Chapter 189: Guilt
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Fernando immediately fell silent when he heard Viona shout at him. He didn't even dare to look at his wife's face because he knew that his wife was angry with him.
"Let me go," Viona said coldly as she glared at Fernando.
"Honey, you're not mad at me, are you?" Fernando asked half in a whisper.
"Let me go, Fernando!!!" Viona snapped, repeating the previous words because Fernando was still on her lap.
Hearing Viona's words made Fernando immediately realized, he immediately lowered Viona slowly because he didn't want to make his son experience any mishaps.
"Follow me upstairs!!!" Viona said coldly to Fernando,
"Now, Babe?" Fernando asked innocently.
"Tomorrow next year!!" Viona replied curtly as she walked quickly to the stairs.
"Go, go, go ... your wife is so scary, take care of the problem first," said William, half whispered to Fernando who was staring at him.
"Is this the last day of my life, Will ...?"
Come on!!!" Viona shouted, calling Fernando.
"I'm coming, Babe .... I'm coming," Fernando said stammering, as he ran to the stairs where Viona was standing waiting for him.
William just laughed to see Fernando, who bowed to Viona. It was a miraculous thing he had never imagined before: Fernando surrendered to a woman. He then busied himself by reading several articles related with his job, while waiting for Fernando to be punished by Viona.
Fernando walked slowly behind Viona to their bedroom without the slightest sound. After arriving in the room, he then sat on the sofa where Viona had sat down first, folding her arms across her chest.
"Do you know. why I'm angry with you?" Viona asked Fernando, who had just sat next to her.
"I don't know, Honey," Fernando replied quietly.
"Before I tell you the real reason why I'm angry with you, I want to ask you first. Answer honestly, because you know not that I really hate people who are liars," said Viona, glaring at Fernando.
"I'm ready to answer it, Babe," Fernando replied quickly.
"Why did you go to William's apartment this morning?" Asked Viona with a grim gaze.
"I don't know. I usually would go to his apartment when I have a lot of trouble," Fernando replied honestly.
"Is it true even though it's four in the morning like this morning?" Viona asked in disbelief.
"Yes, Babe, I ..."
"And you even memorized the password for the house too, right?" Viona's words cut off Fernando's words.
Fernando nodded slowly in response to Viona's words, like a child who was being questioned by his teacher. Seeing Fernando's adorable expression made Viona's heart rippled.
"But you can see the time if you have to go there, don't cross his limits, especially like you did this morning. To see what William was up to. Isn't that like you violating his privacy?" Viona asked dryly.
"I know, but William he ..."
"Not angry with you, is that what you mean?" asked Viona, cutting Fernando's words.
"Yes." Fernando replied dryly.
"Oh my lord," Viona shrieked while sighing. She really did not understand her husband's strange way of thinking.
Fernando was silent seeing Viona's exaggerated expression. He felt his wife was discussing something that was not important. It's been years he used to come to William's place at will like that, and William was not angry with him, so he felt what Viona was doing right now was too much.
"Do you know why I said this to you right now?" Viona asked softly.
"I don't know, Babe," Fernando replied in a barely audible voice.
"Because I don't want to be in William's position. I don't want someone sees us when we're doing that, too, and I can't imagine what I would do next when others had seen my sexual activity with you," said Viona, staring sharply into his eyes.
"Of course, no one would dare to see us, Babe, why do you talk like that?" Fernando replied in a raised tone.
"I only say that, and you're already upset. Then what about William's feelings when you saw him making love this morning? Do you ever think about his feelings?
Remember, Fernando, before you hurt someone else, remember whether you want to be hurt too or not. When you want to scold other people try to think again whether you like being scolded or not, what we do to other people will definitely return back to us sooner or later.
Because God could not possibly be willing to see his servant treated unfairly by other humans. Remember, Fernando, the law of karma applies in this world, sooner or later," said Viona with teary eyes.
Thump!
Thump!
Fernando's heartbeat was faster than before. He immediately froze to hear her words. Fernando never imagined that he would hear such words from Viona.
"That's why I'm always afraid if I get back at what those bad people had done to me, I'm afraid God will be angry with me. Therefore, I can only leave everything to Him, because I believe God will not leave me when I am unable to do anything," Viona added softly, as she touched Fernando's face
"Babe, I ...."
"I know all of this will be very difficult for you, Babe. But I hope you can change your character little by little. Remember, Fernando, soon you'll be a father. We'll never know how long we will be in this world. I want to instill good karma as long as I live, so that later when our child grows up and when we are gone, I hope that someone will help him when he is in trouble as a reward for the good karma that I cultivate from now on," Viona said, as she touched her flat stomach.
"But William doesn't mind me doing that, Babe," Fernando replied trying to defend himself.
"That's because William still has patience with you. But, believe me, everyone's patience has limits, including William's patience and mine," Viona replied, widened her eyes towards Fernando.
"Why does it end with you, Babe?" Fernando asked, confused.
"Because I have to often sigh at your very absurd behavior. You are not a child who must be reminded constantly, Fernando. Respect people's privacy as much as your privacy that others want to respect," Viona replied quietly.
"Yes, Babe, I understand. I'm sorry for my outrageous behavior," Fernando replied regretfully.
"Don't apologize to me, Honey, but apologize to your best friend," Viona said softly while touching Fernando's wet lips softly.
Fernando smiled at Viona's words. He then hugged Viona tightly and kissed her many times.
"I'm so lucky to have you, don't ever leave me Vio. I can't live my life without you, without our child. Take care of him for me," Fernando said softly, as he touched Viona's stomach full of love.
"Don't repeat what you did this morning. When you're angry with me, you better take it out on me right away."
"Don't be mad at me on the stairs like this morning. I saw you almost fall on the stairs. It made me crazy, Vio, and that's why I came to William's apartment to calm down until I finally saw William was making love with his girl," added Fernando, holding Viona's cheeks which were a little thinner.
Gulp!
Viona swallowed her saliva when she heard Fernando's words. Her face flushed immediately when she finished digesting the meaning of her husband's words.
"Wait … so you went to William's apartment because of me?" Viona asked with an increasing tone.
"I need his advice, Vio. I really need a friend to share my complaints and William is the one where I let go of all my feelings, Vio," Fernando replied honestly.
"So William is not just your friend and your personal doctor? He's more than that, isn't he?" Viona said while swallowing hard.
"He has become like my own brother to me, he ..."
"How far does he know about us?" Viona asked, interrupting Fernando's words.
"He knows everything, he knows the stories about you since 7 years ago," Fernando replied honestly.
Viona immediately got up from her chair and immediately pulled Fernando to get up with him.
"What are you doing, Babe?" Fernando asked in confusion.
"I have to apologize to William," Viona replied as she kept walking to pull Fernando out of his luxurious room.
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Fernando immediately fell silent when he heard Viona shout at him. He didn't even dare to look at his wife's face because he knew that his wife was angry with him.
"Let me go," Viona said coldly as she glared at Fernando.
"Honey, you're not mad at me, are you?" Fernando asked half in a whisper.
"Let me go, Fernando!!!" Viona snapped, repeating the previous words because Fernando was still on her lap.
Hearing Viona's words made Fernando immediately realized, he immediately lowered Viona slowly because he didn't want to make his son experience any mishaps.
"Follow me upstairs!!!" Viona said coldly to Fernando,
"Now, Babe?" Fernando asked innocently.
"Tomorrow next year!!" Viona replied curtly as she walked quickly to the stairs.
"Go, go, go ... your wife is so scary, take care of the problem first," said William, half whispered to Fernando who was staring at him.
"Is this the last day of my life, Will ...?"
Come on!!!" Viona shouted, calling Fernando.
"I'm coming, Babe .... I'm coming," Fernando said stammering, as he ran to the stairs where Viona was standing waiting for him.
William just laughed to see Fernando, who bowed to Viona. It was a miraculous thing he had never imagined before: Fernando surrendered to a woman. He then busied himself by reading several articles related with his job, while waiting for Fernando to be punished by Viona.
Fernando walked slowly behind Viona to their bedroom without the slightest sound. After arriving in the room, he then sat on the sofa where Viona had sat down first, folding her arms across her chest.
"Do you know. why I'm angry with you?" Viona asked Fernando, who had just sat next to her.
"I don't know, Honey," Fernando replied quietly.
"Before I tell you the real reason why I'm angry with you, I want to ask you first. Answer honestly, because you know not that I really hate people who are liars," said Viona, glaring at Fernando.
"I'm ready to answer it, Babe," Fernando replied quickly.
"Why did you go to William's apartment this morning?" Asked Viona with a grim gaze.
"I don't know. I usually would go to his apartment when I have a lot of trouble," Fernando replied honestly.
"Is it true even though it's four in the morning like this morning?" Viona asked in disbelief.
"Yes, Babe, I ..."
"And you even memorized the password for the house too, right?" Viona's words cut off Fernando's words.
Fernando nodded slowly in response to Viona's words, like a child who was being questioned by his teacher. Seeing Fernando's adorable expression made Viona's heart rippled.
"But you can see the time if you have to go there, don't cross his limits, especially like you did this morning. To see what William was up to. Isn't that like you violating his privacy?" Viona asked dryly.
"I know, but William he ..."
"Not angry with you, is that what you mean?" asked Viona, cutting Fernando's words.
"Yes." Fernando replied dryly.
"Oh my lord," Viona shrieked while sighing. She really did not understand her husband's strange way of thinking.
Fernando was silent seeing Viona's exaggerated expression. He felt his wife was discussing something that was not important. It's been years he used to come to William's place at will like that, and William was not angry with him, so he felt what Viona was doing right now was too much.
"Do you know why I said this to you right now?" Viona asked softly.
"I don't know, Babe," Fernando replied in a barely audible voice.
"Because I don't want to be in William's position. I don't want someone sees us when we're doing that, too, and I can't imagine what I would do next when others had seen my sexual activity with you," said Viona, staring sharply into his eyes.
"Of course, no one would dare to see us, Babe, why do you talk like that?" Fernando replied in a raised tone.
"I only say that, and you're already upset. Then what about William's feelings when you saw him making love this morning? Do you ever think about his feelings?
Remember, Fernando, before you hurt someone else, remember whether you want to be hurt too or not. When you want to scold other people try to think again whether you like being scolded or not, what we do to other people will definitely return back to us sooner or later.
Because God could not possibly be willing to see his servant treated unfairly by other humans. Remember, Fernando, the law of karma applies in this world, sooner or later," said Viona with teary eyes.
Thump!
Thump!
Fernando's heartbeat was faster than before. He immediately froze to hear her words. Fernando never imagined that he would hear such words from Viona.
"That's why I'm always afraid if I get back at what those bad people had done to me, I'm afraid God will be angry with me. Therefore, I can only leave everything to Him, because I believe God will not leave me when I am unable to do anything," Viona added softly, as she touched Fernando's face
"Babe, I ...."
"I know all of this will be very difficult for you, Babe. But I hope you can change your character little by little. Remember, Fernando, soon you'll be a father. We'll never know how long we will be in this world. I want to instill good karma as long as I live, so that later when our child grows up and when we are gone, I hope that someone will help him when he is in trouble as a reward for the good karma that I cultivate from now on," Viona said, as she touched her flat stomach.
"But William doesn't mind me doing that, Babe," Fernando replied trying to defend himself.
"That's because William still has patience with you. But, believe me, everyone's patience has limits, including William's patience and mine," Viona replied, widened her eyes towards Fernando.
"Why does it end with you, Babe?" Fernando asked, confused.
"Because I have to often sigh at your very absurd behavior. You are not a child who must be reminded constantly, Fernando. Respect people's privacy as much as your privacy that others want to respect," Viona replied quietly.
"Yes, Babe, I understand. I'm sorry for my outrageous behavior," Fernando replied regretfully.
"Don't apologize to me, Honey, but apologize to your best friend," Viona said softly while touching Fernando's wet lips softly.
Fernando smiled at Viona's words. He then hugged Viona tightly and kissed her many times.
"I'm so lucky to have you, don't ever leave me Vio. I can't live my life without you, without our child. Take care of him for me," Fernando said softly, as he touched Viona's stomach full of love.
"Don't repeat what you did this morning. When you're angry with me, you better take it out on me right away."
"Don't be mad at me on the stairs like this morning. I saw you almost fall on the stairs. It made me crazy, Vio, and that's why I came to William's apartment to calm down until I finally saw William was making love with his girl," added Fernando, holding Viona's cheeks which were a little thinner.
Gulp!
Viona swallowed her saliva when she heard Fernando's words. Her face flushed immediately when she finished digesting the meaning of her husband's words.
"Wait … so you went to William's apartment because of me?" Viona asked with an increasing tone.
"I need his advice, Vio. I really need a friend to share my complaints and William is the one where I let go of all my feelings, Vio," Fernando replied honestly.
"So William is not just your friend and your personal doctor? He's more than that, isn't he?" Viona said while swallowing hard.
"He has become like my own brother to me, he ..."
"How far does he know about us?" Viona asked, interrupting Fernando's words.
"He knows everything, he knows the stories about you since 7 years ago," Fernando replied honestly.
Viona immediately got up from her chair and immediately pulled Fernando to get up with him.
"What are you doing, Babe?" Fernando asked in confusion.
"I have to apologize to William," Viona replied as she kept walking to pull Fernando out of his luxurious room.
Fernando immediately fell silent when he heard Viona shout at him. He didn't even dare to look at his wife's face because he knew that his wife was angry with him."Let me go," Viona said coldly as she glared at Fernando."Honey, you're not mad at me, are you?" Fernando asked half in a whisper."Let me go, Fernando!!!" Viona snapped, repeating the previous words because Fernando was still on her lap.Hearing Viona's words made Fernando immediately realized, he immediately lowered Viona slowly because he didn't want to make his son experience any mishaps."Follow me upstairs!!!" Viona said coldly to Fernando,"Now, Babe?" Fernando asked innocently."Tomorrow next year!!" Viona replied curtly as she walked quickly to the stairs."Go, go, go ... your wife is so scary, take care of the problem first," said William, half whispered to Fernando who was staring at him."Is this the last day of my life, Will ...?"Come on!!!" Viona shouted, calling Fernando."I'm coming, Babe .... I'm coming," Fernando said stammering, as he ran to the stairs where Viona was standing waiting for him.William just laughed to see Fernando, who bowed to Viona. It was a miraculous thing he had never imagined before: Fernando surrendered to a woman. He then busied himself by reading several articles related with his job, while waiting for Fernando to be punished by Viona.Fernando walked slowly behind Viona to their bedroom without the slightest sound. After arriving in the room, he then sat on the sofa where Viona had sat down first, folding her arms across her chest."Do you know. why I'm angry with you?" Viona asked Fernando, who had just sat next to her."I don't know, Honey," Fernando replied quietly."Before I tell you the real reason why I'm angry with you, I want to ask you first. Answer honestly, because you know not that I really hate people who are liars," said Viona, glaring at Fernando."I'm ready to answer it, Babe," Fernando replied quickly."Why did you go to William's apartment this morning?" Asked Viona with a grim gaze."I don't know. I usually would go to his apartment when I have a lot of trouble," Fernando replied honestly."Is it true even though it's four in the morning like this morning?" Viona asked in disbelief."Yes, Babe, I ...""And you even memorized the password for the house too, right?" Viona's words cut off Fernando's words.Fernando nodded slowly in response to Viona's words, like a child who was being questioned by his teacher. Seeing Fernando's adorable expression made Viona's heart rippled."But you can see the time if you have to go there, don't cross his limits, especially like you did this morning. To see what William was up to. Isn't that like you violating his privacy?" Viona asked dryly."I know, but William he ...""Not angry with you, is that what you mean?" asked Viona, cutting Fernando's words."Yes." Fernando replied dryly."Oh my lord," Viona shrieked while sighing. She really did not understand her husband's strange way of thinking.Fernando was silent seeing Viona's exaggerated expression. He felt his wife was discussing something that was not important. It's been years he used to come to William's place at will like that, and William was not angry with him, so he felt what Viona was doing right now was too much."Do you know why I said this to you right now?" Viona asked softly."I don't know, Babe," Fernando replied in a barely audible voice."Because I don't want to be in William's position. I don't want someone sees us when we're doing that, too, and I can't imagine what I would do next when others had seen my sexual activity with you," said Viona, staring sharply into his eyes."Of course, no one would dare to see us, Babe, why do you talk like that?" Fernando replied in a raised tone."I only say that, and you're already upset. Then what about William's feelings when you saw him making love this morning? Do you ever think about his feelings? Remember, Fernando, before you hurt someone else, remember whether you want to be hurt too or not. When you want to scold other people try to think again whether you like being scolded or not, what we do to other people will definitely return back to us sooner or later.Because God could not possibly be willing to see his servant treated unfairly by other humans. Remember, Fernando, the law of karma applies in this world, sooner or later," said Viona with teary eyes.Thump!Thump!Fernando's heartbeat was faster than before. He immediately froze to hear her words. Fernando never imagined that he would hear such words from Viona."That's why I'm always afraid if I get back at what those bad people had done to me, I'm afraid God will be angry with me. Therefore, I can only leave everything to Him, because I believe God will not leave me when I am unable to do anything," Viona added softly, as she touched Fernando's face"Babe, I ....""I know all of this will be very difficult for you, Babe. But I hope you can change your character little by little. Remember, Fernando, soon you'll be a father. We'll never know how long we will be in this world. I want to instill good karma as long as I live, so that later when our child grows up and when we are gone, I hope that someone will help him when he is in trouble as a reward for the good karma that I cultivate from now on," Viona said, as she touched her flat stomach."But William doesn't mind me doing that, Babe," Fernando replied trying to defend himself."That's because William still has patience with you. But, believe me, everyone's patience has limits, including William's patience and mine," Viona replied, widened her eyes towards Fernando."Why does it end with you, Babe?" Fernando asked, confused."Because I have to often sigh at your very absurd behavior. You are not a child who must be reminded constantly, Fernando. Respect people's privacy as much as your privacy that others want to respect," Viona replied quietly."Yes, Babe, I understand. I'm sorry for my outrageous behavior," Fernando replied regretfully."Don't apologize to me, Honey, but apologize to your best friend," Viona said softly while touching Fernando's wet lips softly.Fernando smiled at Viona's words. He then hugged Viona tightly and kissed her many times."I'm so lucky to have you, don't ever leave me Vio. I can't live my life without you, without our child. Take care of him for me," Fernando said softly, as he touched Viona's stomach full of love."Don't repeat what you did this morning. When you're angry with me, you better take it out on me right away.""Don't be mad at me on the stairs like this morning. I saw you almost fall on the stairs. It made me crazy, Vio, and that's why I came to William's apartment to calm down until I finally saw William was making love with his girl," added Fernando, holding Viona's cheeks which were a little thinner.Gulp!Viona swallowed her saliva when she heard Fernando's words. Her face flushed immediately when she finished digesting the meaning of her husband's words."Wait so you went to William's apartment because of me?" Viona asked with an increasing tone."I need his advice, Vio. I really need a friend to share my complaints and William is the one where I let go of all my feelings, Vio," Fernando replied honestly."So William is not just your friend and your personal doctor? He's more than that, isn't he?" Viona said while swallowing hard."He has become like my own brother to me, he ...""How far does he know about us?" Viona asked, interrupting Fernando's words."He knows everything, he knows the stories about you since 7 years ago," Fernando replied honestly.Viona immediately got up from her chair and immediately pulled Fernando to get up with him."What are you doing, Babe?" Fernando asked in confusion."I have to apologize to William," Viona replied as she kept walking to pull Fernando out of his luxurious room.
