Chapter 443: Episode 443: For what?
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Elfin and Finia are treating England.
I'll keep an eye on it a little further away.
If it's true, I need some help....
But there's nothing we can do.
Just keep an eye on things.
Tooth itching.
I resent myself for doing nothing.
By the way, Sola and Luna were transported by Tina to another room.
They both seem to have reached their limit, and soon fell asleep.
Tina is watching both of them.
I really... can't help but thank you.
You've helped me so far.
You worked hard for me.
When this is over, I want to do something.
But....
"Mother....."
"I know... this is..."
Their expressions are not good.
I'm not feeling sick.
I just... didn't feel like it, and it seemed like I was in a hurry.
"Um... can I ask you about the situation?
I don't think I can disturb you, but I've been silent until now....
I reached the limit of patience and asked.
"Maybe... you can't cure me?
"No, that's not it. If I were you, I would bring you back to life, dead or alive. If it's been a long time since my death, it's very difficult... but the Spirit Clan has been working very hard, and there's nothing wrong with treating it. It's just...."
"This kid... seems to be losing his will to live..."
Feeling afraid, Finia says so.
"Will to live...?
"I mean, you know... there's something about me that feels like I could die already."
"When you start feeling that way, it's no longer the same as the dead. Even if you treat someone like that, if you're not willing to live... it'll be wasted."
"Oh no...."
Move next to England and hold hands without disturbing them.
"Why did you... promise to talk to me again!
Strongly speaking to England....
I haven't heard back.
However, the palm of my grip became cold.
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"... where is this place?
And beware, I was in darkness.
Whether you look to the right, to the left, or to the front, back, up, or down, black.
As if you were sinking in the water at night, your sense of equilibrium would be jeopardized.
In such a place, I stood still.
"Uh... no. My memory is vague and I can't remember anything."
Why are you here?
Even if you try to remember, it takes a long time to remember, and you don't know anything.
Anyway, I decided to look for an exit and walk.
Keep moving forward while being careful not to fall.
However, the surrounding darkness remains unchanged.
Where are you walking?
Where are you aiming?
You don't know right away and you're even slightly confused.
"... I wonder what it would be like to do this?
I stopped walking.
Find an exit and get out of here.
That's what I thought....
But what do we do when we get out of here?
Then what's waiting for you?
"I'm not expecting anything...."
Everyone in the family is dead.
All my friends have disappeared.
My people have been killed.
I'm alone.
There's only one person in this darkness.....
"I've lived for revenge... but don't do that either. Then what do I live for?
I had such a question on my chest.
The doubt grows bigger and bigger, and it erodes my heart.
By meeting Rain-san, I decided to stop taking revenge.
But... until now, I've lived on revenge alone.
I didn't think about anything else.
So... now I'm empty.
Nothing.
What's left of this is zero.
What are we going to do living like this?
Nothing... can be done.
When I was reunited with Rain and the others, I behaved the same as before.....
But the feeling of nothingness is deeply rooted in my heart, and it keeps tying my soul together....
And it still hasn't changed.
"What do I... want to do? What the hell...."
The words made it even more vain.
It looks like the wind is blowing on your empty chest and it's very cold.
It's cold....
"Perhaps it's time... to finish."
Just think of revenge and live.....
But that purpose just disappeared.....
I'm empty.....
"What am I... living for?
That's how you question your life.
At once, my consciousness faded.
Your thoughts break apart so that you can be swallowed by the darkness around you.
"That's right... let's finish this."
Even if something like me is alive, it can't be helped.
It doesn't make any sense.
So let's finish here.
With that decision, I gently close my eyes.....
"Iris!!!
All of a sudden, I heard a loud voice.
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……
……
Elfin and Finia are treating England.
I'll keep an eye on it a little further away.
If it's true, I need some help....
But there's nothing we can do.
Just keep an eye on things.
Tooth itching.
I resent myself for doing nothing.
By the way, Sola and Luna were transported by Tina to another room.
They both seem to have reached their limit, and soon fell asleep.
Tina is watching both of them.
I really... can't help but thank you.
You've helped me so far.
You worked hard for me.
When this is over, I want to do something.
But....
"Mother....."
"I know... this is..."
Their expressions are not good.
I'm not feeling sick.
I just... didn't feel like it, and it seemed like I was in a hurry.
"Um... can I ask you about the situation?
I don't think I can disturb you, but I've been silent until now....
I reached the limit of patience and asked.
"Maybe... you can't cure me?
"No, that's not it. If I were you, I would bring you back to life, dead or alive. If it's been a long time since my death, it's very difficult... but the Spirit Clan has been working very hard, and there's nothing wrong with treating it. It's just...."
"This kid... seems to be losing his will to live..."
Feeling afraid, Finia says so.
"Will to live...?
"I mean, you know... there's something about me that feels like I could die already."
"When you start feeling that way, it's no longer the same as the dead. Even if you treat someone like that, if you're not willing to live... it'll be wasted."
"Oh no...."
Move next to England and hold hands without disturbing them.
"Why did you... promise to talk to me again!
Strongly speaking to England....
I haven't heard back.
However, the palm of my grip became cold.
――――――――――
"... where is this place?
And beware, I was in darkness.
Whether you look to the right, to the left, or to the front, back, up, or down, black.
As if you were sinking in the water at night, your sense of equilibrium would be jeopardized.
In such a place, I stood still.
"Uh... no. My memory is vague and I can't remember anything."
Why are you here?
Even if you try to remember, it takes a long time to remember, and you don't know anything.
Anyway, I decided to look for an exit and walk.
Keep moving forward while being careful not to fall.
However, the surrounding darkness remains unchanged.
Where are you walking?
Where are you aiming?
You don't know right away and you're even slightly confused.
"... I wonder what it would be like to do this?
I stopped walking.
Find an exit and get out of here.
That's what I thought....
But what do we do when we get out of here?
Then what's waiting for you?
"I'm not expecting anything...."
Everyone in the family is dead.
All my friends have disappeared.
My people have been killed.
I'm alone.
There's only one person in this darkness.....
"I've lived for revenge... but don't do that either. Then what do I live for?
I had such a question on my chest.
The doubt grows bigger and bigger, and it erodes my heart.
By meeting Rain-san, I decided to stop taking revenge.
But... until now, I've lived on revenge alone.
I didn't think about anything else.
So... now I'm empty.
Nothing.
What's left of this is zero.
What are we going to do living like this?
Nothing... can be done.
When I was reunited with Rain and the others, I behaved the same as before.....
But the feeling of nothingness is deeply rooted in my heart, and it keeps tying my soul together....
And it still hasn't changed.
"What do I... want to do? What the hell...."
The words made it even more vain.
It looks like the wind is blowing on your empty chest and it's very cold.
It's cold....
"Perhaps it's time... to finish."
Just think of revenge and live.....
But that purpose just disappeared.....
I'm empty.....
"What am I... living for?
That's how you question your life.
At once, my consciousness faded.
Your thoughts break apart so that you can be swallowed by the darkness around you.
"That's right... let's finish this."
Even if something like me is alive, it can't be helped.
It doesn't make any sense.
So let's finish here.
With that decision, I gently close my eyes.....
"Iris!!!
All of a sudden, I heard a loud voice.
Elfin and Finia are treating England.I'll keep an eye on it a little further away.If it's true, I need some help....But there's nothing we can do.Just keep an eye on things.Tooth itching.I resent myself for doing nothing.By the way, Sola and Luna were transported by Tina to another room.They both seem to have reached their limit, and soon fell asleep.Tina is watching both of them.I really... can't help but thank you.You've helped me so far.You worked hard for me.When this is over, I want to do something.But...."Mother.....""I know... this is..."Their expressions are not good.I'm not feeling sick.I just... didn't feel like it, and it seemed like I was in a hurry."Um... can I ask you about the situation? I don't think I can disturb you, but I've been silent until now....I reached the limit of patience and asked."Maybe... you can't cure me? "No, that's not it. If I were you, I would bring you back to life, dead or alive. If it's been a long time since my death, it's very difficult... but the Spirit Clan has been working very hard, and there's nothing wrong with treating it. It's just....""This kid... seems to be losing his will to live..."Feeling afraid, Finia says so."Will to live...? "I mean, you know... there's something about me that feels like I could die already.""When you start feeling that way, it's no longer the same as the dead. Even if you treat someone like that, if you're not willing to live... it'll be wasted.""Oh no...."Move next to England and hold hands without disturbing them."Why did you... promise to talk to me again! Strongly speaking to England....I haven't heard back.However, the palm of my grip became cold."... where is this place? And beware, I was in darkness.Whether you look to the right, to the left, or to the front, back, up, or down, black.As if you were sinking in the water at night, your sense of equilibrium would be jeopardized.In such a place, I stood still."Uh... no. My memory is vague and I can't remember anything."Why are you here?Even if you try to remember, it takes a long time to remember, and you don't know anything.Anyway, I decided to look for an exit and walk.Keep moving forward while being careful not to fall.However, the surrounding darkness remains unchanged.Where are you walking?Where are you aiming?You don't know right away and you're even slightly confused."... I wonder what it would be like to do this? I stopped walking.Find an exit and get out of here.That's what I thought....But what do we do when we get out of here?Then what's waiting for you?"I'm not expecting anything...."Everyone in the family is dead.All my friends have disappeared.My people have been killed.I'm alone.There's only one person in this darkness....."I've lived for revenge... but don't do that either. Then what do I live for? I had such a question on my chest.The doubt grows bigger and bigger, and it erodes my heart.By meeting Rain-san, I decided to stop taking revenge.But... until now, I've lived on revenge alone.I didn't think about anything else.So... now I'm empty.Nothing.What's left of this is zero.What are we going to do living like this?Nothing... can be done.When I was reunited with Rain and the others, I behaved the same as before.....But the feeling of nothingness is deeply rooted in my heart, and it keeps tying my soul together....And it still hasn't changed."What do I... want to do? What the hell...."The words made it even more vain.It looks like the wind is blowing on your empty chest and it's very cold.It's cold...."Perhaps it's time... to finish."Just think of revenge and live.....But that purpose just disappeared.....I'm empty....."What am I... living for? That's how you question your life.At once, my consciousness faded.Your thoughts break apart so that you can be swallowed by the darkness around you."That's right... let's finish this."Even if something like me is alive, it can't be helped.It doesn't make any sense.So let's finish here.With that decision, I gently close my eyes....."Iris!!! All of a sudden, I heard a loud voice.
