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Published at 9th of May 2022 06:36:43 AM


Chapter 363: 363, it's hard.

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"Chiffon!

"Mr. Rain!

Pull out the kamui and cut it with the chiffon.

The sound of the blade staggering with the blade.

The sound of iron being able to play.

Each other's powers are almost mutual.

Critical and blade antagonize.

"Immerse yourself in dreams here, run away from reality...... so what are you going to do!? You've just been chosen as a new brave man, Chiffon!

"It's... I know! I suck right now. Running away, turning away, deciding not to look... I'm throwing it all away, without doing all the roles I've been given! I don't deserve a brave man!

"Then! If you understand that!

"So!!!

You look like you spit your soul out, says Chiffon.

The face was filled with sadness and spiciness.

"I have what I've lost right in front of me!

"Huh!"

"Once again, I can use the warmth that I'll never get again! I can be happy!

"It's just a dream..."

"Yes, but! Maybe, but!

You look hard and painful, like you spit out your soul...

Chiffon was exposing his distress.

She knows.

That the happy reality now in sight is nothing more than a dream.

that it is your job to take the journey without being confused by it.

I know everything, everything.

Still...

I guess I can't help but dream.

Because it's a very warm place.

"Chiffon, not if you're trapped in a dream! Sure, it could be warm. Sure, I might be happy. But that's something I've already lost. Admit it, we have to move on. That's what's left of us!

Once, take the distance and tow it with a narcami needle.

But that's the current brave man.

I don't intercept with a sword, I just gently twist myself around and dodge everything.

This is not something you can see...

Even if I could see it, there's no way my body could keep up with the movement.

"I know... Rayne, I know everything you're saying..."

Chiffon... still looked like a child who was about to cry.

"But... there was your father and your mother"

"Huh...!

"You look exactly the same as you did then, laughing gently, and returning..."

"It's..."

My mother told me the same thing.

With a gentle face in my memory, I was told good morning.

Chiffon's feelings are painfully understandable.

"And... there was that kid too. My precious sister. Cute sister...... and my sister who died covering me......"

"Cover?"

"My hometown, the demons attacked me and destroyed me. Your father and mother, that's when... me and my sister managed to escape."

Chiffon stops the hand of battle and talks about the past.

I want you to understand, and I'll put my thoughts into words, as you appeal to me.

"But the demon caught me on the way..."

"... and then what?

"He said... my sister said she was going to fall for it. Suddenly I ran out in a different direction... I tried to stop it, but I couldn't make it"

……

"Even though I am my sister... I have to protect that child... on the contrary I have been helped..."

"It's..."

I wonder how hard you felt?

How painful did you feel?

I can imagine, but the truth is, Chiffon is the only one who knows.

Now, I can't tell you what I know, even if my mouth was torn.

"I regretted it. I regret it over and over again, and I don't have a day to forget about my sister. Such a tragedy, I will never let you repeat it. That's why I took on being a new brave man"

"Then..."

"There's no hippo stopping his legs here. We need to repair the comet sword quickly and resume our journey. I shouldn't... but I...!

I can see Chiffon's heart swinging between his mission and his desire for happiness.

"It's hard...! Supporting my mission, I've been trying so hard... but it's still hard!

"... Chiffon..."

"I lost your father and your mother... my sister, it's so hard... and that wound has been on my mind the whole time. I don't get healed, I can only deceive... but remember in the mundane moments, cry, summon, scatter..."

Chiffon was crying.

I was in tears with a bump.

I can hear her heart scream.

I can see you complaining that you can't do it anymore.

Chiffon is a very strong man...

But in a way, you must be very weak.

For losing my family, for not being able to help my sister.

That thing is a burden, it binds the mind and it continues to suffer.

"But... here, I could see your father and your mother. Also...... I could see my sister smiling"

"But that's..."

"You can dream about it...... again, if you can see your father and mother. If I can see my sister. You can dream... I want to be immersed in this dream all the time. Because... I'm happy."

Chiffon, saying so, looked very tired.

... somehow, but understand Chiffon's present.

I guess I've been trying my best.

I regret losing my hometown and not being able to protect my sister... I think I've been sprinting about it and even kept running.

But I can't keep running all the time.

If I don't pinch a break somewhere, it'll crumble along the way.

I'm sure the chiffon was on the verge of crushing.

I have to stop, but believe me, I have to keep running from past experience...

I never stopped my leg.

I guess that's why I could also be an A-rank adventurer at this age.

But that's an impossible act...

I guess I was almost on the verge of collapsing.

That's when Mr. Alpha took me into his dreams... and I accepted myself.

Because it's too comfortable and gentle.

"Hey, Mr. Rain."

"... what?

"Me, I want to be happy... here, I want to be dreaming kindly... can't I hope so?

……

I can't tell you how stubborn it is to know all the thoughts of Chiffon.

But somewhat understandable.

I lost my hometown too...

And because I was reunited here with a family that was supposed to be gone.

Because I experienced that joy and happiness once.

Still.

The words you utter are fixed.

Nothing will change now.

"No one can deny my desire to be happy. I don't think so."

"Then..."

"But you can't dream here"




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