Chapter 374
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I shook my head and said, "she can't die, but she can dance and make money for you, can't she?"
He was stunned. He frowned hard and said to me, "you are cruel. How can you stay here after that?"
"Can the foreman get rid of me? Don't make trouble. You won't drive me away. Even if I can't earn so much money now, I won't be worse than those dancers who arrange shifts. I know my weight. You've scolded me enough and punished me. What do you want? "
He fixed his eyes on me, lit another cigarette, took a hard puff, and said to me for a long time, "you're very smart, much smarter than shawner knows."
I ha ha a smile, smart how, in this society, smart can fight money? As long as people spend money, what kind of smart people can't be found? No matter how smart I am, I will be quietly disappeared. Today, I know that if I don't fight back, I can only be bullied. Cleverness can't solve my problem, so I've made up my mind. When Zhuang Fei comes to bully me again, I'll fight back resolutely. It's no big deal. I'm not afraid of wearing shoes. I have nothing. Am I afraid of losing anything?
Zhao fan also told me some general principles, which made me not understand when I heard them.
When he got up to leave, I suddenly asked him, "foreman, do you regard us as the stars you cultivated?"
He was stunned. His fat body suddenly settled at the door and looked at me.
The light here is very dark. His tall body seems to block the door and block the light. I can't see the look on his face clearly, but I can feel the cold on him. I know I poked him in the pain and made him remember things he didn't want to remember before.
For a long time, he squatted down and looked at me again, smoked the cigarette, threw it into the water in front of me, and said to me, "you're right. Is it wrong for me to do this?"
"Foreman, we are not the stars you cultivate. Maybe you can take you out here because of who's famous, and continue to be famous. But you already have a stain in your life. Do you think others can forget it? Just like us, we are always like this, and we are not liked by others. Even if we are brilliant, we will not be accepted. We are the humble bottom, especially me. If the mud doesn't hold on to the wall, I've disappointed shawney several times. Do you want to lose hope here? "
Zhao fan didn't say a word, just looked down at the ground.
After the event, Zhao fan gave up on me, but I still danced in an independent room. He also gave up some little girls who went out to class, but he went out with Xiang Xiang and another younger girl.
One morning a few days later, my aunt called me and told me that my mother wanted to see me.
I know that I can't escape from my mother. No matter how complicated my feelings for her are, I can't escape from her. From the day I gave her money, it was doomed that we would not be cut off before.
When I got to the hospital, I looked at my mother on the bed and couldn't say a word.
She was still thin, skinny and pale, like paper.
I sat beside her, Auntie told me some words quietly and went out. I looked down at her and looked at her face.
She reluctantly gave me a smile. She took out the oxygen pipe and said to me, "Duoduo, mom missed you."
Just with her words, my tears began to fall. The tears were like kerosene that ignited my heart. The smell of the burning kerosene was very bad, just like the relationship between us.
I hate her and I love her.
I didn't say a word, just quietly wipe away the tears on my cheek.
She held out her trembling hand, held my hand tightly, and said to me, "Mom can't accompany you for long. You have to take good care of yourself, you know?"
Tears have blurred my vision, I can't see her face clearly, I can only feel the cold on her wrist, her hand is very rough, like gauze.
"Duoduo, your surname is Lin. remember, your surname is Lin. you are Lin like your mother."
I laughed and didn't answer.
At this moment, she still ignore the mystery, what is the last name so important?
I said to her, "do you know what your brother is doing now? Do you know how he is? Do you know what he did to you? Do you know where the Lin family is now? Do you still remember you? "
She stared at me, eyes full of hot, but she was silent.
I continued, "if I can take care of myself, you don't have to worry. Even if you're not here, I won't die, and I won't live like you. I tell you, the younger brother you are thinking about is now the village head. He went to university with your money, studied for a doctor, married his daughter-in-law, and now he has built the best house in the village with your money, and supported two sons with the same despicable character with your money. But he doesn't remember you, and even looks down on you in his eyes. You said your surname was Lin, but what did the Lin family give you? Besides giving you a broken body, there is also a soul that betrays her daughter. What else do you have? "My questioning voice, accompanied by her heavy breathing, is reflected in this small room full of sadness. It sounds so ironic and sad.
Some of her guilty will be put here in my hand away, eyes filled with tears.
I said, "do you know where your daughter's money comes from? You know what? You said you told me to go your old way, but I had to go, because you gave me these, and I only know these. From small to large, what you told me, what you passed on to me was to sell my body and exchange for money, not to love, not to fight, not to make progress, only to depression. The funny thing is, you tell me now, my last name is Lin? "Ah?"
My heart is shaking, in the face of her every time is so sad, I can not calm the good mood. I long for mother's love, I long for family love, but I can't face in front of mother's love to continue to endure those superfluous things that she forced me, who is so important?
She silently shed tears, lying on the bed silent, I know her heart in the blood, how can I not?
After coming out of the hospital, the sky is still gloomy, today's rain seems to come very late, hiding behind the dull clouds for a long time, but also refused to fall.
I also paid this month's medical expenses, with a thick payment form, walking in the dark street, sad as if my heart had been broken.
This road is my choice, but also her left and right, I face no way of depravity, extremely irritable.
Recently, Zhuang Fei asked me to look for the rest of the information, but he didn't contact me after my last quarrel with solemn. I haven't found a suitable reason to go in the past, so I can only wait in uneasiness. Every step, it's like a lot of effort. I'm worried that Zhuang Fei will punish me again. I'll continue to be hospitalized and can't go to work. I'll be completely excluded from the studio if I leave such a drunken camera.
Arrived at home, I changed clothes in a hurry, was about to go out when the phone rang.
Is a strange number, I am a little curious to pick up, the other side said, "a lot of money?"
I said, "who are you?"
"Tang Meng."
Coax!
My head is going to explode. I know that she must know about it, but I haven't been to see you recently.
When I was nervous about how to answer, she said, "coffee shop on the west side of Youlan alley, now come here."
If I can't refuse, she has hung up before I respond.
I thought that she would come to me, but I didn't think that at this time, I was separated from solemnity, right?
So, I directly ignored her invitation and went to work as if I had not received the call.
Unexpectedly, she called me back when I was at work.
I had no choice but to turn off the phone. When I came back from work, I saw her car parked on the corner where I asked solemn to pick me up.
She stood under the street lamp, wearing a black coat, short skirt wrapped in her good-looking figure, protruding forward and backward. Maybe that's what she said. Before, I didn't know that she was also a beautiful and extremely attractive woman.
I know I can't keep away, I can only walk.
She faced me, took a sip of the coffee in her hand, and then said to me, "haven't you seen me for a long time?"
I am a Zheng, hang head to have no answer.
She said, "are you separated?"
I still don't know how to say anything. After all, she is the victim in this matter. No matter what I say, it is a kind of harm to her.
"I've been very busy and not very good recently."
My heart a jump, inexplicable want to ask her how solemn, but I can't speak.
She said, "don't you care?"
I just looked up at her, dim light, can't see her face, but that pair of eyes painted with delicate makeup is full of sadness, she sneered, clattered, warm coffee all spilled on my face, I was a while, in shock staggered back, she continued to sneer, looked at me and said, "aren't you afraid?"
I felt the coffee off my chin and still didn't speak.
She said, "I came to you to see you. Why do you have to take a fancy to a woman like you? Before I was still surprised, later I want to understand, in fact, because you are all the same cheap, always want to get for nothing, for money? Let's just say, don't be in the name of love, you know? "
Her tone is very strange, like the kind of friends along the street to pull the kind of home-made polite words, I forget the fear of her.
Pop!
The slap on my face was burning and painful. I was unprepared. I was startled and almost sat on the ground.
At this time, her tone increased a little, excitedly said to me, "does it hurt? I'm in pain, too, but it's your face that hurts, and it's my heart that hurts. "
I gently exhaled and whispered, "I haven't been with him for a long time. What else do you want to do with me?""Oh Is it settled when you're not together? I also naively thought that he would forget, but in fact, it is not, a piece of cake torn, can still be intact recovery? It's ridiculous
Yes, so there are many problems in their marriage. Do I have to take all the responsibilities?
But such a question I dare not say, I can only in the bottom of my heart silent cry, pray for her not to do anything bad to me.
She came a little closer, the fragrance of her body came from the shop, but with her sharp, I buried my head deeply.
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I shook my head and said, "she can't die, but she can dance and make money for you, can't she?"
He was stunned. He frowned hard and said to me, "you are cruel. How can you stay here after that?"
"Can the foreman get rid of me? Don't make trouble. You won't drive me away. Even if I can't earn so much money now, I won't be worse than those dancers who arrange shifts. I know my weight. You've scolded me enough and punished me. What do you want? "
He fixed his eyes on me, lit another cigarette, took a hard puff, and said to me for a long time, "you're very smart, much smarter than shawner knows."
I ha ha a smile, smart how, in this society, smart can fight money? As long as people spend money, what kind of smart people can't be found? No matter how smart I am, I will be quietly disappeared. Today, I know that if I don't fight back, I can only be bullied. Cleverness can't solve my problem, so I've made up my mind. When Zhuang Fei comes to bully me again, I'll fight back resolutely. It's no big deal. I'm not afraid of wearing shoes. I have nothing. Am I afraid of losing anything?
Zhao fan also told me some general principles, which made me not understand when I heard them.
When he got up to leave, I suddenly asked him, "foreman, do you regard us as the stars you cultivated?"
He was stunned. His fat body suddenly settled at the door and looked at me.
The light here is very dark. His tall body seems to block the door and block the light. I can't see the look on his face clearly, but I can feel the cold on him. I know I poked him in the pain and made him remember things he didn't want to remember before.
For a long time, he squatted down and looked at me again, smoked the cigarette, threw it into the water in front of me, and said to me, "you're right. Is it wrong for me to do this?"
"Foreman, we are not the stars you cultivate. Maybe you can take you out here because of who's famous, and continue to be famous. But you already have a stain in your life. Do you think others can forget it? Just like us, we are always like this, and we are not liked by others. Even if we are brilliant, we will not be accepted. We are the humble bottom, especially me. If the mud doesn't hold on to the wall, I've disappointed shawney several times. Do you want to lose hope here? "
Zhao fan didn't say a word, just looked down at the ground.
After the event, Zhao fan gave up on me, but I still danced in an independent room. He also gave up some little girls who went out to class, but he went out with Xiang Xiang and another younger girl.
One morning a few days later, my aunt called me and told me that my mother wanted to see me.
I know that I can't escape from my mother. No matter how complicated my feelings for her are, I can't escape from her. From the day I gave her money, it was doomed that we would not be cut off before.
When I got to the hospital, I looked at my mother on the bed and couldn't say a word.
She was still thin, skinny and pale, like paper.
I sat beside her, Auntie told me some words quietly and went out. I looked down at her and looked at her face.
She reluctantly gave me a smile. She took out the oxygen pipe and said to me, "Duoduo, mom missed you."
Just with her words, my tears began to fall. The tears were like kerosene that ignited my heart. The smell of the burning kerosene was very bad, just like the relationship between us.
I hate her and I love her.
I didn't say a word, just quietly wipe away the tears on my cheek.
She held out her trembling hand, held my hand tightly, and said to me, "Mom can't accompany you for long. You have to take good care of yourself, you know?"
Tears have blurred my vision, I can't see her face clearly, I can only feel the cold on her wrist, her hand is very rough, like gauze.
"Duoduo, your surname is Lin. remember, your surname is Lin. you are Lin like your mother."
I laughed and didn't answer.
At this moment, she still ignore the mystery, what is the last name so important?
I said to her, "do you know what your brother is doing now? Do you know how he is? Do you know what he did to you? Do you know where the Lin family is now? Do you still remember you? "
She stared at me, eyes full of hot, but she was silent.
I continued, "if I can take care of myself, you don't have to worry. Even if you're not here, I won't die, and I won't live like you. I tell you, the younger brother you are thinking about is now the village head. He went to university with your money, studied for a doctor, married his daughter-in-law, and now he has built the best house in the village with your money, and supported two sons with the same despicable character with your money. But he doesn't remember you, and even looks down on you in his eyes. You said your surname was Lin, but what did the Lin family give you? Besides giving you a broken body, there is also a soul that betrays her daughter. What else do you have? "My questioning voice, accompanied by her heavy breathing, is reflected in this small room full of sadness. It sounds so ironic and sad.
Some of her guilty will be put here in my hand away, eyes filled with tears.
I said, "do you know where your daughter's money comes from? You know what? You said you told me to go your old way, but I had to go, because you gave me these, and I only know these. From small to large, what you told me, what you passed on to me was to sell my body and exchange for money, not to love, not to fight, not to make progress, only to depression. The funny thing is, you tell me now, my last name is Lin? "Ah?"
My heart is shaking, in the face of her every time is so sad, I can not calm the good mood. I long for mother's love, I long for family love, but I can't face in front of mother's love to continue to endure those superfluous things that she forced me, who is so important?
She silently shed tears, lying on the bed silent, I know her heart in the blood, how can I not?
After coming out of the hospital, the sky is still gloomy, today's rain seems to come very late, hiding behind the dull clouds for a long time, but also refused to fall.
I also paid this month's medical expenses, with a thick payment form, walking in the dark street, sad as if my heart had been broken.
This road is my choice, but also her left and right, I face no way of depravity, extremely irritable.
Recently, Zhuang Fei asked me to look for the rest of the information, but he didn't contact me after my last quarrel with solemn. I haven't found a suitable reason to go in the past, so I can only wait in uneasiness. Every step, it's like a lot of effort. I'm worried that Zhuang Fei will punish me again. I'll continue to be hospitalized and can't go to work. I'll be completely excluded from the studio if I leave such a drunken camera.
Arrived at home, I changed clothes in a hurry, was about to go out when the phone rang.
Is a strange number, I am a little curious to pick up, the other side said, "a lot of money?"
I said, "who are you?"
"Tang Meng."
Coax!
My head is going to explode. I know that she must know about it, but I haven't been to see you recently.
When I was nervous about how to answer, she said, "coffee shop on the west side of Youlan alley, now come here."
If I can't refuse, she has hung up before I respond.
I thought that she would come to me, but I didn't think that at this time, I was separated from solemnity, right?
So, I directly ignored her invitation and went to work as if I had not received the call.
Unexpectedly, she called me back when I was at work.
I had no choice but to turn off the phone. When I came back from work, I saw her car parked on the corner where I asked solemn to pick me up.
She stood under the street lamp, wearing a black coat, short skirt wrapped in her good-looking figure, protruding forward and backward. Maybe that's what she said. Before, I didn't know that she was also a beautiful and extremely attractive woman.
I know I can't keep away, I can only walk.
She faced me, took a sip of the coffee in her hand, and then said to me, "haven't you seen me for a long time?"
I am a Zheng, hang head to have no answer.
She said, "are you separated?"
I still don't know how to say anything. After all, she is the victim in this matter. No matter what I say, it is a kind of harm to her.
"I've been very busy and not very good recently."
My heart a jump, inexplicable want to ask her how solemn, but I can't speak.
She said, "don't you care?"
I just looked up at her, dim light, can't see her face, but that pair of eyes painted with delicate makeup is full of sadness, she sneered, clattered, warm coffee all spilled on my face, I was a while, in shock staggered back, she continued to sneer, looked at me and said, "aren't you afraid?"
I felt the coffee off my chin and still didn't speak.
She said, "I came to you to see you. Why do you have to take a fancy to a woman like you? Before I was still surprised, later I want to understand, in fact, because you are all the same cheap, always want to get for nothing, for money? Let's just say, don't be in the name of love, you know? "
Her tone is very strange, like the kind of friends along the street to pull the kind of home-made polite words, I forget the fear of her.
Pop!
The slap on my face was burning and painful. I was unprepared. I was startled and almost sat on the ground.
At this time, her tone increased a little, excitedly said to me, "does it hurt? I'm in pain, too, but it's your face that hurts, and it's my heart that hurts. "
I gently exhaled and whispered, "I haven't been with him for a long time. What else do you want to do with me?""Oh Is it settled when you're not together? I also naively thought that he would forget, but in fact, it is not, a piece of cake torn, can still be intact recovery? It's ridiculous
Yes, so there are many problems in their marriage. Do I have to take all the responsibilities?
But such a question I dare not say, I can only in the bottom of my heart silent cry, pray for her not to do anything bad to me.
She came a little closer, the fragrance of her body came from the shop, but with her sharp, I buried my head deeply.
I shook my head and said, "she can't die, but she can dance and make money for you, can't she?" He was stunned. He frowned hard and said to me, "you are cruel. How can you stay here after that?" "Can the foreman get rid of me? Don't make trouble. You won't drive me away. Even if I can't earn so much money now, I won't be worse than those dancers who arrange shifts. I know my weight. You've scolded me enough and punished me. What do you want? " He fixed his eyes on me, lit another cigarette, took a hard puff, and said to me for a long time, "you're very smart, much smarter than shawner knows." I ha ha a smile, smart how, in this society, smart can fight money? As long as people spend money, what kind of smart people can't be found? No matter how smart I am, I will be quietly disappeared. Today, I know that if I don't fight back, I can only be bullied. Cleverness can't solve my problem, so I've made up my mind. When Zhuang Fei comes to bully me again, I'll fight back resolutely. It's no big deal. I'm not afraid of wearing shoes. I have nothing. Am I afraid of losing anything? Zhao fan also told me some general principles, which made me not understand when I heard them. When he got up to leave, I suddenly asked him, "foreman, do you regard us as the stars you cultivated?" He was stunned. His fat body suddenly settled at the door and looked at me. The light here is very dark. His tall body seems to block the door and block the light. I can't see the look on his face clearly, but I can feel the cold on him. I know I poked him in the pain and made him remember things he didn't want to remember before. For a long time, he squatted down and looked at me again, smoked the cigarette, threw it into the water in front of me, and said to me, "you're right. Is it wrong for me to do this?" "Foreman, we are not the stars you cultivate. Maybe you can take you out here because of who's famous, and continue to be famous. But you already have a stain in your life. Do you think others can forget it? Just like us, we are always like this, and we are not liked by others. Even if we are brilliant, we will not be accepted. We are the humble bottom, especially me. If the mud doesn't hold on to the wall, I've disappointed shawney several times. Do you want to lose hope here? " Zhao fan didn't say a word, just looked down at the ground. After the event, Zhao fan gave up on me, but I still danced in an independent room. He also gave up some little girls who went out to class, but he went out with Xiang Xiang and another younger girl. One morning a few days later, my aunt called me and told me that my mother wanted to see me. I know that I can't escape from my mother. No matter how complicated my feelings for her are, I can't escape from her. From the day I gave her money, it was doomed that we would not be cut off before. When I got to the hospital, I looked at my mother on the bed and couldn't say a word. She was still thin, skinny and pale, like paper. I sat beside her, Auntie told me some words quietly and went out. I looked down at her and looked at her face. She reluctantly gave me a smile. She took out the oxygen pipe and said to me, "Duoduo, mom missed you." Just with her words, my tears began to fall. The tears were like kerosene that ignited my heart. The smell of the burning kerosene was very bad, just like the relationship between us. I hate her and I love her. I didn't say a word, just quietly wipe away the tears on my cheek. She held out her trembling hand, held my hand tightly, and said to me, "Mom can't accompany you for long. You have to take good care of yourself, you know?" Tears have blurred my vision, I can't see her face clearly, I can only feel the cold on her wrist, her hand is very rough, like gauze. "Duoduo, your surname is Lin. remember, your surname is Lin. you are Lin like your mother." I laughed and didn't answer. At this moment, she still ignore the mystery, what is the last name so important? I said to her, "do you know what your brother is doing now? Do you know how he is? Do you know what he did to you? Do you know where the Lin family is now? Do you still remember you? " She stared at me, eyes full of hot, but she was silent. I continued, "if I can take care of myself, you don't have to worry. Even if you're not here, I won't die, and I won't live like you. I tell you, the younger brother you are thinking about is now the village head. He went to university with your money, studied for a doctor, married his daughter-in-law, and now he has built the best house in the village with your money, and supported two sons with the same despicable character with your money. But he doesn't remember you, and even looks down on you in his eyes. You said your surname was Lin, but what did the Lin family give you? Besides giving you a broken body, there is also a soul that betrays her daughter. What else do you have? "My questioning voice, accompanied by her heavy breathing, is reflected in this small room full of sadness. It sounds so ironic and sad. Some of her guilty will be put here in my hand away, eyes filled with tears. I said, "do you know where your daughter's money comes from? You know what? You said you told me to go your old way, but I had to go, because you gave me these, and I only know these. From small to large, what you told me, what you passed on to me was to sell my body and exchange for money, not to love, not to fight, not to make progress, only to depression. The funny thing is, you tell me now, my last name is Lin? "Ah?" My heart is shaking, in the face of her every time is so sad, I can not calm the good mood. I long for mother's love, I long for family love, but I can't face in front of mother's love to continue to endure those superfluous things that she forced me, who is so important? She silently shed tears, lying on the bed silent, I know her heart in the blood, how can I not? After coming out of the hospital, the sky is still gloomy, today's rain seems to come very late, hiding behind the dull clouds for a long time, but also refused to fall. I also paid this month's medical expenses, with a thick payment form, walking in the dark street, sad as if my heart had been broken. This road is my choice, but also her left and right, I face no way of depravity, extremely irritable. Recently, Zhuang Fei asked me to look for the rest of the information, but he didn't contact me after my last quarrel with solemn. I haven't found a suitable reason to go in the past, so I can only wait in uneasiness. Every step, it's like a lot of effort. I'm worried that Zhuang Fei will punish me again. I'll continue to be hospitalized and can't go to work. I'll be completely excluded from the studio if I leave such a drunken camera. Arrived at home, I changed clothes in a hurry, was about to go out when the phone rang. Is a strange number, I am a little curious to pick up, the other side said, "a lot of money?" I said, "who are you?" "Tang Meng." Coax! My head is going to explode. I know that she must know about it, but I haven't been to see you recently. When I was nervous about how to answer, she said, "coffee shop on the west side of Youlan alley, now come here." If I can't refuse, she has hung up before I respond. I thought that she would come to me, but I didn't think that at this time, I was separated from solemnity, right? So, I directly ignored her invitation and went to work as if I had not received the call. Unexpectedly, she called me back when I was at work. I had no choice but to turn off the phone. When I came back from work, I saw her car parked on the corner where I asked solemn to pick me up. She stood under the street lamp, wearing a black coat, short skirt wrapped in her good-looking figure, protruding forward and backward. Maybe that's what she said. Before, I didn't know that she was also a beautiful and extremely attractive woman. I know I can't keep away, I can only walk. She faced me, took a sip of the coffee in her hand, and then said to me, "haven't you seen me for a long time?" I am a Zheng, hang head to have no answer. She said, "are you separated?" I still don't know how to say anything. After all, she is the victim in this matter. No matter what I say, it is a kind of harm to her. "I've been very busy and not very good recently." My heart a jump, inexplicable want to ask her how solemn, but I can't speak. She said, "don't you care?" I just looked up at her, dim light, can't see her face, but that pair of eyes painted with delicate makeup is full of sadness, she sneered, clattered, warm coffee all spilled on my face, I was a while, in shock staggered back, she continued to sneer, looked at me and said, "aren't you afraid?" I felt the coffee off my chin and still didn't speak. She said, "I came to you to see you. Why do you have to take a fancy to a woman like you? Before I was still surprised, later I want to understand, in fact, because you are all the same cheap, always want to get for nothing, for money? Let's just say, don't be in the name of love, you know? " Her tone is very strange, like the kind of friends along the street to pull the kind of home-made polite words, I forget the fear of her. Pop! The slap on my face was burning and painful. I was unprepared. I was startled and almost sat on the ground. At this time, her tone increased a little, excitedly said to me, "does it hurt? I'm in pain, too, but it's your face that hurts, and it's my heart that hurts. " I gently exhaled and whispered, "I haven't been with him for a long time. What else do you want to do with me?""Oh Is it settled when you're not together? I also naively thought that he would forget, but in fact, it is not, a piece of cake torn, can still be intact recovery? It's ridiculous Yes, so there are many problems in their marriage. Do I have to take all the responsibilities? But such a question I dare not say, I can only in the bottom of my heart silent cry, pray for her not to do anything bad to me. She came a little closer, the fragrance of her body came from the shop, but with her sharp, I buried my head deeply.
