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Published at 9th of October 2023 11:25:04 AM


Chapter 41.2

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The moment Si Tian saw Ji Ningyi, she was pleasantly surprised, but she was a little timid before approaching.

“Xiao Ai, will I scare Ningyi if I walk over like this?” She was really afraid that she would scare Ningyi into the water.

Xiao Ai seemed to understand her concerns and told her that the lake was not deep, no one could be drowned.

Si Tian took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Ji Jiangzhou, telling him that she found Ningyi and would take Ningyi home and let Ji Jiangzhou go back first.

Thinking in another way, if she did something wrong and ran away from home and was found, she would definitely not want to face many people in the first place.

Si Tian approached slowly, Ji Ningyi seemed to be immersed in his own world and did not notice her. Until Si Tian picked him up and moved away from the lake, Ji Ningyi raised his head to look at her in a panic.

“Mom.” His voice was low and hoarse. He had cried too much just now. Although he did not shed tears now, his eyes were still red.

Si Tian sat on the ground, sitting side by side with Ji Ning on the lawn, and asked him: “Is it fun here?”

She still spoke as usual, not angry, very gentle. Ji Ningyi glanced at her cautiously and gave a muffled ‘hmm’.

He thought he had gone so far and no one else could find him, but his mother found him and his mother was not angry.

But, Ji Ningyi’s heart is full of ups and downs. He seldom does bad things, but today he did two things, abandoned Zhile and ran away from home. Mom must think he is very unwell-behaved.

Ji Ningyi lowered his head.

But, someone held his shoulders and he was half-held in his mother’s arms.

“If Ningyi likes it and thinks it’s fun here, can we go out as a family next time?” Si Tian said, “You scared us all when you went out alone today.”

Ji Ningyi lowered his head and twisted his fingers: “I’m sorry, Mom.”

“Since Ningyi said I’m sorry, then Mom will forgive you for this matter.”

Ji Ningyi was stunned for a moment. He did not expect to be forgiven so easily. He always felt that making a mistake was a very big, big thing.

Si Tian asked: “Is Ningyi willing to go home with Mom now?”

Ji Ningyi was silent again.

Si Tian rubbed his hair and said, “Mom often wanted to run away from home when Mom was young.”

After saying this, she secretly paid attention to Ji Ningyi’s reaction. Although he still lowered his head, the movement of his hand quietly stopped, as if he wanted to hear her continue.

“I was criticized by the teacher for not doing well in the exam. When I went home, I was also scolded by my parents. So, I thought about running away from home.” This is true, but the real detail is, the teacher said that you came to ask me this question and I also told you a person specifically, why do you make the same mistakes again? Her parents used the same words to educate her.

Many years have passed, but Si Tian is sure that the teacher did not tell her alone. But, she was extremely aggrieved at that time, felt that the whole world did not believe her, and wanted to run away from home.

Now that she has grown up and looks at this matter, she feels that the ideas at that time were so naive. But children are easy to get into the horns and easily have extreme thoughts. This is unique to their age group, it is as common as procrastination when everyone grows up.

Ji Ningyi said in a soft voice: “Grandma, grandpa, and teachers should not scold Mom, Mom did not do poorly on the exam on purpose.”

Hearing Ji Ningyi’s words, Si Tian’s eyes suddenly became a little hot.

It was clear that she was comforting Ningyi, but Ningyi was comforting her when he was just a child. How could there be such a well-behaved child? But she seemed to be a failed mother, she didn’t even know what he really thought.

She hugged Ji Ningyi’s arm tightly and pulled him into her arms. Her voice was slightly hoarse: “So, Mom also believes that Ningyi didn’t do it on purpose.”

As soon as Ji Ningyi heard her changing voice, he glanced at her nervously and then lowered his head again. He felt that even if he was good or bad, his mother always believed in him.

“Mom, I did it on purpose…” His voice was extremely low and it disappeared into the breeze in an instant. After saying this, his head drooped even more and he felt extremely guilty.

Si Tian took a deep breath: “Even if it was intentional, there is a reason, right, so would you tell me the reason?”

Ji Ningyi did not speak.

Si Tian said: “Ningyi, Mom doesn’t know what you’re worried about, but no matter what the reason you did it, Mom won’t…”

“Well… maybe angry, but that’s the biggest consequence.”

Ji Ningyi seemed to be slightly moved by her words and asked her in a low voice: “Will Mom not want me?”

“Of course not!” Si Tian said with certainty.

Why does Ningyi think this way? Did she do something that made Ningyi feel insecure? If a child asks this question, he must be extremely afraid of being left behind.





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