Chapter 40
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I guess this won't be a Disney fic but only will be related to the prev. Disney fic of the other couples ;)
(A/N: kiyaaaaa!!! My kokoro is going doki doki!!!!! Whoooo - !!! my first-ever LJY x NHS fanfic! Pray for me!)
"Gege. Why are you crying?" he asked when he heard a sob. He turned and saw a man wearing green clothes.
He's kneeling on the grass.
When the man didn't answer, he called him again. "Gege?" he called.
Again, the man didn't answer. Is he deaf? He thought. Thinking this, he pulled the sleeve of the man.
This time, the man finally turned. He held his breath when he saw his face. So pretty - ! He thought.
"... you can see me?" the man asked.
His forehead knotted. "... shouldn't I?" he asked. "I see gege, and so I see him." he told him and looked in the pretty man's eyes, which are equally pretty.
The man's eyes went wide, then became like crystals.
His forehead knotted. "Gege." He called when he saw water on the corner of the man's eyes. "Are you going to cry again?" he asked.
He remembered his adoptive father and dad told him.
"When you see someone's eyes is creating water, it'll rain." Lan Xichen told him,
Only after Jiang Cheng explained that he knew what the 'eyes' rain' meant. It's crying. My father (LXC) sure is a very deep man. He thought. He remembered what his father once said about it, too.
"Oh. I'm sometimes very deep in your mother (JC), too – " Lan Xichen said and smiled brightly at his wife, which made him (JC) turned red – both in anger and embarrassment.
And then all hell broke loose. Lan Xichen was badly beaten up by the mad Jiang Cheng, but Lan Xichen is still smiling happily. He said it's his wife's love marks, which earned him another beating.
"Can't I cry?" the man asked, which made him woke up.
He looked at the man's pretty face. "You can't." he answered. "Tears are ruining your pretty face." He told him.
He raised his small hands and wiped the tears off the man's cheeks. He remembered his father taught him this.
"When you see someone crying, tell them that they shouldn't cry." Lan Xichen said.
"Why?" he asked.
Lan Xichen smiled. "The rain ruins the surroundings by hiding it, making you not see their beauty." He answered.
And only, again, when his dad (JC) explained it to him what his father meant.
"What's your name?" the pretty man asked and opened his fan.
But, he suddenly cut his finger with his fan.
"Gege!" he called him. He immediately took off his snow-white forehead ribbon and tied it to the man's finger. "You should learn how to take care of yourself." He told him, frowning.
He remembered what his father taught him.
"Listen, Jingyi." Lan Xichen said. "If ever you'll see someone who was hurt, tell them that they shouldn't be hurt." He said.
"Why?" he asked.
"Because – " he said and smiled. " – after being hurt, one goes numb to the pain. And so, if they'll hurt again, they won't feel the pain. That's why – " he said and held his shoulders. " – you only should be hurt once so that you'll learn how to feel the pain... and treasure it." he smiled.
But, when he asked his dad about this, he didn't answer and went to his father's room. A long time he waited for his dad to come out, but he didn't. He got bored and so he left.
I only understood the first part. The rest... he thought and dark lines covered his face.
"What is your name?" the man asked again.
He looked at him, then his face went serious. "If gege promises me he'd take care of himself, then I will give you my name." he told him. "Return that to me if you finally learned how to take care of yourself – " he said and ran when the bell chimed.
The juniors' training is about to begin! He thought.
After that, for some reason, he couldn't remember the pretty man's face anymore. All in his mind is that, he knew he is pretty, carrying a fan and wears green clothes.
"HAH!" he gasped and immediately sat up on his bed, catching his breath and sweating profusely. That dream again... he thought, remembered what happened to him when he was a kid.
He'd never remember it happened, if only he wasn't scolded by Lan Qiren that time when he arrived at the training grounds without his forehead ribbon.
"Lan Jingyi!" Lan Qiren called.
"Yes!" he answered and stepped forward.
"Hm?" Lan Qiren said and removed his gaze on the booklist after he heard the juniors' murmurs.
He felt all the blood of his went to his head, making his fae turned red because of anger.
"LAN JINGYI!" he roared, startling all the juniors.
"Y-Yes!" he answered, shaking in fear.
"Where is your forehead ribbon?" Lan Qiren asked, mad.
"E-eh? My forehead rib..." he said, then felt his forehead. True. It's gone. "Huh...?" he said, puzzled.
Seeing the kid's expression, Lan Qiren knew the kid doesn't know. He sighed. "Tell Xichen about this later, and ask him a new one." he told him.
"Yes!" he answered.
Lan Qiren turned to the other kids. "Remember! The forehead ribbon is important. It represents your values and moral standards." He said. "You could only remove it once you found your... your... - " he said, having a hard time to say the words.
"One true love." A voice said.
"Yes. Yes. That's it – wait!" Lan Qiren said and turned. He frowned when he saw his nephew.
"Father!" Lan Jingyi called, his face lit up.
Lan Xichen smiled and patted his adoptive son's head. "Huh? Where's your forehead ribbon?" he asked.
He shook his head. "Dunno..." he answered.
"Oww..." Lan Jingyi cried when he felt his head is splitting again.
At first, he totally doesn't remember everything. As he grows up, he gradually remembered – the time he gave his forehead ribbon to a man. Later, he further remembered – the man is crying. Another time is, the man is kneeling.
So far, what he remembers is he saw a man that's wearing green clothes, kneeling on the grass and crying, then cut his finger when he opened his fan. He then gave him his forehead ribbon to tie to the man's wound.
But... he still can't remember that man's face. He thought. Not even – he looked at his hand that's tied to the forehead ribbon he had when he saw young.
Not even when he met that man again, and he clearly remembers everything, except for that man's face.
"Huh? Jingyi." Lan Sizhui called. "You're holding your hand again." he told him.
"Eh?" he said and looked at his hands. He immediately withdrew his other hand like it's been burned.
"Did something happen with your hand?" Lan Sizhui asked.
He immediately shook his head. "Nothing – " he answered, then sighed. He looked at his hand where the snake bit him.
The wound is gone. But – he thought, his face went serious. – I could still feel his soft lips and wet tongue licking me. He thought, his eyes darkened as he imagines the scene that night again.
"Jingyi...?" Lan Sizhui called, puzzled, when he saw Lan Jingyi's dark expression.
Lan Jingyi stood up. "I'll be going first – " he told him and, without waiting for his response, left.
I'm bothered, and disturbed, of that man. He thought as he left, holding his hand again.
I must find him!
"Achoo!" Nie Huaisang sneezed and wiped his nose when he felt a chill went down his spine. He's walking around, looking around the things the human made.
Yes. He isn't a human, and was born a fairy. As to why... you should ask the author about this.
The fairies must be born with pure heart and mind, but he's not. His mind is filled with thoughts on how to kill that Jin Guangyao as revenge for hacking his elder brother – Nie Mingjue, into pieces.
But now... he thought and looked up the bright sky. He finally had his revenge. Nothing is here for him to stay here... he thought as he closed his eyes. He smiled, at peace.
He felt the wind and the warmth of the sun, feeding him of the feelings he never felt before because he's blinded by his revenge.
But now... now –
"Ugh!" he cried when somebody bumped him behind he almost fell on the ground had not that somebody caught his hand.
"Oh. Sorry – " the person who bumped him apologized.
His face went dark and turned. He was about to yell curses (unbefitting for a fairy) when he saw who it is.
"Huh?" the person said, surprised, when he saw him. "Aren't you Senior Nie?" he asked. "The fairy who turned my dad (JC) and uncle (WWX) to a fairy, too, to supply the missing two fairies in the Sleeping Beauty – " he said.
"Waaaaah!!!" he screamed and immediately covered the mouth of Lan Jingyi.
Yes. It's Lan Jingyi.
His face is so red because of embarrassment. "Don't spill that reason of the author - !" he told him. (you're the one who's spilling it -_-+)
"Mm." Lan Jingyi nodded.
Nie Huaisang sighed and let go of him. "Hm?" he said when he finally saw the youth's face. Dark lines covered his face and his grip on his fan under his sleeves tightened.
He's... he thought and looked away, hiding his flushed cheeks.
"Senior Nie...?" Lan Jingyi called.
"Why are you here?" he asked and continued to walk.
"Hm? I'm looking." Lan Jingyi answered, following him.
"'looking'?" Nie Huaisang said and stopped. He turned to him, only for his nose to bump of Lan Jingyi's forehead. "Ow – " he cried and held his nose as he took a step back.
"Senior Nie!" Lan Jingyi called and raised his hand to hold his nose.
Nie Huaisang's eyes went wide and he bent his head back, making Lan Jingyi's hand touch the air. "Don't touch me." he told him and took another step back. What's with this child? He thought. He's too close - !
He wouldn't bump on him earlier if not Lan Jingyi is walking too close behind him.
"S-Sorry, Senior Nie – " Lan Jingyi said and lowered his head. "I – I didn't mean to – " he said and looked at him, his eyes and expression feeling wronged.
His conscience is eating him, as if he really did something wrong. "Why are you following me, anyway?" he asked.
"As I've said earlier, I am looking for some... one." Lan Jingyi said and looked at him.
Hm? He thought. "Who is it?" he asked.
"... a man wearing green clothes and holding a fan." Lan Jingyi answered, his eyes directly looking at him.
He froze, but for a moment. Is this kid...? He thought. "A man... why?" he asked. "Does he owe you for something?" he joked, but also fishing for information. "Or did you owe him?" he added, remembered what happened that night when he saw him bit by the snake.
His face flushed when he remembered how he licked his (LJY) hand. He looked away.
Lan Jingyi calmly answered, but his eyes are still on him, watching his every action. "I don't know if I owe him anything." He said. "But – " his eyes narrowed. He balled his fists. " – he owes me something." He told him.
Nie Huaisang's eyebrows raised. "Oh?" he said. I owe him? he thought, knew that he's the one Lan Jingyi's looking for. But, he can't tell him. As to why – "What does he owe you?" he asked him, curious.
A fairy owes someone something? He thought.
His mind went blank when he saw Lan Jingyi's serious face, his eyes boring into him. He felt his heart skipped when he heard him answer.
"Yes." He nodded. "His heart." He answered. As if not enough, he added. "I fell in love with him, that's why he should fall in love with me, too." He told him, his eyes directly staring into his eyes.
A long silence fell and only the wind blowing around them, together with the people's chatters, could be heard in the background.
For the first time, Nie Huaisang couldn't think of an answer.
"Jingyi? You're holding your hand again." Lan Sizhui said and looked at his hands.
"Oh." He just said and withdrew his hand.
Lan Sizhui stared at him. "Did something happen?" he asked.
Lan Jingyi looked at him. "Do you remember the man I told you that I met when I was a kid?" he asked.
"... the man whom you gave your forehead ribbon?" Lan Sizhui asked, teasing.
But, Lan Jingyi's face is serious.
Lan Sizhui's forehead knotted. "What's wrong?" he asked, puzzled.
Lan Jingyi took a deep breath. "... I wonder if he exists." He said.
"... eh?" Lan Sizhui said, surprised. "What do you mean?" he asked.
Lan Jingyi looked at him. "... what if my memories are false?" he asked.
Lan Sizhui's eyes went wide. "What?!" he said. "That can't be! We all even saw that your forehead ribbon is gone!" he told him.
Lan Jingyi's shoulders fell. "... My father told me that ribbon... it's the one in my forehead right now." he told him.
Lan Sizhui's mouth fell open, shocked.
"... he told me he found it under my bed and forgot to tell me about it." he continued.
"That can't be..." Lan Sizhui said, shocked speechless.
A long silence fell on them.
I wonder... he thought as he held the back of his hand, now feeling cold as he touched it. ... if that night is false, too? He thought, remembered what he and Nie Huaisang talked about that day.
"Oh." Nie Huaisang said and crossed his arms. "You fell to a man... expected of the Lan Kingdom – " he said and grimaced.
"Yes." Lan Jingyi nodded.
"But – " Nie Huaisang said. " – how much do you know of this man?" he asked.
"Aside from his clothes and his fan – " Lan Jingyi said and took a deep breath. " – I only knew he's crying as he knelt on the grass. I saw him and talked to him. Then, he hurt his finger when he opened his fan. Then, I – " he said, then took out the snow-white forehead ribbon from his sleeve. " – I used this ribbon to wrap to his wound. After that, I never saw him again." he explained.
Nie Huaisang stared at him. ... it's me he's really looking for. He thought, a sweat fell from the side of his head. His hand is itching to grab the fan from his sleeve, but he can't since Lan Jingyi is suspecting him.
Yes. He knew this kid is suspecting him to be that man he met in the past.
He mentally grimaced. As expected of the Lan Clan. Not only good-looking, but also smart! He thought. I have to use the ace in my sleeve now – (A: the fan? NHS: no!) "If you gave that to him, then how come it's on you?" he asked and looked at the snow-white forehead ribbon.
"I – " Lan Jingyi said. " – I met him one night when I and my fellow juniors are in the forest. I was bit by a snake, then he appeared and save me. He removed the poison in my hand – " he said, touching the back of his hand.
Nie Huaisang felt his face flushed and so he looked away.
" – then used my forehead ribbon that I gave him to tie my wound." He finished. "Like... what I did to him in the past – " he said, then lowered his head and smiled.
Nie Huaisang's cheeks flushed when he saw his smile. Right... just like in the past. He thought, remembered when Lan Jingyi was still a kid. "Then – " he said and lowered his head.
Lan Jingyi looked at him.
" – don't you think all of these... are just your hallucinations?" he asked.
"... hallucinations?" Lan Jingyi asked.
"Yes." He answered and looked at him, his face serious. "You just might be dreaming, then created this man in your dreams – " he told him.
His eyes went wide. "No way!" Lan Jingyi said. "I really met him!" he said. "I saw him cried, I treated his wound, I gave him my forehead ribbon... he even saved me that night - !" he said.
"Uh, you're the only one around that night. You have no witnesses – " Nie Huaisang said.
"Then what about my fellow juniors who saw I have no forehead ribbon that day?" he asked.
Nie Huaisang paused, then looked at him. "... maybe you... forgot..." he said, his voice low.
"... what?" Lan Jingyi said, shocked.
Yes. He forgot. He thought. Since I made him forget. He looked at Lan Jingyi's face, his heart pricked. I'm sorry... he thought. But –
He looked at the bright sky now turning dark. "... it's going to rain." He said. "Go home and rest." He told him, then silently left.
You can't love me. Like memories... like people... I will be gone, too... even if I am a fairy – for no one knows what reason.
Lan Jingyi looked at the dark sky outside. It's heavily raining, that's why there's no training today. Did I really do my all - ? he thought and lowered his head.
Yes. He knew it's really Nie Huaisang that he met when he was a kid. But – he thought, remembered their last conversation that day.
"Wait." He called.
Nie Huaisang stopped.
"You're lying." He said. "It's you that I met, right?" he asked and looked at him. "I know it's you. You're wearing green clothes – "
"Anyone can wear green clothes – "
" – and you have a fan, right?" he asked. "I remember. You have a fan." He said and glared at him. "Take it out!" he told him and walked towards him. "Take out your fan - !" he said and raised his hand to grab his arm.
"Idiot! Stop - !" Nie Huaisang said, startled when he went to him, and so he fell on his back.
"Senior Nie!" Lan Jingyi called and grabbed his hand.
"No - !" Nie Huaisang said and flicked his hand.
Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide and he felt his heart stopped. Not because a fan really came out of Nie Huaisang's sleeve, but because he became transparent!
"Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi called as he fell on the ground.
Nie Huaisang steadied himself, holding his arm. "Idiot. I already told you – " he said and looked at him coldly. "I'm not that man you met." He said. "Since I am a fairy. And – " he said, then paused. He lowered his head. " – fairies disappear when a human touches them." he said and picked up his fan. "Let's not see each other again – " he told him and left.
Like what his father (LXC) told him, rain conceals the beauty of everything. Not only it rained, but also he cried... making everything in a blur, including Nie Huaisang's figure.
He didn't see him again after that, like what really had said.
"Jingyi?" Lan Xichen's voice called from the outside. "See? You should talk to him, too – " he said, must be talking to his wife. "You're his mother – "
"Who are you calling a 'mother'?!" it's really Jiang Cheng. "I'm his dad!" he said.
Not a second and the door opened with a bang.
"Hey, brat!" Jiang Cheng called. "I'm only giving consideration to Jin Ling, so be honored I'll give you consideration, too – huh?" he said when they saw him sitting and doing homework. "You're... studying?" he asked.
"Mn." He nodded.
Jiang Cheng's face went dark as he turned to Lan Xichen, murderously glaring at him. "What the hell in the world is 'sulking', Lan Huan!" he called, calling him by the first name.
"W-Wanyin... calm down – " Lan Xichen said, smiling, as he raised his hands.
"You told me our brat is sulking - !" Jiang Cheng said.
Lan Jingyi raised his head and his cheeks flushed. 'our' brat... he thought, then smiled. His dad really is a tsundere.
He cares for him, too.
Though his care for his husband will disappear for an hour after he give him a beating. He thought and grimaced, then uttered a prayer for Lan Xichen.
He continued writing.
"Haa~" Jiang Cheng breathed after they both came.
"Wanyin..." Lan Xichen called and hugged his naked wife with his naked body under the sheets.
"Lan Huan..." Jiang Cheng called as he laid limp on top of Lan Xichen. He closed his eyes, feeling tired.
Lan Xichen chuckled as he kissed his wife's temple. "So?" he said.
"... he's really sulking." Jiang Cheng said, remembered their 'son' earlier. "He's not that studious. And usually, days like this – raining, he's play indoors together with Sizhui, Jin Ling, and their fellow juniors." He explained.
Lan Xichen smiled and hugged his wife. Even though he looked cold towards Jingyi, but he actually watches him closely.
Truly an ideal wife. He thought and giggled as he hugged him tighter.
"Why did you lie to him?" Jiang Cheng asked after a while. "Why did you agree to Nie Huaisang?" he added.
Lan Xichen fell silent. "... I want to know if he really loves our son." He answered.
"... shouldn't we confirm, too, if our son loves him, too?" Jiang Cheng asked, then paused. He sighed. "Nevermind." He said and buried his face on his chest.
Lan Jingyi clearly loves Nie Huaisang, too, for still remembering him even though Nie Huaisang erased his memories of him.
"... Nie Huaisang is such a liar..." Jiang Cheng said, sleepy. "Fairies are – " he said and muttered something, but it's incorrigible because he's sleepy.
Lan Xichen chuckled and fixed his wife. "So, you think he's not for our son?" he asked.
"Mn..." Jiang Cheng answered. "... but we still have no choice. Our son will be sad if we'd stop him..." he said, then fell asleep.
Lan Xichen smiled and covered his wife. He then turned when he heard the door creaked, followed by Lan Jingyi's head popping out of the doorframe.
"So?" Lan Xichen asked, smiling brightly at their blushing son. "You have more questions?" he asked.
Lan Jingyi, blushing furiously, shook his head. "Thank you... dad – " he said and looked at Jiang Cheng. He then ran away.
Lan Xichen sighed. "You should also thank me... well, whatever – " he said and looked at Jiang Cheng who's opening his eyes.
His wife frowned at him. "Bad husband." He told him and turned his back on him.
Lan Xichen chuckled. "But you love me." he said and laughed when he saw his wife's ears went red.
He hugged him tight under the sheets.
"Jingyi - ?" Lan Sizhui called, surprised, when he saw Lan Jingyi running towards their table.
"What's the rush?" Jin Ling asked, frowning, when Lan Jingyi stopped and caught his breath.
"Dad (JC) cares about me – no! That's not it!" he said and shook his head, his face flushed.
Jin Ling's brows just raised.
"Sizhui!" he called and looked at Lan Sizhui eating congee.
"What?" Lan Sizhui asked.
"What... what you told me before..." Lan Jingyi said. "Is it true - ?" he asked.
Lan Sizhui's forehead knotted. "Of course. We never lie, and won't ever lie or our father will scold us – hey!" he called when Lan Jingyi suddenly ran away.
Jin Ling frowned. "He sure is busy – " he said.
Lan Sizhui just sighed and they continued eating.
"But... what if your memories were just erased because someone doesn't want you to remember those memories? Lan Sizhui asked him.
I want to believe to this latter part – that my memories were erased. He thought as he ran wildly, squinting through the rain.
"Fairies are born for various reasons." Jiang Cheng said. They only knew later that they were really born as fairies, but lived like humans since they didn't know they were fairies. (I said just leave this plot be XD) "Every one of us... may or may not be born as fairies... but – " he said. " – there's only one thing common in all of us." he said, his face serious. "Our feelings... and memories." He said. "I think... fairies that are pure are what we recognize as true fairies. But... what about fairies that are corrupted?" he asked.
"They become humans." He muttered and stopped when he saw that green silhouette amidst the thick rain pouring on them. "Senior Nie!" he called. "SENIOR NIE!" he yelled.
The green silhouette stopped. "What?" Nie Huaisang asked.
"Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi called and catch his breath. "You asked for my father (LXC) to lie to me," he said and took a step forward towards Nie Huaisang.
Nie Huaisang didn't answer.
"You took away my memories of you – " he said and took another step, each are heavy step. Not only because of the heavy rain pouring down on them, but also because of the feelings welling up inside him, making him shake – because of anger or what, he doesn't want to think about it right now.
Again, Nie Huaisang didn't answer.
"You... lied to me." he told him, referring to telling him he's a fairy.
He's nor a fairy, nor even Jiang Cheng, not even Wei Wuxian. There's no fairies and curses.
When Nie Huaisang turned Wei Wuxian to a maiden, he only made him dress up and apply makeup (Mo Xuanyu XD). When Nie Huaisang made Nie Mingjue take away Jin Guangyao, he's only imagining his revenge.
Nie Mingjue, as well as Jin Guangyao, both of them are dead – but not according to Nie Huaisang's expectations (except for Nie Mingjue's case, since he was really chopped into pieces :/)
That is why, when Lan Jingyi first met him, Nie Huaisang is crying because he didn't kill Jin Guangyao with his own hands. He may have revenged, but indirectly. He wanted to kill Jin Guangyao with his own hands, but he couldn't.
I'm sorry, brother... Nie Huaisang thought, his tears are falling.
When Nie Huaisang, together with Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian, gave their blessings to Jin Ling... as well as Wen Chao cursing Jin Ling, it was all a lie (the magic part). It was only all empty words (except Wen Chao's death. Everyone really kicked him away).
In short, everything is just normal – no magic, no curses... no fantasy. Everything's done by our own – human, hands.
"Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi called as he stopped behind Nie Huaisang.
He forgot him not because Nie Huaisang erased his memories, but because he was too young when it all happened – when he met him.
"Why would you lie to me?" he asked, his voice low as he lowered his head.
One clad in green while one clad in white, both are drenched in rain but they don't mind. What's important is now – their feelings toward each other.
"... you don't like me?" Lan Jingyi asked.
"... I don't." Nie Huaisang answered.
Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide, then lowered his head as he smiled, a bitter smile on his lips. "Is that so..." he said, his voice shaking not only because of the pain, but also of the coldness he felt – inside and outside. "Senior Nie." He called.
"What?"
"... can I kiss you?" he asked. "I'm... desperate..." he said and fell on his knees. He finally collapsed because of the pain he feels. "Please..." he said and cried.
This is the first time he felt despair.
" – after being hurt, one goes numb to the pain. And so, if they'll hurt again, they won't feel the pain. That's why – " Lan Xichen said and held his shoulders. " – you only should be hurt once so that you'll learn how to feel the pain... and treasure it." he smiled.
Father... he thought as Nie Huaisang turned to him and knelt down. He raised his head and bent down to kiss him. I wish this will be the first, and the last time I'd feel like this –
He thought as a smile formed on his lips. As long as I can feel his sweet kiss... he thought and closed his eyes.
I'm fine with this.
But I'm not. Nie Huaisang thought as he caught Lan Jingyi when he fainted. "Stupid kid... only satisfying yourself and not the others..." he muttered and sighed as he lifted him up.
He looked up the sky. It's now clear and bright, with billions of stars and the lone moon lighting it up.
He smiled. "I hope I could see this together with him next time..." he muttered and looked at Lan Jingyi. He planted a kiss on his forehead.
He took him home with him.
Though... there's no home since Nie Huaisang is homeless.
"I hope I could see this together with him next time..."
What? What is it? Lan Jingyi thought as he slowly opened his eyes. It's his voice... what does he want me to see together with him - ? I will go with him –
"Ugh." He cried when he felt his head is heavy after he sat up. "Hm?" he said when he felt his right hand is heavy when he tried to move it.
He turned, only to widen his eyes when he saw him. It's... really not a dream... he thought, his face flushed, after he remembered chasing him in the rain.
"Senior Nie..." he called and looked at the back of his hand on Nie Huaisang's lips.
He felt his head exploded when he remembered what happened that night in the forest – when he sucked the poison out of his hand and licked the bite.
"What the hell are you thinking this early in the morning?" Nie Huaisang asked and opened his eyes.
Lan Jingyi's face flushed when he saw his pretty eyes, equally pretty as his face. "Senior Nie..." he called and lowered his embarrassed face.
"So you remembered how you chased me in the middle of the heavy rain – " Nie Huaisang said, his face blank as he looked at Lan Jingyi's embarrassed face.
"Waaaaah!!! Stopppp!!!!" Lan Jingyi said, embarrassed, as he covered Nie Huaisang's mouth. "Ah." He said when he felt the soft lips on his palm. His head exploded again because of embarrassment when he felt Nie Huaisang's lips moved and his tongue licked his palm.
He immediately withdrew his hand as if he was burned. But –
"Don't you dare do something without meaning to take responsibility of it." Nie Huaisang told him, his face serious, after he caught Lan Jingyi's hand.
Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide and he looked at him. "Senior Nie..." he called. "I – "
He cut him off. "Let's continue – " he said, his face serious, as he took Lan Jingyi's hand again and licked it.
This time, he sucked every one of Lan Jingyi's fingers, leaving a silver thread on each one.
Lan Jingyi's face is so red. This time, not because of embarrassment but because he felt hot. "Senior Nie – " he called, catching his breath.
"Shut up – " Nie Huaisang told him as he took Lan Jingyi's other hand. He did the same with it, too.
Lan Jingyi can't take it anymore. "Senior Nie, I – " he called.
"I said – " Nie Huaisang said.
But Lan Jingyi cut him off. "I'm hard - !" he said and lowered his head, gasping for breath because of the excitement he felt.
Nie Huaisang stared at him for a long time. "You..." he said. "... so honest." He said and smiled.
Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide when he pushed him down the bed. "Ah! Senior Nie, wait – !" he said and looked away, red from his face up to his neck.
Nie Huaisang sat on top of him. "Honest, yet embarrassed – " he said and giggled as he slowly took off Lan Jingyi's clothes.
"Senior Nie..." he called, teary-eyed. He looked at Nie Huaisang.
Nie Huaisang stopped and looked at him. He sighed, then leaned down to him. "Listen, Jingyi – " he whispered to his ear.
Lan Jingyi flinched, felt his ear was burned because of Nie Huaisang's hot breath. He wanted to move, but he's bearing all of Nie Huaisang's weight since he's on top of him.
"You're the one who'll be on top of me, so better stop being embarrassed starting from now – " he told him, then took off Lan Jingyi's forehead ribbon using his teeth.
Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide and he looked at him, surprised. Nie Huaisang's hands are on Lan Jingyi's both sides and he tickled him.
"Ngh!" Lan Jingyi said and raised his waist out of impulse. His eyes went wide, shocked, when his poked Nie Huaisang's lower body, who's reacting to him, too.
"Ngh~" Nie Huaisang groaned when he felt Lan Jingyi's thing poked him. He looked at Lan Jingyi, feeling dazed and hot. His eyelashes are fluttering as he leaned down Lan Jingyi who's staring at him in awe. "Continue~" he whispered as he bit his chin.
Lan Jingyi flinched, then looked at Nie Huaisang who's slowly undressing on top of him. He gulped when he felt his going harder and bigger, poking Nie Huaisang who's just above where his is.
Following his instincts, he pulled him down and kissed him as he slipped his hand inside Nie Huaisang's robes and continued to undress him himself.
Nie Huaisang didn't back down, either, and thoroughly undressed him. "Despite 16, you're already well-developed – " he said as he felt Lan Jingyi's thick muscles. " – I expect down there, too?" he whispered and licked Lan Jingyi's neck.
Lan Jingyi groaned and flushed, being aroused over and over again.
"Looks like no need to ask – " he added after he pulled down Lan Jingyi's pants. He took it and played with it. "Ahhh... so big – " he said and bent down to lick it.
Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide and he gasped for air, feeling the soft lips and wet, slender tongue below him. "Ngh - !" he cried and pulled Nie Huaisang's hair.
"Mng~" Nie Huaisang said, sucking his thing. "You're getting bigger and bigger – ngh!" he cried when Lan Jingyi came in his mouth. "Mnm~" he moaned as he licked his lips.
"Haa~" Lan Jingyi gasped and looked at Nie Huaisang when he went on top of him.
He watched him took out his come from his mouth and placed it in between his legs.
"Ngh~" Nie Huaisang cried when he inserted his fingers inside him. He looked at him, teary-eyed. "Won't you help me?" he asked. "This is uncomfortable if I'm the one to do this – woah!" he exclaimed when Lan Jingyi suddenly sat up and pushed him down the bed. "You're so eager – mnm~!" he said when Lan Jingyi kissed him while slipping his hand on Nie Huaisang's long, slender legs.
He slipped his fingers inside him.
"Ah!" Nie Huaisang cried and bit Lan Jingyi's lip in surprise. "Your fingers are so long, you're already inside me – ngh!" he cried and clung to Lan Jingyi tight when he started to move his fingers inside.
"Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi called, heavily breathing. "Can I go inside you now - ?" he asked. "I'm about to come... I want to come inside you – " he told him.
"Idiot~" Nie Huaisang said and arched his body when he came after Lan Jingyi pulled out his fingers. "You should've gone so earlier – hah!" he gasped when Lan Jingyi slipped his inside him. "Ngh~ deeper – " he told him and he buried his face on his shoulder. "Ah!" he cried and arched his body when Lan Jingyi went deeper. "Deeper – aah!" he cried loudly when he felt Lan Jingyi's so deep inside him.
He buried his face on Lan Jingyi's shoulder and bit him.
"Ngh! Senior Nie, that's - !" Lan Jingyi said and held Nie Huaisang's waist tight.
"HAAH!" Nie Huaisang gasped when he felt Lan Jingyi's gotten bigger inside him. He gulped with much difficulty as he looked at him, both of them their face flushed and heavily breathing. "You – " he said, catching his breath, as he stared at Lan Jingyi's face.
"S-Senior Nie..." he called as he stared back at the pretty face and pretty eyes of his lover. (A/N: sheeeet... can't stop this moe! *.*) He smiled and wiped the tears in the corner of his eyes. "Are you crying because you're sad?" he asked.
"... no..." Nie Huaisang answered as he stared at the handsome face of this kid. "I'm happy... because you're with me." he answered and closed his eyes as he kissed him.
Lan Jingyi kissed him back. He pulled Nie Huaisang's waist closer to him as he started to thrust inside him.
Only their cries can be heard inside the dark and cold room, which is now turning hotter.
Extra:
"Jingyi. Jingyi – " Nie Huaisang called as he walked behind Lan Jingyi.
"Hm - ?" Lan Jingyi turned and his face went red when he saw Nie Huaisang is holding the tip of his forehead ribbon. "Wha – Senior Nie!" he called, then went red from the roots of his hair up to his neck.
Nie Huaisang chuckled as he took out his fan and opened it. He covered his mouth, laughing loudly as he pulled Lan Jingyi's forehead ribbon. (A/N: this was inspired by a fanart above XD)
"Jingyi~" Nie Huaisang called and winked at him.
Lan Jingyi's face flushed redder as he marched towards Nie Huaisang.
"Hm?" Nie Huaisang said when Lan Jingyi stopped right in front of him. is he mad - ? he thought.
His eyes went wide, surprised, when Lan Jingyi tiptoed and pulled his hand holding his fan. He closed his eyes and kissed him, the fan covering their lower face. (A/N: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!! I want a fanart of this part!!!!!)
The other Lan Clan juniors, their jaw dropped when they looked at them. Lan Sizhui smiled as he shooed away their fellow juniors to give room to the new pair of lovers.
Another (and last) extra: XD (A/N: inspired by another fanart I saw XD *above)
Nie Huaisang watched as Lan Jingyi ate the tanghulu. His eyes narrowed when he saw him licked the food.
In his mind, he sees Lan Jingyi licking his chest, down to his abdomen, then further below...
He gulped, suddenly having a hard time breathing.
"Senior Nie?"
He almost jumped when he heard him called. "Y-Yes?" he asked and turned.
"You look pale." Lan Jingyi said, worried. He raised his hand to touch his forehead, only for his forehead to knot when Nie Huaisang stepped back. "Senior Nie...?" he called, his face feeling wronged.
Nie Huaisang felt his conscience eating him again. He cleared his throat. "Jingyi." He called. "I – "
But, before he coul continue, Lan Jingyi already pulled him down by his lapel. His eyes went wide, surprised, by the boldness of this kid.
"Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi whispered in his ear. "... shall we make true of what you're dreaming right now?" he asked.
He felt a shiver ran down his spine when he felt Lan Jingyi's lips brushed on his ear, then the side of his neck, up to his cheek. He left a feather-light brush on his lips before he let him go.
"Jingyi..." Nie Huaisang called, shocked speechless, as he watched Lan Jingyi walk back to the Lan Clan.
So hot - ! He thought, his face flushed as he covered his lower face with his fan. He wiped the blood that gushed out of his nose. (A/N: LJY's hotness level 1001% alert - !!! *nosebleed!!! *0*)
(A/N: I hope you loved my LJY x NHS fanfic!!! *0* Just a thought... the Lan Clan are all gong (top)... right? ;) Because they're damn hot, and good-looking from the seniors down to their juniors!!! *.*)
Note: I think LQR will be shou, though XDXDXDXD my seniors' edition ships are: Wen Patriarch x Jin Patriarch XDXDXD you know... those tyranny thing and plotting things? XDXDXD next is JFM x LQR!!! *.* one is gentle and soft (like LXC) while the other if a tsundere (like JC)! Wait... the seniors' edition of my XiCheng ship got reversed! Goodness! XDXDXDXDXD)
P.S." I'm still not ready to write the fanfic of the NMJ x JGY ship because 1) my kokoro's not ready yet XDXDXD 2) all are pains and pains and pains – in short, full of angst and 3) I'm still hesitating – well, to write all of my MDZS fanfics since this is my first time to write a fanfic where I still doesn't know the full story! >.<!!! I first wrote an anime fanfic – well this is the only other fanfic I made, YOI (Yuri on Ice fanfic), but that's because I wrote after the anime already finished >.<''' well, I survived writing my MDZS fanfics, but... I'm still hesitating to the NMJ x JGY ff! sorry - !!!! *kowtows I'll tell you all when I already wrote the NMJ x JGY fanfic! Enjoy reading and please continue reading my other, and future, works! *^0^*
Please report us if you find any errors so we can fix it asap!
I guess this won't be a Disney fic but only will be related to the prev. Disney fic of the other couples ;)
(A/N: kiyaaaaa!!! My kokoro is going doki doki!!!!! Whoooo - !!! my first-ever LJY x NHS fanfic! Pray for me!)
"Gege. Why are you crying?" he asked when he heard a sob. He turned and saw a man wearing green clothes.
He's kneeling on the grass.
When the man didn't answer, he called him again. "Gege?" he called.
Again, the man didn't answer. Is he deaf? He thought. Thinking this, he pulled the sleeve of the man.
This time, the man finally turned. He held his breath when he saw his face. So pretty - ! He thought.
"... you can see me?" the man asked.
His forehead knotted. "... shouldn't I?" he asked. "I see gege, and so I see him." he told him and looked in the pretty man's eyes, which are equally pretty.
The man's eyes went wide, then became like crystals.
His forehead knotted. "Gege." He called when he saw water on the corner of the man's eyes. "Are you going to cry again?" he asked.
He remembered his adoptive father and dad told him.
"When you see someone's eyes is creating water, it'll rain." Lan Xichen told him,
Only after Jiang Cheng explained that he knew what the 'eyes' rain' meant. It's crying. My father (LXC) sure is a very deep man. He thought. He remembered what his father once said about it, too.
"Oh. I'm sometimes very deep in your mother (JC), too – " Lan Xichen said and smiled brightly at his wife, which made him (JC) turned red – both in anger and embarrassment.
And then all hell broke loose. Lan Xichen was badly beaten up by the mad Jiang Cheng, but Lan Xichen is still smiling happily. He said it's his wife's love marks, which earned him another beating.
"Can't I cry?" the man asked, which made him woke up.
He looked at the man's pretty face. "You can't." he answered. "Tears are ruining your pretty face." He told him.
He raised his small hands and wiped the tears off the man's cheeks. He remembered his father taught him this.
"When you see someone crying, tell them that they shouldn't cry." Lan Xichen said.
"Why?" he asked.
Lan Xichen smiled. "The rain ruins the surroundings by hiding it, making you not see their beauty." He answered.
And only, again, when his dad (JC) explained it to him what his father meant.
"What's your name?" the pretty man asked and opened his fan.
But, he suddenly cut his finger with his fan.
"Gege!" he called him. He immediately took off his snow-white forehead ribbon and tied it to the man's finger. "You should learn how to take care of yourself." He told him, frowning.
He remembered what his father taught him.
"Listen, Jingyi." Lan Xichen said. "If ever you'll see someone who was hurt, tell them that they shouldn't be hurt." He said.
"Why?" he asked.
"Because – " he said and smiled. " – after being hurt, one goes numb to the pain. And so, if they'll hurt again, they won't feel the pain. That's why – " he said and held his shoulders. " – you only should be hurt once so that you'll learn how to feel the pain... and treasure it." he smiled.
But, when he asked his dad about this, he didn't answer and went to his father's room. A long time he waited for his dad to come out, but he didn't. He got bored and so he left.
I only understood the first part. The rest... he thought and dark lines covered his face.
"What is your name?" the man asked again.
He looked at him, then his face went serious. "If gege promises me he'd take care of himself, then I will give you my name." he told him. "Return that to me if you finally learned how to take care of yourself – " he said and ran when the bell chimed.
The juniors' training is about to begin! He thought.
After that, for some reason, he couldn't remember the pretty man's face anymore. All in his mind is that, he knew he is pretty, carrying a fan and wears green clothes.
"HAH!" he gasped and immediately sat up on his bed, catching his breath and sweating profusely. That dream again... he thought, remembered what happened to him when he was a kid.
He'd never remember it happened, if only he wasn't scolded by Lan Qiren that time when he arrived at the training grounds without his forehead ribbon.
"Lan Jingyi!" Lan Qiren called.
"Yes!" he answered and stepped forward.
"Hm?" Lan Qiren said and removed his gaze on the booklist after he heard the juniors' murmurs.
He felt all the blood of his went to his head, making his fae turned red because of anger.
"LAN JINGYI!" he roared, startling all the juniors.
"Y-Yes!" he answered, shaking in fear.
"Where is your forehead ribbon?" Lan Qiren asked, mad.
"E-eh? My forehead rib..." he said, then felt his forehead. True. It's gone. "Huh...?" he said, puzzled.
Seeing the kid's expression, Lan Qiren knew the kid doesn't know. He sighed. "Tell Xichen about this later, and ask him a new one." he told him.
"Yes!" he answered.
Lan Qiren turned to the other kids. "Remember! The forehead ribbon is important. It represents your values and moral standards." He said. "You could only remove it once you found your... your... - " he said, having a hard time to say the words.
"One true love." A voice said.
"Yes. Yes. That's it – wait!" Lan Qiren said and turned. He frowned when he saw his nephew.
"Father!" Lan Jingyi called, his face lit up.
Lan Xichen smiled and patted his adoptive son's head. "Huh? Where's your forehead ribbon?" he asked.
He shook his head. "Dunno..." he answered.
"Oww..." Lan Jingyi cried when he felt his head is splitting again.
At first, he totally doesn't remember everything. As he grows up, he gradually remembered – the time he gave his forehead ribbon to a man. Later, he further remembered – the man is crying. Another time is, the man is kneeling.
So far, what he remembers is he saw a man that's wearing green clothes, kneeling on the grass and crying, then cut his finger when he opened his fan. He then gave him his forehead ribbon to tie to the man's wound.
But... he still can't remember that man's face. He thought. Not even – he looked at his hand that's tied to the forehead ribbon he had when he saw young.
Not even when he met that man again, and he clearly remembers everything, except for that man's face.
"Huh? Jingyi." Lan Sizhui called. "You're holding your hand again." he told him.
"Eh?" he said and looked at his hands. He immediately withdrew his other hand like it's been burned.
"Did something happen with your hand?" Lan Sizhui asked.
He immediately shook his head. "Nothing – " he answered, then sighed. He looked at his hand where the snake bit him.
The wound is gone. But – he thought, his face went serious. – I could still feel his soft lips and wet tongue licking me. He thought, his eyes darkened as he imagines the scene that night again.
"Jingyi...?" Lan Sizhui called, puzzled, when he saw Lan Jingyi's dark expression.
Lan Jingyi stood up. "I'll be going first – " he told him and, without waiting for his response, left.
I'm bothered, and disturbed, of that man. He thought as he left, holding his hand again.
I must find him!
"Achoo!" Nie Huaisang sneezed and wiped his nose when he felt a chill went down his spine. He's walking around, looking around the things the human made.
Yes. He isn't a human, and was born a fairy. As to why... you should ask the author about this.
The fairies must be born with pure heart and mind, but he's not. His mind is filled with thoughts on how to kill that Jin Guangyao as revenge for hacking his elder brother – Nie Mingjue, into pieces.
But now... he thought and looked up the bright sky. He finally had his revenge. Nothing is here for him to stay here... he thought as he closed his eyes. He smiled, at peace.
He felt the wind and the warmth of the sun, feeding him of the feelings he never felt before because he's blinded by his revenge.
But now... now –
"Ugh!" he cried when somebody bumped him behind he almost fell on the ground had not that somebody caught his hand.
"Oh. Sorry – " the person who bumped him apologized.
His face went dark and turned. He was about to yell curses (unbefitting for a fairy) when he saw who it is.
"Huh?" the person said, surprised, when he saw him. "Aren't you Senior Nie?" he asked. "The fairy who turned my dad (JC) and uncle (WWX) to a fairy, too, to supply the missing two fairies in the Sleeping Beauty – " he said.
"Waaaaah!!!" he screamed and immediately covered the mouth of Lan Jingyi.
Yes. It's Lan Jingyi.
His face is so red because of embarrassment. "Don't spill that reason of the author - !" he told him. (you're the one who's spilling it -_-+)
"Mm." Lan Jingyi nodded.
Nie Huaisang sighed and let go of him. "Hm?" he said when he finally saw the youth's face. Dark lines covered his face and his grip on his fan under his sleeves tightened.
He's... he thought and looked away, hiding his flushed cheeks.
"Senior Nie...?" Lan Jingyi called.
"Why are you here?" he asked and continued to walk.
"Hm? I'm looking." Lan Jingyi answered, following him.
"'looking'?" Nie Huaisang said and stopped. He turned to him, only for his nose to bump of Lan Jingyi's forehead. "Ow – " he cried and held his nose as he took a step back.
"Senior Nie!" Lan Jingyi called and raised his hand to hold his nose.
Nie Huaisang's eyes went wide and he bent his head back, making Lan Jingyi's hand touch the air. "Don't touch me." he told him and took another step back. What's with this child? He thought. He's too close - !
He wouldn't bump on him earlier if not Lan Jingyi is walking too close behind him.
"S-Sorry, Senior Nie – " Lan Jingyi said and lowered his head. "I – I didn't mean to – " he said and looked at him, his eyes and expression feeling wronged.
His conscience is eating him, as if he really did something wrong. "Why are you following me, anyway?" he asked.
"As I've said earlier, I am looking for some... one." Lan Jingyi said and looked at him.
Hm? He thought. "Who is it?" he asked.
"... a man wearing green clothes and holding a fan." Lan Jingyi answered, his eyes directly looking at him.
He froze, but for a moment. Is this kid...? He thought. "A man... why?" he asked. "Does he owe you for something?" he joked, but also fishing for information. "Or did you owe him?" he added, remembered what happened that night when he saw him bit by the snake.
His face flushed when he remembered how he licked his (LJY) hand. He looked away.
Lan Jingyi calmly answered, but his eyes are still on him, watching his every action. "I don't know if I owe him anything." He said. "But – " his eyes narrowed. He balled his fists. " – he owes me something." He told him.
Nie Huaisang's eyebrows raised. "Oh?" he said. I owe him? he thought, knew that he's the one Lan Jingyi's looking for. But, he can't tell him. As to why – "What does he owe you?" he asked him, curious.
A fairy owes someone something? He thought.
His mind went blank when he saw Lan Jingyi's serious face, his eyes boring into him. He felt his heart skipped when he heard him answer.
"Yes." He nodded. "His heart." He answered. As if not enough, he added. "I fell in love with him, that's why he should fall in love with me, too." He told him, his eyes directly staring into his eyes.
A long silence fell and only the wind blowing around them, together with the people's chatters, could be heard in the background.
For the first time, Nie Huaisang couldn't think of an answer.
"Jingyi? You're holding your hand again." Lan Sizhui said and looked at his hands.
"Oh." He just said and withdrew his hand.
Lan Sizhui stared at him. "Did something happen?" he asked.
Lan Jingyi looked at him. "Do you remember the man I told you that I met when I was a kid?" he asked.
"... the man whom you gave your forehead ribbon?" Lan Sizhui asked, teasing.
But, Lan Jingyi's face is serious.
Lan Sizhui's forehead knotted. "What's wrong?" he asked, puzzled.
Lan Jingyi took a deep breath. "... I wonder if he exists." He said.
"... eh?" Lan Sizhui said, surprised. "What do you mean?" he asked.
Lan Jingyi looked at him. "... what if my memories are false?" he asked.
Lan Sizhui's eyes went wide. "What?!" he said. "That can't be! We all even saw that your forehead ribbon is gone!" he told him.
Lan Jingyi's shoulders fell. "... My father told me that ribbon... it's the one in my forehead right now." he told him.
Lan Sizhui's mouth fell open, shocked.
"... he told me he found it under my bed and forgot to tell me about it." he continued.
"That can't be..." Lan Sizhui said, shocked speechless.
A long silence fell on them.
I wonder... he thought as he held the back of his hand, now feeling cold as he touched it. ... if that night is false, too? He thought, remembered what he and Nie Huaisang talked about that day.
"Oh." Nie Huaisang said and crossed his arms. "You fell to a man... expected of the Lan Kingdom – " he said and grimaced.
"Yes." Lan Jingyi nodded.
"But – " Nie Huaisang said. " – how much do you know of this man?" he asked.
"Aside from his clothes and his fan – " Lan Jingyi said and took a deep breath. " – I only knew he's crying as he knelt on the grass. I saw him and talked to him. Then, he hurt his finger when he opened his fan. Then, I – " he said, then took out the snow-white forehead ribbon from his sleeve. " – I used this ribbon to wrap to his wound. After that, I never saw him again." he explained.
Nie Huaisang stared at him. ... it's me he's really looking for. He thought, a sweat fell from the side of his head. His hand is itching to grab the fan from his sleeve, but he can't since Lan Jingyi is suspecting him.
Yes. He knew this kid is suspecting him to be that man he met in the past.
He mentally grimaced. As expected of the Lan Clan. Not only good-looking, but also smart! He thought. I have to use the ace in my sleeve now – (A: the fan? NHS: no!) "If you gave that to him, then how come it's on you?" he asked and looked at the snow-white forehead ribbon.
"I – " Lan Jingyi said. " – I met him one night when I and my fellow juniors are in the forest. I was bit by a snake, then he appeared and save me. He removed the poison in my hand – " he said, touching the back of his hand.
Nie Huaisang felt his face flushed and so he looked away.
" – then used my forehead ribbon that I gave him to tie my wound." He finished. "Like... what I did to him in the past – " he said, then lowered his head and smiled.
Nie Huaisang's cheeks flushed when he saw his smile. Right... just like in the past. He thought, remembered when Lan Jingyi was still a kid. "Then – " he said and lowered his head.
Lan Jingyi looked at him.
" – don't you think all of these... are just your hallucinations?" he asked.
"... hallucinations?" Lan Jingyi asked.
"Yes." He answered and looked at him, his face serious. "You just might be dreaming, then created this man in your dreams – " he told him.
His eyes went wide. "No way!" Lan Jingyi said. "I really met him!" he said. "I saw him cried, I treated his wound, I gave him my forehead ribbon... he even saved me that night - !" he said.
"Uh, you're the only one around that night. You have no witnesses – " Nie Huaisang said.
"Then what about my fellow juniors who saw I have no forehead ribbon that day?" he asked.
Nie Huaisang paused, then looked at him. "... maybe you... forgot..." he said, his voice low.
"... what?" Lan Jingyi said, shocked.
Yes. He forgot. He thought. Since I made him forget. He looked at Lan Jingyi's face, his heart pricked. I'm sorry... he thought. But –
He looked at the bright sky now turning dark. "... it's going to rain." He said. "Go home and rest." He told him, then silently left.
You can't love me. Like memories... like people... I will be gone, too... even if I am a fairy – for no one knows what reason.
Lan Jingyi looked at the dark sky outside. It's heavily raining, that's why there's no training today. Did I really do my all - ? he thought and lowered his head.
Yes. He knew it's really Nie Huaisang that he met when he was a kid. But – he thought, remembered their last conversation that day.
"Wait." He called.
Nie Huaisang stopped.
"You're lying." He said. "It's you that I met, right?" he asked and looked at him. "I know it's you. You're wearing green clothes – "
"Anyone can wear green clothes – "
" – and you have a fan, right?" he asked. "I remember. You have a fan." He said and glared at him. "Take it out!" he told him and walked towards him. "Take out your fan - !" he said and raised his hand to grab his arm.
"Idiot! Stop - !" Nie Huaisang said, startled when he went to him, and so he fell on his back.
"Senior Nie!" Lan Jingyi called and grabbed his hand.
"No - !" Nie Huaisang said and flicked his hand.
Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide and he felt his heart stopped. Not because a fan really came out of Nie Huaisang's sleeve, but because he became transparent!
"Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi called as he fell on the ground.
Nie Huaisang steadied himself, holding his arm. "Idiot. I already told you – " he said and looked at him coldly. "I'm not that man you met." He said. "Since I am a fairy. And – " he said, then paused. He lowered his head. " – fairies disappear when a human touches them." he said and picked up his fan. "Let's not see each other again – " he told him and left.
Like what his father (LXC) told him, rain conceals the beauty of everything. Not only it rained, but also he cried... making everything in a blur, including Nie Huaisang's figure.
He didn't see him again after that, like what really had said.
"Jingyi?" Lan Xichen's voice called from the outside. "See? You should talk to him, too – " he said, must be talking to his wife. "You're his mother – "
"Who are you calling a 'mother'?!" it's really Jiang Cheng. "I'm his dad!" he said.
Not a second and the door opened with a bang.
"Hey, brat!" Jiang Cheng called. "I'm only giving consideration to Jin Ling, so be honored I'll give you consideration, too – huh?" he said when they saw him sitting and doing homework. "You're... studying?" he asked.
"Mn." He nodded.
Jiang Cheng's face went dark as he turned to Lan Xichen, murderously glaring at him. "What the hell in the world is 'sulking', Lan Huan!" he called, calling him by the first name.
"W-Wanyin... calm down – " Lan Xichen said, smiling, as he raised his hands.
"You told me our brat is sulking - !" Jiang Cheng said.
Lan Jingyi raised his head and his cheeks flushed. 'our' brat... he thought, then smiled. His dad really is a tsundere.
He cares for him, too.
Though his care for his husband will disappear for an hour after he give him a beating. He thought and grimaced, then uttered a prayer for Lan Xichen.
He continued writing.
"Haa~" Jiang Cheng breathed after they both came.
"Wanyin..." Lan Xichen called and hugged his naked wife with his naked body under the sheets.
"Lan Huan..." Jiang Cheng called as he laid limp on top of Lan Xichen. He closed his eyes, feeling tired.
Lan Xichen chuckled as he kissed his wife's temple. "So?" he said.
"... he's really sulking." Jiang Cheng said, remembered their 'son' earlier. "He's not that studious. And usually, days like this – raining, he's play indoors together with Sizhui, Jin Ling, and their fellow juniors." He explained.
Lan Xichen smiled and hugged his wife. Even though he looked cold towards Jingyi, but he actually watches him closely.
Truly an ideal wife. He thought and giggled as he hugged him tighter.
"Why did you lie to him?" Jiang Cheng asked after a while. "Why did you agree to Nie Huaisang?" he added.
Lan Xichen fell silent. "... I want to know if he really loves our son." He answered.
"... shouldn't we confirm, too, if our son loves him, too?" Jiang Cheng asked, then paused. He sighed. "Nevermind." He said and buried his face on his chest.
Lan Jingyi clearly loves Nie Huaisang, too, for still remembering him even though Nie Huaisang erased his memories of him.
"... Nie Huaisang is such a liar..." Jiang Cheng said, sleepy. "Fairies are – " he said and muttered something, but it's incorrigible because he's sleepy.
Lan Xichen chuckled and fixed his wife. "So, you think he's not for our son?" he asked.
"Mn..." Jiang Cheng answered. "... but we still have no choice. Our son will be sad if we'd stop him..." he said, then fell asleep.
Lan Xichen smiled and covered his wife. He then turned when he heard the door creaked, followed by Lan Jingyi's head popping out of the doorframe.
"So?" Lan Xichen asked, smiling brightly at their blushing son. "You have more questions?" he asked.
Lan Jingyi, blushing furiously, shook his head. "Thank you... dad – " he said and looked at Jiang Cheng. He then ran away.
Lan Xichen sighed. "You should also thank me... well, whatever – " he said and looked at Jiang Cheng who's opening his eyes.
His wife frowned at him. "Bad husband." He told him and turned his back on him.
Lan Xichen chuckled. "But you love me." he said and laughed when he saw his wife's ears went red.
He hugged him tight under the sheets.
"Jingyi - ?" Lan Sizhui called, surprised, when he saw Lan Jingyi running towards their table.
"What's the rush?" Jin Ling asked, frowning, when Lan Jingyi stopped and caught his breath.
"Dad (JC) cares about me – no! That's not it!" he said and shook his head, his face flushed.
Jin Ling's brows just raised.
"Sizhui!" he called and looked at Lan Sizhui eating congee.
"What?" Lan Sizhui asked.
"What... what you told me before..." Lan Jingyi said. "Is it true - ?" he asked.
Lan Sizhui's forehead knotted. "Of course. We never lie, and won't ever lie or our father will scold us – hey!" he called when Lan Jingyi suddenly ran away.
Jin Ling frowned. "He sure is busy – " he said.
Lan Sizhui just sighed and they continued eating.
"But... what if your memories were just erased because someone doesn't want you to remember those memories? Lan Sizhui asked him.
I want to believe to this latter part – that my memories were erased. He thought as he ran wildly, squinting through the rain.
"Fairies are born for various reasons." Jiang Cheng said. They only knew later that they were really born as fairies, but lived like humans since they didn't know they were fairies. (I said just leave this plot be XD) "Every one of us... may or may not be born as fairies... but – " he said. " – there's only one thing common in all of us." he said, his face serious. "Our feelings... and memories." He said. "I think... fairies that are pure are what we recognize as true fairies. But... what about fairies that are corrupted?" he asked.
"They become humans." He muttered and stopped when he saw that green silhouette amidst the thick rain pouring on them. "Senior Nie!" he called. "SENIOR NIE!" he yelled.
The green silhouette stopped. "What?" Nie Huaisang asked.
"Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi called and catch his breath. "You asked for my father (LXC) to lie to me," he said and took a step forward towards Nie Huaisang.
Nie Huaisang didn't answer.
"You took away my memories of you – " he said and took another step, each are heavy step. Not only because of the heavy rain pouring down on them, but also because of the feelings welling up inside him, making him shake – because of anger or what, he doesn't want to think about it right now.
Again, Nie Huaisang didn't answer.
"You... lied to me." he told him, referring to telling him he's a fairy.
He's nor a fairy, nor even Jiang Cheng, not even Wei Wuxian. There's no fairies and curses.
When Nie Huaisang turned Wei Wuxian to a maiden, he only made him dress up and apply makeup (Mo Xuanyu XD). When Nie Huaisang made Nie Mingjue take away Jin Guangyao, he's only imagining his revenge.
Nie Mingjue, as well as Jin Guangyao, both of them are dead – but not according to Nie Huaisang's expectations (except for Nie Mingjue's case, since he was really chopped into pieces :/)
That is why, when Lan Jingyi first met him, Nie Huaisang is crying because he didn't kill Jin Guangyao with his own hands. He may have revenged, but indirectly. He wanted to kill Jin Guangyao with his own hands, but he couldn't.
I'm sorry, brother... Nie Huaisang thought, his tears are falling.
When Nie Huaisang, together with Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian, gave their blessings to Jin Ling... as well as Wen Chao cursing Jin Ling, it was all a lie (the magic part). It was only all empty words (except Wen Chao's death. Everyone really kicked him away).
In short, everything is just normal – no magic, no curses... no fantasy. Everything's done by our own – human, hands.
"Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi called as he stopped behind Nie Huaisang.
He forgot him not because Nie Huaisang erased his memories, but because he was too young when it all happened – when he met him.
"Why would you lie to me?" he asked, his voice low as he lowered his head.
One clad in green while one clad in white, both are drenched in rain but they don't mind. What's important is now – their feelings toward each other.
"... you don't like me?" Lan Jingyi asked.
"... I don't." Nie Huaisang answered.
Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide, then lowered his head as he smiled, a bitter smile on his lips. "Is that so..." he said, his voice shaking not only because of the pain, but also of the coldness he felt – inside and outside. "Senior Nie." He called.
"What?"
"... can I kiss you?" he asked. "I'm... desperate..." he said and fell on his knees. He finally collapsed because of the pain he feels. "Please..." he said and cried.
This is the first time he felt despair.
" – after being hurt, one goes numb to the pain. And so, if they'll hurt again, they won't feel the pain. That's why – " Lan Xichen said and held his shoulders. " – you only should be hurt once so that you'll learn how to feel the pain... and treasure it." he smiled.
Father... he thought as Nie Huaisang turned to him and knelt down. He raised his head and bent down to kiss him. I wish this will be the first, and the last time I'd feel like this –
He thought as a smile formed on his lips. As long as I can feel his sweet kiss... he thought and closed his eyes.
I'm fine with this.
But I'm not. Nie Huaisang thought as he caught Lan Jingyi when he fainted. "Stupid kid... only satisfying yourself and not the others..." he muttered and sighed as he lifted him up.
He looked up the sky. It's now clear and bright, with billions of stars and the lone moon lighting it up.
He smiled. "I hope I could see this together with him next time..." he muttered and looked at Lan Jingyi. He planted a kiss on his forehead.
He took him home with him.
Though... there's no home since Nie Huaisang is homeless.
"I hope I could see this together with him next time..."
What? What is it? Lan Jingyi thought as he slowly opened his eyes. It's his voice... what does he want me to see together with him - ? I will go with him –
"Ugh." He cried when he felt his head is heavy after he sat up. "Hm?" he said when he felt his right hand is heavy when he tried to move it.
He turned, only to widen his eyes when he saw him. It's... really not a dream... he thought, his face flushed, after he remembered chasing him in the rain.
"Senior Nie..." he called and looked at the back of his hand on Nie Huaisang's lips.
He felt his head exploded when he remembered what happened that night in the forest – when he sucked the poison out of his hand and licked the bite.
"What the hell are you thinking this early in the morning?" Nie Huaisang asked and opened his eyes.
Lan Jingyi's face flushed when he saw his pretty eyes, equally pretty as his face. "Senior Nie..." he called and lowered his embarrassed face.
"So you remembered how you chased me in the middle of the heavy rain – " Nie Huaisang said, his face blank as he looked at Lan Jingyi's embarrassed face.
"Waaaaah!!! Stopppp!!!!" Lan Jingyi said, embarrassed, as he covered Nie Huaisang's mouth. "Ah." He said when he felt the soft lips on his palm. His head exploded again because of embarrassment when he felt Nie Huaisang's lips moved and his tongue licked his palm.
He immediately withdrew his hand as if he was burned. But –
"Don't you dare do something without meaning to take responsibility of it." Nie Huaisang told him, his face serious, after he caught Lan Jingyi's hand.
Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide and he looked at him. "Senior Nie..." he called. "I – "
He cut him off. "Let's continue – " he said, his face serious, as he took Lan Jingyi's hand again and licked it.
This time, he sucked every one of Lan Jingyi's fingers, leaving a silver thread on each one.
Lan Jingyi's face is so red. This time, not because of embarrassment but because he felt hot. "Senior Nie – " he called, catching his breath.
"Shut up – " Nie Huaisang told him as he took Lan Jingyi's other hand. He did the same with it, too.
Lan Jingyi can't take it anymore. "Senior Nie, I – " he called.
"I said – " Nie Huaisang said.
But Lan Jingyi cut him off. "I'm hard - !" he said and lowered his head, gasping for breath because of the excitement he felt.
Nie Huaisang stared at him for a long time. "You..." he said. "... so honest." He said and smiled.
Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide when he pushed him down the bed. "Ah! Senior Nie, wait – !" he said and looked away, red from his face up to his neck.
Nie Huaisang sat on top of him. "Honest, yet embarrassed – " he said and giggled as he slowly took off Lan Jingyi's clothes.
"Senior Nie..." he called, teary-eyed. He looked at Nie Huaisang.
Nie Huaisang stopped and looked at him. He sighed, then leaned down to him. "Listen, Jingyi – " he whispered to his ear.
Lan Jingyi flinched, felt his ear was burned because of Nie Huaisang's hot breath. He wanted to move, but he's bearing all of Nie Huaisang's weight since he's on top of him.
"You're the one who'll be on top of me, so better stop being embarrassed starting from now – " he told him, then took off Lan Jingyi's forehead ribbon using his teeth.
Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide and he looked at him, surprised. Nie Huaisang's hands are on Lan Jingyi's both sides and he tickled him.
"Ngh!" Lan Jingyi said and raised his waist out of impulse. His eyes went wide, shocked, when his poked Nie Huaisang's lower body, who's reacting to him, too.
"Ngh~" Nie Huaisang groaned when he felt Lan Jingyi's thing poked him. He looked at Lan Jingyi, feeling dazed and hot. His eyelashes are fluttering as he leaned down Lan Jingyi who's staring at him in awe. "Continue~" he whispered as he bit his chin.
Lan Jingyi flinched, then looked at Nie Huaisang who's slowly undressing on top of him. He gulped when he felt his going harder and bigger, poking Nie Huaisang who's just above where his is.
Following his instincts, he pulled him down and kissed him as he slipped his hand inside Nie Huaisang's robes and continued to undress him himself.
Nie Huaisang didn't back down, either, and thoroughly undressed him. "Despite 16, you're already well-developed – " he said as he felt Lan Jingyi's thick muscles. " – I expect down there, too?" he whispered and licked Lan Jingyi's neck.
Lan Jingyi groaned and flushed, being aroused over and over again.
"Looks like no need to ask – " he added after he pulled down Lan Jingyi's pants. He took it and played with it. "Ahhh... so big – " he said and bent down to lick it.
Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide and he gasped for air, feeling the soft lips and wet, slender tongue below him. "Ngh - !" he cried and pulled Nie Huaisang's hair.
"Mng~" Nie Huaisang said, sucking his thing. "You're getting bigger and bigger – ngh!" he cried when Lan Jingyi came in his mouth. "Mnm~" he moaned as he licked his lips.
"Haa~" Lan Jingyi gasped and looked at Nie Huaisang when he went on top of him.
He watched him took out his come from his mouth and placed it in between his legs.
"Ngh~" Nie Huaisang cried when he inserted his fingers inside him. He looked at him, teary-eyed. "Won't you help me?" he asked. "This is uncomfortable if I'm the one to do this – woah!" he exclaimed when Lan Jingyi suddenly sat up and pushed him down the bed. "You're so eager – mnm~!" he said when Lan Jingyi kissed him while slipping his hand on Nie Huaisang's long, slender legs.
He slipped his fingers inside him.
"Ah!" Nie Huaisang cried and bit Lan Jingyi's lip in surprise. "Your fingers are so long, you're already inside me – ngh!" he cried and clung to Lan Jingyi tight when he started to move his fingers inside.
"Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi called, heavily breathing. "Can I go inside you now - ?" he asked. "I'm about to come... I want to come inside you – " he told him.
"Idiot~" Nie Huaisang said and arched his body when he came after Lan Jingyi pulled out his fingers. "You should've gone so earlier – hah!" he gasped when Lan Jingyi slipped his inside him. "Ngh~ deeper – " he told him and he buried his face on his shoulder. "Ah!" he cried and arched his body when Lan Jingyi went deeper. "Deeper – aah!" he cried loudly when he felt Lan Jingyi's so deep inside him.
He buried his face on Lan Jingyi's shoulder and bit him.
"Ngh! Senior Nie, that's - !" Lan Jingyi said and held Nie Huaisang's waist tight.
"HAAH!" Nie Huaisang gasped when he felt Lan Jingyi's gotten bigger inside him. He gulped with much difficulty as he looked at him, both of them their face flushed and heavily breathing. "You – " he said, catching his breath, as he stared at Lan Jingyi's face.
"S-Senior Nie..." he called as he stared back at the pretty face and pretty eyes of his lover. (A/N: sheeeet... can't stop this moe! *.*) He smiled and wiped the tears in the corner of his eyes. "Are you crying because you're sad?" he asked.
"... no..." Nie Huaisang answered as he stared at the handsome face of this kid. "I'm happy... because you're with me." he answered and closed his eyes as he kissed him.
Lan Jingyi kissed him back. He pulled Nie Huaisang's waist closer to him as he started to thrust inside him.
Only their cries can be heard inside the dark and cold room, which is now turning hotter.
Extra:
"Jingyi. Jingyi – " Nie Huaisang called as he walked behind Lan Jingyi.
"Hm - ?" Lan Jingyi turned and his face went red when he saw Nie Huaisang is holding the tip of his forehead ribbon. "Wha – Senior Nie!" he called, then went red from the roots of his hair up to his neck.
Nie Huaisang chuckled as he took out his fan and opened it. He covered his mouth, laughing loudly as he pulled Lan Jingyi's forehead ribbon. (A/N: this was inspired by a fanart above XD)
"Jingyi~" Nie Huaisang called and winked at him.
Lan Jingyi's face flushed redder as he marched towards Nie Huaisang.
"Hm?" Nie Huaisang said when Lan Jingyi stopped right in front of him. is he mad - ? he thought.
His eyes went wide, surprised, when Lan Jingyi tiptoed and pulled his hand holding his fan. He closed his eyes and kissed him, the fan covering their lower face. (A/N: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!! I want a fanart of this part!!!!!)
The other Lan Clan juniors, their jaw dropped when they looked at them. Lan Sizhui smiled as he shooed away their fellow juniors to give room to the new pair of lovers.
Another (and last) extra: XD (A/N: inspired by another fanart I saw XD *above)
Nie Huaisang watched as Lan Jingyi ate the tanghulu. His eyes narrowed when he saw him licked the food.
In his mind, he sees Lan Jingyi licking his chest, down to his abdomen, then further below...
He gulped, suddenly having a hard time breathing.
"Senior Nie?"
He almost jumped when he heard him called. "Y-Yes?" he asked and turned.
"You look pale." Lan Jingyi said, worried. He raised his hand to touch his forehead, only for his forehead to knot when Nie Huaisang stepped back. "Senior Nie...?" he called, his face feeling wronged.
Nie Huaisang felt his conscience eating him again. He cleared his throat. "Jingyi." He called. "I – "
But, before he coul continue, Lan Jingyi already pulled him down by his lapel. His eyes went wide, surprised, by the boldness of this kid.
"Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi whispered in his ear. "... shall we make true of what you're dreaming right now?" he asked.
He felt a shiver ran down his spine when he felt Lan Jingyi's lips brushed on his ear, then the side of his neck, up to his cheek. He left a feather-light brush on his lips before he let him go.
"Jingyi..." Nie Huaisang called, shocked speechless, as he watched Lan Jingyi walk back to the Lan Clan.
So hot - ! He thought, his face flushed as he covered his lower face with his fan. He wiped the blood that gushed out of his nose. (A/N: LJY's hotness level 1001% alert - !!! *nosebleed!!! *0*)
(A/N: I hope you loved my LJY x NHS fanfic!!! *0* Just a thought... the Lan Clan are all gong (top)... right? ;) Because they're damn hot, and good-looking from the seniors down to their juniors!!! *.*)
Note: I think LQR will be shou, though XDXDXDXD my seniors' edition ships are: Wen Patriarch x Jin Patriarch XDXDXD you know... those tyranny thing and plotting things? XDXDXD next is JFM x LQR!!! *.* one is gentle and soft (like LXC) while the other if a tsundere (like JC)! Wait... the seniors' edition of my XiCheng ship got reversed! Goodness! XDXDXDXDXD)
P.S." I'm still not ready to write the fanfic of the NMJ x JGY ship because 1) my kokoro's not ready yet XDXDXD 2) all are pains and pains and pains – in short, full of angst and 3) I'm still hesitating – well, to write all of my MDZS fanfics since this is my first time to write a fanfic where I still doesn't know the full story! >.<!!! I first wrote an anime fanfic – well this is the only other fanfic I made, YOI (Yuri on Ice fanfic), but that's because I wrote after the anime already finished >.<''' well, I survived writing my MDZS fanfics, but... I'm still hesitating to the NMJ x JGY ff! sorry - !!!! *kowtows I'll tell you all when I already wrote the NMJ x JGY fanfic! Enjoy reading and please continue reading my other, and future, works! *^0^*
I guess this won't be a Disney fic but only will be related to the prev. Disney fic of the other couples ; A/N: kiyaaaaa!!! My kokoro is going doki doki!!!!! Whoooo - !!! my first-ever LJY x NHS fanfic! Pray for me! "Gege. Why are you crying?" he asked when he heard a sob. He turned and saw a man wearing green clothes. He's kneeling on the grass. When the man didn't answer, he called him again. "Gege?" he called. Again, the man didn't answer. Is he deaf? He thought. Thinking this, he pulled the sleeve of the man. This time, the man finally turned. He held his breath when he saw his face. So pretty - ! He thought. "... you can see me?" the man asked. His forehead knotted. "... shouldn't I?" he asked. "I see gege, and so I see him." he told him and looked in the pretty man's eyes, which are equally pretty. The man's eyes went wide, then became like crystals. His forehead knotted. "Gege." He called when he saw water on the corner of the man's eyes. "Are you going to cry again?" he asked. He remembered his adoptive father and dad told him. "When you see someone's eyes is creating water, it'll rain." Lan Xichen told him, Only after Jiang Cheng explained that he knew what the 'eyes' rain' meant. It's crying. My father LXC sure is a very deep man. He thought. He remembered what his father once said about it, too. "Oh. I'm sometimes very deep in your mother JC, too " Lan Xichen said and smiled brightly at his wife, which made him JC turned red both in anger and embarrassment. And then all hell broke loose. Lan Xichen was badly beaten up by the mad Jiang Cheng, but Lan Xichen is still smiling happily. He said it's his wife's love marks, which earned him another beating. "Can't I cry?" the man asked, which made him woke up. He looked at the man's pretty face. "You can't." he answered. "Tears are ruining your pretty face." He told him. He raised his small hands and wiped the tears off the man's cheeks. He remembered his father taught him this. "When you see someone crying, tell them that they shouldn't cry." Lan Xichen said. "Why?" he asked. Lan Xichen smiled. "The rain ruins the surroundings by hiding it, making you not see their beauty." He answered. And only, again, when his dad JC explained it to him what his father meant. "What's your name?" the pretty man asked and opened his fan. But, he suddenly cut his finger with his fan. "Gege!" he called him. He immediately took off his snow-white forehead ribbon and tied it to the man's finger. "You should learn how to take care of yourself." He told him, frowning. He remembered what his father taught him. "Listen, Jingyi." Lan Xichen said. "If ever you'll see someone who was hurt, tell them that they shouldn't be hurt." He said. "Why?" he asked. "Because " he said and smiled. " after being hurt, one goes numb to the pain. And so, if they'll hurt again, they won't feel the pain. That's why " he said and held his shoulders. " you only should be hurt once so that you'll learn how to feel the pain... and treasure it." he smiled. But, when he asked his dad about this, he didn't answer and went to his father's room. A long time he waited for his dad to come out, but he didn't. He got bored and so he left. I only understood the first part. The rest... he thought and dark lines covered his face. "What is your name?" the man asked again. He looked at him, then his face went serious. "If gege promises me he'd take care of himself, then I will give you my name." he told him. "Return that to me if you finally learned how to take care of yourself " he said and ran when the bell chimed. The juniors' training is about to begin! He thought. After that, for some reason, he couldn't remember the pretty man's face anymore. All in his mind is that, he knew he is pretty, carrying a fan and wears green clothes. "HAH!" he gasped and immediately sat up on his bed, catching his breath and sweating profusely. That dream again... he thought, remembered what happened to him when he was a kid. He'd never remember it happened, if only he wasn't scolded by Lan Qiren that time when he arrived at the training grounds without his forehead ribbon. "Lan Jingyi!" Lan Qiren called. "Yes!" he answered and stepped forward. "Hm?" Lan Qiren said and removed his gaze on the booklist after he heard the juniors' murmurs. He felt all the blood of his went to his head, making his fae turned red because of anger. "LAN JINGYI!" he roared, startling all the juniors. "Y-Yes!" he answered, shaking in fear. "Where is your forehead ribbon?" Lan Qiren asked, mad. "E-eh? My forehead rib..." he said, then felt his forehead. True. It's gone. "Huh...?" he said, puzzled. Seeing the kid's expression, Lan Qiren knew the kid doesn't know. He sighed. "Tell Xichen about this later, and ask him a new one." he told him. "Yes!" he answered. Lan Qiren turned to the other kids. "Remember! The forehead ribbon is important. It represents your values and moral standards." He said. "You could only remove it once you found your... your... - " he said, having a hard time to say the words. "One true love." A voice said. "Yes. Yes. That's it wait!" Lan Qiren said and turned. He frowned when he saw his nephew. "Father!" Lan Jingyi called, his face lit up. Lan Xichen smiled and patted his adoptive son's head. "Huh? Where's your forehead ribbon?" he asked. He shook his head. "Dunno..." he answered. "Oww..." Lan Jingyi cried when he felt his head is splitting again. At first, he totally doesn't remember everything. As he grows up, he gradually remembered the time he gave his forehead ribbon to a man. Later, he further remembered the man is crying. Another time is, the man is kneeling. So far, what he remembers is he saw a man that's wearing green clothes, kneeling on the grass and crying, then cut his finger when he opened his fan. He then gave him his forehead ribbon to tie to the man's wound. But... he still can't remember that man's face. He thought. Not even he looked at his hand that's tied to the forehead ribbon he had when he saw young. Not even when he met that man again, and he clearly remembers everything, except for that man's face. "Huh? Jingyi." Lan Sizhui called. "You're holding your hand again." he told him. "Eh?" he said and looked at his hands. He immediately withdrew his other hand like it's been burned. "Did something happen with your hand?" Lan Sizhui asked. He immediately shook his head. "Nothing " he answered, then sighed. He looked at his hand where the snake bit him. The wound is gone. But he thought, his face went serious. I could still feel his soft lips and wet tongue licking me. He thought, his eyes darkened as he imagines the scene that night again. "Jingyi...?" Lan Sizhui called, puzzled, when he saw Lan Jingyi's dark expression. Lan Jingyi stood up. "I'll be going first " he told him and, without waiting for his response, left. I'm bothered, and disturbed, of that man. He thought as he left, holding his hand again. I must find him! "Achoo!" Nie Huaisang sneezed and wiped his nose when he felt a chill went down his spine. He's walking around, looking around the things the human made. Yes. He isn't a human, and was born a fairy. As to why... you should ask the author about this. The fairies must be born with pure heart and mind, but he's not. His mind is filled with thoughts on how to kill that Jin Guangyao as revenge for hacking his elder brother Nie Mingjue, into pieces. But now... he thought and looked up the bright sky. He finally had his revenge. Nothing is here for him to stay here... he thought as he closed his eyes. He smiled, at peace. He felt the wind and the warmth of the sun, feeding him of the feelings he never felt before because he's blinded by his revenge. But now... now "Ugh!" he cried when somebody bumped him behind he almost fell on the ground had not that somebody caught his hand. "Oh. Sorry " the person who bumped him apologized. His face went dark and turned. He was about to yell curses unbefitting for a fairy when he saw who it is. "Huh?" the person said, surprised, when he saw him. "Aren't you Senior Nie?" he asked. "The fairy who turned my dad JC and uncle WWX to a fairy, too, to supply the missing two fairies in the Sleeping Beauty " he said. "Waaaaah!!!" he screamed and immediately covered the mouth of Lan Jingyi. Yes. It's Lan Jingyi. His face is so red because of embarrassment. "Don't spill that reason of the author - !" he told him. you're the one who's spilling it -_-+ "Mm." Lan Jingyi nodded. Nie Huaisang sighed and let go of him. "Hm?" he said when he finally saw the youth's face. Dark lines covered his face and his grip on his fan under his sleeves tightened. He's... he thought and looked away, hiding his flushed cheeks. "Senior Nie...?" Lan Jingyi called. "Why are you here?" he asked and continued to walk. "Hm? I'm looking." Lan Jingyi answered, following him. "'looking'?" Nie Huaisang said and stopped. He turned to him, only for his nose to bump of Lan Jingyi's forehead. "Ow " he cried and held his nose as he took a step back. "Senior Nie!" Lan Jingyi called and raised his hand to hold his nose. Nie Huaisang's eyes went wide and he bent his head back, making Lan Jingyi's hand touch the air. "Don't touch me." he told him and took another step back. What's with this child? He thought. He's too close - ! He wouldn't bump on him earlier if not Lan Jingyi is walking too close behind him. "S-Sorry, Senior Nie " Lan Jingyi said and lowered his head. "I I didn't mean to " he said and looked at him, his eyes and expression feeling wronged. His conscience is eating him, as if he really did something wrong. "Why are you following me, anyway?" he asked. "As I've said earlier, I am looking for some... one." Lan Jingyi said and looked at him. Hm? He thought. "Who is it?" he asked. "... a man wearing green clothes and holding a fan." Lan Jingyi answered, his eyes directly looking at him. He froze, but for a moment. Is this kid...? He thought. "A man... why?" he asked. "Does he owe you for something?" he joked, but also fishing for information. "Or did you owe him?" he added, remembered what happened that night when he saw him bit by the snake. His face flushed when he remembered how he licked his LJY hand. He looked away. Lan Jingyi calmly answered, but his eyes are still on him, watching his every action. "I don't know if I owe him anything." He said. "But " his eyes narrowed. He balled his fists. " he owes me something." He told him. Nie Huaisang's eyebrows raised. "Oh?" he said. I owe him? he thought, knew that he's the one Lan Jingyi's looking for. But, he can't tell him. As to why "What does he owe you?" he asked him, curious. A fairy owes someone something? He thought. His mind went blank when he saw Lan Jingyi's serious face, his eyes boring into him. He felt his heart skipped when he heard him answer. "Yes." He nodded. "His heart." He answered. As if not enough, he added. "I fell in love with him, that's why he should fall in love with me, too." He told him, his eyes directly staring into his eyes. A long silence fell and only the wind blowing around them, together with the people's chatters, could be heard in the background. For the first time, Nie Huaisang couldn't think of an answer. "Jingyi? You're holding your hand again." Lan Sizhui said and looked at his hands. "Oh." He just said and withdrew his hand. Lan Sizhui stared at him. "Did something happen?" he asked. Lan Jingyi looked at him. "Do you remember the man I told you that I met when I was a kid?" he asked. "... the man whom you gave your forehead ribbon?" Lan Sizhui asked, teasing. But, Lan Jingyi's face is serious. Lan Sizhui's forehead knotted. "What's wrong?" he asked, puzzled. Lan Jingyi took a deep breath. "... I wonder if he exists." He said. "... eh?" Lan Sizhui said, surprised. "What do you mean?" he asked. Lan Jingyi looked at him. "... what if my memories are false?" he asked. Lan Sizhui's eyes went wide. "What?!" he said. "That can't be! We all even saw that your forehead ribbon is gone!" he told him. Lan Jingyi's shoulders fell. "... My father told me that ribbon... it's the one in my forehead right now." he told him. Lan Sizhui's mouth fell open, shocked. "... he told me he found it under my bed and forgot to tell me about it." he continued. "That can't be..." Lan Sizhui said, shocked speechless. A long silence fell on them. I wonder... he thought as he held the back of his hand, now feeling cold as he touched it. ... if that night is false, too? He thought, remembered what he and Nie Huaisang talked about that day. "Oh." Nie Huaisang said and crossed his arms. "You fell to a man... expected of the Lan Kingdom " he said and grimaced. "Yes." Lan Jingyi nodded. "But " Nie Huaisang said. " how much do you know of this man?" he asked. "Aside from his clothes and his fan " Lan Jingyi said and took a deep breath. " I only knew he's crying as he knelt on the grass. I saw him and talked to him. Then, he hurt his finger when he opened his fan. Then, I " he said, then took out the snow-white forehead ribbon from his sleeve. " I used this ribbon to wrap to his wound. After that, I never saw him again." he explained. Nie Huaisang stared at him. ... it's me he's really looking for. He thought, a sweat fell from the side of his head. His hand is itching to grab the fan from his sleeve, but he can't since Lan Jingyi is suspecting him. Yes. He knew this kid is suspecting him to be that man he met in the past. He mentally grimaced. As expected of the Lan Clan. Not only good-looking, but also smart! He thought. I have to use the ace in my sleeve now A: the fan? NHS: no! "If you gave that to him, then how come it's on you?" he asked and looked at the snow-white forehead ribbon. "I " Lan Jingyi said. " I met him one night when I and my fellow juniors are in the forest. I was bit by a snake, then he appeared and save me. He removed the poison in my hand " he said, touching the back of his hand. Nie Huaisang felt his face flushed and so he looked away. " then used my forehead ribbon that I gave him to tie my wound." He finished. "Like... what I did to him in the past " he said, then lowered his head and smiled. Nie Huaisang's cheeks flushed when he saw his smile. Right... just like in the past. He thought, remembered when Lan Jingyi was still a kid. "Then " he said and lowered his head. Lan Jingyi looked at him. " don't you think all of these... are just your hallucinations?" he asked. "... hallucinations?" Lan Jingyi asked. "Yes." He answered and looked at him, his face serious. "You just might be dreaming, then created this man in your dreams " he told him. His eyes went wide. "No way!" Lan Jingyi said. "I really met him!" he said. "I saw him cried, I treated his wound, I gave him my forehead ribbon... he even saved me that night - !" he said. "Uh, you're the only one around that night. You have no witnesses " Nie Huaisang said. "Then what about my fellow juniors who saw I have no forehead ribbon that day?" he asked. Nie Huaisang paused, then looked at him. "... maybe you... forgot..." he said, his voice low. "... what?" Lan Jingyi said, shocked. Yes. He forgot. He thought. Since I made him forget. He looked at Lan Jingyi's face, his heart pricked. I'm sorry... he thought. But He looked at the bright sky now turning dark. "... it's going to rain." He said. "Go home and rest." He told him, then silently left. You can't love me. Like memories... like people... I will be gone, too... even if I am a fairy for no one knows what reason. Lan Jingyi looked at the dark sky outside. It's heavily raining, that's why there's no training today. Did I really do my all - ? he thought and lowered his head. Yes. He knew it's really Nie Huaisang that he met when he was a kid. But he thought, remembered their last conversation that day. "Wait." He called. Nie Huaisang stopped. "You're lying." He said. "It's you that I met, right?" he asked and looked at him. "I know it's you. You're wearing green clothes " "Anyone can wear green clothes " " and you have a fan, right?" he asked. "I remember. You have a fan." He said and glared at him. "Take it out!" he told him and walked towards him. "Take out your fan - !" he said and raised his hand to grab his arm. "Idiot! Stop - !" Nie Huaisang said, startled when he went to him, and so he fell on his back. "Senior Nie!" Lan Jingyi called and grabbed his hand. "No - !" Nie Huaisang said and flicked his hand. Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide and he felt his heart stopped. Not because a fan really came out of Nie Huaisang's sleeve, but because he became transparent! "Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi called as he fell on the ground. Nie Huaisang steadied himself, holding his arm. "Idiot. I already told you " he said and looked at him coldly. "I'm not that man you met." He said. "Since I am a fairy. And " he said, then paused. He lowered his head. " fairies disappear when a human touches them." he said and picked up his fan. "Let's not see each other again " he told him and left. Like what his father LXC told him, rain conceals the beauty of everything. Not only it rained, but also he cried... making everything in a blur, including Nie Huaisang's figure. He didn't see him again after that, like what really had said. "Jingyi?" Lan Xichen's voice called from the outside. "See? You should talk to him, too " he said, must be talking to his wife. "You're his mother " "Who are you calling a 'mother'?!" it's really Jiang Cheng. "I'm his dad!" he said. Not a second and the door opened with a bang. "Hey, brat!" Jiang Cheng called. "I'm only giving consideration to Jin Ling, so be honored I'll give you consideration, too huh?" he said when they saw him sitting and doing homework. "You're... studying?" he asked. "Mn." He nodded. Jiang Cheng's face went dark as he turned to Lan Xichen, murderously glaring at him. "What the hell in the world is 'sulking', Lan Huan!" he called, calling him by the first name. "W-Wanyin... calm down " Lan Xichen said, smiling, as he raised his hands. "You told me our brat is sulking - !" Jiang Cheng said. Lan Jingyi raised his head and his cheeks flushed. 'our' brat... he thought, then smiled. His dad really is a tsundere. He cares for him, too. Though his care for his husband will disappear for an hour after he give him a beating. He thought and grimaced, then uttered a prayer for Lan Xichen. He continued writing. "Haa~" Jiang Cheng breathed after they both came. "Wanyin..." Lan Xichen called and hugged his naked wife with his naked body under the sheets. "Lan Huan..." Jiang Cheng called as he laid limp on top of Lan Xichen. He closed his eyes, feeling tired. Lan Xichen chuckled as he kissed his wife's temple. "So?" he said. "... he's really sulking." Jiang Cheng said, remembered their 'son' earlier. "He's not that studious. And usually, days like this raining, he's play indoors together with Sizhui, Jin Ling, and their fellow juniors." He explained. Lan Xichen smiled and hugged his wife. Even though he looked cold towards Jingyi, but he actually watches him closely. Truly an ideal wife. He thought and giggled as he hugged him tighter. "Why did you lie to him?" Jiang Cheng asked after a while. "Why did you agree to Nie Huaisang?" he added. Lan Xichen fell silent. "... I want to know if he really loves our son." He answered. "... shouldn't we confirm, too, if our son loves him, too?" Jiang Cheng asked, then paused. He sighed. "Nevermind." He said and buried his face on his chest. Lan Jingyi clearly loves Nie Huaisang, too, for still remembering him even though Nie Huaisang erased his memories of him. "... Nie Huaisang is such a liar..." Jiang Cheng said, sleepy. "Fairies are " he said and muttered something, but it's incorrigible because he's sleepy. Lan Xichen chuckled and fixed his wife. "So, you think he's not for our son?" he asked. "Mn..." Jiang Cheng answered. "... but we still have no choice. Our son will be sad if we'd stop him..." he said, then fell asleep. Lan Xichen smiled and covered his wife. He then turned when he heard the door creaked, followed by Lan Jingyi's head popping out of the doorframe. "So?" Lan Xichen asked, smiling brightly at their blushing son. "You have more questions?" he asked. Lan Jingyi, blushing furiously, shook his head. "Thank you... dad " he said and looked at Jiang Cheng. He then ran away. Lan Xichen sighed. "You should also thank me... well, whatever " he said and looked at Jiang Cheng who's opening his eyes. His wife frowned at him. "Bad husband." He told him and turned his back on him. Lan Xichen chuckled. "But you love me." he said and laughed when he saw his wife's ears went red. He hugged him tight under the sheets. "Jingyi - ?" Lan Sizhui called, surprised, when he saw Lan Jingyi running towards their table. "What's the rush?" Jin Ling asked, frowning, when Lan Jingyi stopped and caught his breath. "Dad JC cares about me no! That's not it!" he said and shook his head, his face flushed. Jin Ling's brows just raised. "Sizhui!" he called and looked at Lan Sizhui eating congee. "What?" Lan Sizhui asked. "What... what you told me before..." Lan Jingyi said. "Is it true - ?" he asked. Lan Sizhui's forehead knotted. "Of course. We never lie, and won't ever lie or our father will scold us hey!" he called when Lan Jingyi suddenly ran away. Jin Ling frowned. "He sure is busy " he said. Lan Sizhui just sighed and they continued eating. "But... what if your memories were just erased because someone doesn't want you to remember those memories? Lan Sizhui asked him. I want to believe to this latter part that my memories were erased. He thought as he ran wildly, squinting through the rain. "Fairies are born for various reasons." Jiang Cheng said. They only knew later that they were really born as fairies, but lived like humans since they didn't know they were fairies. I said just leave this plot be XD "Every one of us... may or may not be born as fairies... but " he said. " there's only one thing common in all of us." he said, his face serious. "Our feelings... and memories." He said. "I think... fairies that are pure are what we recognize as true fairies. But... what about fairies that are corrupted?" he asked. "They become humans." He muttered and stopped when he saw that green silhouette amidst the thick rain pouring on them. "Senior Nie!" he called. "SENIOR NIE!" he yelled. The green silhouette stopped. "What?" Nie Huaisang asked. "Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi called and catch his breath. "You asked for my father LXC to lie to me," he said and took a step forward towards Nie Huaisang. Nie Huaisang didn't answer. "You took away my memories of you " he said and took another step, each are heavy step. Not only because of the heavy rain pouring down on them, but also because of the feelings welling up inside him, making him shake because of anger or what, he doesn't want to think about it right now. Again, Nie Huaisang didn't answer. "You... lied to me." he told him, referring to telling him he's a fairy. He's nor a fairy, nor even Jiang Cheng, not even Wei Wuxian. There's no fairies and curses. When Nie Huaisang turned Wei Wuxian to a maiden, he only made him dress up and apply makeup Mo Xuanyu XD. When Nie Huaisang made Nie Mingjue take away Jin Guangyao, he's only imagining his revenge. Nie Mingjue, as well as Jin Guangyao, both of them are dead but not according to Nie Huaisang's expectations except for Nie Mingjue's case, since he was really chopped into pieces :/ That is why, when Lan Jingyi first met him, Nie Huaisang is crying because he didn't kill Jin Guangyao with his own hands. He may have revenged, but indirectly. He wanted to kill Jin Guangyao with his own hands, but he couldn't. I'm sorry, brother... Nie Huaisang thought, his tears are falling. When Nie Huaisang, together with Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian, gave their blessings to Jin Ling... as well as Wen Chao cursing Jin Ling, it was all a lie the magic part. It was only all empty words except Wen Chao's death. Everyone really kicked him away. In short, everything is just normal no magic, no curses... no fantasy. Everything's done by our own human, hands. "Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi called as he stopped behind Nie Huaisang. He forgot him not because Nie Huaisang erased his memories, but because he was too young when it all happened when he met him. "Why would you lie to me?" he asked, his voice low as he lowered his head. One clad in green while one clad in white, both are drenched in rain but they don't mind. What's important is now their feelings toward each other. "... you don't like me?" Lan Jingyi asked. "... I don't." Nie Huaisang answered. Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide, then lowered his head as he smiled, a bitter smile on his lips. "Is that so..." he said, his voice shaking not only because of the pain, but also of the coldness he felt inside and outside. "Senior Nie." He called. "What?" "... can I kiss you?" he asked. "I'm... desperate..." he said and fell on his knees. He finally collapsed because of the pain he feels. "Please..." he said and cried. This is the first time he felt despair. " after being hurt, one goes numb to the pain. And so, if they'll hurt again, they won't feel the pain. That's why " Lan Xichen said and held his shoulders. " you only should be hurt once so that you'll learn how to feel the pain... and treasure it." he smiled. Father... he thought as Nie Huaisang turned to him and knelt down. He raised his head and bent down to kiss him. I wish this will be the first, and the last time I'd feel like this He thought as a smile formed on his lips. As long as I can feel his sweet kiss... he thought and closed his eyes. I'm fine with this. But I'm not. Nie Huaisang thought as he caught Lan Jingyi when he fainted. "Stupid kid... only satisfying yourself and not the others..." he muttered and sighed as he lifted him up. He looked up the sky. It's now clear and bright, with billions of stars and the lone moon lighting it up. He smiled. "I hope I could see this together with him next time..." he muttered and looked at Lan Jingyi. He planted a kiss on his forehead. He took him home with him. Though... there's no home since Nie Huaisang is homeless. "I hope I could see this together with him next time..." What? What is it? Lan Jingyi thought as he slowly opened his eyes. It's his voice... what does he want me to see together with him - ? I will go with him "Ugh." He cried when he felt his head is heavy after he sat up. "Hm?" he said when he felt his right hand is heavy when he tried to move it. He turned, only to widen his eyes when he saw him. It's... really not a dream... he thought, his face flushed, after he remembered chasing him in the rain. "Senior Nie..." he called and looked at the back of his hand on Nie Huaisang's lips. He felt his head exploded when he remembered what happened that night in the forest when he sucked the poison out of his hand and licked the bite. "What the hell are you thinking this early in the morning?" Nie Huaisang asked and opened his eyes. Lan Jingyi's face flushed when he saw his pretty eyes, equally pretty as his face. "Senior Nie..." he called and lowered his embarrassed face. "So you remembered how you chased me in the middle of the heavy rain " Nie Huaisang said, his face blank as he looked at Lan Jingyi's embarrassed face. "Waaaaah!!! Stopppp!!!!" Lan Jingyi said, embarrassed, as he covered Nie Huaisang's mouth. "Ah." He said when he felt the soft lips on his palm. His head exploded again because of embarrassment when he felt Nie Huaisang's lips moved and his tongue licked his palm. He immediately withdrew his hand as if he was burned. But "Don't you dare do something without meaning to take responsibility of it." Nie Huaisang told him, his face serious, after he caught Lan Jingyi's hand. Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide and he looked at him. "Senior Nie..." he called. "I " He cut him off. "Let's continue " he said, his face serious, as he took Lan Jingyi's hand again and licked it. This time, he sucked every one of Lan Jingyi's fingers, leaving a silver thread on each one. Lan Jingyi's face is so red. This time, not because of embarrassment but because he felt hot. "Senior Nie " he called, catching his breath. "Shut up " Nie Huaisang told him as he took Lan Jingyi's other hand. He did the same with it, too. Lan Jingyi can't take it anymore. "Senior Nie, I " he called. "I said " Nie Huaisang said. But Lan Jingyi cut him off. "I'm hard - !" he said and lowered his head, gasping for breath because of the excitement he felt. Nie Huaisang stared at him for a long time. "You..." he said. "... so honest." He said and smiled. Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide when he pushed him down the bed. "Ah! Senior Nie, wait !" he said and looked away, red from his face up to his neck. Nie Huaisang sat on top of him. "Honest, yet embarrassed " he said and giggled as he slowly took off Lan Jingyi's clothes. "Senior Nie..." he called, teary-eyed. He looked at Nie Huaisang. Nie Huaisang stopped and looked at him. He sighed, then leaned down to him. "Listen, Jingyi " he whispered to his ear. Lan Jingyi flinched, felt his ear was burned because of Nie Huaisang's hot breath. He wanted to move, but he's bearing all of Nie Huaisang's weight since he's on top of him. "You're the one who'll be on top of me, so better stop being embarrassed starting from now " he told him, then took off Lan Jingyi's forehead ribbon using his teeth. Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide and he looked at him, surprised. Nie Huaisang's hands are on Lan Jingyi's both sides and he tickled him. "Ngh!" Lan Jingyi said and raised his waist out of impulse. His eyes went wide, shocked, when his poked Nie Huaisang's lower body, who's reacting to him, too. "Ngh~" Nie Huaisang groaned when he felt Lan Jingyi's thing poked him. He looked at Lan Jingyi, feeling dazed and hot. His eyelashes are fluttering as he leaned down Lan Jingyi who's staring at him in awe. "Continue~" he whispered as he bit his chin. Lan Jingyi flinched, then looked at Nie Huaisang who's slowly undressing on top of him. He gulped when he felt his going harder and bigger, poking Nie Huaisang who's just above where his is. Following his instincts, he pulled him down and kissed him as he slipped his hand inside Nie Huaisang's robes and continued to undress him himself. Nie Huaisang didn't back down, either, and thoroughly undressed him. "Despite 16, you're already well-developed " he said as he felt Lan Jingyi's thick muscles. " I expect down there, too?" he whispered and licked Lan Jingyi's neck. Lan Jingyi groaned and flushed, being aroused over and over again. "Looks like no need to ask " he added after he pulled down Lan Jingyi's pants. He took it and played with it. "Ahhh... so big " he said and bent down to lick it. Lan Jingyi's eyes went wide and he gasped for air, feeling the soft lips and wet, slender tongue below him. "Ngh - !" he cried and pulled Nie Huaisang's hair. "Mng~" Nie Huaisang said, sucking his thing. "You're getting bigger and bigger ngh!" he cried when Lan Jingyi came in his mouth. "Mnm~" he moaned as he licked his lips. "Haa~" Lan Jingyi gasped and looked at Nie Huaisang when he went on top of him. He watched him took out his come from his mouth and placed it in between his legs. "Ngh~" Nie Huaisang cried when he inserted his fingers inside him. He looked at him, teary-eyed. "Won't you help me?" he asked. "This is uncomfortable if I'm the one to do this woah!" he exclaimed when Lan Jingyi suddenly sat up and pushed him down the bed. "You're so eager mnm~!" he said when Lan Jingyi kissed him while slipping his hand on Nie Huaisang's long, slender legs. He slipped his fingers inside him. "Ah!" Nie Huaisang cried and bit Lan Jingyi's lip in surprise. "Your fingers are so long, you're already inside me ngh!" he cried and clung to Lan Jingyi tight when he started to move his fingers inside. "Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi called, heavily breathing. "Can I go inside you now - ?" he asked. "I'm about to come... I want to come inside you " he told him. "Idiot~" Nie Huaisang said and arched his body when he came after Lan Jingyi pulled out his fingers. "You should've gone so earlier hah!" he gasped when Lan Jingyi slipped his inside him. "Ngh~ deeper " he told him and he buried his face on his shoulder. "Ah!" he cried and arched his body when Lan Jingyi went deeper. "Deeper aah!" he cried loudly when he felt Lan Jingyi's so deep inside him. He buried his face on Lan Jingyi's shoulder and bit him. "Ngh! Senior Nie, that's - !" Lan Jingyi said and held Nie Huaisang's waist tight. "HAAH!" Nie Huaisang gasped when he felt Lan Jingyi's gotten bigger inside him. He gulped with much difficulty as he looked at him, both of them their face flushed and heavily breathing. "You " he said, catching his breath, as he stared at Lan Jingyi's face. "S-Senior Nie..." he called as he stared back at the pretty face and pretty eyes of his lover. A/N: sheeeet... can't stop this moe! *.* He smiled and wiped the tears in the corner of his eyes. "Are you crying because you're sad?" he asked. "... no..." Nie Huaisang answered as he stared at the handsome face of this kid. "I'm happy... because you're with me." he answered and closed his eyes as he kissed him. Lan Jingyi kissed him back. He pulled Nie Huaisang's waist closer to him as he started to thrust inside him. Only their cries can be heard inside the dark and cold room, which is now turning hotter. Extra: "Jingyi. Jingyi " Nie Huaisang called as he walked behind Lan Jingyi. "Hm - ?" Lan Jingyi turned and his face went red when he saw Nie Huaisang is holding the tip of his forehead ribbon. "Wha Senior Nie!" he called, then went red from the roots of his hair up to his neck. Nie Huaisang chuckled as he took out his fan and opened it. He covered his mouth, laughing loudly as he pulled Lan Jingyi's forehead ribbon. A/N: this was inspired by a fanart above XD "Jingyi~" Nie Huaisang called and winked at him. Lan Jingyi's face flushed redder as he marched towards Nie Huaisang. "Hm?" Nie Huaisang said when Lan Jingyi stopped right in front of him. is he mad - ? he thought. His eyes went wide, surprised, when Lan Jingyi tiptoed and pulled his hand holding his fan. He closed his eyes and kissed him, the fan covering their lower face. A/N: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!! I want a fanart of this part!!!!! The other Lan Clan juniors, their jaw dropped when they looked at them. Lan Sizhui smiled as he shooed away their fellow juniors to give room to the new pair of lovers. Another and last extra: XD A/N: inspired by another fanart I saw XD *above Nie Huaisang watched as Lan Jingyi ate the tanghulu. His eyes narrowed when he saw him licked the food. In his mind, he sees Lan Jingyi licking his chest, down to his abdomen, then further below... He gulped, suddenly having a hard time breathing. "Senior Nie?" He almost jumped when he heard him called. "Y-Yes?" he asked and turned. "You look pale." Lan Jingyi said, worried. He raised his hand to touch his forehead, only for his forehead to knot when Nie Huaisang stepped back. "Senior Nie...?" he called, his face feeling wronged. Nie Huaisang felt his conscience eating him again. He cleared his throat. "Jingyi." He called. "I " But, before he coul continue, Lan Jingyi already pulled him down by his lapel. His eyes went wide, surprised, by the boldness of this kid. "Senior Nie..." Lan Jingyi whispered in his ear. "... shall we make true of what you're dreaming right now?" he asked. He felt a shiver ran down his spine when he felt Lan Jingyi's lips brushed on his ear, then the side of his neck, up to his cheek. He left a feather-light brush on his lips before he let him go. "Jingyi..." Nie Huaisang called, shocked speechless, as he watched Lan Jingyi walk back to the Lan Clan. So hot - ! He thought, his face flushed as he covered his lower face with his fan. He wiped the blood that gushed out of his nose. A/N: LJY's hotness level 1001% alert - !!! *nosebleed!!! *0* A/N: I hope you loved my LJY x NHS fanfic!!! *0* Just a thought... the Lan Clan are all gong top... right? ; Because they're damn hot, and good-looking from the seniors down to their juniors!!! *.* Note: I think LQR will be shou, though XDXDXDXD my seniors' edition ships are: Wen Patriarch x Jin Patriarch XDXDXD you know... those tyranny thing and plotting things? XDXDXD next is JFM x LQR!!! *.* one is gentle and soft like LXC while the other if a tsundere like JC! Wait... the seniors' edition of my XiCheng ship got reversed! Goodness! XDXDXDXDXD P.S." I'm still not ready to write the fanfic of the NMJ x JGY ship because 1 my kokoro's not ready yet XDXDXD 2 all are pains and pains and pains in short, full of angst and 3 I'm still hesitating well, to write all of my MDZS fanfics since this is my first time to write a fanfic where I still doesn't know the full story! .!!! I first wrote an anime fanfic well this is the only other fanfic I made, YOI Yuri on Ice fanfic, but that's because I wrote after the anime already finished .''' well, I survived writing my MDZS fanfics, but... I'm still hesitating to the NMJ x JGY ff! sorry - !!!! *kowtows I'll tell you all when I already wrote the NMJ x JGY fanfic! Enjoy reading and please continue reading my other, and future, works! *^0^*
