Chapter 500: Discourse
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Chapter 500: Discourse
...and only in acceptance, will you find peace. Eh-Mi-Tuo-Fuo.
Accept the boot on the back of your head or the noose around your neck? Some things are worth fighting for, and the freedom to not be eaten by Defiled ranks high among them.
You conflate surrender with acceptance, Junior Brother. Why must conflict be the only answer?
What other option is there? Its not like were riding out to attack the Defiled in their cozy little homes. Theyre coming to us, so what would you have the Empire do? Retreat? Where to? Most dont have impenetrable mountain homes to hide in.
This monk does not claim to have all the answers, but the Empire and Defiled have battled for untold millennia yet still the conflict persists. Surely we can agree that violence is not the answer to humanitys woes?
Its not the answer, but its an answer, and violence sure as hell beats acceptance. If left unchecked, the Defiled will rape, torture, pillage, and murder their way across the Empire until there is nothing left, but since violence isnt the best solution, I should just give up and pray for the best? Tch. Please.
Hai... such ignorance, such sin, Eh-Mi-Tuo-Fuo. Again, this monk speaks not of surrender, but acceptance. You see violence as the only solution, but harming others only harms ones self, and...
Resisting the urge to pull her hair and scream, Luo-Luo took a deep, calming breath and hugged Banjo tight, taking solace in the sweet bears warm presence and happy gurgles. Today marked their fifth day of travel, and also the fifth day of non-stop squabbling between Lord Husband and the Abbot. Bickering like feuding fishwives, they were both too stubborn to relent or compromise, and lesser men would have long since devolved into petty name-calling or outright violence. Round and round their arguments went, so circular Luo-Luos head spun from trying to follow along, but try as she might, she couldnt simply ignore them. At times, Lord Husband would call upon her to mediate, and if she feigned ignorance, then she would have to sit through the entire argument once again. If not her, then poor Jorani, or the other monk who spent most of his time Concealed, a rotund, ruddy-cheeked ascetic Jorani and Lord Husband insisted on calling Happy despite the poor monks many requests that they stop.
To be fair, differentiating between nameless monks presented something of a challenge, and Happy was certainly a better moniker than Fatty.
Truth be told, Lord Husband was being too disrespectful to the monks, as if their views offended him and must be corrected, but the Abbot was similarly being disrespectful by pushing his views upon Lord Husband and refusing to relent. Admirable as the Brotherhoods goals might be, abandoning the mundane world was not a simple matter for most, yet the Abbot treated ties of friendship and family as less than air and expected Lord Husband to do the same, but he valued his family above all else, so of course they couldnt agree on anything. Neither of them were in the right, but worse, neither cared, so their arguments went on and on.
And on. And on.
Without a moment of peace to be had, even Lin-Lin and the pets refused to sit at Lord Husbands side, but the sweet half-hare still insisted her rickshaw travel next to Lord Husbands despite spending most of her time fast asleep, so Luo-Luo was stuck listening to the obstinate debates day after day. Separated from the outside world by a barrier of silence to keep others from overhearing, Banjos soft grunts and the rickshaws spinning wheels were the only audible sounds to distract her from the Abbots dreary, monotone lectures and Lord Husbands scathing, sarcastic retorts, and she prayed for an end which she knew would never come.
Look, Lord Husband interjected, speaking over the meek, pacifist Abbot. The crux of our disagreement is simple: you believe violence is not an acceptable answer, but I believe violence is the only viable option available. Am I wrong?
There are options besides violence, but Junior Brother refuses to accept them, the Abbot replied, his tone clipped and expression aloof, And as this monk has said time and again, Junior Brother places too much focus on the impermanent.
Considering the lives of all my loved ones fall under the category of impermanent, then yea, Im kind of invested. Holding a hand up to cut the Abbot off, Lord Husband continued, Keeping to the issue of the Defiled, I stand by my belief that violence is the only viable solution we have available to us. You claim you can cure the Defiled, full Defiled who have completely given in to the Spectres, though you also refuse to elaborate on how. Thats fine, the details arent important, but by your own admission, the cure you extol is neither simple nor extensive, an exhaustive, collaborative effort which requires the afflicted to cooperate and endure months or years of arduous struggle in return for an exceedingly low rate of success. Is this correct?
How quickly the mind adapts. When Luo-Luo first heard the Abbot claim as much, shed scoffed in disbelief, then gone wide-eyed with reverence when he revealed Lord Husband himself had done the same using a Droplet of Heavenly Water, but after five days of back and forth on the subject, she could hardly bring herself to care anymore. By this point, she would say or agree with almost anything so long as it put an end to their incessant bickering, but alas, there was no point because when one argument ended, another would rise up to take its place.
After the Abbot reluctantly acknowledged the truth of the statement, Lord Husband continued, Since this is the case, then your proposal that we stop fighting the Defiled and put our efforts towards rehabilitating them instead holds no water. The Defiled do not want to be rehabilitated because the Spectres will not allow them to even think it. Ill help any person who comes to me for aid, but even before I was crippled, I could not cleanse the Defiled, only the Tainted.
To think, she worked herself to the bone for months hoping to be accepted, when in truth, they accepted her as one of the Bekhai the day she met Lord Husband and became his consort. Touched as she was by the sentiment, when she thought back on the many gruelling hours spent managing Lord Husbands businesses and practising her Martial Skills, it would be a lie to say she didnt sometimes resent her new family for their lacking social graces...
Would it have been so difficult to simply tell her how they felt? Utterly maddening, this lack of communication.
Sometime in the mid-afternoon, Lord Husband and the Abbot both fell mercifully silent, and though Luo-Luo cherished the unexpected hush of tranquility, her joy was short-lived as the barrier fell and the clamorous din of metal on metal reached her ears. Grabbing the handrail, she exerted her Chi to Stabilize her bearings and stood to peer at the source of the commotion. Off in the distance stood the dusty earthen walls of Fort Sinuji, their ultimate destination still at least an hours ride away yet already close enough to hear the distant clamour of battle. The blood drained from her face as she considered how loud it would be when she stood in the midst of the chaos instead of several kilometres away, a most humbling and terrifying prospect which set her knees to shaking.
Mother in Heaven... was it too late to ask Lord Husband to send her back?
A warm hand slipped into Luo-Luos and she turned to see Lin-Lins comforting grin. Dont worry, she said, pulling Luo-Luo back into her seat. Therell be plenty of Defiled for us to kill, so dont worry if we cant make it there today, ya?
Even sweet Lin-Lin was as bloodthirsty as the rest of the Bekhai, though Luo-Luo still didnt understand why the Medical Saint and his daughter werent considered Bekhai. No one would say, though it helped that Lord Husband also admitted his ignorance so she wasnt alone.
Only now did she notice that their convoy had slowed, and in her shock, she didnt even realized she voiced the question out loud until Lord Husband replied, With battle in full swing, were slowing down until weve informed the commander of our presence. If we approach too quickly without warning, we could be mistaken for flanking Defiled. Shrugging, he added, Normally, flying our standards would be good enough, but considering the current political climate, I dont blame Colonel General Nian Zu for playing it safe.
Despite his outward calm, his set jaw and unusually straight posture gave away Lord Husbands agitation, as did his grasping hands reaching for a weapon which was no longer attached to his waist. Oh how it hurt to see his disappointment when reality reared its ugly head, having forgotten his frail condition at the first sight of battle, or that his ruined Spiritual Weapons still sat on the wall of his room back in the Citadel. As much as he professed otherwise, it was easy to see that Lord Husband not only thrived in conflict, but relished it as well, and that he dreamed of a triumphant return to his glory days as the Number One Talent in the Empire.
A shame he refused to accept that his glory days were behind him and focus on the future instead, but in time, he would come to see that even though the Martial Path was forever denied him, there were still many avenues left for him to explore, some of which he would excel at. Lending their workshops and facilities to Marshal Yuzhen had been a calculated gamble, one Luo-Luo prayed would work out since she didnt expect the good Marshal would ever return Lord Husbands properties. More likely she would request to retain control of said properties in exchange for a place in her inner circle, an advisory one at first which would eventually lead to an official posting as a Lieutenant Marshal after enough time had passed to avoid the impression of bribery.
It wasnt illegal, just simply how business was done, but since Luo-Luo couldnt outright speak her mind, she wasnt sure if the Marshal would keep to her end of the implied bargain. Hopefully she would, since she was slated to marry the cheerless and taciturn Gerel, but nothing was certain when it came to politicians.
None of this would matter if Lord Husband didnt survive, so Luo-Luo put aside her errant thoughts and reached for her sceptre. The cold touch of metal reassured her as she reached for Balance and watched the battle unfold, though she could barely see through the billowing clouds of dust raised by the melee. Thundering hooves, ringing steel, booming horns, and crashing drums, there was a rhythm to the battle which she didnt quite understand, but one she sensed all the same, a powerful cadence laid over-top the distant screams of the dead and dying.
Palms slick and stomach twisting, she clutched her sceptre tight and wondered if she possessed the wherewithal to use it in battle, against the brutal Defiled no less. Before she left the Academy, shed never even seen a dead animal, much less a dead person, and while shed seen her fair share of the former in recent times, the sight of a skinned chicken ready to cook still made her queasy. Whats more, she had yet to even spar against anyone, for after Yan left, there was no one to supervise her training, so it was easy to imagine how she would fare in true battle.
Poorly. She would fare poorly, and a quick death would be a mercy, for shed heard tales of how the Defiled like to play with their prey...
Hey. Lord Husbands voice shook Luo-Luo from her thoughts, and she found his outstretched hand waiting for hers. Reaching over to take his hand, she grasped his fingers tight as he smiled and said, Relax. Theres nothing to worry about.
And strange as it may seem, his kind words and warm smile were enough to reassure her, for they held an unspoken promise of safety and security. This was a man who, despite his physical frailty, was still the same confident and courageous Martial Warrior who took the Empire by storm, a true dragon among men.
Or at least, it was reassuring, until he added, Besides, if the Defiled get close enough for you to use that thing, then were probably all going to die regardless.
Quashing the urge to smash his smug face in with her sceptre, Luo-Luo almost regretted turning down the Grand Marshals offer all those years ago...
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Chapter 500: Discourse
...and only in acceptance, will you find peace. Eh-Mi-Tuo-Fuo.
Accept the boot on the back of your head or the noose around your neck? Some things are worth fighting for, and the freedom to not be eaten by Defiled ranks high among them.
You conflate surrender with acceptance, Junior Brother. Why must conflict be the only answer?
What other option is there? Its not like were riding out to attack the Defiled in their cozy little homes. Theyre coming to us, so what would you have the Empire do? Retreat? Where to? Most dont have impenetrable mountain homes to hide in.
This monk does not claim to have all the answers, but the Empire and Defiled have battled for untold millennia yet still the conflict persists. Surely we can agree that violence is not the answer to humanitys woes?
Its not the answer, but its an answer, and violence sure as hell beats acceptance. If left unchecked, the Defiled will rape, torture, pillage, and murder their way across the Empire until there is nothing left, but since violence isnt the best solution, I should just give up and pray for the best? Tch. Please.
Hai... such ignorance, such sin, Eh-Mi-Tuo-Fuo. Again, this monk speaks not of surrender, but acceptance. You see violence as the only solution, but harming others only harms ones self, and...
Resisting the urge to pull her hair and scream, Luo-Luo took a deep, calming breath and hugged Banjo tight, taking solace in the sweet bears warm presence and happy gurgles. Today marked their fifth day of travel, and also the fifth day of non-stop squabbling between Lord Husband and the Abbot. Bickering like feuding fishwives, they were both too stubborn to relent or compromise, and lesser men would have long since devolved into petty name-calling or outright violence. Round and round their arguments went, so circular Luo-Luos head spun from trying to follow along, but try as she might, she couldnt simply ignore them. At times, Lord Husband would call upon her to mediate, and if she feigned ignorance, then she would have to sit through the entire argument once again. If not her, then poor Jorani, or the other monk who spent most of his time Concealed, a rotund, ruddy-cheeked ascetic Jorani and Lord Husband insisted on calling Happy despite the poor monks many requests that they stop.
To be fair, differentiating between nameless monks presented something of a challenge, and Happy was certainly a better moniker than Fatty.
Truth be told, Lord Husband was being too disrespectful to the monks, as if their views offended him and must be corrected, but the Abbot was similarly being disrespectful by pushing his views upon Lord Husband and refusing to relent. Admirable as the Brotherhoods goals might be, abandoning the mundane world was not a simple matter for most, yet the Abbot treated ties of friendship and family as less than air and expected Lord Husband to do the same, but he valued his family above all else, so of course they couldnt agree on anything. Neither of them were in the right, but worse, neither cared, so their arguments went on and on.
And on. And on.
Without a moment of peace to be had, even Lin-Lin and the pets refused to sit at Lord Husbands side, but the sweet half-hare still insisted her rickshaw travel next to Lord Husbands despite spending most of her time fast asleep, so Luo-Luo was stuck listening to the obstinate debates day after day. Separated from the outside world by a barrier of silence to keep others from overhearing, Banjos soft grunts and the rickshaws spinning wheels were the only audible sounds to distract her from the Abbots dreary, monotone lectures and Lord Husbands scathing, sarcastic retorts, and she prayed for an end which she knew would never come.
Look, Lord Husband interjected, speaking over the meek, pacifist Abbot. The crux of our disagreement is simple: you believe violence is not an acceptable answer, but I believe violence is the only viable option available. Am I wrong?
There are options besides violence, but Junior Brother refuses to accept them, the Abbot replied, his tone clipped and expression aloof, And as this monk has said time and again, Junior Brother places too much focus on the impermanent.
Considering the lives of all my loved ones fall under the category of impermanent, then yea, Im kind of invested. Holding a hand up to cut the Abbot off, Lord Husband continued, Keeping to the issue of the Defiled, I stand by my belief that violence is the only viable solution we have available to us. You claim you can cure the Defiled, full Defiled who have completely given in to the Spectres, though you also refuse to elaborate on how. Thats fine, the details arent important, but by your own admission, the cure you extol is neither simple nor extensive, an exhaustive, collaborative effort which requires the afflicted to cooperate and endure months or years of arduous struggle in return for an exceedingly low rate of success. Is this correct?
How quickly the mind adapts. When Luo-Luo first heard the Abbot claim as much, shed scoffed in disbelief, then gone wide-eyed with reverence when he revealed Lord Husband himself had done the same using a Droplet of Heavenly Water, but after five days of back and forth on the subject, she could hardly bring herself to care anymore. By this point, she would say or agree with almost anything so long as it put an end to their incessant bickering, but alas, there was no point because when one argument ended, another would rise up to take its place.
After the Abbot reluctantly acknowledged the truth of the statement, Lord Husband continued, Since this is the case, then your proposal that we stop fighting the Defiled and put our efforts towards rehabilitating them instead holds no water. The Defiled do not want to be rehabilitated because the Spectres will not allow them to even think it. Ill help any person who comes to me for aid, but even before I was crippled, I could not cleanse the Defiled, only the Tainted.
To think, she worked herself to the bone for months hoping to be accepted, when in truth, they accepted her as one of the Bekhai the day she met Lord Husband and became his consort. Touched as she was by the sentiment, when she thought back on the many gruelling hours spent managing Lord Husbands businesses and practising her Martial Skills, it would be a lie to say she didnt sometimes resent her new family for their lacking social graces...
Would it have been so difficult to simply tell her how they felt? Utterly maddening, this lack of communication.
Sometime in the mid-afternoon, Lord Husband and the Abbot both fell mercifully silent, and though Luo-Luo cherished the unexpected hush of tranquility, her joy was short-lived as the barrier fell and the clamorous din of metal on metal reached her ears. Grabbing the handrail, she exerted her Chi to Stabilize her bearings and stood to peer at the source of the commotion. Off in the distance stood the dusty earthen walls of Fort Sinuji, their ultimate destination still at least an hours ride away yet already close enough to hear the distant clamour of battle. The blood drained from her face as she considered how loud it would be when she stood in the midst of the chaos instead of several kilometres away, a most humbling and terrifying prospect which set her knees to shaking.
Mother in Heaven... was it too late to ask Lord Husband to send her back?
A warm hand slipped into Luo-Luos and she turned to see Lin-Lins comforting grin. Dont worry, she said, pulling Luo-Luo back into her seat. Therell be plenty of Defiled for us to kill, so dont worry if we cant make it there today, ya?
Even sweet Lin-Lin was as bloodthirsty as the rest of the Bekhai, though Luo-Luo still didnt understand why the Medical Saint and his daughter werent considered Bekhai. No one would say, though it helped that Lord Husband also admitted his ignorance so she wasnt alone.
Only now did she notice that their convoy had slowed, and in her shock, she didnt even realized she voiced the question out loud until Lord Husband replied, With battle in full swing, were slowing down until weve informed the commander of our presence. If we approach too quickly without warning, we could be mistaken for flanking Defiled. Shrugging, he added, Normally, flying our standards would be good enough, but considering the current political climate, I dont blame Colonel General Nian Zu for playing it safe.
Despite his outward calm, his set jaw and unusually straight posture gave away Lord Husbands agitation, as did his grasping hands reaching for a weapon which was no longer attached to his waist. Oh how it hurt to see his disappointment when reality reared its ugly head, having forgotten his frail condition at the first sight of battle, or that his ruined Spiritual Weapons still sat on the wall of his room back in the Citadel. As much as he professed otherwise, it was easy to see that Lord Husband not only thrived in conflict, but relished it as well, and that he dreamed of a triumphant return to his glory days as the Number One Talent in the Empire.
A shame he refused to accept that his glory days were behind him and focus on the future instead, but in time, he would come to see that even though the Martial Path was forever denied him, there were still many avenues left for him to explore, some of which he would excel at. Lending their workshops and facilities to Marshal Yuzhen had been a calculated gamble, one Luo-Luo prayed would work out since she didnt expect the good Marshal would ever return Lord Husbands properties. More likely she would request to retain control of said properties in exchange for a place in her inner circle, an advisory one at first which would eventually lead to an official posting as a Lieutenant Marshal after enough time had passed to avoid the impression of bribery.
It wasnt illegal, just simply how business was done, but since Luo-Luo couldnt outright speak her mind, she wasnt sure if the Marshal would keep to her end of the implied bargain. Hopefully she would, since she was slated to marry the cheerless and taciturn Gerel, but nothing was certain when it came to politicians.
None of this would matter if Lord Husband didnt survive, so Luo-Luo put aside her errant thoughts and reached for her sceptre. The cold touch of metal reassured her as she reached for Balance and watched the battle unfold, though she could barely see through the billowing clouds of dust raised by the melee. Thundering hooves, ringing steel, booming horns, and crashing drums, there was a rhythm to the battle which she didnt quite understand, but one she sensed all the same, a powerful cadence laid over-top the distant screams of the dead and dying.
Palms slick and stomach twisting, she clutched her sceptre tight and wondered if she possessed the wherewithal to use it in battle, against the brutal Defiled no less. Before she left the Academy, shed never even seen a dead animal, much less a dead person, and while shed seen her fair share of the former in recent times, the sight of a skinned chicken ready to cook still made her queasy. Whats more, she had yet to even spar against anyone, for after Yan left, there was no one to supervise her training, so it was easy to imagine how she would fare in true battle.
Poorly. She would fare poorly, and a quick death would be a mercy, for shed heard tales of how the Defiled like to play with their prey...
Hey. Lord Husbands voice shook Luo-Luo from her thoughts, and she found his outstretched hand waiting for hers. Reaching over to take his hand, she grasped his fingers tight as he smiled and said, Relax. Theres nothing to worry about.
And strange as it may seem, his kind words and warm smile were enough to reassure her, for they held an unspoken promise of safety and security. This was a man who, despite his physical frailty, was still the same confident and courageous Martial Warrior who took the Empire by storm, a true dragon among men.
Or at least, it was reassuring, until he added, Besides, if the Defiled get close enough for you to use that thing, then were probably all going to die regardless.
Quashing the urge to smash his smug face in with her sceptre, Luo-Luo almost regretted turning down the Grand Marshals offer all those years ago...
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Chapter 500: Discourse...and only in acceptance, will you find peace. Eh-Mi-Tuo-Fuo.Accept the boot on the back of your head or the noose around your neck? Some things are worth fighting for, and the freedom to not be eaten by Defiled ranks high among them.You conflate surrender with acceptance, Junior Brother. Why must conflict be the only answer?What other option is there? Its not like were riding out to attack the Defiled in their cozy little homes. Theyre coming to us, so what would you have the Empire do? Retreat? Where to? Most dont have impenetrable mountain homes to hide in.This monk does not claim to have all the answers, but the Empire and Defiled have battled for untold millennia yet still the conflict persists. Surely we can agree that violence is not the answer to humanitys woes?Its not the answer, but its an answer, and violence sure as hell beats acceptance. If left unchecked, the Defiled will rape, torture, pillage, and murder their way across the Empire until there is nothing left, but since violence isnt the best solution, I should just give up and pray for the best? Tch. Please.Hai... such ignorance, such sin, Eh-Mi-Tuo-Fuo. Again, this monk speaks not of surrender, but acceptance. You see violence as the only solution, but harming others only harms ones self, and...Resisting the urge to pull her hair and scream, Luo-Luo took a deep, calming breath and hugged Banjo tight, taking solace in the sweet bears warm presence and happy gurgles. Today marked their fifth day of travel, and also the fifth day of non-stop squabbling between Lord Husband and the Abbot. Bickering like feuding fishwives, they were both too stubborn to relent or compromise, and lesser men would have long since devolved into petty name-calling or outright violence. Round and round their arguments went, so circular Luo-Luos head spun from trying to follow along, but try as she might, she couldnt simply ignore them. At times, Lord Husband would call upon her to mediate, and if she feigned ignorance, then she would have to sit through the entire argument once again. If not her, then poor Jorani, or the other monk who spent most of his time Concealed, a rotund, ruddy-cheeked ascetic Jorani and Lord Husband insisted on calling Happy despite the poor monks many requests that they stop.To be fair, differentiating between nameless monks presented something of a challenge, and Happy was certainly a better moniker than Fatty.Truth be told, Lord Husband was being too disrespectful to the monks, as if their views offended him and must be corrected, but the Abbot was similarly being disrespectful by pushing his views upon Lord Husband and refusing to relent. Admirable as the Brotherhoods goals might be, abandoning the mundane world was not a simple matter for most, yet the Abbot treated ties of friendship and family as less than air and expected Lord Husband to do the same, but he valued his family above all else, so of course they couldnt agree on anything. Neither of them were in the right, but worse, neither cared, so their arguments went on and on.And on. And on.Without a moment of peace to be had, even Lin-Lin and the pets refused to sit at Lord Husbands side, but the sweet half-hare still insisted her rickshaw travel next to Lord Husbands despite spending most of her time fast asleep, so Luo-Luo was stuck listening to the obstinate debates day after day. Separated from the outside world by a barrier of silence to keep others from overhearing, Banjos soft grunts and the rickshaws spinning wheels were the only audible sounds to distract her from the Abbots dreary, monotone lectures and Lord Husbands scathing, sarcastic retorts, and she prayed for an end which she knew would never come.Look, Lord Husband interjected, speaking over the meek, pacifist Abbot. The crux of our disagreement is simple: you believe violence is not an acceptable answer, but I believe violence is the only viable option available. Am I wrong?There are options besides violence, but Junior Brother refuses to accept them, the Abbot replied, his tone clipped and expression aloof, And as this monk has said time and again, Junior Brother places too much focus on the impermanent.Considering the lives of all my loved ones fall under the category of impermanent, then yea, Im kind of invested. Holding a hand up to cut the Abbot off, Lord Husband continued, Keeping to the issue of the Defiled, I stand by my belief that violence is the only viable solution we have available to us. You claim you can cure the Defiled, full Defiled who have completely given in to the Spectres, though you also refuse to elaborate on how. Thats fine, the details arent important, but by your own admission, the cure you extol is neither simple nor extensive, an exhaustive, collaborative effort which requires the afflicted to cooperate and endure months or years of arduous struggle in return for an exceedingly low rate of success. Is this correct?How quickly the mind adapts. When Luo-Luo first heard the Abbot claim as much, shed scoffed in disbelief, then gone wide-eyed with reverence when he revealed Lord Husband himself had done the same using a Droplet of Heavenly Water, but after five days of back and forth on the subject, she could hardly bring herself to care anymore. By this point, she would say or agree with almost anything so long as it put an end to their incessant bickering, but alas, there was no point because when one argument ended, another would rise up to take its place.After the Abbot reluctantly acknowledged the truth of the statement, Lord Husband continued, Since this is the case, then your proposal that we stop fighting the Defiled and put our efforts towards rehabilitating them instead holds no water. The Defiled do not want to be rehabilitated because the Spectres will not allow them to even think it. Ill help any person who comes to me for aid, but even before I was crippled, I could not cleanse the Defiled, only the Tainted.To think, she worked herself to the bone for months hoping to be accepted, when in truth, they accepted her as one of the Bekhai the day she met Lord Husband and became his consort. Touched as she was by the sentiment, when she thought back on the many gruelling hours spent managing Lord Husbands businesses and practising her Martial Skills, it would be a lie to say she didnt sometimes resent her new family for their lacking social graces...Would it have been so difficult to simply tell her how they felt? Utterly maddening, this lack of communication.Sometime in the mid-afternoon, Lord Husband and the Abbot both fell mercifully silent, and though Luo-Luo cherished the unexpected hush of tranquility, her joy was short-lived as the barrier fell and the clamorous din of metal on metal reached her ears. Grabbing the handrail, she exerted her Chi to Stabilize her bearings and stood to peer at the source of the commotion. Off in the distance stood the dusty earthen walls of Fort Sinuji, their ultimate destination still at least an hours ride away yet already close enough to hear the distant clamour of battle. The blood drained from her face as she considered how loud it would be when she stood in the midst of the chaos instead of several kilometres away, a most humbling and terrifying prospect which set her knees to shaking.Mother in Heaven... was it too late to ask Lord Husband to send her back?A warm hand slipped into Luo-Luos and she turned to see Lin-Lins comforting grin. Dont worry, she said, pulling Luo-Luo back into her seat. Therell be plenty of Defiled for us to kill, so dont worry if we cant make it there today, ya?Even sweet Lin-Lin was as bloodthirsty as the rest of the Bekhai, though Luo-Luo still didnt understand why the Medical Saint and his daughter werent considered Bekhai. No one would say, though it helped that Lord Husband also admitted his ignorance so she wasnt alone.Only now did she notice that their convoy had slowed, and in her shock, she didnt even realized she voiced the question out loud until Lord Husband replied, With battle in full swing, were slowing down until weve informed the commander of our presence. If we approach too quickly without warning, we could be mistaken for flanking Defiled. Shrugging, he added, Normally, flying our standards would be good enough, but considering the current political climate, I dont blame Colonel General Nian Zu for playing it safe.Despite his outward calm, his set jaw and unusually straight posture gave away Lord Husbands agitation, as did his grasping hands reaching for a weapon which was no longer attached to his waist. Oh how it hurt to see his disappointment when reality reared its ugly head, having forgotten his frail condition at the first sight of battle, or that his ruined Spiritual Weapons still sat on the wall of his room back in the Citadel. As much as he professed otherwise, it was easy to see that Lord Husband not only thrived in conflict, but relished it as well, and that he dreamed of a triumphant return to his glory days as the Number One Talent in the Empire.A shame he refused to accept that his glory days were behind him and focus on the future instead, but in time, he would come to see that even though the Martial Path was forever denied him, there were still many avenues left for him to explore, some of which he would excel at. Lending their workshops and facilities to Marshal Yuzhen had been a calculated gamble, one Luo-Luo prayed would work out since she didnt expect the good Marshal would ever return Lord Husbands properties. More likely she would request to retain control of said properties in exchange for a place in her inner circle, an advisory one at first which would eventually lead to an official posting as a Lieutenant Marshal after enough time had passed to avoid the impression of bribery.It wasnt illegal, just simply how business was done, but since Luo-Luo couldnt outright speak her mind, she wasnt sure if the Marshal would keep to her end of the implied bargain. Hopefully she would, since she was slated to marry the cheerless and taciturn Gerel, but nothing was certain when it came to politicians.None of this would matter if Lord Husband didnt survive, so Luo-Luo put aside her errant thoughts and reached for her sceptre. The cold touch of metal reassured her as she reached for Balance and watched the battle unfold, though she could barely see through the billowing clouds of dust raised by the melee. Thundering hooves, ringing steel, booming horns, and crashing drums, there was a rhythm to the battle which she didnt quite understand, but one she sensed all the same, a powerful cadence laid over-top the distant screams of the dead and dying.Palms slick and stomach twisting, she clutched her sceptre tight and wondered if she possessed the wherewithal to use it in battle, against the brutal Defiled no less. Before she left the Academy, shed never even seen a dead animal, much less a dead person, and while shed seen her fair share of the former in recent times, the sight of a skinned chicken ready to cook still made her queasy. Whats more, she had yet to even spar against anyone, for after Yan left, there was no one to supervise her training, so it was easy to imagine how she would fare in true battle.Poorly. She would fare poorly, and a quick death would be a mercy, for shed heard tales of how the Defiled like to play with their prey...Hey. Lord Husbands voice shook Luo-Luo from her thoughts, and she found his outstretched hand waiting for hers. Reaching over to take his hand, she grasped his fingers tight as he smiled and said, Relax. Theres nothing to worry about.And strange as it may seem, his kind words and warm smile were enough to reassure her, for they held an unspoken promise of safety and security. This was a man who, despite his physical frailty, was still the same confident and courageous Martial Warrior who took the Empire by storm, a true dragon among men.Or at least, it was reassuring, until he added, Besides, if the Defiled get close enough for you to use that thing, then were probably all going to die regardless.Quashing the urge to smash his smug face in with her sceptre, Luo-Luo almost regretted turning down the Grand Marshals offer all those years ago...Chapter Meme YoutubeNew novel chapters are published on
