Chapter 22: 22
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Friday September 09, 2016
14:25 I am currently in interview, in front of a Daily Mirror journalist. I thought that his questions would be more embarrassing but they are actually very correct and focused on what I did or what I want to do and things like that.
Journalist. "Lisa, how do you find the reviews of newspapers and magazines that deal with your interpretation in Broken taboo?"
What to say to that? "To answer you honestly, I have no idea what the journalists wrote. I wanted to wait for my return to France to inform me. My agent compiled them but I refused to read them. I guess I'm not confident enough to overcome too many bad reviews."
Journalist who smiles at me. "I think that your estive of yourself should not be enough because you have just caused a tidal wave Lisa and find negative reviews is difficult. Let me read one or two commentary positives without citing the source. In this way, the surprise will only be greater. Thank you for your permission and you will see you will not be disappointed. (A teen drama that turns into a horrific thriller thanks to the unforgettable performance of the young model Lisa Hanckok. The film in general is nice to watch but but too conventional.) You see that this one is very positive for example. A second, to reassure you. (Spectators who come to watch a drama-oriented teen movie are bound to be a little disappointed, but will come out of it for an enchanted majority, why an unexpected and successful thriller with a limited budget replaces the drama originally planned. the new great actress Lisa Hanckok that I am in a hurry to see again on the big screen. "So Lisa, I see you smile, so I suppose that these reviews have made you happy." "Of course. I am very flattered and thank the two critics who wrote these articles. You know, when my agency told me that I was going to shoot in a movie, my first reaction was anger. I mean, I do not know anything about the world of cinema, have never taken lessons in this art and am not someone very confident in myself. I wondered why they had accepted something that was out of my skill. Then from the first day of shooting, I had fun. Immediately I became friends with Angélina, then Sean helped me when I lost myself. A little later I also start to greatly appreciate the director Bill who is a lively man and very nice in reality. Then I realized no long ago that I will be judged for my amusement which was actually a real job and from that moment I locked myself on myself. The press was very scary for me and it is still the case and my increasing anxiety towards the critics, did not allow me to live well the exit of the film. Then my high school was invaded by a horde of journalists and here I am here before you in England."
He smiles and winks at me. "You have talent Lisa but whether you succeed or not, the path you take will always lead you to people who will judge you. Take confidence because you have the potential."
Leaving the Daily Mirror I feel lighter because some people like my interpretation but I still worried because how many millions will not like it over the days? I also think that the critics will not be as severe in my real job and I do not think to return a movie before a moment. If I put aside the small role or I have only five sentences to say in France, knowing that my agency declines all offers, I can be reasonably serene. I get in the car and now head for the third and last interview of the day. It will be much shorter because it is a big daily but continue to do our best.
17:55 I leave the interview that was not so short that expected and now we will visit a small part of London by car. I have an hour and half of free before eating and my training tonight so I want to use this little time to discover one of the most beautiful cities in the world. Too much traffic and we are not moving. Result of the limited time visit: Half a turn to go back to eat. This is the advantage of the countryside on the city because although there are more cows than inhabitants, cows do not walk on the road. Today's meal excites me madly again. As a starter, a tomato salad, then 30 grams of beef with carrots, to finish 20 grams of cheese, two plums and a lightened yoghurt. I must continue to grow but taking a gram is forbidden. You speak of a torture. They go so far as to confiscate the sweets that my classmates give me discreetly. At this rate, they will drop me in a field and ask me to graze grass pfff. I am kidding but I have not so far from an herbivore for some time. The most frustrating thing is that even eating lots of sweets, I never got fat. Why be so strict in this case?
21:20 "Miss Hancock, you know how to be gracious or energetic when you walk, but as soon as your mind escapes down like now your U-turn is too slow. As I told you earlier, stop looking at other girls' training and focus on your biggest problem. We start again."
As you have guessed, I am in training and have more than an hour to suffer with this stern woman to whom no small, even minimal error escapes. "I just wanted to see how they do."
"We do not care how this girls do it. They have just joined us to overcome the lack of models some fashion show of less importance. Their displacement is bad, moreover they will never sign a contract with us. You'll start again Miss Hanckok."
Although I am not 100 percent sure of myself, I am in a hurry for Fashion Week to be over for this daily practice to end. "Yes Madam."
23:10 I caress the big chest of Cindy who was like my little cat this afternoon. She is very sensitive breasts and this point did not escape me. Tonight his tongue will still visit my lower abdomen and make me cum, finally I hope.
Tuesday, September 13, 2016 17:55
London was nice but the weather was so rotten that we had to shelter ourselves constantly. Since I was not allowed to get sick for this party, our visit to the city was replaced by an afternoon in bed with my agent who I was sure had calculated everything. The small cat is very visibly player and I have a hard time domesticating it. I still have not returned to class and my apartment and still surrounded by persistent journalists. It comes to my mind that I did not ask for information about the evening. It must be said that I feel so concerned that it does not interest me much. Nevertheless if I do not know who will accompany me and why this evening to take place, it could become embarrassing.
I stop Cindy who as usual works. "Does this party have a specific purpose?"
Cindy opens her eyes wide. "I thought you would never ask for it. Besides, we will begin to prepare you immediately."
Engaged cobra technique. I take it by the waist and stick against her. "for what occasion this party my little cat?"
Given his eyes the technique worked. "It's a classic Parisian night for celebrities where a few politicians and businessmen also go. They do not really have any purpose except to be seen in front of the journalists."
"You're kidding? Do not we try to avoid them constantly and now we strut before them?"
She seems to think like me. "It's a marketing idea, to make sure your name is spread, they think it's a good method."
I imagine the kind of party. "Evening with alcohol and drugs at will?"
You do not seem to feel good now Cindy. "Not at all, Lisa, although some people may drink a bit more than they usually do, it will be very seriously watched."
"Are you kidding me? Who would stop a very important man completely drunk? Frankly, I do not know what your communication professionals have in their heads but I remind you that I'm not eighteen. If I ever came out drunk or worse, everything would be over. And who is there with me?"
Ah, she's looking in her documents. "Here, look. Léo Archeville, twenty-one, son of a film producer. He is a very promising young actor, he was our favorite candidate among those who wanted to accompany you tonight. You'll meet him tonight outside the hotel."
Pfff "He's not my type of guy. Hotel huh, well, if I want I can to fuck with him at least there will be rooms nearby."
She is not happy. "You can not do that Lisa. Think about your image."
My balls yes. "What image? I go to a place where a lot of people from the same world will consume alcohol when I'm only sixteen. I do not know what the French will think but in most other countries it will be frowned upon. All this strategy is a joke so why not go to the end. I'm going to get ready now for this party that your colleagues have desired so much."
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Friday September 09, 2016
14:25 I am currently in interview, in front of a Daily Mirror journalist. I thought that his questions would be more embarrassing but they are actually very correct and focused on what I did or what I want to do and things like that.
Journalist. "Lisa, how do you find the reviews of newspapers and magazines that deal with your interpretation in Broken taboo?"
What to say to that? "To answer you honestly, I have no idea what the journalists wrote. I wanted to wait for my return to France to inform me. My agent compiled them but I refused to read them. I guess I'm not confident enough to overcome too many bad reviews."
Journalist who smiles at me. "I think that your estive of yourself should not be enough because you have just caused a tidal wave Lisa and find negative reviews is difficult. Let me read one or two commentary positives without citing the source. In this way, the surprise will only be greater. Thank you for your permission and you will see you will not be disappointed. (A teen drama that turns into a horrific thriller thanks to the unforgettable performance of the young model Lisa Hanckok. The film in general is nice to watch but but too conventional.) You see that this one is very positive for example. A second, to reassure you. (Spectators who come to watch a drama-oriented teen movie are bound to be a little disappointed, but will come out of it for an enchanted majority, why an unexpected and successful thriller with a limited budget replaces the drama originally planned. the new great actress Lisa Hanckok that I am in a hurry to see again on the big screen. "So Lisa, I see you smile, so I suppose that these reviews have made you happy." "Of course. I am very flattered and thank the two critics who wrote these articles. You know, when my agency told me that I was going to shoot in a movie, my first reaction was anger. I mean, I do not know anything about the world of cinema, have never taken lessons in this art and am not someone very confident in myself. I wondered why they had accepted something that was out of my skill. Then from the first day of shooting, I had fun. Immediately I became friends with Angélina, then Sean helped me when I lost myself. A little later I also start to greatly appreciate the director Bill who is a lively man and very nice in reality. Then I realized no long ago that I will be judged for my amusement which was actually a real job and from that moment I locked myself on myself. The press was very scary for me and it is still the case and my increasing anxiety towards the critics, did not allow me to live well the exit of the film. Then my high school was invaded by a horde of journalists and here I am here before you in England."
He smiles and winks at me. "You have talent Lisa but whether you succeed or not, the path you take will always lead you to people who will judge you. Take confidence because you have the potential."
Leaving the Daily Mirror I feel lighter because some people like my interpretation but I still worried because how many millions will not like it over the days? I also think that the critics will not be as severe in my real job and I do not think to return a movie before a moment. If I put aside the small role or I have only five sentences to say in France, knowing that my agency declines all offers, I can be reasonably serene. I get in the car and now head for the third and last interview of the day. It will be much shorter because it is a big daily but continue to do our best.
17:55 I leave the interview that was not so short that expected and now we will visit a small part of London by car. I have an hour and half of free before eating and my training tonight so I want to use this little time to discover one of the most beautiful cities in the world. Too much traffic and we are not moving. Result of the limited time visit: Half a turn to go back to eat. This is the advantage of the countryside on the city because although there are more cows than inhabitants, cows do not walk on the road. Today's meal excites me madly again. As a starter, a tomato salad, then 30 grams of beef with carrots, to finish 20 grams of cheese, two plums and a lightened yoghurt. I must continue to grow but taking a gram is forbidden. You speak of a torture. They go so far as to confiscate the sweets that my classmates give me discreetly. At this rate, they will drop me in a field and ask me to graze grass pfff. I am kidding but I have not so far from an herbivore for some time. The most frustrating thing is that even eating lots of sweets, I never got fat. Why be so strict in this case?
21:20 "Miss Hancock, you know how to be gracious or energetic when you walk, but as soon as your mind escapes down like now your U-turn is too slow. As I told you earlier, stop looking at other girls' training and focus on your biggest problem. We start again."
As you have guessed, I am in training and have more than an hour to suffer with this stern woman to whom no small, even minimal error escapes. "I just wanted to see how they do."
"We do not care how this girls do it. They have just joined us to overcome the lack of models some fashion show of less importance. Their displacement is bad, moreover they will never sign a contract with us. You'll start again Miss Hanckok."
Although I am not 100 percent sure of myself, I am in a hurry for Fashion Week to be over for this daily practice to end. "Yes Madam."
23:10 I caress the big chest of Cindy who was like my little cat this afternoon. She is very sensitive breasts and this point did not escape me. Tonight his tongue will still visit my lower abdomen and make me cum, finally I hope.
Tuesday, September 13, 2016 17:55
London was nice but the weather was so rotten that we had to shelter ourselves constantly. Since I was not allowed to get sick for this party, our visit to the city was replaced by an afternoon in bed with my agent who I was sure had calculated everything. The small cat is very visibly player and I have a hard time domesticating it. I still have not returned to class and my apartment and still surrounded by persistent journalists. It comes to my mind that I did not ask for information about the evening. It must be said that I feel so concerned that it does not interest me much. Nevertheless if I do not know who will accompany me and why this evening to take place, it could become embarrassing.
I stop Cindy who as usual works. "Does this party have a specific purpose?"
Cindy opens her eyes wide. "I thought you would never ask for it. Besides, we will begin to prepare you immediately."
Engaged cobra technique. I take it by the waist and stick against her. "for what occasion this party my little cat?"
Given his eyes the technique worked. "It's a classic Parisian night for celebrities where a few politicians and businessmen also go. They do not really have any purpose except to be seen in front of the journalists."
"You're kidding? Do not we try to avoid them constantly and now we strut before them?"
She seems to think like me. "It's a marketing idea, to make sure your name is spread, they think it's a good method."
I imagine the kind of party. "Evening with alcohol and drugs at will?"
You do not seem to feel good now Cindy. "Not at all, Lisa, although some people may drink a bit more than they usually do, it will be very seriously watched."
"Are you kidding me? Who would stop a very important man completely drunk? Frankly, I do not know what your communication professionals have in their heads but I remind you that I'm not eighteen. If I ever came out drunk or worse, everything would be over. And who is there with me?"
Ah, she's looking in her documents. "Here, look. Léo Archeville, twenty-one, son of a film producer. He is a very promising young actor, he was our favorite candidate among those who wanted to accompany you tonight. You'll meet him tonight outside the hotel."
Pfff "He's not my type of guy. Hotel huh, well, if I want I can to fuck with him at least there will be rooms nearby."
She is not happy. "You can not do that Lisa. Think about your image."
My balls yes. "What image? I go to a place where a lot of people from the same world will consume alcohol when I'm only sixteen. I do not know what the French will think but in most other countries it will be frowned upon. All this strategy is a joke so why not go to the end. I'm going to get ready now for this party that your colleagues have desired so much."
Friday September 09, 201614:25 I am currently in interview, in front of a Daily Mirror journalist. I thought that his questions would be more embarrassing but they are actually very correct and focused on what I did or what I want to do and things like that.Journalist. "Lisa, how do you find the reviews of newspapers and magazines that deal with your interpretation in Broken taboo?"What to say to that? "To answer you honestly, I have no idea what the journalists wrote. I wanted to wait for my return to France to inform me. My agent compiled them but I refused to read them. I guess I'm not confident enough to overcome too many bad reviews."Journalist who smiles at me. "I think that your estive of yourself should not be enough because you have just caused a tidal wave Lisa and find negative reviews is difficult. Let me read one or two commentary positives without citing the source. In this way, the surprise will only be greater. Thank you for your permission and you will see you will not be disappointed. A teen drama that turns into a horrific thriller thanks to the unforgettable performance of the young model Lisa Hanckok. The film in general is nice to watch but but too conventional. You see that this one is very positive for example. A second, to reassure you. Spectators who come to watch a drama-oriented teen movie are bound to be a little disappointed, but will come out of it for an enchanted majority, why an unexpected and successful thriller with a limited budget replaces the drama originally planned. the new great actress Lisa Hanckok that I am in a hurry to see again on the big screen. "So Lisa, I see you smile, so I suppose that these reviews have made you happy." "Of course. I am very flattered and thank the two critics who wrote these articles. You know, when my agency told me that I was going to shoot in a movie, my first reaction was anger. I mean, I do not know anything about the world of cinema, have never taken lessons in this art and am not someone very confident in myself. I wondered why they had accepted something that was out of my skill. Then from the first day of shooting, I had fun. Immediately I became friends with Anglina, then Sean helped me when I lost myself. A little later I also start to greatly appreciate the director Bill who is a lively man and very nice in reality. Then I realized no long ago that I will be judged for my amusement which was actually a real job and from that moment I locked myself on myself. The press was very scary for me and it is still the case and my increasing anxiety towards the critics, did not allow me to live well the exit of the film. Then my high school was invaded by a horde of journalists and here I am here before you in England."He smiles and winks at me. "You have talent Lisa but whether you succeed or not, the path you take will always lead you to people who will judge you. Take confidence because you have the potential."Leaving the Daily Mirror I feel lighter because some people like my interpretation but I still worried because how many millions will not like it over the days? I also think that the critics will not be as severe in my real job and I do not think to return a movie before a moment. If I put aside the small role or I have only five sentences to say in France, knowing that my agency declines all offers, I can be reasonably serene. I get in the car and now head for the third and last interview of the day. It will be much shorter because it is a big daily but continue to do our best.17:55 I leave the interview that was not so short that expected and now we will visit a small part of London by car. I have an hour and half of free before eating and my training tonight so I want to use this little time to discover one of the most beautiful cities in the world. Too much traffic and we are not moving. Result of the limited time visit: Half a turn to go back to eat. This is the advantage of the countryside on the city because although there are more cows than inhabitants, cows do not walk on the road. Today's meal excites me madly again. As a starter, a tomato salad, then 30 grams of beef with carrots, to finish 20 grams of cheese, two plums and a lightened yoghurt. I must continue to grow but taking a gram is forbidden. You speak of a torture. They go so far as to confiscate the sweets that my classmates give me discreetly. At this rate, they will drop me in a field and ask me to graze grass pfff. I am kidding but I have not so far from an herbivore for some time. The most frustrating thing is that even eating lots of sweets, I never got fat. Why be so strict in this case?21:20 "Miss Hancock, you know how to be gracious or energetic when you walk, but as soon as your mind escapes down like now your U-turn is too slow. As I told you earlier, stop looking at other girls' training and focus on your biggest problem. We start again."As you have guessed, I am in training and have more than an hour to suffer with this stern woman to whom no small, even minimal error escapes. "I just wanted to see how they do.""We do not care how this girls do it. They have just joined us to overcome the lack of models some fashion show of less importance. Their displacement is bad, moreover they will never sign a contract with us. You'll start again Miss Hanckok."Although I am not 100 percent sure of myself, I am in a hurry for Fashion Week to be over for this daily practice to end. "Yes Madam."23:10 I caress the big chest of Cindy who was like my little cat this afternoon. She is very sensitive breasts and this point did not escape me. Tonight his tongue will still visit my lower abdomen and make me cum, finally I hope.Tuesday, September 13, 2016 17:55London was nice but the weather was so rotten that we had to shelter ourselves constantly. Since I was not allowed to get sick for this party, our visit to the city was replaced by an afternoon in bed with my agent who I was sure had calculated everything. The small cat is very visibly player and I have a hard time domesticating it. I still have not returned to class and my apartment and still surrounded by persistent journalists. It comes to my mind that I did not ask for information about the evening. It must be said that I feel so concerned that it does not interest me much. Nevertheless if I do not know who will accompany me and why this evening to take place, it could become embarrassing.I stop Cindy who as usual works. "Does this party have a specific purpose?"Cindy opens her eyes wide. "I thought you would never ask for it. Besides, we will begin to prepare you immediately."Engaged cobra technique. I take it by the waist and stick against her. "for what occasion this party my little cat?"Given his eyes the technique worked. "It's a classic Parisian night for celebrities where a few politicians and businessmen also go. They do not really have any purpose except to be seen in front of the journalists.""You're kidding? Do not we try to avoid them constantly and now we strut before them?"She seems to think like me. "It's a marketing idea, to make sure your name is spread, they think it's a good method."I imagine the kind of party. "Evening with alcohol and drugs at will?"You do not seem to feel good now Cindy. "Not at all, Lisa, although some people may drink a bit more than they usually do, it will be very seriously watched.""Are you kidding me? Who would stop a very important man completely drunk? Frankly, I do not know what your communication professionals have in their heads but I remind you that I'm not eighteen. If I ever came out drunk or worse, everything would be over. And who is there with me?"Ah, she's looking in her documents. "Here, look. Lo Archeville, twenty-one, son of a film producer. He is a very promising young actor, he was our favorite candidate among those who wanted to accompany you tonight. You'll meet him tonight outside the hotel."Pfff "He's not my type of guy. Hotel huh, well, if I want I can to fuck with him at least there will be rooms nearby."She is not happy. "You can not do that Lisa. Think about your image."My balls yes. "What image? I go to a place where a lot of people from the same world will consume alcohol when I'm only sixteen. I do not know what the French will think but in most other countries it will be frowned upon. All this strategy is a joke so why not go to the end. I'm going to get ready now for this party that your colleagues have desired so much."
