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Thursday, January 12, 2017
01:00 pm Everything happens and just Emie and I talked a lot. I put my bad character aside, which allowed me to find my little sister who had missed me so much. But today, yes today, the day of the last judgment has arrived. This famous feared moment of the auction followed by the evening for rich families takes place this afternoon. Operation make us beautiful or try, start. Short black belt dress, arms, back, bare shoulder in airy lace. Half black lambskin boots, silver pendant on a black satin necklace that replaces the original chain. Ring and bracelet matched and without forgetting my beautiful watch that beautifully completes these articles that I bought in Paris a few months ago. The place of the auction is in a large room of Baccara Hotel which is also not very far from home, so get there will be fast. I do not know where we are going tonight and would rather not go and I thought of a solution for that. I run to my parents' room where my mother gets ready and screams through the door.
"Mom, can I go with my own car?"
A dry answer and immediate. "No, you would be able to escape to avoid coming with us. You must learn to socialize and live in our environment Lisa."
"Grrrrrrrrr"
I hear a laugh on the other side of the door. "Idiot, you're not a dog, so try to behave yourself today. Are you ready? Wait, I'm watching. How beautiful you are, sweetie Why with your perfect appearance, are you unable to adapt to the social environment?"
Because they are rich snobs. "I don't want, that's all."
Do not touch my hair. "Well, make an effort then."
02h30pm My dad took out the big game. A car I had never seen came out of one of the garage boxes. Suddenly my pretty little car seems very weak against this monster named Maserati Granturismo. So they had such an Italian bomb that they left to rot here and they did not offer to drive it to me. As I open my mouth, a "No" immediately comes out of my mother's. Grrrrrrrrrr, again, I'm too easy to read. I approach this beautiful monster and am eager to hear him purr. What a sweet sound should he do when he accelerates and is at full power. I say that but I have never exceeded 80mph. I wonder what is the price to rent a circuit? Here is finally the moment of truth, I head as usual to the passenger seat but a hand folds the front seat and leads me to the back seat. I thought about it this morning, but I think my mother is mad at me. Why? No idea, but she takes an unhealthy pleasure in torturing me. It had already occurred to me that she was a sadist, and since today I have gradually confirmed this theory, which was not unfounded.
As I sit in the back with Emie, I look at her carefully and am very surprised because it is obvious that we are alike but I had never noticed that she was so beautiful. I'll have to be careful that the guys who hang around her and are in puberty, do not take advantage of her. After this thought of big sister full of common sense, I congratulate myself for my good heart and smile. What a good girl you are Lisa and what a caring sister, Emie is so lucky to have you with her.
"Lisa, you're thinking again something completely stupid, are not you?"
The one who just pulled me from my heroic thought is the one I wanted to protect, my own little sister. You speak of a thank you. If she knew all that I do for her in my head when I think, she would not say that kind of cruel and false things. I forgive her, she is still young and does not know the value of gratitude. How great of soul do you possess Lisa to forgive so easily.
"Have you finished smiling like a retarded, Lisa? Do not forget what I told you earlier, behave yourself well this afternoon."
The sadist has struck again where it hurts and looks at me in the rearview mirror with a desperate expression that I only know Very good. It is the painful expression with which Terry looks at me constantly. While I drop my head a little uncomfortable a loud roar echoes in the basement.
"What fucking noise, it tears the ass."
"Lisa, how many times should I tell you not to speak so vulgarly?"
"Sorry, my mouth thought faster than my head."
Emie also looks at me sadly. "A mouth does not think, silly."
02:35 pm Maximum speed reached. 12Mph???? I had forgotten that my father was driving unlike my mother. Yes, he drivive as a disabled turtle full of rheumatism.
02h50pm We have arrived and follow the other cars that stop in front of the hotel where valets take the relay to go park them. This car is really good but it has a major flaw. Those in the back, do not have to be large, because I assure you that there is no room for the legs. I am in this very moment in a hurry to go out to free myself from this prison of steel in which I can not move. As we slowly and slowly approach the hotel, I see a huge pit of journalists who shoot all the people coming out of their cars with their cameras. Why are they so numerous? Why are they here in the first place? Where are my glasses and my hat? These parasites are really everywhere even in places where you least expect it. I try to stoop to not be noticed but have no place to do it.
My mother then tells me this strange thing. "Do not worry, Lisa, it's okay for them to be here. At least, they always invite each other when well-known and wealthy people gather for auctions that have a charitable purpose. As you know, all proceeds from this auction will be donated to the various orphanages throughout the United States. As you can guess, the items sold will not be on discount, far from it. On the contrary, their starting price is increased during this auction. But the goal is not necessarily to buy but to do a good deed. When it comes to journalists, their goal is not to take an interest in the children of orphanages, but to photograph those whom ordinary people consider powerful. So calm down, they will not bother you more than the others and especially the security is very high, so they will never enter the hotel to come bored you. One more thing, girls, stay close to us this afternoon."
We end up reaching a red carpet as if we were at a trophy ceremony, two men open to my mother and my father and my sister and me since this car has only two doors and we go down. The noises of cameras that keep on working is very audible. The journalists ask us questions but my mother took a hand from Emie and one of mine to take us away from here immediately. A reporter shouts stupidity that makes me laugh "Miss Hanckok are you aware that you're going to be nominated for the best actress in a supporting role at the Oscars?" But I regain my serious appearance quickly. I am very anxious not what because of this fool, but by this day, I am not comfortable with people in this community who are different from me. Curiously, Emie, she got used to it. She goes out a lot with our mother and that kind of day has become quite common for her. Entering a room full of very well dressed people, my mother must feel that I tremble a little because she whispers in my ear that these people are not monsters, that everything be fine and kiss me on the front in front of everybody. I go from the beginning of the day to pass for the girl to his mother if it continues like this.Many men and women with their children who are between 12 and 22 years approaching us smiling and start to greet my parents .
The woman who could be compared to the pack leader because everyone follows her, looks at me and Emie and tells my mother. "I know little Emie well, but here is your biggest daughter. You finally reveal it to us Selena. I understand, that you hide such a jewel when I see how beautiful it is. How old is she?"
My mother smiled softly. Whoua, what is this false moldy smile. "It's not that I do not want to show her but she's never at home Elysabeth. Lisa just turned 17 a few days ago."
You woman, stop looking at me in this suspicious way. "Selena, have you ever looked for a husband for this jewel? Such a jewel must also have an exceptional husband."
What? You want to hire me without my consent. "No, it's Lisa who will choose who she wants to marry. I will not interfere in his choice."
The woman frowns. "Listen Selena, allow me at least to invite him after tomorrow to the rally that will take place in my home in the Hamptons. Many young boys between 16 and 24 years old from the best families in the United States will be present and I absolutely want this beauty either of the party. Barry, how do you find the eldest daughter of Selena?"
Who is that guy? Why are you smiling at me like this? You think that because you're smiling at me I'm going to suck you in the moron crappy? "Everyone knows her except you mom. Miss Lisa Hanckok became famous last year and indeed she is beautiful. I completely agree with you. To be honest, I like her a lot and I would like to know her more intimately."
The woman named Elysabeth smiles looking at her son. "Selena, your daughter seems to please my son, who is usually so difficult. bring this pretty little creature to my house, I will be very grateful to you."
What is this palpable discomfort in the air. My mother sighs. "She will come Eysabeth but stop this embarrassing conversation."
Ok, I do not even have a say. This guy must be 24 or 25 years old and I'm a minor but it does not shock anyone? "Perfect Selena, I knew I could count on you. My little Lisa, you'll see Barry is a nice boy. He will be very gentle with you and I am sure that you two will hear you very well. Is not it Barry?"
"Of course mom, I'll treat Lisa like my treasure. I will take the utmost care of her during the rally so that she feels comfortable. Lisa, after our evening together you will never want to taste another man again."
What are these innuendo? I look at my mother angrily because she does not say anything. I'll take care of that later and you asshole, if you try anything tonight, I cut your balls. As this woman walks away with his motherfucker son who smiles and my mom has a moment of freedom, I release what I have on my heart. "I'm not a whore that you lend to the son of your friends, remember that well. As soon as all these people go away, I take a taxi and go pack my bags. I have enough money to live on my own very comfortably and I leave the house. I stay close to you for the moment do not lose face to dad who did not hear the conversation but it's over. One more thing, as soon as I'm older, I'll do everything I can to tear you away Emie because if you can sell me, nothing proves to me that you will not do the same with her."
I walk away three steps and join Emie who has heard everything and is ready to cry. "Do not leave Lisa or take me with you."
I would like to take her in my arms now but it's impossible. "Emie listen to me. I am not of legal age to take care of you and I have always gone on a trip but I will look for a solution when I will be 18 years old to take you with me even if for that you will have to study while traveling with me. People are moving away, I leaving you my baby. I will come to visit you at the exit of the school and we will meet again in town okay? Promise me not to cry so as not to embarrass Dad who is guilty of nothing."
Do not blow your nose in your pretty dress. "Promised."
My mother tries to take my hand so I slap her and go without looking at her. Many compared me to a whore, but this is the first time that we tried to sell myself and the one who did it is my own mother whom I have learned to love since she adopted us . To give one's trust is very difficult and in the end one is always betrayed miserably.
6:30 pm After returning in my parent's house, having filled the small trunk of my car and the passenger seat, I just booked a room in an excellent hotel not far from here. I contact Terry to find out how to deal with contracts. He seems to think and then tells me that as long as I'm not 18 years old, I will not be able to be independent of my parents and the same goes for everything. He asks me to wait, informing me that he will call my mother and see if she will allow me to live alone or not. A few minutes go by, my smartphone rings and I pick up thinking to hear Terry but it's my father who speaks to me. My mother told him everything without lying. She did not hide anything. My father asks me to come back but I refuse. I will not be able to live with her, at least not for the moment. I learned at least one thing when I was younger. When your loved ones start hurting you, they never stop but on the contrary, it only gets worse. My father seems distraught and at least asks me to accept an apartment in the same neighborhood, if only for my sister. I will not lie, this offer also suits me, so I accept. He tells me to wait a few days until everything is ready and think again because coming back would be more convenient. But I refuse again. I'm bad in cooking and hate cleaning but I'll hire someone for these tasks and that's it.
09h50pm I have again separated from my sister but it is only in relation to our place of residence, but this time I also moved away from my father. The good thing about all this is that there is no fracture in our relationships so I will be able to continue living and working the same way as before being separated from them. On the other hand with my mother everything is dead and I feel absolutely nothing. No sadness, no lack, anything in fact. I have never felt a lot of sadness in losing someone or in remorse by committing something contrary to morality. Let's forget this insignificant detail because living well is better than crying and depressing like a weak girl for days. The weak can die well, I will continue go forward.
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Thursday, January 12, 2017
01:00 pm Everything happens and just Emie and I talked a lot. I put my bad character aside, which allowed me to find my little sister who had missed me so much. But today, yes today, the day of the last judgment has arrived. This famous feared moment of the auction followed by the evening for rich families takes place this afternoon. Operation make us beautiful or try, start. Short black belt dress, arms, back, bare shoulder in airy lace. Half black lambskin boots, silver pendant on a black satin necklace that replaces the original chain. Ring and bracelet matched and without forgetting my beautiful watch that beautifully completes these articles that I bought in Paris a few months ago. The place of the auction is in a large room of Baccara Hotel which is also not very far from home, so get there will be fast. I do not know where we are going tonight and would rather not go and I thought of a solution for that. I run to my parents' room where my mother gets ready and screams through the door.
"Mom, can I go with my own car?"
A dry answer and immediate. "No, you would be able to escape to avoid coming with us. You must learn to socialize and live in our environment Lisa."
"Grrrrrrrrr"
I hear a laugh on the other side of the door. "Idiot, you're not a dog, so try to behave yourself today. Are you ready? Wait, I'm watching. How beautiful you are, sweetie Why with your perfect appearance, are you unable to adapt to the social environment?"
Because they are rich snobs. "I don't want, that's all."
Do not touch my hair. "Well, make an effort then."
02h30pm My dad took out the big game. A car I had never seen came out of one of the garage boxes. Suddenly my pretty little car seems very weak against this monster named Maserati Granturismo. So they had such an Italian bomb that they left to rot here and they did not offer to drive it to me. As I open my mouth, a "No" immediately comes out of my mother's. Grrrrrrrrrr, again, I'm too easy to read. I approach this beautiful monster and am eager to hear him purr. What a sweet sound should he do when he accelerates and is at full power. I say that but I have never exceeded 80mph. I wonder what is the price to rent a circuit? Here is finally the moment of truth, I head as usual to the passenger seat but a hand folds the front seat and leads me to the back seat. I thought about it this morning, but I think my mother is mad at me. Why? No idea, but she takes an unhealthy pleasure in torturing me. It had already occurred to me that she was a sadist, and since today I have gradually confirmed this theory, which was not unfounded.
As I sit in the back with Emie, I look at her carefully and am very surprised because it is obvious that we are alike but I had never noticed that she was so beautiful. I'll have to be careful that the guys who hang around her and are in puberty, do not take advantage of her. After this thought of big sister full of common sense, I congratulate myself for my good heart and smile. What a good girl you are Lisa and what a caring sister, Emie is so lucky to have you with her.
"Lisa, you're thinking again something completely stupid, are not you?"
The one who just pulled me from my heroic thought is the one I wanted to protect, my own little sister. You speak of a thank you. If she knew all that I do for her in my head when I think, she would not say that kind of cruel and false things. I forgive her, she is still young and does not know the value of gratitude. How great of soul do you possess Lisa to forgive so easily.
"Have you finished smiling like a retarded, Lisa? Do not forget what I told you earlier, behave yourself well this afternoon."
The sadist has struck again where it hurts and looks at me in the rearview mirror with a desperate expression that I only know Very good. It is the painful expression with which Terry looks at me constantly. While I drop my head a little uncomfortable a loud roar echoes in the basement.
"What fucking noise, it tears the ass."
"Lisa, how many times should I tell you not to speak so vulgarly?"
"Sorry, my mouth thought faster than my head."
Emie also looks at me sadly. "A mouth does not think, silly."
02:35 pm Maximum speed reached. 12Mph???? I had forgotten that my father was driving unlike my mother. Yes, he drivive as a disabled turtle full of rheumatism.
02h50pm We have arrived and follow the other cars that stop in front of the hotel where valets take the relay to go park them. This car is really good but it has a major flaw. Those in the back, do not have to be large, because I assure you that there is no room for the legs. I am in this very moment in a hurry to go out to free myself from this prison of steel in which I can not move. As we slowly and slowly approach the hotel, I see a huge pit of journalists who shoot all the people coming out of their cars with their cameras. Why are they so numerous? Why are they here in the first place? Where are my glasses and my hat? These parasites are really everywhere even in places where you least expect it. I try to stoop to not be noticed but have no place to do it.
My mother then tells me this strange thing. "Do not worry, Lisa, it's okay for them to be here. At least, they always invite each other when well-known and wealthy people gather for auctions that have a charitable purpose. As you know, all proceeds from this auction will be donated to the various orphanages throughout the United States. As you can guess, the items sold will not be on discount, far from it. On the contrary, their starting price is increased during this auction. But the goal is not necessarily to buy but to do a good deed. When it comes to journalists, their goal is not to take an interest in the children of orphanages, but to photograph those whom ordinary people consider powerful. So calm down, they will not bother you more than the others and especially the security is very high, so they will never enter the hotel to come bored you. One more thing, girls, stay close to us this afternoon."
We end up reaching a red carpet as if we were at a trophy ceremony, two men open to my mother and my father and my sister and me since this car has only two doors and we go down. The noises of cameras that keep on working is very audible. The journalists ask us questions but my mother took a hand from Emie and one of mine to take us away from here immediately. A reporter shouts stupidity that makes me laugh "Miss Hanckok are you aware that you're going to be nominated for the best actress in a supporting role at the Oscars?" But I regain my serious appearance quickly. I am very anxious not what because of this fool, but by this day, I am not comfortable with people in this community who are different from me. Curiously, Emie, she got used to it. She goes out a lot with our mother and that kind of day has become quite common for her. Entering a room full of very well dressed people, my mother must feel that I tremble a little because she whispers in my ear that these people are not monsters, that everything be fine and kiss me on the front in front of everybody. I go from the beginning of the day to pass for the girl to his mother if it continues like this.Many men and women with their children who are between 12 and 22 years approaching us smiling and start to greet my parents .
The woman who could be compared to the pack leader because everyone follows her, looks at me and Emie and tells my mother. "I know little Emie well, but here is your biggest daughter. You finally reveal it to us Selena. I understand, that you hide such a jewel when I see how beautiful it is. How old is she?"
My mother smiled softly. Whoua, what is this false moldy smile. "It's not that I do not want to show her but she's never at home Elysabeth. Lisa just turned 17 a few days ago."
You woman, stop looking at me in this suspicious way. "Selena, have you ever looked for a husband for this jewel? Such a jewel must also have an exceptional husband."
What? You want to hire me without my consent. "No, it's Lisa who will choose who she wants to marry. I will not interfere in his choice."
The woman frowns. "Listen Selena, allow me at least to invite him after tomorrow to the rally that will take place in my home in the Hamptons. Many young boys between 16 and 24 years old from the best families in the United States will be present and I absolutely want this beauty either of the party. Barry, how do you find the eldest daughter of Selena?"
Who is that guy? Why are you smiling at me like this? You think that because you're smiling at me I'm going to suck you in the moron crappy? "Everyone knows her except you mom. Miss Lisa Hanckok became famous last year and indeed she is beautiful. I completely agree with you. To be honest, I like her a lot and I would like to know her more intimately."
The woman named Elysabeth smiles looking at her son. "Selena, your daughter seems to please my son, who is usually so difficult. bring this pretty little creature to my house, I will be very grateful to you."
What is this palpable discomfort in the air. My mother sighs. "She will come Eysabeth but stop this embarrassing conversation."
Ok, I do not even have a say. This guy must be 24 or 25 years old and I'm a minor but it does not shock anyone? "Perfect Selena, I knew I could count on you. My little Lisa, you'll see Barry is a nice boy. He will be very gentle with you and I am sure that you two will hear you very well. Is not it Barry?"
"Of course mom, I'll treat Lisa like my treasure. I will take the utmost care of her during the rally so that she feels comfortable. Lisa, after our evening together you will never want to taste another man again."
What are these innuendo? I look at my mother angrily because she does not say anything. I'll take care of that later and you asshole, if you try anything tonight, I cut your balls. As this woman walks away with his motherfucker son who smiles and my mom has a moment of freedom, I release what I have on my heart. "I'm not a whore that you lend to the son of your friends, remember that well. As soon as all these people go away, I take a taxi and go pack my bags. I have enough money to live on my own very comfortably and I leave the house. I stay close to you for the moment do not lose face to dad who did not hear the conversation but it's over. One more thing, as soon as I'm older, I'll do everything I can to tear you away Emie because if you can sell me, nothing proves to me that you will not do the same with her."
I walk away three steps and join Emie who has heard everything and is ready to cry. "Do not leave Lisa or take me with you."
I would like to take her in my arms now but it's impossible. "Emie listen to me. I am not of legal age to take care of you and I have always gone on a trip but I will look for a solution when I will be 18 years old to take you with me even if for that you will have to study while traveling with me. People are moving away, I leaving you my baby. I will come to visit you at the exit of the school and we will meet again in town okay? Promise me not to cry so as not to embarrass Dad who is guilty of nothing."
Do not blow your nose in your pretty dress. "Promised."
My mother tries to take my hand so I slap her and go without looking at her. Many compared me to a whore, but this is the first time that we tried to sell myself and the one who did it is my own mother whom I have learned to love since she adopted us . To give one's trust is very difficult and in the end one is always betrayed miserably.
6:30 pm After returning in my parent's house, having filled the small trunk of my car and the passenger seat, I just booked a room in an excellent hotel not far from here. I contact Terry to find out how to deal with contracts. He seems to think and then tells me that as long as I'm not 18 years old, I will not be able to be independent of my parents and the same goes for everything. He asks me to wait, informing me that he will call my mother and see if she will allow me to live alone or not. A few minutes go by, my smartphone rings and I pick up thinking to hear Terry but it's my father who speaks to me. My mother told him everything without lying. She did not hide anything. My father asks me to come back but I refuse. I will not be able to live with her, at least not for the moment. I learned at least one thing when I was younger. When your loved ones start hurting you, they never stop but on the contrary, it only gets worse. My father seems distraught and at least asks me to accept an apartment in the same neighborhood, if only for my sister. I will not lie, this offer also suits me, so I accept. He tells me to wait a few days until everything is ready and think again because coming back would be more convenient. But I refuse again. I'm bad in cooking and hate cleaning but I'll hire someone for these tasks and that's it.
09h50pm I have again separated from my sister but it is only in relation to our place of residence, but this time I also moved away from my father. The good thing about all this is that there is no fracture in our relationships so I will be able to continue living and working the same way as before being separated from them. On the other hand with my mother everything is dead and I feel absolutely nothing. No sadness, no lack, anything in fact. I have never felt a lot of sadness in losing someone or in remorse by committing something contrary to morality. Let's forget this insignificant detail because living well is better than crying and depressing like a weak girl for days. The weak can die well, I will continue go forward.
Thursday, January 12, 201701:00 pm Everything happens and just Emie and I talked a lot. I put my bad character aside, which allowed me to find my little sister who had missed me so much. But today, yes today, the day of the last judgment has arrived. This famous feared moment of the auction followed by the evening for rich families takes place this afternoon. Operation make us beautiful or try, start. Short black belt dress, arms, back, bare shoulder in airy lace. Half black lambskin boots, silver pendant on a black satin necklace that replaces the original chain. Ring and bracelet matched and without forgetting my beautiful watch that beautifully completes these articles that I bought in Paris a few months ago. The place of the auction is in a large room of Baccara Hotel which is also not very far from home, so get there will be fast. I do not know where we are going tonight and would rather not go and I thought of a solution for that. I run to my parents' room where my mother gets ready and screams through the door."Mom, can I go with my own car?"A dry answer and immediate. "No, you would be able to escape to avoid coming with us. You must learn to socialize and live in our environment Lisa.""Grrrrrrrrr"I hear a laugh on the other side of the door. "Idiot, you're not a dog, so try to behave yourself today. Are you ready? Wait, I'm watching. How beautiful you are, sweetie Why with your perfect appearance, are you unable to adapt to the social environment?"Because they are rich snobs. "I don't want, that's all."Do not touch my hair. "Well, make an effort then."02h30pm My dad took out the big game. A car I had never seen came out of one of the garage boxes. Suddenly my pretty little car seems very weak against this monster named Maserati Granturismo. So they had such an Italian bomb that they left to rot here and they did not offer to drive it to me. As I open my mouth, a "No" immediately comes out of my mother's. Grrrrrrrrrr, again, I'm too easy to read. I approach this beautiful monster and am eager to hear him purr. What a sweet sound should he do when he accelerates and is at full power. I say that but I have never exceeded 80mph. I wonder what is the price to rent a circuit? Here is finally the moment of truth, I head as usual to the passenger seat but a hand folds the front seat and leads me to the back seat. I thought about it this morning, but I think my mother is mad at me. Why? No idea, but she takes an unhealthy pleasure in torturing me. It had already occurred to me that she was a sadist, and since today I have gradually confirmed this theory, which was not unfounded.As I sit in the back with Emie, I look at her carefully and am very surprised because it is obvious that we are alike but I had never noticed that she was so beautiful. I'll have to be careful that the guys who hang around her and are in puberty, do not take advantage of her. After this thought of big sister full of common sense, I congratulate myself for my good heart and smile. What a good girl you are Lisa and what a caring sister, Emie is so lucky to have you with her."Lisa, you're thinking again something completely stupid, are not you?"The one who just pulled me from my heroic thought is the one I wanted to protect, my own little sister. You speak of a thank you. If she knew all that I do for her in my head when I think, she would not say that kind of cruel and false things. I forgive her, she is still young and does not know the value of gratitude. How great of soul do you possess Lisa to forgive so easily."Have you finished smiling like a retarded, Lisa? Do not forget what I told you earlier, behave yourself well this afternoon."The sadist has struck again where it hurts and looks at me in the rearview mirror with a desperate expression that I only know Very good. It is the painful expression with which Terry looks at me constantly. While I drop my head a little uncomfortable a loud roar echoes in the basement."What fucking noise, it tears the ass.""Lisa, how many times should I tell you not to speak so vulgarly?""Sorry, my mouth thought faster than my head."Emie also looks at me sadly. "A mouth does not think, silly."02:35 pm Maximum speed reached. 12Mph???? I had forgotten that my father was driving unlike my mother. Yes, he drivive as a disabled turtle full of rheumatism.02h50pm We have arrived and follow the other cars that stop in front of the hotel where valets take the relay to go park them. This car is really good but it has a major flaw. Those in the back, do not have to be large, because I assure you that there is no room for the legs. I am in this very moment in a hurry to go out to free myself from this prison of steel in which I can not move. As we slowly and slowly approach the hotel, I see a huge pit of journalists who shoot all the people coming out of their cars with their cameras. Why are they so numerous? Why are they here in the first place? Where are my glasses and my hat? These parasites are really everywhere even in places where you least expect it. I try to stoop to not be noticed but have no place to do it.My mother then tells me this strange thing. "Do not worry, Lisa, it's okay for them to be here. At least, they always invite each other when well-known and wealthy people gather for auctions that have a charitable purpose. As you know, all proceeds from this auction will be donated to the various orphanages throughout the United States. As you can guess, the items sold will not be on discount, far from it. On the contrary, their starting price is increased during this auction. But the goal is not necessarily to buy but to do a good deed. When it comes to journalists, their goal is not to take an interest in the children of orphanages, but to photograph those whom ordinary people consider powerful. So calm down, they will not bother you more than the others and especially the security is very high, so they will never enter the hotel to come bored you. One more thing, girls, stay close to us this afternoon."We end up reaching a red carpet as if we were at a trophy ceremony, two men open to my mother and my father and my sister and me since this car has only two doors and we go down. The noises of cameras that keep on working is very audible. The journalists ask us questions but my mother took a hand from Emie and one of mine to take us away from here immediately. A reporter shouts stupidity that makes me laugh "Miss Hanckok are you aware that you're going to be nominated for the best actress in a supporting role at the Oscars?" But I regain my serious appearance quickly. I am very anxious not what because of this fool, but by this day, I am not comfortable with people in this community who are different from me. Curiously, Emie, she got used to it. She goes out a lot with our mother and that kind of day has become quite common for her. Entering a room full of very well dressed people, my mother must feel that I tremble a little because she whispers in my ear that these people are not monsters, that everything be fine and kiss me on the front in front of everybody. I go from the beginning of the day to pass for the girl to his mother if it continues like this.Many men and women with their children who are between 12 and 22 years approaching us smiling and start to greet my parents .The woman who could be compared to the pack leader because everyone follows her, looks at me and Emie and tells my mother. "I know little Emie well, but here is your biggest daughter. You finally reveal it to us Selena. I understand, that you hide such a jewel when I see how beautiful it is. How old is she?"My mother smiled softly. Whoua, what is this false moldy smile. "It's not that I do not want to show her but she's never at home Elysabeth. Lisa just turned 17 a few days ago."You woman, stop looking at me in this suspicious way. "Selena, have you ever looked for a husband for this jewel? Such a jewel must also have an exceptional husband."What? You want to hire me without my consent. "No, it's Lisa who will choose who she wants to marry. I will not interfere in his choice."The woman frowns. "Listen Selena, allow me at least to invite him after tomorrow to the rally that will take place in my home in the Hamptons. Many young boys between 16 and 24 years old from the best families in the United States will be present and I absolutely want this beauty either of the party. Barry, how do you find the eldest daughter of Selena?"Who is that guy? Why are you smiling at me like this? You think that because you're smiling at me I'm going to suck you in the moron crappy? "Everyone knows her except you mom. Miss Lisa Hanckok became famous last year and indeed she is beautiful. I completely agree with you. To be honest, I like her a lot and I would like to know her more intimately."The woman named Elysabeth smiles looking at her son. "Selena, your daughter seems to please my son, who is usually so difficult. bring this pretty little creature to my house, I will be very grateful to you."What is this palpable discomfort in the air. My mother sighs. "She will come Eysabeth but stop this embarrassing conversation."Ok, I do not even have a say. This guy must be 24 or 25 years old and I'm a minor but it does not shock anyone? "Perfect Selena, I knew I could count on you. My little Lisa, you'll see Barry is a nice boy. He will be very gentle with you and I am sure that you two will hear you very well. Is not it Barry?""Of course mom, I'll treat Lisa like my treasure. I will take the utmost care of her during the rally so that she feels comfortable. Lisa, after our evening together you will never want to taste another man again."What are these innuendo? I look at my mother angrily because she does not say anything. I'll take care of that later and you asshole, if you try anything tonight, I cut your balls. As this woman walks away with his motherfucker son who smiles and my mom has a moment of freedom, I release what I have on my heart. "I'm not a whore that you lend to the son of your friends, remember that well. As soon as all these people go away, I take a taxi and go pack my bags. I have enough money to live on my own very comfortably and I leave the house. I stay close to you for the moment do not lose face to dad who did not hear the conversation but it's over. One more thing, as soon as I'm older, I'll do everything I can to tear you away Emie because if you can sell me, nothing proves to me that you will not do the same with her."I walk away three steps and join Emie who has heard everything and is ready to cry. "Do not leave Lisa or take me with you."I would like to take her in my arms now but it's impossible. "Emie listen to me. I am not of legal age to take care of you and I have always gone on a trip but I will look for a solution when I will be 18 years old to take you with me even if for that you will have to study while traveling with me. People are moving away, I leaving you my baby. I will come to visit you at the exit of the school and we will meet again in town okay? Promise me not to cry so as not to embarrass Dad who is guilty of nothing."Do not blow your nose in your pretty dress. "Promised."My mother tries to take my hand so I slap her and go without looking at her. Many compared me to a whore, but this is the first time that we tried to sell myself and the one who did it is my own mother whom I have learned to love since she adopted us . To give one's trust is very difficult and in the end one is always betrayed miserably.6:30 pm After returning in my parent's house, having filled the small trunk of my car and the passenger seat, I just booked a room in an excellent hotel not far from here. I contact Terry to find out how to deal with contracts. He seems to think and then tells me that as long as I'm not 18 years old, I will not be able to be independent of my parents and the same goes for everything. He asks me to wait, informing me that he will call my mother and see if she will allow me to live alone or not. A few minutes go by, my smartphone rings and I pick up thinking to hear Terry but it's my father who speaks to me. My mother told him everything without lying. She did not hide anything. My father asks me to come back but I refuse. I will not be able to live with her, at least not for the moment. I learned at least one thing when I was younger. When your loved ones start hurting you, they never stop but on the contrary, it only gets worse. My father seems distraught and at least asks me to accept an apartment in the same neighborhood, if only for my sister. I will not lie, this offer also suits me, so I accept. He tells me to wait a few days until everything is ready and think again because coming back would be more convenient. But I refuse again. I'm bad in cooking and hate cleaning but I'll hire someone for these tasks and that's it.09h50pm I have again separated from my sister but it is only in relation to our place of residence, but this time I also moved away from my father. The good thing about all this is that there is no fracture in our relationships so I will be able to continue living and working the same way as before being separated from them. On the other hand with my mother everything is dead and I feel absolutely nothing. No sadness, no lack, anything in fact. I have never felt a lot of sadness in losing someone or in remorse by committing something contrary to morality. Let's forget this insignificant detail because living well is better than crying and depressing like a weak girl for days. The weak can die well, I will continue go forward.
