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Published at 29th of July 2022 08:41:02 AM


Chapter 421: Express Her Feelings

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Mo Junyang had thousands of kinds of explanations on his mind, and he could speak out thousands of reasons for each to convince Shi Qingxue.

He had just known that Wu Xiong worked for Mo Junhao, or he didn’t speak it out earlier because he had no solid evidence, or there were a lot of things involved and he didn’t find the truth of many things.

As long as he mentioned all kinds of reasons, he could mix the spurious with the genuine.

However, he didn’t say anything in the end, nor could he meet Shi Qingxue’s questioning eyes.

Shi Qingxue didn’t want to act like before. She would let it pass if Mo Junyang was unwilling to tell her in the past.

She was determined to know the truth about this matter.

She even wondered involuntarily if Mo Junyang knew something else about Mo Junhao but didn’t tell her as he kept this information about Mo Junhao from her.

Such a conjecture was too horrible and hurtful.

As soon as Shi Qingxue had this idea, she desperately shook her head and stopped herself from thinking. Then she turned to Mo Junyang persistently and asked for the truth.

Mo Junyang was defeated under Shi Qingxue’s bright eyes. He lowered his head and asked in a hoarse and deep voice, “What do you want me to say?”

“Give me an explanation.”

Shi Qingxue said calmly, “You know that I will believe you no matter what you say, so don’t lie to me.”

It was oppressive silence again.

Mo Junyang opened his mouth with difficulty. “I have nothing to explain. I hid it from you intentionally… I don’t want to tell you.”

Shi Qingxue couldn’t keep the composure on her face anymore. She looked at Mo Junyang in disbelief and questioned in a confused voice, “Why did you do that?”

“Why?” Mo Junyang repeated Shi Qingxue’s question in a low voice.

He suddenly raised his head, and his deep eyes became cold and piercing.

He stressed each word and told the truth. “Because I don’t want you to have anything to do with that man. I don’t want you to keep thinking about him. You can’t do it.

“I am so overbearing and unreasonable. Are you clear now?”

Mo Junyang’s last question was almost to make a clean break, as if he planned to reveal all his dirty and abnormal thoughts to Shi Qingxue.

He was such a man.

If Shi Qingxue looked at or cared about somebody else, he would feel unhappy. He wished that she was owned by him completely, living in the world of him alone and nobody could take her away.

Mo Junyang knew that such a thought was impossible to come true, and he tried his best to endure it, without showing his displeasure when Shi Qingxue got close to others.

However, it didn’t work when it came to Mo Junhao who had played an important role in Shi Qingxue’s previous life.

Mo Junyang was unable to bear it when Shi Qingxue focused on Mo Junhao again. Even though his reason told him that it was impossible for her and Mo Junhao to get married, as long as he thought that she once loved Mo Junhao passionately, his reason disappeared.

Mo Junyang almost went crazy as he was so jealous, and he wished that Shi Qingxue would never contact Mo Junhao again in this life. How would he reveal the information about Mo Junhao to her?

Hearing Mo Junyang’s words, Shi Qingxue was stunned. She looked at him blankly and couldn’t come to her senses after a long time.

She had never thought about everything that Mo Junyang said, not ever.

She knew Mo Junyang’s feelings for her and had never expected that he would hide something from her because of this, which was an absurd reason in her eyes.

He did that just to prevent her from contacting Mo Junhao again?

How would Mo Junyang be jealous of Mo Junhao?

But why not?

Shi Qingxue suddenly thought of Ye Zhixin, and the situation was similar. Her reason also told her that Mo Junyang would never fall for Ye Zhixin, yet love would never listen to reason.

She was still so jealous that her heart ached.

She even secretly complained why Mo Junyang was so attractive.

She considered others in her own place, and it seemed understandable that Mo Junyang had the same feelings and hid something from her.

At this thought, Shi Qingxue’s anger which finally gathered disappeared at once.

How could she get angry? On the contrary, she felt sad and couldn’t help but reach out to grab Mo Junyang’s hand.

Mo Junyang was prepared to accept Shi Qingxue’s reproach and blame. No matter what it was, he would accept it.

Only one point, Shi Qingxue couldn’t leave him.

However, it appeared that Shi Qingxue didn’t get mad but seemed to comfort him…

“Junyang.”

Shi Qingxue sighed in a low voice. She had a lot to tell Mo Junyang.

She wanted to tell him that she had no feeling but hatred for Mo Junhao and he didn’t need to worry. The reason of the two was clear about this matter, and she didn’t need to say more.

She leaned forward and let Mo Junyang hug her waist. She rested her head on his shoulder.

After a while, she expressed her feelings in a soft voice. “Mo Junyang, after the previous life, I once gave up love and even wanted to stay with Buddha and remain single all my life after taking revenge. I didn’t want to meet another man who made me sick like Mo Junhao did.

“I had this plan all the time. Love was almost pointless to me in this life, and I didn’t want it, but I met you again eventually in this life.

“Because of you, I have faith in love again and want to stay with you for a lifetime, forgetting everything in the previous life. It’s just because of you.

“I trust you so much. Why don’t you trust me more?”

She said slowly and seriously. In the end, she raised her head slightly and stared at the handsome face before her eyes, face to face quietly.

Looking at Shi Qingxue’s bright eyes with sadness which couldn’t be noticed easily hidden in them, Mo Junyang felt that his heart ached, as if it were twisted by somebody else.

He held Shi Qingxue in his arms tightly regardless of anything, whispering in her ear, “I trust you. I just, just…”

Mo Junyang was anxious to explain, yet in the end, he found that all the explanations were powerless.

At last, he gave up the mendacious arguments and held back, accepting Shi Qingxue’s questions.

He didn’t justify himself but only felt guilty.

“I am sorry, Qingxue.” Mo Junyang held Shi Qingxue and refused to let her go, as if he were afraid that she would run away. He hugged her more and more tightly.

“The last time, it’s the last time. Forgive me, okay? I promise that I won’t hide anything from you in the future. Just forgive me once, okay? Don’t get mad at me. Don’t refuse to talk with me. Don’t leave me…”

Mo Junyang didn’t hide what he feared most but told Shi Qingxue everything humbly. He just wanted her to stay with him.

Shi Qingxue indistinctly felt that there was something wrong with the conversation between her and Mo Junyang, yet she couldn’t bear to listen to him speaking in such a humble tone.

Mo Junyang must be the most arrogant one, and he shouldn’t be humble, nor did he need to bow his head to anybody, even including her.

She held Mo Junyang’s face with both hands and still looked at him in the front horizontally, saying seriously, “Mo Junyang, listen to me. I will never leave you. Even if you want to abandon me, I won’t leave you. Understand?”

She said that without showing any gentleness but it sounded oppressive, while they were the most beautiful honeyed words that Mo Junyang had heard in two lives.

The cold air all over him disappeared soon, and he seemed to be enveloped in the warm sun, with warmth and joy on his handsome face.

Mo Junyang also leaned forward involuntarily to kiss Shi Qingxue. He gently kissed her nose tip first.

Shi Qingxue cowered by instinct because she felt itchy yet soon stopped. She didn’t dodge anymore but closed her eyes, raising her chin slightly.

Mo Junyang approached her again and kissed her eyelid, feeling her trembling eyes. It seemed that even his heart also trembled.

He caressed Shi Qingxue’s cheeks and stroked her auricula. In the end, he scratched the back of her head.

He put forth strength slightly, and they got close to each other once more.

This time, their nose tips rubbed against each other, and their lips were together.

Mo Junyang opened Shi Qingxue’s thin lips with his tongue tip gently, which went deeper and intertwined with her perplexed tongue.

Shi Qingxue stiffened. She had to follow the man and open her lips, letting his tongue wreak havoc in her mouth and bring her closeness which could almost suffocate her.

After a long time, when Shi Qingxue almost couldn’t breathe, she felt that she was released a bit. The fresh air poured into her chest, and she hurriedly took a deep breath, yet she was chocked and coughed violently.

Mo Junyang looked gentle unprecedentedly. He caressed Shi Qingxue’s burning hot cheeks and couldn’t help but chuckle. “We have kissed each other for so many times. Why don’t you know how to do it?”

Shi Qingxue coughed and glared at Mo Junyang, thinking with unspoken criticism that he pretended to be innocent after gaining profit. Who made her suffer so much?

“Fine, fine. It’s my fault.” Mo Junyang admitted his fault quickly, but complacency and self-sufficiency could hardly be concealed on his attractive face, and he was like a cat which successfully stole fish.

He hugged Qingxue more tightly involuntarily and chuckled. “Great.”

Shi Qingxue paused and instantly understood what Mo Junyang meant.

She had never doubted Mo Junyang’s feelings for her, yet he could always let her unconsciously find that his feelings were deeper than she could imagine, which made her feel sad.

“You are foul!” Shi Qingxue murmured.

“What?” Mo Junyang didn’t hear her words clearly.

Shi Qingxue refused to bother about this subject. Otherwise, she would be unable to outargue him.

She pondered for a moment and then asked, “Since you have guessed earlier that Wu Xiong colludes with Mo Junhao. Why did you let him go?”

Mo Junyang looked unnatural and coughed twice. “Not early. I just knew it these two days.”

“These two days?” Shi Qingxue looked at Mo Junyang in disbelief and thought that he kept something else from her.




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