Si Tian thought of something and said, “Didn’t Ningyi say that Mom is well and that Mom will never get sick again?”
She seemed only to be able to think of this. As for making this promise, it was not an empty promise. The success of the mission of the system was judged by whether Ji Ningyi and Ji Zhile could avoid the accident. It will be more than ten years later when Ningyi is already an adult.
“Mom won’t want you.” Si Tian repeated again and said softly, “Ningyi is my baby.”
Ji Ningyi leaned slightly toward her and seemed to have relaxed a lot.
Si Tian tentatively asked: “Then let’s start with something simple, can Ningyi tell Mom why you left home today?”
Ji Ningyi’s eyelashes trembled. The child’s voice was still immature, but his tone was a little timid: “Because I did something very bad, I…”
He choked up and his voice changed slightly: “I threw Zhile in the woods, I’m very bad, so I want to give Zhile back.”
When Si Tian heard this reason, she just wanted to say that he was so stupid, but Ningyi’s thoughts were so pure. Because he did something wrong, he repeated the bad thing to himself.
“I’m afraid, I’m afraid my parents don’t want me anymore.” After he finished speaking, two more tears fell. He reached out to wipe them off, leaning softly in Si Tian’s arms. Even though Si Tian said just now that she would not want him, he still approached his mother through such a show of weakness, as if it would make people more pitiful and likable. Even if he got the promise, he was still timid and afraid.
Si Tian’s heart shivered and she hugged him tightly: “Fool, Ji Ningyi, you listen carefully, no matter what happens, Mom and Dad will never not want you.”
She said: “You don’t know how scared your father and I were when we saw you leaving home. You are our child and you have grown up to such a big age. How could we not want you?”
Ji Ningyi rubbed his eyes and the weeping sound in his voice was obvious: “I’m sorry, Mom, I don’t want you to be afraid.”
He is very scared, very scared today. This emotion is too bad and he doesn’t like that his parents are also troubled by the same emotion.
“Then, don’t run away from home again.” Si Tian said, “If I don’t find you today, I will be very sad. If I never find you, I will always be sad for the rest of my life.”
Ji Ningyi gently took her arm: “I don’t want to make Mom sad.”
But, he made Mom sad many times today. Mom was sad when she could not see Zhile and she was also sad when she could not see him.
“Mom, I’m not well.”
Si Tian understood his way of speaking and said affirmatively, “You are fine.”
She tried her best to find Ji Ningyi’s usual performance, trying to make him more confident, instead of the depressed look now.
But as soon as she said it, Ji Ningyi shook his head: “I’m not good, I’m not sensible.”
“You don’t need to be a sensible child.” Si Tian said. She remembered her mother-in-law’s words. For a child, being sensible is a kind of praise and also a kind of imprisonment. She recalled how many times she said to Ji Ningyi, Ningyi was really well-behaved, Ningyi was really obedient…
Ningyi will also be imprisoned by her praise one by one.
Si Tian said in a serious tone: “Even if you are ignorant, Mom still likes you very much.”
She gave an example: “Zhile is a picky eater and mischievous, but Mom still likes him.”
Ji Ningyi blinked. With a soft tone, he asked Si Tian an unexpected question: “Am I the same as Zhile?”
Si Tian’s heart seemed to be knocked by something, and with a bang, the surroundings were quiet for a second in an instant. She seemed to have come into contact with a little of Ningyi’s true thoughts, which shocked her.
But in a second, she quickly spoke: “Of course the same, you are all my children, you are all the same. As much as I like Zhile, I will like you as much.”
Ji Ningyi did not speak again.
Si Tian hugged Ningyi’s shoulders, she was actually a little scared now.
She has heard and seen all kinds of conflicts in the second-child family, so when she is dressed as the mother of the two children, she also pays attention to this and tries to make no difference between the two children.
So in the beginning, even though she did not like Ji Zhile, she would ask him if he wanted to go to the mall. She liked Ningyi very much, but she would try to balance their relationship.
When she saw Zhu Pan at her mother-in-law’s house, she was even glad that she did not have such a partiality and she thought Zhu Pan was so pitiful.
But at this moment, Si Tian realized that it did not seem to be the case. Zhu Pan is pitiful, but Ningyi is not doing well. Otherwise, he wouldn’t ask her if she would not want him, wouldn’t ask her if he was the same as Zhile?
Ningyi is usually well-behaved and sensible, and Zhile is lively and noisy. Her attention seems to be involuntarily put more on Zhile, but she has never ignored Ningyi. Why did Ningyi have such thoughts?
After calming down, Si Tian spoke with a slightly astringent voice: “Ningyi, does it mean that Mom treats you differently than Zhile?”
Si Tian thought of something and said, “Didn’t Ningyi say that Mom is well and that Mom will never get sick again?”
She seemed only to be able to think of this. As for making this promise, it was not an empty promise. The success of the mission of the system was judged by whether Ji Ningyi and Ji Zhile could avoid the accident. It will be more than ten years later when Ningyi is already an adult.
“Mom won’t want you.” Si Tian repeated again and said softly, “Ningyi is my baby.”
Ji Ningyi leaned slightly toward her and seemed to have relaxed a lot.
Si Tian tentatively asked: “Then let’s start with something simple, can Ningyi tell Mom why you left home today?”
Ji Ningyi’s eyelashes trembled. The child’s voice was still immature, but his tone was a little timid: “Because I did something very bad, I…”
He choked up and his voice changed slightly: “I threw Zhile in the woods, I’m very bad, so I want to give Zhile back.”
When Si Tian heard this reason, she just wanted to say that he was so stupid, but Ningyi’s thoughts were so pure. Because he did something wrong, he repeated the bad thing to himself.
“I’m afraid, I’m afraid my parents don’t want me anymore.” After he finished speaking, two more tears fell. He reached out to wipe them off, leaning softly in Si Tian’s arms. Even though Si Tian said just now that she would not want him, he still approached his mother through such a show of weakness, as if it would make people more pitiful and likable. Even if he got the promise, he was still timid and afraid.
Si Tian’s heart shivered and she hugged him tightly: “Fool, Ji Ningyi, you listen carefully, no matter what happens, Mom and Dad will never not want you.”
She said: “You don’t know how scared your father and I were when we saw you leaving home. You are our child and you have grown up to such a big age. How could we not want you?”
Ji Ningyi rubbed his eyes and the weeping sound in his voice was obvious: “I’m sorry, Mom, I don’t want you to be afraid.”
He is very scared, very scared today. This emotion is too bad and he doesn’t like that his parents are also troubled by the same emotion.
“Then, don’t run away from home again.” Si Tian said, “If I don’t find you today, I will be very sad. If I never find you, I will always be sad for the rest of my life.”
Ji Ningyi gently took her arm: “I don’t want to make Mom sad.”
But, he made Mom sad many times today. Mom was sad when she could not see Zhile and she was also sad when she could not see him.
“Mom, I’m not well.”
Si Tian understood his way of speaking and said affirmatively, “You are fine.”
She tried her best to find Ji Ningyi’s usual performance, trying to make him more confident, instead of the depressed look now.
But as soon as she said it, Ji Ningyi shook his head: “I’m not good, I’m not sensible.”
“You don’t need to be a sensible child.” Si Tian said. She remembered her mother-in-law’s words. For a child, being sensible is a kind of praise and also a kind of imprisonment. She recalled how many times she said to Ji Ningyi, Ningyi was really well-behaved, Ningyi was really obedient…
Ningyi will also be imprisoned by her praise one by one.
Si Tian said in a serious tone: “Even if you are ignorant, Mom still likes you very much.”
She gave an example: “Zhile is a picky eater and mischievous, but Mom still likes him.”
Ji Ningyi blinked. With a soft tone, he asked Si Tian an unexpected question: “Am I the same as Zhile?”
Si Tian’s heart seemed to be knocked by something, and with a bang, the surroundings were quiet for a second in an instant. She seemed to have come into contact with a little of Ningyi’s true thoughts, which shocked her.
But in a second, she quickly spoke: “Of course the same, you are all my children, you are all the same. As much as I like Zhile, I will like you as much.”
Ji Ningyi did not speak again.
Si Tian hugged Ningyi’s shoulders, she was actually a little scared now.
She has heard and seen all kinds of conflicts in the second-child family, so when she is dressed as the mother of the two children, she also pays attention to this and tries to make no difference between the two children.
So in the beginning, even though she did not like Ji Zhile, she would ask him if he wanted to go to the mall. She liked Ningyi very much, but she would try to balance their relationship.
When she saw Zhu Pan at her mother-in-law’s house, she was even glad that she did not have such a partiality and she thought Zhu Pan was so pitiful.
But at this moment, Si Tian realized that it did not seem to be the case. Zhu Pan is pitiful, but Ningyi is not doing well. Otherwise, he wouldn’t ask her if she would not want him, wouldn’t ask her if he was the same as Zhile?
Ningyi is usually well-behaved and sensible, and Zhile is lively and noisy. Her attention seems to be involuntarily put more on Zhile, but she has never ignored Ningyi. Why did Ningyi have such thoughts?
After calming down, Si Tian spoke with a slightly astringent voice: “Ningyi, does it mean that Mom treats you differently than Zhile?”
