Chapter 688
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"Wen Ziqiu, what do you call me? Call me again!" Ruan Mo pulled him in surprise.
He looked at her holding his hand. The way she held his clothes when he was a child flashed in front of him. This was his little candy. He was the most precious person. He couldn't drag her down.
Only when she leaves here can she treat her face well, let her not be despised, and let her return to the beauty of the white swan.
"Little candy!" He finally returned to her, because the emotion she showed at the moment was too fragile, which made him feel distressed and unbearable.
Ruan Mo smiled, "I thought you didn't take care of the candy!"
Wen Ziqiu didn't speak, but stood up, walked to the window and looked outside, "but the little candy just belongs to the past, and you are Ruan Mo now."
Ruan Mo didn't understand what he meant, so he got out of bed and walked to him, "Wen Ziqiu, don't reject me, okay?"
But when her voice fell, she heard Wen Ziqiu coldly say, "go, go from here, I don't want to see you again."
Ruan Mo hesitated and then said, "I won't go!"
Wen Ziqiu looked at her, and Ruan Mo looked at him, saying word by word: "Wen Ziqiu, you can't drive me away. I won't go. I'll stay here. If you don't want to see me, you have to look at me."
In this way, she was rude and unreasonable. Wen Ziqiu twisted her eyebrows, "why do you stay and refuse to leave?"
Although he was unconscious at that time, when he came to the south, he was conscious, but he couldn't wake up.
Ruan Mo understood something about what he said, so he replied, "I'll stay with you."
"With me?" Wen Ziqiu snorted coldly, "do you think I'm poor, poor me?"
poor?
It turned out that he felt this way, so is it also the reason why he rejected her?
Ruan Mo quickly shook his head, "no, I want to accompany you, not pity you."
Wen Ziqiu smiled coldly, "Ruan Mo, your words are too false. What is our relationship? Do you want to give up everything to accompany me?"
Mo Beifang said that patients with mental problems are sensitive and fragile, and Wen Ziqiu obviously is the same. She grabbed him again, "you are my little brother in the orange garden, who existed earlier than everyone around me now. You gave them the care and warmth they didn't give me, and I am your little candy, which belongs to you alone. This is our relationship."
Wen Ziqiu's throat stagnated. He didn't expect her to say so. He looked at her and his eyes sank a little.
Ruan Mo looked up at him and said, "Wen Ziqiu, don't doubt my intentions towards you. Even if I pity you as you said, have you ever thought that there are so many people worth pitying in this world, why should I pity you?"
He was silent. Ruan Mo then said, "because you are very important to me, it is worth me to do so. What's more, I am not poor to you. I am not willing to grow up with me. My parents left me, and I have no brothers and sisters. It is the only childhood memory of you and me, which can't be given by the people around me now."
Wen Ziqiu's eyes shrunk and his eyes fell on her face, "but I'm in a bad situation now. I can't give you the warmth you want anymore, and I'll hurt you."
On a rainy night, he kicked him. He remembered and regretted it.
He will commit suicide is to hate himself. How can he do it to her?
Ruan Mo shook his head. "You didn't mean it. It's not your intention. I don't blame you."
"But I can't forgive myself," Wen Ziqiu said, lowering her head, "and I may have another attack in case"
"No," Ruan Mo interrupted. "Wen Ziqiu asked me to accompany you. Let me accompany you out of this painful stage. You will get better."
He looked at her, then smiled and smiled bitterly, "I won't get well with this disease."
"Wen Ziqiu, you can. You have to believe in yourself," Ruan Mo held him tightly and thought of Mo Beifang's resonance. She said to him, "in fact, I also have mental problems. Before I came to you, I was diagnosed with mental depression."
Wen Ziqiu was shocked and his eyes were full of disbelief. In his eyes, Ruan Mo was sunny. How could she get depressed? People like him who live in the haze for a long time will get the disease.
She shouldn't have this disease!
Ruan Mo laughed mockingly, "don't you believe it? In fact, I don't believe it. It's estimated that no one will believe it. In other people's eyes, I am bright and beautiful, have money and power, and live like all women expect, but that's the surface that others can see, but in fact, I bear the psychological suffering, and I took over the pressure of Ruan when I was a teenager. Only I know."
"And I have low self-esteem. In the face of Si Yu's low self-esteem, he didn't give it to me, it was me and the comments around me. He is too excellent, excellent to be almost perfect, and what about me? Divorced, divorced and scolded again and again. Compared with him, I'm like garbage," Ruan Mo shook his head here. "I'm too bad."
Before, she thought about how she got depressed and thought it was because she hurt Si Yu. Now she knows the reason. Her depression didn't happen in a day, but began to accumulate from the moment she lost her parents.
Ruan Mo was silent until her head warmed and looked up to see Wen Ziqiu's big palm rubbing her hair.
"Wen Ziqiu, we are people who sympathize with each other, so let's work together to overcome these problems. Don't push me away and don't despise yourself, okay?"
He didn't respond. Ruan Mo added: "in fact, I don't go back to escape. I have the same emotion as you. I'm afraid of being despised. I'm afraid that the people around me who are good to me just pity me, Wen Ziqiu. I need redemption now. Maybe you, who are in the same dilemma as me, are my salvation."
Hearing her say so much, how can Wen Ziqiu refuse?
"OK, I'll go with the candy," Wen Ziqiu promised.
Ruan Mo smiled when he heard this, but he smiled and cried.
She succeeded!
She made Wen Ziqiu accept it!
"It's just your face" Wen Ziqiu touched her wound and felt distressed.
"It doesn't matter. It's not a bad thing to be ugly now. I've always been so beautiful that I can't feel the pain of those ordinary or even ugly people. Now let me taste it. As for the future, I'll treat it when I get well," Ruan Mo said very magnanimously.
"Then why are you still sad?" Wen Ziqiu exposed her.
"Sad for sure, who likes to be said ugly?" Ruan Mo then turned to pour water. She was thirsty, but Wen Ziqiu grabbed her.
Looking at the scratch on her face, he raised his hand and touched it gently, "does it hurt?"
Ruan Mo nodded, "it hurts!"
"How?" When he asked, the bottom of his eyes had been covered with a layer of cold.
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"Wen Ziqiu, what do you call me? Call me again!" Ruan Mo pulled him in surprise.
He looked at her holding his hand. The way she held his clothes when he was a child flashed in front of him. This was his little candy. He was the most precious person. He couldn't drag her down.
Only when she leaves here can she treat her face well, let her not be despised, and let her return to the beauty of the white swan.
"Little candy!" He finally returned to her, because the emotion she showed at the moment was too fragile, which made him feel distressed and unbearable.
Ruan Mo smiled, "I thought you didn't take care of the candy!"
Wen Ziqiu didn't speak, but stood up, walked to the window and looked outside, "but the little candy just belongs to the past, and you are Ruan Mo now."
Ruan Mo didn't understand what he meant, so he got out of bed and walked to him, "Wen Ziqiu, don't reject me, okay?"
But when her voice fell, she heard Wen Ziqiu coldly say, "go, go from here, I don't want to see you again."
Ruan Mo hesitated and then said, "I won't go!"
Wen Ziqiu looked at her, and Ruan Mo looked at him, saying word by word: "Wen Ziqiu, you can't drive me away. I won't go. I'll stay here. If you don't want to see me, you have to look at me."
In this way, she was rude and unreasonable. Wen Ziqiu twisted her eyebrows, "why do you stay and refuse to leave?"
Although he was unconscious at that time, when he came to the south, he was conscious, but he couldn't wake up.
Ruan Mo understood something about what he said, so he replied, "I'll stay with you."
"With me?" Wen Ziqiu snorted coldly, "do you think I'm poor, poor me?"
poor?
It turned out that he felt this way, so is it also the reason why he rejected her?
Ruan Mo quickly shook his head, "no, I want to accompany you, not pity you."
Wen Ziqiu smiled coldly, "Ruan Mo, your words are too false. What is our relationship? Do you want to give up everything to accompany me?"
Mo Beifang said that patients with mental problems are sensitive and fragile, and Wen Ziqiu obviously is the same. She grabbed him again, "you are my little brother in the orange garden, who existed earlier than everyone around me now. You gave them the care and warmth they didn't give me, and I am your little candy, which belongs to you alone. This is our relationship."
Wen Ziqiu's throat stagnated. He didn't expect her to say so. He looked at her and his eyes sank a little.
Ruan Mo looked up at him and said, "Wen Ziqiu, don't doubt my intentions towards you. Even if I pity you as you said, have you ever thought that there are so many people worth pitying in this world, why should I pity you?"
He was silent. Ruan Mo then said, "because you are very important to me, it is worth me to do so. What's more, I am not poor to you. I am not willing to grow up with me. My parents left me, and I have no brothers and sisters. It is the only childhood memory of you and me, which can't be given by the people around me now."
Wen Ziqiu's eyes shrunk and his eyes fell on her face, "but I'm in a bad situation now. I can't give you the warmth you want anymore, and I'll hurt you."
On a rainy night, he kicked him. He remembered and regretted it.
He will commit suicide is to hate himself. How can he do it to her?
Ruan Mo shook his head. "You didn't mean it. It's not your intention. I don't blame you."
"But I can't forgive myself," Wen Ziqiu said, lowering her head, "and I may have another attack in case"
"No," Ruan Mo interrupted. "Wen Ziqiu asked me to accompany you. Let me accompany you out of this painful stage. You will get better."
He looked at her, then smiled and smiled bitterly, "I won't get well with this disease."
"Wen Ziqiu, you can. You have to believe in yourself," Ruan Mo held him tightly and thought of Mo Beifang's resonance. She said to him, "in fact, I also have mental problems. Before I came to you, I was diagnosed with mental depression."
Wen Ziqiu was shocked and his eyes were full of disbelief. In his eyes, Ruan Mo was sunny. How could she get depressed? People like him who live in the haze for a long time will get the disease.
She shouldn't have this disease!
Ruan Mo laughed mockingly, "don't you believe it? In fact, I don't believe it. It's estimated that no one will believe it. In other people's eyes, I am bright and beautiful, have money and power, and live like all women expect, but that's the surface that others can see, but in fact, I bear the psychological suffering, and I took over the pressure of Ruan when I was a teenager. Only I know."
"And I have low self-esteem. In the face of Si Yu's low self-esteem, he didn't give it to me, it was me and the comments around me. He is too excellent, excellent to be almost perfect, and what about me? Divorced, divorced and scolded again and again. Compared with him, I'm like garbage," Ruan Mo shook his head here. "I'm too bad."
Before, she thought about how she got depressed and thought it was because she hurt Si Yu. Now she knows the reason. Her depression didn't happen in a day, but began to accumulate from the moment she lost her parents.
Ruan Mo was silent until her head warmed and looked up to see Wen Ziqiu's big palm rubbing her hair.
"Wen Ziqiu, we are people who sympathize with each other, so let's work together to overcome these problems. Don't push me away and don't despise yourself, okay?"
He didn't respond. Ruan Mo added: "in fact, I don't go back to escape. I have the same emotion as you. I'm afraid of being despised. I'm afraid that the people around me who are good to me just pity me, Wen Ziqiu. I need redemption now. Maybe you, who are in the same dilemma as me, are my salvation."
Hearing her say so much, how can Wen Ziqiu refuse?
"OK, I'll go with the candy," Wen Ziqiu promised.
Ruan Mo smiled when he heard this, but he smiled and cried.
She succeeded!
She made Wen Ziqiu accept it!
"It's just your face" Wen Ziqiu touched her wound and felt distressed.
"It doesn't matter. It's not a bad thing to be ugly now. I've always been so beautiful that I can't feel the pain of those ordinary or even ugly people. Now let me taste it. As for the future, I'll treat it when I get well," Ruan Mo said very magnanimously.
"Then why are you still sad?" Wen Ziqiu exposed her.
"Sad for sure, who likes to be said ugly?" Ruan Mo then turned to pour water. She was thirsty, but Wen Ziqiu grabbed her.
Looking at the scratch on her face, he raised his hand and touched it gently, "does it hurt?"
Ruan Mo nodded, "it hurts!"
"How?" When he asked, the bottom of his eyes had been covered with a layer of cold.
"Wen Ziqiu, what do you call me? Call me again!" Ruan Mo pulled him in surprise.He looked at her holding his hand. The way she held his clothes when he was a child flashed in front of him. This was his little candy. He was the most precious person. He couldn't drag her down.Only when she leaves here can she treat her face well, let her not be despised, and let her return to the beauty of the white swan."Little candy!" He finally returned to her, because the emotion she showed at the moment was too fragile, which made him feel distressed and unbearable.Ruan Mo smiled, "I thought you didn't take care of the candy!"Wen Ziqiu didn't speak, but stood up, walked to the window and looked outside, "but the little candy just belongs to the past, and you are Ruan Mo now."Ruan Mo didn't understand what he meant, so he got out of bed and walked to him, "Wen Ziqiu, don't reject me, okay?"But when her voice fell, she heard Wen Ziqiu coldly say, "go, go from here, I don't want to see you again."Ruan Mo hesitated and then said, "I won't go!"Wen Ziqiu looked at her, and Ruan Mo looked at him, saying word by word: "Wen Ziqiu, you can't drive me away. I won't go. I'll stay here. If you don't want to see me, you have to look at me."In this way, she was rude and unreasonable. Wen Ziqiu twisted her eyebrows, "why do you stay and refuse to leave?"Although he was unconscious at that time, when he came to the south, he was conscious, but he couldn't wake up.Ruan Mo understood something about what he said, so he replied, "I'll stay with you.""With me?" Wen Ziqiu snorted coldly, "do you think I'm poor, poor me?"poor?It turned out that he felt this way, so is it also the reason why he rejected her?Ruan Mo quickly shook his head, "no, I want to accompany you, not pity you."Wen Ziqiu smiled coldly, "Ruan Mo, your words are too false. What is our relationship? Do you want to give up everything to accompany me?"Mo Beifang said that patients with mental problems are sensitive and fragile, and Wen Ziqiu obviously is the same. She grabbed him again, "you are my little brother in the orange garden, who existed earlier than everyone around me now. You gave them the care and warmth they didn't give me, and I am your little candy, which belongs to you alone. This is our relationship."Wen Ziqiu's throat stagnated. He didn't expect her to say so. He looked at her and his eyes sank a little.Ruan Mo looked up at him and said, "Wen Ziqiu, don't doubt my intentions towards you. Even if I pity you as you said, have you ever thought that there are so many people worth pitying in this world, why should I pity you?"He was silent. Ruan Mo then said, "because you are very important to me, it is worth me to do so. What's more, I am not poor to you. I am not willing to grow up with me. My parents left me, and I have no brothers and sisters. It is the only childhood memory of you and me, which can't be given by the people around me now."Wen Ziqiu's eyes shrunk and his eyes fell on her face, "but I'm in a bad situation now. I can't give you the warmth you want anymore, and I'll hurt you."On a rainy night, he kicked him. He remembered and regretted it.He will commit suicide is to hate himself. How can he do it to her?Ruan Mo shook his head. "You didn't mean it. It's not your intention. I don't blame you.""But I can't forgive myself," Wen Ziqiu said, lowering her head, "and I may have another attack in case""No," Ruan Mo interrupted. "Wen Ziqiu asked me to accompany you. Let me accompany you out of this painful stage. You will get better."He looked at her, then smiled and smiled bitterly, "I won't get well with this disease.""Wen Ziqiu, you can. You have to believe in yourself," Ruan Mo held him tightly and thought of Mo Beifang's resonance. She said to him, "in fact, I also have mental problems. Before I came to you, I was diagnosed with mental depression."Wen Ziqiu was shocked and his eyes were full of disbelief. In his eyes, Ruan Mo was sunny. How could she get depressed? People like him who live in the haze for a long time will get the disease.She shouldn't have this disease!Ruan Mo laughed mockingly, "don't you believe it? In fact, I don't believe it. It's estimated that no one will believe it. In other people's eyes, I am bright and beautiful, have money and power, and live like all women expect, but that's the surface that others can see, but in fact, I bear the psychological suffering, and I took over the pressure of Ruan when I was a teenager. Only I know.""And I have low self-esteem. In the face of Si Yu's low self-esteem, he didn't give it to me, it was me and the comments around me. He is too excellent, excellent to be almost perfect, and what about me? Divorced, divorced and scolded again and again. Compared with him, I'm like garbage," Ruan Mo shook his head here. "I'm too bad."Before, she thought about how she got depressed and thought it was because she hurt Si Yu. Now she knows the reason. Her depression didn't happen in a day, but began to accumulate from the moment she lost her parents.Ruan Mo was silent until her head warmed and looked up to see Wen Ziqiu's big palm rubbing her hair."Wen Ziqiu, we are people who sympathize with each other, so let's work together to overcome these problems. Don't push me away and don't despise yourself, okay?"He didn't respond. Ruan Mo added: "in fact, I don't go back to escape. I have the same emotion as you. I'm afraid of being despised. I'm afraid that the people around me who are good to me just pity me, Wen Ziqiu. I need redemption now. Maybe you, who are in the same dilemma as me, are my salvation."Hearing her say so much, how can Wen Ziqiu refuse?"OK, I'll go with the candy," Wen Ziqiu promised.Ruan Mo smiled when he heard this, but he smiled and cried.She succeeded!She made Wen Ziqiu accept it!"It's just your face" Wen Ziqiu touched her wound and felt distressed."It doesn't matter. It's not a bad thing to be ugly now. I've always been so beautiful that I can't feel the pain of those ordinary or even ugly people. Now let me taste it. As for the future, I'll treat it when I get well," Ruan Mo said very magnanimously."Then why are you still sad?" Wen Ziqiu exposed her."Sad for sure, who likes to be said ugly?" Ruan Mo then turned to pour water. She was thirsty, but Wen Ziqiu grabbed her.Looking at the scratch on her face, he raised his hand and touched it gently, "does it hurt?"Ruan Mo nodded, "it hurts!""How?" When he asked, the bottom of his eyes had been covered with a layer of cold.
