Si Tian did not get stuck in self-pity for too long. Now is not the time to blame herself, so she wiped her tears and said in a firm tone: “Ningyi is not bad, not a bad child.”
Seeing Ji Ningyi again, she just watched Ji Ningyi pursing his lips silently, but tears kept falling down.
Si Tian’s originally stable mood seemed to be about to collapse again. Seeing Ningyi crying, she also felt so distressed and she could not help it. In the end, she could only look away and said in a firm tone: “Ningyi, Mom knows that Mom did a lot of things wrong, Mom didn’t take care of Ningyi. Is Ningyi willing to give Mom a chance to correct it?”
Si Tian originally thought that it was difficult for an adult to apologize to a child and she would feel embarrassed, but when it really came to this point, those words came out naturally and there was no embarrassment. An adult should also apologize if doing something wrong.
Overly well-behaved children always suppress their thoughts too much in exchange for the praise of others. She doesn’t want Ningyi to be like this, which is simply against human nature.
Ji Ningyi’s eyes were red and he nodded desperately.
Si Tian held his hand and said softly, “But Mom didn’t know that Ningyi had suffered so many grievances. Just thinking about it was so distressing, Ningyi must be more uncomfortable, right?”
Ji Ningyi shook his head.
Si Tian said: “You don’t have to hide your thoughts, Mom has never liked Zhile more.”
Si Tian explained clearly what Ji Ningyi said just now about her better things to Ji Zhile, and along with her words, Ji Ningyi’s mood gradually stabilized.
“If there is anything Ningyi wants to tell Mom, you can tell now. There is no one else here. If you need Mom to keep it a secret, Mom will not tell anyone, including Dad.”
Ji Ningyi lowered his head to look at his fingers, then raised his head to look at her cautiously, and Si Tian returned with an encouraging look.
Ji Ningyi finally spoke, with a low voice: “Why did Mom give birth to a younger brother?”
Zhu Pan asked him why his mother gave birth to a younger brother even though he was a boy. Ji Ningyi was also puzzled.
Si Tian did not expect Ji Ningyi to think about this question. She thought for a moment and then said slowly: “Because Ningyi will be too lonely to grow up alone. Your younger brother will not take away Mom’s favor, but will also like Ningyi. In this way, there is one more person in the world who likes Ningyi.”
She did not know what the original owner’s true thoughts were, but these were her true thoughts, just…
“I’m sorry, Ningyi. Mom didn’t ask for your thoughts at that time.”
Ji Ningyi shook his head: “Mom should have asked me.”
It’s just a memory from when he was two years old, Ji Ningyi doesn’t remember very clearly. He only remembers a rough idea. He only remembers that his mother liked him very much at that time. It should be about whether he wants a younger brother, his mother also asked him.
After listening to his mother say this, Ji Ningyi thought about it carefully. It was indeed like this, Zhile liked him, gave him the doll, and gave him the gift.
But, he is not good to Zhile…
Ji Ningyi was very frustrated and said softly: “Zhile said he hates me.”
He would not blame Zhile. It was he who did something bad. Why did he do something bad? He felt like there was a demon hiding in his heart, making him do something very bad.
Si Tian said: “Ningyi, when you go back, you can explain it clearly to Zhile. I think Zhile won’t hate you all the time.”
“Zhile used to say that he hated me and he said it more than once, but now he doesn’t seem to hate me anymore.”
Ji Ningyi said: “Zhile also likes Mom, he told me.”
Si Tian bent her lips, smiled, and hugged Ji Ningyi: “Really, then I am so lucky to be liked by the two cutest children.”
Ji Ningyi blushed slightly and buried his head in his mother’s arm.
When Mom found Zhile in the woods, she hugged Zhile in this way, and now, he is also hugged in the same way. Mom’s body is very warm and has a good smell.
When Ji Ningyi thought about it, it turned out that his mother did not want to dislike him, she liked him very much.
“Ningyi will not be allowed to bear anything alone in the future. You have to tell your parents. We won’t be angry and we will try our best to help you answer it.”
Ji Ningyi nodded.
“Also, Ningyi, Mom wants to ask you something, can you tell Mom honestly?”
Ji Ningyi said softly, “Yes.”
Si Tian did not get stuck in self-pity for too long. Now is not the time to blame herself, so she wiped her tears and said in a firm tone: “Ningyi is not bad, not a bad child.”
Seeing Ji Ningyi again, she just watched Ji Ningyi pursing his lips silently, but tears kept falling down.
Si Tian’s originally stable mood seemed to be about to collapse again. Seeing Ningyi crying, she also felt so distressed and she could not help it. In the end, she could only look away and said in a firm tone: “Ningyi, Mom knows that Mom did a lot of things wrong, Mom didn’t take care of Ningyi. Is Ningyi willing to give Mom a chance to correct it?”
Si Tian originally thought that it was difficult for an adult to apologize to a child and she would feel embarrassed, but when it really came to this point, those words came out naturally and there was no embarrassment. An adult should also apologize if doing something wrong.
Overly well-behaved children always suppress their thoughts too much in exchange for the praise of others. She doesn’t want Ningyi to be like this, which is simply against human nature.
Ji Ningyi’s eyes were red and he nodded desperately.
Si Tian held his hand and said softly, “But Mom didn’t know that Ningyi had suffered so many grievances. Just thinking about it was so distressing, Ningyi must be more uncomfortable, right?”
Ji Ningyi shook his head.
Si Tian said: “You don’t have to hide your thoughts, Mom has never liked Zhile more.”
Si Tian explained clearly what Ji Ningyi said just now about her better things to Ji Zhile, and along with her words, Ji Ningyi’s mood gradually stabilized.
“If there is anything Ningyi wants to tell Mom, you can tell now. There is no one else here. If you need Mom to keep it a secret, Mom will not tell anyone, including Dad.”
Ji Ningyi lowered his head to look at his fingers, then raised his head to look at her cautiously, and Si Tian returned with an encouraging look.
Ji Ningyi finally spoke, with a low voice: “Why did Mom give birth to a younger brother?”
Zhu Pan asked him why his mother gave birth to a younger brother even though he was a boy. Ji Ningyi was also puzzled.
Si Tian did not expect Ji Ningyi to think about this question. She thought for a moment and then said slowly: “Because Ningyi will be too lonely to grow up alone. Your younger brother will not take away Mom’s favor, but will also like Ningyi. In this way, there is one more person in the world who likes Ningyi.”
She did not know what the original owner’s true thoughts were, but these were her true thoughts, just…
“I’m sorry, Ningyi. Mom didn’t ask for your thoughts at that time.”
Ji Ningyi shook his head: “Mom should have asked me.”
It’s just a memory from when he was two years old, Ji Ningyi doesn’t remember very clearly. He only remembers a rough idea. He only remembers that his mother liked him very much at that time. It should be about whether he wants a younger brother, his mother also asked him.
After listening to his mother say this, Ji Ningyi thought about it carefully. It was indeed like this, Zhile liked him, gave him the doll, and gave him the gift.
But, he is not good to Zhile…
Ji Ningyi was very frustrated and said softly: “Zhile said he hates me.”
He would not blame Zhile. It was he who did something bad. Why did he do something bad? He felt like there was a demon hiding in his heart, making him do something very bad.
Si Tian said: “Ningyi, when you go back, you can explain it clearly to Zhile. I think Zhile won’t hate you all the time.”
“Zhile used to say that he hated me and he said it more than once, but now he doesn’t seem to hate me anymore.”
Ji Ningyi said: “Zhile also likes Mom, he told me.”
Si Tian bent her lips, smiled, and hugged Ji Ningyi: “Really, then I am so lucky to be liked by the two cutest children.”
Ji Ningyi blushed slightly and buried his head in his mother’s arm.
When Mom found Zhile in the woods, she hugged Zhile in this way, and now, he is also hugged in the same way. Mom’s body is very warm and has a good smell.
When Ji Ningyi thought about it, it turned out that his mother did not want to dislike him, she liked him very much.
“Ningyi will not be allowed to bear anything alone in the future. You have to tell your parents. We won’t be angry and we will try our best to help you answer it.”
Ji Ningyi nodded.
“Also, Ningyi, Mom wants to ask you something, can you tell Mom honestly?”
Ji Ningyi said softly, “Yes.”
