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Published at 25th of October 2023 06:20:33 AM


Chapter 458

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——I received the first birthday present you gave me in my life. It was a box of biscuits in the shape of handcuffs. I never felt so happy. How about handcuff me for life? Thank you for your gift. This is the best gift of my life.

I have a tumor in my brain stem. The probability of success is less than 10%. The cruelest thing is, even if the operation is successful, I may die. Even if I don't have surgery, my life may be in danger at any time I just love you, why let me lose the qualification to love you?

- at the party with Ouyang, a woman named Tong Lin is making up a story with an earring. I suddenly made such a decision. I decided to give up on you. Although the heartache to death, but can't let you watch me die and painful life. Hate is easier than love to put down, you hate me, always better than you love me. In this way, even if I die one day, you will recover one day.

Xia Xia, I'm writing this message. I hope you can open it now. In this way, I can tell you, I'm sorry, Xia Xia, I didn't mean to hurt you. I don't like Tong Lin, and she's not my dream lover. You are the one who saved my life when I was a child. Even if you forget me, I will not forget you. But, I know, you won't see it. Because I know you can't see it, I send you messages every day.

- Xia Xia Xia, who said I would not hurt you, I hurt you again. Why don't you leave me quickly, so that I can die peacefully. Why do you want me to hurt you again and again, when is the end of such a day. I really want all this is a dream, wake up, we are still happy. I won't die, I don't have to play the role of hurting you, let you leave me I can hold you and say I'm sorry, I love you.

Why do you do this to me, Xia Xia? I just I just want you to leave me, why do you jump into the sea! How can you die!

- today, I found your body, beside which is the crystal bottle I sent you. There is a drop of sea water in the crystal bottle, which is our unfinished agreement. I promised you that I would take you to see all the seas in the world and fill this happy crystal bottle with seawater from all over the world. I haven't done it yet. Why do you leave me

Xia Xia, don't let me miss you, OK? Please. Losing you is more frightening and despairing than death, you know?

-- my grandfather asked me to have an operation. He invited the best oncologist in the world for me. If I died on the operating table, it would be our fate. I have a strong intuition that you must be alive, you must be alive, and I can never die. Otherwise, who else can look for you instead of me.

The operation was successful, Xia Xia. If I had known that the operation could be successful, I would never have done such a stupid thing and let you leave me. Where are you now? Your previous phone also can't get through, you seem to evaporate from the world, the sea area is so big, trying to find you is as difficult as looking for a needle in a haystack, but I will not give up looking for you.

Where are you now, Xia Xia? How are you doing? Will you worry about life? I typed some money in your card. If you have any difficulty, you can use it.

Xia Xia, why, you never use a bank card. I've searched all over the world, I've searched all over Li shengxia, but none of them is you.

They all think I'm crazy. They all tell me you're dead. They all made me give up looking for you and start a new life. But only I know that you must be alive. What's the meaning of your life if I'm dead? Xia Xia, will you come out? Let everyone know that I am not crazy, you are not dead, we will have a future

Ouyang introduced many girls to me, but I don't like any of them. I only like one person in my life. That person is you. Besides you, no one can enter my heart. And you, when will you be back?

Xia Xia, today I return to the place where we lived a long time ago, when you lived next door to me. I found a music box and a letter in your room. I saw the complete content of that letter. It turned out that it was not a dear John letter. Five years ago, you also liked me. How stupid I am, how stupid I am, how conceited I am. Do I have a chance to apologize to you? I'm sorry, Xia Xia, I'm sorry, it's too late to know that you've loved me for so many years. But I stubbornly hurt you for so long

Summer and summer, the cafe we used to visit is closed. And your favorite CD store in the past. What time will you come back? When you come back, are those memories that belong to us all gone?

Summer and summer, after several months, there is still no news from you. I must be alive. Do you remember the street I gave you. I started renovating this place, rebuilding it, and I'm going to lock all our memories here. In this way, I will no longer worry about which store will close down, and we will no longer have to worry about our common memories.

It's my birthday again. I haven't received any birthday present from you this year. Can I get it next year?——Another year later, I was in the CD store, listening to your favorite songs. I think of you again.

It's my birthday again. I start to hate it because I still can't receive your gift. Have you forgotten me? Xia Xia, don't forget me, don't forget this world, there is a person waiting for you, waiting for you to say happy birthday to him, OK?

Six months later, summer and summer, today is your birthday. The renovation of "Shili red makeup" has finally been completed. I walk again and again, passing through the beautiful memories we once had. Everything is so beautiful that I just need you by my side. Happy birthday, summer

Five years, Xia Xia Xia. You've been missing for five years, you know? If you remember me, please come back and see me, OK?

I saw you in Mary magazine! Li shengxia, you are very good. You changed your name to Xia Shengli! I found you! I finally found you, I knew, you are not dead, how can you die!

The plane finally arrived in L City. On the other side of the world, I came to summer.

Why don't you pretend you don't know me!? You remember me, don't you!? I know that I have done a lot of wrong things before. I know you will not forgive me so easily, but I believe that one day I will get your understanding.

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