's sad and happy to know that you have accepted Shen zhiang's proposal. I'm glad to know that you have grown up, but it's doomed that we will miss it forever. Maybe it's a good ending, drow "I don't..." I yelled at the phone, helpless like the 16-year-old me who was tied to the Kang with a limp, but even then, I still struggled to change everything. Now, why not? "Brother in law, I just want to be better, but I find that I can't be better without you. I'm sorry, I let you down. I'm doing stupid things from beginning to end. I'm sorry, brother-in-law What do you want me to do? I can't forget you. I really can't "Brother in law!" Touch! The door was pushed open, and Shen zhiang stood at the door. His beautiful face was like the dark clouds outside. It was dark, and there was a storm immediately. When I was stunned, the phone in my hand fell off. He snatched it away, turned around and fell on the wall with a bang. He looked back at me and said, "drow, you are too much." I was startled. I was so excited that tears welled up. He pointed to me and said, "who do you think we should be treated like this?" Yes, I'm sorry for everyone. I'm selfish. I sat down dispirited, silent. He didn't speak any more, just hovered in front of me for several circles, and suddenly roared, "break up." I looked up blankly and watched him walk away. The sound of slamming the door came from downstairs, like thunder piercing my heart. When the car drove away, the small villa yard was finally quiet. I huddled myself up in bed, staring at the ceiling, sleepless all night. The sun in the morning is too dazzling. It projects on the wall. My eyes blink slightly. I don't know when it's raining outside. It's already stopped. It's not too cold at this time of the new year. The room is covered with dense fog by the sun, and I get hot all over. I don't know if it's because I didn't sleep all night. I feel dizzy and uncomfortable. In the evening, someone took me out of my room, and I knew that I was ill. I didn't eat for two days. With a high fever, I was in a coma when I was sent to the hospital. I woke up the next morning. My brother is sitting beside me, talking to the people around me. I follow the voice. Shen zhiang, sitting in the corner, lowers his head and holds the phone in his hand. He doesn't know if he has listened to my brother. I called him softly, "brother!" Brother suddenly got up, nervously looked at me, grabbed my hand, "I'm here, wake up?" I nodded, "thirsty." "Then drink some water and I'll pour it for you." When his brother turned around, Shen zhiang had already handed over the water cup. His brother hesitated for a moment and didn't take it. He hung it in the air again. Shen zhiang sighed helplessly and sat on the seat where his brother had just sat, carrying a water cup to send him, "I feed you." Brother's voice came from the door, "no need, you go out, I'll take care of her." I know my brother's hostility to Shen zhiang. Before, my brother said that Shen zhiang was not suitable for me. Later, I had to accept it because he took care of me when I was in a coma, and I accepted the proposal, so he didn't say anything. This time I had an accident, he must think it was Shen zhiang's fault. It's inevitable to blame him, but I don't blame Shen zhiang. After all, I made it myself. It's me eating from the bowl and looking at the pot. It's me who's wrong. "I'll do it myself." I took the cup and took a drink. It was warm. The water came into my stomach and a warm current came in. I lay down again. My brother came to help me cover the quilt and said to Shen zhiang, "go back, I'll take care of her." Shen zhiang had no expression on his face. He just looked at me with burning eyes. I smile at him, "go back, I know you are busy, I'm ok." "I'm not sure." He said. I shook my head. "Let's go. What else can I worry about in the hospital?" He had no choice but to take a breath and still got up and left. Not long after Shen zhiang left, his brother told me that it was his brother who sent me to the hospital. At that time, he received a message from Zhuo Feng that I couldn't get in touch with him. He told him to go over and have a look, but he didn't see me after looking for a circle. Finally, he asked Shen zhiang to know that I was in my house. Because the door was closed, he called a lot, but no one agreed. The lights were still on in the room, so he couldn't help Yi jumped out of the window. Fortunately, he had a good skill. At that time, he was regarded as a thief next door and called the police. Only then did he finish recording his confession.I asked him, "are you angry with him? He's very busy The elder brother snorted, "busy fart, when I went to find him, I was still in the club, doing this big ass woman by my side." I can't help but think that on the day I met Shen zhiang, there was a big ass woman sitting beside him. He was a frequent guest of the club. I smile, can not help but desolate, I know Shen zhiang really little, but also because of his kindness to me, I forget that he is actually an old hand in the dust. A man who hasn't had a husband and wife life for many years must be a master of love outside. You can tell from the love words he said to me. I must have told a lot of women, but I didn't care at all. In the end, I know too little about him, and I have never treated him sincerely. "Brother, I don't blame him for this. It's my fault. I called Zhuo Feng and he heard me." The elder brother snorted, "that Zhuo Feng is still your benefactor. He has saved your life. How many times? Can you still be old and die without contact? Why do you call him brother-in-law? Can't you make a phone call after you break up? " I didn't say a word, did I? Can't I make a phone call? But the purpose of my call is not simple. Anyone would be angry. My brother took care of me all day. At night, because of the business of Lu Shao company, he had to go back temporarily. He said that he would hire a nurse, but I didn't agree. I lay in bed in a daze. The phone didn't break, I didn't have to play, the book also each, bored oneself play fingers, really can't lie down, come out for a walk. It seems that the weather is warm very fast, the year is not over, the figure of spring has been slowly approaching, the wind blowing on the body is not cold, I only wear a thin coat, standing in the wind, blowing the wind, I have been confused with the mind quiet a lot. This period of time passed very slowly, which also made me think a lot more. Especially think about the things between me and Zhuo Feng. I did something wrong. Whenever I am quiet, I miss Zhuo Feng. The more I think about it, the more I miss it. How is he doing abroad? I took a deep breath and sat on the stool at the door helplessly. The stool was a little cold by the wind, next to my buttocks, and I was cold all over. I still didn't move. I just wanted to watch it go to the end of the years. People think more and think more, so tired. I often think about what I was doing and thinking when I was 16. At that time, I was a little girl who only knew how to work hard. I didn't have much thought. I fought and studied. I had Zhuo Feng behind me. I was not afraid of anything. Even now, I'm afraid of everything. I'm as timid as a mouse. I'm afraid of losing, I'm afraid of getting, I'm eager to get when I lose, and I'm afraid of leaving when I get, which is really contradictory. But I have agreed to Shen zhiang's proposal, he said that broke up, that is to break up, right? I felt my pocket to make sure. I forgot that I didn't have a phone, so I had to sit down. After I went back, I borrowed the phone from the nurse and asked Xie Jingjing to buy me a new one. The phone number was the same as before. She came back the next morning and looked at me nervously and frowned, "Zhuo Er, what's the matter with you? You used to laugh and have strength all over your body. Now you're always sick. You're not doing well." Yeah, I'm not doing well at all. I barely said with a smile, "maybe I'm just this life. I can't pass without Zhuo Feng." "Or Shen zhi'ang doesn't love you. If Zhuo, you will be like this. Ah, you regret it?" She asked me. Do I regret it? It seems that I haven't, but I can't rest assured of Zhuo Feng. I don't care whether I live well or not. I didn't answer her. I have to think about it carefully. Even if I separate from Shen zhiang, I won't ask myself to make some decisions without thinking, including Zhuo Feng. I've made too many mistakes. "Jingjing, do you still take care of Zhang Chuan?" She shook her head. "No, his family came. I heard that his grandfather passed away, and the family were busy with it. It was because he was ill and suffered from myocardial infarction. At that time, he was still blowing on the balcony, and suddenly fell downstairs. It was very sad." Huh? I didn't speak for a long time in amazement. Is this ending good or bad? It's said that good is rewarded with good, and evil is rewarded with evil. It's not that it's not time not to report, but lame Lao Zhang Jingjing continued, "I think about it. When Zhang Chuan is ready, there will always be a result between us. In fact, he is good for us, but I didn't find it. I was bewitched by Gu Chengfeng at that time, so I thought he was good, but the feeling is really like you said. I can't force him to come, ah Forget it. I'm sorry. Ah, I'll tell you a good news. Liu Wei has been admitted to graduate school. Haha Are you happy? " It's really good news. My course has been postponed indefinitely. I haven't graduated from university. It's been very hard all the way. I'm really glad to be alive. "That's a good thing. Tell Liu Wei that we'll get together when we leave the hospital."Xie Jingjing agreed with a smile, full of excitement, "we haven't been together for a long time, I can't wait." After Jingjing left, I began to call my brother and told him that I had bought the phone. I told him to call if he had something to do. Don't worry about me. I will be discharged the day after tomorrow. Well, it's noisy. He should be busy. After I hung up the phone, I began to fiddle with the phone, read e-books and browse the news. After a while, I felt sleepy and fell asleep. I felt that there was someone around me. I didn't want to wake up. I had a long sleep. It was dark when I opened my eyes, as if I had been away from the world for a long time. Turning around, Shen zhiang sat beside me, looking down at the information. I nudged him. He looked up and laughed. "Wake up? Are you hungry? What did you eat today? " I sat up and said, "I'm not hungry. Jingjing bought me a lot of food. I haven't finished it yet. When did you come?"
