Chapter 1495: Stunned self-defeat
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The yacht docked in Malibu. The private beach of the Hugo’s villa came in handy at this time. A group of people went ashore quietly, and under the arrangements of Rick, Carl and others, everyone continued. He left the villa and ended the night of carnival.
Originally, this should be a night of celebration, joy, and harvest, but the little golden man's curse suddenly struck, without any warning, and without any pause, which caught Hugo by surprise and was completely defeated.
Hugo sat quietly on the edge of the open-air bathtub on the top of the third floor, looking at the invisible sea. At this time, it was gradually approaching the morning, but the closer to dawn, the darker the night, and even the stars at midnight. , Only the boundless darkness remains.
"Hugo..." Neil called out, and the light and fluttering voice was suddenly rolled in the sea breeze, and then disappeared without a trace.
Hugo turned his head, his face was completely calm, but the bright eyes were completely hidden behind the hazy eyelashes, and there was no brilliance in the darkness, "Oh, Neil. It will be troublesome to go back tonight, or just stay."
Neil and the others often come to the Hugo's house to play, and they often spend the night here. There is almost no free time in the Hugo's guest room. At this time, Yuguo was normal, as if nothing happened just now, and he cordially invited Neil and them to stay.
But Hugo’s attitude made Neil feel uneasy. Neil looked back at Fokkin, who was standing on the side. Alfonso and Pedro stood awkwardly at the door of the French windows in the distance. To get closer, but the footsteps can't move away, it can only stay in place as rigid as a sculpture.
Fujin frowned slightly, "Hugo, don't have this attitude, you know we don't mean that, we need to talk."
Fujin is not a person who is good at expressing himself, but his words can't be more clear. Fujin and the others clearly knew that it was because of too much care and too much care that Hugo lost control. If Hugo just treats them as ordinary band members, just like Guns and Rose’s slash and Axel, then Hugo will not be angry at all, let alone angry.
Because as the soul of Hugo, Hugo made glory to death come alive, and he has accomplished his task brilliantly. He didn't need to care about Pedro and Alfonso's thoughts. To put it harder, even if Hugo leaves Glory to death, he can form another band; even if Hugo no longer performs rock and roll performances, he will not worry about his future livelihood at all.
However, Hugo cares.
Hugo smiled lightly at the corner of his mouth, "Well, indeed, we need to talk. I already have some ideas about the new album. I will sort it out during this period. Then we will gather together to discuss and discuss. If Sheeran also came to Los Angeles, the third album should indeed be prepared."
"But you're not talking about the new album..." Neal frowned and said in confusion. Has Hugo broken the bottleneck? But Fokkin patted Neal on the shoulder, stopped the words behind Neal, and then said, "Hugo, you know, this is not the time to talk about this, and what we are going to talk about is not about the album."
Facing Fujin’s aggressiveness, the smile on Hugo’s face is a bit bigger, but the eyes hidden in the night still can’t see any look, "This is our problem, Fujin, you should be aware of it. , This is our only problem."
Originally, Fujin wanted to discuss the internal affairs of their band, about Alfonso, about Pedro; but when Hugo distorted his point of view and felt very awkward, Fujin could not say anything to refute. Say. Of course, the biggest problem with Glory to Death is that there has been no activity for a long time, the new album has not been seen, and the new tour is indefinitely... But, compared to the career, the problems within the band are the most important, right?
Fujin looked at Hugo, who was always smiling, but the rebuttal words in his heart got stuck in his throat. If others don’t know, forget it. As members of the glory to death, they should know better than anyone what Hugo has experienced along the way, Uma’s betrayal, and Joseph’s mistaken path in the beginning, from EMI Records. The pressure of the music, the confrontation with Grammys...On the road of music dreams and rock dreams, not only Hugo, but also the band, and the people around them, have been facing all kinds of temptations. Confused, Vanity Fair, the big dye vat, is eroding them all the time.
And the idea that supports glory to death all the way forward is the kind of madness and perseverance that is desperate for music. Just as the band's name says, it is not glory or death. This is the root cause of the band's achievements today. But now, Alfonso has fallen, Pedro has fallen, and what's even more ridiculous is that even Fogin and Neil themselves can't say categorically that they haven't changed anything.
The situation that Hugo has been afraid, worried, and repulsive is still coming. Recalling the countless injuries he has suffered, this time Hugo chose to escape, or to self-enclose. He does not want to face such a situation again. When the situation is over, he does not want to tear his face with his friends again, and he does not want to face the harm caused by betrayal, dispute, and trust again.
Looking at such a Hugo, Fujin could not speak, he could not force Hugo. Fujin couldn't bear to avoid his sight, he didn't even have the courage to face Hugo's smile.
Suddenly, Fujin remembered the song "Hollywood is not America (’s... from the glory to death. This song is not well-known among fans, but for the band, it has an irreplaceable status. At this moment, is glory to death or glory to death? They seem to have lost their names unknowingly.
This is the bottleneck of glory to death. This is also the bottleneck of Hugo. They have been restraining them since a year ago. Even if they detect this abnormality subconsciously, they are still uncontrollably sinking deeper and deeper in the big environment of Hollywood. , And then broke out in one fell swoop this night, without any reservation, so that the whole band became fragmented.
Glory to death needs to rediscover the power that unites the five of them, but... things are not humans, can they really find themselves? Helena-Jenny, her shattered soul has been scattered everywhere in the California sunshine, and she can no longer find the appearance of the bright smile wearing blue jeans, and the glory to death?
Fokkin is silent, he needs some time to rearrange his thoughts; Neil is also silent, he needs some time to figure out what is going on... Although on the surface, this is a problem with Alfonso or Pedro , But each of them clearly knows that this is an internal problem in the band, and one cannot be blamed solely.
Neil looked back at Alfonso and Pedro. He suddenly remembered the quarrel that broke out not long ago because of whether to attend the Grammys. Although more than a month has passed, it seems to have happened only yesterday. . Since when did they gradually become estranged?
Alfonso avoided his sight. He couldn't look directly at the sight of his teammates. He couldn't ignore the rolling guilt in his heart, and he couldn't forgive himself...
"Neil..." Pedro walked half a step forward, trying to say something, but the voice was stuck in his throat immediately, the chaotic brain didn't know what to say at all, it seemed other than "I'm sorry" He couldn't hold anything in his head.
After realizing this, Pedro couldn't help but shudder.
Then Pedro’s eyes crossed with Hugo. Hugo still had that gentle smile on his mouth, dimly from a distance, as if he was giving Pedro a friendly encouragement. Nothing seemed to have changed. , But Pedro knew that things had completely changed, because he couldn't find the familiar kindness and jokes in Hugo's smile, he could only see strangeness and politeness.
This smile made Pedro feel at a loss, but he opened his mouth, but was speechless, all his words became pale and weak, and even the phrase "I'm sorry" became extremely ironic.
Pedro once told himself that he is an adult with independent behavior ability and sucks. Poison is his choice alone, and has nothing to do with other people. What's more, almost 90% of the people in the rock circle smoke. Poison, he is following the trend, and there is nothing wrong with it. So every time he can convince himself with peace of mind.
Now it seems that is still not wrong with this reason, but Pedro has no way to convince himself, he can only stand in a daze, looking at the boundless night in front of him with his teeth and claws.
The balcony fell into silence again, and this intermittent silence revealed the endless cold. Fujin turned around, left the balcony, and walked downstairs alone, without greeting anyone. Afterwards, Alfonso and Pedro hesitated, and went downstairs one after another.
Neil stood there, turning his eyes with Hugo, wanting to say something. Neil knows that as the captain of the band, this is not a false name. Hugo has always respected his decision, and the band members are also dependent on him, but at this time he feels the hot shame cracking in his back. In the end, Neal still couldn't say a word, he could only turn around in embarrassment, and left the balcony as if running away.
Looking at the empty balcony again, the smile of Hugo's mouth gathered up little by little, and then turned around again, looking at the boundless sea in front of him.
At a loss, there is only a loss. Hugo couldn't blame his teammates, not only because he didn't have a stand, but also because he himself was in a bewilderment. The confusion was like a giant beast in the depths of the sea and swallowed him directly. Therefore, Hugo also needs a little time, a little time... let himself be quiet for a while.
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The yacht docked in Malibu. The private beach of the Hugo’s villa came in handy at this time. A group of people went ashore quietly, and under the arrangements of Rick, Carl and others, everyone continued. He left the villa and ended the night of carnival.
Originally, this should be a night of celebration, joy, and harvest, but the little golden man's curse suddenly struck, without any warning, and without any pause, which caught Hugo by surprise and was completely defeated.
Hugo sat quietly on the edge of the open-air bathtub on the top of the third floor, looking at the invisible sea. At this time, it was gradually approaching the morning, but the closer to dawn, the darker the night, and even the stars at midnight. , Only the boundless darkness remains.
"Hugo..." Neil called out, and the light and fluttering voice was suddenly rolled in the sea breeze, and then disappeared without a trace.
Hugo turned his head, his face was completely calm, but the bright eyes were completely hidden behind the hazy eyelashes, and there was no brilliance in the darkness, "Oh, Neil. It will be troublesome to go back tonight, or just stay."
Neil and the others often come to the Hugo's house to play, and they often spend the night here. There is almost no free time in the Hugo's guest room. At this time, Yuguo was normal, as if nothing happened just now, and he cordially invited Neil and them to stay.
But Hugo’s attitude made Neil feel uneasy. Neil looked back at Fokkin, who was standing on the side. Alfonso and Pedro stood awkwardly at the door of the French windows in the distance. To get closer, but the footsteps can't move away, it can only stay in place as rigid as a sculpture.
Fujin frowned slightly, "Hugo, don't have this attitude, you know we don't mean that, we need to talk."
Fujin is not a person who is good at expressing himself, but his words can't be more clear. Fujin and the others clearly knew that it was because of too much care and too much care that Hugo lost control. If Hugo just treats them as ordinary band members, just like Guns and Rose’s slash and Axel, then Hugo will not be angry at all, let alone angry.
Because as the soul of Hugo, Hugo made glory to death come alive, and he has accomplished his task brilliantly. He didn't need to care about Pedro and Alfonso's thoughts. To put it harder, even if Hugo leaves Glory to death, he can form another band; even if Hugo no longer performs rock and roll performances, he will not worry about his future livelihood at all.
However, Hugo cares.
Hugo smiled lightly at the corner of his mouth, "Well, indeed, we need to talk. I already have some ideas about the new album. I will sort it out during this period. Then we will gather together to discuss and discuss. If Sheeran also came to Los Angeles, the third album should indeed be prepared."
"But you're not talking about the new album..." Neal frowned and said in confusion. Has Hugo broken the bottleneck? But Fokkin patted Neal on the shoulder, stopped the words behind Neal, and then said, "Hugo, you know, this is not the time to talk about this, and what we are going to talk about is not about the album."
Facing Fujin’s aggressiveness, the smile on Hugo’s face is a bit bigger, but the eyes hidden in the night still can’t see any look, "This is our problem, Fujin, you should be aware of it. , This is our only problem."
Originally, Fujin wanted to discuss the internal affairs of their band, about Alfonso, about Pedro; but when Hugo distorted his point of view and felt very awkward, Fujin could not say anything to refute. Say. Of course, the biggest problem with Glory to Death is that there has been no activity for a long time, the new album has not been seen, and the new tour is indefinitely... But, compared to the career, the problems within the band are the most important, right?
Fujin looked at Hugo, who was always smiling, but the rebuttal words in his heart got stuck in his throat. If others don’t know, forget it. As members of the glory to death, they should know better than anyone what Hugo has experienced along the way, Uma’s betrayal, and Joseph’s mistaken path in the beginning, from EMI Records. The pressure of the music, the confrontation with Grammys...On the road of music dreams and rock dreams, not only Hugo, but also the band, and the people around them, have been facing all kinds of temptations. Confused, Vanity Fair, the big dye vat, is eroding them all the time.
And the idea that supports glory to death all the way forward is the kind of madness and perseverance that is desperate for music. Just as the band's name says, it is not glory or death. This is the root cause of the band's achievements today. But now, Alfonso has fallen, Pedro has fallen, and what's even more ridiculous is that even Fogin and Neil themselves can't say categorically that they haven't changed anything.
The situation that Hugo has been afraid, worried, and repulsive is still coming. Recalling the countless injuries he has suffered, this time Hugo chose to escape, or to self-enclose. He does not want to face such a situation again. When the situation is over, he does not want to tear his face with his friends again, and he does not want to face the harm caused by betrayal, dispute, and trust again.
Looking at such a Hugo, Fujin could not speak, he could not force Hugo. Fujin couldn't bear to avoid his sight, he didn't even have the courage to face Hugo's smile.
Suddenly, Fujin remembered the song "Hollywood is not America (’s... from the glory to death. This song is not well-known among fans, but for the band, it has an irreplaceable status. At this moment, is glory to death or glory to death? They seem to have lost their names unknowingly.
This is the bottleneck of glory to death. This is also the bottleneck of Hugo. They have been restraining them since a year ago. Even if they detect this abnormality subconsciously, they are still uncontrollably sinking deeper and deeper in the big environment of Hollywood. , And then broke out in one fell swoop this night, without any reservation, so that the whole band became fragmented.
Glory to death needs to rediscover the power that unites the five of them, but... things are not humans, can they really find themselves? Helena-Jenny, her shattered soul has been scattered everywhere in the California sunshine, and she can no longer find the appearance of the bright smile wearing blue jeans, and the glory to death?
Fokkin is silent, he needs some time to rearrange his thoughts; Neil is also silent, he needs some time to figure out what is going on... Although on the surface, this is a problem with Alfonso or Pedro , But each of them clearly knows that this is an internal problem in the band, and one cannot be blamed solely.
Neil looked back at Alfonso and Pedro. He suddenly remembered the quarrel that broke out not long ago because of whether to attend the Grammys. Although more than a month has passed, it seems to have happened only yesterday. . Since when did they gradually become estranged?
Alfonso avoided his sight. He couldn't look directly at the sight of his teammates. He couldn't ignore the rolling guilt in his heart, and he couldn't forgive himself...
"Neil..." Pedro walked half a step forward, trying to say something, but the voice was stuck in his throat immediately, the chaotic brain didn't know what to say at all, it seemed other than "I'm sorry" He couldn't hold anything in his head.
After realizing this, Pedro couldn't help but shudder.
Then Pedro’s eyes crossed with Hugo. Hugo still had that gentle smile on his mouth, dimly from a distance, as if he was giving Pedro a friendly encouragement. Nothing seemed to have changed. , But Pedro knew that things had completely changed, because he couldn't find the familiar kindness and jokes in Hugo's smile, he could only see strangeness and politeness.
This smile made Pedro feel at a loss, but he opened his mouth, but was speechless, all his words became pale and weak, and even the phrase "I'm sorry" became extremely ironic.
Pedro once told himself that he is an adult with independent behavior ability and sucks. Poison is his choice alone, and has nothing to do with other people. What's more, almost 90% of the people in the rock circle smoke. Poison, he is following the trend, and there is nothing wrong with it. So every time he can convince himself with peace of mind.
Now it seems that is still not wrong with this reason, but Pedro has no way to convince himself, he can only stand in a daze, looking at the boundless night in front of him with his teeth and claws.
The balcony fell into silence again, and this intermittent silence revealed the endless cold. Fujin turned around, left the balcony, and walked downstairs alone, without greeting anyone. Afterwards, Alfonso and Pedro hesitated, and went downstairs one after another.
Neil stood there, turning his eyes with Hugo, wanting to say something. Neil knows that as the captain of the band, this is not a false name. Hugo has always respected his decision, and the band members are also dependent on him, but at this time he feels the hot shame cracking in his back. In the end, Neal still couldn't say a word, he could only turn around in embarrassment, and left the balcony as if running away.
Looking at the empty balcony again, the smile of Hugo's mouth gathered up little by little, and then turned around again, looking at the boundless sea in front of him.
At a loss, there is only a loss. Hugo couldn't blame his teammates, not only because he didn't have a stand, but also because he himself was in a bewilderment. The confusion was like a giant beast in the depths of the sea and swallowed him directly. Therefore, Hugo also needs a little time, a little time... let himself be quiet for a while.
The yacht docked in Malibu. The private beach of the Hugo's villa came in handy at this time. A group of people went ashore quietly, and under the arrangements of Rick, Carl and others, everyone continued. He left the villa and ended the night of carnival.Originally, this should be a night of celebration, joy, and harvest, but the little golden man's curse suddenly struck, without any warning, and without any pause, which caught Hugo by surprise and was completely defeated.Hugo sat quietly on the edge of the open-air bathtub on the top of the third floor, looking at the invisible sea. At this time, it was gradually approaching the morning, but the closer to dawn, the darker the night, and even the stars at midnight. , Only the boundless darkness remains."Hugo..." Neil called out, and the light and fluttering voice was suddenly rolled in the sea breeze, and then disappeared without a trace.Hugo turned his head, his face was completely calm, but the bright eyes were completely hidden behind the hazy eyelashes, and there was no brilliance in the darkness, "Oh, Neil. It will be troublesome to go back tonight, or just stay."Neil and the others often come to the Hugo's house to play, and they often spend the night here. There is almost no free time in the Hugo's guest room. At this time, Yuguo was normal, as if nothing happened just now, and he cordially invited Neil and them to stay.But Hugo's attitude made Neil feel uneasy. Neil looked back at Fokkin, who was standing on the side. Alfonso and Pedro stood awkwardly at the door of the French windows in the distance. To get closer, but the footsteps can't move away, it can only stay in place as rigid as a sculpture.Fujin frowned slightly, "Hugo, don't have this attitude, you know we don't mean that, we need to talk."Fujin is not a person who is good at expressing himself, but his words can't be more clear. Fujin and the others clearly knew that it was because of too much care and too much care that Hugo lost control. If Hugo just treats them as ordinary band members, just like Guns and Rose's slash and Axel, then Hugo will not be angry at all, let alone angry.Because as the soul of Hugo, Hugo made glory to death come alive, and he has accomplished his task brilliantly. He didn't need to care about Pedro and Alfonso's thoughts. To put it harder, even if Hugo leaves Glory to death, he can form another band; even if Hugo no longer performs rock and roll performances, he will not worry about his future livelihood at all.However, Hugo cares.Hugo smiled lightly at the corner of his mouth, "Well, indeed, we need to talk. I already have some ideas about the new album. I will sort it out during this period. Then we will gather together to discuss and discuss. If Sheeran also came to Los Angeles, the third album should indeed be prepared.""But you're not talking about the new album..." Neal frowned and said in confusion. Has Hugo broken the bottleneck? But Fokkin patted Neal on the shoulder, stopped the words behind Neal, and then said, "Hugo, you know, this is not the time to talk about this, and what we are going to talk about is not about the album."Facing Fujin's aggressiveness, the smile on Hugo's face is a bit bigger, but the eyes hidden in the night still can't see any look, "This is our problem, Fujin, you should be aware of it. , This is our only problem."Originally, Fujin wanted to discuss the internal affairs of their band, about Alfonso, about Pedro; but when Hugo distorted his point of view and felt very awkward, Fujin could not say anything to refute. Say. Of course, the biggest problem with Glory to Death is that there has been no activity for a long time, the new album has not been seen, and the new tour is indefinitely... But, compared to the career, the problems within the band are the most important, right?Fujin looked at Hugo, who was always smiling, but the rebuttal words in his heart got stuck in his throat. If others don't know, forget it. As members of the glory to death, they should know better than anyone what Hugo has experienced along the way, Uma's betrayal, and Joseph's mistaken path in the beginning, from EMI Records. The pressure of the music, the confrontation with Grammys...On the road of music dreams and rock dreams, not only Hugo, but also the band, and the people around them, have been facing all kinds of temptations. Confused, Vanity Fair, the big dye vat, is eroding them all the time.And the idea that supports glory to death all the way forward is the kind of madness and perseverance that is desperate for music. Just as the band's name says, it is not glory or death. This is the root cause of the band's achievements today. But now, Alfonso has fallen, Pedro has fallen, and what's even more ridiculous is that even Fogin and Neil themselves can't say categorically that they haven't changed anything.The situation that Hugo has been afraid, worried, and repulsive is still coming. Recalling the countless injuries he has suffered, this time Hugo chose to escape, or to self-enclose. He does not want to face such a situation again. When the situation is over, he does not want to tear his face with his friends again, and he does not want to face the harm caused by betrayal, dispute, and trust again.Looking at such a Hugo, Fujin could not speak, he could not force Hugo. Fujin couldn't bear to avoid his sight, he didn't even have the courage to face Hugo's smile.Suddenly, Fujin remembered the song "Hollywood is not America 's... from the glory to death. This song is not well-known among fans, but for the band, it has an irreplaceable status. At this moment, is glory to death or glory to death? They seem to have lost their names unknowingly.This is the bottleneck of glory to death. This is also the bottleneck of Hugo. They have been restraining them since a year ago. Even if they detect this abnormality subconsciously, they are still uncontrollably sinking deeper and deeper in the big environment of Hollywood. , And then broke out in one fell swoop this night, without any reservation, so that the whole band became fragmented.Glory to death needs to rediscover the power that unites the five of them, but... things are not humans, can they really find themselves? Helena-Jenny, her shattered soul has been scattered everywhere in the California sunshine, and she can no longer find the appearance of the bright smile wearing blue jeans, and the glory to death?Fokkin is silent, he needs some time to rearrange his thoughts; Neil is also silent, he needs some time to figure out what is going on... Although on the surface, this is a problem with Alfonso or Pedro , But each of them clearly knows that this is an internal problem in the band, and one cannot be blamed solely.Neil looked back at Alfonso and Pedro. He suddenly remembered the quarrel that broke out not long ago because of whether to attend the Grammys. Although more than a month has passed, it seems to have happened only yesterday. . Since when did they gradually become estranged?Alfonso avoided his sight. He couldn't look directly at the sight of his teammates. He couldn't ignore the rolling guilt in his heart, and he couldn't forgive himself..."Neil..." Pedro walked half a step forward, trying to say something, but the voice was stuck in his throat immediately, the chaotic brain didn't know what to say at all, it seemed other than "I'm sorry" He couldn't hold anything in his head.After realizing this, Pedro couldn't help but shudder.Then Pedro's eyes crossed with Hugo. Hugo still had that gentle smile on his mouth, dimly from a distance, as if he was giving Pedro a friendly encouragement. Nothing seemed to have changed. , But Pedro knew that things had completely changed, because he couldn't find the familiar kindness and jokes in Hugo's smile, he could only see strangeness and politeness.This smile made Pedro feel at a loss, but he opened his mouth, but was speechless, all his words became pale and weak, and even the phrase "I'm sorry" became extremely ironic.Pedro once told himself that he is an adult with independent behavior ability and sucks. Poison is his choice alone, and has nothing to do with other people. What's more, almost 90% of the people in the rock circle smoke. Poison, he is following the trend, and there is nothing wrong with it. So every time he can convince himself with peace of mind.Now it seems that is still not wrong with this reason, but Pedro has no way to convince himself, he can only stand in a daze, looking at the boundless night in front of him with his teeth and claws.The balcony fell into silence again, and this intermittent silence revealed the endless cold. Fujin turned around, left the balcony, and walked downstairs alone, without greeting anyone. Afterwards, Alfonso and Pedro hesitated, and went downstairs one after another.Neil stood there, turning his eyes with Hugo, wanting to say something. Neil knows that as the captain of the band, this is not a false name. Hugo has always respected his decision, and the band members are also dependent on him, but at this time he feels the hot shame cracking in his back. In the end, Neal still couldn't say a word, he could only turn around in embarrassment, and left the balcony as if running away.Looking at the empty balcony again, the smile of Hugo's mouth gathered up little by little, and then turned around again, looking at the boundless sea in front of him.At a loss, there is only a loss. Hugo couldn't blame his teammates, not only because he didn't have a stand, but also because he himself was in a bewilderment. The confusion was like a giant beast in the depths of the sea and swallowed him directly. Therefore, Hugo also needs a little time, a little time... let himself be quiet for a while.
