Chapter 561
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He looked down and pinched my fingers like a child.
I looked down at his hand and said with a smile, "if you don't eat like this, you will be thin. How can you work without physical strength? Your mother's side Ah, I also have parents like your mother, but my father is a drinker. Now that he doesn't drink, people have figured it out. Sometimes it's not necessarily a bad thing to think about this accident. At least my father knows what a wrong way of life is. He performs very well in it and writes to me at his leisure. His handwriting is very beautiful. It's a running account and records his repeated life every day Live, but I think now he is the most real him. Your mother I don't know why she is like this, but what's different now is that you are already strong, you can carry a piece of sky by yourself, and you should be more kind to yourself. "
"Ha ha, I just can't eat, not because of this."
I Oh a, carefully look at his eyes, maybe he really don't care.
But it's my family. It's just like my enemy. It's unimaginable.
"What would you like to eat, I'll make it for you?"
He narrowed his eyes for a moment and said to me, "what do you think you do best?"
I laughed and said, "of course, I'm good at fried rice, but you can't eat it. Do you have soya milk or milk in that house? Let me make a cake?"
He thought for a moment, "maybe, but I don't want you to do it. Will you stay with me?"
I pouted, "accompany you bored."
In fact, I don't want to be so close to him. The thought of him getting married makes my heart ache.
"Hehe, it's OK. You can do it. I'll wait for you here."
He had no expression of smile, let go of my hand.
I nodded for a while and said, "OK."
In the kitchen, I rummaged for a long time before I found what I needed, but I didn't know why I was in a bad mood when I looked at these materials, and tears flowed down.
He's going to get married, and I'm still here by taking care of his name. It's not clear. What am I?
A very self-esteem of me, at this time even do such immoral things, but don't think it's wrong to do so, it's maddening.
But until now, he didn't say who he was going to marry. Even if many people were guessing, his mother thought it was Li Su, but it seemed that it was just a word from the end of the day. Two women had become his candidates. One name could change a woman's life. How terrible is that?
Maybe it's because of love, maybe it's because of interests, and maybe it's because of family. No matter what the reason is, it seems that there's nothing to do with me? Then why should I stay.
I can't think much about it. I feel heartache when I think about it. It's hard to breathe.
He called my name outside.
It took me a long time to recover.
"Oh, I found the material. I'm working on it. Are you worried?"
“…… No, I just want to know what you're doing. "
I immediately wiped away my tears and said, "it's OK. The flour fell into my eyes. I washed my face."
"Be careful. I'm going to help you. Come and help me."
I immediately washed my hands, wiped my face and went out.
He has been holding the sofa to stand up, wringing eyebrows, difficult to move the body.
I immediately ran over and hugged him, "what are you doing? Don't move. You can't move. The edge of the knife is sewn up. Do you want to continue to infect? Shall I help you to lie in bed? "
He really lost a lot of weight. I hugged his waist, but it was not as generous as before. It was like a disease directly took half of his life.
He laughs, "it's just a small operation. It's been dealt with. I won't sigh again."
I was a little angry and stamped my foot, "can you be obedient? You are so worrying. You will get married in half a month. Do you want to take wedding photos like this? I can't be with you anymore. You... "
I was in a hurry and tears welled up.
In a daze, he lowered his head and grabbed my shoulder with strength.
Then, regardless of the knife on his stomach, he hugged me.
I cried in his arms.
"Why on earth, why are we doing this? It's a long day. Can you tell me what to do? "
"Is it that hard to be my woman?" He asked me suddenly.
I was even more angry and bit him on the shoulder. He didn't say a word, but looked down at me.
I let go and roared, "call me your woman. When I'm what, you're going to get married, but you want me to be your woman. Are you crazy? Have you ever thought about how I feel? I don't want to be your woman, your junior and your mistress. Do you understand me? "
He took a deep breath and still didn't say a word about it.
At night, I lie on the bed tossing and turning, in the end sleepless all night.
In the morning, the doctor came to check to make sure that his knife edge was OK for the time being. He left some medicine before he left.
Bai Yeyuan can temporarily eat some meat to supplement his physical strength. I chopped the meat, stirred it in the rice porridge, and put some salt to bring it to him.He looked down for a while and then picked it up to eat. Suddenly he said to me, "I'll go back the day after tomorrow. Take wedding photos. "
I am a Zheng, get up of the body stiff in the mid air, for a long time have no way to move.
I think, my heart has long died, but in a moment or heard the sound of fragmentation.
It took me a long time to say, "I know."
"I'll ask the driver to give you the money. It's cash, and The lawyer's fee has been paid for a long time. The reason why I call you is that I just want to use this matter to make you close to me. "
So, I've always been in his control. Just a lawyer's bill can tie me to my side countless times. He can control me unlimited times. But what about me? I don't even know him very well.
Come on, that's it. He's him and I'm me. We've finally come to an end.
I knew the answer, but I still can't accept it.
After a moment's silence, I said, "I know. I'll go to pack up and live with President Lu in the evening."
He didn't answer and continued to drink rice porridge.
I ran into the room and thought I could cry bitterly, but I didn't want to. I carefully packed everything that belonged to me, but in fact I had very few things. I couldn't even fill a bag when I burned it.
I put it up again and again, took it out, folded it again and put it in. After several times, I was a little weak.
Sitting on the bed in a daze, I didn't go out until he knocked at the door.
He asked the driver to take me away. I followed the driver silently, got on the car, closed the door, and the car started slowly, left and walked away.
Everything seems to happen in a dream.
It was not until I came near Lu Ze's door that I finally burst out crying uncontrollably.
Lu Ze came back early, and when he saw me coming in, he pulled me in and hugged me.
I cry like a child.
Over the years, I have never been so sad, helpless, I am at a loss, I do not know how to do well.
I cried for a long time, so long that I couldn't catch my breath and finally fell asleep.
Late at night, I got hungry to look for food, holding a few cans of beer in the refrigerator to drink.
Lu Ze heard the movement and came out to see. He squatted beside me and sighed helplessly. He tried to steal my wine several times and was blocked by me.
"Drink if you want. I'll stay with you, but you It's really worrying. "
I laughed and asked him, "what are you worried about? I just want to sleep. When I get drunk, I can go to sleep."
"Yes, I'll accompany you, but there's no wine left. I'll send someone out to buy it."
I didn't stop him. After a while, someone sent me two beers. I opened them and drank them one by one. In the end, I forgot the taste of the wine and groaned on the ground.
Lu Ze didn't finish a can, so he pulled me up, held my head down and told me to lean on his shoulder.
I'm still humming songs. There's no melody. I'm just humming. After humming, I start to cry. After crying enough, I start to laugh again.
I asked Lu Ze, "if I can, I'll go to him now and drag him out of the wedding. Do you think it will succeed?"
Lu Ze didn't answer, just frowned at me.
I ha ha silly smile, "I am really stupid, I why, I am a small three, right?"? At the beginning, I wanted to be with him. My purpose has always been more than simple, but now I have to pay attention to love. I'm ridiculous. Ha ha, it's ridiculous. "
Lu Ze sighed all the time and didn't know how to answer my gossips.
I'm drunk. Even if I'm too drunk to open my eyes, I can still see the white night.
I miss him so much. I really think I should give up my so-called dignity to go to him, but I have no strength. I don't feel like I'm lying on the ground or on the bed. I just feel that I can't open my eyes.
Later, I finally fell asleep. At dawn, I was thirsty for water. Unexpectedly, I saw Lu Ze still sitting outside.
I went to see him. He was looking down.
When he saw me come out, he was startled. "What's the matter, drink water? I put water at the head of your bed."
I look back to see, embarrassed to say, "I just see, what are you doing here, sitting all night, why don't you go to rest, what are you looking at?"
He put it away, but the card style thing still opened two pieces, and I saw the name of Bai Yeyuan with sharp eyes.
His name is on the invitation. Who is the name of the other person?
Is it Li Su, the family's favorite, or Yang x, his child's mother?
I think I should have enough courage to see who was inside, but I still controlled the curiosity.
Comparatively speaking, what I care more about is my heart. I don't want to get hurt again.
Anyway, I have to know sooner or later. Let me know this later.
I said, "I'm going to sleep, and you're going to rest early."
He nodded, got up and went upstairs with me.I turned and closed the door. He was still standing at the door.
I don't have the heart to ask him what he thinks. I just hope that all this will leave me early and start a new life.
People say that love is a good medicine, but this thing is actually a poison. If you touch it, you will become addicted, backfire and get hurt.
At noon, Lu Ze knocked on the door and told me to go out for dinner. I didn't sleep well all night. I had a bad headache and my stomach was upset. I got up and opened the door.
He was startled. "Are you ok?" He touched my forehead, grabbed my hand and went out, "you have a fever. You are tossing yourself. I'll take you to the hospital."
After that, he bent down, picked me up and went straight outside.
It's so cold outside. I'm shivering all over.
I hummed and said, "brother, I'm so cold in the car. I want to go back to the bed."
Lu Ze pinched the back of my hand, "do you know it's cold? Do you know the pain? "
I giggled, "I don't know, this alcohol is really powerful."
"Well, it's good to know. Stop talking. You're like fire. It's OK to stay in the hospital for a few days. You can't be careless. You've always had a fever recently. That's not the way to do it. "
Listening to his nagging, I fell asleep comfortably on his lap.
It's dark when you open your eyes again.
The past few days have been a waste of time. I used to study against the clock for fear of being left behind. I always think that people should use their limited time to do unlimited things, and finally achieve success. I used to think it was very difficult, but now I find that it is really difficult for people to be idle.
"I'm hungry."
I said to Lu Ze, who was sitting by the window and frowning at the information.
He looked up, laughed, raised his chin, and said to me, "it's coming. Wait a minute."
I asked curiously, "who's coming? Did you find the driver again and cook for me?"
“…… When you see it, oh, it's coming. "
I turned my head and saw Yang x come in with a bag of things.
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He looked down and pinched my fingers like a child.
I looked down at his hand and said with a smile, "if you don't eat like this, you will be thin. How can you work without physical strength? Your mother's side Ah, I also have parents like your mother, but my father is a drinker. Now that he doesn't drink, people have figured it out. Sometimes it's not necessarily a bad thing to think about this accident. At least my father knows what a wrong way of life is. He performs very well in it and writes to me at his leisure. His handwriting is very beautiful. It's a running account and records his repeated life every day Live, but I think now he is the most real him. Your mother I don't know why she is like this, but what's different now is that you are already strong, you can carry a piece of sky by yourself, and you should be more kind to yourself. "
"Ha ha, I just can't eat, not because of this."
I Oh a, carefully look at his eyes, maybe he really don't care.
But it's my family. It's just like my enemy. It's unimaginable.
"What would you like to eat, I'll make it for you?"
He narrowed his eyes for a moment and said to me, "what do you think you do best?"
I laughed and said, "of course, I'm good at fried rice, but you can't eat it. Do you have soya milk or milk in that house? Let me make a cake?"
He thought for a moment, "maybe, but I don't want you to do it. Will you stay with me?"
I pouted, "accompany you bored."
In fact, I don't want to be so close to him. The thought of him getting married makes my heart ache.
"Hehe, it's OK. You can do it. I'll wait for you here."
He had no expression of smile, let go of my hand.
I nodded for a while and said, "OK."
In the kitchen, I rummaged for a long time before I found what I needed, but I didn't know why I was in a bad mood when I looked at these materials, and tears flowed down.
He's going to get married, and I'm still here by taking care of his name. It's not clear. What am I?
A very self-esteem of me, at this time even do such immoral things, but don't think it's wrong to do so, it's maddening.
But until now, he didn't say who he was going to marry. Even if many people were guessing, his mother thought it was Li Su, but it seemed that it was just a word from the end of the day. Two women had become his candidates. One name could change a woman's life. How terrible is that?
Maybe it's because of love, maybe it's because of interests, and maybe it's because of family. No matter what the reason is, it seems that there's nothing to do with me? Then why should I stay.
I can't think much about it. I feel heartache when I think about it. It's hard to breathe.
He called my name outside.
It took me a long time to recover.
"Oh, I found the material. I'm working on it. Are you worried?"
“…… No, I just want to know what you're doing. "
I immediately wiped away my tears and said, "it's OK. The flour fell into my eyes. I washed my face."
"Be careful. I'm going to help you. Come and help me."
I immediately washed my hands, wiped my face and went out.
He has been holding the sofa to stand up, wringing eyebrows, difficult to move the body.
I immediately ran over and hugged him, "what are you doing? Don't move. You can't move. The edge of the knife is sewn up. Do you want to continue to infect? Shall I help you to lie in bed? "
He really lost a lot of weight. I hugged his waist, but it was not as generous as before. It was like a disease directly took half of his life.
He laughs, "it's just a small operation. It's been dealt with. I won't sigh again."
I was a little angry and stamped my foot, "can you be obedient? You are so worrying. You will get married in half a month. Do you want to take wedding photos like this? I can't be with you anymore. You... "
I was in a hurry and tears welled up.
In a daze, he lowered his head and grabbed my shoulder with strength.
Then, regardless of the knife on his stomach, he hugged me.
I cried in his arms.
"Why on earth, why are we doing this? It's a long day. Can you tell me what to do? "
"Is it that hard to be my woman?" He asked me suddenly.
I was even more angry and bit him on the shoulder. He didn't say a word, but looked down at me.
I let go and roared, "call me your woman. When I'm what, you're going to get married, but you want me to be your woman. Are you crazy? Have you ever thought about how I feel? I don't want to be your woman, your junior and your mistress. Do you understand me? "
He took a deep breath and still didn't say a word about it.
At night, I lie on the bed tossing and turning, in the end sleepless all night.
In the morning, the doctor came to check to make sure that his knife edge was OK for the time being. He left some medicine before he left.
Bai Yeyuan can temporarily eat some meat to supplement his physical strength. I chopped the meat, stirred it in the rice porridge, and put some salt to bring it to him.He looked down for a while and then picked it up to eat. Suddenly he said to me, "I'll go back the day after tomorrow. Take wedding photos. "
I am a Zheng, get up of the body stiff in the mid air, for a long time have no way to move.
I think, my heart has long died, but in a moment or heard the sound of fragmentation.
It took me a long time to say, "I know."
"I'll ask the driver to give you the money. It's cash, and The lawyer's fee has been paid for a long time. The reason why I call you is that I just want to use this matter to make you close to me. "
So, I've always been in his control. Just a lawyer's bill can tie me to my side countless times. He can control me unlimited times. But what about me? I don't even know him very well.
Come on, that's it. He's him and I'm me. We've finally come to an end.
I knew the answer, but I still can't accept it.
After a moment's silence, I said, "I know. I'll go to pack up and live with President Lu in the evening."
He didn't answer and continued to drink rice porridge.
I ran into the room and thought I could cry bitterly, but I didn't want to. I carefully packed everything that belonged to me, but in fact I had very few things. I couldn't even fill a bag when I burned it.
I put it up again and again, took it out, folded it again and put it in. After several times, I was a little weak.
Sitting on the bed in a daze, I didn't go out until he knocked at the door.
He asked the driver to take me away. I followed the driver silently, got on the car, closed the door, and the car started slowly, left and walked away.
Everything seems to happen in a dream.
It was not until I came near Lu Ze's door that I finally burst out crying uncontrollably.
Lu Ze came back early, and when he saw me coming in, he pulled me in and hugged me.
I cry like a child.
Over the years, I have never been so sad, helpless, I am at a loss, I do not know how to do well.
I cried for a long time, so long that I couldn't catch my breath and finally fell asleep.
Late at night, I got hungry to look for food, holding a few cans of beer in the refrigerator to drink.
Lu Ze heard the movement and came out to see. He squatted beside me and sighed helplessly. He tried to steal my wine several times and was blocked by me.
"Drink if you want. I'll stay with you, but you It's really worrying. "
I laughed and asked him, "what are you worried about? I just want to sleep. When I get drunk, I can go to sleep."
"Yes, I'll accompany you, but there's no wine left. I'll send someone out to buy it."
I didn't stop him. After a while, someone sent me two beers. I opened them and drank them one by one. In the end, I forgot the taste of the wine and groaned on the ground.
Lu Ze didn't finish a can, so he pulled me up, held my head down and told me to lean on his shoulder.
I'm still humming songs. There's no melody. I'm just humming. After humming, I start to cry. After crying enough, I start to laugh again.
I asked Lu Ze, "if I can, I'll go to him now and drag him out of the wedding. Do you think it will succeed?"
Lu Ze didn't answer, just frowned at me.
I ha ha silly smile, "I am really stupid, I why, I am a small three, right?"? At the beginning, I wanted to be with him. My purpose has always been more than simple, but now I have to pay attention to love. I'm ridiculous. Ha ha, it's ridiculous. "
Lu Ze sighed all the time and didn't know how to answer my gossips.
I'm drunk. Even if I'm too drunk to open my eyes, I can still see the white night.
I miss him so much. I really think I should give up my so-called dignity to go to him, but I have no strength. I don't feel like I'm lying on the ground or on the bed. I just feel that I can't open my eyes.
Later, I finally fell asleep. At dawn, I was thirsty for water. Unexpectedly, I saw Lu Ze still sitting outside.
I went to see him. He was looking down.
When he saw me come out, he was startled. "What's the matter, drink water? I put water at the head of your bed."
I look back to see, embarrassed to say, "I just see, what are you doing here, sitting all night, why don't you go to rest, what are you looking at?"
He put it away, but the card style thing still opened two pieces, and I saw the name of Bai Yeyuan with sharp eyes.
His name is on the invitation. Who is the name of the other person?
Is it Li Su, the family's favorite, or Yang x, his child's mother?
I think I should have enough courage to see who was inside, but I still controlled the curiosity.
Comparatively speaking, what I care more about is my heart. I don't want to get hurt again.
Anyway, I have to know sooner or later. Let me know this later.
I said, "I'm going to sleep, and you're going to rest early."
He nodded, got up and went upstairs with me.I turned and closed the door. He was still standing at the door.
I don't have the heart to ask him what he thinks. I just hope that all this will leave me early and start a new life.
People say that love is a good medicine, but this thing is actually a poison. If you touch it, you will become addicted, backfire and get hurt.
At noon, Lu Ze knocked on the door and told me to go out for dinner. I didn't sleep well all night. I had a bad headache and my stomach was upset. I got up and opened the door.
He was startled. "Are you ok?" He touched my forehead, grabbed my hand and went out, "you have a fever. You are tossing yourself. I'll take you to the hospital."
After that, he bent down, picked me up and went straight outside.
It's so cold outside. I'm shivering all over.
I hummed and said, "brother, I'm so cold in the car. I want to go back to the bed."
Lu Ze pinched the back of my hand, "do you know it's cold? Do you know the pain? "
I giggled, "I don't know, this alcohol is really powerful."
"Well, it's good to know. Stop talking. You're like fire. It's OK to stay in the hospital for a few days. You can't be careless. You've always had a fever recently. That's not the way to do it. "
Listening to his nagging, I fell asleep comfortably on his lap.
It's dark when you open your eyes again.
The past few days have been a waste of time. I used to study against the clock for fear of being left behind. I always think that people should use their limited time to do unlimited things, and finally achieve success. I used to think it was very difficult, but now I find that it is really difficult for people to be idle.
"I'm hungry."
I said to Lu Ze, who was sitting by the window and frowning at the information.
He looked up, laughed, raised his chin, and said to me, "it's coming. Wait a minute."
I asked curiously, "who's coming? Did you find the driver again and cook for me?"
“…… When you see it, oh, it's coming. "
I turned my head and saw Yang x come in with a bag of things.
He looked down and pinched my fingers like a child. I looked down at his hand and said with a smile, "if you don't eat like this, you will be thin. How can you work without physical strength? Your mother's side Ah, I also have parents like your mother, but my father is a drinker. Now that he doesn't drink, people have figured it out. Sometimes it's not necessarily a bad thing to think about this accident. At least my father knows what a wrong way of life is. He performs very well in it and writes to me at his leisure. His handwriting is very beautiful. It's a running account and records his repeated life every day Live, but I think now he is the most real him. Your mother I don't know why she is like this, but what's different now is that you are already strong, you can carry a piece of sky by yourself, and you should be more kind to yourself. " "Ha ha, I just can't eat, not because of this." I Oh a, carefully look at his eyes, maybe he really don't care. But it's my family. It's just like my enemy. It's unimaginable. "What would you like to eat, I'll make it for you?" He narrowed his eyes for a moment and said to me, "what do you think you do best?" I laughed and said, "of course, I'm good at fried rice, but you can't eat it. Do you have soya milk or milk in that house? Let me make a cake?" He thought for a moment, "maybe, but I don't want you to do it. Will you stay with me?" I pouted, "accompany you bored." In fact, I don't want to be so close to him. The thought of him getting married makes my heart ache. "Hehe, it's OK. You can do it. I'll wait for you here." He had no expression of smile, let go of my hand. I nodded for a while and said, "OK." In the kitchen, I rummaged for a long time before I found what I needed, but I didn't know why I was in a bad mood when I looked at these materials, and tears flowed down. He's going to get married, and I'm still here by taking care of his name. It's not clear. What am I? A very self-esteem of me, at this time even do such immoral things, but don't think it's wrong to do so, it's maddening. But until now, he didn't say who he was going to marry. Even if many people were guessing, his mother thought it was Li Su, but it seemed that it was just a word from the end of the day. Two women had become his candidates. One name could change a woman's life. How terrible is that? Maybe it's because of love, maybe it's because of interests, and maybe it's because of family. No matter what the reason is, it seems that there's nothing to do with me? Then why should I stay. I can't think much about it. I feel heartache when I think about it. It's hard to breathe. He called my name outside. It took me a long time to recover. "Oh, I found the material. I'm working on it. Are you worried?" No, I just want to know what you're doing. " I immediately wiped away my tears and said, "it's OK. The flour fell into my eyes. I washed my face." "Be careful. I'm going to help you. Come and help me." I immediately washed my hands, wiped my face and went out. He has been holding the sofa to stand up, wringing eyebrows, difficult to move the body. I immediately ran over and hugged him, "what are you doing? Don't move. You can't move. The edge of the knife is sewn up. Do you want to continue to infect? Shall I help you to lie in bed? " He really lost a lot of weight. I hugged his waist, but it was not as generous as before. It was like a disease directly took half of his life. He laughs, "it's just a small operation. It's been dealt with. I won't sigh again." I was a little angry and stamped my foot, "can you be obedient? You are so worrying. You will get married in half a month. Do you want to take wedding photos like this? I can't be with you anymore. You... " I was in a hurry and tears welled up. In a daze, he lowered his head and grabbed my shoulder with strength. Then, regardless of the knife on his stomach, he hugged me. I cried in his arms. "Why on earth, why are we doing this? It's a long day. Can you tell me what to do? " "Is it that hard to be my woman?" He asked me suddenly. I was even more angry and bit him on the shoulder. He didn't say a word, but looked down at me. I let go and roared, "call me your woman. When I'm what, you're going to get married, but you want me to be your woman. Are you crazy? Have you ever thought about how I feel? I don't want to be your woman, your junior and your mistress. Do you understand me? " He took a deep breath and still didn't say a word about it. At night, I lie on the bed tossing and turning, in the end sleepless all night. In the morning, the doctor came to check to make sure that his knife edge was OK for the time being. He left some medicine before he left. Bai Yeyuan can temporarily eat some meat to supplement his physical strength. I chopped the meat, stirred it in the rice porridge, and put some salt to bring it to him.He looked down for a while and then picked it up to eat. Suddenly he said to me, "I'll go back the day after tomorrow. Take wedding photos. " I am a Zheng, get up of the body stiff in the mid air, for a long time have no way to move. I think, my heart has long died, but in a moment or heard the sound of fragmentation. It took me a long time to say, "I know." "I'll ask the driver to give you the money. It's cash, and The lawyer's fee has been paid for a long time. The reason why I call you is that I just want to use this matter to make you close to me. " So, I've always been in his control. Just a lawyer's bill can tie me to my side countless times. He can control me unlimited times. But what about me? I don't even know him very well. Come on, that's it. He's him and I'm me. We've finally come to an end. I knew the answer, but I still can't accept it. After a moment's silence, I said, "I know. I'll go to pack up and live with President Lu in the evening." He didn't answer and continued to drink rice porridge. I ran into the room and thought I could cry bitterly, but I didn't want to. I carefully packed everything that belonged to me, but in fact I had very few things. I couldn't even fill a bag when I burned it. I put it up again and again, took it out, folded it again and put it in. After several times, I was a little weak. Sitting on the bed in a daze, I didn't go out until he knocked at the door. He asked the driver to take me away. I followed the driver silently, got on the car, closed the door, and the car started slowly, left and walked away. Everything seems to happen in a dream. It was not until I came near Lu Ze's door that I finally burst out crying uncontrollably. Lu Ze came back early, and when he saw me coming in, he pulled me in and hugged me. I cry like a child. Over the years, I have never been so sad, helpless, I am at a loss, I do not know how to do well. I cried for a long time, so long that I couldn't catch my breath and finally fell asleep. Late at night, I got hungry to look for food, holding a few cans of beer in the refrigerator to drink. Lu Ze heard the movement and came out to see. He squatted beside me and sighed helplessly. He tried to steal my wine several times and was blocked by me. "Drink if you want. I'll stay with you, but you It's really worrying. " I laughed and asked him, "what are you worried about? I just want to sleep. When I get drunk, I can go to sleep." "Yes, I'll accompany you, but there's no wine left. I'll send someone out to buy it." I didn't stop him. After a while, someone sent me two beers. I opened them and drank them one by one. In the end, I forgot the taste of the wine and groaned on the ground. Lu Ze didn't finish a can, so he pulled me up, held my head down and told me to lean on his shoulder. I'm still humming songs. There's no melody. I'm just humming. After humming, I start to cry. After crying enough, I start to laugh again. I asked Lu Ze, "if I can, I'll go to him now and drag him out of the wedding. Do you think it will succeed?" Lu Ze didn't answer, just frowned at me. I ha ha silly smile, "I am really stupid, I why, I am a small three, right?"? At the beginning, I wanted to be with him. My purpose has always been more than simple, but now I have to pay attention to love. I'm ridiculous. Ha ha, it's ridiculous. " Lu Ze sighed all the time and didn't know how to answer my gossips. I'm drunk. Even if I'm too drunk to open my eyes, I can still see the white night. I miss him so much. I really think I should give up my so-called dignity to go to him, but I have no strength. I don't feel like I'm lying on the ground or on the bed. I just feel that I can't open my eyes. Later, I finally fell asleep. At dawn, I was thirsty for water. Unexpectedly, I saw Lu Ze still sitting outside. I went to see him. He was looking down. When he saw me come out, he was startled. "What's the matter, drink water? I put water at the head of your bed." I look back to see, embarrassed to say, "I just see, what are you doing here, sitting all night, why don't you go to rest, what are you looking at?" He put it away, but the card style thing still opened two pieces, and I saw the name of Bai Yeyuan with sharp eyes. His name is on the invitation. Who is the name of the other person? Is it Li Su, the family's favorite, or Yang x, his child's mother? I think I should have enough courage to see who was inside, but I still controlled the curiosity. Comparatively speaking, what I care more about is my heart. I don't want to get hurt again. Anyway, I have to know sooner or later. Let me know this later. I said, "I'm going to sleep, and you're going to rest early." He nodded, got up and went upstairs with me.I turned and closed the door. He was still standing at the door. I don't have the heart to ask him what he thinks. I just hope that all this will leave me early and start a new life. People say that love is a good medicine, but this thing is actually a poison. If you touch it, you will become addicted, backfire and get hurt. At noon, Lu Ze knocked on the door and told me to go out for dinner. I didn't sleep well all night. I had a bad headache and my stomach was upset. I got up and opened the door. He was startled. "Are you ok?" He touched my forehead, grabbed my hand and went out, "you have a fever. You are tossing yourself. I'll take you to the hospital." After that, he bent down, picked me up and went straight outside. It's so cold outside. I'm shivering all over. I hummed and said, "brother, I'm so cold in the car. I want to go back to the bed." Lu Ze pinched the back of my hand, "do you know it's cold? Do you know the pain? " I giggled, "I don't know, this alcohol is really powerful." "Well, it's good to know. Stop talking. You're like fire. It's OK to stay in the hospital for a few days. You can't be careless. You've always had a fever recently. That's not the way to do it. " Listening to his nagging, I fell asleep comfortably on his lap. It's dark when you open your eyes again. The past few days have been a waste of time. I used to study against the clock for fear of being left behind. I always think that people should use their limited time to do unlimited things, and finally achieve success. I used to think it was very difficult, but now I find that it is really difficult for people to be idle. "I'm hungry." I said to Lu Ze, who was sitting by the window and frowning at the information. He looked up, laughed, raised his chin, and said to me, "it's coming. Wait a minute." I asked curiously, "who's coming? Did you find the driver again and cook for me?" When you see it, oh, it's coming. " I turned my head and saw Yang x come in with a bag of things.
