Many things are completely different from the perspective of children and adults, so she can only ask Ji Ningyi.
Ji Ningyi twisted his fingers again, pursed his lips tightly, and looked very tangled. Si Tian did not continue to ask, but just hugged him quietly. She only touched a little of Ningyi’s true thoughts, but it was far from enough.
Finally, Ji Ningyi spoke and his voice was very low: “Mom bought a lot of new clothes for Zhile and told many stories to Zhile. She will pick up Zhile from school first, and…”
He closed his lips again and waited for a few seconds before continuing: “It’s my fault, I’m the elder brother, I should let Zhile, it’s my fault…”
“That’s not it!” Si Tian interrupted him sharply.
Ji Ningyi froze, did he make his mother angry again?
He did not want to be like this. He seemed to be getting more and more ignorant. Although his mother liked it when she said he was ignorant, Ji Ningyi’s long-standing thinking made it difficult for Ji Ningyi to change his mind.
“Ningyi, you are Zhile’s older brother, but being an older brother doesn’t mean you have to give in to your younger brother. You can tell Mom what you want.” Si Tian said, “Otherwise, Mom won’t know what you think.”
She bought a lot of new clothes for Ji Zhile because Ji Zhile wanted this and that. She told Ji Zhile many stories because Ji Zhile fell asleep very late that day. She went to pick up Ji Zhile first because Ji Zhile got out of school earlier…
She thought that this was a normal thing, so she did not think about it too much. She did not know that this was like this in the eyes of a child. She did not know that Ji Ningyi would always think that he was an older brother and wanted to give it away to his younger brother.
For more than a month, has Ningyi been surrounded by such thoughts? No matter what unfair things he encountered from his point of view, he still silently endured them. He would only tell himself in his heart that he was an older brother and then continue to live, still very good to Zhile, sleep with Zhile, and accompany Zhile to write homework…
As Ningyi’s mother, she did not even notice any abnormalities. She always thought that Ningyi was a sensible and obedient child, so she added these words to Ningyi.
She could not believe how much pressure Ningyi had endured during this period. He still had to whitewash the peace, obviously, he was just a child who was not yet seven years old.
Si Tian felt deeply guilty. As Ningyi’s mother, she kept putting pressure on Ningyi non-stop. Thinking of how she told Ningyi many times after she found Ji Zhile, she believed that he was a good child. Would Ningyi be more uncomfortable?
But even so, when she said what happened when she was a child, Ningyi would still comfort her.
She felt that the love she gave Ningyi seemed to be less than one-tenth of what Ningyi gave her.
Many things also came to Si Tian’s mind. Ningyi did not like to wear childish clothes, but would wear them because she liked them; Ningyi did not like eating vegetables, but would learn for his brother to eat them because of her words.
She was clearly aware of it, but she did not care much after Ningyi denied it. If she had asked more at that time, would Ningyi not have endured until now to explode and would not have done something wrong to make him feel so uncomfortable?
Her nose was sore for a moment, Si Tian hugged Ningyi tightly, her voice hoarse: “I’m sorry, Ningyi.”
When Ji Ningyi heard his mother’s voice, he panicked. He realized that his mother seemed to be crying…
Crying is a very serious thing, is it because of him?
He imitated his mother’s previous appearance and patted her arm with his hand: “It’s okay, Mom.”
Why did Mom say sorry to him? It was obviously his fault.
But he said it was okay, but Mom did not get better.
“Ningyi, don’t be sensible, I’m sorry…”
Mom really cried, Ji Ningyi was completely flustered. For a moment, he could not hold back his tears.
“It’s okay, Mom.” Even if Mom did something wrong, he would forgive her.
“Mom, don’t cry.” He stretched out his hand, touched his mother’s cheek lightly, and wiped his fingers over it.
He felt as if he was being hugged even tighter. Why? Did his mother think he was not good, so she did not want to like him anymore?
Ji Ningyi’s tears fell down in large drops. He was scared and flustered: “I’m sorry, Mom, I didn’t mean it.”
He kept saying that he intentionally and deliberately lost Zhile, but at this time he finally changed his words.
“I don’t know why I was thrown Zhile away at that time.”
He did not even want to look back after walking out of the woods. Why did he have that kind of thought at that time? He knew that Zhile was his younger brother and they had grown up together, but he actually wanted Zhile to disappear.
“Mom, I’m so bad.”
Even if a child who is too bad is not liked by anyone, he will not blame anyone.
Many things are completely different from the perspective of children and adults, so she can only ask Ji Ningyi.
Ji Ningyi twisted his fingers again, pursed his lips tightly, and looked very tangled. Si Tian did not continue to ask, but just hugged him quietly. She only touched a little of Ningyi’s true thoughts, but it was far from enough.
Finally, Ji Ningyi spoke and his voice was very low: “Mom bought a lot of new clothes for Zhile and told many stories to Zhile. She will pick up Zhile from school first, and…”
He closed his lips again and waited for a few seconds before continuing: “It’s my fault, I’m the elder brother, I should let Zhile, it’s my fault…”
“That’s not it!” Si Tian interrupted him sharply.
Ji Ningyi froze, did he make his mother angry again?
He did not want to be like this. He seemed to be getting more and more ignorant. Although his mother liked it when she said he was ignorant, Ji Ningyi’s long-standing thinking made it difficult for Ji Ningyi to change his mind.
“Ningyi, you are Zhile’s older brother, but being an older brother doesn’t mean you have to give in to your younger brother. You can tell Mom what you want.” Si Tian said, “Otherwise, Mom won’t know what you think.”
She bought a lot of new clothes for Ji Zhile because Ji Zhile wanted this and that. She told Ji Zhile many stories because Ji Zhile fell asleep very late that day. She went to pick up Ji Zhile first because Ji Zhile got out of school earlier…
She thought that this was a normal thing, so she did not think about it too much. She did not know that this was like this in the eyes of a child. She did not know that Ji Ningyi would always think that he was an older brother and wanted to give it away to his younger brother.
For more than a month, has Ningyi been surrounded by such thoughts? No matter what unfair things he encountered from his point of view, he still silently endured them. He would only tell himself in his heart that he was an older brother and then continue to live, still very good to Zhile, sleep with Zhile, and accompany Zhile to write homework…
As Ningyi’s mother, she did not even notice any abnormalities. She always thought that Ningyi was a sensible and obedient child, so she added these words to Ningyi.
She could not believe how much pressure Ningyi had endured during this period. He still had to whitewash the peace, obviously, he was just a child who was not yet seven years old.
Si Tian felt deeply guilty. As Ningyi’s mother, she kept putting pressure on Ningyi non-stop. Thinking of how she told Ningyi many times after she found Ji Zhile, she believed that he was a good child. Would Ningyi be more uncomfortable?
But even so, when she said what happened when she was a child, Ningyi would still comfort her.
She felt that the love she gave Ningyi seemed to be less than one-tenth of what Ningyi gave her.
Many things also came to Si Tian’s mind. Ningyi did not like to wear childish clothes, but would wear them because she liked them; Ningyi did not like eating vegetables, but would learn for his brother to eat them because of her words.
She was clearly aware of it, but she did not care much after Ningyi denied it. If she had asked more at that time, would Ningyi not have endured until now to explode and would not have done something wrong to make him feel so uncomfortable?
Her nose was sore for a moment, Si Tian hugged Ningyi tightly, her voice hoarse: “I’m sorry, Ningyi.”
When Ji Ningyi heard his mother’s voice, he panicked. He realized that his mother seemed to be crying…
Crying is a very serious thing, is it because of him?
He imitated his mother’s previous appearance and patted her arm with his hand: “It’s okay, Mom.”
Why did Mom say sorry to him? It was obviously his fault.
But he said it was okay, but Mom did not get better.
“Ningyi, don’t be sensible, I’m sorry…”
Mom really cried, Ji Ningyi was completely flustered. For a moment, he could not hold back his tears.
“It’s okay, Mom.” Even if Mom did something wrong, he would forgive her.
“Mom, don’t cry.” He stretched out his hand, touched his mother’s cheek lightly, and wiped his fingers over it.
He felt as if he was being hugged even tighter. Why? Did his mother think he was not good, so she did not want to like him anymore?
Ji Ningyi’s tears fell down in large drops. He was scared and flustered: “I’m sorry, Mom, I didn’t mean it.”
He kept saying that he intentionally and deliberately lost Zhile, but at this time he finally changed his words.
“I don’t know why I was thrown Zhile away at that time.”
He did not even want to look back after walking out of the woods. Why did he have that kind of thought at that time? He knew that Zhile was his younger brother and they had grown up together, but he actually wanted Zhile to disappear.
“Mom, I’m so bad.”
Even if a child who is too bad is not liked by anyone, he will not blame anyone.
