Jing Yu stared dazedly at Qin Fei.
He looked at Qin Fei lips .
Both lost in moment , closed their eyes and went in for a deep kiss.
Just a kiss of longing was enough to leave their mind wandering , how they hate they couldn't just proceed to the next base . Their common sense and dignity reminded them this is a restaurant.
—fine..
Jing Yu sighed regretfully . He admired the ring hanging around his neck , nestling in Qin Fei embrace and his warmth .
This was a warmth he had yearn for since young . Not even his mother managed to make him feel more at ease.
...After all he is not worthy of his mother's love.
“You know , I was a mistake . I shouldn't have been borned. ” Jing Yu suddenly brought up.
“Why would you say that ? ” Qin Fei asked.
Jing Yu didn't reply directly , he explained : “ When Weibo said she gave birth to me 15 years ago , it's all wrong . I'm twenty already. ”
Qin Fei acknowledged it , and patiently waited for him to continue.
Jing Yu : “ Actually my mom's age is 31 . 20 years ago , she was only 11 . ”3
Qin Fei：“？？？”
Eleven？Pregnant？！
Jing Yu did not mind his expression , he continued : “ That time she was still so young . Having me , she didn't know how to go to the hospital , it didn't even occur to her that she is pregnant . After all , pregnancy is still such a faraway concept for someone of her age. ”
Jing Yu : “ When I grew older , she told me , she was scared giving birth to me . She wanted to strangle me to death . But how could a child have that guts to kill . She took a long time before she could accept this reality. When she did , she took responsibility and raised me up. ”
Qin Fei finally understood why Jing Yu and Joao Xi wasn't willing to admit this mother son relationship.
So when Jiao Xi had him , it wasn't because she wanted , it was all an accident.
Then , didn't that mean Jiao Xi....
Qin Fei hesitated , then asked : “ So do you know whose your father ? ”
Unexpectedly , Jing Yu replied : “ Yes. ”
Recollecting memories , “ When I was five , the man who cause this to happen found us . He was willing to help us. But his father did not agree , so he moved in secretly with us . He bought me lots of toys , even sending me to kindergarten.... ”2
Jing Yu : “ And then he died in a car accident sending me to kindergarten5
Qin Fei：“？？？”
This dog blooded drama , even the mary sue stories would be put to shame.
It was because he finally confirmed his relationship with Qin Fei , that he knew he could confide in , Jing Yu spilled out his grievance that he held in for so long.
“ I too nearly died . ” He said , “ Luckily my mother who became a child idol , did not feel safe letting him send me to kindergarten. She asked her manager to fetch her to me and called the ambulance. When we both went to the hospital , my father couldn't make it , his injury was too heavy . ”
Jing Yu couldn't help but laugh a little , mocking himself : “ That was fifteen years ago . When I was five she was 16 —— without father , she pushed off all the jobs just so she could take care of me . That is the real reason of why she disappeared for the scene. ”
Qin Fei didn't imagine that things would turn out like this .
Naturally , these were all the things Jing Yu did not say to Xiao Yun.
Now , he said everything that was weighing his heart.
Qin Fei asked : “ Was the accident man-made ? ”
“An accident.” Jing Yu interrupted, almost spitting out this two words.
At least that's what the police report said.
The perpetrator jumped not long after the accident , according to the police , it was deem as “ trying to escape punishment. ”
The driver's background was also simple til there was nothing else to check.
Even if Jiao Xi pushed the police to investigate as even before the accident had happened , someone had constantly tried to go after them. Yet narrowly escaping by teeth time and time again , the police did nothing to this injustice . All was offered was a bodyguards for a short period of time.1
—— However these things were best to be kept to himself , lest Qin Fei worries.
Even if he knew , what can it do , it will only cause headache.
Qin Fei saw that Jing Yu was not willing to divulge anymore so he didn't press on.
Breaking the solemn atmosphere , the waiter entered . Jing Yu springs , pushing away Qin Fei and sitting upright.
When the waiter left the food on the table and exited , Qin Fei laughed : “ What? Are you shy ? ”
Jing Yu freezed in place , then snuggled back into his bug : “Abit.”
Qin Fei grabbed his waist and pulled him closer : “ Since you've decided to be with me , then I'll never let you leave . ”
His warm breath tickled Jing Yu's ear . But he endured it , “ En , I will not escape.”
This fellow is so straightforward...
Qin Fei looked at Jing Yu yearningly , and then kissed him lightly. In his head thinking , ‘ Now that you're mine , I will give you all the love you need , so don't feel sad anymore
Jing Yu who wanted a hot deep kiss closed his eyes in preparation yet feel nothing after that opened his eyes suspiciously.
This reaction, Qin Fei felt his heart was itchy , oh how he wanted to do him. He endured : “ What ? Want a kiss? ”
Jing Yu still dared to said yes.
Qin Fei : “ Then how about this , every match you win in the upcoming tournament , I'll kiss you once. ”
Jing Yu：“？？？”
Tsk , indeed PG 's captain , a kiss is enough motivation to win a match.
Jing Yu gave up , however , this was also a good thing. He now has a goal to work towards , and Qin Fei would not have to worry whether dating would affect his gaming.
Still , this was not enough for Jing Yu : “ Just a kiss? Not anymore? ”
Qin Fei raised his eyebrows : “ What else can there be? ”
Jing Yu said with a serious solemn face in three words : “ Let's have sex . ”9
These words were mentioned without any hesitation. Qin Fei looked at him being all serious and then remembered Jing Yu pushing him down when he was drunk . Qin Fei felt speechless.
“ You're not scared I would screw you three days three night and can't climb out of bed to play? ” Qin Fei now had a small tinge of worry maybe he rushed things and his feelings may affect the match. Jing Yu looked as though he is discussing a live or death matter yet the topic was he wanted to have sex.
Then , Jing Yu replied : “ Can you even last that long ! Even if you can , I'll still drag my sore body there and beat up our opponents with no problems at all! ”
Qin Fei : “ ...... Are you suspecting my ability? ”
Jing Yu : ” Nope... ”
In the end , Jing Yu gave in. : “ Then, when can we have sex?
Qin Fei considered and gave Jing Yu a reply : “ After the promotion match tournament , satisfied? ”
Jing Yu was more than satisfied.
Yet beneath this satisfaction was also a sigh of relief .
From young til an adult , isolated from the world , he grew up with a wrong mindset that until you had sex , you're not truly together.4
Now that an arrangement was made , his heart was put to relief.
Jing Yu raised another topic : “ Since winning has a prize , then what's the penalty for losing? ”
Qin Fei : “ En , good question , what kind of punishment would you like ? ”
Jing Yu : “...” He seems to have dug a pit for himself.
Silence ensued for a while and then Jing Yu tested the waters : “ If we lose I'll blow you? ”1
Qin Fei : “.....” Can he take back what he said? “ Hmph! Anyway just know that this punishment shall be the worst thing ever . So to avoid punishment , win every match! ”
Jing Yu：“Okay~”
Both people finished up their lunch and head back refreshed , continuing their practice.
What he used was a smurf , following Qin Fei id , it was a string of random letters : qwer
Using a smurf , it was because he wanted to achieved a perfect winrate , and also to keep a secret on how his training has been.
Jing Yu practiced from early til late , every single match sec locking Lue Ying , climbing all the way to diamond rank.
However , after reaching diamond rank, he became stucked.
—— After reaching this rank, it becomes harder to promote . Both the team and enemy are all stronger than average since they managed to reach this rank . It was then that teamwork and formation comes into play.
But Jing Yu , no matter what others picked, he only chose Lue Ying.
His teammates who didn't know any better assumed that he was throwing match :
【Fuck ! Rank match and you still pick Lue Ying?! 】
【I met a Lue Ying in the previous casual game，we lost so miserably，so I came to rank to calm down，in the end another Lue Ying？！】
【We're dead ，confirm lose this match！Report him！】
【Fuck if you're gonna practice the new demons can you not rank？Why come to rank and pull others down？】
Jing Yu upon seeing this did not get angry , instead it brought nostalgia from his early streaming days.
Ever since he joined PG as a professional gamer , sec locking frozen heart in rank no longer earn him much scolding . Instead all he got was hurrahs like :
【 Goldfish？！Frick is this the real one？！】
【OMG sjsknwksks screenshot for keepsake hahahahha ！】
【GF I love you ！All the best for the competition】
【Hahaha this match is secured ！Frozen heart penta kill carry to the win！】
—— Thinking back , it has been really too long since anyone despised his character.
Jing Yu laughed at them scolding him , typing out a sentence on his keyboard and send .
【Ally】qwer（LueYing）：Scared for what？My Lue Ying is undefeated！Look at my winrate！
The team did not believe him and opened qwer profile . Looking at his history , they discovered that this account only used one demon , that was LueYing .
Winrate：85.9%
……Nani？！
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.
T/N backstory I'm speechless , the grandfather shady af I feel like
Also speechless at them being horny
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Editing note
Just as a reader pointed out the shift in mood is too abrupt I too feel so , hence I took the liberty to add in my own lines
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My version
Qin Fei looked at Jing Yu yearningly , and then kissed him lightly. In his head thinking , ‘ Now that you're mine , I will give you all the love you need so don't feel sad anymore. ’
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Direct translation
Qin Fei laughed heartily , and then kissed Jing Yu lightly.
Jing Yu stared dazedly at Qin Fei.
He looked at Qin Fei lips .
Both lost in moment , closed their eyes and went in for a deep kiss.
Just a kiss of longing was enough to leave their mind wandering , how they hate they couldn't just proceed to the next base . Their common sense and dignity reminded them this is a restaurant.
—fine..
Jing Yu sighed regretfully . He admired the ring hanging around his neck , nestling in Qin Fei embrace and his warmth .
This was a warmth he had yearn for since young . Not even his mother managed to make him feel more at ease.
...After all he is not worthy of his mother's love.
“You know , I was a mistake . I shouldn't have been borned. ” Jing Yu suddenly brought up.
“Why would you say that ? ” Qin Fei asked.
Jing Yu didn't reply directly , he explained : “ When Weibo said she gave birth to me 15 years ago , it's all wrong . I'm twenty already. ”
Qin Fei acknowledged it , and patiently waited for him to continue.
Jing Yu : “ Actually my mom's age is 31 . 20 years ago , she was only 11 . ”3
Qin Fei：“？？？”
Eleven？Pregnant？！
Jing Yu did not mind his expression , he continued : “ That time she was still so young . Having me , she didn't know how to go to the hospital , it didn't even occur to her that she is pregnant . After all , pregnancy is still such a faraway concept for someone of her age. ”
Jing Yu : “ When I grew older , she told me , she was scared giving birth to me . She wanted to strangle me to death . But how could a child have that guts to kill . She took a long time before she could accept this reality. When she did , she took responsibility and raised me up. ”
Qin Fei finally understood why Jing Yu and Joao Xi wasn't willing to admit this mother son relationship.
So when Jiao Xi had him , it wasn't because she wanted , it was all an accident.
Then , didn't that mean Jiao Xi....
Qin Fei hesitated , then asked : “ So do you know whose your father ? ”
Unexpectedly , Jing Yu replied : “ Yes. ”
Recollecting memories , “ When I was five , the man who cause this to happen found us . He was willing to help us. But his father did not agree , so he moved in secretly with us . He bought me lots of toys , even sending me to kindergarten.... ”2
Jing Yu : “ And then he died in a car accident sending me to kindergarten5
Qin Fei：“？？？”
This dog blooded drama , even the mary sue stories would be put to shame.
It was because he finally confirmed his relationship with Qin Fei , that he knew he could confide in , Jing Yu spilled out his grievance that he held in for so long.
“ I too nearly died . ” He said , “ Luckily my mother who became a child idol , did not feel safe letting him send me to kindergarten. She asked her manager to fetch her to me and called the ambulance. When we both went to the hospital , my father couldn't make it , his injury was too heavy . ”
Jing Yu couldn't help but laugh a little , mocking himself : “ That was fifteen years ago . When I was five she was 16 —— without father , she pushed off all the jobs just so she could take care of me . That is the real reason of why she disappeared for the scene. ”
Qin Fei didn't imagine that things would turn out like this .
Naturally , these were all the things Jing Yu did not say to Xiao Yun.
Now , he said everything that was weighing his heart.
Qin Fei asked : “ Was the accident man-made ? ”
“An accident.” Jing Yu interrupted, almost spitting out this two words.
At least that's what the police report said.
The perpetrator jumped not long after the accident , according to the police , it was deem as “ trying to escape punishment. ”
The driver's background was also simple til there was nothing else to check.
Even if Jiao Xi pushed the police to investigate as even before the accident had happened , someone had constantly tried to go after them. Yet narrowly escaping by teeth time and time again , the police did nothing to this injustice . All was offered was a bodyguards for a short period of time.1
—— However these things were best to be kept to himself , lest Qin Fei worries.
Even if he knew , what can it do , it will only cause headache.
Qin Fei saw that Jing Yu was not willing to divulge anymore so he didn't press on.
Breaking the solemn atmosphere , the waiter entered . Jing Yu springs , pushing away Qin Fei and sitting upright.
When the waiter left the food on the table and exited , Qin Fei laughed : “ What? Are you shy ? ”
Jing Yu freezed in place , then snuggled back into his bug : “Abit.”
Qin Fei grabbed his waist and pulled him closer : “ Since you've decided to be with me , then I'll never let you leave . ”
His warm breath tickled Jing Yu's ear . But he endured it , “ En , I will not escape.”
This fellow is so straightforward...
Qin Fei looked at Jing Yu yearningly , and then kissed him lightly. In his head thinking , ‘ Now that you're mine , I will give you all the love you need , so don't feel sad anymore
Jing Yu who wanted a hot deep kiss closed his eyes in preparation yet feel nothing after that opened his eyes suspiciously.
This reaction, Qin Fei felt his heart was itchy , oh how he wanted to do him. He endured : “ What ? Want a kiss? ”
Jing Yu still dared to said yes.
Qin Fei : “ Then how about this , every match you win in the upcoming tournament , I'll kiss you once. ”
Jing Yu：“？？？”
Tsk , indeed PG 's captain , a kiss is enough motivation to win a match.
Jing Yu gave up , however , this was also a good thing. He now has a goal to work towards , and Qin Fei would not have to worry whether dating would affect his gaming.
Still , this was not enough for Jing Yu : “ Just a kiss? Not anymore? ”
Qin Fei raised his eyebrows : “ What else can there be? ”
Jing Yu said with a serious solemn face in three words : “ Let's have sex . ”9
These words were mentioned without any hesitation. Qin Fei looked at him being all serious and then remembered Jing Yu pushing him down when he was drunk . Qin Fei felt speechless.
“ You're not scared I would screw you three days three night and can't climb out of bed to play? ” Qin Fei now had a small tinge of worry maybe he rushed things and his feelings may affect the match. Jing Yu looked as though he is discussing a live or death matter yet the topic was he wanted to have sex.
Then , Jing Yu replied : “ Can you even last that long ! Even if you can , I'll still drag my sore body there and beat up our opponents with no problems at all! ”
Qin Fei : “ ...... Are you suspecting my ability? ”
Jing Yu : ” Nope... ”
In the end , Jing Yu gave in. : “ Then, when can we have sex?
Qin Fei considered and gave Jing Yu a reply : “ After the promotion match tournament , satisfied? ”
Jing Yu was more than satisfied.
Yet beneath this satisfaction was also a sigh of relief .
From young til an adult , isolated from the world , he grew up with a wrong mindset that until you had sex , you're not truly together.4
Now that an arrangement was made , his heart was put to relief.
Jing Yu raised another topic : “ Since winning has a prize , then what's the penalty for losing? ”
Qin Fei : “ En , good question , what kind of punishment would you like ? ”
Jing Yu : “...” He seems to have dug a pit for himself.
Silence ensued for a while and then Jing Yu tested the waters : “ If we lose I'll blow you? ”1
Qin Fei : “.....” Can he take back what he said? “ Hmph! Anyway just know that this punishment shall be the worst thing ever . So to avoid punishment , win every match! ”
Jing Yu：“Okay~”
Both people finished up their lunch and head back refreshed , continuing their practice.
What he used was a smurf , following Qin Fei id , it was a string of random letters : qwer
Using a smurf , it was because he wanted to achieved a perfect winrate , and also to keep a secret on how his training has been.
Jing Yu practiced from early til late , every single match sec locking Lue Ying , climbing all the way to diamond rank.
However , after reaching diamond rank, he became stucked.
—— After reaching this rank, it becomes harder to promote . Both the team and enemy are all stronger than average since they managed to reach this rank . It was then that teamwork and formation comes into play.
But Jing Yu , no matter what others picked, he only chose Lue Ying.
His teammates who didn't know any better assumed that he was throwing match :
【Fuck ! Rank match and you still pick Lue Ying?! 】
【I met a Lue Ying in the previous casual game，we lost so miserably，so I came to rank to calm down，in the end another Lue Ying？！】
【We're dead ，confirm lose this match！Report him！】
【Fuck if you're gonna practice the new demons can you not rank？Why come to rank and pull others down？】
Jing Yu upon seeing this did not get angry , instead it brought nostalgia from his early streaming days.
Ever since he joined PG as a professional gamer , sec locking frozen heart in rank no longer earn him much scolding . Instead all he got was hurrahs like :
【 Goldfish？！Frick is this the real one？！】
【OMG sjsknwksks screenshot for keepsake hahahahha ！】
【GF I love you ！All the best for the competition】
【Hahaha this match is secured ！Frozen heart penta kill carry to the win！】
—— Thinking back , it has been really too long since anyone despised his character.
Jing Yu laughed at them scolding him , typing out a sentence on his keyboard and send .
【Ally】qwer（LueYing）：Scared for what？My Lue Ying is undefeated！Look at my winrate！
The team did not believe him and opened qwer profile . Looking at his history , they discovered that this account only used one demon , that was LueYing .
Winrate：85.9%
……Nani？！
.
.
T/N backstory I'm speechless , the grandfather shady af I feel like
Also speechless at them being horny
.2
.
.
Editing note
Just as a reader pointed out the shift in mood is too abrupt I too feel so , hence I took the liberty to add in my own lines
.
.
My version
Qin Fei looked at Jing Yu yearningly , and then kissed him lightly. In his head thinking , ‘ Now that you're mine , I will give you all the love you need so don't feel sad anymore. ’
.
.
Direct translation
Qin Fei laughed heartily , and then kissed Jing Yu lightly.
