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For Lan Li, his performance is entering a whole new stage, which may make a breakthrough or achieve nothing.
The filming of "anti-cancer me" entered the final quarter. Cancer was eroding Adam's body bit by bit. At the same time, the coldness and cruelty of reality gradually dragged Adam to the bottom of the water, the kind of drowning. The swelling is gradually becoming clear, and the bursting sensation in the lungs makes the fear and **** become real.
One punch, another punch; one layer, another layer.
Adam is like a spring, slowly being compressed, and with heavy punches again and again, finally compressing the spring to the extreme: not only cancer, but the fear of death has become clearer than ever, and life finally tears off its mask and reveals it. The hideous and distorted true face.
The doctor made the final judgment that the chemotherapy is no longer valid. Adam’s only option is surgery. If the operation is successful, he may not survive, but it is certain that the operation fails, and that is the end point. The operating table is the final end point. , He may never be able to open his eyes again. The moment you close your eyes, it is goodbye.
What's more cruel is that he has no room for thinking or choice.
The night before the operation, Adam was upset, and Kyle went outside to relax with him. Looking at every image of the world in my vision, it seems calm, but full of vitality, seemingly ordinary, but full of nostalgia.
He was suddenly at a loss. The word "death" was so abstract. He didn't know what he would face after death, whether there was a soul, let alone whether his own existence would completely disappear. The dark night sky and the lights of Wanjia seemed to be a simple part of life. He had been accustomed to these existences, but now he might never see them.
The brain is in a mess, and the mouthful taste can't find a suitable description, but Kyle can't forget to go to the bar to find/encounter, find someone to enjoy the beauty of a one-night stand.
Adam knew that Kyle was trying to unravel himself, trying to divert his attention, trying to relax and enjoy himself, but he just couldn't restrain his impulse and anger.
Something in his chest seemed to swell, and it was so swollen that it was about to burst. He wanted to vent, but couldn't find a way. So, he wanted to take the last one. He wanted to drive, he was always afraid, and there was nothing he could learn to drive.
"This is what you want to do? This is your last wish? Drive? We could have been driving with prostitutes, but you wanted to do what I would do when I was fifteen."
This is Kyle's response.
The night before the operation, the night before the confrontation with the **** of death, the night before the last stop with cancer. All he wanted to do was to drive, he knew, it was ridiculous and trivial, but... he didn't know what he wanted.
People always say, before you die, what last wish do you want to fulfill? While you are still young, realize it as soon as possible and do not leave any regrets. But sadly, he didn't.
Everything came too quickly, too ferociously, too harshly. Before he had time to breathe, he was forced to the edge of the cliff. After learning about cancer from the doctor, the memory in his mind left a hazy cloud. Fuzzy, he was just surviving, fighting hard, struggling, and eager to overcome cancer. So that there is no sense of reality, when reality strikes, death is already close at hand, and the ruler that seems to be the end is already in sight.
He has no time to think, no time for himself, and no space for himself. His brain was blank, he couldn't think of anything, he didn't even have a desire, and driving was just a catharsis. His only thought is that he still wants to give it a go, he wants to continue to live.
Yes it is. He wants to live. This is his only wish. But... but he can do nothing.
This is Adam, not Chu Jiashu.
Before Chu Jiashu died, what he felt was relief. Ten years of long hospital bed life had finally come to an end. He knew that he still had a lot of regrets to complete, and his life had not even begun, so he declared the end; but, alive It is a kind of torture, but death is a kind of relief.
Before Adam's operation, what he felt was fear, despair, panic, longing, struggle, and outburst. His life hadn't ended yet, suddenly he was forced to draw a rest, and he couldn't know, after this rest, whether the melody continued or ended.
For most cancer patients, the doctor may declare that they have one or two years, even if it is only six months, they still have room to breathe. They can travel around the world, they can splurge, they can enumerate a bucket list, they can cry, they can give up on their own... The announcement of the deadline for death allows them to see a completely different world and then make a completely different choice .
But Adam did not. Before he even had time to struggle, all the resistance was declared in vain. Before he was caught off guard, the cancer could not wait to pronounce the result, compulsorily. Even more frightening is that he has no choice but to wait for trial.
How ridiculous, he doesn't even have a bucket list. Tomorrow may be the end of his life, but the only thing he can think of in his mind now is driving. As Kyle said, trivial driving. Extremely ridiculous.
Unwillingness, the chaos and anger brought about by extreme unwillingness, and the despair and regret brought about by the desire to survive, burst out like a spring compressed to the extreme. The previously suppressed emotions finally found a catharsis.
Lan Li suddenly thought of Heather Cross and the kite left in the ward.
His gaze fell on the script in his hand, but in just a few lines, he read it over and over dozens of times. Gradually, the focus and focus began to blur, and those words were deeply imprinted in his mind. The swelling in his chest made him suffocate.
Put down the script, raised his head, and said, "I'm ready."
After saying a word, the whole crew is like the black forest that has been released from the magic seal. The sun is shining down, and it suddenly becomes alive. Everyone shuts their mouths and rushes into their work. The crew has been silent for a long time Immediately began to run at high speed.
Jonathan got excited and immediately walked forward and looked around. Then he discovered that Seth was standing behind him. There were three actors in the scene. Seth and Renly were rivals, and Anna Kendrick. Kerr is in charge of the game, and Catherine, who she plays, will talk to Adam.
Since Anna will not be on the scene, she can hold the script to play in the air, so Jonathan only needs to pay attention to Seth and Renly. Jonathan was completely relieved of Lan Li, but worried about Seth’s state. He turned around and walked back. He confessed a few words in a low voice, and repeated his idea of the scene. Seth nodded and confirmed his answer. After that, I felt relieved.
"Where is Lan Li?" Seth frowned slightly, and he was still a little worried about Lan Li.
Jonathan rubbed his temples. As bystanders, they didn’t know what happened to Renly. Of course, even if they knew, they wouldn’t be able to help, but the only thing they could do was "trust him." Jonathan said, and then She shrugged helplessly, "To be honest, I don't think anyone in the entire crew can give Ren Li's advice on performance. Can you?"
Facing this rhetorical question, Seth immediately made a gesture of surrender and waved his hands in denial, which made Jonathan shrug again, without saying much, but his expressions and actions could not be more straightforward.
Seth lowered his head, walked forward honestly, took two steps, then turned his head, with a reluctant expression on his face, "It’s okay for traffic safety for a while, right? I’ll be with my sister tonight. Is there an appointment?" The expression on the 囧 eyebrows was so happy, it was almost exactly the same as Kyle in the script, causing the surrounding staff to laugh.
In the next scene, Adam drove the car for the first time, and then went into a rampage and danger, scaring Kyle in the passenger seat into a cold sweat~www.novelhall.com~ But it's not over yet, adrenaline. After the explosive sprint was over, Adam drove Kyle out of the car, and all his emotions collapsed completely.
For the safety of actors, it is naturally impossible to actually go on the road, otherwise it would be unthinkable if a car accident becomes a reality. All the vehicles Adam encountered on the road were professional stuntman as the driver. After understanding the whole scene, he consciously created danger and then finished the filming.
In fact, the whole scene will be divided into two parts to shoot, the first part is Adam driving indiscriminately, and the second part is Adam crashing in the car. However, the two scenes are in the same line, and the filming is planned to be completed tonight, so the preparation work is also carried out together. This happened when Lan Li had been reading the script for a long time.
What Seth said just now seemed to be a complaint, but in fact it was a joke. Sure enough, the atmosphere, which had been silent for nearly forty-five minutes, became active again.
Seth saw Lan Li stand up, waved his hand, and greeted easily. Then he saw Lan Li’s deep eyes, the corners of his eyes were slightly reddish, not obvious in the dark, but Now the lighting crew has turned on the headlights, illuminating the whole crew brightly, so Seth only noticed such small details as his face.
"...Are you okay?" Seth pretended to say lightly, but found that Lan Li had no intention of responding at all. He just tilted his head and looked straight at him, frowning his usual sloppy eyebrows. When I get up, my deep eyes are covered with a mist, I can't recognize the mixed emotions hidden in it, but it's heavy and sharp, making it impossible to look directly at it.
That seems to be Lan Li, but it doesn't seem to be. In panic, Seth thought of Will before the operation.
After just holding on for two seconds, Seth couldn't stand it anymore, avoiding his sight in embarrassment, panic deep in his heart. 8)
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For Lan Li, his performance is entering a whole new stage, which may make a breakthrough or achieve nothing.
The filming of "anti-cancer me" entered the final quarter. Cancer was eroding Adam's body bit by bit. At the same time, the coldness and cruelty of reality gradually dragged Adam to the bottom of the water, the kind of drowning. The swelling is gradually becoming clear, and the bursting sensation in the lungs makes the fear and **** become real.
One punch, another punch; one layer, another layer.
Adam is like a spring, slowly being compressed, and with heavy punches again and again, finally compressing the spring to the extreme: not only cancer, but the fear of death has become clearer than ever, and life finally tears off its mask and reveals it. The hideous and distorted true face.
The doctor made the final judgment that the chemotherapy is no longer valid. Adam’s only option is surgery. If the operation is successful, he may not survive, but it is certain that the operation fails, and that is the end point. The operating table is the final end point. , He may never be able to open his eyes again. The moment you close your eyes, it is goodbye.
What's more cruel is that he has no room for thinking or choice.
The night before the operation, Adam was upset, and Kyle went outside to relax with him. Looking at every image of the world in my vision, it seems calm, but full of vitality, seemingly ordinary, but full of nostalgia.
He was suddenly at a loss. The word "death" was so abstract. He didn't know what he would face after death, whether there was a soul, let alone whether his own existence would completely disappear. The dark night sky and the lights of Wanjia seemed to be a simple part of life. He had been accustomed to these existences, but now he might never see them.
The brain is in a mess, and the mouthful taste can't find a suitable description, but Kyle can't forget to go to the bar to find/encounter, find someone to enjoy the beauty of a one-night stand.
Adam knew that Kyle was trying to unravel himself, trying to divert his attention, trying to relax and enjoy himself, but he just couldn't restrain his impulse and anger.
Something in his chest seemed to swell, and it was so swollen that it was about to burst. He wanted to vent, but couldn't find a way. So, he wanted to take the last one. He wanted to drive, he was always afraid, and there was nothing he could learn to drive.
"This is what you want to do? This is your last wish? Drive? We could have been driving with prostitutes, but you wanted to do what I would do when I was fifteen."
This is Kyle's response.
The night before the operation, the night before the confrontation with the **** of death, the night before the last stop with cancer. All he wanted to do was to drive, he knew, it was ridiculous and trivial, but... he didn't know what he wanted.
People always say, before you die, what last wish do you want to fulfill? While you are still young, realize it as soon as possible and do not leave any regrets. But sadly, he didn't.
Everything came too quickly, too ferociously, too harshly. Before he had time to breathe, he was forced to the edge of the cliff. After learning about cancer from the doctor, the memory in his mind left a hazy cloud. Fuzzy, he was just surviving, fighting hard, struggling, and eager to overcome cancer. So that there is no sense of reality, when reality strikes, death is already close at hand, and the ruler that seems to be the end is already in sight.
He has no time to think, no time for himself, and no space for himself. His brain was blank, he couldn't think of anything, he didn't even have a desire, and driving was just a catharsis. His only thought is that he still wants to give it a go, he wants to continue to live.
Yes it is. He wants to live. This is his only wish. But... but he can do nothing.
This is Adam, not Chu Jiashu.
Before Chu Jiashu died, what he felt was relief. Ten years of long hospital bed life had finally come to an end. He knew that he still had a lot of regrets to complete, and his life had not even begun, so he declared the end; but, alive It is a kind of torture, but death is a kind of relief.
Before Adam's operation, what he felt was fear, despair, panic, longing, struggle, and outburst. His life hadn't ended yet, suddenly he was forced to draw a rest, and he couldn't know, after this rest, whether the melody continued or ended.
For most cancer patients, the doctor may declare that they have one or two years, even if it is only six months, they still have room to breathe. They can travel around the world, they can splurge, they can enumerate a bucket list, they can cry, they can give up on their own... The announcement of the deadline for death allows them to see a completely different world and then make a completely different choice .
But Adam did not. Before he even had time to struggle, all the resistance was declared in vain. Before he was caught off guard, the cancer could not wait to pronounce the result, compulsorily. Even more frightening is that he has no choice but to wait for trial.
How ridiculous, he doesn't even have a bucket list. Tomorrow may be the end of his life, but the only thing he can think of in his mind now is driving. As Kyle said, trivial driving. Extremely ridiculous.
Unwillingness, the chaos and anger brought about by extreme unwillingness, and the despair and regret brought about by the desire to survive, burst out like a spring compressed to the extreme. The previously suppressed emotions finally found a catharsis.
Lan Li suddenly thought of Heather Cross and the kite left in the ward.
His gaze fell on the script in his hand, but in just a few lines, he read it over and over dozens of times. Gradually, the focus and focus began to blur, and those words were deeply imprinted in his mind. The swelling in his chest made him suffocate.
Put down the script, raised his head, and said, "I'm ready."
After saying a word, the whole crew is like the black forest that has been released from the magic seal. The sun is shining down, and it suddenly becomes alive. Everyone shuts their mouths and rushes into their work. The crew has been silent for a long time Immediately began to run at high speed.
Jonathan got excited and immediately walked forward and looked around. Then he discovered that Seth was standing behind him. There were three actors in the scene. Seth and Renly were rivals, and Anna Kendrick. Kerr is in charge of the game, and Catherine, who she plays, will talk to Adam.
Since Anna will not be on the scene, she can hold the script to play in the air, so Jonathan only needs to pay attention to Seth and Renly. Jonathan was completely relieved of Lan Li, but worried about Seth’s state. He turned around and walked back. He confessed a few words in a low voice, and repeated his idea of the scene. Seth nodded and confirmed his answer. After that, I felt relieved.
"Where is Lan Li?" Seth frowned slightly, and he was still a little worried about Lan Li.
Jonathan rubbed his temples. As bystanders, they didn’t know what happened to Renly. Of course, even if they knew, they wouldn’t be able to help, but the only thing they could do was "trust him." Jonathan said, and then She shrugged helplessly, "To be honest, I don't think anyone in the entire crew can give Ren Li's advice on performance. Can you?"
Facing this rhetorical question, Seth immediately made a gesture of surrender and waved his hands in denial, which made Jonathan shrug again, without saying much, but his expressions and actions could not be more straightforward.
Seth lowered his head, walked forward honestly, took two steps, then turned his head, with a reluctant expression on his face, "It’s okay for traffic safety for a while, right? I’ll be with my sister tonight. Is there an appointment?" The expression on the 囧 eyebrows was so happy, it was almost exactly the same as Kyle in the script, causing the surrounding staff to laugh.
In the next scene, Adam drove the car for the first time, and then went into a rampage and danger, scaring Kyle in the passenger seat into a cold sweat~www.novelhall.com~ But it's not over yet, adrenaline. After the explosive sprint was over, Adam drove Kyle out of the car, and all his emotions collapsed completely.
For the safety of actors, it is naturally impossible to actually go on the road, otherwise it would be unthinkable if a car accident becomes a reality. All the vehicles Adam encountered on the road were professional stuntman as the driver. After understanding the whole scene, he consciously created danger and then finished the filming.
In fact, the whole scene will be divided into two parts to shoot, the first part is Adam driving indiscriminately, and the second part is Adam crashing in the car. However, the two scenes are in the same line, and the filming is planned to be completed tonight, so the preparation work is also carried out together. This happened when Lan Li had been reading the script for a long time.
What Seth said just now seemed to be a complaint, but in fact it was a joke. Sure enough, the atmosphere, which had been silent for nearly forty-five minutes, became active again.
Seth saw Lan Li stand up, waved his hand, and greeted easily. Then he saw Lan Li’s deep eyes, the corners of his eyes were slightly reddish, not obvious in the dark, but Now the lighting crew has turned on the headlights, illuminating the whole crew brightly, so Seth only noticed such small details as his face.
"...Are you okay?" Seth pretended to say lightly, but found that Lan Li had no intention of responding at all. He just tilted his head and looked straight at him, frowning his usual sloppy eyebrows. When I get up, my deep eyes are covered with a mist, I can't recognize the mixed emotions hidden in it, but it's heavy and sharp, making it impossible to look directly at it.
That seems to be Lan Li, but it doesn't seem to be. In panic, Seth thought of Will before the operation.
After just holding on for two seconds, Seth couldn't stand it anymore, avoiding his sight in embarrassment, panic deep in his heart. 8)
For Lan Li, his performance is entering a whole new stage, which may make a breakthrough or achieve nothing.The filming of "anti-cancer me" entered the final quarter. Cancer was eroding Adam's body bit by bit. At the same time, the coldness and cruelty of reality gradually dragged Adam to the bottom of the water, the kind of drowning. The swelling is gradually becoming clear, and the bursting sensation in the lungs makes the fear and **** become real.One punch, another punch; one layer, another layer.Adam is like a spring, slowly being compressed, and with heavy punches again and again, finally compressing the spring to the extreme: not only cancer, but the fear of death has become clearer than ever, and life finally tears off its mask and reveals it. The hideous and distorted true face.The doctor made the final judgment that the chemotherapy is no longer valid. Adam's only option is surgery. If the operation is successful, he may not survive, but it is certain that the operation fails, and that is the end point. The operating table is the final end point. , He may never be able to open his eyes again. The moment you close your eyes, it is goodbye.What's more cruel is that he has no room for thinking or choice.The night before the operation, Adam was upset, and Kyle went outside to relax with him. Looking at every image of the world in my vision, it seems calm, but full of vitality, seemingly ordinary, but full of nostalgia.He was suddenly at a loss. The word "death" was so abstract. He didn't know what he would face after death, whether there was a soul, let alone whether his own existence would completely disappear. The dark night sky and the lights of Wanjia seemed to be a simple part of life. He had been accustomed to these existences, but now he might never see them.The brain is in a mess, and the mouthful taste can't find a suitable description, but Kyle can't forget to go to the bar to find/encounter, find someone to enjoy the beauty of a one-night stand.Adam knew that Kyle was trying to unravel himself, trying to divert his attention, trying to relax and enjoy himself, but he just couldn't restrain his impulse and anger.Something in his chest seemed to swell, and it was so swollen that it was about to burst. He wanted to vent, but couldn't find a way. So, he wanted to take the last one. He wanted to drive, he was always afraid, and there was nothing he could learn to drive."This is what you want to do? This is your last wish? Drive? We could have been driving with prostitutes, but you wanted to do what I would do when I was fifteen."This is Kyle's response.The night before the operation, the night before the confrontation with the **** of death, the night before the last stop with cancer. All he wanted to do was to drive, he knew, it was ridiculous and trivial, but... he didn't know what he wanted.People always say, before you die, what last wish do you want to fulfill? While you are still young, realize it as soon as possible and do not leave any regrets. But sadly, he didn't.Everything came too quickly, too ferociously, too harshly. Before he had time to breathe, he was forced to the edge of the cliff. After learning about cancer from the doctor, the memory in his mind left a hazy cloud. Fuzzy, he was just surviving, fighting hard, struggling, and eager to overcome cancer. So that there is no sense of reality, when reality strikes, death is already close at hand, and the ruler that seems to be the end is already in sight.He has no time to think, no time for himself, and no space for himself. His brain was blank, he couldn't think of anything, he didn't even have a desire, and driving was just a catharsis. His only thought is that he still wants to give it a go, he wants to continue to live.Yes it is. He wants to live. This is his only wish. But... but he can do nothing.This is Adam, not Chu Jiashu.Before Chu Jiashu died, what he felt was relief. Ten years of long hospital bed life had finally come to an end. He knew that he still had a lot of regrets to complete, and his life had not even begun, so he declared the end; but, alive It is a kind of torture, but death is a kind of relief.Before Adam's operation, what he felt was fear, despair, panic, longing, struggle, and outburst. His life hadn't ended yet, suddenly he was forced to draw a rest, and he couldn't know, after this rest, whether the melody continued or ended.For most cancer patients, the doctor may declare that they have one or two years, even if it is only six months, they still have room to breathe. They can travel around the world, they can splurge, they can enumerate a bucket list, they can cry, they can give up on their own... The announcement of the deadline for death allows them to see a completely different world and then make a completely different choice .But Adam did not. Before he even had time to struggle, all the resistance was declared in vain. Before he was caught off guard, the cancer could not wait to pronounce the result, compulsorily. Even more frightening is that he has no choice but to wait for trial.How ridiculous, he doesn't even have a bucket list. Tomorrow may be the end of his life, but the only thing he can think of in his mind now is driving. As Kyle said, trivial driving. Extremely ridiculous.Unwillingness, the chaos and anger brought about by extreme unwillingness, and the despair and regret brought about by the desire to survive, burst out like a spring compressed to the extreme. The previously suppressed emotions finally found a catharsis.Lan Li suddenly thought of Heather Cross and the kite left in the ward.His gaze fell on the script in his hand, but in just a few lines, he read it over and over dozens of times. Gradually, the focus and focus began to blur, and those words were deeply imprinted in his mind. The swelling in his chest made him suffocate.Put down the script, raised his head, and said, "I'm ready."After saying a word, the whole crew is like the black forest that has been released from the magic seal. The sun is shining down, and it suddenly becomes alive. Everyone shuts their mouths and rushes into their work. The crew has been silent for a long time Immediately began to run at high speed.Jonathan got excited and immediately walked forward and looked around. Then he discovered that Seth was standing behind him. There were three actors in the scene. Seth and Renly were rivals, and Anna Kendrick. Kerr is in charge of the game, and Catherine, who she plays, will talk to Adam.Since Anna will not be on the scene, she can hold the script to play in the air, so Jonathan only needs to pay attention to Seth and Renly. Jonathan was completely relieved of Lan Li, but worried about Seth's state. He turned around and walked back. He confessed a few words in a low voice, and repeated his idea of the scene. Seth nodded and confirmed his answer. After that, I felt relieved."Where is Lan Li?" Seth frowned slightly, and he was still a little worried about Lan Li.Jonathan rubbed his temples. As bystanders, they didn't know what happened to Renly. Of course, even if they knew, they wouldn't be able to help, but the only thing they could do was "trust him." Jonathan said, and then She shrugged helplessly, "To be honest, I don't think anyone in the entire crew can give Ren Li's advice on performance. Can you?"Facing this rhetorical question, Seth immediately made a gesture of surrender and waved his hands in denial, which made Jonathan shrug again, without saying much, but his expressions and actions could not be more straightforward.Seth lowered his head, walked forward honestly, took two steps, then turned his head, with a reluctant expression on his face, "It's okay for traffic safety for a while, right? I'll be with my sister tonight. Is there an appointment?" The expression on the eyebrows was so happy, it was almost exactly the same as Kyle in the script, causing the surrounding staff to laugh.In the next scene, Adam drove the car for the first time, and then went into a rampage and danger, scaring Kyle in the passenger seat into a cold sweat~www.novelhall.com~ But it's not over yet, adrenaline. After the explosive sprint was over, Adam drove Kyle out of the car, and all his emotions collapsed completely.For the safety of actors, it is naturally impossible to actually go on the road, otherwise it would be unthinkable if a car accident becomes a reality. All the vehicles Adam encountered on the road were professional stuntman as the driver. After understanding the whole scene, he consciously created danger and then finished the filming.In fact, the whole scene will be divided into two parts to shoot, the first part is Adam driving indiscriminately, and the second part is Adam crashing in the car. However, the two scenes are in the same line, and the filming is planned to be completed tonight, so the preparation work is also carried out together. This happened when Lan Li had been reading the script for a long time.What Seth said just now seemed to be a complaint, but in fact it was a joke. Sure enough, the atmosphere, which had been silent for nearly forty-five minutes, became active again.Seth saw Lan Li stand up, waved his hand, and greeted easily. Then he saw Lan Li's deep eyes, the corners of his eyes were slightly reddish, not obvious in the dark, but Now the lighting crew has turned on the headlights, illuminating the whole crew brightly, so Seth only noticed such small details as his face."...Are you okay?" Seth pretended to say lightly, but found that Lan Li had no intention of responding at all. He just tilted his head and looked straight at him, frowning his usual sloppy eyebrows. When I get up, my deep eyes are covered with a mist, I can't recognize the mixed emotions hidden in it, but it's heavy and sharp, making it impossible to look directly at it.That seems to be Lan Li, but it doesn't seem to be. In panic, Seth thought of Will before the operation.After just holding on for two seconds, Seth couldn't stand it anymore, avoiding his sight in embarrassment, panic deep in his heart. 8
