Chapter 1953: Depressive journey
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As the car drove fast on the highway, the suffocating continuous seascape gradually disappeared from sight. The dense forest and damp swamp began to cover the colors in the pupils, becoming deeper and more muddy, exhilarating. The mood slowly settled down, and even the uneasy restlessness gradually dissipated, leaving only a heavier and heavier confusion, bit by bit dragging the soul into the endless darkness.
Charlize couldn't help but gently leaned his head on the back of the chair and rolled down the window. The oncoming wind blew her eyes so that she couldn't open her eyes, and even her breathing was not smooth. So Charlize simply closed her eyes, lifted her chin slightly, and let the squally wind raging even more, as if the whole person disappeared in the wind, which gave her a fragmentary, short-term relief, and her tight shoulders were slightly loosened. A little bit.
Hugo looked at Charlize sitting in the passenger seat from the rearview mirror. The gloom between the eyebrows was like mist lingering on the top of the mountain. This made Hugo let out a sigh of relief, although he had expected such a scene a long time ago-because it was the same when he went to the Angola prison to film "Death Row", but at this time he saw Charlize's weight. He is still a little worried.
In the past three weeks, Charlize has exchanged six or seven letters with Irene, and things have progressed far more smoothly than expected. Irene quickly agreed to Charlize's request to meet. In Irene’s words, it’s “I’m free now, death is the only thing I ask for, and I don’t want to walk into the grave with lies. So. I have nothing to hide”.
The prison also quickly gave Hugo convenience-this is also an aspect of Hugo's huge influence today, the review process is much faster than others, and the application for Hugo and Charlize's visit was passed soon after.
then. Hugo and Charlize drove to Florida and made a special trip to visit Irene.
Today is the third meeting between Charlize and Irene. Charlize’s mood is also declining bit by bit. From the very beginning of excitement, anticipation, and excitement, the aura around the whole person is slowly suppressed, and the prison is It was like a dementor who swallowed happiness, eating away all the surrounding sunlight. Corroding the soul step by step, making people escape into the darkness completely.
Hugo has experienced such a situation. Moreover, he was lost in the endless cold and gloom, and the dark world made his struggling useless, and he even began to give up the struggle in the end, allowing his soul to become smaller and smaller.
That feeling is not just scary or fearful. More is a kind of struggle, a kind of suffering. To make matters worse, he couldn't even call for help, as if he was screaming with all his strength. The heart-piercing shouts had caused the lungs to cough up blood, but still no one could hear, only his own voice kept in his mind. Reverberating. This is the fatal blow that really makes people feel tired-so tired that they want to give up.
Now, Charlize is also going through this process. Hugo was watching Charlize sliding into the abyss step by step with his own eyes, but he couldn't reach out and grab Charlize. Because he knows. This is a process of Charlize's self-exploration and self-challenge. He cannot and cannot destroy this opportunity, otherwise all previous Charlize's efforts will be wasted.
Thought of this. Hugo's mood became heavier involuntarily. The unspeakable depression made him a little nauseous. The feeling of vomiting was boiling in his chest, and the dry air was full of corruption, which was even more unbearable. Hugo knew that the prison was just ahead.
Looking at the prison bit by bit, the ordinary face was revealed in front of his eyes. Hugo skillfully took out the pass and greeted the security guard at the door. The brakes were released, and the car slowly entered the defensive prison.
Hugo drove the car into the parking lot. Charlize, who had been keeping his eyes closed, suddenly opened the door. This shocked Hugo. He hurriedly stepped on an emergency brake and saw that Charlize was not at all. When the car stopped, I got out of the car quickly, then turned around and walked quickly towards the intersection.
Hugo hurriedly pulled the handbrake up, and even before turning off the engine, he hurriedly got out of the car and shouted, "Hey, what are you doing in such a hurry? Wait for me."
Charlize didn't turn his head back, and shouted impatiently, "Leave me alone." Then he strode forward, the thin sunlight seemed to weigh a thousand catties, fiercely. The ground pressed against that weak shoulder, causing Charlize to stagger his steps. The indistinct back was looming in the bright light, and seemed to be shattered by the sun at any time, completely dissipating in the dazzling halo in front of him. , And then turned into a plume of green smoke and disappeared.
Hugo stood beside the car door like this, looking at Charlize's almost deserted figure, his heart still fell uncontrollably heavy. Even though he has experienced it himself, he still has no way to control his inner worries, fearing that Charlize will be completely defeated in the next moment, as if a high-rise building is falling apart without warning. Once it happens, it will be overwhelming. The deteriorating crisis that prevented Hugo frightened.
In the three weeks before coming to prison, Charlize's state has been in good and bad conditions, the Supreme Arrow God. Hugo has been reading the script with Charlize. Most of the time, the two of them read the script aloud as rival actors. Occasionally, Hugo will also play the role of Irene Enos, helping Charlize to understand the whole story. Cut into the story from a different perspective.
Charlize gradually entered the world of Irene Enos, and at the same time gradually lost in that chaotic world. It's not just Charlize, Hugo, too.
Irene’s world is always gloomy. It is a world without light, abandoned by her parents, grandparents, and abandoned by men. Even the only biological brother who was willing to hold hands with her was early because of throat cancer. Pass away. An unbearable childhood, an unbearable teenager, and an unbearable present. In the process of growing up, she has never gained love and trust, just like moss that grows silently in the dark, living shamelessly in a corner of this world where no one notices. Even as a prostitute. Girl, Irene's market is not good, men just treat her as a cheap bitch. The child satisfies his desires. Hope-she is only worth twenty dollars.
Even she herself hates herself.
In that dark world, she finally met someone she wanted to protect and someone she was willing to give love and trust. For the first time, she really aroused her passion for life, so she tried her best to go. Grasping the straw, trying to protect the faint light with all my strength, praying for this light not to go out. Because of desire, fear, and eagerness, she was like a moth into the fire, chasing the light of love at the expense of burning her own life, and became a **** and cruel serial killer.
But the most ironic thing is that the light that she was willing to give up her life to protect, finally left her, leaving only her broken soul.
In the eyes of many people, Irene is dirty, disgusting, cold-blooded, ugly, terrible, brutal, not worth mentioning...like a moss in a corner, The ugly scars in nature have no need for existence. People see Irene as a beast, a monster, and a devil.
But in fact, she was just a lone traveler with desperate thoughts, trying to find someone to accompany her in this cruel and **** world, nothing more. This is a story that became terrible because it was too real, and sad because it was too real.
What is really scary is that it is a serial killer like Irene, or a society that created a terrible evil like Irene? Maybe both. "She is unprofessional, but terrible." Hugo still remembers such an irrelevant sentence in the Discovery Channel documentary about Irene Enos, but it is the most direct proof of Irene's inner darkness and decay.
Irene is a heinous crime. This is an undoubted conclusion. She brutally strangled seven men; but Irene was also pitiful and pathetic. She struggled to pursue the love and trust of her life, but in the end she still lost everything. Lost the ability to cry.
In fact, this is somewhat similar to "Death Row". Should the murderer be forgiven? Can the murderer be redeemed? Can the death penalty really liberate the heart? When we simply and rudely equate a murderer with a monster, when we deceive ourselves and use "Society is really bad but crime is still a personal choice, it is unforgivable" to numb ourselves. At that time, do we dare to look back and reflect on ourselves: Does the indifference of society have its own "credit"?
Charlize was suffering, and Hugo was suffering too. They watched the Irene Enos documentary filmed by Discovery Channel more than a dozen times before and after. Leonardo watched them with them at first, but after five times, he couldn’t stand it anymore, and his inner suffering almost made Leon. Nardo collapsed.
This also made Leonardo truly realize that the road to acting is very long, and he has only just begun. The effect of "Titanic" is only temporary. He can be as drunk as before, but he is also Like Hugo, he can continue to make strides on the road of acting.
Unintentionally, this instead untied Leonardo's heart knot. Later, when the script of "Female. Devil" was read aloud, Leonardo also joined in.
While in Lanches, although Charlize was tortured, he could still control it, but after coming to the prison and talking face-to-face with Irene, Charlize's situation went from bad to worse, and it is now so serious that "Charlize" is in the middle of a point one by one. The point disappears. Hugo knew this was a good thing-because Charlize really began to blend in Irene's world, but he couldn't take it as a good thing, and his inner worries became heavier and heavier. (To be continued)
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As the car drove fast on the highway, the suffocating continuous seascape gradually disappeared from sight. The dense forest and damp swamp began to cover the colors in the pupils, becoming deeper and more muddy, exhilarating. The mood slowly settled down, and even the uneasy restlessness gradually dissipated, leaving only a heavier and heavier confusion, bit by bit dragging the soul into the endless darkness.
Charlize couldn't help but gently leaned his head on the back of the chair and rolled down the window. The oncoming wind blew her eyes so that she couldn't open her eyes, and even her breathing was not smooth. So Charlize simply closed her eyes, lifted her chin slightly, and let the squally wind raging even more, as if the whole person disappeared in the wind, which gave her a fragmentary, short-term relief, and her tight shoulders were slightly loosened. A little bit.
Hugo looked at Charlize sitting in the passenger seat from the rearview mirror. The gloom between the eyebrows was like mist lingering on the top of the mountain. This made Hugo let out a sigh of relief, although he had expected such a scene a long time ago-because it was the same when he went to the Angola prison to film "Death Row", but at this time he saw Charlize's weight. He is still a little worried.
In the past three weeks, Charlize has exchanged six or seven letters with Irene, and things have progressed far more smoothly than expected. Irene quickly agreed to Charlize's request to meet. In Irene’s words, it’s “I’m free now, death is the only thing I ask for, and I don’t want to walk into the grave with lies. So. I have nothing to hide”.
The prison also quickly gave Hugo convenience-this is also an aspect of Hugo's huge influence today, the review process is much faster than others, and the application for Hugo and Charlize's visit was passed soon after.
then. Hugo and Charlize drove to Florida and made a special trip to visit Irene.
Today is the third meeting between Charlize and Irene. Charlize’s mood is also declining bit by bit. From the very beginning of excitement, anticipation, and excitement, the aura around the whole person is slowly suppressed, and the prison is It was like a dementor who swallowed happiness, eating away all the surrounding sunlight. Corroding the soul step by step, making people escape into the darkness completely.
Hugo has experienced such a situation. Moreover, he was lost in the endless cold and gloom, and the dark world made his struggling useless, and he even began to give up the struggle in the end, allowing his soul to become smaller and smaller.
That feeling is not just scary or fearful. More is a kind of struggle, a kind of suffering. To make matters worse, he couldn't even call for help, as if he was screaming with all his strength. The heart-piercing shouts had caused the lungs to cough up blood, but still no one could hear, only his own voice kept in his mind. Reverberating. This is the fatal blow that really makes people feel tired-so tired that they want to give up.
Now, Charlize is also going through this process. Hugo was watching Charlize sliding into the abyss step by step with his own eyes, but he couldn't reach out and grab Charlize. Because he knows. This is a process of Charlize's self-exploration and self-challenge. He cannot and cannot destroy this opportunity, otherwise all previous Charlize's efforts will be wasted.
Thought of this. Hugo's mood became heavier involuntarily. The unspeakable depression made him a little nauseous. The feeling of vomiting was boiling in his chest, and the dry air was full of corruption, which was even more unbearable. Hugo knew that the prison was just ahead.
Looking at the prison bit by bit, the ordinary face was revealed in front of his eyes. Hugo skillfully took out the pass and greeted the security guard at the door. The brakes were released, and the car slowly entered the defensive prison.
Hugo drove the car into the parking lot. Charlize, who had been keeping his eyes closed, suddenly opened the door. This shocked Hugo. He hurriedly stepped on an emergency brake and saw that Charlize was not at all. When the car stopped, I got out of the car quickly, then turned around and walked quickly towards the intersection.
Hugo hurriedly pulled the handbrake up, and even before turning off the engine, he hurriedly got out of the car and shouted, "Hey, what are you doing in such a hurry? Wait for me."
Charlize didn't turn his head back, and shouted impatiently, "Leave me alone." Then he strode forward, the thin sunlight seemed to weigh a thousand catties, fiercely. The ground pressed against that weak shoulder, causing Charlize to stagger his steps. The indistinct back was looming in the bright light, and seemed to be shattered by the sun at any time, completely dissipating in the dazzling halo in front of him. , And then turned into a plume of green smoke and disappeared.
Hugo stood beside the car door like this, looking at Charlize's almost deserted figure, his heart still fell uncontrollably heavy. Even though he has experienced it himself, he still has no way to control his inner worries, fearing that Charlize will be completely defeated in the next moment, as if a high-rise building is falling apart without warning. Once it happens, it will be overwhelming. The deteriorating crisis that prevented Hugo frightened.
In the three weeks before coming to prison, Charlize's state has been in good and bad conditions, the Supreme Arrow God. Hugo has been reading the script with Charlize. Most of the time, the two of them read the script aloud as rival actors. Occasionally, Hugo will also play the role of Irene Enos, helping Charlize to understand the whole story. Cut into the story from a different perspective.
Charlize gradually entered the world of Irene Enos, and at the same time gradually lost in that chaotic world. It's not just Charlize, Hugo, too.
Irene’s world is always gloomy. It is a world without light, abandoned by her parents, grandparents, and abandoned by men. Even the only biological brother who was willing to hold hands with her was early because of throat cancer. Pass away. An unbearable childhood, an unbearable teenager, and an unbearable present. In the process of growing up, she has never gained love and trust, just like moss that grows silently in the dark, living shamelessly in a corner of this world where no one notices. Even as a prostitute. Girl, Irene's market is not good, men just treat her as a cheap bitch. The child satisfies his desires. Hope-she is only worth twenty dollars.
Even she herself hates herself.
In that dark world, she finally met someone she wanted to protect and someone she was willing to give love and trust. For the first time, she really aroused her passion for life, so she tried her best to go. Grasping the straw, trying to protect the faint light with all my strength, praying for this light not to go out. Because of desire, fear, and eagerness, she was like a moth into the fire, chasing the light of love at the expense of burning her own life, and became a **** and cruel serial killer.
But the most ironic thing is that the light that she was willing to give up her life to protect, finally left her, leaving only her broken soul.
In the eyes of many people, Irene is dirty, disgusting, cold-blooded, ugly, terrible, brutal, not worth mentioning...like a moss in a corner, The ugly scars in nature have no need for existence. People see Irene as a beast, a monster, and a devil.
But in fact, she was just a lone traveler with desperate thoughts, trying to find someone to accompany her in this cruel and **** world, nothing more. This is a story that became terrible because it was too real, and sad because it was too real.
What is really scary is that it is a serial killer like Irene, or a society that created a terrible evil like Irene? Maybe both. "She is unprofessional, but terrible." Hugo still remembers such an irrelevant sentence in the Discovery Channel documentary about Irene Enos, but it is the most direct proof of Irene's inner darkness and decay.
Irene is a heinous crime. This is an undoubted conclusion. She brutally strangled seven men; but Irene was also pitiful and pathetic. She struggled to pursue the love and trust of her life, but in the end she still lost everything. Lost the ability to cry.
In fact, this is somewhat similar to "Death Row". Should the murderer be forgiven? Can the murderer be redeemed? Can the death penalty really liberate the heart? When we simply and rudely equate a murderer with a monster, when we deceive ourselves and use "Society is really bad but crime is still a personal choice, it is unforgivable" to numb ourselves. At that time, do we dare to look back and reflect on ourselves: Does the indifference of society have its own "credit"?
Charlize was suffering, and Hugo was suffering too. They watched the Irene Enos documentary filmed by Discovery Channel more than a dozen times before and after. Leonardo watched them with them at first, but after five times, he couldn’t stand it anymore, and his inner suffering almost made Leon. Nardo collapsed.
This also made Leonardo truly realize that the road to acting is very long, and he has only just begun. The effect of "Titanic" is only temporary. He can be as drunk as before, but he is also Like Hugo, he can continue to make strides on the road of acting.
Unintentionally, this instead untied Leonardo's heart knot. Later, when the script of "Female. Devil" was read aloud, Leonardo also joined in.
While in Lanches, although Charlize was tortured, he could still control it, but after coming to the prison and talking face-to-face with Irene, Charlize's situation went from bad to worse, and it is now so serious that "Charlize" is in the middle of a point one by one. The point disappears. Hugo knew this was a good thing-because Charlize really began to blend in Irene's world, but he couldn't take it as a good thing, and his inner worries became heavier and heavier. (To be continued)
As the car drove fast on the highway, the suffocating continuous seascape gradually disappeared from sight. The dense forest and damp swamp began to cover the colors in the pupils, becoming deeper and more muddy, exhilarating. The mood slowly settled down, and even the uneasy restlessness gradually dissipated, leaving only a heavier and heavier confusion, bit by bit dragging the soul into the endless darkness.Charlize couldn't help but gently leaned his head on the back of the chair and rolled down the window. The oncoming wind blew her eyes so that she couldn't open her eyes, and even her breathing was not smooth. So Charlize simply closed her eyes, lifted her chin slightly, and let the squally wind raging even more, as if the whole person disappeared in the wind, which gave her a fragmentary, short-term relief, and her tight shoulders were slightly loosened. A little bit.Hugo looked at Charlize sitting in the passenger seat from the rearview mirror. The gloom between the eyebrows was like mist lingering on the top of the mountain. This made Hugo let out a sigh of relief, although he had expected such a scene a long time ago-because it was the same when he went to the Angola prison to film "Death Row", but at this time he saw Charlize's weight. He is still a little worried.In the past three weeks, Charlize has exchanged six or seven letters with Irene, and things have progressed far more smoothly than expected. Irene quickly agreed to Charlize's request to meet. In Irene's words, it's I'm free now, death is the only thing I ask for, and I don't want to walk into the grave with lies. So. I have nothing to hide.The prison also quickly gave Hugo convenience-this is also an aspect of Hugo's huge influence today, the review process is much faster than others, and the application for Hugo and Charlize's visit was passed soon after.then. Hugo and Charlize drove to Florida and made a special trip to visit Irene.Today is the third meeting between Charlize and Irene. Charlize's mood is also declining bit by bit. From the very beginning of excitement, anticipation, and excitement, the aura around the whole person is slowly suppressed, and the prison is It was like a dementor who swallowed happiness, eating away all the surrounding sunlight. Corroding the soul step by step, making people escape into the darkness completely.Hugo has experienced such a situation. Moreover, he was lost in the endless cold and gloom, and the dark world made his struggling useless, and he even began to give up the struggle in the end, allowing his soul to become smaller and smaller.That feeling is not just scary or fearful. More is a kind of struggle, a kind of suffering. To make matters worse, he couldn't even call for help, as if he was screaming with all his strength. The heart-piercing shouts had caused the lungs to cough up blood, but still no one could hear, only his own voice kept in his mind. Reverberating. This is the fatal blow that really makes people feel tired-so tired that they want to give up.Now, Charlize is also going through this process. Hugo was watching Charlize sliding into the abyss step by step with his own eyes, but he couldn't reach out and grab Charlize. Because he knows. This is a process of Charlize's self-exploration and self-challenge. He cannot and cannot destroy this opportunity, otherwise all previous Charlize's efforts will be wasted.Thought of this. Hugo's mood became heavier involuntarily. The unspeakable depression made him a little nauseous. The feeling of vomiting was boiling in his chest, and the dry air was full of corruption, which was even more unbearable. Hugo knew that the prison was just ahead.Looking at the prison bit by bit, the ordinary face was revealed in front of his eyes. Hugo skillfully took out the pass and greeted the security guard at the door. The brakes were released, and the car slowly entered the defensive prison.Hugo drove the car into the parking lot. Charlize, who had been keeping his eyes closed, suddenly opened the door. This shocked Hugo. He hurriedly stepped on an emergency brake and saw that Charlize was not at all. When the car stopped, I got out of the car quickly, then turned around and walked quickly towards the intersection.Hugo hurriedly pulled the handbrake up, and even before turning off the engine, he hurriedly got out of the car and shouted, "Hey, what are you doing in such a hurry? Wait for me."Charlize didn't turn his head back, and shouted impatiently, "Leave me alone." Then he strode forward, the thin sunlight seemed to weigh a thousand catties, fiercely. The ground pressed against that weak shoulder, causing Charlize to stagger his steps. The indistinct back was looming in the bright light, and seemed to be shattered by the sun at any time, completely dissipating in the dazzling halo in front of him. , And then turned into a plume of green smoke and disappeared.Hugo stood beside the car door like this, looking at Charlize's almost deserted figure, his heart still fell uncontrollably heavy. Even though he has experienced it himself, he still has no way to control his inner worries, fearing that Charlize will be completely defeated in the next moment, as if a high-rise building is falling apart without warning. Once it happens, it will be overwhelming. The deteriorating crisis that prevented Hugo frightened.In the three weeks before coming to prison, Charlize's state has been in good and bad conditions, the Supreme Arrow God. Hugo has been reading the script with Charlize. Most of the time, the two of them read the script aloud as rival actors. Occasionally, Hugo will also play the role of Irene Enos, helping Charlize to understand the whole story. Cut into the story from a different perspective.Charlize gradually entered the world of Irene Enos, and at the same time gradually lost in that chaotic world. It's not just Charlize, Hugo, too.Irene's world is always gloomy. It is a world without light, abandoned by her parents, grandparents, and abandoned by men. Even the only biological brother who was willing to hold hands with her was early because of throat cancer. Pass away. An unbearable childhood, an unbearable teenager, and an unbearable present. In the process of growing up, she has never gained love and trust, just like moss that grows silently in the dark, living shamelessly in a corner of this world where no one notices. Even as a prostitute. Girl, Irene's market is not good, men just treat her as a cheap bitch. The child satisfies his desires. Hope-she is only worth twenty dollars.Even she herself hates herself.In that dark world, she finally met someone she wanted to protect and someone she was willing to give love and trust. For the first time, she really aroused her passion for life, so she tried her best to go. Grasping the straw, trying to protect the faint light with all my strength, praying for this light not to go out. Because of desire, fear, and eagerness, she was like a moth into the fire, chasing the light of love at the expense of burning her own life, and became a **** and cruel serial killer.But the most ironic thing is that the light that she was willing to give up her life to protect, finally left her, leaving only her broken soul.In the eyes of many people, Irene is dirty, disgusting, cold-blooded, ugly, terrible, brutal, not worth mentioning...like a moss in a corner, The ugly scars in nature have no need for existence. People see Irene as a beast, a monster, and a devil.But in fact, she was just a lone traveler with desperate thoughts, trying to find someone to accompany her in this cruel and **** world, nothing more. This is a story that became terrible because it was too real, and sad because it was too real.What is really scary is that it is a serial killer like Irene, or a society that created a terrible evil like Irene? Maybe both. "She is unprofessional, but terrible." Hugo still remembers such an irrelevant sentence in the Discovery Channel documentary about Irene Enos, but it is the most direct proof of Irene's inner darkness and decay.Irene is a heinous crime. This is an undoubted conclusion. She brutally strangled seven men; but Irene was also pitiful and pathetic. She struggled to pursue the love and trust of her life, but in the end she still lost everything. Lost the ability to cry.In fact, this is somewhat similar to "Death Row". Should the murderer be forgiven? Can the murderer be redeemed? Can the death penalty really liberate the heart? When we simply and rudely equate a murderer with a monster, when we deceive ourselves and use "Society is really bad but crime is still a personal choice, it is unforgivable" to numb ourselves. At that time, do we dare to look back and reflect on ourselves: Does the indifference of society have its own "credit"?Charlize was suffering, and Hugo was suffering too. They watched the Irene Enos documentary filmed by Discovery Channel more than a dozen times before and after. Leonardo watched them with them at first, but after five times, he couldn't stand it anymore, and his inner suffering almost made Leon. Nardo collapsed.This also made Leonardo truly realize that the road to acting is very long, and he has only just begun. The effect of "Titanic" is only temporary. He can be as drunk as before, but he is also Like Hugo, he can continue to make strides on the road of acting.Unintentionally, this instead untied Leonardo's heart knot. Later, when the script of "Female. Devil" was read aloud, Leonardo also joined in.While in Lanches, although Charlize was tortured, he could still control it, but after coming to the prison and talking face-to-face with Irene, Charlize's situation went from bad to worse, and it is now so serious that "Charlize" is in the middle of a point one by one. The point disappears. Hugo knew this was a good thing-because Charlize really began to blend in Irene's world, but he couldn't take it as a good thing, and his inner worries became heavier and heavier. To be continued
