Chapter 700
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I feel like I was thrown in the minefield of a bomb, directly touched the line, the explosion of my whole body are broken into powder.
If it's true, uncle, he They are more abominable than gold fans and Wang Xin.
He knows me best and knows my pain best, so he hurt me the most.
I couldn't believe staring at those things, tears pattering down.
"You know how sad it is? It's no use to be sad, but to fight. I can help you. Listen up, Bai you. Qin Xiao was very kind to you before. That's right. But he is a businessman and forgets his righteousness when he sees profits. Do you know the purpose of his doing this? "
I shake my head. In the panic, I resist to know the truth. I know that uncle and I have already broken up, but I still want to save the last bit of beauty.
Regardless of my feelings, Xiao ran said directly, "he did it himself in order to get the trust of the players, but the Wangs didn't force him to do it. When Wang Xin told him to get married, he only told you to go. Qin Xiao agreed, but he still protected you. Wang's family went back on their words. They didn't say they would withdraw their capital, but they broke their contract. They would rather lose money than cooperate with Qin Xiao. Qin Xiao really has no way, so he drives you away. At the same time, he wants to prove that he has no feelings for you, so that the Wang family thinks that he will really give up on you. Since then, Wang Xin has invested in Qin Xiao, and Qin Xiao has got new projects. That month, he got seven projects, seven projects. How much is that? All the investment is contributed by Wang Xin. Otherwise, why do you think Qin Xiao can get a foothold in the Qin family so quickly? Why does the Qin family stop making trouble now? It's not because there is a powerful woman behind him? "
My brain has been disobeyed, and my ears have also obeyed, but Xiao Ran's words are still mercilessly penetrating into my body like a needle.
I can't accept the fact, but it is.
Everything is clear, everything is suddenly clear.
"Bai you, you have to fight back, such a person must be punished, he hurt you, I help you."
Said, Xiao Ran's hand held my wrist, very warm.
I always seem to meet people who help me in my life.
After being abducted and sold in the mountains, what is good to me is an aunt in the village, who will give me delicious food when she meets me. She suddenly appeared several times and told me to avoid being beaten. Later, I went out of the mountain and met my uncle. In my bad days, Qin Nai helped me. Later, there was a conflict between me and my uncle. Song Xiaoyu and Xiao ran gave me warmth again.
I always feel that I should be lucky, but why am I always hurt by people around me?
Looking at Xiao Ran's deep pleading eyes, I really can't find the reason to refuse, but this matter, I can't draw a conclusion so easily.
I said, "can you tell me to go back and think about it?"
Xiao ran nodded and agreed, gave me his new number, sent me out of the restaurant, but also sent me back, I did not agree, took a bus stop to walk back.
I looked at the strokes hanging on the wall in a daze, my brain would explode.
The purpose of Uncle treating me like this is to prove that he doesn't care about me.
It's ridiculous. He didn't care about me at all. Why should he prove that it just hurt me?
He knew how much I cared about it, but he did it at all costs, and even went to all his friends in his life for help.
I can't accept it and I can't forgive it.
At the beginning, I thought that once uncle had any suffering, I would do what I could, even if I could not, I would try my best to help. If he told me at the beginning, I would certainly help him, but why did he do it without saying a word? Don't you know that I will know all about it? He thought he was guilty in his heart, so he would circle me here to make up for me?
That's a big mistake. I need freedom. I need respect.
I broke the ashtray on the table in anger.
The next day, uncle came.
I didn't get angry and asked him to leave. He didn't pay any attention to me. He did his own business, took a bath, washed, changed his new pajamas, and took me downstairs for dinner.
I ate, but also really can not eat at him, bored with chopsticks poke rice, and when he finished eating, I immediately got up and went upstairs, the door has not been locked, he pushed the door in.
I was so surprised that I stepped back. He looked at me, but he came in, closed the door and said to me, "don't make a fuss. Your temper should be restrained now. It's too bad for you. And I'll tell you the result. Don't worry about it. Go to bed early. "
What? Why can't he give me a formal explanation? He always perfunctorizes me, but it's not important for me. How tired I am to explain. Why waste saliva here?
I snorted, "uncle said I have a bad temper, in fact, I was like this, if you dislike to leave, or let me go, anyway do not like me."
He looked at me, eyes emotional complex, a long time just light breath said, "I'm very tired, early rest."
With that, he climbed into bed with a pillow in his arms.I stood still and said to him, "uncle, if you feel tired, go downstairs by yourself. It's comfortable for you to sleep, or I'll go downstairs by myself."
He suddenly got up, his eyes were full of anger, and his face was even more ugly. In a low voice, he yelled, "Bai you, don't make any noise. You are not small. You need to look at a lot of things with your heart, instead of believing everything you hear from others. It's very difficult for you to call me that way."
I'm not willing to show weakness. I've long wanted to tear my face with him. Don't bully me. He gives me a good life and a new identity. It doesn't mean that he won't treat me as a person. I said, "uncle, if you're in a dilemma, let me go. I won't embarrass you. Anyway, you also dislike me. Why care where I go? Send me away? We'll do the same It's mutual torture. "
He got up in a rage, his eyes burning.
I walked over with my chest open, and I cried out, "you still want to hit me, don't you?"
When he was stunned, the anger on his face disappeared and he stepped back half a step.
I continue to scream, "you hit me, I will remember all my life, I hate others hit me most, am I a hateful person, if my existence is so superfluous, why still tie me around? Uncle, you have done a lot of things wrong, especially my father. It's true that sometimes I don't use my head to talk and do things, but at least I'm still a person who knows what's right and what's wrong. Do you think about how I feel when you treat me like this? You have imprisoned me, tied me up, and abused me. You are the most cruel person in the world to me. "
Uncle turned over, half of his face hidden in the shadow seemed to be smeared with a thick layer of dust. He couldn't really see his expression at this time.
It seems that I can't see uncle's appearance for a long time. I don't know what kind of person he is.
I thought that no matter how cruel he was, at least he was good to me, but I found that he was the most cruel to me.
I'm wrong. I'm wrong. Can't I go, can't I avoid?
"Uncle, you are an asshole."
I screamed and ran out, but I really didn't go anywhere. Looking at the room downstairs, even if there was no uncle in it, I felt that the house was oppressive and made me feel miserable.
So I broke the door and ran out.
For the first time, I ran away from home, maybe it was not home at all, just a deaf person who tore my soul apart.
It's cold outside. I'm running fast. I don't know where to go. I just want to keep going.
Tired of running, I squat down and sit on the curb, looking at the moon in the sky in a daze, my heart is as sad as the looming moon.
I'm just full of hate. I hate the world. Everyone says that human nature is good. But why are all the people I meet evil? Where are all those good people?
Why am I always bullied? Am I born to suffer?
I used to cry in the cave in the mountain after being beaten. I got angry and lost my temper with the stone in the cave. I wanted to run, but my father could catch me accurately every time, just like my uncle now.
Even if I go to the sky, on the moon, he can still bring me back.
Is that all my life?
I'm not reconciled. I'm not reconciled.
Squatting on the side of the road crying for a long time, no one to greet.
I went on in despair.
At the intersection, the familiar car stopped in front of me.
The window came down, revealing the ruffian face, "get in the car."
I shook my head and obstinately said, "do you want to take me back? I don't want to go back. If you force me, I'll jump into the river."
DuGe couldn't take a deep breath, "silly or not, who forced you? Where are you going at night? How dangerous it is here. Get on the bus, I'll take you out for recreation, don't I?"
When I heard that, I laughed, "after the entertainment, do you still want to go back?"
He frowned. Xu was really worried, but he said, "if you have enough entertainment, let's go! Life is to have fun in time. Come on up, brother. I'll show you what recreation is
DuGe's so-called pastime is to go to the night market and eat with a round stomach.
After shopping and eating, he held the octopus ball in his hand and said to me, "look, when you're full, you're in a good mood, aren't you?"
I puffed my cheeks and didn't say a word. I still had ice cream and shredded squid in my hand. I ate them together. It tasted strange, but I kept stuffing them in my mouth.
He laughed, grabbed what I didn't eat, and dragged me to other places.
It's very quiet here. It's in sharp contrast to the one on the other side of the river. I watch the lights go on and off in the distance, and my heart goes up and down.
Uncle there must be angry, but I'm not angry. How long have we been together? Why can't he tell me everything?
"Dugo, do you know uncle?"
He laughed, a stone in his hand was thrown out and fell into the river. The splashing water formed a beautiful shape on the river. With a loud thump, there was a big curved wrinkle on the river. After a while, he answered me, "understand, not understand. People will become and hide. And, ha ha, people have two sides. At least I can understand one of them. That's good."Yeah, although I don't know much about it, I think what he said is right, but I don't know anything about uncle.
I think I'm a failure. I don't know anything. I can only be a rice bug, but even so, I'm still a rice bug.
Those women who are taken care of by others must have a lot of things to win men's appreciation, but they are willing to be a junior. I'm not. I want to go, but I can't.
I said, "dugo, do you think uncle is OK?"
He laughed and asked me instead of answering, "do you think he's bad?"
I can't answer whether it's good or not. There seems to be no definite standard.
Uncle is very good to dugo. What about me?
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I feel like I was thrown in the minefield of a bomb, directly touched the line, the explosion of my whole body are broken into powder.
If it's true, uncle, he They are more abominable than gold fans and Wang Xin.
He knows me best and knows my pain best, so he hurt me the most.
I couldn't believe staring at those things, tears pattering down.
"You know how sad it is? It's no use to be sad, but to fight. I can help you. Listen up, Bai you. Qin Xiao was very kind to you before. That's right. But he is a businessman and forgets his righteousness when he sees profits. Do you know the purpose of his doing this? "
I shake my head. In the panic, I resist to know the truth. I know that uncle and I have already broken up, but I still want to save the last bit of beauty.
Regardless of my feelings, Xiao ran said directly, "he did it himself in order to get the trust of the players, but the Wangs didn't force him to do it. When Wang Xin told him to get married, he only told you to go. Qin Xiao agreed, but he still protected you. Wang's family went back on their words. They didn't say they would withdraw their capital, but they broke their contract. They would rather lose money than cooperate with Qin Xiao. Qin Xiao really has no way, so he drives you away. At the same time, he wants to prove that he has no feelings for you, so that the Wang family thinks that he will really give up on you. Since then, Wang Xin has invested in Qin Xiao, and Qin Xiao has got new projects. That month, he got seven projects, seven projects. How much is that? All the investment is contributed by Wang Xin. Otherwise, why do you think Qin Xiao can get a foothold in the Qin family so quickly? Why does the Qin family stop making trouble now? It's not because there is a powerful woman behind him? "
My brain has been disobeyed, and my ears have also obeyed, but Xiao Ran's words are still mercilessly penetrating into my body like a needle.
I can't accept the fact, but it is.
Everything is clear, everything is suddenly clear.
"Bai you, you have to fight back, such a person must be punished, he hurt you, I help you."
Said, Xiao Ran's hand held my wrist, very warm.
I always seem to meet people who help me in my life.
After being abducted and sold in the mountains, what is good to me is an aunt in the village, who will give me delicious food when she meets me. She suddenly appeared several times and told me to avoid being beaten. Later, I went out of the mountain and met my uncle. In my bad days, Qin Nai helped me. Later, there was a conflict between me and my uncle. Song Xiaoyu and Xiao ran gave me warmth again.
I always feel that I should be lucky, but why am I always hurt by people around me?
Looking at Xiao Ran's deep pleading eyes, I really can't find the reason to refuse, but this matter, I can't draw a conclusion so easily.
I said, "can you tell me to go back and think about it?"
Xiao ran nodded and agreed, gave me his new number, sent me out of the restaurant, but also sent me back, I did not agree, took a bus stop to walk back.
I looked at the strokes hanging on the wall in a daze, my brain would explode.
The purpose of Uncle treating me like this is to prove that he doesn't care about me.
It's ridiculous. He didn't care about me at all. Why should he prove that it just hurt me?
He knew how much I cared about it, but he did it at all costs, and even went to all his friends in his life for help.
I can't accept it and I can't forgive it.
At the beginning, I thought that once uncle had any suffering, I would do what I could, even if I could not, I would try my best to help. If he told me at the beginning, I would certainly help him, but why did he do it without saying a word? Don't you know that I will know all about it? He thought he was guilty in his heart, so he would circle me here to make up for me?
That's a big mistake. I need freedom. I need respect.
I broke the ashtray on the table in anger.
The next day, uncle came.
I didn't get angry and asked him to leave. He didn't pay any attention to me. He did his own business, took a bath, washed, changed his new pajamas, and took me downstairs for dinner.
I ate, but also really can not eat at him, bored with chopsticks poke rice, and when he finished eating, I immediately got up and went upstairs, the door has not been locked, he pushed the door in.
I was so surprised that I stepped back. He looked at me, but he came in, closed the door and said to me, "don't make a fuss. Your temper should be restrained now. It's too bad for you. And I'll tell you the result. Don't worry about it. Go to bed early. "
What? Why can't he give me a formal explanation? He always perfunctorizes me, but it's not important for me. How tired I am to explain. Why waste saliva here?
I snorted, "uncle said I have a bad temper, in fact, I was like this, if you dislike to leave, or let me go, anyway do not like me."
He looked at me, eyes emotional complex, a long time just light breath said, "I'm very tired, early rest."
With that, he climbed into bed with a pillow in his arms.I stood still and said to him, "uncle, if you feel tired, go downstairs by yourself. It's comfortable for you to sleep, or I'll go downstairs by myself."
He suddenly got up, his eyes were full of anger, and his face was even more ugly. In a low voice, he yelled, "Bai you, don't make any noise. You are not small. You need to look at a lot of things with your heart, instead of believing everything you hear from others. It's very difficult for you to call me that way."
I'm not willing to show weakness. I've long wanted to tear my face with him. Don't bully me. He gives me a good life and a new identity. It doesn't mean that he won't treat me as a person. I said, "uncle, if you're in a dilemma, let me go. I won't embarrass you. Anyway, you also dislike me. Why care where I go? Send me away? We'll do the same It's mutual torture. "
He got up in a rage, his eyes burning.
I walked over with my chest open, and I cried out, "you still want to hit me, don't you?"
When he was stunned, the anger on his face disappeared and he stepped back half a step.
I continue to scream, "you hit me, I will remember all my life, I hate others hit me most, am I a hateful person, if my existence is so superfluous, why still tie me around? Uncle, you have done a lot of things wrong, especially my father. It's true that sometimes I don't use my head to talk and do things, but at least I'm still a person who knows what's right and what's wrong. Do you think about how I feel when you treat me like this? You have imprisoned me, tied me up, and abused me. You are the most cruel person in the world to me. "
Uncle turned over, half of his face hidden in the shadow seemed to be smeared with a thick layer of dust. He couldn't really see his expression at this time.
It seems that I can't see uncle's appearance for a long time. I don't know what kind of person he is.
I thought that no matter how cruel he was, at least he was good to me, but I found that he was the most cruel to me.
I'm wrong. I'm wrong. Can't I go, can't I avoid?
"Uncle, you are an asshole."
I screamed and ran out, but I really didn't go anywhere. Looking at the room downstairs, even if there was no uncle in it, I felt that the house was oppressive and made me feel miserable.
So I broke the door and ran out.
For the first time, I ran away from home, maybe it was not home at all, just a deaf person who tore my soul apart.
It's cold outside. I'm running fast. I don't know where to go. I just want to keep going.
Tired of running, I squat down and sit on the curb, looking at the moon in the sky in a daze, my heart is as sad as the looming moon.
I'm just full of hate. I hate the world. Everyone says that human nature is good. But why are all the people I meet evil? Where are all those good people?
Why am I always bullied? Am I born to suffer?
I used to cry in the cave in the mountain after being beaten. I got angry and lost my temper with the stone in the cave. I wanted to run, but my father could catch me accurately every time, just like my uncle now.
Even if I go to the sky, on the moon, he can still bring me back.
Is that all my life?
I'm not reconciled. I'm not reconciled.
Squatting on the side of the road crying for a long time, no one to greet.
I went on in despair.
At the intersection, the familiar car stopped in front of me.
The window came down, revealing the ruffian face, "get in the car."
I shook my head and obstinately said, "do you want to take me back? I don't want to go back. If you force me, I'll jump into the river."
DuGe couldn't take a deep breath, "silly or not, who forced you? Where are you going at night? How dangerous it is here. Get on the bus, I'll take you out for recreation, don't I?"
When I heard that, I laughed, "after the entertainment, do you still want to go back?"
He frowned. Xu was really worried, but he said, "if you have enough entertainment, let's go! Life is to have fun in time. Come on up, brother. I'll show you what recreation is
DuGe's so-called pastime is to go to the night market and eat with a round stomach.
After shopping and eating, he held the octopus ball in his hand and said to me, "look, when you're full, you're in a good mood, aren't you?"
I puffed my cheeks and didn't say a word. I still had ice cream and shredded squid in my hand. I ate them together. It tasted strange, but I kept stuffing them in my mouth.
He laughed, grabbed what I didn't eat, and dragged me to other places.
It's very quiet here. It's in sharp contrast to the one on the other side of the river. I watch the lights go on and off in the distance, and my heart goes up and down.
Uncle there must be angry, but I'm not angry. How long have we been together? Why can't he tell me everything?
"Dugo, do you know uncle?"
He laughed, a stone in his hand was thrown out and fell into the river. The splashing water formed a beautiful shape on the river. With a loud thump, there was a big curved wrinkle on the river. After a while, he answered me, "understand, not understand. People will become and hide. And, ha ha, people have two sides. At least I can understand one of them. That's good."Yeah, although I don't know much about it, I think what he said is right, but I don't know anything about uncle.
I think I'm a failure. I don't know anything. I can only be a rice bug, but even so, I'm still a rice bug.
Those women who are taken care of by others must have a lot of things to win men's appreciation, but they are willing to be a junior. I'm not. I want to go, but I can't.
I said, "dugo, do you think uncle is OK?"
He laughed and asked me instead of answering, "do you think he's bad?"
I can't answer whether it's good or not. There seems to be no definite standard.
Uncle is very good to dugo. What about me?
I feel like I was thrown in the minefield of a bomb, directly touched the line, the explosion of my whole body are broken into powder. If it's true, uncle, he They are more abominable than gold fans and Wang Xin. He knows me best and knows my pain best, so he hurt me the most. I couldn't believe staring at those things, tears pattering down. "You know how sad it is? It's no use to be sad, but to fight. I can help you. Listen up, Bai you. Qin Xiao was very kind to you before. That's right. But he is a businessman and forgets his righteousness when he sees profits. Do you know the purpose of his doing this? " I shake my head. In the panic, I resist to know the truth. I know that uncle and I have already broken up, but I still want to save the last bit of beauty. Regardless of my feelings, Xiao ran said directly, "he did it himself in order to get the trust of the players, but the Wangs didn't force him to do it. When Wang Xin told him to get married, he only told you to go. Qin Xiao agreed, but he still protected you. Wang's family went back on their words. They didn't say they would withdraw their capital, but they broke their contract. They would rather lose money than cooperate with Qin Xiao. Qin Xiao really has no way, so he drives you away. At the same time, he wants to prove that he has no feelings for you, so that the Wang family thinks that he will really give up on you. Since then, Wang Xin has invested in Qin Xiao, and Qin Xiao has got new projects. That month, he got seven projects, seven projects. How much is that? All the investment is contributed by Wang Xin. Otherwise, why do you think Qin Xiao can get a foothold in the Qin family so quickly? Why does the Qin family stop making trouble now? It's not because there is a powerful woman behind him? " My brain has been disobeyed, and my ears have also obeyed, but Xiao Ran's words are still mercilessly penetrating into my body like a needle. I can't accept the fact, but it is. Everything is clear, everything is suddenly clear. "Bai you, you have to fight back, such a person must be punished, he hurt you, I help you." Said, Xiao Ran's hand held my wrist, very warm. I always seem to meet people who help me in my life. After being abducted and sold in the mountains, what is good to me is an aunt in the village, who will give me delicious food when she meets me. She suddenly appeared several times and told me to avoid being beaten. Later, I went out of the mountain and met my uncle. In my bad days, Qin Nai helped me. Later, there was a conflict between me and my uncle. Song Xiaoyu and Xiao ran gave me warmth again. I always feel that I should be lucky, but why am I always hurt by people around me? Looking at Xiao Ran's deep pleading eyes, I really can't find the reason to refuse, but this matter, I can't draw a conclusion so easily. I said, "can you tell me to go back and think about it?" Xiao ran nodded and agreed, gave me his new number, sent me out of the restaurant, but also sent me back, I did not agree, took a bus stop to walk back. I looked at the strokes hanging on the wall in a daze, my brain would explode. The purpose of Uncle treating me like this is to prove that he doesn't care about me. It's ridiculous. He didn't care about me at all. Why should he prove that it just hurt me? He knew how much I cared about it, but he did it at all costs, and even went to all his friends in his life for help. I can't accept it and I can't forgive it. At the beginning, I thought that once uncle had any suffering, I would do what I could, even if I could not, I would try my best to help. If he told me at the beginning, I would certainly help him, but why did he do it without saying a word? Don't you know that I will know all about it? He thought he was guilty in his heart, so he would circle me here to make up for me? That's a big mistake. I need freedom. I need respect. I broke the ashtray on the table in anger. The next day, uncle came. I didn't get angry and asked him to leave. He didn't pay any attention to me. He did his own business, took a bath, washed, changed his new pajamas, and took me downstairs for dinner. I ate, but also really can not eat at him, bored with chopsticks poke rice, and when he finished eating, I immediately got up and went upstairs, the door has not been locked, he pushed the door in. I was so surprised that I stepped back. He looked at me, but he came in, closed the door and said to me, "don't make a fuss. Your temper should be restrained now. It's too bad for you. And I'll tell you the result. Don't worry about it. Go to bed early. " What? Why can't he give me a formal explanation? He always perfunctorizes me, but it's not important for me. How tired I am to explain. Why waste saliva here? I snorted, "uncle said I have a bad temper, in fact, I was like this, if you dislike to leave, or let me go, anyway do not like me." He looked at me, eyes emotional complex, a long time just light breath said, "I'm very tired, early rest." With that, he climbed into bed with a pillow in his arms.I stood still and said to him, "uncle, if you feel tired, go downstairs by yourself. It's comfortable for you to sleep, or I'll go downstairs by myself." He suddenly got up, his eyes were full of anger, and his face was even more ugly. In a low voice, he yelled, "Bai you, don't make any noise. You are not small. You need to look at a lot of things with your heart, instead of believing everything you hear from others. It's very difficult for you to call me that way." I'm not willing to show weakness. I've long wanted to tear my face with him. Don't bully me. He gives me a good life and a new identity. It doesn't mean that he won't treat me as a person. I said, "uncle, if you're in a dilemma, let me go. I won't embarrass you. Anyway, you also dislike me. Why care where I go? Send me away? We'll do the same It's mutual torture. " He got up in a rage, his eyes burning. I walked over with my chest open, and I cried out, "you still want to hit me, don't you?" When he was stunned, the anger on his face disappeared and he stepped back half a step. I continue to scream, "you hit me, I will remember all my life, I hate others hit me most, am I a hateful person, if my existence is so superfluous, why still tie me around? Uncle, you have done a lot of things wrong, especially my father. It's true that sometimes I don't use my head to talk and do things, but at least I'm still a person who knows what's right and what's wrong. Do you think about how I feel when you treat me like this? You have imprisoned me, tied me up, and abused me. You are the most cruel person in the world to me. " Uncle turned over, half of his face hidden in the shadow seemed to be smeared with a thick layer of dust. He couldn't really see his expression at this time. It seems that I can't see uncle's appearance for a long time. I don't know what kind of person he is. I thought that no matter how cruel he was, at least he was good to me, but I found that he was the most cruel to me. I'm wrong. I'm wrong. Can't I go, can't I avoid? "Uncle, you are an asshole." I screamed and ran out, but I really didn't go anywhere. Looking at the room downstairs, even if there was no uncle in it, I felt that the house was oppressive and made me feel miserable. So I broke the door and ran out. For the first time, I ran away from home, maybe it was not home at all, just a deaf person who tore my soul apart. It's cold outside. I'm running fast. I don't know where to go. I just want to keep going. Tired of running, I squat down and sit on the curb, looking at the moon in the sky in a daze, my heart is as sad as the looming moon. I'm just full of hate. I hate the world. Everyone says that human nature is good. But why are all the people I meet evil? Where are all those good people? Why am I always bullied? Am I born to suffer? I used to cry in the cave in the mountain after being beaten. I got angry and lost my temper with the stone in the cave. I wanted to run, but my father could catch me accurately every time, just like my uncle now. Even if I go to the sky, on the moon, he can still bring me back. Is that all my life? I'm not reconciled. I'm not reconciled. Squatting on the side of the road crying for a long time, no one to greet. I went on in despair. At the intersection, the familiar car stopped in front of me. The window came down, revealing the ruffian face, "get in the car." I shook my head and obstinately said, "do you want to take me back? I don't want to go back. If you force me, I'll jump into the river." DuGe couldn't take a deep breath, "silly or not, who forced you? Where are you going at night? How dangerous it is here. Get on the bus, I'll take you out for recreation, don't I?" When I heard that, I laughed, "after the entertainment, do you still want to go back?" He frowned. Xu was really worried, but he said, "if you have enough entertainment, let's go! Life is to have fun in time. Come on up, brother. I'll show you what recreation is DuGe's so-called pastime is to go to the night market and eat with a round stomach. After shopping and eating, he held the octopus ball in his hand and said to me, "look, when you're full, you're in a good mood, aren't you?" I puffed my cheeks and didn't say a word. I still had ice cream and shredded squid in my hand. I ate them together. It tasted strange, but I kept stuffing them in my mouth. He laughed, grabbed what I didn't eat, and dragged me to other places. It's very quiet here. It's in sharp contrast to the one on the other side of the river. I watch the lights go on and off in the distance, and my heart goes up and down. Uncle there must be angry, but I'm not angry. How long have we been together? Why can't he tell me everything? "Dugo, do you know uncle?" He laughed, a stone in his hand was thrown out and fell into the river. The splashing water formed a beautiful shape on the river. With a loud thump, there was a big curved wrinkle on the river. After a while, he answered me, "understand, not understand. People will become and hide. And, ha ha, people have two sides. At least I can understand one of them. That's good."Yeah, although I don't know much about it, I think what he said is right, but I don't know anything about uncle. I think I'm a failure. I don't know anything. I can only be a rice bug, but even so, I'm still a rice bug. Those women who are taken care of by others must have a lot of things to win men's appreciation, but they are willing to be a junior. I'm not. I want to go, but I can't. I said, "dugo, do you think uncle is OK?" He laughed and asked me instead of answering, "do you think he's bad?" I can't answer whether it's good or not. There seems to be no definite standard. Uncle is very good to dugo. What about me?
