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Published at 22nd of November 2023 05:37:09 AM


Chapter 6

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As the first rays of dawn broke across the academy grounds, Neah was already in motion. The early morning mist clung to the training ground, shrouding him in a ghostly veil as he ran laps, his breath misting in the chill air. Each step pounded against the earth, creating a relentless rhythm of determination.

Stamina was his first foe of the day, and he aimed to conquer it. His laps seemed endless, mirroring the relentless pace of his thoughts. Neah knew that his siblings possessed a physical prowess that he struggled to match, and this morning ritual was his unending pursuit of bridging that gap.

With a bead of sweat glistening on his brow, he transitioned seamlessly into sword practice. His blade sliced through the air with a symphony of whistles and strikes. Each swing was a reminder of the limitations he sought to overcome.

These early hours of solitary training were his daily ritual, a testament to his unyielding resolve. Yet, lurking beneath the surface of determination, there was a growing desperation—a gnawing hunger for progress—that eluded him.

Neah's relentless pursuit of excellence had transformed into an obsession with each swing of the sword and each lap he ran, fueling a sense of urgency. He yearned for a breakthrough, a moment that would validate his ceaseless efforts.

But as the morning light bathed the training ground, Neah couldn't shake the creeping doubts that whispered in the recesses of his mind. The weight of his expectations bore heavily upon his shoulders, and with each passing day, the line between determination and desperation blurred further.

The resounding bell's toll jarred Neah from his relentless trance. Its abruptness echoed through the training ground, and he reluctantly lowered his sword. With each chime, it was as though the world had imposed a temporary ceasefire on his unending battle with himself.

He took a moment to catch his breath, his chest heaving with exertion. The energy that had coursed through him moments ago began to ebb, leaving a void that was swiftly filled by familiar doubts and uncertainties.

The other students, who had already gathered nearby, began to disperse as the bell signalled the commencement of classes. Neah knew that he had no choice but to follow suit. As he reluctantly sheathed his sword, the training ground, once filled with the echoes of his relentless efforts, now seemed strangely empty and quiet.

Neah's days fell into a relentless cycle, like a broken record playing the same tune without respite. After his rigorous morning training, he would proceed to his classes, where he struggled to keep up with his peers' progress. The weight of his perceived inadequacy seemed to intensify with each lesson.

Once the classes concluded, he returned to his dorm, where he'd take a brief respite. His small room, furnished with the essentials, provided him with a momentary sanctuary from the outside world. However, even here, the weight of his struggles bore down on him.

In the quiet solitude of his room, Neah would meditate and attempt to regain control over his mana. It had become an arduous task, one that reminded him of his unique nature as a Hollow. While he had made some progress, it was painfully slow compared to his peers.

As he went through the motions of his daily routine, there was a growing sense of emptiness, a feeling that he was caught in a never-ending loop with no respite. The ceaseless repetition of his days left him with little time to indulge in his beloved reading or explore other interests.

Each day blended into the next, and the sense of stagnation gnawed at him. The pursuit of knowledge and self-improvement, which had once burned brightly within him, now felt like a distant glimmer, overshadowed by the relentless pressure to keep up with his peers.

As Neah continued his gruelling daily routine of unending training and solitary study, a growing sense of isolation began to envelope him. The other students, once vibrant figures in his life, became distant and blurred, like faceless entities hidden behind metaphorical masks. Neah's introverted nature, combined with the immense weight of his struggles, pushed him further into seclusion.

Despite the occasional attempts of his peers to reach out to him, their efforts often went unnoticed. Neah had developed a sort of tunnel vision, his unwavering focus on self-improvement blinding him to the world around him. Faces merged into an indistinct sea of anonymity, and voices became distant murmurs in the background.

Among his fellow students, reactions to his isolation were mixed. Some found him enigmatic, a puzzle waiting to be solved, and they remained intrigued by the elusive figure he had become. Others, however, felt disheartened by their inability to break through the walls he had erected around himself.

Neah's introverted tendencies and his perception of his peers as nameless, faceless entities created an emotional barrier, preventing him from forming meaningful connections. Even though he yearned for greatness and recognition, the path he had chosen proved to be a solitary one. The price of his relentless determination was paid in missed opportunities for camaraderie and a growing sense of isolation.

As Neah's isolation deepened, the weight of his struggles began to take a toll on his mental and emotional well-being. The once unshakable determination that fueled his relentless pursuit of greatness has now transformed into a creeping desperation.

In the dead of night, he would often find himself staring at the ceiling of his dormitory, questioning the purpose of his tireless efforts. Doubt gnawed at the edges of his resolve, and his sense of inadequacy loomed like a specter. The whispers of self-doubt grew louder with each passing day, casting dark shadows over his once unwavering determination.

The pressure of his own expectations, coupled with the shadow of his family's extraordinary achievements, bore down on him relentlessly. He was locked in a never-ending cycle of self-imposed stress and anxiety, where his pursuit of greatness had transformed into an almost desperate need to prove himself.

Despite his rigorous training, Neah couldn't shake the feeling that he was making no significant progress. Each day felt like a Sisyphean struggle, where the boulder he pushed uphill threatened to roll back down at any moment. His sword swings, once filled with purpose, now seem feeble and ineffective. His control over mana, though improved, still fell short of his own exacting standards.

In the weeks that passed, Neah continued his solitary routine, retreating into his dormitory after classes to immerse himself in the pursuit of magical mastery. It was on one such day, in the midst of his relentless efforts, that a sudden change rippled through him. A surge of mana burst forth from his mana core, flowing through one of his inner mana circuits like a torrential river. The sensation was electrifying, and for a fleeting moment, he felt a euphoric sense of achievement.

However, this moment of triumph was short-lived.

In the wake of the initial rush, another mana circuit unexpectedly opened within him, but this time, it was accompanied by excruciating pain. The once warm embrace of mana turned into a scorching blaze, searing through his veins like molten metal. Each pulse of mana felt like needles stabbing him from the inside, rendering him speechless. Neah's attempts to vocalise his agony were stifled; he could only writhe in silent torment.

The room that was once his sanctuary was transformed into a chamber of agony. His body contorted involuntarily, and sweat trickled down his forehead as he endured the unbearable pain. The agony seemed to stretch into eternity, with every moment feeling like an eternity of suffering.

The experience shattered his sense of control, leaving him vulnerable and broken. The pain etched lines of despair on his face, and his eyes, once filled with determination, now reflected the anguish of his ordeal. In that moment, Neah understood the price of his relentless pursuit, and he questioned whether the agony was the cost of his ambition.

As Neah writhed in the unbearable pain, he fought to keep himself conscious. Fearing that losing consciousness might lead to unknown consequences, he clung to wakefulness with every ounce of his willpower. The agony seemed to stretch on endlessly, each second an eternity of suffering. His vision blurred, and his thoughts became a cacophony of desperate pleas for relief.

For a torturous hour, he endured the relentless torment, the room itself bearing witness to his silent agony. The searing pain showed no mercy, and Neah's once unwavering resolve now hung by a thread.

Exhaustion clawed at him as the relentless pain finally began to subside. The room remained eerily silent, save for Neah's laboured breaths. His body, drenched in sweat, trembled from the ordeal. He clung to consciousness for as long as he could, his mind a maelstrom of emotions and fatigue.

But in the end, the relentless torture proved too much for even his indomitable spirit. As his strength waned, Neah's vision faded to darkness, and he succumbed to the embrace of unconsciousness, his fears of never waking up echoing in the void of his fading awareness.

In the depths of his unconsciousness, Neah found himself in a surreal dreamscape. Before him stood a frail and sickly version of himself, an image from his past on Earth. The figure gazed at him with hollow eyes, and its voice, though feeble, carried a weight of significance.

"It's not time yet," the apparition whispered, its words reverberating through the dreamlike realm. "We are still not done with this second chance."

Confusion washed over Neah as he grappled with the cryptic message. He reached out, but his hand passed through the spectral form like a mist. The figure slowly began to dissipate, its presence fading as it repeated the enigmatic words, "Not time yet, not done."

As the apparition dissolved into the ephemeral landscape, Neah's consciousness drifted further into the depths of slumber, haunted by the lingering message.

Neah slowly stirred from his deep slumber, his consciousness returning to the realm of wakefulness. The first sensation that greeted him was an unusual lightness in his body. It was as though a heavy burden had been lifted, leaving him feeling strangely rejuvenated.

He blinked his eyes open, the world gradually coming into focus. As he raised his hand to rub his eyes, he paused, staring at it in mild bewilderment. The sight of his own hand seemed strangely new to him, as if he were seeing it for the first time.

The hand that had wielded swords and practiced magic, the hand that had tirelessly pursued strength and knowledge, felt different somehow. It was as if the very essence of his being had undergone a subtle transformation during the depths of his ordeal.

Neah flexed his fingers, his gaze locked on the hand, contemplating the profound change that had taken place within him.

As Neah attempted to make sense of the bewildering events that had transpired, his thoughts swirled in a chaotic maelstrom. Before he could even begin to grasp the significance of the mana surge and the vision he had experienced, a sharp knock reverberated through the room, shattering his focus.

Startled, Neah hurried to the door and found himself face-to-face with a knight clad in the academy's regal armor. The knight's expression bore a mix of concern and curiosity as he inquired, "Are you Neah?" Neah, still grappling with the aftermath of his ordeal, nodded in confirmation. The knight's tone carried a hint of urgency as he pressed further, "Are you alright? Is there anything wrong? Why have you been absent from your classes?"

Neah, still bewildered by his recent experiences, found himself confronted by a knight who had been dispatched by the academy. The knight's arrival was prompted by Neah's unexplained absence from classes, which had raised concerns among the faculty.

With a hoarse voice, Neah replied, "Yes, that's me." His throat felt parched, and speaking was an effort. He cleared his throat and added, "I had a very bad cold."

The knight's stern expression softened slightly as he considered Neah's explanation. "A cold, you say? That doesn't usually keep students away for this long. You've been absent for nearly four days, Neah."

Neah's eyes widened in surprise at the revelation. He hadn't realised the extent of his absence, lost as he had been in his recent ordeal. The weight of his prolonged disappearance bore down on him as he processed the information.

The knight continued, his tone filled with a mix of sternness and understanding: "We were genuinely concerned for your well-being, Neah. You should have notified the academy about your condition. It's not like you to simply vanish without a word."

As Neah took in the knight's words, he felt a pang of guilt for causing unnecessary worry. He nodded, acknowledging his lapse in communication.

The knight concluded, "You'll need to speak with the academy's staff to explain your situation. It's imperative to keep them informed, especially when you're facing health issues."

With a final nod of understanding, Neah closed the door and returned to his room. The events of the past few days had left him with more questions than answers. He knew he had a lot to contemplate and understand about the changes that had occurred within him.

As he reclined on his bed, a maelstrom of uncertainty churned within his thoughts. The surge of mana coursing through him and the mysterious vision of his past self lingered like indelible imprints in his mind. Neah couldn't escape the notion that a momentous event had transpired, one that carried an enigma he was compelled to unravel.

With a heavy heart and newfound determination, Neah whispered to himself, "This second chance, whatever it means, is just the beginning." With that, he surrendered to slumber, ready to face the challenges and revelations that awaited him in the chapters of his life yet to come.





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