Chapter 503
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I took a deep breath. My stomach hurt even more. My throat was bloody and a little nauseous. I opened the car door for ventilation. I didn't want them to see me. I went into the alley at the corner and supported the wall. Wow, I vomited all over the floor.
I didn't eat anything, all I vomited was sour water, and Blood?
In front of me, it was dark. I managed to stand firm. I wanted to take a taxi. No matter how hard I felt, I had to take care of my own body. Lu Ze said before that the doctor would arrange me to have an operation. I didn't take it seriously at that time. Now it seems that I'm really hurt.
My hand just lifted up, the arm was pulled.
I am at a loss to turn around, on the white night far a worried face.
I pushed him away, "Mr. Bai, I'm ok. I want to go back to school, or I can change to another hospital. You're busy, I can really trouble you. I, ouch... "
I felt soft and fell down.
When I went back to the hospital again, this time I arranged for an operation. I insisted on conservative treatment. Because there was no signature from my family, I was still sober, and the doctor could only listen to my arrangement.
After three injections for pain relief, I felt better. The doctor took a picture of me and told me that if it was more serious, I had to have an operation. I nodded and agreed. When he left, I closed my eyes.
But I didn't sleep, just very tired, also very sad, deliberately avoid white night far.
He sat next to me, never left, from time to time gently pinch the back of my hand, or use the cardboard in my hand to fan for me.
It's hot and stuffy. It was windy before, but now there is no wind. I'm afraid the rain is coming.
"That's a friend. We're talking about what will happen this time."
I didn't answer. I didn't hear.
He's explaining, but does it matter to us?
"That star left in the evening. Recently, he was filming. He was also an artist of our company before. He had a good relationship. Before I left in a hurry, she also went abroad to see me, ha ha Oh, I've got a pair of watches for you to see? "
There was a rustling sound and a click. What should spring away? He rubbed my cheek gently with his fingers. "Look, do you like it? I like it when I put it on. "
I just slowly opened my eyes and looked at the pair of watches. They are a couple's watches of Armani. They are not luxury goods, but they are already very expensive for me, so I can't take them.
I smile, "white total, I wear this always lose, you keep it!"
He also smile, like did not understand what I said, grasp my wrist.
I stubbornly want to pull open, his hand hard, put my hand buckle, watch opened buckle, directly set up, the edge of the watch, my hand back a little uncomfortable, he gently rubbed rub, this will button, left and right looked at, "not good, not a good thing, but very good-looking, wear it!"
I stare at his eyes, which has become my habit, always want to see his emotions from his eyes, guess what he thinks.
People say that the eyes are the window of the soul, but I don't know why his window presents only a blank, or am I so stupid that I can't even feel people's emotions?
"Mr. Bai, what do you think I am?"
He didn't answer. He put another watch on his wrist, threw the box into the dustbin, and kicked his watch into his pocket. Then he said, "what do you think?"
Why ask rhetorical questions? Shouldn't such questions be answered directly? What does his rhetorical questions represent?
"Mr. Bai, I'm confused by your rhetorical question. Do you want to answer or dare not? Do you still want me to be your lover? It's kind of invisible, isn't it? Don't have to. Do you still feel fresh after getting it once? I thank you for helping me, but we should keep the most basic relationship, otherwise you will make me confused. Why provoke me when you don't like me? "
He still didn't say a word, even the unnecessary sigh.
I am sad to smile, unfathomable man ah, I understand it, the calculation is really wonderful, but the mouth is covered up breath does not spit, but I know, he still does not give up.
A few days later, I was discharged from the hospital and owed Bai Yeyuan's medical expenses. I made an IOU, but he confiscated it, and I sent it to the front desk of his company.
Before leaving, the driver's uncle found me, returned the IOU to me and told me, "Mr. Bai left long ago. Two days ago, you left that night when you were discharged."
A burst of tears almost came out of my body.
Uncle said, "it's not a good thing for people to leave. At least it's a good thing for you. No one's pestering you."
I was stunned and at a loss. Uncle's words sounded comforting, but in fact they were ironic. No matter what I did, he looked down on me. He had been staring at the column of shame for a long time and became the most humble person in his eyes.
But what?
I'm in a hurry to leave at night. No one knows why he left so soon. If my uncle didn't tell me, I would never know.
Zhang pangzi seems to be quietly forgotten. I didn't see him again after I was discharged from hospital, and no one ever bothered me. Liuluo was released. When I went to pick him up, it rained heavily. He stood in the rain and fog, carried a bag, and yelled at me through the heavy rain and fog, "I'm not dead. I'm leaving. Thank you. If you have a chance, tell Li AI that I'm leaving, and I won't die again I'll be back. "I sent him to the railway station, across the railings of the ticket gate of the railway station, his back was thin and shapeless.
It seems that everyone has left, including Li AI.
But she still appears in my life, and I live in the same dormitory.
It's just that we, from our former friends, have become today's enemies.
Or, in her opinion, I am one of her enemies, the kind of slut who fights for her justice and claims to keep the bottom line.
It is said that she gave the pen back to Zhang pangzi. I didn't ask the reason. Anyway, this matter is over. It has nothing to do with me.
I live like this day by day. More than half of the holiday has passed. She gave me cash for the medical expenses paid in advance to Li AI. I directly took it and saved it. It's enough for my living expenses, so I have to go to work.
Lu Ze's grandmother is not as healthy as before, and insists on coming out of the nursing home. Lu Ze takes her around in a wheelchair when she is busy all day, and occasionally comes back to my school.
On this day, we arranged to have lunch together in a small restaurant near the school. When we sat down, grandma took my hand and told me, "that boy is not a thing. He wants me to eat soft things. My teeth are good. Don't you think he looks down on me?"
I burst out laughing, "grandma, aze is also for you. Eating too hard food is not good for your appetite. Be obedient. This is not bad. You can chew it. You can taste it."
Grandma listened to me and looked at the purple potato ball in my hand suspiciously. She took it and chewed it in her mouth. She looked back and squinted at me. "It's not bad. It's better to meow."
Lu Ze shook his head helplessly and added a piece of spareribs to me. "Have some. You've lost a lot of weight recently."
I'm not polite to eat, while eating said, "I've been reading recently, tired to death, before the examination I hung up a three subjects, not hard not."
Grandma ate vigorously, secretly ate another one, and said to me, "don't fight like that, grandma will give you money."
I nodded with a smile, full of heartache.
Grandma has advanced gastric cancer, and the doctors have given her the final notice. She has only three months to live. Although she looks energetic, she is suffering from pain all day. Especially at night, she has a stomachache, sweating all over her body and crying with severe pain.
Lu Ze asked me to come over the night before. I saw this scene and thought of my mother.
Suffering, no one can replace, can not do empathy, is such helplessness.
Lu Ze, a man in his eighties, covered his head at that time. His face turned red with sadness, and his tears could not flow out of his eyes.
In fact, I would like to persuade him to agree to grandma's request, rather than euthanasia, but Lu Ze still insisted, he always said, "grandma is OK, she will survive, she can live for many years."
I can't understand why Lu Ze is so selfish, but I can also seem to understand that he has no parents and relatives. After grandma left like this, he is the only one left in the world.
Therefore, when I was like a relative, grandma always told me that Lu Ze's kindness and gentleness meant that she didn't want to see Lu Ze alone.
Every time I think about it, I cry, especially today.
Grandma has secretly eaten five purple potato balls, which she can't digest.
I stopped her, "grandma, it's not good to steal."
Lu Ze shook his head at me, gave grandma another one, and then said, "eat what you want. Grandma will make a plane in the evening."
My heart thumped.
Lu Ze, however, laughs and gives grandma another fish.
Grandma grabbed my hand, looking forward and relaxed, "it's a very happy thing to be able to choose your own life and death after applying. Girl, I didn't inform you in advance, and I didn't want to affect your mood, but I still want to say goodbye. Lu Ze's child is impulsive sometimes, and his temper is just like that. Don't bear with him. When it's time to make trouble, do you want to be a girl? Only when you can cry and laugh can you think of yourself. You are too sensible and always neglected. You, ah, are his only relative. "
Tears Shua of a flow out, across the mist, I can't see the old man's expression, but that pair of good-looking eyes still smile curved into the crescent shape.
"Silly girl, why are you crying? In fact, I can see that you and aze are not in that kind of relationship. If you show intimacy again, the relationship is not right. I'm from here. I can see that it's time to cheat me for so long. Girl, you're a good girl. I really like it. Even if you and aze can't be lovers, I'll call him brother, so I can rest assured when I leave That's what I'm here for
I was shocked and panicked. This is Do the old people pray before they leave? Then I have to promise. Can I have a brother? This
"Girl, don't refuse me. Ah Ze has no relatives. You can take pity on me, a dying old woman, OK? But if he bullies you, you tell him to go away. At least if you have a brother, others won't bully you, you know? "
I cried, "grandma.""Meow meow, promise grandma. I wish I had a sister, too." Lu Ze said.
I choked, sniffed and couldn't refuse.
"But I, I'm afraid I can't do it well."
"Ha ha, silly girl, if you are a younger sister, just be willful. If you are short of money, you can't spend it all. But if he does find a girlfriend, you can check it for me, or grandma won't let you go, you know?"
I nodded heavily and tears fell on the back of my hand.
Grandma was satisfied with the smile, patted my face, "Oh, little girl, if I had known you earlier, ha ha, eat, I should have been on the plane, Switzerland is far away."
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I took a deep breath. My stomach hurt even more. My throat was bloody and a little nauseous. I opened the car door for ventilation. I didn't want them to see me. I went into the alley at the corner and supported the wall. Wow, I vomited all over the floor.
I didn't eat anything, all I vomited was sour water, and Blood?
In front of me, it was dark. I managed to stand firm. I wanted to take a taxi. No matter how hard I felt, I had to take care of my own body. Lu Ze said before that the doctor would arrange me to have an operation. I didn't take it seriously at that time. Now it seems that I'm really hurt.
My hand just lifted up, the arm was pulled.
I am at a loss to turn around, on the white night far a worried face.
I pushed him away, "Mr. Bai, I'm ok. I want to go back to school, or I can change to another hospital. You're busy, I can really trouble you. I, ouch... "
I felt soft and fell down.
When I went back to the hospital again, this time I arranged for an operation. I insisted on conservative treatment. Because there was no signature from my family, I was still sober, and the doctor could only listen to my arrangement.
After three injections for pain relief, I felt better. The doctor took a picture of me and told me that if it was more serious, I had to have an operation. I nodded and agreed. When he left, I closed my eyes.
But I didn't sleep, just very tired, also very sad, deliberately avoid white night far.
He sat next to me, never left, from time to time gently pinch the back of my hand, or use the cardboard in my hand to fan for me.
It's hot and stuffy. It was windy before, but now there is no wind. I'm afraid the rain is coming.
"That's a friend. We're talking about what will happen this time."
I didn't answer. I didn't hear.
He's explaining, but does it matter to us?
"That star left in the evening. Recently, he was filming. He was also an artist of our company before. He had a good relationship. Before I left in a hurry, she also went abroad to see me, ha ha Oh, I've got a pair of watches for you to see? "
There was a rustling sound and a click. What should spring away? He rubbed my cheek gently with his fingers. "Look, do you like it? I like it when I put it on. "
I just slowly opened my eyes and looked at the pair of watches. They are a couple's watches of Armani. They are not luxury goods, but they are already very expensive for me, so I can't take them.
I smile, "white total, I wear this always lose, you keep it!"
He also smile, like did not understand what I said, grasp my wrist.
I stubbornly want to pull open, his hand hard, put my hand buckle, watch opened buckle, directly set up, the edge of the watch, my hand back a little uncomfortable, he gently rubbed rub, this will button, left and right looked at, "not good, not a good thing, but very good-looking, wear it!"
I stare at his eyes, which has become my habit, always want to see his emotions from his eyes, guess what he thinks.
People say that the eyes are the window of the soul, but I don't know why his window presents only a blank, or am I so stupid that I can't even feel people's emotions?
"Mr. Bai, what do you think I am?"
He didn't answer. He put another watch on his wrist, threw the box into the dustbin, and kicked his watch into his pocket. Then he said, "what do you think?"
Why ask rhetorical questions? Shouldn't such questions be answered directly? What does his rhetorical questions represent?
"Mr. Bai, I'm confused by your rhetorical question. Do you want to answer or dare not? Do you still want me to be your lover? It's kind of invisible, isn't it? Don't have to. Do you still feel fresh after getting it once? I thank you for helping me, but we should keep the most basic relationship, otherwise you will make me confused. Why provoke me when you don't like me? "
He still didn't say a word, even the unnecessary sigh.
I am sad to smile, unfathomable man ah, I understand it, the calculation is really wonderful, but the mouth is covered up breath does not spit, but I know, he still does not give up.
A few days later, I was discharged from the hospital and owed Bai Yeyuan's medical expenses. I made an IOU, but he confiscated it, and I sent it to the front desk of his company.
Before leaving, the driver's uncle found me, returned the IOU to me and told me, "Mr. Bai left long ago. Two days ago, you left that night when you were discharged."
A burst of tears almost came out of my body.
Uncle said, "it's not a good thing for people to leave. At least it's a good thing for you. No one's pestering you."
I was stunned and at a loss. Uncle's words sounded comforting, but in fact they were ironic. No matter what I did, he looked down on me. He had been staring at the column of shame for a long time and became the most humble person in his eyes.
But what?
I'm in a hurry to leave at night. No one knows why he left so soon. If my uncle didn't tell me, I would never know.
Zhang pangzi seems to be quietly forgotten. I didn't see him again after I was discharged from hospital, and no one ever bothered me. Liuluo was released. When I went to pick him up, it rained heavily. He stood in the rain and fog, carried a bag, and yelled at me through the heavy rain and fog, "I'm not dead. I'm leaving. Thank you. If you have a chance, tell Li AI that I'm leaving, and I won't die again I'll be back. "I sent him to the railway station, across the railings of the ticket gate of the railway station, his back was thin and shapeless.
It seems that everyone has left, including Li AI.
But she still appears in my life, and I live in the same dormitory.
It's just that we, from our former friends, have become today's enemies.
Or, in her opinion, I am one of her enemies, the kind of slut who fights for her justice and claims to keep the bottom line.
It is said that she gave the pen back to Zhang pangzi. I didn't ask the reason. Anyway, this matter is over. It has nothing to do with me.
I live like this day by day. More than half of the holiday has passed. She gave me cash for the medical expenses paid in advance to Li AI. I directly took it and saved it. It's enough for my living expenses, so I have to go to work.
Lu Ze's grandmother is not as healthy as before, and insists on coming out of the nursing home. Lu Ze takes her around in a wheelchair when she is busy all day, and occasionally comes back to my school.
On this day, we arranged to have lunch together in a small restaurant near the school. When we sat down, grandma took my hand and told me, "that boy is not a thing. He wants me to eat soft things. My teeth are good. Don't you think he looks down on me?"
I burst out laughing, "grandma, aze is also for you. Eating too hard food is not good for your appetite. Be obedient. This is not bad. You can chew it. You can taste it."
Grandma listened to me and looked at the purple potato ball in my hand suspiciously. She took it and chewed it in her mouth. She looked back and squinted at me. "It's not bad. It's better to meow."
Lu Ze shook his head helplessly and added a piece of spareribs to me. "Have some. You've lost a lot of weight recently."
I'm not polite to eat, while eating said, "I've been reading recently, tired to death, before the examination I hung up a three subjects, not hard not."
Grandma ate vigorously, secretly ate another one, and said to me, "don't fight like that, grandma will give you money."
I nodded with a smile, full of heartache.
Grandma has advanced gastric cancer, and the doctors have given her the final notice. She has only three months to live. Although she looks energetic, she is suffering from pain all day. Especially at night, she has a stomachache, sweating all over her body and crying with severe pain.
Lu Ze asked me to come over the night before. I saw this scene and thought of my mother.
Suffering, no one can replace, can not do empathy, is such helplessness.
Lu Ze, a man in his eighties, covered his head at that time. His face turned red with sadness, and his tears could not flow out of his eyes.
In fact, I would like to persuade him to agree to grandma's request, rather than euthanasia, but Lu Ze still insisted, he always said, "grandma is OK, she will survive, she can live for many years."
I can't understand why Lu Ze is so selfish, but I can also seem to understand that he has no parents and relatives. After grandma left like this, he is the only one left in the world.
Therefore, when I was like a relative, grandma always told me that Lu Ze's kindness and gentleness meant that she didn't want to see Lu Ze alone.
Every time I think about it, I cry, especially today.
Grandma has secretly eaten five purple potato balls, which she can't digest.
I stopped her, "grandma, it's not good to steal."
Lu Ze shook his head at me, gave grandma another one, and then said, "eat what you want. Grandma will make a plane in the evening."
My heart thumped.
Lu Ze, however, laughs and gives grandma another fish.
Grandma grabbed my hand, looking forward and relaxed, "it's a very happy thing to be able to choose your own life and death after applying. Girl, I didn't inform you in advance, and I didn't want to affect your mood, but I still want to say goodbye. Lu Ze's child is impulsive sometimes, and his temper is just like that. Don't bear with him. When it's time to make trouble, do you want to be a girl? Only when you can cry and laugh can you think of yourself. You are too sensible and always neglected. You, ah, are his only relative. "
Tears Shua of a flow out, across the mist, I can't see the old man's expression, but that pair of good-looking eyes still smile curved into the crescent shape.
"Silly girl, why are you crying? In fact, I can see that you and aze are not in that kind of relationship. If you show intimacy again, the relationship is not right. I'm from here. I can see that it's time to cheat me for so long. Girl, you're a good girl. I really like it. Even if you and aze can't be lovers, I'll call him brother, so I can rest assured when I leave That's what I'm here for
I was shocked and panicked. This is Do the old people pray before they leave? Then I have to promise. Can I have a brother? This
"Girl, don't refuse me. Ah Ze has no relatives. You can take pity on me, a dying old woman, OK? But if he bullies you, you tell him to go away. At least if you have a brother, others won't bully you, you know? "
I cried, "grandma.""Meow meow, promise grandma. I wish I had a sister, too." Lu Ze said.
I choked, sniffed and couldn't refuse.
"But I, I'm afraid I can't do it well."
"Ha ha, silly girl, if you are a younger sister, just be willful. If you are short of money, you can't spend it all. But if he does find a girlfriend, you can check it for me, or grandma won't let you go, you know?"
I nodded heavily and tears fell on the back of my hand.
Grandma was satisfied with the smile, patted my face, "Oh, little girl, if I had known you earlier, ha ha, eat, I should have been on the plane, Switzerland is far away."
I took a deep breath. My stomach hurt even more. My throat was bloody and a little nauseous. I opened the car door for ventilation. I didn't want them to see me. I went into the alley at the corner and supported the wall. Wow, I vomited all over the floor. I didn't eat anything, all I vomited was sour water, and Blood? In front of me, it was dark. I managed to stand firm. I wanted to take a taxi. No matter how hard I felt, I had to take care of my own body. Lu Ze said before that the doctor would arrange me to have an operation. I didn't take it seriously at that time. Now it seems that I'm really hurt. My hand just lifted up, the arm was pulled. I am at a loss to turn around, on the white night far a worried face. I pushed him away, "Mr. Bai, I'm ok. I want to go back to school, or I can change to another hospital. You're busy, I can really trouble you. I, ouch... " I felt soft and fell down. When I went back to the hospital again, this time I arranged for an operation. I insisted on conservative treatment. Because there was no signature from my family, I was still sober, and the doctor could only listen to my arrangement. After three injections for pain relief, I felt better. The doctor took a picture of me and told me that if it was more serious, I had to have an operation. I nodded and agreed. When he left, I closed my eyes. But I didn't sleep, just very tired, also very sad, deliberately avoid white night far. He sat next to me, never left, from time to time gently pinch the back of my hand, or use the cardboard in my hand to fan for me. It's hot and stuffy. It was windy before, but now there is no wind. I'm afraid the rain is coming. "That's a friend. We're talking about what will happen this time." I didn't answer. I didn't hear. He's explaining, but does it matter to us? "That star left in the evening. Recently, he was filming. He was also an artist of our company before. He had a good relationship. Before I left in a hurry, she also went abroad to see me, ha ha Oh, I've got a pair of watches for you to see? " There was a rustling sound and a click. What should spring away? He rubbed my cheek gently with his fingers. "Look, do you like it? I like it when I put it on. " I just slowly opened my eyes and looked at the pair of watches. They are a couple's watches of Armani. They are not luxury goods, but they are already very expensive for me, so I can't take them. I smile, "white total, I wear this always lose, you keep it!" He also smile, like did not understand what I said, grasp my wrist. I stubbornly want to pull open, his hand hard, put my hand buckle, watch opened buckle, directly set up, the edge of the watch, my hand back a little uncomfortable, he gently rubbed rub, this will button, left and right looked at, "not good, not a good thing, but very good-looking, wear it!" I stare at his eyes, which has become my habit, always want to see his emotions from his eyes, guess what he thinks. People say that the eyes are the window of the soul, but I don't know why his window presents only a blank, or am I so stupid that I can't even feel people's emotions? "Mr. Bai, what do you think I am?" He didn't answer. He put another watch on his wrist, threw the box into the dustbin, and kicked his watch into his pocket. Then he said, "what do you think?" Why ask rhetorical questions? Shouldn't such questions be answered directly? What does his rhetorical questions represent? "Mr. Bai, I'm confused by your rhetorical question. Do you want to answer or dare not? Do you still want me to be your lover? It's kind of invisible, isn't it? Don't have to. Do you still feel fresh after getting it once? I thank you for helping me, but we should keep the most basic relationship, otherwise you will make me confused. Why provoke me when you don't like me? " He still didn't say a word, even the unnecessary sigh. I am sad to smile, unfathomable man ah, I understand it, the calculation is really wonderful, but the mouth is covered up breath does not spit, but I know, he still does not give up. A few days later, I was discharged from the hospital and owed Bai Yeyuan's medical expenses. I made an IOU, but he confiscated it, and I sent it to the front desk of his company. Before leaving, the driver's uncle found me, returned the IOU to me and told me, "Mr. Bai left long ago. Two days ago, you left that night when you were discharged." A burst of tears almost came out of my body. Uncle said, "it's not a good thing for people to leave. At least it's a good thing for you. No one's pestering you." I was stunned and at a loss. Uncle's words sounded comforting, but in fact they were ironic. No matter what I did, he looked down on me. He had been staring at the column of shame for a long time and became the most humble person in his eyes. But what? I'm in a hurry to leave at night. No one knows why he left so soon. If my uncle didn't tell me, I would never know. Zhang pangzi seems to be quietly forgotten. I didn't see him again after I was discharged from hospital, and no one ever bothered me. Liuluo was released. When I went to pick him up, it rained heavily. He stood in the rain and fog, carried a bag, and yelled at me through the heavy rain and fog, "I'm not dead. I'm leaving. Thank you. If you have a chance, tell Li AI that I'm leaving, and I won't die again I'll be back. "I sent him to the railway station, across the railings of the ticket gate of the railway station, his back was thin and shapeless. It seems that everyone has left, including Li AI. But she still appears in my life, and I live in the same dormitory. It's just that we, from our former friends, have become today's enemies. Or, in her opinion, I am one of her enemies, the kind of slut who fights for her justice and claims to keep the bottom line. It is said that she gave the pen back to Zhang pangzi. I didn't ask the reason. Anyway, this matter is over. It has nothing to do with me. I live like this day by day. More than half of the holiday has passed. She gave me cash for the medical expenses paid in advance to Li AI. I directly took it and saved it. It's enough for my living expenses, so I have to go to work. Lu Ze's grandmother is not as healthy as before, and insists on coming out of the nursing home. Lu Ze takes her around in a wheelchair when she is busy all day, and occasionally comes back to my school. On this day, we arranged to have lunch together in a small restaurant near the school. When we sat down, grandma took my hand and told me, "that boy is not a thing. He wants me to eat soft things. My teeth are good. Don't you think he looks down on me?" I burst out laughing, "grandma, aze is also for you. Eating too hard food is not good for your appetite. Be obedient. This is not bad. You can chew it. You can taste it." Grandma listened to me and looked at the purple potato ball in my hand suspiciously. She took it and chewed it in her mouth. She looked back and squinted at me. "It's not bad. It's better to meow." Lu Ze shook his head helplessly and added a piece of spareribs to me. "Have some. You've lost a lot of weight recently." I'm not polite to eat, while eating said, "I've been reading recently, tired to death, before the examination I hung up a three subjects, not hard not." Grandma ate vigorously, secretly ate another one, and said to me, "don't fight like that, grandma will give you money." I nodded with a smile, full of heartache. Grandma has advanced gastric cancer, and the doctors have given her the final notice. She has only three months to live. Although she looks energetic, she is suffering from pain all day. Especially at night, she has a stomachache, sweating all over her body and crying with severe pain. Lu Ze asked me to come over the night before. I saw this scene and thought of my mother. Suffering, no one can replace, can not do empathy, is such helplessness. Lu Ze, a man in his eighties, covered his head at that time. His face turned red with sadness, and his tears could not flow out of his eyes. In fact, I would like to persuade him to agree to grandma's request, rather than euthanasia, but Lu Ze still insisted, he always said, "grandma is OK, she will survive, she can live for many years." I can't understand why Lu Ze is so selfish, but I can also seem to understand that he has no parents and relatives. After grandma left like this, he is the only one left in the world. Therefore, when I was like a relative, grandma always told me that Lu Ze's kindness and gentleness meant that she didn't want to see Lu Ze alone. Every time I think about it, I cry, especially today. Grandma has secretly eaten five purple potato balls, which she can't digest. I stopped her, "grandma, it's not good to steal." Lu Ze shook his head at me, gave grandma another one, and then said, "eat what you want. Grandma will make a plane in the evening." My heart thumped. Lu Ze, however, laughs and gives grandma another fish. Grandma grabbed my hand, looking forward and relaxed, "it's a very happy thing to be able to choose your own life and death after applying. Girl, I didn't inform you in advance, and I didn't want to affect your mood, but I still want to say goodbye. Lu Ze's child is impulsive sometimes, and his temper is just like that. Don't bear with him. When it's time to make trouble, do you want to be a girl? Only when you can cry and laugh can you think of yourself. You are too sensible and always neglected. You, ah, are his only relative. " Tears Shua of a flow out, across the mist, I can't see the old man's expression, but that pair of good-looking eyes still smile curved into the crescent shape. "Silly girl, why are you crying? In fact, I can see that you and aze are not in that kind of relationship. If you show intimacy again, the relationship is not right. I'm from here. I can see that it's time to cheat me for so long. Girl, you're a good girl. I really like it. Even if you and aze can't be lovers, I'll call him brother, so I can rest assured when I leave That's what I'm here for I was shocked and panicked. This is Do the old people pray before they leave? Then I have to promise. Can I have a brother? This "Girl, don't refuse me. Ah Ze has no relatives. You can take pity on me, a dying old woman, OK? But if he bullies you, you tell him to go away. At least if you have a brother, others won't bully you, you know? " I cried, "grandma.""Meow meow, promise grandma. I wish I had a sister, too." Lu Ze said. I choked, sniffed and couldn't refuse. "But I, I'm afraid I can't do it well." "Ha ha, silly girl, if you are a younger sister, just be willful. If you are short of money, you can't spend it all. But if he does find a girlfriend, you can check it for me, or grandma won't let you go, you know?" I nodded heavily and tears fell on the back of my hand. Grandma was satisfied with the smile, patted my face, "Oh, little girl, if I had known you earlier, ha ha, eat, I should have been on the plane, Switzerland is far away."
