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Monday 03 October 2016
11h00 am What did I win last night on a professional and private level? Answer, a quick blow of unwanted cock but that was not very pleasant. I'm staring at Terry who's looking at him somewhere else. Last night, he was very surprised to see me come back so quickly given the time that requires the round trip to get to the place of this party. When he tried to ask me why I was already back, his answer was a slap in which I put all my strength and a very brief explanation. Since I do not want to speak to him and this is the second time his insistence leads to events that hurt me, he does not seem to feel very good and does not insist on discuss. As I look for a way to incriminate him more, my smartphone rings and I see the name of Emie that appears. With what happened, she does not call me for nothing logically soI choose to answer the phone but do not want to be nice.
Hearing her hear her cry, I calm down a little, deciding not to play the bad guys this time. "Yes Emie what is it?"
She can not calm down but on the contrary cries even more. "Lisa, sorry to disturb you."
She's afraid of me now. "Tell me what you mean silly girl."
What a pathetic sister. "Dad is in the hospital."
What? "Tell me more and stop talking in fits and starts."
She blow one's nose in my ears now, better and better. "It must be a heart attack."
Oh shit it's not true. "How it happened?"
Think of my ears and less quick. "He fell during a rehearsal at the theater and held his heart before he lost consciousness. They do examinations. "
Damn, he's too young for that. "Ok, I'll be here as soon as possible. Tell him to mom. "
I look at Terry who heard the conversation and this time he managed to pronounce a sentence. "What's going on?"
I think back to a detail. "When is our rendez-vous with the director that we have to see."
Why do you look at me as if I came from another planet? "Lisa, if we came so hurriedly this appointment is the reason. I already told you that we meet him at 03:00 pm this afternoon several times. "
I nod. "So reserve tickets Los Angeles - New York for 06:00 pm for tonight. We're going back and it's non-negotiable. My father has a heart attack and we have to go home. I go to the restaurant to eat. "
14:05 pm In a very neat office where everything is too orderly, a man of fifty-five to sixty, who dressed well who seems very intelligent, stares at me for more than two minutes. What is this look? Of interest? Maybe, but not sure. I do not know at all what this so-called genius thinks. This man would be one of the biggest director and producer in the world but for the moment, in front of me, he is only a man with a lot of class which makes me uncomfortable. He finally turns his eyes away, opens his drawer, pulls out a green pouch and pulls out some paper with a single sentence on it.
He hands it to me. "Mademoiselle, take a ferocious look and read me this sentence. Put yourself in mind that I am your father-in-law and that you hate me. A clarification, you have personality disorders. Violent, changing behavior, hatred of others, low self-esteem and rejection of society as a whole. Lastly your family environment, your father is cyber policeman and your mother a housewife. Show me what you are worth."
So much to consider? As for anger and hatred in general, it is enough for me to project backwards, but do I have personality disorders. Maybe that's just a role, and I'm not necessarily the same as this character. Let's try and see. "I will kill you. When you sleep or have your mind elsewhere I'll be there and put an end to your fucking life."
Say something. Do not stay with your hands crossed in front of your mouth without saying a word, sir, the genius of American cinema because I stress and when I stress, it makes me want to pee. "I do not feel the presence of the father in this interpretation but what a rage in your eyes. You will be Sarah and we will help you find what is missing. Now sign here."
Wait, wait man, we do not sign a contract like that. Terry you finally react by reading it? ... It was long but now tell him what you have to say. "Mr. Fincher, can I take it to summarize it to Lisa and send it back to you signed?"
I have something to say. "Producer, it may be that during the shoot, I have to go to a fashion show or two. I have a signed contract for that. If I can leave for this reason during the shoot then there will be no problem but otherwise it will not be possible. "
"Already taken into consideration and approved miss Hanckok. Take the contracts, everything is in it. I'm waiting for good news. "
I do not know what to say when I hear this answer but so much the better. "Thank you producer for this trust, I will not disappoint you."
When I get up and serve my hand, his response stuns me again. "We'll see that."
Yes indeed as he says we will see this and my circumstantial phrase, just swept away as the last useless shit.
06h30 pm In the airport we watch television. We could not have a flight before 08:50 pm and decided to spend our time in a bar listening to news from around the world. The scavengers are already aware of my father's state of health and are filming the clinic in which he was admitted. Although I am not surprised, their disrespect for a sick man disgusts me more than ever. These people do not hesitate to make money on the back of the dead, so a sick will certainly not disturb them . I can at least thank them for showing me that many visitors come to support Selena during this event. She and Emie will not feel isolated during these difficult times and it is already a very good thing. I know some of the names of these visitors but the majority is totally unknown to me, luckily the vultures are there to explain to me who they are. I can say that unlike me who is a savage girl who lives in autarky, my parents have a lot of friends at least. Although I'm not sure that we can call these relationships friendships because in this world, will they appreciate them for who they are and not what they represent. I hope at least that some are sincere. I just realized that I am also very negative and my trust in others and very limited. Sometimes I tell myself that although my professional life is advancing, my character and what I am, however, is stagnating dramatically and that will certainly cause me some problems one day.
09h30 pm We are in plain sky for a flight that this time will last more than 07:30 Medium plane and unknown company, but the choice to leave quickly did not allow us to have a little of the luxury to which we are now accustomed. The service on board him, is very correct which creates an astonishing paradox with the seats hard like wood. No first class or business class and minimum service on board but for $ 132, I guess it's not that bad. My tastes have become a little too luxurious since a few months. Less than a year ago, if I had been offered to board a plane at $ 132, I would have jumped at the opportunity to discover what a sensation it was to be so high. Now I complain because everything is low-end and lack of comfort and service worthy of me. If this continues I will become what I hate, a pretentious and snobbish bitch.
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Monday 03 October 2016
11h00 am What did I win last night on a professional and private level? Answer, a quick blow of unwanted cock but that was not very pleasant. I'm staring at Terry who's looking at him somewhere else. Last night, he was very surprised to see me come back so quickly given the time that requires the round trip to get to the place of this party. When he tried to ask me why I was already back, his answer was a slap in which I put all my strength and a very brief explanation. Since I do not want to speak to him and this is the second time his insistence leads to events that hurt me, he does not seem to feel very good and does not insist on discuss. As I look for a way to incriminate him more, my smartphone rings and I see the name of Emie that appears. With what happened, she does not call me for nothing logically soI choose to answer the phone but do not want to be nice.
Hearing her hear her cry, I calm down a little, deciding not to play the bad guys this time. "Yes Emie what is it?"
She can not calm down but on the contrary cries even more. "Lisa, sorry to disturb you."
She's afraid of me now. "Tell me what you mean silly girl."
What a pathetic sister. "Dad is in the hospital."
What? "Tell me more and stop talking in fits and starts."
She blow one's nose in my ears now, better and better. "It must be a heart attack."
Oh shit it's not true. "How it happened?"
Think of my ears and less quick. "He fell during a rehearsal at the theater and held his heart before he lost consciousness. They do examinations. "
Damn, he's too young for that. "Ok, I'll be here as soon as possible. Tell him to mom. "
I look at Terry who heard the conversation and this time he managed to pronounce a sentence. "What's going on?"
I think back to a detail. "When is our rendez-vous with the director that we have to see."
Why do you look at me as if I came from another planet? "Lisa, if we came so hurriedly this appointment is the reason. I already told you that we meet him at 03:00 pm this afternoon several times. "
I nod. "So reserve tickets Los Angeles - New York for 06:00 pm for tonight. We're going back and it's non-negotiable. My father has a heart attack and we have to go home. I go to the restaurant to eat. "
14:05 pm In a very neat office where everything is too orderly, a man of fifty-five to sixty, who dressed well who seems very intelligent, stares at me for more than two minutes. What is this look? Of interest? Maybe, but not sure. I do not know at all what this so-called genius thinks. This man would be one of the biggest director and producer in the world but for the moment, in front of me, he is only a man with a lot of class which makes me uncomfortable. He finally turns his eyes away, opens his drawer, pulls out a green pouch and pulls out some paper with a single sentence on it.
He hands it to me. "Mademoiselle, take a ferocious look and read me this sentence. Put yourself in mind that I am your father-in-law and that you hate me. A clarification, you have personality disorders. Violent, changing behavior, hatred of others, low self-esteem and rejection of society as a whole. Lastly your family environment, your father is cyber policeman and your mother a housewife. Show me what you are worth."
So much to consider? As for anger and hatred in general, it is enough for me to project backwards, but do I have personality disorders. Maybe that's just a role, and I'm not necessarily the same as this character. Let's try and see. "I will kill you. When you sleep or have your mind elsewhere I'll be there and put an end to your fucking life."
Say something. Do not stay with your hands crossed in front of your mouth without saying a word, sir, the genius of American cinema because I stress and when I stress, it makes me want to pee. "I do not feel the presence of the father in this interpretation but what a rage in your eyes. You will be Sarah and we will help you find what is missing. Now sign here."
Wait, wait man, we do not sign a contract like that. Terry you finally react by reading it? ... It was long but now tell him what you have to say. "Mr. Fincher, can I take it to summarize it to Lisa and send it back to you signed?"
I have something to say. "Producer, it may be that during the shoot, I have to go to a fashion show or two. I have a signed contract for that. If I can leave for this reason during the shoot then there will be no problem but otherwise it will not be possible. "
"Already taken into consideration and approved miss Hanckok. Take the contracts, everything is in it. I'm waiting for good news. "
I do not know what to say when I hear this answer but so much the better. "Thank you producer for this trust, I will not disappoint you."
When I get up and serve my hand, his response stuns me again. "We'll see that."
Yes indeed as he says we will see this and my circumstantial phrase, just swept away as the last useless shit.
06h30 pm In the airport we watch television. We could not have a flight before 08:50 pm and decided to spend our time in a bar listening to news from around the world. The scavengers are already aware of my father's state of health and are filming the clinic in which he was admitted. Although I am not surprised, their disrespect for a sick man disgusts me more than ever. These people do not hesitate to make money on the back of the dead, so a sick will certainly not disturb them . I can at least thank them for showing me that many visitors come to support Selena during this event. She and Emie will not feel isolated during these difficult times and it is already a very good thing. I know some of the names of these visitors but the majority is totally unknown to me, luckily the vultures are there to explain to me who they are. I can say that unlike me who is a savage girl who lives in autarky, my parents have a lot of friends at least. Although I'm not sure that we can call these relationships friendships because in this world, will they appreciate them for who they are and not what they represent. I hope at least that some are sincere. I just realized that I am also very negative and my trust in others and very limited. Sometimes I tell myself that although my professional life is advancing, my character and what I am, however, is stagnating dramatically and that will certainly cause me some problems one day.
09h30 pm We are in plain sky for a flight that this time will last more than 07:30 Medium plane and unknown company, but the choice to leave quickly did not allow us to have a little of the luxury to which we are now accustomed. The service on board him, is very correct which creates an astonishing paradox with the seats hard like wood. No first class or business class and minimum service on board but for $ 132, I guess it's not that bad. My tastes have become a little too luxurious since a few months. Less than a year ago, if I had been offered to board a plane at $ 132, I would have jumped at the opportunity to discover what a sensation it was to be so high. Now I complain because everything is low-end and lack of comfort and service worthy of me. If this continues I will become what I hate, a pretentious and snobbish bitch.
Monday 03 October 201611h00 am What did I win last night on a professional and private level? Answer, a quick blow of unwanted cock but that was not very pleasant. I'm staring at Terry who's looking at him somewhere else. Last night, he was very surprised to see me come back so quickly given the time that requires the round trip to get to the place of this party. When he tried to ask me why I was already back, his answer was a slap in which I put all my strength and a very brief explanation. Since I do not want to speak to him and this is the second time his insistence leads to events that hurt me, he does not seem to feel very good and does not insist on discuss. As I look for a way to incriminate him more, my smartphone rings and I see the name of Emie that appears. With what happened, she does not call me for nothing logically soI choose to answer the phone but do not want to be nice.Hearing her hear her cry, I calm down a little, deciding not to play the bad guys this time. "Yes Emie what is it?"She can not calm down but on the contrary cries even more. "Lisa, sorry to disturb you."She's afraid of me now. "Tell me what you mean silly girl."What a pathetic sister. "Dad is in the hospital."What? "Tell me more and stop talking in fits and starts."She blow one's nose in my ears now, better and better. "It must be a heart attack."Oh shit it's not true. "How it happened?"Think of my ears and less quick. "He fell during a rehearsal at the theater and held his heart before he lost consciousness. They do examinations. "Damn, he's too young for that. "Ok, I'll be here as soon as possible. Tell him to mom. "I look at Terry who heard the conversation and this time he managed to pronounce a sentence. "What's going on?"I think back to a detail. "When is our rendez-vous with the director that we have to see."Why do you look at me as if I came from another planet? "Lisa, if we came so hurriedly this appointment is the reason. I already told you that we meet him at 03:00 pm this afternoon several times. "I nod. "So reserve tickets Los Angeles - New York for 06:00 pm for tonight. We're going back and it's non-negotiable. My father has a heart attack and we have to go home. I go to the restaurant to eat. "14:05 pm In a very neat office where everything is too orderly, a man of fifty-five to sixty, who dressed well who seems very intelligent, stares at me for more than two minutes. What is this look? Of interest? Maybe, but not sure. I do not know at all what this so-called genius thinks. This man would be one of the biggest director and producer in the world but for the moment, in front of me, he is only a man with a lot of class which makes me uncomfortable. He finally turns his eyes away, opens his drawer, pulls out a green pouch and pulls out some paper with a single sentence on it.He hands it to me. "Mademoiselle, take a ferocious look and read me this sentence. Put yourself in mind that I am your father-in-law and that you hate me. A clarification, you have personality disorders. Violent, changing behavior, hatred of others, low self-esteem and rejection of society as a whole. Lastly your family environment, your father is cyber policeman and your mother a housewife. Show me what you are worth."So much to consider? As for anger and hatred in general, it is enough for me to project backwards, but do I have personality disorders. Maybe that's just a role, and I'm not necessarily the same as this character. Let's try and see. "I will kill you. When you sleep or have your mind elsewhere I'll be there and put an end to your fucking life."Say something. Do not stay with your hands crossed in front of your mouth without saying a word, sir, the genius of American cinema because I stress and when I stress, it makes me want to pee. "I do not feel the presence of the father in this interpretation but what a rage in your eyes. You will be Sarah and we will help you find what is missing. Now sign here."Wait, wait man, we do not sign a contract like that. Terry you finally react by reading it? ... It was long but now tell him what you have to say. "Mr. Fincher, can I take it to summarize it to Lisa and send it back to you signed?"I have something to say. "Producer, it may be that during the shoot, I have to go to a fashion show or two. I have a signed contract for that. If I can leave for this reason during the shoot then there will be no problem but otherwise it will not be possible. ""Already taken into consideration and approved miss Hanckok. Take the contracts, everything is in it. I'm waiting for good news. "I do not know what to say when I hear this answer but so much the better. "Thank you producer for this trust, I will not disappoint you."When I get up and serve my hand, his response stuns me again. "We'll see that."Yes indeed as he says we will see this and my circumstantial phrase, just swept away as the last useless shit.06h30 pm In the airport we watch television. We could not have a flight before 08:50 pm and decided to spend our time in a bar listening to news from around the world. The scavengers are already aware of my father's state of health and are filming the clinic in which he was admitted. Although I am not surprised, their disrespect for a sick man disgusts me more than ever. These people do not hesitate to make money on the back of the dead, so a sick will certainly not disturb them . I can at least thank them for showing me that many visitors come to support Selena during this event. She and Emie will not feel isolated during these difficult times and it is already a very good thing. I know some of the names of these visitors but the majority is totally unknown to me, luckily the vultures are there to explain to me who they are. I can say that unlike me who is a savage girl who lives in autarky, my parents have a lot of friends at least. Although I'm not sure that we can call these relationships friendships because in this world, will they appreciate them for who they are and not what they represent. I hope at least that some are sincere. I just realized that I am also very negative and my trust in others and very limited. Sometimes I tell myself that although my professional life is advancing, my character and what I am, however, is stagnating dramatically and that will certainly cause me some problems one day.09h30 pm We are in plain sky for a flight that this time will last more than 07:30 Medium plane and unknown company, but the choice to leave quickly did not allow us to have a little of the luxury to which we are now accustomed. The service on board him, is very correct which creates an astonishing paradox with the seats hard like wood. No first class or business class and minimum service on board but for $ 132, I guess it's not that bad. My tastes have become a little too luxurious since a few months. Less than a year ago, if I had been offered to board a plane at $ 132, I would have jumped at the opportunity to discover what a sensation it was to be so high. Now I complain because everything is low-end and lack of comfort and service worthy of me. If this continues I will become what I hate, a pretentious and snobbish bitch.
