PORSCHE
I clung to the edge of the pool frowning, I barely focused on the exam today. I felt like I could dive into the water and get pushed into the ground, but I'll still survive.
I kept thinking about the fish I killed last night. I don't know what will happen next. I'm not prepared for any additional problems at this point. I want to drown myself after all the koi fish died just because they were too sensitive to a foreign liquid that had entered the pond.
"What's with the stressed face the whole time?" Tem swam over to me and Jom, who was crouching by the pool, and joined us. They looked at me tentatively.
Jom's current body condition does not allow him to take the swimming exam today, so he must make a written report instead.
"What the hell. How about my time? Well, I saw the professor cut your score." I took a deep breath, which caused them to get even more confused because I usually don't show my emotions to anyone. Except for this time because I am really stressed.
"I am really stressed," I said as I lifted myself from the pool and sat next to Jom.
"Tell me, if something's bothering you, maybe I can help." Tem, still floating in the water, looked at me worriedly. The more I looked at how that bastard was swimming while wearing an orange swimming cap, the more the image of a koi fish floated in my mind.
Damn it!
If I accidentally killed a fish elsewhere, I would just apologize. But I killed the koi fish that belonged to the mafia family's beloved eldest son! Will he shoot me?
"What should I do?!" I anxiously brushed my face with both hands. My two friends probably feel even more awkward because they might be seeing this type of my mood for the first time.
"What did that mafia bastard do? I'll finish him off!" Jom said with a hard face until Tem splashed water on him and screamed.
"Ohoi, Look at your own condition first bastard!! Such a talker!"
"Yes, that would be fun, look at what they did to me, come on!" Jom's face was still angry when he talked about it.
I am sorry for using his name when Kinn asked for mine and explained everything to him; of course, he was angry. So, I volunteered to provide for his lunch this entire month. And he is back to normal, being an annoying bastard. Then they both know that I now work for the mafia house. They certainly objected and were worried about my choice, but I explained that I did it because of the house and the threats from that bastard, Kinn. Besides that, the offer they gave was quite appealing. They accepted my explanation, but still did not agree with my choice.
"Tem, can you take off your hat first?" I asked in a soft voice. Tem who was still floating in the pool, his head really reminded me of the koi and that triggered my anxiety.
"What? I tried to choose a color that suits me. When you take the test, you will get good marks." Tem said before taking off his cap, then leaned back and sat beside me.
"Are you all right?" Tem asked again.
"I killed Elizabeth and Sebastian." I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
1
"Damn Porsche!! You bastard! You worked only the first day and he ordered you to kill people already? Call the police to arrest them!" Jom shouted.
"Shia!! I have a murderer friend. Murderer!" I slapped Jom full force on the face, no matter how injured he was from the previous beatings.
"Shit! Do they usually do that in real life like this? Shia, Porsche! You have to stop doing it." Tem said in surprise. He moved a little further away from me and looked scared.
"They are human, shia!" Jom said grumbling. But before his babbling continued, I cut him off.
"They are not human!"
"..."
The two of them were silent and waiting for me to continue my words.
"They are fishes!" Both opened their mouths in shock that their jaws literally fell to the ground. But after that, I saw a steady sigh of relief and they returned to normal.
"Shia! You almost gave me a heart attack. I am relieved now. Is that the name of the fish? Eli... What?" Jom asked.
"Because it's the fish's name, I'm thinking he will kill me!" I told them about everything I had experienced from my first day and that made them laugh.
I could not help turning my stressed face into laughter with them. Will he call me today? I do not want to run into chaos and cannot imagine what I will face later. Tem reiterated the same words to quit, but if I do not resign, I will have to face this problem.
Looks like I cannot do anything but beg for forgiveness to receive punishment since I cannot stop working there either. Besides, I had already signed a one-year contract. If it is violated, where will I get the money to pay for the fees?
I got up from the pool, walked to change, and looked up at my cell phone. I found out that Kinn's number which I did not save had called me eight times. I could only stand to mourn for my life in advance and follow Tem's advice to deal with this problem because after all, I could not run away.
Exactly at six o'clock, I parked my motorbike and took off my helmet, praying to Khun Phra Si Rattanatrai to help protect me. As soon as my feet touched the ground, a guard walked over and called out to me.
"Khun Kinn called," I took a deep breath, who says sighing often will shorten the life? It turned out that he was right because I was near death now.
I walked slowly, climbing the stairs effortlessly as I looked at the large wooden door and slowly crossed over to it. The atmosphere in the room was completely silent.
Kinn is not alone, his older brother sits with his arms crossed with a frown. Looking at me with malice, I avoided that gaze, but Kinn also glared at me. They already know it was me.
"Murderer, why did you kill my fish?"
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"..."
I did not say anything. Too tired to say anything, I swallowed every possible curse that tried to come out of my mouth.
"Oh. I'm sorry for you." It was Kinn. He says in a normal tone that did not convey any feelings, but I was certain that he scoffed, and it was directed at me.
"..."
I am still having trouble saying anything.
"Or would you say that you didn't do it?" Kinn raised his eyebrows.
"How could it not be him? CCTV clearly recorded it. At first, I thought it was your first time, but now I am angry. Why did you do that!?" Khun said.
Damn it! He took the iPad and showed me the video while I was fulfilling the call of nature that night and he even pinched the screen to enlarge where my hands were directing my pride towards the pool and pointed his nose right in my face.
"Sorry." When I saw that this matter would not end so easily, so I decided to apologize in a low voice.
"What have they done to you? I loved them so much!" The scream sounded like a whimper. Eyes swollen and red, deadpan staring at me filled with anger.
"Teach your people to behave! Ugh. I'll go but I will keep my eyes on him. Come on everyone!"
To me, the eldest son of the mafia family, trying to suppress a whining almost made me laugh, even though the situation was very tense when I arrived and saw him, I don't know why I'm feeling like a moron.
Bang!
The large door closed, and a bunch of them seemed to be preparing a funeral procession for me. I looked back a little relieved that the remaining bodyguards were not as many as I thought. But I'm not yet sure if I'm still in trouble. When I turned my head, my gaze collided with Kinn's eyes, who was still staring intently at me and full of displeasure.
"Don't you feel any remorse?" He sat down with his arms crossed over his chest, irritation was evident across his face.
"..."
I bowed as low as possible before I looked back. "Why didn't you go to the bathroom? I didn't hire you to act stupidly like that." His voice was flat and annoyed.
"Well, I didn't know. The fishpond I saw was all black, so I thought it was a gutter."
I answered. The subtle expression that was stiff from the previous incident eased a little, so I sat on the sofa opposite him.
"Who said you can sit?!" The sound of a loud yell hit me as soon as my ass touched the soft pillow, his green eyes fierce with anger.
"I am tired!" I answered casually.
This man is crazy, I just wanted to sit down, how can he stop my ass that is already stuck on the sofa?
"I don't know what to curse you for first. Your crazy excuse about the fish or the way you always act like that with me?! Get up! That is not a seat for you," Kinn snapped at me again.
"Damn! Who do you think you are!" I hissed muttering, before getting up from the comfort of the couch. I realized that no one else would sit around him. I am tired of having a hierarchical system like this. Then what am I.
Doesn't he think people like me will get tired too?
"And another thing." Kinn went to get the papers on the table and threw it in my face until it flew scattered across the room.
What right does he have to do this to someone! I looked back angrily.
"Shia, Kinn!" I said in a stiff voice.
"Don't call me that! Do you know what the hell you did?" He stepped towards me, to which I don't have a plan of backing off.
Do you think you're the only one who is angry here? Do you think that I will bow to you?
"What did I do? What the fucking hell did I do?" I screamed at him.
"Porsche! How dare you raise your voice!"
"Why wouldn't I dare? I always do!" I said honestly. If I am not sure, I wouldn't stand staring at him like this.
"You have a dauntless mouth!" He pushed my chest hard, strong enough for my back to hit against the wall. I am feeling a little provoked.
Oh, fuck you, Kinn! I don't care anymore and I took a step towards him, pushing him back a little hard until he almost fell on the sofa.
"Porsche!"
He turned and gripped my wrist so tightly I lost my balance. I swooped in as he pulled me before he swung and slammed me onto the sofa and sat down on top of me. Straddling me.
Now, I am lying on the couch, and he is pinning me down. I can tell how angry he is that his sharp eyes stare at me as he grits his teeth. The squeeze on my arm is painful. Even though I tried to brush it off firmly, but he wouldn't let go. No, I cannot fight back because when Kinn gets really angry like this, his strength increases sharply.
"I warned you to get it right! Today, do you know what you did wrong?!"
I just stared back at him speechless. Thinking how beautiful it is to witness the sparks of fire on his green eyes. What the hell?!
"Damn it!! Do you think it is a joke? How did you collate the reports?! It is wrong from the first page!"
He angrily gritted his teeth in between each word so that the sound of it could be heard throughout the room.
"Get off me!! I cannot breathe!!" I tried to struggle, I managed to free my hands, but I couldn't get up as he sat on top of me. At this close range, I could see the anger on his face, the sharp gaze from his green eyes to the curly lashes overshadowing his rage.
"I'll fucking kill you!"
He is still gripping my wrist and pressing his body closer to me. I was shocked and flinched at the same time when I found his face, only inches from mine. I don't think I have the strength to fight him. I also tried to break free from his confinement. And this tingling sensation that's been creeping up my sleeve left me breathless.
I tried to lift myself and kicked him a few times until I was free from his grip and Kinn dived to the other side of the sofa. I hurriedly tried to stand up and breathe through my aching throat. Whatever happens, I won't give up. Let us test our strengths here, now.
"Shia! I can't deal with you anymore!"
He did not turn around to get back at me and just hit the back of the sofa until he let out a loud scream.
"Sure, really? Come at me then! Let's see how you can fight me." Even though I know he is stronger, I believe I could fight him if I tried really hard.
"People like you are completely self-absorbed." He sighed for a long time until his anger turned to exhaustion.
"I'm fine, you are the one who is self-absorbed," I exclaimed lightly while looking at Kinn who tightened his grip at his temples.
"I'm afraid, someday I might accidentally kill you." He muttered, which of course I did not care about. Seeing that he didn't say anything else, I turned to leave. I am sick of being in the same room with this bastard. After all that happened, I was really pissed and intended to go outside.
"Who allowed you to go?" My footsteps stopped when I heard that.
What is it now?
"What else do you want?" I asked back.
"Go and change, I'll go out."
"What clothes?" I am confused by that.
"I am going out. I won't let you go out like that." Kinn raised his brows to look at me from head to toe. Today I went to change clothes at home in a black t-shirt and jeans. Well, these are the most modest clothes that I have.
"I won't change." I said raising my hands and folding them across my chest.
"You.Have.To.Be.Dressed.Properly!" He said in an intense voice that emphasizes one word at a time.
"Then I won't go!"
He got up from the sofa and walked towards me, but now I caught up with him and didn't let him do anything to me again. But he pulled my wrist that was about to put the card on the door lock to open it. He pulled me towards the door roughly, pinning me down on it but I fought him.
"What are you doing?!" I pulled my arm back, which was strong enough to escape his grip.
"Are you going to follow my orders, or should I have the bastards outside drag you?"
He shouted out loud into my face. Then his hand yanked me back, this time he walked towards the door, pulled it open, and dragged me outside. The guards were standing just outside the door, obviously eavesdropping, but when they saw Kinn, they pretended to be on guard by walking back and forth in front of the room or pretended to read a book.
"Can you walk? or should I command them to haul you?" I saw them staring at me with anticipation. I brushed Kinn's arm away again and answered.
"Yes! Okay, okay." I followed behind, crazily cursing him in my heart. People like him with that dominant nature, they were not just ordinary people.
If I could just beat him up.
"Has Pa come back?" He stopped in front of the room downstairs and asked one of the bodyguards nearby.
At the end of the sentence, he grabbed my arm and towed me inside where Khun Korn and Phi Chan sat at a large table which made me realize that this is his father's office.
"What?" Asked Khun Korn, frowning before laughing out loud. I threw Kinn's hand away again then turned around to raise my hands to wai at Khun Korn and Phi Chan.
"Pa! I won't let him out in these clothes." Kinn muttered impolitely to his father.
"Oh hey, I heard yesterday you were trying to burn down my house?" Khun Korn sighed and turned to talk to me. Which I didn't reply to.
"Pa! regarding the clothes, I don't want him wearing something like this. You know I have an appointment with Mr. Krit." Anakinn said.
Khun Korn looks silently, seeing my appearance from head to toe.
"If I die young, it's because of you, you really give me a headache." Khun Korn grumbled and rubbed his temples.
"Porsche, our agreement is to wear whatever clothes you want inside the house. But outside, I already told you to wear the uniform."
Khun Korn eye at me a little. I also completely forgot we had such a deal. So, I couldn't help but nod. If I hadn't made such a deal to his father, I would never have to follow this bastard.
"Okay. Change your clothes, wait for me in front of the house at two p.m." Kinn said in a normal tone, but his expression says otherwise.
I also muttered and cursed him after that. He must be ecstatic to be able to make an introverted person like me talk to him most of the time. I give up, you won this time, motherfucker! Khun Korn ordered P'Chan to give me some suits.
When I had it, I immediately returned to my room, washed my eyes and face, and changed clothes.
In my previous life, I must have killed Kinn until I received the karma to be his bodyguard. After everything was ready, I didn't forget to take out my
weapon and carry it as ordered by P'Chan.
At the appointed time I walked to wait for him at the entrance. It felt ticklish and uncomfortable wearing clothes like this. These bodyguards gave me a weird look and some of them even mockingly smiled.
I will remember everything all of you did to me and wait for that day to come. I will make sure to repay them one by one.
Not long after, Kinn came out in a navy suit. He stared at me from head to toe before smirking and walking into the luxury sedan that was parked in front of the house. I followed behind him, standing a little confused about where to sit because the car was driven by someone named Sharp. As for the other bodyguard, he sat beside the driver. I stood awkwardly stepping left and right before Kinn's voice stunned me.
"Why are you still standing there? What are you waiting for?" I almost wanted to punch him in the face, but all I could do was get myself into the car and slam the door as hard as I could. Kinn turned his head to look at me with fierce eyes. But I returned his gaze, no less fierce. I purposely sat so far away from him that I almost cornered myself into the side door.
Inside the car, we were engulfed in silence, no one dared speak. Kinn, still sitting cross-legged, pressed the iPad in his hand without looking around. I remembered Pete saying that Kinn was the best of the three.
It seemed he was right, as his clothes from head to toe showed no less than elegance. A white shirt with a dark blue suit that fits the body, decorated with a handkerchief, slim fit pants, shiny shoes plus a very neat way of styling his hair. Even though it looks good, it is an incredibly old style.
"What are you looking at?" he said without even looking at me. I quickly shifted my gaze outside the window.
I just looked at him to confirm Pete's words, nothing more. I told myself as I gulped down my saliva. The car parked in front of the luxury hotel. A place that I often pass by, but I never thought that I'd enter that same hotel one day because it looks so majestic that it was almost unreachable.
Kinn told the three of us to follow him inside and observe from a distance. I don't even know what his business is here. We entered the elevator which moved upstairs. When the door opened, I was shocked to see the luxury rooftop bar in front of me.
The booming sound of the music playing accompanied Kinn's elegant steps, who gently walked over to greet someone he knew. Everyone here is wearing formal clothes. The men are wearing a suit with a tie and the women dragged their long dresses, lifting it up as if they were afraid to trip.
I decided to walk a bit to explore this place. I realized that when rich people want a drink, they come to luxurious places like this.
"You, keep an eye on Khun Kinn, don't take your eyes off him." Said Sharp who walked towards me.
"How about you?" I asked again.
"I am watching him too and you, of course, don't get into trouble." He warned me but I didn't respond and walked out to see a convenient place to watch, after all, he ordered me to watch from a distance.
This should be far enough. I walked over and sat in front of the bar. After all, this place is exceptionally good, especially for women. I smile and send a flirtatious look to the few girls who kept looking at me. Not long after, the waitress approached me with a drink, pointing to the young woman who was smiling broadly at me.
I nodded in response, raised the glass slightly, then shoved it towards my lips to down the drink completely. The rich man's drink is delicious, soft, and concentrated.
I smiled awkwardly, turning all my gaze at her. I admit that the woman looks attractive. I accepted the third glass of drink without wasting a drop. The taste of each glass is different, but it gives pleasure that I have never felt before.
"Can I sit with you?" The young woman reached her hand forward and said her name is Prim.
"Porsche." I reach out and touch it, stroking it lightly to let the woman in front of me know that I am interested. I have worked at the bar for a long time, so I know what it takes to deal with something like this.
"Our names rhyme, Prim, let 's have a drink." The young woman smiled sweetly as she turned around to order a drink. I grinned, looking at her figure plus her very adorable face.
You sure got great taste Porsche! At least tonight, I won't go home empty-handed. But it looks like I have been forgetting something. Fuck it!
I am more interested in the liquor in front of me. I drank glass after glass that Nong Prim gave me and made me drink nonstop. I felt numb but not drunk. I really enjoy drinking alcohol with a beautiful woman by my side.
But it feels like something is nagging behind my brain, it's just that I cannot remember anything. I can't think straight.
"Porsche you bastard!! What are you doing?!" I heard another Kinn's bodyguard yell at me while pulling my arm suddenly so that I turned my body to look at him.
"What?!" I asked back, my voice sounded dark, and saw the woman was scared to see my interaction with this bastard.
"Khun Kinn! There is a situation in the toilet!" Shia! My eyes widened because I realized what I had forgotten.
Damn!
"Then why don't you go and help him?!" I got up from the chair, my feet moved fast. Following that bastard. But when I look up, the world begins to spin around me.
"I came to call you!" He said while running. Seeing that, I blindly followed suit and accidentally crashed into a table that made the people around me look with shocked expressions on their faces. But I never minded and continued to go for Kinn.
As soon as I entered the bathroom, I saw Kinn grabbing the heads of three strangers and the other bodyguards were preparing to fight. Quickly, I jumped and kicked the person who was about to hit Kinn.
"Ouch! What are you doing?!"
Somehow, I lost my balance as my feet landed in the middle of Kinn's torso. He glared at me angrily and turned around to continue attacking the enemies. Without further delay, I got in the fight and grabbed someone's head, and hit him with my fist. Looks like we are pretty much in the lead as more of these bastards were now crawling on the floor. I thought I saw three people who were still fighting but was starting to see it as six.
So, I shook my head and patted my face a little. I intended to kick them, but like before I kicked wrongly. Kinn turned to look at me again and asked.
"Are you drunk?" His voice sounded angry, and I turned to look at him.
"No," I said, shaking my head because I saw Kinn had a twin next to him.
"Sharp, fix everything," Kinn said after the brawl. I waited until everything was cleaned. I helped put them in the car with Kinn's henchman and then I stuffed myself in the same car.
Kinn had a grim face and didn't speak at all. I felt that I had made Kinn angry because my footprints on his chest are noticeably clear. I almost wanted to bang my head to recover from the numbness. Right now, it feels like the alcohol in my body is starting to take effect, the headache I am feeling is more intense than before.
Normally I have a hard time getting drunk, but the liquor that woman sent was probably some kind of a stronger one and I stupidly drank it all. When we got home, Kinn didn't speak. I waited for him to scream, calling me to his room, preparing my ear for the curses, and waited for him.
But there was no screaming at all. I walked unsteadily with dizziness in my head, opened the door, and found a tall figure standing as if waiting for me.
"Sorry," I said first because I knew I was totally in the wrong.
"What the hell do you think you are doing?!" Finally, his loud voice filled the room. I raised my hand and scratched my ear a little.
"Sorry, I -" In my dizzy state, I silently praised Kinn's appearance who was facing me. His broad shoulders perfectly fitted into the suit. His long legs were accentuated by the pants he wore.
I feel my eyelids getting heavy and I feel the heat creeping up all over my body. Bastard! This suit is suffocating me. I began removing my suit. Opening the buttons on the white shirt followed after. I took off my black trousers and left only my boxers. I don't care about him at all, thinking we're both men anyway.
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Besides, I can confidently say that my body is sexy!
"What the hell are you doing?!" His eyes widened furiously but continued to follow my movements, I didn't stop discarding my suit. It felt like I couldn't support myself any longer, so I fell on Kinn's forbidden couch.
"Let me sit, my head hurts."
"Do you even feel any remorse?" His loud voice seemed to lose its vigor so I had to raise my face to look up at him.
Kinn looked back at me, his eyes barely blinking. The anger on his face started to disappear. I had imagined the anger that would come out of him like curses and rage because I sat on his chair like before. But unexpectedly, he just stopped shouting at me.
"What are you looking at?" I asked lightly. He still hasn't stopped staring at me. So, I thought he was waiting for the answer to the previous question.
"Err. I am sorry. But as of the moment, I am dizzy."
"If you are feeling hot, just take it all off. You're kind of good looking."
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His words make me smirk. Is it true that he praised me? My head filled with questions when I stared at his face. Is that rage or something else?
"Can I take it all off? Why didn't you tell me earlier?" I took off my black suit and removed my tie around my neck, left the white shirt on my body, then removed the last three buttons.
"It's a little claustrophobic. This outfit really is uncomfortable!"
After a while, he was silently staring at me for a long time. Why is he so kind today?
"I can use you too," he exclaimed as he approached me slowly.
Since when had he come near me? The sharp face that was pushed towards mine, made me look away slightly.
"Huh! What is it that you're asking me to do, and where are you going to use me?! I won't operate the coffee machine anymore!" I accidentally shook my head while talking to him.
Today I still feel haunted by the coffee machine. So, I don't think he can use me now. Plus, I feel a little drunk now.
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"Um. I dare not to ask you for that again." He answered.
I seemed to close my eyes for a while and when I opened them again, I saw Kinn's face very clearly.
His face is only a few inches in front of me, I can clearly feel his warm breath across my face. I looked into his eyes. I don't know how I got stuck like that, but I was unable to move whenever those eyes stared at me. My face tickled hot as if something were about to come out of my face, it really irritated me, so I rubbed my face in annoyance.
Jeez! My body feels hot, ridiculously hot.
This feeling bothers me a lot. And now I still feel.
"It is my mistake, let me think it over." I said in a low voice.
After that, everything went dark, and I don't know anything that happened after.
PORSCHE
I clung to the edge of the pool frowning, I barely focused on the exam today. I felt like I could dive into the water and get pushed into the ground, but I'll still survive.
I kept thinking about the fish I killed last night. I don't know what will happen next. I'm not prepared for any additional problems at this point. I want to drown myself after all the koi fish died just because they were too sensitive to a foreign liquid that had entered the pond.
"What's with the stressed face the whole time?" Tem swam over to me and Jom, who was crouching by the pool, and joined us. They looked at me tentatively.
Jom's current body condition does not allow him to take the swimming exam today, so he must make a written report instead.
"What the hell. How about my time? Well, I saw the professor cut your score." I took a deep breath, which caused them to get even more confused because I usually don't show my emotions to anyone. Except for this time because I am really stressed.
"I am really stressed," I said as I lifted myself from the pool and sat next to Jom.
"Tell me, if something's bothering you, maybe I can help." Tem, still floating in the water, looked at me worriedly. The more I looked at how that bastard was swimming while wearing an orange swimming cap, the more the image of a koi fish floated in my mind.
Damn it!
If I accidentally killed a fish elsewhere, I would just apologize. But I killed the koi fish that belonged to the mafia family's beloved eldest son! Will he shoot me?
"What should I do?!" I anxiously brushed my face with both hands. My two friends probably feel even more awkward because they might be seeing this type of my mood for the first time.
"What did that mafia bastard do? I'll finish him off!" Jom said with a hard face until Tem splashed water on him and screamed.
"Ohoi, Look at your own condition first bastard!! Such a talker!"
"Yes, that would be fun, look at what they did to me, come on!" Jom's face was still angry when he talked about it.
I am sorry for using his name when Kinn asked for mine and explained everything to him; of course, he was angry. So, I volunteered to provide for his lunch this entire month. And he is back to normal, being an annoying bastard. Then they both know that I now work for the mafia house. They certainly objected and were worried about my choice, but I explained that I did it because of the house and the threats from that bastard, Kinn. Besides that, the offer they gave was quite appealing. They accepted my explanation, but still did not agree with my choice.
"Tem, can you take off your hat first?" I asked in a soft voice. Tem who was still floating in the pool, his head really reminded me of the koi and that triggered my anxiety.
"What? I tried to choose a color that suits me. When you take the test, you will get good marks." Tem said before taking off his cap, then leaned back and sat beside me.
"Are you all right?" Tem asked again.
"I killed Elizabeth and Sebastian." I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
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"Damn Porsche!! You bastard! You worked only the first day and he ordered you to kill people already? Call the police to arrest them!" Jom shouted.
"Shia!! I have a murderer friend. Murderer!" I slapped Jom full force on the face, no matter how injured he was from the previous beatings.
"Shit! Do they usually do that in real life like this? Shia, Porsche! You have to stop doing it." Tem said in surprise. He moved a little further away from me and looked scared.
"They are human, shia!" Jom said grumbling. But before his babbling continued, I cut him off.
"They are not human!"
"..."
The two of them were silent and waiting for me to continue my words.
"They are fishes!" Both opened their mouths in shock that their jaws literally fell to the ground. But after that, I saw a steady sigh of relief and they returned to normal.
"Shia! You almost gave me a heart attack. I am relieved now. Is that the name of the fish? Eli... What?" Jom asked.
"Because it's the fish's name, I'm thinking he will kill me!" I told them about everything I had experienced from my first day and that made them laugh.
I could not help turning my stressed face into laughter with them. Will he call me today? I do not want to run into chaos and cannot imagine what I will face later. Tem reiterated the same words to quit, but if I do not resign, I will have to face this problem.
Looks like I cannot do anything but beg for forgiveness to receive punishment since I cannot stop working there either. Besides, I had already signed a one-year contract. If it is violated, where will I get the money to pay for the fees?
I got up from the pool, walked to change, and looked up at my cell phone. I found out that Kinn's number which I did not save had called me eight times. I could only stand to mourn for my life in advance and follow Tem's advice to deal with this problem because after all, I could not run away.
Exactly at six o'clock, I parked my motorbike and took off my helmet, praying to Khun Phra Si Rattanatrai to help protect me. As soon as my feet touched the ground, a guard walked over and called out to me.
"Khun Kinn called," I took a deep breath, who says sighing often will shorten the life? It turned out that he was right because I was near death now.
I walked slowly, climbing the stairs effortlessly as I looked at the large wooden door and slowly crossed over to it. The atmosphere in the room was completely silent.
Kinn is not alone, his older brother sits with his arms crossed with a frown. Looking at me with malice, I avoided that gaze, but Kinn also glared at me. They already know it was me.
"Murderer, why did you kill my fish?"
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"..."
I did not say anything. Too tired to say anything, I swallowed every possible curse that tried to come out of my mouth.
"Oh. I'm sorry for you." It was Kinn. He says in a normal tone that did not convey any feelings, but I was certain that he scoffed, and it was directed at me.
"..."
I am still having trouble saying anything.
"Or would you say that you didn't do it?" Kinn raised his eyebrows.
"How could it not be him? CCTV clearly recorded it. At first, I thought it was your first time, but now I am angry. Why did you do that!?" Khun said.
Damn it! He took the iPad and showed me the video while I was fulfilling the call of nature that night and he even pinched the screen to enlarge where my hands were directing my pride towards the pool and pointed his nose right in my face.
"Sorry." When I saw that this matter would not end so easily, so I decided to apologize in a low voice.
"What have they done to you? I loved them so much!" The scream sounded like a whimper. Eyes swollen and red, deadpan staring at me filled with anger.
"Teach your people to behave! Ugh. I'll go but I will keep my eyes on him. Come on everyone!"
To me, the eldest son of the mafia family, trying to suppress a whining almost made me laugh, even though the situation was very tense when I arrived and saw him, I don't know why I'm feeling like a moron.
Bang!
The large door closed, and a bunch of them seemed to be preparing a funeral procession for me. I looked back a little relieved that the remaining bodyguards were not as many as I thought. But I'm not yet sure if I'm still in trouble. When I turned my head, my gaze collided with Kinn's eyes, who was still staring intently at me and full of displeasure.
"Don't you feel any remorse?" He sat down with his arms crossed over his chest, irritation was evident across his face.
"..."
I bowed as low as possible before I looked back. "Why didn't you go to the bathroom? I didn't hire you to act stupidly like that." His voice was flat and annoyed.
"Well, I didn't know. The fishpond I saw was all black, so I thought it was a gutter."
I answered. The subtle expression that was stiff from the previous incident eased a little, so I sat on the sofa opposite him.
"Who said you can sit?!" The sound of a loud yell hit me as soon as my ass touched the soft pillow, his green eyes fierce with anger.
"I am tired!" I answered casually.
This man is crazy, I just wanted to sit down, how can he stop my ass that is already stuck on the sofa?
"I don't know what to curse you for first. Your crazy excuse about the fish or the way you always act like that with me?! Get up! That is not a seat for you," Kinn snapped at me again.
"Damn! Who do you think you are!" I hissed muttering, before getting up from the comfort of the couch. I realized that no one else would sit around him. I am tired of having a hierarchical system like this. Then what am I.
Doesn't he think people like me will get tired too?
"And another thing." Kinn went to get the papers on the table and threw it in my face until it flew scattered across the room.
What right does he have to do this to someone! I looked back angrily.
"Shia, Kinn!" I said in a stiff voice.
"Don't call me that! Do you know what the hell you did?" He stepped towards me, to which I don't have a plan of backing off.
Do you think you're the only one who is angry here? Do you think that I will bow to you?
"What did I do? What the fucking hell did I do?" I screamed at him.
"Porsche! How dare you raise your voice!"
"Why wouldn't I dare? I always do!" I said honestly. If I am not sure, I wouldn't stand staring at him like this.
"You have a dauntless mouth!" He pushed my chest hard, strong enough for my back to hit against the wall. I am feeling a little provoked.
Oh, fuck you, Kinn! I don't care anymore and I took a step towards him, pushing him back a little hard until he almost fell on the sofa.
"Porsche!"
He turned and gripped my wrist so tightly I lost my balance. I swooped in as he pulled me before he swung and slammed me onto the sofa and sat down on top of me. Straddling me.
Now, I am lying on the couch, and he is pinning me down. I can tell how angry he is that his sharp eyes stare at me as he grits his teeth. The squeeze on my arm is painful. Even though I tried to brush it off firmly, but he wouldn't let go. No, I cannot fight back because when Kinn gets really angry like this, his strength increases sharply.
"I warned you to get it right! Today, do you know what you did wrong?!"
I just stared back at him speechless. Thinking how beautiful it is to witness the sparks of fire on his green eyes. What the hell?!
"Damn it!! Do you think it is a joke? How did you collate the reports?! It is wrong from the first page!"
He angrily gritted his teeth in between each word so that the sound of it could be heard throughout the room.
"Get off me!! I cannot breathe!!" I tried to struggle, I managed to free my hands, but I couldn't get up as he sat on top of me. At this close range, I could see the anger on his face, the sharp gaze from his green eyes to the curly lashes overshadowing his rage.
"I'll fucking kill you!"
He is still gripping my wrist and pressing his body closer to me. I was shocked and flinched at the same time when I found his face, only inches from mine. I don't think I have the strength to fight him. I also tried to break free from his confinement. And this tingling sensation that's been creeping up my sleeve left me breathless.
I tried to lift myself and kicked him a few times until I was free from his grip and Kinn dived to the other side of the sofa. I hurriedly tried to stand up and breathe through my aching throat. Whatever happens, I won't give up. Let us test our strengths here, now.
"Shia! I can't deal with you anymore!"
He did not turn around to get back at me and just hit the back of the sofa until he let out a loud scream.
"Sure, really? Come at me then! Let's see how you can fight me." Even though I know he is stronger, I believe I could fight him if I tried really hard.
"People like you are completely self-absorbed." He sighed for a long time until his anger turned to exhaustion.
"I'm fine, you are the one who is self-absorbed," I exclaimed lightly while looking at Kinn who tightened his grip at his temples.
"I'm afraid, someday I might accidentally kill you." He muttered, which of course I did not care about. Seeing that he didn't say anything else, I turned to leave. I am sick of being in the same room with this bastard. After all that happened, I was really pissed and intended to go outside.
"Who allowed you to go?" My footsteps stopped when I heard that.
What is it now?
"What else do you want?" I asked back.
"Go and change, I'll go out."
"What clothes?" I am confused by that.
"I am going out. I won't let you go out like that." Kinn raised his brows to look at me from head to toe. Today I went to change clothes at home in a black t-shirt and jeans. Well, these are the most modest clothes that I have.
"I won't change." I said raising my hands and folding them across my chest.
"You.Have.To.Be.Dressed.Properly!" He said in an intense voice that emphasizes one word at a time.
"Then I won't go!"
He got up from the sofa and walked towards me, but now I caught up with him and didn't let him do anything to me again. But he pulled my wrist that was about to put the card on the door lock to open it. He pulled me towards the door roughly, pinning me down on it but I fought him.
"What are you doing?!" I pulled my arm back, which was strong enough to escape his grip.
"Are you going to follow my orders, or should I have the bastards outside drag you?"
He shouted out loud into my face. Then his hand yanked me back, this time he walked towards the door, pulled it open, and dragged me outside. The guards were standing just outside the door, obviously eavesdropping, but when they saw Kinn, they pretended to be on guard by walking back and forth in front of the room or pretended to read a book.
"Can you walk? or should I command them to haul you?" I saw them staring at me with anticipation. I brushed Kinn's arm away again and answered.
"Yes! Okay, okay." I followed behind, crazily cursing him in my heart. People like him with that dominant nature, they were not just ordinary people.
If I could just beat him up.
"Has Pa come back?" He stopped in front of the room downstairs and asked one of the bodyguards nearby.
At the end of the sentence, he grabbed my arm and towed me inside where Khun Korn and Phi Chan sat at a large table which made me realize that this is his father's office.
"What?" Asked Khun Korn, frowning before laughing out loud. I threw Kinn's hand away again then turned around to raise my hands to wai at Khun Korn and Phi Chan.
"Pa! I won't let him out in these clothes." Kinn muttered impolitely to his father.
"Oh hey, I heard yesterday you were trying to burn down my house?" Khun Korn sighed and turned to talk to me. Which I didn't reply to.
"Pa! regarding the clothes, I don't want him wearing something like this. You know I have an appointment with Mr. Krit." Anakinn said.
Khun Korn looks silently, seeing my appearance from head to toe.
"If I die young, it's because of you, you really give me a headache." Khun Korn grumbled and rubbed his temples.
"Porsche, our agreement is to wear whatever clothes you want inside the house. But outside, I already told you to wear the uniform."
Khun Korn eye at me a little. I also completely forgot we had such a deal. So, I couldn't help but nod. If I hadn't made such a deal to his father, I would never have to follow this bastard.
"Okay. Change your clothes, wait for me in front of the house at two p.m." Kinn said in a normal tone, but his expression says otherwise.
I also muttered and cursed him after that. He must be ecstatic to be able to make an introverted person like me talk to him most of the time. I give up, you won this time, motherfucker! Khun Korn ordered P'Chan to give me some suits.
When I had it, I immediately returned to my room, washed my eyes and face, and changed clothes.
In my previous life, I must have killed Kinn until I received the karma to be his bodyguard. After everything was ready, I didn't forget to take out my
weapon and carry it as ordered by P'Chan.
At the appointed time I walked to wait for him at the entrance. It felt ticklish and uncomfortable wearing clothes like this. These bodyguards gave me a weird look and some of them even mockingly smiled.
I will remember everything all of you did to me and wait for that day to come. I will make sure to repay them one by one.
Not long after, Kinn came out in a navy suit. He stared at me from head to toe before smirking and walking into the luxury sedan that was parked in front of the house. I followed behind him, standing a little confused about where to sit because the car was driven by someone named Sharp. As for the other bodyguard, he sat beside the driver. I stood awkwardly stepping left and right before Kinn's voice stunned me.
"Why are you still standing there? What are you waiting for?" I almost wanted to punch him in the face, but all I could do was get myself into the car and slam the door as hard as I could. Kinn turned his head to look at me with fierce eyes. But I returned his gaze, no less fierce. I purposely sat so far away from him that I almost cornered myself into the side door.
Inside the car, we were engulfed in silence, no one dared speak. Kinn, still sitting cross-legged, pressed the iPad in his hand without looking around. I remembered Pete saying that Kinn was the best of the three.
It seemed he was right, as his clothes from head to toe showed no less than elegance. A white shirt with a dark blue suit that fits the body, decorated with a handkerchief, slim fit pants, shiny shoes plus a very neat way of styling his hair. Even though it looks good, it is an incredibly old style.
"What are you looking at?" he said without even looking at me. I quickly shifted my gaze outside the window.
I just looked at him to confirm Pete's words, nothing more. I told myself as I gulped down my saliva. The car parked in front of the luxury hotel. A place that I often pass by, but I never thought that I'd enter that same hotel one day because it looks so majestic that it was almost unreachable.
Kinn told the three of us to follow him inside and observe from a distance. I don't even know what his business is here. We entered the elevator which moved upstairs. When the door opened, I was shocked to see the luxury rooftop bar in front of me.
The booming sound of the music playing accompanied Kinn's elegant steps, who gently walked over to greet someone he knew. Everyone here is wearing formal clothes. The men are wearing a suit with a tie and the women dragged their long dresses, lifting it up as if they were afraid to trip.
I decided to walk a bit to explore this place. I realized that when rich people want a drink, they come to luxurious places like this.
"You, keep an eye on Khun Kinn, don't take your eyes off him." Said Sharp who walked towards me.
"How about you?" I asked again.
"I am watching him too and you, of course, don't get into trouble." He warned me but I didn't respond and walked out to see a convenient place to watch, after all, he ordered me to watch from a distance.
This should be far enough. I walked over and sat in front of the bar. After all, this place is exceptionally good, especially for women. I smile and send a flirtatious look to the few girls who kept looking at me. Not long after, the waitress approached me with a drink, pointing to the young woman who was smiling broadly at me.
I nodded in response, raised the glass slightly, then shoved it towards my lips to down the drink completely. The rich man's drink is delicious, soft, and concentrated.
I smiled awkwardly, turning all my gaze at her. I admit that the woman looks attractive. I accepted the third glass of drink without wasting a drop. The taste of each glass is different, but it gives pleasure that I have never felt before.
"Can I sit with you?" The young woman reached her hand forward and said her name is Prim.
"Porsche." I reach out and touch it, stroking it lightly to let the woman in front of me know that I am interested. I have worked at the bar for a long time, so I know what it takes to deal with something like this.
"Our names rhyme, Prim, let 's have a drink." The young woman smiled sweetly as she turned around to order a drink. I grinned, looking at her figure plus her very adorable face.
You sure got great taste Porsche! At least tonight, I won't go home empty-handed. But it looks like I have been forgetting something. Fuck it!
I am more interested in the liquor in front of me. I drank glass after glass that Nong Prim gave me and made me drink nonstop. I felt numb but not drunk. I really enjoy drinking alcohol with a beautiful woman by my side.
But it feels like something is nagging behind my brain, it's just that I cannot remember anything. I can't think straight.
"Porsche you bastard!! What are you doing?!" I heard another Kinn's bodyguard yell at me while pulling my arm suddenly so that I turned my body to look at him.
"What?!" I asked back, my voice sounded dark, and saw the woman was scared to see my interaction with this bastard.
"Khun Kinn! There is a situation in the toilet!" Shia! My eyes widened because I realized what I had forgotten.
Damn!
"Then why don't you go and help him?!" I got up from the chair, my feet moved fast. Following that bastard. But when I look up, the world begins to spin around me.
"I came to call you!" He said while running. Seeing that, I blindly followed suit and accidentally crashed into a table that made the people around me look with shocked expressions on their faces. But I never minded and continued to go for Kinn.
As soon as I entered the bathroom, I saw Kinn grabbing the heads of three strangers and the other bodyguards were preparing to fight. Quickly, I jumped and kicked the person who was about to hit Kinn.
"Ouch! What are you doing?!"
Somehow, I lost my balance as my feet landed in the middle of Kinn's torso. He glared at me angrily and turned around to continue attacking the enemies. Without further delay, I got in the fight and grabbed someone's head, and hit him with my fist. Looks like we are pretty much in the lead as more of these bastards were now crawling on the floor. I thought I saw three people who were still fighting but was starting to see it as six.
So, I shook my head and patted my face a little. I intended to kick them, but like before I kicked wrongly. Kinn turned to look at me again and asked.
"Are you drunk?" His voice sounded angry, and I turned to look at him.
"No," I said, shaking my head because I saw Kinn had a twin next to him.
"Sharp, fix everything," Kinn said after the brawl. I waited until everything was cleaned. I helped put them in the car with Kinn's henchman and then I stuffed myself in the same car.
Kinn had a grim face and didn't speak at all. I felt that I had made Kinn angry because my footprints on his chest are noticeably clear. I almost wanted to bang my head to recover from the numbness. Right now, it feels like the alcohol in my body is starting to take effect, the headache I am feeling is more intense than before.
Normally I have a hard time getting drunk, but the liquor that woman sent was probably some kind of a stronger one and I stupidly drank it all. When we got home, Kinn didn't speak. I waited for him to scream, calling me to his room, preparing my ear for the curses, and waited for him.
But there was no screaming at all. I walked unsteadily with dizziness in my head, opened the door, and found a tall figure standing as if waiting for me.
"Sorry," I said first because I knew I was totally in the wrong.
"What the hell do you think you are doing?!" Finally, his loud voice filled the room. I raised my hand and scratched my ear a little.
"Sorry, I -" In my dizzy state, I silently praised Kinn's appearance who was facing me. His broad shoulders perfectly fitted into the suit. His long legs were accentuated by the pants he wore.
I feel my eyelids getting heavy and I feel the heat creeping up all over my body. Bastard! This suit is suffocating me. I began removing my suit. Opening the buttons on the white shirt followed after. I took off my black trousers and left only my boxers. I don't care about him at all, thinking we're both men anyway.
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Besides, I can confidently say that my body is sexy!
"What the hell are you doing?!" His eyes widened furiously but continued to follow my movements, I didn't stop discarding my suit. It felt like I couldn't support myself any longer, so I fell on Kinn's forbidden couch.
"Let me sit, my head hurts."
"Do you even feel any remorse?" His loud voice seemed to lose its vigor so I had to raise my face to look up at him.
Kinn looked back at me, his eyes barely blinking. The anger on his face started to disappear. I had imagined the anger that would come out of him like curses and rage because I sat on his chair like before. But unexpectedly, he just stopped shouting at me.
"What are you looking at?" I asked lightly. He still hasn't stopped staring at me. So, I thought he was waiting for the answer to the previous question.
"Err. I am sorry. But as of the moment, I am dizzy."
"If you are feeling hot, just take it all off. You're kind of good looking."
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His words make me smirk. Is it true that he praised me? My head filled with questions when I stared at his face. Is that rage or something else?
"Can I take it all off? Why didn't you tell me earlier?" I took off my black suit and removed my tie around my neck, left the white shirt on my body, then removed the last three buttons.
"It's a little claustrophobic. This outfit really is uncomfortable!"
After a while, he was silently staring at me for a long time. Why is he so kind today?
"I can use you too," he exclaimed as he approached me slowly.
Since when had he come near me? The sharp face that was pushed towards mine, made me look away slightly.
"Huh! What is it that you're asking me to do, and where are you going to use me?! I won't operate the coffee machine anymore!" I accidentally shook my head while talking to him.
Today I still feel haunted by the coffee machine. So, I don't think he can use me now. Plus, I feel a little drunk now.
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"Um. I dare not to ask you for that again." He answered.
I seemed to close my eyes for a while and when I opened them again, I saw Kinn's face very clearly.
His face is only a few inches in front of me, I can clearly feel his warm breath across my face. I looked into his eyes. I don't know how I got stuck like that, but I was unable to move whenever those eyes stared at me. My face tickled hot as if something were about to come out of my face, it really irritated me, so I rubbed my face in annoyance.
Jeez! My body feels hot, ridiculously hot.
This feeling bothers me a lot. And now I still feel.
"It is my mistake, let me think it over." I said in a low voice.
After that, everything went dark, and I don't know anything that happened after.
