Chapter 1101
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"Whenever I hold the scalpel, whenever I stand under the shadowless lamp, my hands can no longer control and tremble. Do you know that? Do you know that?"
Lin Yi listened to Su Mengying's cry, but he had no way, because he couldn't help Su Mengying do anything. He could only comfort: "who won't make mistakes? Even me, I'm not sure I can be 100% successful in every treatment."
"No, you don't know. This is a mistake that even interns can't make, but I did, I did!" Su Mengying is a little crazy, He kept pounding his head: "but what's more ridiculous is that I didn't have the courage to admit this mistake. I lied and announced that the patient died of insurmountable massive bleeding. However, he bled because of my improper operation and wrong judgment. I really don't deserve to sit in the position of dean. I really don't deserve it."
With that, Su Mengying lay on the table and cried.
Lin Yi sighed softly, sat aside and said, "you shouldn't blame yourself like this, you know? His affairs have passed, but what about you? If you still don't act like this, how many patients will lose their lives because they can't get the first treatment."
"I know, I know everything, but I am." Su Mengying burst into tears. "But I really can't pick up the scalpel again. As soon as I pick up the scalpel, my mind is full of despair in his wife's eyes and the cry of his children. His parents knelt on the ground and begged me to try again to save his children. I can't control myself. My hands will always tremble. A doctor can't even hold the scalpel stably. What else can I talk about treating patients and saving people?"
Lin Yi is silent and can only constantly pat Su Mengying on the back to express comfort. Su Mengying suddenly raises her hand and hugs Lin Yi, "Three years, you know? Three years. Every month I go to the countryside to find the family, give them money and buy gifts for their children. But I can't tell myself that it's over. You know? I can't." Su Mengying hugged Lin Yi and burst into tears.
Lin Yi felt the warmth on his chest, but he didn't want to enjoy it. He could only pat Su Mengying on the back and said, "it's okay, it's okay."
Lin Yi understands. No wonder Su Mengying will go to the countryside. It turned out that she wanted to find the family and give some compensation. At the same time, give yourself some comfort. But I didn't expect such an accident. But Lin Yi also felt very helpless. A process that doctors must go through is to admit the patient's death.
No doctor wants his patient to die. But there are not so many absolutes in medicine. Doctors are just people, not gods. No doctor has the ability to say that he will be able to save them. But every doctor will do his best to save other people's lives. But in the end, Su Mengying was so obsessed that she could no longer pick up the scalpel. I'm afraid this is the sadness of being a doctor.
"Lin Yi, do you know? If you had the operation that day, you would certainly be able to save him, and this good family would not be broken up by me." Su Mengying calmed down a little and said, "so I envy you and your medical skills. If I had half your level, maybe I wouldn't break up that supposed to be a beautiful family."
"No, not necessarily." Lin Yi shook his head, "If it were me, I might be able to stop massive bleeding, but I may not be able to do this operation like you, because I have no experience, because I am not qualified for such an operation at all, Su Mengying, you know? Since you have this qualification and ability, why can't you overcome yourself. This is just an example, there are too many lives waiting for you to go Save, do you give up other lives because of this one person? Is that reasonable? "
After Lin Yi said these words, he pushed away Su Mengying holding himself and looked directly into Su Mengying's eyes, "Do you think it was an accident that you became the dean? Now that you have become the Dean, everyone believes in your ability. The greater your ability, the greater your responsibility. Do you want to continue to be silent like this? And then give the position of dean to people like Zhou Liwei? Do you think it's appropriate?"
Su Mengying was stunned. As soon as Lin Yi saw the effect, he continued, "use your ability where it should be used, okay?"
Su Mengying took a deep breath and said, "I'll go to the bathroom to make up." Just now, Su Mengying spent all her makeup. Then he stood up and left the private room.
Lin Yi sat and looked at Su Mengying's back and sighed gently. He didn't expect that President Su had such a past. Lin Yi had never experienced these things, and ye Zifeng had never let himself experience them. Maybe this is one of the reasons why Ye Zifeng let Lin Yi out to experience. Only after experiencing all this can a doctor slowly mature and slowly become a real doctor.
"Ah!" Su Mengying's cry came into Lin Yi's ears. Lin Yi stood up and rushed out of the private room.
Several gangsters surrounded Su Mengying and began to act on her. Lin Yi was directly angry at the sight. Directly rushed forward, flew a foot and kicked a little gangster. Standing beside Su Mengying, he asked, "are you okay?" Su Mengying was completely awake and nodded. Lin Yi looked at the people in front of him and said, "I'm tired of living, aren't I?"
These gangsters seem to belong to a private room. At this time, they obviously drink too much, their eyes are blurred, and they can't walk steadily. One of the little gangsters said, "you're tired of TMD." After that, he picked up an ashtray next to Lin Yi and smashed it on Lin Yi's head. Lin Yi backhanded caught the ashtray. Since he was looking for death in this little gangster, he didn't need to be polite, so he shouted directly on the head of the little gangster. Several other gangsters saw that this was a tough character. Directly ran into the next private room and shouted, "don't go!"
Of course Lin Yi doesn't go. Lin Yi has to settle this account with them. The little gangster came out of the private room with about ten people behind him, each with machetes and looked at Lin Yi fiercely.
"Let's go. Lin Yi." Su Mengying said with some fear when she saw so many people.
Lin Yi smiled gently, indicating that these people were not enough to fight at all. A leader slowly came out of the crowd and asked, "is it Mr. Lin Yi?"
And people who know themselves? Lin Yi nodded and said he was Lin Yi.
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"Whenever I hold the scalpel, whenever I stand under the shadowless lamp, my hands can no longer control and tremble. Do you know that? Do you know that?"
Lin Yi listened to Su Mengying's cry, but he had no way, because he couldn't help Su Mengying do anything. He could only comfort: "who won't make mistakes? Even me, I'm not sure I can be 100% successful in every treatment."
"No, you don't know. This is a mistake that even interns can't make, but I did, I did!" Su Mengying is a little crazy, He kept pounding his head: "but what's more ridiculous is that I didn't have the courage to admit this mistake. I lied and announced that the patient died of insurmountable massive bleeding. However, he bled because of my improper operation and wrong judgment. I really don't deserve to sit in the position of dean. I really don't deserve it."
With that, Su Mengying lay on the table and cried.
Lin Yi sighed softly, sat aside and said, "you shouldn't blame yourself like this, you know? His affairs have passed, but what about you? If you still don't act like this, how many patients will lose their lives because they can't get the first treatment."
"I know, I know everything, but I am." Su Mengying burst into tears. "But I really can't pick up the scalpel again. As soon as I pick up the scalpel, my mind is full of despair in his wife's eyes and the cry of his children. His parents knelt on the ground and begged me to try again to save his children. I can't control myself. My hands will always tremble. A doctor can't even hold the scalpel stably. What else can I talk about treating patients and saving people?"
Lin Yi is silent and can only constantly pat Su Mengying on the back to express comfort. Su Mengying suddenly raises her hand and hugs Lin Yi, "Three years, you know? Three years. Every month I go to the countryside to find the family, give them money and buy gifts for their children. But I can't tell myself that it's over. You know? I can't." Su Mengying hugged Lin Yi and burst into tears.
Lin Yi felt the warmth on his chest, but he didn't want to enjoy it. He could only pat Su Mengying on the back and said, "it's okay, it's okay."
Lin Yi understands. No wonder Su Mengying will go to the countryside. It turned out that she wanted to find the family and give some compensation. At the same time, give yourself some comfort. But I didn't expect such an accident. But Lin Yi also felt very helpless. A process that doctors must go through is to admit the patient's death.
No doctor wants his patient to die. But there are not so many absolutes in medicine. Doctors are just people, not gods. No doctor has the ability to say that he will be able to save them. But every doctor will do his best to save other people's lives. But in the end, Su Mengying was so obsessed that she could no longer pick up the scalpel. I'm afraid this is the sadness of being a doctor.
"Lin Yi, do you know? If you had the operation that day, you would certainly be able to save him, and this good family would not be broken up by me." Su Mengying calmed down a little and said, "so I envy you and your medical skills. If I had half your level, maybe I wouldn't break up that supposed to be a beautiful family."
"No, not necessarily." Lin Yi shook his head, "If it were me, I might be able to stop massive bleeding, but I may not be able to do this operation like you, because I have no experience, because I am not qualified for such an operation at all, Su Mengying, you know? Since you have this qualification and ability, why can't you overcome yourself. This is just an example, there are too many lives waiting for you to go Save, do you give up other lives because of this one person? Is that reasonable? "
After Lin Yi said these words, he pushed away Su Mengying holding himself and looked directly into Su Mengying's eyes, "Do you think it was an accident that you became the dean? Now that you have become the Dean, everyone believes in your ability. The greater your ability, the greater your responsibility. Do you want to continue to be silent like this? And then give the position of dean to people like Zhou Liwei? Do you think it's appropriate?"
Su Mengying was stunned. As soon as Lin Yi saw the effect, he continued, "use your ability where it should be used, okay?"
Su Mengying took a deep breath and said, "I'll go to the bathroom to make up." Just now, Su Mengying spent all her makeup. Then he stood up and left the private room.
Lin Yi sat and looked at Su Mengying's back and sighed gently. He didn't expect that President Su had such a past. Lin Yi had never experienced these things, and ye Zifeng had never let himself experience them. Maybe this is one of the reasons why Ye Zifeng let Lin Yi out to experience. Only after experiencing all this can a doctor slowly mature and slowly become a real doctor.
"Ah!" Su Mengying's cry came into Lin Yi's ears. Lin Yi stood up and rushed out of the private room.
Several gangsters surrounded Su Mengying and began to act on her. Lin Yi was directly angry at the sight. Directly rushed forward, flew a foot and kicked a little gangster. Standing beside Su Mengying, he asked, "are you okay?" Su Mengying was completely awake and nodded. Lin Yi looked at the people in front of him and said, "I'm tired of living, aren't I?"
These gangsters seem to belong to a private room. At this time, they obviously drink too much, their eyes are blurred, and they can't walk steadily. One of the little gangsters said, "you're tired of TMD." After that, he picked up an ashtray next to Lin Yi and smashed it on Lin Yi's head. Lin Yi backhanded caught the ashtray. Since he was looking for death in this little gangster, he didn't need to be polite, so he shouted directly on the head of the little gangster. Several other gangsters saw that this was a tough character. Directly ran into the next private room and shouted, "don't go!"
Of course Lin Yi doesn't go. Lin Yi has to settle this account with them. The little gangster came out of the private room with about ten people behind him, each with machetes and looked at Lin Yi fiercely.
"Let's go. Lin Yi." Su Mengying said with some fear when she saw so many people.
Lin Yi smiled gently, indicating that these people were not enough to fight at all. A leader slowly came out of the crowd and asked, "is it Mr. Lin Yi?"
And people who know themselves? Lin Yi nodded and said he was Lin Yi.
"Whenever I hold the scalpel, whenever I stand under the shadowless lamp, my hands can no longer control and tremble. Do you know that? Do you know that?"Lin Yi listened to Su Mengying's cry, but he had no way, because he couldn't help Su Mengying do anything. He could only comfort: "who won't make mistakes? Even me, I'm not sure I can be 100% successful in every treatment.""No, you don't know. This is a mistake that even interns can't make, but I did, I did!" Su Mengying is a little crazy, He kept pounding his head: "but what's more ridiculous is that I didn't have the courage to admit this mistake. I lied and announced that the patient died of insurmountable massive bleeding. However, he bled because of my improper operation and wrong judgment. I really don't deserve to sit in the position of dean. I really don't deserve it."With that, Su Mengying lay on the table and cried.Lin Yi sighed softly, sat aside and said, "you shouldn't blame yourself like this, you know? His affairs have passed, but what about you? If you still don't act like this, how many patients will lose their lives because they can't get the first treatment.""I know, I know everything, but I am." Su Mengying burst into tears. "But I really can't pick up the scalpel again. As soon as I pick up the scalpel, my mind is full of despair in his wife's eyes and the cry of his children. His parents knelt on the ground and begged me to try again to save his children. I can't control myself. My hands will always tremble. A doctor can't even hold the scalpel stably. What else can I talk about treating patients and saving people?"Lin Yi is silent and can only constantly pat Su Mengying on the back to express comfort. Su Mengying suddenly raises her hand and hugs Lin Yi, "Three years, you know? Three years. Every month I go to the countryside to find the family, give them money and buy gifts for their children. But I can't tell myself that it's over. You know? I can't." Su Mengying hugged Lin Yi and burst into tears.Lin Yi felt the warmth on his chest, but he didn't want to enjoy it. He could only pat Su Mengying on the back and said, "it's okay, it's okay."Lin Yi understands. No wonder Su Mengying will go to the countryside. It turned out that she wanted to find the family and give some compensation. At the same time, give yourself some comfort. But I didn't expect such an accident. But Lin Yi also felt very helpless. A process that doctors must go through is to admit the patient's death.No doctor wants his patient to die. But there are not so many absolutes in medicine. Doctors are just people, not gods. No doctor has the ability to say that he will be able to save them. But every doctor will do his best to save other people's lives. But in the end, Su Mengying was so obsessed that she could no longer pick up the scalpel. I'm afraid this is the sadness of being a doctor."Lin Yi, do you know? If you had the operation that day, you would certainly be able to save him, and this good family would not be broken up by me." Su Mengying calmed down a little and said, "so I envy you and your medical skills. If I had half your level, maybe I wouldn't break up that supposed to be a beautiful family.""No, not necessarily." Lin Yi shook his head, "If it were me, I might be able to stop massive bleeding, but I may not be able to do this operation like you, because I have no experience, because I am not qualified for such an operation at all, Su Mengying, you know? Since you have this qualification and ability, why can't you overcome yourself. This is just an example, there are too many lives waiting for you to go Save, do you give up other lives because of this one person? Is that reasonable? "After Lin Yi said these words, he pushed away Su Mengying holding himself and looked directly into Su Mengying's eyes, "Do you think it was an accident that you became the dean? Now that you have become the Dean, everyone believes in your ability. The greater your ability, the greater your responsibility. Do you want to continue to be silent like this? And then give the position of dean to people like Zhou Liwei? Do you think it's appropriate?"Su Mengying was stunned. As soon as Lin Yi saw the effect, he continued, "use your ability where it should be used, okay?"Su Mengying took a deep breath and said, "I'll go to the bathroom to make up." Just now, Su Mengying spent all her makeup. Then he stood up and left the private room.Lin Yi sat and looked at Su Mengying's back and sighed gently. He didn't expect that President Su had such a past. Lin Yi had never experienced these things, and ye Zifeng had never let himself experience them. Maybe this is one of the reasons why Ye Zifeng let Lin Yi out to experience. Only after experiencing all this can a doctor slowly mature and slowly become a real doctor."Ah!" Su Mengying's cry came into Lin Yi's ears. Lin Yi stood up and rushed out of the private room.Several gangsters surrounded Su Mengying and began to act on her. Lin Yi was directly angry at the sight. Directly rushed forward, flew a foot and kicked a little gangster. Standing beside Su Mengying, he asked, "are you okay?" Su Mengying was completely awake and nodded. Lin Yi looked at the people in front of him and said, "I'm tired of living, aren't I?"These gangsters seem to belong to a private room. At this time, they obviously drink too much, their eyes are blurred, and they can't walk steadily. One of the little gangsters said, "you're tired of TMD." After that, he picked up an ashtray next to Lin Yi and smashed it on Lin Yi's head. Lin Yi backhanded caught the ashtray. Since he was looking for death in this little gangster, he didn't need to be polite, so he shouted directly on the head of the little gangster. Several other gangsters saw that this was a tough character. Directly ran into the next private room and shouted, "don't go!"Of course Lin Yi doesn't go. Lin Yi has to settle this account with them. The little gangster came out of the private room with about ten people behind him, each with machetes and looked at Lin Yi fiercely."Let's go. Lin Yi." Su Mengying said with some fear when she saw so many people.Lin Yi smiled gently, indicating that these people were not enough to fight at all. A leader slowly came out of the crowd and asked, "is it Mr. Lin Yi?"And people who know themselves? Lin Yi nodded and said he was Lin Yi.
