Chapter 669
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"Xiaoyou, stand up, the ground is cool. I don't want to go back now. I just want to see you on the way. If you're OK, just go back and have a rest. Don't wait here. I guess I can come to see you in two days. "
My heart is broken with a thump!
He came back, separated by a door, a road, but did not see his people, only a cold phone, but the voice is still secretly complaining about my taste.
I gently take a breath, already had no heart, I still pain what, I ruthlessly wipe away the tears on the face, immediately turn around, leave him a decisive back, "know."
Hung up the phone, the phone also casually dropped on the ground, I quickly walked back.
From nanny to tools, he has become a doll in this house. I don't know what I will become in the future.
In his eyes, am I really that unimportant?
In other words, it's just a tool. Is it that important?
Can't you let me go?
Why should I be forbidden, even if I come back, I won't come to see me? Uncle, people who say they like me, love me and greet me treat me like this.
I couldn't help sneering at myself, wiping the last tear from my face, and telling myself in a loud voice, "don't cry any more, don't cry for him any more, don't cry for him any more."
Re entering this house full of traces of each other is like falling into a bottomless valley. It's dark and cold inside, and there are beasts around who want to suck blood. I look at all this helplessly and wait for rescue. If the rescuers don't come, I lose all hope. I can only watch it happen, hurt, naked and break my heart, hardly wished to live.
I don't know if it's the beginning of this moment, I won't cry again, heartache, heartbreak, I haven't shed a tear.
Many years later, when I think of it, my heart still aches and my breath is tight.
After two days, uncle came back, and the house was full of vitality again, but it was full of boring smell everywhere.
Wang Xin didn't come back. I don't know what's going on. All her people left, and the room was empty. When it was ready, uncle said to me, "come in. I'm a little busy recently. I'll do some work in the room. I'm afraid it will disturb your rest."
I nodded numbly, obediently picked up my own things, and did not avoid picking up the new boxes, candy, and finally those clothes and shoes, I casually threw them into the garbage can, only holding these two, and went back to my room again, separated by a wall, as if separated by two mountains.
Nest in the corner of the stall, I hold the book restless, looking at the outside world, thin glass is like a sharp knife, split all my contact with the outside.
Late at night, my uncle knocked on the door and asked me, "shall we go out for a walk?"
I shook my head. After a while, I was a little hoarse and said, "I'm asleep!"
Uncle did not leave, he stood outside for a while, continued to knock, but did not speak.
I also lazy to pay attention to, we really do not like before, this time I completely made up my mind to leave him.
The next morning, he directly opened the door and came in. I was lying on the bed panting. Because of hunger, I was weak. I reluctantly looked up at him. He didn't seem to sleep all night. His face was not very good. He picked me up and sent me a bowl of steaming rice porridge.
I shake my head. I really have no appetite. I feel uncomfortable when I smell it.
He put down the bowl, pulled me up again, put the pillow on my back, and after a long time, he asked me weakly, "when do you want to quarrel with me? If you want to quarrel with me, you can talk directly. Don't keep silent. You'll have trouble like this."
Yes, if I don't eat or drink, it will go wrong, but doesn't he know that I have gone wrong long ago? It's just that he didn't notice.
The wound on my body, the wound in my heart, these are not problems?
I took a breath and shook my head. "Uncle, I'm fine."
He also sighed. After a while, he looked up at me. His eyes were red and swollen. He rubbed them for a while and then said, "I've read all night's information and thought you'd been sleeping long ago. I know you are wronged in your heart. I've told her to move away and never come back. "
I was stunned. I couldn't believe it. Wang Xin was still forcing me to leave my uncle before. Why did I leave when something happened?
"Uncle, what's the matter?"
He said, "it's nothing. Wang Xin is born with a disease. He takes medicine every day. He took the wrong medicine before, so he has some adverse reactions. Now he has passed the dangerous period. It's OK for the time being. It's not your fault for this."
What do you mean? Does he think I'm to blame for this?
I haven't touched those drugs. Even if it has something to do with me, isn't it because of Wang Xin? When she asked someone to stab me with a needle, did she think that I would be resisted? The little nurse was still in the hospital. Why didn't uncle ask clearly? He only heard Wang Xin's one-sided statement. He was so sure that I was OK. What did he mean? And drove me out of his room. Did he ever think I was innocent?
I said, "uncle, Wang Xin sent someone to threaten me to leave you, do you know? Do you know how the little nurse fell into a coma? Is she still out of hospital? Why don't you ask her what happened? Do you believe what Wang Xin said? "He shook his head. "No, it's happened. I'll take care of it. You don't have to worry. As long as she leaves, it's good for you."
No, uncle made a mistake. Wang Xin moved away, but she won't come back? She's my uncle's wife. I'm nothing. It doesn't mean that I live here. Wang Xin can threaten me once and threaten me the second time. Her life is important, and my life is not worth money?
Does uncle's attitude also think that Wang Xin took the wrong medicine because of me?
I sat up impatiently, "uncle, do you know what Wang Xin did at that time? What I don't want, and what I don't want, is that she has to trouble me. She left, but she will come back. As for me, I will leave sooner or later. Uncle, will you let me go? "
He frowned, just a gentle moment like a glacier, changed color, also impatient, stood up, turned to me and said, "you just want to leave, don't you? I said I wouldn't tell you to go. Why don't I? Xiaoyou, why are you so ignorant? It's not bad for you to stay. Why don't you understand? Wang Xin is disabled and does not threaten you. No matter who caused the consequence, at least she has left. You are safe here. Do you understand? Why do you have to leave? Where do you go? Where can you go? What do you do after you go out? Who will really take care of you? Don't be ignorant and settle down, you... " The more he said, the louder his voice became. In the end, he turned into a helpless sigh. After a while, he said, "have a good meal, have a good sleep. I've gone to the company. Call me if you have something to do."
I stare at his back angrily and scream.
He stood still, suddenly turned back, the same angry roar to me, "don't make a noise."
I trembled with fright. I looked into his frosty eyes, and my back was cold.
"Touch!" The loud noise of slamming the door made the mountain shake.
I really don't know what his so-called protection is. At the beginning, it was the golden fan. I had to bear beating me several times, but why did she beat me? At that time, I knew that my uncle was in a dilemma. My status was not the same. I accepted the grievance. Later, Jin Fan left, but he could easily capture me. I was just like a piece of paper that was trampled on the ground and left anyone to scribble on me.
Now the golden fan leaves, and Wang Xin, who seems harmless but is more vicious, is his wife.
What can I do? What can I do? Can uncle's so-called protection really protect me?
This time, if I didn't fight to death, and the little nurse helped me, I would have left more than a little pinholes.
Can he, a few words of comfort, think that I can again as before completely put down all the resentment as nothing happened?
Very late, uncle just came back, picked up a very heavy package, all information, put it on the table of the dining room downstairs, looked at me, breathed weakly, and said for a long time, "I've been with you at home recently."
I don't need his company. No amount of company can change the fact that I will eventually leave. He might as well let me go early.
In fact, uncle knew the result earlier, but he couldn't accept it, and even wanted to stubbornly maintain our previous relationship, but after so many things happened, how can we still regard it as nothing happened?
I didn't answer. I handed him the steak I had made and told him, "that's all I have at home."
He nodded, "someone will send it tomorrow, by the way..." He sighed gently, opened the data book and told me, "you can understand these, too. I'll teach you how to read them later."
I Oh, help him, I don't mind, didn't ask why, just bow to eat some strange taste of steak.
It's dull and quiet at home. It's like someone put a strange smell in the air. It smells very uncomfortable.
I reluctantly ate a few mouthfuls of steak sour, put down my fork, wiped the corners of my mouth, got up and went to the kitchen, turned on the tap, the water clattered hard to sound, I stared at the knife on the table, my heart trembled.
People say, desperate rebirth, I do not know if I am in a desperate situation, at least, I am not happy and unwilling.
Xiao ran said, "if you need to find him, he will be ready to help me."
I used to think it was just an endless empty talk. Now it seems that in such a predicament, I am looking forward to my rebirth.
With the knife, I went out quietly, put it on my neck, and looked at the uncle sitting there. There seemed to be tears in my eyes. My vision was blurred, and I couldn't see the uncle's expression clearly.
I could hear my beating heart calling out, "uncle, let me go. Otherwise, I will die here. "
Uncle did not move, just slowly looked up at me, as if my action is not important to him.
I tightened the knife hard. The pain of skin cutting was very clear, but it was less than one ten thousandth of the pain in my heart.
I choked, "uncle, why do you have to imprison me? You don't love me, you hurt me."Why don't I go to bed with Wang Mingfei to vent my loneliness?
"Uncle, I just want to be free. Let me go, OK?"
He breathed and his eyes were red. He stood up from the chair and turned out after putting it in place. As he came near, he stretched out his hand to me. There was no expression on his face.
I was nervous. Uncle asked me for a knife, but he was not moved by my pressure at all. My heart cold shake head, "uncle, I don't give you knife, you don't promise to let me go, I don't let go, I will commit suicide, I will die in front of you."
His tone was flat, "Bai you, you know, this knife won't cut the blood vessels on your neck, and where can you go when you go? Zhang Ke's people are looking for you, and qinnai also want to use you. Do you think you can rest easy and start a new life when you go out of the city, silly girl, no matter what others say to you, you can not trust me, but you can't Hurt yourself. You can't change anything like that, you know? Give me the knife and be obedient. "
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"Xiaoyou, stand up, the ground is cool. I don't want to go back now. I just want to see you on the way. If you're OK, just go back and have a rest. Don't wait here. I guess I can come to see you in two days. "
My heart is broken with a thump!
He came back, separated by a door, a road, but did not see his people, only a cold phone, but the voice is still secretly complaining about my taste.
I gently take a breath, already had no heart, I still pain what, I ruthlessly wipe away the tears on the face, immediately turn around, leave him a decisive back, "know."
Hung up the phone, the phone also casually dropped on the ground, I quickly walked back.
From nanny to tools, he has become a doll in this house. I don't know what I will become in the future.
In his eyes, am I really that unimportant?
In other words, it's just a tool. Is it that important?
Can't you let me go?
Why should I be forbidden, even if I come back, I won't come to see me? Uncle, people who say they like me, love me and greet me treat me like this.
I couldn't help sneering at myself, wiping the last tear from my face, and telling myself in a loud voice, "don't cry any more, don't cry for him any more, don't cry for him any more."
Re entering this house full of traces of each other is like falling into a bottomless valley. It's dark and cold inside, and there are beasts around who want to suck blood. I look at all this helplessly and wait for rescue. If the rescuers don't come, I lose all hope. I can only watch it happen, hurt, naked and break my heart, hardly wished to live.
I don't know if it's the beginning of this moment, I won't cry again, heartache, heartbreak, I haven't shed a tear.
Many years later, when I think of it, my heart still aches and my breath is tight.
After two days, uncle came back, and the house was full of vitality again, but it was full of boring smell everywhere.
Wang Xin didn't come back. I don't know what's going on. All her people left, and the room was empty. When it was ready, uncle said to me, "come in. I'm a little busy recently. I'll do some work in the room. I'm afraid it will disturb your rest."
I nodded numbly, obediently picked up my own things, and did not avoid picking up the new boxes, candy, and finally those clothes and shoes, I casually threw them into the garbage can, only holding these two, and went back to my room again, separated by a wall, as if separated by two mountains.
Nest in the corner of the stall, I hold the book restless, looking at the outside world, thin glass is like a sharp knife, split all my contact with the outside.
Late at night, my uncle knocked on the door and asked me, "shall we go out for a walk?"
I shook my head. After a while, I was a little hoarse and said, "I'm asleep!"
Uncle did not leave, he stood outside for a while, continued to knock, but did not speak.
I also lazy to pay attention to, we really do not like before, this time I completely made up my mind to leave him.
The next morning, he directly opened the door and came in. I was lying on the bed panting. Because of hunger, I was weak. I reluctantly looked up at him. He didn't seem to sleep all night. His face was not very good. He picked me up and sent me a bowl of steaming rice porridge.
I shake my head. I really have no appetite. I feel uncomfortable when I smell it.
He put down the bowl, pulled me up again, put the pillow on my back, and after a long time, he asked me weakly, "when do you want to quarrel with me? If you want to quarrel with me, you can talk directly. Don't keep silent. You'll have trouble like this."
Yes, if I don't eat or drink, it will go wrong, but doesn't he know that I have gone wrong long ago? It's just that he didn't notice.
The wound on my body, the wound in my heart, these are not problems?
I took a breath and shook my head. "Uncle, I'm fine."
He also sighed. After a while, he looked up at me. His eyes were red and swollen. He rubbed them for a while and then said, "I've read all night's information and thought you'd been sleeping long ago. I know you are wronged in your heart. I've told her to move away and never come back. "
I was stunned. I couldn't believe it. Wang Xin was still forcing me to leave my uncle before. Why did I leave when something happened?
"Uncle, what's the matter?"
He said, "it's nothing. Wang Xin is born with a disease. He takes medicine every day. He took the wrong medicine before, so he has some adverse reactions. Now he has passed the dangerous period. It's OK for the time being. It's not your fault for this."
What do you mean? Does he think I'm to blame for this?
I haven't touched those drugs. Even if it has something to do with me, isn't it because of Wang Xin? When she asked someone to stab me with a needle, did she think that I would be resisted? The little nurse was still in the hospital. Why didn't uncle ask clearly? He only heard Wang Xin's one-sided statement. He was so sure that I was OK. What did he mean? And drove me out of his room. Did he ever think I was innocent?
I said, "uncle, Wang Xin sent someone to threaten me to leave you, do you know? Do you know how the little nurse fell into a coma? Is she still out of hospital? Why don't you ask her what happened? Do you believe what Wang Xin said? "He shook his head. "No, it's happened. I'll take care of it. You don't have to worry. As long as she leaves, it's good for you."
No, uncle made a mistake. Wang Xin moved away, but she won't come back? She's my uncle's wife. I'm nothing. It doesn't mean that I live here. Wang Xin can threaten me once and threaten me the second time. Her life is important, and my life is not worth money?
Does uncle's attitude also think that Wang Xin took the wrong medicine because of me?
I sat up impatiently, "uncle, do you know what Wang Xin did at that time? What I don't want, and what I don't want, is that she has to trouble me. She left, but she will come back. As for me, I will leave sooner or later. Uncle, will you let me go? "
He frowned, just a gentle moment like a glacier, changed color, also impatient, stood up, turned to me and said, "you just want to leave, don't you? I said I wouldn't tell you to go. Why don't I? Xiaoyou, why are you so ignorant? It's not bad for you to stay. Why don't you understand? Wang Xin is disabled and does not threaten you. No matter who caused the consequence, at least she has left. You are safe here. Do you understand? Why do you have to leave? Where do you go? Where can you go? What do you do after you go out? Who will really take care of you? Don't be ignorant and settle down, you... " The more he said, the louder his voice became. In the end, he turned into a helpless sigh. After a while, he said, "have a good meal, have a good sleep. I've gone to the company. Call me if you have something to do."
I stare at his back angrily and scream.
He stood still, suddenly turned back, the same angry roar to me, "don't make a noise."
I trembled with fright. I looked into his frosty eyes, and my back was cold.
"Touch!" The loud noise of slamming the door made the mountain shake.
I really don't know what his so-called protection is. At the beginning, it was the golden fan. I had to bear beating me several times, but why did she beat me? At that time, I knew that my uncle was in a dilemma. My status was not the same. I accepted the grievance. Later, Jin Fan left, but he could easily capture me. I was just like a piece of paper that was trampled on the ground and left anyone to scribble on me.
Now the golden fan leaves, and Wang Xin, who seems harmless but is more vicious, is his wife.
What can I do? What can I do? Can uncle's so-called protection really protect me?
This time, if I didn't fight to death, and the little nurse helped me, I would have left more than a little pinholes.
Can he, a few words of comfort, think that I can again as before completely put down all the resentment as nothing happened?
Very late, uncle just came back, picked up a very heavy package, all information, put it on the table of the dining room downstairs, looked at me, breathed weakly, and said for a long time, "I've been with you at home recently."
I don't need his company. No amount of company can change the fact that I will eventually leave. He might as well let me go early.
In fact, uncle knew the result earlier, but he couldn't accept it, and even wanted to stubbornly maintain our previous relationship, but after so many things happened, how can we still regard it as nothing happened?
I didn't answer. I handed him the steak I had made and told him, "that's all I have at home."
He nodded, "someone will send it tomorrow, by the way..." He sighed gently, opened the data book and told me, "you can understand these, too. I'll teach you how to read them later."
I Oh, help him, I don't mind, didn't ask why, just bow to eat some strange taste of steak.
It's dull and quiet at home. It's like someone put a strange smell in the air. It smells very uncomfortable.
I reluctantly ate a few mouthfuls of steak sour, put down my fork, wiped the corners of my mouth, got up and went to the kitchen, turned on the tap, the water clattered hard to sound, I stared at the knife on the table, my heart trembled.
People say, desperate rebirth, I do not know if I am in a desperate situation, at least, I am not happy and unwilling.
Xiao ran said, "if you need to find him, he will be ready to help me."
I used to think it was just an endless empty talk. Now it seems that in such a predicament, I am looking forward to my rebirth.
With the knife, I went out quietly, put it on my neck, and looked at the uncle sitting there. There seemed to be tears in my eyes. My vision was blurred, and I couldn't see the uncle's expression clearly.
I could hear my beating heart calling out, "uncle, let me go. Otherwise, I will die here. "
Uncle did not move, just slowly looked up at me, as if my action is not important to him.
I tightened the knife hard. The pain of skin cutting was very clear, but it was less than one ten thousandth of the pain in my heart.
I choked, "uncle, why do you have to imprison me? You don't love me, you hurt me."Why don't I go to bed with Wang Mingfei to vent my loneliness?
"Uncle, I just want to be free. Let me go, OK?"
He breathed and his eyes were red. He stood up from the chair and turned out after putting it in place. As he came near, he stretched out his hand to me. There was no expression on his face.
I was nervous. Uncle asked me for a knife, but he was not moved by my pressure at all. My heart cold shake head, "uncle, I don't give you knife, you don't promise to let me go, I don't let go, I will commit suicide, I will die in front of you."
His tone was flat, "Bai you, you know, this knife won't cut the blood vessels on your neck, and where can you go when you go? Zhang Ke's people are looking for you, and qinnai also want to use you. Do you think you can rest easy and start a new life when you go out of the city, silly girl, no matter what others say to you, you can not trust me, but you can't Hurt yourself. You can't change anything like that, you know? Give me the knife and be obedient. "
"Xiaoyou, stand up, the ground is cool. I don't want to go back now. I just want to see you on the way. If you're OK, just go back and have a rest. Don't wait here. I guess I can come to see you in two days. " My heart is broken with a thump! He came back, separated by a door, a road, but did not see his people, only a cold phone, but the voice is still secretly complaining about my taste. I gently take a breath, already had no heart, I still pain what, I ruthlessly wipe away the tears on the face, immediately turn around, leave him a decisive back, "know." Hung up the phone, the phone also casually dropped on the ground, I quickly walked back. From nanny to tools, he has become a doll in this house. I don't know what I will become in the future. In his eyes, am I really that unimportant? In other words, it's just a tool. Is it that important? Can't you let me go? Why should I be forbidden, even if I come back, I won't come to see me? Uncle, people who say they like me, love me and greet me treat me like this. I couldn't help sneering at myself, wiping the last tear from my face, and telling myself in a loud voice, "don't cry any more, don't cry for him any more, don't cry for him any more." Re entering this house full of traces of each other is like falling into a bottomless valley. It's dark and cold inside, and there are beasts around who want to suck blood. I look at all this helplessly and wait for rescue. If the rescuers don't come, I lose all hope. I can only watch it happen, hurt, naked and break my heart, hardly wished to live. I don't know if it's the beginning of this moment, I won't cry again, heartache, heartbreak, I haven't shed a tear. Many years later, when I think of it, my heart still aches and my breath is tight. After two days, uncle came back, and the house was full of vitality again, but it was full of boring smell everywhere. Wang Xin didn't come back. I don't know what's going on. All her people left, and the room was empty. When it was ready, uncle said to me, "come in. I'm a little busy recently. I'll do some work in the room. I'm afraid it will disturb your rest." I nodded numbly, obediently picked up my own things, and did not avoid picking up the new boxes, candy, and finally those clothes and shoes, I casually threw them into the garbage can, only holding these two, and went back to my room again, separated by a wall, as if separated by two mountains. Nest in the corner of the stall, I hold the book restless, looking at the outside world, thin glass is like a sharp knife, split all my contact with the outside. Late at night, my uncle knocked on the door and asked me, "shall we go out for a walk?" I shook my head. After a while, I was a little hoarse and said, "I'm asleep!" Uncle did not leave, he stood outside for a while, continued to knock, but did not speak. I also lazy to pay attention to, we really do not like before, this time I completely made up my mind to leave him. The next morning, he directly opened the door and came in. I was lying on the bed panting. Because of hunger, I was weak. I reluctantly looked up at him. He didn't seem to sleep all night. His face was not very good. He picked me up and sent me a bowl of steaming rice porridge. I shake my head. I really have no appetite. I feel uncomfortable when I smell it. He put down the bowl, pulled me up again, put the pillow on my back, and after a long time, he asked me weakly, "when do you want to quarrel with me? If you want to quarrel with me, you can talk directly. Don't keep silent. You'll have trouble like this." Yes, if I don't eat or drink, it will go wrong, but doesn't he know that I have gone wrong long ago? It's just that he didn't notice. The wound on my body, the wound in my heart, these are not problems? I took a breath and shook my head. "Uncle, I'm fine." He also sighed. After a while, he looked up at me. His eyes were red and swollen. He rubbed them for a while and then said, "I've read all night's information and thought you'd been sleeping long ago. I know you are wronged in your heart. I've told her to move away and never come back. " I was stunned. I couldn't believe it. Wang Xin was still forcing me to leave my uncle before. Why did I leave when something happened? "Uncle, what's the matter?" He said, "it's nothing. Wang Xin is born with a disease. He takes medicine every day. He took the wrong medicine before, so he has some adverse reactions. Now he has passed the dangerous period. It's OK for the time being. It's not your fault for this." What do you mean? Does he think I'm to blame for this? I haven't touched those drugs. Even if it has something to do with me, isn't it because of Wang Xin? When she asked someone to stab me with a needle, did she think that I would be resisted? The little nurse was still in the hospital. Why didn't uncle ask clearly? He only heard Wang Xin's one-sided statement. He was so sure that I was OK. What did he mean? And drove me out of his room. Did he ever think I was innocent? I said, "uncle, Wang Xin sent someone to threaten me to leave you, do you know? Do you know how the little nurse fell into a coma? Is she still out of hospital? Why don't you ask her what happened? Do you believe what Wang Xin said? "He shook his head. "No, it's happened. I'll take care of it. You don't have to worry. As long as she leaves, it's good for you." No, uncle made a mistake. Wang Xin moved away, but she won't come back? She's my uncle's wife. I'm nothing. It doesn't mean that I live here. Wang Xin can threaten me once and threaten me the second time. Her life is important, and my life is not worth money? Does uncle's attitude also think that Wang Xin took the wrong medicine because of me? I sat up impatiently, "uncle, do you know what Wang Xin did at that time? What I don't want, and what I don't want, is that she has to trouble me. She left, but she will come back. As for me, I will leave sooner or later. Uncle, will you let me go? " He frowned, just a gentle moment like a glacier, changed color, also impatient, stood up, turned to me and said, "you just want to leave, don't you? I said I wouldn't tell you to go. Why don't I? Xiaoyou, why are you so ignorant? It's not bad for you to stay. Why don't you understand? Wang Xin is disabled and does not threaten you. No matter who caused the consequence, at least she has left. You are safe here. Do you understand? Why do you have to leave? Where do you go? Where can you go? What do you do after you go out? Who will really take care of you? Don't be ignorant and settle down, you... " The more he said, the louder his voice became. In the end, he turned into a helpless sigh. After a while, he said, "have a good meal, have a good sleep. I've gone to the company. Call me if you have something to do." I stare at his back angrily and scream. He stood still, suddenly turned back, the same angry roar to me, "don't make a noise." I trembled with fright. I looked into his frosty eyes, and my back was cold. "Touch!" The loud noise of slamming the door made the mountain shake. I really don't know what his so-called protection is. At the beginning, it was the golden fan. I had to bear beating me several times, but why did she beat me? At that time, I knew that my uncle was in a dilemma. My status was not the same. I accepted the grievance. Later, Jin Fan left, but he could easily capture me. I was just like a piece of paper that was trampled on the ground and left anyone to scribble on me. Now the golden fan leaves, and Wang Xin, who seems harmless but is more vicious, is his wife. What can I do? What can I do? Can uncle's so-called protection really protect me? This time, if I didn't fight to death, and the little nurse helped me, I would have left more than a little pinholes. Can he, a few words of comfort, think that I can again as before completely put down all the resentment as nothing happened? Very late, uncle just came back, picked up a very heavy package, all information, put it on the table of the dining room downstairs, looked at me, breathed weakly, and said for a long time, "I've been with you at home recently." I don't need his company. No amount of company can change the fact that I will eventually leave. He might as well let me go early. In fact, uncle knew the result earlier, but he couldn't accept it, and even wanted to stubbornly maintain our previous relationship, but after so many things happened, how can we still regard it as nothing happened? I didn't answer. I handed him the steak I had made and told him, "that's all I have at home." He nodded, "someone will send it tomorrow, by the way..." He sighed gently, opened the data book and told me, "you can understand these, too. I'll teach you how to read them later." I Oh, help him, I don't mind, didn't ask why, just bow to eat some strange taste of steak. It's dull and quiet at home. It's like someone put a strange smell in the air. It smells very uncomfortable. I reluctantly ate a few mouthfuls of steak sour, put down my fork, wiped the corners of my mouth, got up and went to the kitchen, turned on the tap, the water clattered hard to sound, I stared at the knife on the table, my heart trembled. People say, desperate rebirth, I do not know if I am in a desperate situation, at least, I am not happy and unwilling. Xiao ran said, "if you need to find him, he will be ready to help me." I used to think it was just an endless empty talk. Now it seems that in such a predicament, I am looking forward to my rebirth. With the knife, I went out quietly, put it on my neck, and looked at the uncle sitting there. There seemed to be tears in my eyes. My vision was blurred, and I couldn't see the uncle's expression clearly. I could hear my beating heart calling out, "uncle, let me go. Otherwise, I will die here. " Uncle did not move, just slowly looked up at me, as if my action is not important to him. I tightened the knife hard. The pain of skin cutting was very clear, but it was less than one ten thousandth of the pain in my heart. I choked, "uncle, why do you have to imprison me? You don't love me, you hurt me."Why don't I go to bed with Wang Mingfei to vent my loneliness? "Uncle, I just want to be free. Let me go, OK?" He breathed and his eyes were red. He stood up from the chair and turned out after putting it in place. As he came near, he stretched out his hand to me. There was no expression on his face. I was nervous. Uncle asked me for a knife, but he was not moved by my pressure at all. My heart cold shake head, "uncle, I don't give you knife, you don't promise to let me go, I don't let go, I will commit suicide, I will die in front of you." His tone was flat, "Bai you, you know, this knife won't cut the blood vessels on your neck, and where can you go when you go? Zhang Ke's people are looking for you, and qinnai also want to use you. Do you think you can rest easy and start a new life when you go out of the city, silly girl, no matter what others say to you, you can not trust me, but you can't Hurt yourself. You can't change anything like that, you know? Give me the knife and be obedient. "
