Chapter 150
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After ten o'clock in the morning, at Xinchuan port, the double deck cruise ship finally slowly left the port.
The sky was still clear and the typhoon did not arrive ahead of time.
The more indifferent Lu Siyu was, the more serious he was.
The kiss is so light that it's not perfunctory. I don't know why, this kiss is stronger than before, and Song Wen feels that his face is also hot.
Song Wen thought to himself that the people in front of him didn't think he was too angry I'm not waiting for him to say anything. Lu Siyu suddenly came to Song Wen seriously, touched his lips, and then raised his eyes to look at him.
With this saying, Lu Siyu looks up at Song Wen. There is no expression on his pretty face.
Song Wen said with a smile: "that's no good. At least we have to make up the previous ones, or Daughter in law, if you kiss me, I'll let you go for the time being. "
"On the boat..." Lu Siyu bowed his head and protested against Song Wen's repeated actions.
During this time, Lu Siyu has sorted out his mood and wiped away the tears. Except for the slight redness in the corner of his eyes, he can't see that he has just cried. But seeing him like this, Song Wen's heart softened again, and he couldn't help coming to kiss him.
When I left, I was so determined. Now I remember it. Song Wen said, "I put it on Fu Linjiang's side. I'm happy to live with other police dogs. That's a little heartless. I don't want to go home after playing..."
Lu Siyu raised his head and asked him, "team song, what about my dog?"
Lu Siyu had already put on the glasses which had just been abstracted by Song Dynasty and sat down on one of the chairs. Song Wen turns around and walks to Lu Siyu. He also pulls a chair and sits down.
This tea room is not too big. There are some cupboards on the inner wall. There are some tea sets and cups in it. In the middle, there is a square table and four chairs.
The waitress finally went out, and Song Wen locked the door again.
Song Wen said, "we know. We'll go later."
~_ ~Jamie Da xs63
the waitress looked at the two handsome boys and told them, "we're going to be near the typhoon next time. Please don't open the window. The captain said that we'd better gather in the middle hall during the typhoon."
Song Wen chooses a seafood fried rice and hands it to Lu Siyu, asking him to choose one as well.
This one-way trip took nearly three hours, which meant that everyone had to eat lunch on the boat. Song Wen took the list and looked at it. It's close to the sea. There are also some shrimp and fish meals.
Outside is a ship's service personnel, she handed Song Wen a list, said: "Hello, sir, please choose lunch."
Song Wen goes to open the door. Lu Siyu also wipes his eyes and arranges his clothes.
All of a sudden, the boat shook violently. There was a moment of weightlessness. The glass tea set in the tea room made a light noise, and then there was a knock outside the door of the tea room.
Nothing can separate them.
Now, he held him in his arms again. The people in front of him were alive and warm.
He used to think he almost lost him.
After a while, Lu Siyu stopped his tears. Song Wen wiped the corners of his eyes with a paper towel, and then looked down at him. However, he didn't see him for three days, but the person in front of him seemed to be thin again. He couldn't help but lower his head and kiss his lips again, savoring the soft and waxy touch. Once, he was careful, as if it wasn't enough.
He comforted him in a soft voice. The man in front of him was not like a older brother, but like a child.
Song Wen hugged Si Yu. He could feel his body shaking: "I know..."
Lu Siyu's tears came out and he couldn't stop them. Then he choked for a moment and said, "Song Wen, I like you too..."
He has long liked him. He is the only one in the whole world, among billions of people. He just doesn't know how to open his mouth. Now, he finally dares to face his heart and this feeling.
Those who get along with each other day and night, when they are protected, taken care of and cared for, he is not hard hearted.
Like a sharp blade across the ice, to help him remove the cold shell, that cold heart also began to beat.
He pulled him back from his deathbed more than once. He was his bond with the world
Over the years, he has been used to pretending that he doesn't need it and that he is alone. He pushed away the people who were good to him time and time again, but only one person approached him slowly and gave him warmth again and again.
Other people can easily open their mouth to say that they like and love each other. They can fall in love at will, but they always feel at a loss and can't speak.
Other children can effortlessly raise their faces, open their hands and say I want to. And he can only silently, a person standing in the dark corner, all the thoughts buried in the bottom of my heart.
It seems that she hasn't cried like this for many years. Since she lost her parents when she was a child, Lu Siyu felt that she had lost the ability to like something, the ability to pursue happiness, and the ability to love and be loved.On the sea, in the quiet teahouse, the two people hugged each other tightly, rising and falling gently with the waves.
"Song Wen..." Lu Siyu lowered his head. His hands became fists. His shoulders trembled slightly and his heart kept rolling. Then he slowly stretched out his hands and hugged the person in front of him.
Song Wen kisses his lips, and then kisses away the tear, which is slightly salty: "you shouldn't regard me as your weakness. You think that isolating me is protecting me. Lu Siyu, I want to be your armor. Lu Siyu, I like you... "
This sentence broke Lu Siyu's defense line, and a tear suddenly slipped from his right eye and flowed to his lips.
Song Wen said, looking directly at landing Si Yu's good-looking eyes, "I have come now, which shows that I have made my choice. I don't want anything so-called not to be involved, and I don't take what you do as a kind of protection. We have experienced so many lives and deaths, do you still want to push me away?"
But he is also a person, with heart, weakness, defect and pain. "I thought I couldn't do those things, but I did, because I wanted to protect you So why do you want to make your own claims? Don't you ask me what I think? "
In front of him, in front of outsiders, Song Wen never showed weakness and made no progress.
Only then did he know that Song Wen had done so much for him. Some he saw, some he didn't know
Lu Siyu listened to Song Wen's voice and heard him speak these words in a low voice. He is still standing next to Song Wen and is gently held by him. He can smell the good smell of Song Wen and feel the hot temperature of his palm. He has been afraid to face his heart. When Song Wen said these words, Lu Siyu felt that his internal organs were twisted together. Then he realized that he was in love with him
He said it easily now, but no matter which time, it was like a fight with himself. Song Wen still remembered the feeling of suffocation, dizziness, rapid heartbeat and uncontrollable. But as long as he thought of Lu Si language, that feeling would weaken, as if for him, there was nothing to be afraid of.
Song Wen looked at him and said, "because of you..." He paused and explained, "once we entered the basement of the Wushan nursing home. We were locked up there together. It was a dark basement. Later, once, because you were on the south tower, I wanted to get to the opposite sniper point as soon as possible, so I took the elevator. And the time you fell into the water, when I jumped into the water, it was dark all around... "
Lu Siyu shook his head.
Song Wen said, "I've seen some psychiatrists, and I've been looking for various ways to overcome Now, the situation is much better. Do you know why? "
Lu Siyu has some knowledge of Song Wen's habits, but it's the first time that he heard Song Wen say it himself. It's obviously nothing to do with him, but he asked in a low voice with a little remorse: "was it because he saw the body in the basement at that time..."
This is the first time that Song Wen took the initiative to mention it to others, and he is still a person he likes. It took him a long time to accept such an imperfect self. Now he reveals this weakness in front of others, like tearing a scar.
Song Wen said: "since I was a child, I didn't like to make elevators. I didn't like the darkness and the rain because I was brought to the scene of the 519 case by my father when I was a child. I probably have claustrophobia or something. As long as I come into contact with those dark rooms, my heart beats faster and I feel like I'm going to faint. "
Lu Siyu looked up at him. He didn't know why Song Wen suddenly mentioned this: "what is it?"
Song Wen paused for a moment, looked at him and said, "you told me your secret, then I want to tell you my secret in exchange."
Lu Siyu shook his head and spat out a word: "no..." At this time, he still chose to refuse, difficult to accept, even dare not think about this possibility.
"So you'd rather not accept it? So you're going to turn me down? Get rid of me? " Song Wen really wants to pry open his chest to see what the beating heart is thinking and why he is not always on the same channel. "You are fundamentally wrong to think so."
There was a ripple in Lu Siyu's voice. He said in a trembling voice, "I I can't accept any situation you have. If one day you will encounter misfortune because of me, it will be more painful than killing me... "
This is the first time that two people discuss this topic. Song Wen reaches out his hand and caresses his back: "your experience, your strengths, your weaknesses, no matter what point you lack, you are no longer a complete you. Even if I have to sleep with you, I don't like it
His appearance will turn to withered bones, and money is something outside his body. He thinks he is small and abnormal in his heart. Because of this sense of inferiority, he even gave up the world of living people for a long time. He can't communicate with normal people. He just wants to communicate with corpses. Fundamentally, he feels that he doesn't deserve Song Wen.How proud and indifferent he looks, in fact, how self abased and guilty he is.
This is the words that he has buried in his heart for a long time. It's probably those different experiences from ordinary people. He can't help but feel humble in the bottom of his heart.
Lu Siyu turned his head and still coldly refused to Song Wen: "because I am an ominous person who will bring misfortune to others. No matter my father, mother or brother, all people have died. Only I am alive. I should not get warm and beautiful feelings like this."
Song Wen said, "if you don't care about me at all, give me back the cup. You take it because you care, don't you? "
"I..." Lu Siyu gets stuck again, and is closely watched by Song Wen. The man's eyes are burning, and he can't tell a lie.
"Why do you have to keep me out of your world? "Song Wen looked at him and asked.
"I..." Lu Si language only said this word, he felt that his voice was blocked by something, his eyes were hot, as if there was something to flow out, trying to restrain. Lu Si language pressed a sour and astringent heart, said: "I'm sorry, I don't want you to be involved."
"What do you want me to do with you?"
~_ ~After a long time, song Wencai let him go. Lu Siyu gasped a little and felt his heart beating very fast in his chest. His plain white face seemed to have a fever, and the redness spread from his cheek to the tip of his ear. Song Wencai moved his hand from his waist to his neck. His slender neck and beautiful Adam's apple made him use of his hot fingers Across a mole, and then the forehead against him.
Lu Siyu didn't have much experience in kissing. He was soon out of breath and wanted to push Song Wen away or say something. As a result, Song Wen only let him go for a second, and then he went deeper. Lu Siyu felt that his lips and tongue were pried open, and the words were blocked in his mouth, and he just let out a hum.
Before, Song Wen always thought that Lu Siyu was shy and slow. He gave him time, careful, to test, to approach him, and wanted to melt him. But it turns out that Lu Siyu's worries are not here at all
At this moment, all of his senses are abandoned by Song Wen, which is what he always wants to do.
It's not a gentle kiss, it's a bit overbearing. Song Wen's hand firmly pressed on his body, and he was not allowed to struggle. The glass glasses were in the way. Song Wen reached out and took the glasses off Lu Siyu's nose and put them on the table.
At this moment, Song Wen suddenly reaches out his other hand and embraces Lu Siyu's waist, then kisses him on the lips. Lu Siyu once imagined Song Wen's attitude towards him after he knew the truth, maybe suspicious, maybe contemptuous, maybe angry, but he didn't think of this
There is a small window on the side of the tea room leading to the sea, projecting light. The ship should be far away from the shore now. With the floating of the waves, the tea room is shaking. It is a feeling of floating in the water, which makes people feel unreal.
He is ready to accept Song Wen's inquiry, blame, or
So at this time, what should we say? Is it time to apologize? Or continue to explain? Or argue like a fugitive? What he wanted to say before was written in that letter, which had exhausted all his courage.
It's not a good way to leave and give Song Wen medicine, but that's the best way he could think of at that time.
Lu Siyu felt that he was like a prey caged by a hunter. He had no place to hide. He bowed his head and didn't speak for a moment.
All around is the boundless sea. They are now on a cruise ship on the sea.
Song Wen took a few steps forward and stood opposite him. He put his hand on his head and blocked him firmly. He said in a low voice with anger, "let me see where you can go now?"
Lu Siyu knew that he couldn't avoid it any more. He stepped back and leaned against the cabinet. He didn't expect to meet Song Wen again so soon. He licked his lips nervously, dodged his eyes and didn't dare to look directly at the people in front of him.
In the empty bed cabin, Lu Siyu's guilty move exposes his target, leaving him nowhere to hide. Song Wen takes a few steps, pushes him into the tea room, and then turns back to lock the door.
There were not many tourists on the boat. Except for the two girls who met on the side of the boat just now, there were only three or four of them. He took a quick glance and immediately locked Lu Si language.
Song Wengang ran in from the outside and put his bag on the luggage rack, looking around.
The cabin on the first floor of the ship is empty. At this time, Lu Siyu, who is sitting in it, first sees Song Wen. He hasn't figured out how to face the sudden meeting, and his heart is beating all the time. Then he subconsciously wanted to hide, and quickly got up to the side of the tea room.
Previously, when waiting for the ship at the port, Lu Siyu confirmed that there was no song script in the crowd. Did not expect to get on the boat, Song Wen or chase over.
Last night, Lu Siyu made a plan for South Shark Island. His trip is imperative. But unfortunately, the typhoon is coming. He also bought a ticket to land on the island with the idea of having a try. He also made a special inquiry about the number of tickets sold this time due to the typhoon. He was relieved to learn that the ship had not been stopped because of the typhoon.And Song Wen has been trying every means to find out the whereabouts of landing Si language.
During these three days, Lu Siyu followed the clues Xu Changying left him.
They didn't see each other for nearly three days, when they suddenly met on the ship.
The man who just jumped on the boat was Song Wen, and the one who came up with the camera was Lu Siyu.
~_ ~If Jamie was not on the boat, Song Wen would have taken people to bed. But he just promised Lu Siyu that he should keep his promise. He turned the topic to the previous thing and asked in a low voice: "can you tell me now? Why are you here? "
Lu Siyu hesitated for a moment, and could not help asking him: "you first answer two questions. How did you find me?" He thought that his whereabouts were well covered up, and he didn't know where he was.
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After ten o'clock in the morning, at Xinchuan port, the double deck cruise ship finally slowly left the port.
The sky was still clear and the typhoon did not arrive ahead of time.
The more indifferent Lu Siyu was, the more serious he was.
The kiss is so light that it's not perfunctory. I don't know why, this kiss is stronger than before, and Song Wen feels that his face is also hot.
Song Wen thought to himself that the people in front of him didn't think he was too angry I'm not waiting for him to say anything. Lu Siyu suddenly came to Song Wen seriously, touched his lips, and then raised his eyes to look at him.
With this saying, Lu Siyu looks up at Song Wen. There is no expression on his pretty face.
Song Wen said with a smile: "that's no good. At least we have to make up the previous ones, or Daughter in law, if you kiss me, I'll let you go for the time being. "
"On the boat..." Lu Siyu bowed his head and protested against Song Wen's repeated actions.
During this time, Lu Siyu has sorted out his mood and wiped away the tears. Except for the slight redness in the corner of his eyes, he can't see that he has just cried. But seeing him like this, Song Wen's heart softened again, and he couldn't help coming to kiss him.
When I left, I was so determined. Now I remember it. Song Wen said, "I put it on Fu Linjiang's side. I'm happy to live with other police dogs. That's a little heartless. I don't want to go home after playing..."
Lu Siyu raised his head and asked him, "team song, what about my dog?"
Lu Siyu had already put on the glasses which had just been abstracted by Song Dynasty and sat down on one of the chairs. Song Wen turns around and walks to Lu Siyu. He also pulls a chair and sits down.
This tea room is not too big. There are some cupboards on the inner wall. There are some tea sets and cups in it. In the middle, there is a square table and four chairs.
The waitress finally went out, and Song Wen locked the door again.
Song Wen said, "we know. We'll go later."
~_ ~Jamie Da xs63
the waitress looked at the two handsome boys and told them, "we're going to be near the typhoon next time. Please don't open the window. The captain said that we'd better gather in the middle hall during the typhoon."
Song Wen chooses a seafood fried rice and hands it to Lu Siyu, asking him to choose one as well.
This one-way trip took nearly three hours, which meant that everyone had to eat lunch on the boat. Song Wen took the list and looked at it. It's close to the sea. There are also some shrimp and fish meals.
Outside is a ship's service personnel, she handed Song Wen a list, said: "Hello, sir, please choose lunch."
Song Wen goes to open the door. Lu Siyu also wipes his eyes and arranges his clothes.
All of a sudden, the boat shook violently. There was a moment of weightlessness. The glass tea set in the tea room made a light noise, and then there was a knock outside the door of the tea room.
Nothing can separate them.
Now, he held him in his arms again. The people in front of him were alive and warm.
He used to think he almost lost him.
After a while, Lu Siyu stopped his tears. Song Wen wiped the corners of his eyes with a paper towel, and then looked down at him. However, he didn't see him for three days, but the person in front of him seemed to be thin again. He couldn't help but lower his head and kiss his lips again, savoring the soft and waxy touch. Once, he was careful, as if it wasn't enough.
He comforted him in a soft voice. The man in front of him was not like a older brother, but like a child.
Song Wen hugged Si Yu. He could feel his body shaking: "I know..."
Lu Siyu's tears came out and he couldn't stop them. Then he choked for a moment and said, "Song Wen, I like you too..."
He has long liked him. He is the only one in the whole world, among billions of people. He just doesn't know how to open his mouth. Now, he finally dares to face his heart and this feeling.
Those who get along with each other day and night, when they are protected, taken care of and cared for, he is not hard hearted.
Like a sharp blade across the ice, to help him remove the cold shell, that cold heart also began to beat.
He pulled him back from his deathbed more than once. He was his bond with the world
Over the years, he has been used to pretending that he doesn't need it and that he is alone. He pushed away the people who were good to him time and time again, but only one person approached him slowly and gave him warmth again and again.
Other people can easily open their mouth to say that they like and love each other. They can fall in love at will, but they always feel at a loss and can't speak.
Other children can effortlessly raise their faces, open their hands and say I want to. And he can only silently, a person standing in the dark corner, all the thoughts buried in the bottom of my heart.
It seems that she hasn't cried like this for many years. Since she lost her parents when she was a child, Lu Siyu felt that she had lost the ability to like something, the ability to pursue happiness, and the ability to love and be loved.On the sea, in the quiet teahouse, the two people hugged each other tightly, rising and falling gently with the waves.
"Song Wen..." Lu Siyu lowered his head. His hands became fists. His shoulders trembled slightly and his heart kept rolling. Then he slowly stretched out his hands and hugged the person in front of him.
Song Wen kisses his lips, and then kisses away the tear, which is slightly salty: "you shouldn't regard me as your weakness. You think that isolating me is protecting me. Lu Siyu, I want to be your armor. Lu Siyu, I like you... "
This sentence broke Lu Siyu's defense line, and a tear suddenly slipped from his right eye and flowed to his lips.
Song Wen said, looking directly at landing Si Yu's good-looking eyes, "I have come now, which shows that I have made my choice. I don't want anything so-called not to be involved, and I don't take what you do as a kind of protection. We have experienced so many lives and deaths, do you still want to push me away?"
But he is also a person, with heart, weakness, defect and pain. "I thought I couldn't do those things, but I did, because I wanted to protect you So why do you want to make your own claims? Don't you ask me what I think? "
In front of him, in front of outsiders, Song Wen never showed weakness and made no progress.
Only then did he know that Song Wen had done so much for him. Some he saw, some he didn't know
Lu Siyu listened to Song Wen's voice and heard him speak these words in a low voice. He is still standing next to Song Wen and is gently held by him. He can smell the good smell of Song Wen and feel the hot temperature of his palm. He has been afraid to face his heart. When Song Wen said these words, Lu Siyu felt that his internal organs were twisted together. Then he realized that he was in love with him
He said it easily now, but no matter which time, it was like a fight with himself. Song Wen still remembered the feeling of suffocation, dizziness, rapid heartbeat and uncontrollable. But as long as he thought of Lu Si language, that feeling would weaken, as if for him, there was nothing to be afraid of.
Song Wen looked at him and said, "because of you..." He paused and explained, "once we entered the basement of the Wushan nursing home. We were locked up there together. It was a dark basement. Later, once, because you were on the south tower, I wanted to get to the opposite sniper point as soon as possible, so I took the elevator. And the time you fell into the water, when I jumped into the water, it was dark all around... "
Lu Siyu shook his head.
Song Wen said, "I've seen some psychiatrists, and I've been looking for various ways to overcome Now, the situation is much better. Do you know why? "
Lu Siyu has some knowledge of Song Wen's habits, but it's the first time that he heard Song Wen say it himself. It's obviously nothing to do with him, but he asked in a low voice with a little remorse: "was it because he saw the body in the basement at that time..."
This is the first time that Song Wen took the initiative to mention it to others, and he is still a person he likes. It took him a long time to accept such an imperfect self. Now he reveals this weakness in front of others, like tearing a scar.
Song Wen said: "since I was a child, I didn't like to make elevators. I didn't like the darkness and the rain because I was brought to the scene of the 519 case by my father when I was a child. I probably have claustrophobia or something. As long as I come into contact with those dark rooms, my heart beats faster and I feel like I'm going to faint. "
Lu Siyu looked up at him. He didn't know why Song Wen suddenly mentioned this: "what is it?"
Song Wen paused for a moment, looked at him and said, "you told me your secret, then I want to tell you my secret in exchange."
Lu Siyu shook his head and spat out a word: "no..." At this time, he still chose to refuse, difficult to accept, even dare not think about this possibility.
"So you'd rather not accept it? So you're going to turn me down? Get rid of me? " Song Wen really wants to pry open his chest to see what the beating heart is thinking and why he is not always on the same channel. "You are fundamentally wrong to think so."
There was a ripple in Lu Siyu's voice. He said in a trembling voice, "I I can't accept any situation you have. If one day you will encounter misfortune because of me, it will be more painful than killing me... "
This is the first time that two people discuss this topic. Song Wen reaches out his hand and caresses his back: "your experience, your strengths, your weaknesses, no matter what point you lack, you are no longer a complete you. Even if I have to sleep with you, I don't like it
His appearance will turn to withered bones, and money is something outside his body. He thinks he is small and abnormal in his heart. Because of this sense of inferiority, he even gave up the world of living people for a long time. He can't communicate with normal people. He just wants to communicate with corpses. Fundamentally, he feels that he doesn't deserve Song Wen.How proud and indifferent he looks, in fact, how self abased and guilty he is.
This is the words that he has buried in his heart for a long time. It's probably those different experiences from ordinary people. He can't help but feel humble in the bottom of his heart.
Lu Siyu turned his head and still coldly refused to Song Wen: "because I am an ominous person who will bring misfortune to others. No matter my father, mother or brother, all people have died. Only I am alive. I should not get warm and beautiful feelings like this."
Song Wen said, "if you don't care about me at all, give me back the cup. You take it because you care, don't you? "
"I..." Lu Siyu gets stuck again, and is closely watched by Song Wen. The man's eyes are burning, and he can't tell a lie.
"Why do you have to keep me out of your world? "Song Wen looked at him and asked.
"I..." Lu Si language only said this word, he felt that his voice was blocked by something, his eyes were hot, as if there was something to flow out, trying to restrain. Lu Si language pressed a sour and astringent heart, said: "I'm sorry, I don't want you to be involved."
"What do you want me to do with you?"
~_ ~After a long time, song Wencai let him go. Lu Siyu gasped a little and felt his heart beating very fast in his chest. His plain white face seemed to have a fever, and the redness spread from his cheek to the tip of his ear. Song Wencai moved his hand from his waist to his neck. His slender neck and beautiful Adam's apple made him use of his hot fingers Across a mole, and then the forehead against him.
Lu Siyu didn't have much experience in kissing. He was soon out of breath and wanted to push Song Wen away or say something. As a result, Song Wen only let him go for a second, and then he went deeper. Lu Siyu felt that his lips and tongue were pried open, and the words were blocked in his mouth, and he just let out a hum.
Before, Song Wen always thought that Lu Siyu was shy and slow. He gave him time, careful, to test, to approach him, and wanted to melt him. But it turns out that Lu Siyu's worries are not here at all
At this moment, all of his senses are abandoned by Song Wen, which is what he always wants to do.
It's not a gentle kiss, it's a bit overbearing. Song Wen's hand firmly pressed on his body, and he was not allowed to struggle. The glass glasses were in the way. Song Wen reached out and took the glasses off Lu Siyu's nose and put them on the table.
At this moment, Song Wen suddenly reaches out his other hand and embraces Lu Siyu's waist, then kisses him on the lips. Lu Siyu once imagined Song Wen's attitude towards him after he knew the truth, maybe suspicious, maybe contemptuous, maybe angry, but he didn't think of this
There is a small window on the side of the tea room leading to the sea, projecting light. The ship should be far away from the shore now. With the floating of the waves, the tea room is shaking. It is a feeling of floating in the water, which makes people feel unreal.
He is ready to accept Song Wen's inquiry, blame, or
So at this time, what should we say? Is it time to apologize? Or continue to explain? Or argue like a fugitive? What he wanted to say before was written in that letter, which had exhausted all his courage.
It's not a good way to leave and give Song Wen medicine, but that's the best way he could think of at that time.
Lu Siyu felt that he was like a prey caged by a hunter. He had no place to hide. He bowed his head and didn't speak for a moment.
All around is the boundless sea. They are now on a cruise ship on the sea.
Song Wen took a few steps forward and stood opposite him. He put his hand on his head and blocked him firmly. He said in a low voice with anger, "let me see where you can go now?"
Lu Siyu knew that he couldn't avoid it any more. He stepped back and leaned against the cabinet. He didn't expect to meet Song Wen again so soon. He licked his lips nervously, dodged his eyes and didn't dare to look directly at the people in front of him.
In the empty bed cabin, Lu Siyu's guilty move exposes his target, leaving him nowhere to hide. Song Wen takes a few steps, pushes him into the tea room, and then turns back to lock the door.
There were not many tourists on the boat. Except for the two girls who met on the side of the boat just now, there were only three or four of them. He took a quick glance and immediately locked Lu Si language.
Song Wengang ran in from the outside and put his bag on the luggage rack, looking around.
The cabin on the first floor of the ship is empty. At this time, Lu Siyu, who is sitting in it, first sees Song Wen. He hasn't figured out how to face the sudden meeting, and his heart is beating all the time. Then he subconsciously wanted to hide, and quickly got up to the side of the tea room.
Previously, when waiting for the ship at the port, Lu Siyu confirmed that there was no song script in the crowd. Did not expect to get on the boat, Song Wen or chase over.
Last night, Lu Siyu made a plan for South Shark Island. His trip is imperative. But unfortunately, the typhoon is coming. He also bought a ticket to land on the island with the idea of having a try. He also made a special inquiry about the number of tickets sold this time due to the typhoon. He was relieved to learn that the ship had not been stopped because of the typhoon.And Song Wen has been trying every means to find out the whereabouts of landing Si language.
During these three days, Lu Siyu followed the clues Xu Changying left him.
They didn't see each other for nearly three days, when they suddenly met on the ship.
The man who just jumped on the boat was Song Wen, and the one who came up with the camera was Lu Siyu.
~_ ~If Jamie was not on the boat, Song Wen would have taken people to bed. But he just promised Lu Siyu that he should keep his promise. He turned the topic to the previous thing and asked in a low voice: "can you tell me now? Why are you here? "
Lu Siyu hesitated for a moment, and could not help asking him: "you first answer two questions. How did you find me?" He thought that his whereabouts were well covered up, and he didn't know where he was.
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After ten o'clock in the morning, at Xinchuan port, the double deck cruise ship finally slowly left the port. The sky was still clear and the typhoon did not arrive ahead of time. The more indifferent Lu Siyu was, the more serious he was. The kiss is so light that it's not perfunctory. I don't know why, this kiss is stronger than before, and Song Wen feels that his face is also hot. Song Wen thought to himself that the people in front of him didn't think he was too angry I'm not waiting for him to say anything. Lu Siyu suddenly came to Song Wen seriously, touched his lips, and then raised his eyes to look at him. With this saying, Lu Siyu looks up at Song Wen. There is no expression on his pretty face. Song Wen said with a smile: "that's no good. At least we have to make up the previous ones, or Daughter in law, if you kiss me, I'll let you go for the time being. " "On the boat..." Lu Siyu bowed his head and protested against Song Wen's repeated actions. During this time, Lu Siyu has sorted out his mood and wiped away the tears. Except for the slight redness in the corner of his eyes, he can't see that he has just cried. But seeing him like this, Song Wen's heart softened again, and he couldn't help coming to kiss him. When I left, I was so determined. Now I remember it. Song Wen said, "I put it on Fu Linjiang's side. I'm happy to live with other police dogs. That's a little heartless. I don't want to go home after playing..." Lu Siyu raised his head and asked him, "team song, what about my dog?" Lu Siyu had already put on the glasses which had just been abstracted by Song Dynasty and sat down on one of the chairs. Song Wen turns around and walks to Lu Siyu. He also pulls a chair and sits down. This tea room is not too big. There are some cupboards on the inner wall. There are some tea sets and cups in it. In the middle, there is a square table and four chairs. The waitress finally went out, and Song Wen locked the door again. Song Wen said, "we know. We'll go later." ~_ ~Jamie Da xs63 the waitress looked at the two handsome boys and told them, "we're going to be near the typhoon next time. Please don't open the window. The captain said that we'd better gather in the middle hall during the typhoon." Song Wen chooses a seafood fried rice and hands it to Lu Siyu, asking him to choose one as well. This one-way trip took nearly three hours, which meant that everyone had to eat lunch on the boat. Song Wen took the list and looked at it. It's close to the sea. There are also some shrimp and fish meals. Outside is a ship's service personnel, she handed Song Wen a list, said: "Hello, sir, please choose lunch." Song Wen goes to open the door. Lu Siyu also wipes his eyes and arranges his clothes. All of a sudden, the boat shook violently. There was a moment of weightlessness. The glass tea set in the tea room made a light noise, and then there was a knock outside the door of the tea room. Nothing can separate them. Now, he held him in his arms again. The people in front of him were alive and warm. He used to think he almost lost him. After a while, Lu Siyu stopped his tears. Song Wen wiped the corners of his eyes with a paper towel, and then looked down at him. However, he didn't see him for three days, but the person in front of him seemed to be thin again. He couldn't help but lower his head and kiss his lips again, savoring the soft and waxy touch. Once, he was careful, as if it wasn't enough. He comforted him in a soft voice. The man in front of him was not like a older brother, but like a child. Song Wen hugged Si Yu. He could feel his body shaking: "I know..." Lu Siyu's tears came out and he couldn't stop them. Then he choked for a moment and said, "Song Wen, I like you too..." He has long liked him. He is the only one in the whole world, among billions of people. He just doesn't know how to open his mouth. Now, he finally dares to face his heart and this feeling. Those who get along with each other day and night, when they are protected, taken care of and cared for, he is not hard hearted. Like a sharp blade across the ice, to help him remove the cold shell, that cold heart also began to beat. He pulled him back from his deathbed more than once. He was his bond with the world Over the years, he has been used to pretending that he doesn't need it and that he is alone. He pushed away the people who were good to him time and time again, but only one person approached him slowly and gave him warmth again and again. Other people can easily open their mouth to say that they like and love each other. They can fall in love at will, but they always feel at a loss and can't speak. Other children can effortlessly raise their faces, open their hands and say I want to. And he can only silently, a person standing in the dark corner, all the thoughts buried in the bottom of my heart. It seems that she hasn't cried like this for many years. Since she lost her parents when she was a child, Lu Siyu felt that she had lost the ability to like something, the ability to pursue happiness, and the ability to love and be loved.On the sea, in the quiet teahouse, the two people hugged each other tightly, rising and falling gently with the waves. "Song Wen..." Lu Siyu lowered his head. His hands became fists. His shoulders trembled slightly and his heart kept rolling. Then he slowly stretched out his hands and hugged the person in front of him. Song Wen kisses his lips, and then kisses away the tear, which is slightly salty: "you shouldn't regard me as your weakness. You think that isolating me is protecting me. Lu Siyu, I want to be your armor. Lu Siyu, I like you... " This sentence broke Lu Siyu's defense line, and a tear suddenly slipped from his right eye and flowed to his lips. Song Wen said, looking directly at landing Si Yu's good-looking eyes, "I have come now, which shows that I have made my choice. I don't want anything so-called not to be involved, and I don't take what you do as a kind of protection. We have experienced so many lives and deaths, do you still want to push me away?" But he is also a person, with heart, weakness, defect and pain. "I thought I couldn't do those things, but I did, because I wanted to protect you So why do you want to make your own claims? Don't you ask me what I think? " In front of him, in front of outsiders, Song Wen never showed weakness and made no progress. Only then did he know that Song Wen had done so much for him. Some he saw, some he didn't know Lu Siyu listened to Song Wen's voice and heard him speak these words in a low voice. He is still standing next to Song Wen and is gently held by him. He can smell the good smell of Song Wen and feel the hot temperature of his palm. He has been afraid to face his heart. When Song Wen said these words, Lu Siyu felt that his internal organs were twisted together. Then he realized that he was in love with him He said it easily now, but no matter which time, it was like a fight with himself. Song Wen still remembered the feeling of suffocation, dizziness, rapid heartbeat and uncontrollable. But as long as he thought of Lu Si language, that feeling would weaken, as if for him, there was nothing to be afraid of. Song Wen looked at him and said, "because of you..." He paused and explained, "once we entered the basement of the Wushan nursing home. We were locked up there together. It was a dark basement. Later, once, because you were on the south tower, I wanted to get to the opposite sniper point as soon as possible, so I took the elevator. And the time you fell into the water, when I jumped into the water, it was dark all around... " Lu Siyu shook his head. Song Wen said, "I've seen some psychiatrists, and I've been looking for various ways to overcome Now, the situation is much better. Do you know why? " Lu Siyu has some knowledge of Song Wen's habits, but it's the first time that he heard Song Wen say it himself. It's obviously nothing to do with him, but he asked in a low voice with a little remorse: "was it because he saw the body in the basement at that time..." This is the first time that Song Wen took the initiative to mention it to others, and he is still a person he likes. It took him a long time to accept such an imperfect self. Now he reveals this weakness in front of others, like tearing a scar. Song Wen said: "since I was a child, I didn't like to make elevators. I didn't like the darkness and the rain because I was brought to the scene of the 519 case by my father when I was a child. I probably have claustrophobia or something. As long as I come into contact with those dark rooms, my heart beats faster and I feel like I'm going to faint. " Lu Siyu looked up at him. He didn't know why Song Wen suddenly mentioned this: "what is it?" Song Wen paused for a moment, looked at him and said, "you told me your secret, then I want to tell you my secret in exchange." Lu Siyu shook his head and spat out a word: "no..." At this time, he still chose to refuse, difficult to accept, even dare not think about this possibility. "So you'd rather not accept it? So you're going to turn me down? Get rid of me? " Song Wen really wants to pry open his chest to see what the beating heart is thinking and why he is not always on the same channel. "You are fundamentally wrong to think so." There was a ripple in Lu Siyu's voice. He said in a trembling voice, "I I can't accept any situation you have. If one day you will encounter misfortune because of me, it will be more painful than killing me... " This is the first time that two people discuss this topic. Song Wen reaches out his hand and caresses his back: "your experience, your strengths, your weaknesses, no matter what point you lack, you are no longer a complete you. Even if I have to sleep with you, I don't like it His appearance will turn to withered bones, and money is something outside his body. He thinks he is small and abnormal in his heart. Because of this sense of inferiority, he even gave up the world of living people for a long time. He can't communicate with normal people. He just wants to communicate with corpses. Fundamentally, he feels that he doesn't deserve Song Wen.How proud and indifferent he looks, in fact, how self abased and guilty he is. This is the words that he has buried in his heart for a long time. It's probably those different experiences from ordinary people. He can't help but feel humble in the bottom of his heart. Lu Siyu turned his head and still coldly refused to Song Wen: "because I am an ominous person who will bring misfortune to others. No matter my father, mother or brother, all people have died. Only I am alive. I should not get warm and beautiful feelings like this." Song Wen said, "if you don't care about me at all, give me back the cup. You take it because you care, don't you? " "I..." Lu Siyu gets stuck again, and is closely watched by Song Wen. The man's eyes are burning, and he can't tell a lie. "Why do you have to keep me out of your world? "Song Wen looked at him and asked. "I..." Lu Si language only said this word, he felt that his voice was blocked by something, his eyes were hot, as if there was something to flow out, trying to restrain. Lu Si language pressed a sour and astringent heart, said: "I'm sorry, I don't want you to be involved." "What do you want me to do with you?" ~_ ~After a long time, song Wencai let him go. Lu Siyu gasped a little and felt his heart beating very fast in his chest. His plain white face seemed to have a fever, and the redness spread from his cheek to the tip of his ear. Song Wencai moved his hand from his waist to his neck. His slender neck and beautiful Adam's apple made him use of his hot fingers Across a mole, and then the forehead against him. Lu Siyu didn't have much experience in kissing. He was soon out of breath and wanted to push Song Wen away or say something. As a result, Song Wen only let him go for a second, and then he went deeper. Lu Siyu felt that his lips and tongue were pried open, and the words were blocked in his mouth, and he just let out a hum. Before, Song Wen always thought that Lu Siyu was shy and slow. He gave him time, careful, to test, to approach him, and wanted to melt him. But it turns out that Lu Siyu's worries are not here at all At this moment, all of his senses are abandoned by Song Wen, which is what he always wants to do. It's not a gentle kiss, it's a bit overbearing. Song Wen's hand firmly pressed on his body, and he was not allowed to struggle. The glass glasses were in the way. Song Wen reached out and took the glasses off Lu Siyu's nose and put them on the table. At this moment, Song Wen suddenly reaches out his other hand and embraces Lu Siyu's waist, then kisses him on the lips. Lu Siyu once imagined Song Wen's attitude towards him after he knew the truth, maybe suspicious, maybe contemptuous, maybe angry, but he didn't think of this There is a small window on the side of the tea room leading to the sea, projecting light. The ship should be far away from the shore now. With the floating of the waves, the tea room is shaking. It is a feeling of floating in the water, which makes people feel unreal. He is ready to accept Song Wen's inquiry, blame, or So at this time, what should we say? Is it time to apologize? Or continue to explain? Or argue like a fugitive? What he wanted to say before was written in that letter, which had exhausted all his courage. It's not a good way to leave and give Song Wen medicine, but that's the best way he could think of at that time. Lu Siyu felt that he was like a prey caged by a hunter. He had no place to hide. He bowed his head and didn't speak for a moment. All around is the boundless sea. They are now on a cruise ship on the sea. Song Wen took a few steps forward and stood opposite him. He put his hand on his head and blocked him firmly. He said in a low voice with anger, "let me see where you can go now?" Lu Siyu knew that he couldn't avoid it any more. He stepped back and leaned against the cabinet. He didn't expect to meet Song Wen again so soon. He licked his lips nervously, dodged his eyes and didn't dare to look directly at the people in front of him. In the empty bed cabin, Lu Siyu's guilty move exposes his target, leaving him nowhere to hide. Song Wen takes a few steps, pushes him into the tea room, and then turns back to lock the door. There were not many tourists on the boat. Except for the two girls who met on the side of the boat just now, there were only three or four of them. He took a quick glance and immediately locked Lu Si language. Song Wengang ran in from the outside and put his bag on the luggage rack, looking around. The cabin on the first floor of the ship is empty. At this time, Lu Siyu, who is sitting in it, first sees Song Wen. He hasn't figured out how to face the sudden meeting, and his heart is beating all the time. Then he subconsciously wanted to hide, and quickly got up to the side of the tea room. Previously, when waiting for the ship at the port, Lu Siyu confirmed that there was no song script in the crowd. Did not expect to get on the boat, Song Wen or chase over. Last night, Lu Siyu made a plan for South Shark Island. His trip is imperative. But unfortunately, the typhoon is coming. He also bought a ticket to land on the island with the idea of having a try. He also made a special inquiry about the number of tickets sold this time due to the typhoon. He was relieved to learn that the ship had not been stopped because of the typhoon.And Song Wen has been trying every means to find out the whereabouts of landing Si language. During these three days, Lu Siyu followed the clues Xu Changying left him. They didn't see each other for nearly three days, when they suddenly met on the ship. The man who just jumped on the boat was Song Wen, and the one who came up with the camera was Lu Siyu. ~_ ~If Jamie was not on the boat, Song Wen would have taken people to bed. But he just promised Lu Siyu that he should keep his promise. He turned the topic to the previous thing and asked in a low voice: "can you tell me now? Why are you here? " Lu Siyu hesitated for a moment, and could not help asking him: "you first answer two questions. How did you find me?" He thought that his whereabouts were well covered up, and he didn't know where he was. The author has something to say: seek evaluation, seek nutrient solution
