Lin Jin and his mother walked into his mother’s bedroom while the remaining guests all left the house, preparing to wait outside for the two of them to settle their matters before going to karaoke to have fun.
In his mother's room, Lin Jin stood stiffly in front of her, looking at her serious face as she sat on the bed. He gulped and nervously stared at the ground.
"Go get a chair and sit down."
As soon as his mother spoke, Lin Jin quickly looked around the room and dragged a chair from the desk to sit in front of her. He sat upright with his hands placed on his thighs. His whole body was tense as he just look down at the floor.
"Lin Jin" his mother said seriously after a while, "have you really decided to become a woman in the future?"
"Huh?"
Lin Jin looked up at his mother, confused and completely clueless about what she was talking about.
His mother, however, naturally took it as Lin Jin playing dumb and continued, "Your dad already told me. He said you are taking hormones now and want to become a woman in the future."
How could his dad babble so much? And he actually told her things he hasn’t even confirmed yet?
Lin Jin now realized why his mother was under such a misunderstanding. After all, his appearance was becoming more feminine. Especially since he hadn't seen his mother for nearly ten years, she could definitely tell that Lin Jin’s appearance was becoming more and more girlish. Plus, with his father’s words as well as Lin Jin’s cross dressing today…
But wasn't today's clothes just to lay the groundwork for his mother to accept him becoming a woman in the future?
Although he didn't want to be a girl, with the black cat around, he would most likely become one in the future. After thinking for a moment, Lin Jin nodded and said to his mother, "I have decided."
If he didn’t get turned into a girl by the black cat, then today's conversation with his mother would be as if it never happened. But if he did become a girl, today's conversation would make it easier for his mother to accept him later.
"Have you really decided?" His mother asked again, frowning and not looking too pleased. She nervously clutched the bedding and asked Lin Jin, "Even if you become a woman, you'll only be half."
His mother carefully explained the pros and cons to Lin Jin: "You know, although society can sort of accept homosexuality now, transgender people are still not accepted. If you become a woman, you will definitely face a lot of discrimination."
Lin Jin felt helpless inside. If he really became a woman, he would probably become the kind who outsiders can’t tell used to be a man... he might even be able to have children.
"Okay." Lin Jin nodded. Due to his nervousness, he kept fidgeting, occasionally touching his nose or shaking his foot.
The atmosphere in the room was really constrictive, so much so that Lin Jin almost couldn't breathe. He didn't dare look directly into his mother's eyes, so he kept fidgeting to try to distract himself.
"If you really want to be a woman, then I won't oppose it" his mother's tone softened a bit. "But don't take any more drugs, it's bad for your health."
Lin Jin's mouth twitched, he hadn't taken any messy drugs.
"You've gained weight because you've been taking too many hormone pills. I searched online and it says if you take them for a long time, you can only live to be thirty or forty." His mother's eyes showed worry as she concernedly spoke, "If you really want to, I'll take you to the hospital during summer break to get some professional advice from a doctor. If you have any surgeries, try to have them before graduation or your diploma will be useless afterwards."
His mother truly cared for him. After learning from his dad that Lin Jin might be on hormone therapy, she started to research and roughly understood why Lin Jin would want to be a woman. She guessed it was mostly because of his feminine appearance since childhood and her adding fuel to the fire by often dressing him in girls' clothes as a child, leading to a mismatch between Lin Jin's psychological and physical genders...
At least, that's what she believed, which explained her feelings of guilt and why she so readily agreed.
"Okay, I got it" Lin Jin said, his eyes downcast.
If he waited until summer break... he feared he would have already become a woman due to the black cat.
Lin Jin sighed softly. He watched his mother stand up and hurriedly stood up to follow her out of the bedroom.
"Let's go, since we're going to karaoke, let's have a good time" his mother turned back to look at Lin Jin but suddenly noticed the dress she almost overlooked. After a moment of thought, she asked, "Are you going to go out dressed like that?"
"Um..." Lin Jin wasn't sure when his task would be considered complete. But since his phone hadn't hadn’t notified him yet, he would have to continue wearing this embarrassing princess dress.
He wouldn't hesitate to wear ordinary women's clothing, but what he was wearing was like a bridal dress.
"You look beautiful in this kind of dress" his mother said with a kind smile on her face as they walked out of the bedroom. "I used to dress you up in princess dresses when you were little. You were really cute. Now, you've become even more beautiful."
"Wearing this outside feels weird" Lin Jin tugged at the dress and brushed the hair out of his eyes, then said with a smile "But it's okay, let's just go out like this."
"Okay" his mother nodded. She watched Lin Jin walk beside her and abruptly reached out to hold Lin Jin’s arm, startling him so much he almost jumped.
"I always really wanted a daughter" his mother said as she held Lin Jin's arm close to her with a smile. "But the first child was a son and the second was also a son. Then I realized you were especially cute, perfect for being dressed as a girl, so to satisfy my wish, I dressed you in girls' clothes."
"You don't resent me for that, do you?"
"No" Lin Jin shook his head vigorously.
Had it not been for the experience of being dressed in girls' clothes by his mother as a child, allowing him to experience what it felt like to be a girl, Lin Jin might not have given up resisting and accept the black cat so quickly.
If he had been a hot tempered, chauvinistic man, the black cat would have probably scolded him long ago.
Of course, it was also possible that if he had been too stubborn, the black cat would have punished him in various ways and turn him into an ugly girl.
Near Lin Jin's neighborhood, there was a small bar that also operated as a KTV. When Lin Jin, dressed in his princess dress, walked down the stairs with his mother's arm hooked in his, the group of people gathered around them, laughing and talking as they headed towards the KTV.
However, wearing such a dress was really embarrassing.
Walking on the street and feeling the stares of people around him, Lin Jin immediately stiffened, overwhelmed with embarrassment.
While Lin Jin's princess dress was indeed beautiful, no adult would wear such clothes in today’s society, right? Typically, only little five or six year old girls, dressed by their parents, would wear such princess dresses.
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Lin Jin and his mother walked into his mother’s bedroom while the remaining guests all left the house, preparing to wait outside for the two of them to settle their matters before going to karaoke to have fun.
In his mother's room, Lin Jin stood stiffly in front of her, looking at her serious face as she sat on the bed. He gulped and nervously stared at the ground.
"Go get a chair and sit down."
As soon as his mother spoke, Lin Jin quickly looked around the room and dragged a chair from the desk to sit in front of her. He sat upright with his hands placed on his thighs. His whole body was tense as he just look down at the floor.
"Lin Jin" his mother said seriously after a while, "have you really decided to become a woman in the future?"
"Huh?"
Lin Jin looked up at his mother, confused and completely clueless about what she was talking about.
His mother, however, naturally took it as Lin Jin playing dumb and continued, "Your dad already told me. He said you are taking hormones now and want to become a woman in the future."
How could his dad babble so much? And he actually told her things he hasn’t even confirmed yet?
Lin Jin now realized why his mother was under such a misunderstanding. After all, his appearance was becoming more feminine. Especially since he hadn't seen his mother for nearly ten years, she could definitely tell that Lin Jin’s appearance was becoming more and more girlish. Plus, with his father’s words as well as Lin Jin’s cross dressing today…
But wasn't today's clothes just to lay the groundwork for his mother to accept him becoming a woman in the future?
Although he didn't want to be a girl, with the black cat around, he would most likely become one in the future. After thinking for a moment, Lin Jin nodded and said to his mother, "I have decided."
If he didn’t get turned into a girl by the black cat, then today's conversation with his mother would be as if it never happened. But if he did become a girl, today's conversation would make it easier for his mother to accept him later.
"Have you really decided?" His mother asked again, frowning and not looking too pleased. She nervously clutched the bedding and asked Lin Jin, "Even if you become a woman, you'll only be half."
His mother carefully explained the pros and cons to Lin Jin: "You know, although society can sort of accept homosexuality now, transgender people are still not accepted. If you become a woman, you will definitely face a lot of discrimination."
Lin Jin felt helpless inside. If he really became a woman, he would probably become the kind who outsiders can’t tell used to be a man... he might even be able to have children.
"Okay." Lin Jin nodded. Due to his nervousness, he kept fidgeting, occasionally touching his nose or shaking his foot.
The atmosphere in the room was really constrictive, so much so that Lin Jin almost couldn't breathe. He didn't dare look directly into his mother's eyes, so he kept fidgeting to try to distract himself.
"If you really want to be a woman, then I won't oppose it" his mother's tone softened a bit. "But don't take any more drugs, it's bad for your health."
Lin Jin's mouth twitched, he hadn't taken any messy drugs.
"You've gained weight because you've been taking too many hormone pills. I searched online and it says if you take them for a long time, you can only live to be thirty or forty." His mother's eyes showed worry as she concernedly spoke, "If you really want to, I'll take you to the hospital during summer break to get some professional advice from a doctor. If you have any surgeries, try to have them before graduation or your diploma will be useless afterwards."
His mother truly cared for him. After learning from his dad that Lin Jin might be on hormone therapy, she started to research and roughly understood why Lin Jin would want to be a woman. She guessed it was mostly because of his feminine appearance since childhood and her adding fuel to the fire by often dressing him in girls' clothes as a child, leading to a mismatch between Lin Jin's psychological and physical genders...
At least, that's what she believed, which explained her feelings of guilt and why she so readily agreed.
"Okay, I got it" Lin Jin said, his eyes downcast.
If he waited until summer break... he feared he would have already become a woman due to the black cat.
Lin Jin sighed softly. He watched his mother stand up and hurriedly stood up to follow her out of the bedroom.
"Let's go, since we're going to karaoke, let's have a good time" his mother turned back to look at Lin Jin but suddenly noticed the dress she almost overlooked. After a moment of thought, she asked, "Are you going to go out dressed like that?"
"Um..." Lin Jin wasn't sure when his task would be considered complete. But since his phone hadn't hadn’t notified him yet, he would have to continue wearing this embarrassing princess dress.
He wouldn't hesitate to wear ordinary women's clothing, but what he was wearing was like a bridal dress.
"You look beautiful in this kind of dress" his mother said with a kind smile on her face as they walked out of the bedroom. "I used to dress you up in princess dresses when you were little. You were really cute. Now, you've become even more beautiful."
"Wearing this outside feels weird" Lin Jin tugged at the dress and brushed the hair out of his eyes, then said with a smile "But it's okay, let's just go out like this."
"Okay" his mother nodded. She watched Lin Jin walk beside her and abruptly reached out to hold Lin Jin’s arm, startling him so much he almost jumped.
"I always really wanted a daughter" his mother said as she held Lin Jin's arm close to her with a smile. "But the first child was a son and the second was also a son. Then I realized you were especially cute, perfect for being dressed as a girl, so to satisfy my wish, I dressed you in girls' clothes."
"You don't resent me for that, do you?"
"No" Lin Jin shook his head vigorously.
Had it not been for the experience of being dressed in girls' clothes by his mother as a child, allowing him to experience what it felt like to be a girl, Lin Jin might not have given up resisting and accept the black cat so quickly.
If he had been a hot tempered, chauvinistic man, the black cat would have probably scolded him long ago.
Of course, it was also possible that if he had been too stubborn, the black cat would have punished him in various ways and turn him into an ugly girl.
Near Lin Jin's neighborhood, there was a small bar that also operated as a KTV. When Lin Jin, dressed in his princess dress, walked down the stairs with his mother's arm hooked in his, the group of people gathered around them, laughing and talking as they headed towards the KTV.
However, wearing such a dress was really embarrassing.
Walking on the street and feeling the stares of people around him, Lin Jin immediately stiffened, overwhelmed with embarrassment.
While Lin Jin's princess dress was indeed beautiful, no adult would wear such clothes in today’s society, right? Typically, only little five or six year old girls, dressed by their parents, would wear such princess dresses.
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