Chapter 1537: Selfblaming
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Charlize looked at Hugo who was standing not far away. She could only see Hugo's back. Just noticing Hugo's departure, Charlize hurriedly chased him. Leonardo was going to chase him, but Taking into account the crew, Leonardo still stayed, trying not to make people aware of Hugo's disappearance.
Hugo's footsteps were so fast that Charlize almost trot all the way and didn't get lost. At this time, she stood still panting, but she didn't have the mind to think about her situation. She just looked at Hugo worriedly.
Hugo clenched his fists tightly, bent over and yelled angrily. At the end of the roar, the voice had completely disappeared, but Hugo still maintained that posture, with his mouth open, roaring silently and venting. With the uncontrollable pain in his heart, his entire back was tightened, like a bow and arrow that would break at any time, and the tightest bowstring was already at stake.
The tears in Charlize’s eyes slipped down instantly, almost uncontrollable. Even though they were wiped off, the teardrops continued to pop up. She was not only worried about Hugo, but also deeply felt the despair in Hugo. , The kind of despair that surpasses anger.
Recalling the happiness of the Franco family just now, recalling how I felt when I saw Lena, recalling that cute little Dave, Charlize knew that the stronger the feeling of happiness, the anger of being betrayed at this time. The stronger it is. Even if she is just a bystander, she can no longer restrain her inner anger, let alone Hugo?
No one can understand Hugo’s inner emotions at this moment, even Adam, even Charlize, even Joseph, there is no way to experience it. Bystanders are always just bystanders, they never know Hugo as a party. The inner turbulence. Just looking at Hugo’s back, the broad and strong shoulders are now fully taut, as if it will explode in the next second, but the precarious explosive power does not make the back look strong, on the contrary it looks extremely fragile, as if With just one touch, you will be crushed to pieces. Charlize only felt a bitterness in her mouth, and the surging bitterness almost made her lose the ability to speak.
Hugo stood in place like this, clenched his fists tightly, and shouted silently. The storm in his mind stopped him from thinking. He just wanted to vent to his heart, venting madly, so that something came from all over his body. The pain has disappeared. Until he lost all his strength, the whole person softened, and slowly fell to sit on the spot, panting heavily, his face full of fatigue, and a blank look.
The Hugo in front of him was like a soulless puppet, lost the traction of the rope, and fell into the dust with a lifeless expression. Charlize wiped away the tears in his eye sockets. Although a layer of water mist quickly emerged, Charlize pretended not to care, and then sat cross-legged beside Hugo, "So, takeaway cart, huh? How did you think of it? The idea? Let me guess, what inspired you during the hike?"
Hugo tugged at the corner of his mouth and sneered, but the smile did not look like a smile at all. Even the curvature of the corner of the mouth did not look angry at all, "Am I such a person with no sense of innovation? Still need to be inspired? Isn’t this a very simple idea? It’s that simple to move the restaurant to the crew."
"Is the restaurant moved to the crew?" Charlize pressed his lips and slightly nodded his chin. "Then this restaurant is really a bit crude." A sentence made Hugo shook his head helplessly, but the corners of his mouth pulled out a narrow arc.
Seeing Hugo fell silent again, Charlize found that she was really out of words at this time. She couldn't say comforting words, even nonsense like "Everything will be okay"; she couldn't say anything; she I can't say constructive opinions, such as "she's a **** bitch." I can't say simple and rude words.
It turns out that many times, the language is so pale, just a silence is enough to crush all languages. "So, do you want to talk?" Charlize did not avoid the question, but simply asked. Charlize knows that Hugo needs to vent at this time, he needs to speak out and hold it in his heart, it will only make the situation worse.
Hugo didn’t answer. His strong shoulders collapsed without any movement. Charlize almost thought that Hugo had stopped breathing. This made Charlize a little flustered. He raised his right hand and tried to place it on Hugo’s shoulder. Tapping twice, but her fingertips reached Hugo's shoulders, but couldn't help but stop, because she was worried that just the strength of her fingers would crush Hugo.
Charlize's fingers were hanging over Hugo's shoulders, trembling slightly, the soreness of her nose made her look very embarrassed. She seems to be more emotional than Hugo, just now Leonardo is too, he almost loses his mind, because they all know that Hugo has gone through too much this year, the last 70 days of travel Hugo slowly recovered, but Lena appeared at such a juncture.
Charlize even wondered if Lena did it on purpose. Of course, she knew this idea was absurd, but as Hugo's friend, she was just worried about Hugo's condition.
"Sally, did you say it was because I did something wrong?" Hugo's voice was a little hoarse, and his tiredness slowly curled up in the gentle voice like the smell of cigarettes, but it made people feel pervasive. .
Charlize's fingertips suddenly curled up, just clenched into fists. She knew what Hugo meant, and Hugo was wondering if he did something wrong in the past, which caused Lena to leave the family. This idea hit Charlize like a meteor.
"Are you kidding me?" Charlize gave Hugo the back of his head fiercely. "You know you have nothing to do with you. This is between Lena and Adam. You shouldn't blame yourself. Body." After speaking, Charlize murmured, "Although I don't think it is Adam's fault."
There was a buzzing pain in the back of his head, which instead made Hugo smile slightly, but Charlize continued to say, “Remember how you told me back then? It’s not anyone’s fault, at least We should not blame ourselves, because we all have someone to guard."
This is what Hugo said when he was comforting Charlize. Jerda personally killed Charlize’s father Charles, and the young Charlize witnessed Charles falling in a pool of blood. The shock was even better than Hugo’s experience. It's even scary. Charlize once thought that it was his fault. It was because of him that Charles had been drinking too much. Charles also blamed all the faults on Jerda and Charlize. That day Jerda was also to protect her, so he and Charles There was a conflict.
Man is such a complex animal. Either he is self-centered and pushes all his faults to others, and he is always right; or he is invisible, as if he thinks that all faults are caused by himself. At the beginning Charlize could hardly get out of it, and was shrouded by the endless nightmare of ignorance, so that she was still unwilling to believe in fairy tales.
Today, Charlize applied Hugo's comforting words to himself.
Hugo pulled out a wry smile, "Speaking is always that simple, and how many people can really do it." That's why it is said that bystanders stand and talk without back pain, only the person involved knows what happened to him.
Lena left Adam and Hugo, and then formed a happy family. No matter what the original reason was, it turned out to be like this. Adam and Hugo did not have the reason and motivation to leave Lena, and the Franco family retained Lena for the rest of their lives. Uncontrollably, Hugo would think like this: Did he do something wrong?
"Hugo, you should think about Adam." Charlize said with a long sigh. It was Jerda who made Charlize persevere at the beginning and made her grow up quickly. She speaks loudly and fluently like a boy. She is mature, sensible and self-sufficient like an older child, because she knows that Jie Erda was the only one to rely on.
The same is true for Hugo.
Adam... Hugo's eyes flashed tenderly, "Do you know? Adam called me yesterday and talked about the current situation of the ranch. You can hear that he is really happy. Old Jack even teased last time. Say, Adam is so old to realize his dream, how could he be unhappy.” At this point, Hugo chuckled twice, but the weight of the corner of his mouth made the laughter disappear quickly, and the corner of his mouth was smoothed again.
Adam is still so stiff and dull, never willing to express the true situation of his heart, this point Hugo seems to be very similar to Adam. Hugo knew that the person who really accompanied him along the way was Adam, and only Adam, but every time the phrase "I love you" came to my lips , he couldn't say it.
"You should be thankful that you lost an irresponsible mother, but gained a father who guarded you wholeheartedly." Charlize was silent for a while and said.
"It's like Jelda?" The arc of Hugo's mouth didn't completely disappear, and he looked at Charlize.
"Well, just like Jerda."
The two of them fell into silence like this. After a long time, Hugo only felt that the blazing flame in his chest finally calmed down, as if he could breathe again. He took a deep breath, and the air was slightly hot. Let the lungs have vitality again. "Let's go, Leo probably has to worry about it."
"It is conceivable that if you weren't worried about you just now, Leo would have rushed to beat the two children." The two walked side by side in the direction of the crew. Charlize joked, making Hugo smile.
"Typical Leo..." Hugo's words finally relaxed a little, but his voice was suddenly cut off. Hugo hurried away from Charlize and hid hurriedly behind a spruce next to him, leaving only a stunned voice. Charlize stood there, full of question marks.
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Charlize looked at Hugo who was standing not far away. She could only see Hugo's back. Just noticing Hugo's departure, Charlize hurriedly chased him. Leonardo was going to chase him, but Taking into account the crew, Leonardo still stayed, trying not to make people aware of Hugo's disappearance.
Hugo's footsteps were so fast that Charlize almost trot all the way and didn't get lost. At this time, she stood still panting, but she didn't have the mind to think about her situation. She just looked at Hugo worriedly.
Hugo clenched his fists tightly, bent over and yelled angrily. At the end of the roar, the voice had completely disappeared, but Hugo still maintained that posture, with his mouth open, roaring silently and venting. With the uncontrollable pain in his heart, his entire back was tightened, like a bow and arrow that would break at any time, and the tightest bowstring was already at stake.
The tears in Charlize’s eyes slipped down instantly, almost uncontrollable. Even though they were wiped off, the teardrops continued to pop up. She was not only worried about Hugo, but also deeply felt the despair in Hugo. , The kind of despair that surpasses anger.
Recalling the happiness of the Franco family just now, recalling how I felt when I saw Lena, recalling that cute little Dave, Charlize knew that the stronger the feeling of happiness, the anger of being betrayed at this time. The stronger it is. Even if she is just a bystander, she can no longer restrain her inner anger, let alone Hugo?
No one can understand Hugo’s inner emotions at this moment, even Adam, even Charlize, even Joseph, there is no way to experience it. Bystanders are always just bystanders, they never know Hugo as a party. The inner turbulence. Just looking at Hugo’s back, the broad and strong shoulders are now fully taut, as if it will explode in the next second, but the precarious explosive power does not make the back look strong, on the contrary it looks extremely fragile, as if With just one touch, you will be crushed to pieces. Charlize only felt a bitterness in her mouth, and the surging bitterness almost made her lose the ability to speak.
Hugo stood in place like this, clenched his fists tightly, and shouted silently. The storm in his mind stopped him from thinking. He just wanted to vent to his heart, venting madly, so that something came from all over his body. The pain has disappeared. Until he lost all his strength, the whole person softened, and slowly fell to sit on the spot, panting heavily, his face full of fatigue, and a blank look.
The Hugo in front of him was like a soulless puppet, lost the traction of the rope, and fell into the dust with a lifeless expression. Charlize wiped away the tears in his eye sockets. Although a layer of water mist quickly emerged, Charlize pretended not to care, and then sat cross-legged beside Hugo, "So, takeaway cart, huh? How did you think of it? The idea? Let me guess, what inspired you during the hike?"
Hugo tugged at the corner of his mouth and sneered, but the smile did not look like a smile at all. Even the curvature of the corner of the mouth did not look angry at all, "Am I such a person with no sense of innovation? Still need to be inspired? Isn’t this a very simple idea? It’s that simple to move the restaurant to the crew."
"Is the restaurant moved to the crew?" Charlize pressed his lips and slightly nodded his chin. "Then this restaurant is really a bit crude." A sentence made Hugo shook his head helplessly, but the corners of his mouth pulled out a narrow arc.
Seeing Hugo fell silent again, Charlize found that she was really out of words at this time. She couldn't say comforting words, even nonsense like "Everything will be okay"; she couldn't say anything; she I can't say constructive opinions, such as "she's a **** bitch." I can't say simple and rude words.
It turns out that many times, the language is so pale, just a silence is enough to crush all languages. "So, do you want to talk?" Charlize did not avoid the question, but simply asked. Charlize knows that Hugo needs to vent at this time, he needs to speak out and hold it in his heart, it will only make the situation worse.
Hugo didn’t answer. His strong shoulders collapsed without any movement. Charlize almost thought that Hugo had stopped breathing. This made Charlize a little flustered. He raised his right hand and tried to place it on Hugo’s shoulder. Tapping twice, but her fingertips reached Hugo's shoulders, but couldn't help but stop, because she was worried that just the strength of her fingers would crush Hugo.
Charlize's fingers were hanging over Hugo's shoulders, trembling slightly, the soreness of her nose made her look very embarrassed. She seems to be more emotional than Hugo, just now Leonardo is too, he almost loses his mind, because they all know that Hugo has gone through too much this year, the last 70 days of travel Hugo slowly recovered, but Lena appeared at such a juncture.
Charlize even wondered if Lena did it on purpose. Of course, she knew this idea was absurd, but as Hugo's friend, she was just worried about Hugo's condition.
"Sally, did you say it was because I did something wrong?" Hugo's voice was a little hoarse, and his tiredness slowly curled up in the gentle voice like the smell of cigarettes, but it made people feel pervasive. .
Charlize's fingertips suddenly curled up, just clenched into fists. She knew what Hugo meant, and Hugo was wondering if he did something wrong in the past, which caused Lena to leave the family. This idea hit Charlize like a meteor.
"Are you kidding me?" Charlize gave Hugo the back of his head fiercely. "You know you have nothing to do with you. This is between Lena and Adam. You shouldn't blame yourself. Body." After speaking, Charlize murmured, "Although I don't think it is Adam's fault."
There was a buzzing pain in the back of his head, which instead made Hugo smile slightly, but Charlize continued to say, “Remember how you told me back then? It’s not anyone’s fault, at least We should not blame ourselves, because we all have someone to guard."
This is what Hugo said when he was comforting Charlize. Jerda personally killed Charlize’s father Charles, and the young Charlize witnessed Charles falling in a pool of blood. The shock was even better than Hugo’s experience. It's even scary. Charlize once thought that it was his fault. It was because of him that Charles had been drinking too much. Charles also blamed all the faults on Jerda and Charlize. That day Jerda was also to protect her, so he and Charles There was a conflict.
Man is such a complex animal. Either he is self-centered and pushes all his faults to others, and he is always right; or he is invisible, as if he thinks that all faults are caused by himself. At the beginning Charlize could hardly get out of it, and was shrouded by the endless nightmare of ignorance, so that she was still unwilling to believe in fairy tales.
Today, Charlize applied Hugo's comforting words to himself.
Hugo pulled out a wry smile, "Speaking is always that simple, and how many people can really do it." That's why it is said that bystanders stand and talk without back pain, only the person involved knows what happened to him.
Lena left Adam and Hugo, and then formed a happy family. No matter what the original reason was, it turned out to be like this. Adam and Hugo did not have the reason and motivation to leave Lena, and the Franco family retained Lena for the rest of their lives. Uncontrollably, Hugo would think like this: Did he do something wrong?
"Hugo, you should think about Adam." Charlize said with a long sigh. It was Jerda who made Charlize persevere at the beginning and made her grow up quickly. She speaks loudly and fluently like a boy. She is mature, sensible and self-sufficient like an older child, because she knows that Jie Erda was the only one to rely on.
The same is true for Hugo.
Adam... Hugo's eyes flashed tenderly, "Do you know? Adam called me yesterday and talked about the current situation of the ranch. You can hear that he is really happy. Old Jack even teased last time. Say, Adam is so old to realize his dream, how could he be unhappy.” At this point, Hugo chuckled twice, but the weight of the corner of his mouth made the laughter disappear quickly, and the corner of his mouth was smoothed again.
Adam is still so stiff and dull, never willing to express the true situation of his heart, this point Hugo seems to be very similar to Adam. Hugo knew that the person who really accompanied him along the way was Adam, and only Adam, but every time the phrase "I love you" came to my lips , he couldn't say it.
"You should be thankful that you lost an irresponsible mother, but gained a father who guarded you wholeheartedly." Charlize was silent for a while and said.
"It's like Jelda?" The arc of Hugo's mouth didn't completely disappear, and he looked at Charlize.
"Well, just like Jerda."
The two of them fell into silence like this. After a long time, Hugo only felt that the blazing flame in his chest finally calmed down, as if he could breathe again. He took a deep breath, and the air was slightly hot. Let the lungs have vitality again. "Let's go, Leo probably has to worry about it."
"It is conceivable that if you weren't worried about you just now, Leo would have rushed to beat the two children." The two walked side by side in the direction of the crew. Charlize joked, making Hugo smile.
"Typical Leo..." Hugo's words finally relaxed a little, but his voice was suddenly cut off. Hugo hurried away from Charlize and hid hurriedly behind a spruce next to him, leaving only a stunned voice. Charlize stood there, full of question marks.
Charlize looked at Hugo who was standing not far away. She could only see Hugo's back. Just noticing Hugo's departure, Charlize hurriedly chased him. Leonardo was going to chase him, but Taking into account the crew, Leonardo still stayed, trying not to make people aware of Hugo's disappearance.Hugo's footsteps were so fast that Charlize almost trot all the way and didn't get lost. At this time, she stood still panting, but she didn't have the mind to think about her situation. She just looked at Hugo worriedly.Hugo clenched his fists tightly, bent over and yelled angrily. At the end of the roar, the voice had completely disappeared, but Hugo still maintained that posture, with his mouth open, roaring silently and venting. With the uncontrollable pain in his heart, his entire back was tightened, like a bow and arrow that would break at any time, and the tightest bowstring was already at stake.The tears in Charlize's eyes slipped down instantly, almost uncontrollable. Even though they were wiped off, the teardrops continued to pop up. She was not only worried about Hugo, but also deeply felt the despair in Hugo. , The kind of despair that surpasses anger.Recalling the happiness of the Franco family just now, recalling how I felt when I saw Lena, recalling that cute little Dave, Charlize knew that the stronger the feeling of happiness, the anger of being betrayed at this time. The stronger it is. Even if she is just a bystander, she can no longer restrain her inner anger, let alone Hugo?No one can understand Hugo's inner emotions at this moment, even Adam, even Charlize, even Joseph, there is no way to experience it. Bystanders are always just bystanders, they never know Hugo as a party. The inner turbulence. Just looking at Hugo's back, the broad and strong shoulders are now fully taut, as if it will explode in the next second, but the precarious explosive power does not make the back look strong, on the contrary it looks extremely fragile, as if With just one touch, you will be crushed to pieces. Charlize only felt a bitterness in her mouth, and the surging bitterness almost made her lose the ability to speak.Hugo stood in place like this, clenched his fists tightly, and shouted silently. The storm in his mind stopped him from thinking. He just wanted to vent to his heart, venting madly, so that something came from all over his body. The pain has disappeared. Until he lost all his strength, the whole person softened, and slowly fell to sit on the spot, panting heavily, his face full of fatigue, and a blank look.The Hugo in front of him was like a soulless puppet, lost the traction of the rope, and fell into the dust with a lifeless expression. Charlize wiped away the tears in his eye sockets. Although a layer of water mist quickly emerged, Charlize pretended not to care, and then sat cross-legged beside Hugo, "So, takeaway cart, huh? How did you think of it? The idea? Let me guess, what inspired you during the hike?"Hugo tugged at the corner of his mouth and sneered, but the smile did not look like a smile at all. Even the curvature of the corner of the mouth did not look angry at all, "Am I such a person with no sense of innovation? Still need to be inspired? Isn't this a very simple idea? It's that simple to move the restaurant to the crew.""Is the restaurant moved to the crew?" Charlize pressed his lips and slightly nodded his chin. "Then this restaurant is really a bit crude." A sentence made Hugo shook his head helplessly, but the corners of his mouth pulled out a narrow arc.Seeing Hugo fell silent again, Charlize found that she was really out of words at this time. She couldn't say comforting words, even nonsense like "Everything will be okay"; she couldn't say anything; she I can't say constructive opinions, such as "she's a **** bitch." I can't say simple and rude words.It turns out that many times, the language is so pale, just a silence is enough to crush all languages. "So, do you want to talk?" Charlize did not avoid the question, but simply asked. Charlize knows that Hugo needs to vent at this time, he needs to speak out and hold it in his heart, it will only make the situation worse.Hugo didn't answer. His strong shoulders collapsed without any movement. Charlize almost thought that Hugo had stopped breathing. This made Charlize a little flustered. He raised his right hand and tried to place it on Hugo's shoulder. Tapping twice, but her fingertips reached Hugo's shoulders, but couldn't help but stop, because she was worried that just the strength of her fingers would crush Hugo.Charlize's fingers were hanging over Hugo's shoulders, trembling slightly, the soreness of her nose made her look very embarrassed. She seems to be more emotional than Hugo, just now Leonardo is too, he almost loses his mind, because they all know that Hugo has gone through too much this year, the last 70 days of travel Hugo slowly recovered, but Lena appeared at such a juncture.Charlize even wondered if Lena did it on purpose. Of course, she knew this idea was absurd, but as Hugo's friend, she was just worried about Hugo's condition."Sally, did you say it was because I did something wrong?" Hugo's voice was a little hoarse, and his tiredness slowly curled up in the gentle voice like the smell of cigarettes, but it made people feel pervasive. .Charlize's fingertips suddenly curled up, just clenched into fists. She knew what Hugo meant, and Hugo was wondering if he did something wrong in the past, which caused Lena to leave the family. This idea hit Charlize like a meteor."Are you kidding me?" Charlize gave Hugo the back of his head fiercely. "You know you have nothing to do with you. This is between Lena and Adam. You shouldn't blame yourself. Body." After speaking, Charlize murmured, "Although I don't think it is Adam's fault."There was a buzzing pain in the back of his head, which instead made Hugo smile slightly, but Charlize continued to say, Remember how you told me back then? It's not anyone's fault, at least We should not blame ourselves, because we all have someone to guard."This is what Hugo said when he was comforting Charlize. Jerda personally killed Charlize's father Charles, and the young Charlize witnessed Charles falling in a pool of blood. The shock was even better than Hugo's experience. It's even scary. Charlize once thought that it was his fault. It was because of him that Charles had been drinking too much. Charles also blamed all the faults on Jerda and Charlize. That day Jerda was also to protect her, so he and Charles There was a conflict.Man is such a complex animal. Either he is self-centered and pushes all his faults to others, and he is always right; or he is invisible, as if he thinks that all faults are caused by himself. At the beginning Charlize could hardly get out of it, and was shrouded by the endless nightmare of ignorance, so that she was still unwilling to believe in fairy tales.Today, Charlize applied Hugo's comforting words to himself.Hugo pulled out a wry smile, "Speaking is always that simple, and how many people can really do it." That's why it is said that bystanders stand and talk without back pain, only the person involved knows what happened to him.Lena left Adam and Hugo, and then formed a happy family. No matter what the original reason was, it turned out to be like this. Adam and Hugo did not have the reason and motivation to leave Lena, and the Franco family retained Lena for the rest of their lives. Uncontrollably, Hugo would think like this: Did he do something wrong?"Hugo, you should think about Adam." Charlize said with a long sigh. It was Jerda who made Charlize persevere at the beginning and made her grow up quickly. She speaks loudly and fluently like a boy. She is mature, sensible and self-sufficient like an older child, because she knows that Jie Erda was the only one to rely on.The same is true for Hugo.Adam... Hugo's eyes flashed tenderly, "Do you know? Adam called me yesterday and talked about the current situation of the ranch. You can hear that he is really happy. Old Jack even teased last time. Say, Adam is so old to realize his dream, how could he be unhappy. At this point, Hugo chuckled twice, but the weight of the corner of his mouth made the laughter disappear quickly, and the corner of his mouth was smoothed again.Adam is still so stiff and dull, never willing to express the true situation of his heart, this point Hugo seems to be very similar to Adam. Hugo knew that the person who really accompanied him along the way was Adam, and only Adam, but every time the phrase "I love you" came to my lips , he couldn't say it."You should be thankful that you lost an irresponsible mother, but gained a father who guarded you wholeheartedly." Charlize was silent for a while and said."It's like Jelda?" The arc of Hugo's mouth didn't completely disappear, and he looked at Charlize."Well, just like Jerda."The two of them fell into silence like this. After a long time, Hugo only felt that the blazing flame in his chest finally calmed down, as if he could breathe again. He took a deep breath, and the air was slightly hot. Let the lungs have vitality again. "Let's go, Leo probably has to worry about it.""It is conceivable that if you weren't worried about you just now, Leo would have rushed to beat the two children." The two walked side by side in the direction of the crew. Charlize joked, making Hugo smile."Typical Leo..." Hugo's words finally relaxed a little, but his voice was suddenly cut off. Hugo hurried away from Charlize and hid hurriedly behind a spruce next to him, leaving only a stunned voice. Charlize stood there, full of question marks.
