Chapter 2148: Soul shock
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Nicholas watched John Nash sitting in a chair blankly, holding his son in his arms, the child was crying bitterly at this time, but John was indifferent, just staring at a certain angle, but stiff. Inexplicably, Nicholas felt choked up, all his emotions were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't vent it at all.
On the surface, John's life has returned to normal, but in fact everything is no longer normal.
Alicia became extremely sensitive. As long as she heard John talking to herself, she would suspect that his hallucinations had appeared again. It was later confirmed that it was just her own random thoughts. Even she couldn't stand this kind of self. It was a dumb laugh; in the long night, Alicia longed to be able to get John’s hug and even respond to her physical needs, but John couldn’t help but gave her a back indifferent...
The huge pressure caused Alicia to completely collapse, she could only get angry in the mirror in the bathroom, angry at herself, and angry roars could not give her a solution. The loss and oppression of life made her feel overwhelmed and exhausted. . But what can it do? When he woke up the next day, Alicia still had to continue to work, and even had to work overtime in order to support the family. At the same time, John couldn’t take care of the child. She had to send the child to her mother to ensure a full day. Work will not be distracted.
John stood at the door, his lonely figure became smaller and smaller. He looked like an unnecessary burden. He could not provide any help, but he was still dragging down the home; he was like a walking dead, and the whole world stopped. After turning, he couldn't do anything except take out the trash, and the mathematical ability he was once proud of became a stagnant pool.
John paused his medication. Although Alicia reminded him that he should take the medication every time, he would secretly place the medication. This made his brain slowly start to work again, and he could see the hidden ones again. The code behind the text was gone, and he saw again...William Pacher.
William set up a secret base in the woods behind his home and asked John to rejoin the ranks of cracking codes. John began to tell himself that Dr. Rosen was right, and William was just his illusion... But William managed to convince John—or deep down in John’s heart, he always wanted William to exist, "I'm so scared." You are not real." John's eyes filled with water revealed relief, and he let out a long sigh.
For the next year, Alicia did not find any abnormalities, until one stormy day, she went outside to collect clothes, and John took her son upstairs to help him take a bath. Although Alicia was a little worried, but John did. The outstanding performance over the past year has convinced her.
After putting away her clothes, Alicia heard the indeterminate radio noise in the storm, followed the sound to find it, and then she saw John’s secret hut, with countless newspapers, magazines and numbers hanging on the wall. The whole house was densely covered, which made Alicia plunged into endless fear and ran back into the house.
John was closing the window, but the child could not be seen everywhere. Alicia ran to the bathroom and found the child left alone in the bathtub. The hot water almost drowned him and drowned him. Alicia picked up the child like crazy. Realizing that something was wrong, John came over and said blankly, "Charles is here, he's okay."
"There is no one here at all!" Alicia screamed frantically and angrily, "There is no one here at all!"
Alicia ignored John's remarks that "he was injected with invisible serum", and quickly ran downstairs and dialed Rosen's phone. John quickly followed. He watched Alicia's movements at a loss, and then William appeared. William tried to warn John that Alicia's actions would endanger the lives of countless people, and she knew too much, so She must end her life.
Seeing William raised his gun and walked towards Alicia, John rushed up in despair, but he didn't want to knock Alicia into the corner, and the child in his arms burst into tears. John looked at Alicia at a loss and tried to explain her behavior, but Alicia was completely shocked. She pushed John away, left the house as if running for her life, and rushed towards her car in the storm.
John stood there and lost himself, William appeared, Charles appeared, Marcy also appeared, they were constantly urging John to solve Alicia, William even began to force John action with a pistol. Countless memory fragments poured into his mind, making John’s brain almost exploding. He just felt that he was about to suffocate. The words and memories of the three people kept echoing in his ears, as if they were everywhere, and the whole world was completely plunged. Chaos.
John rushed out of the heavy rain, stopped Alicia's car, looked at his wife's eyes through the rain curtain, and said desperately, "She has never grown up. Marcy can't be true. , She has never grown up." The shock and fragility mixed together, rippling in the depths of those amber eyes, it was unbearable.
"John, why should you stop taking the medicine?" Rosen came to the house and sat face to face with Alicia and John.
John looked at Rosen, then looked up at Alicia. In his eyes, he could see Charles and Marcy staring beside him, "Because I can't work, I can't help take care of the children... I can't respond to my wife's advice. Need." Shock spread slowly in Alicia's eyes, "Do you think that is better than being a lunatic?"
Rosen said that John needs to accept higher-intensity information, but this time John shook his head and refused, firmly and persistently, "No, there must be other ways. It is a'problem', nothing more, one is still looking for. There is no solution to the problem, and what I am best at is to solve the problem."
"It's not mathematics. You can't invent a formula to change the world's thinking."
"I only need to use my brain!" John is stubborn, but Rosen is still trying to refute him, which makes John shout angrily, "Why? Why not?"
"Because your brain is the source of the problem." Rosen did not back down.
But John still did not waver, "I can solve it, as long as I give me time, I can solve it." But even at this moment, Marcy's laughter still echoed in John's ears, and the illusion seemed to never disappear. .
Alicia decided to send John back to the psychiatric hospital, but John sat in the room and refused to pack his luggage. She held the handkerchief in his suit pocket when he and Alicia were on the first date with her face full. Stubborn, still at a loss. "Are you ready? Rosen is waiting for you outside." Alicia's voice made John look up. He looked at his wife sadly, "I can't go back to the hospital." Both fell silent, " I can't come back if I go."
It becomes extremely difficult for Alicia to say a word. "He said that if what you said happens, he has a power of attorney for me to sign."
"Can you not sign?" Alicia was stunned by John's pleading voice. "Just give me more time and I will find a solution. No matter how you decide, Rosen is right. You can't stay here. I'm not safe anymore."
Alicia looked at John with a lonely face, "Will you really hurt me?"
Facing this question, John’s eyes were red and full of anxiety. He could still see Marcy running behind Alicia. He shook his head painfully and strugglingly, "I don’t know. Maybe you’d better call it. Rosen sent you to your mother's house." This answer made Alicia's shoulders extremely fragile, and she slowly turned and left, and went downstairs.
John tried to pack his luggage again, but after all, he couldn't help but sat nervously on the edge of the bed, at a loss. But right after that, he heard the sound of the engine starting-Rosen left, and when he saw Alicia upstairs again, John's eyes were filled with a layer of transparent water mist, and he looked at his wife blankly. Rosen said, if you want to kill me, call him immediately." This sentence made the smile at the corner of John's mouth twitched slightly, so difficult, yet so happy.
Alicia walked up to John, knelt down on her knees, keeping her eyes parallel to John, "Do you know what is real?" Then she gently stroked John's cheek with her right hand, "This. "This made John slowly close her eyes, revealing a serene look, and then she held John's right hand and placed it on her cheek, "this", and finally rested on her chest, "this ."
John felt Alicia's steady and powerful heartbeat, "This is true." His amber eyes flickered lightly, and he stared at the woman in front of him, "Maybe it can make you awake from your dreams. The thing, maybe not in her head, but here." Alicia placed her right hand on John's chest, feeling the heartbeat that calmed her down.
The tears in John's eyes slowly overflowed, and the mixed emotions rippling in the water made his heart tremble slightly.
"Huh Nicholas was breathing heavily, because he stopped breathing for too long and too long, so that his brain began to lack oxygen, tears slipped down, and his cheeks became hot. He finally understood. What was that strangeness, he finally understood how to solve the cold and isolated cruelty of the mental hospital.
It is love, trust, care, and companionship.
When watching Alicia risking her life to choose to stand by John's side, the two decided to work together to overcome the difficulties; when watching Alicia and John put their right hands on each other’s atrium, John’s eyes flashed moving. And fragile light; when looking at John’s haggard and mad, lonely and sad, helpless and dazed expression... Nicholas knew that he was not a lunatic, he was just sick, no different from normal people, just sick That's it. No one needs to avoid him, no one needs to treat him in a cold and brutal way, no one needs to use a strange vision to make his life more difficult.
All he needs is that he is no longer "different".
The shock that went deep into the soul completely overturned the world that Nicholas knew well. Neuropathy was no longer a neuropathy, a lunatic was no longer a lunatic, he was just a patient who needed to be accompanied.
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Nicholas watched John Nash sitting in a chair blankly, holding his son in his arms, the child was crying bitterly at this time, but John was indifferent, just staring at a certain angle, but stiff. Inexplicably, Nicholas felt choked up, all his emotions were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't vent it at all.
On the surface, John's life has returned to normal, but in fact everything is no longer normal.
Alicia became extremely sensitive. As long as she heard John talking to herself, she would suspect that his hallucinations had appeared again. It was later confirmed that it was just her own random thoughts. Even she couldn't stand this kind of self. It was a dumb laugh; in the long night, Alicia longed to be able to get John’s hug and even respond to her physical needs, but John couldn’t help but gave her a back indifferent...
The huge pressure caused Alicia to completely collapse, she could only get angry in the mirror in the bathroom, angry at herself, and angry roars could not give her a solution. The loss and oppression of life made her feel overwhelmed and exhausted. . But what can it do? When he woke up the next day, Alicia still had to continue to work, and even had to work overtime in order to support the family. At the same time, John couldn’t take care of the child. She had to send the child to her mother to ensure a full day. Work will not be distracted.
John stood at the door, his lonely figure became smaller and smaller. He looked like an unnecessary burden. He could not provide any help, but he was still dragging down the home; he was like a walking dead, and the whole world stopped. After turning, he couldn't do anything except take out the trash, and the mathematical ability he was once proud of became a stagnant pool.
John paused his medication. Although Alicia reminded him that he should take the medication every time, he would secretly place the medication. This made his brain slowly start to work again, and he could see the hidden ones again. The code behind the text was gone, and he saw again...William Pacher.
William set up a secret base in the woods behind his home and asked John to rejoin the ranks of cracking codes. John began to tell himself that Dr. Rosen was right, and William was just his illusion... But William managed to convince John—or deep down in John’s heart, he always wanted William to exist, "I'm so scared." You are not real." John's eyes filled with water revealed relief, and he let out a long sigh.
For the next year, Alicia did not find any abnormalities, until one stormy day, she went outside to collect clothes, and John took her son upstairs to help him take a bath. Although Alicia was a little worried, but John did. The outstanding performance over the past year has convinced her.
After putting away her clothes, Alicia heard the indeterminate radio noise in the storm, followed the sound to find it, and then she saw John’s secret hut, with countless newspapers, magazines and numbers hanging on the wall. The whole house was densely covered, which made Alicia plunged into endless fear and ran back into the house.
John was closing the window, but the child could not be seen everywhere. Alicia ran to the bathroom and found the child left alone in the bathtub. The hot water almost drowned him and drowned him. Alicia picked up the child like crazy. Realizing that something was wrong, John came over and said blankly, "Charles is here, he's okay."
"There is no one here at all!" Alicia screamed frantically and angrily, "There is no one here at all!"
Alicia ignored John's remarks that "he was injected with invisible serum", and quickly ran downstairs and dialed Rosen's phone. John quickly followed. He watched Alicia's movements at a loss, and then William appeared. William tried to warn John that Alicia's actions would endanger the lives of countless people, and she knew too much, so She must end her life.
Seeing William raised his gun and walked towards Alicia, John rushed up in despair, but he didn't want to knock Alicia into the corner, and the child in his arms burst into tears. John looked at Alicia at a loss and tried to explain her behavior, but Alicia was completely shocked. She pushed John away, left the house as if running for her life, and rushed towards her car in the storm.
John stood there and lost himself, William appeared, Charles appeared, Marcy also appeared, they were constantly urging John to solve Alicia, William even began to force John action with a pistol. Countless memory fragments poured into his mind, making John’s brain almost exploding. He just felt that he was about to suffocate. The words and memories of the three people kept echoing in his ears, as if they were everywhere, and the whole world was completely plunged. Chaos.
John rushed out of the heavy rain, stopped Alicia's car, looked at his wife's eyes through the rain curtain, and said desperately, "She has never grown up. Marcy can't be true. , She has never grown up." The shock and fragility mixed together, rippling in the depths of those amber eyes, it was unbearable.
"John, why should you stop taking the medicine?" Rosen came to the house and sat face to face with Alicia and John.
John looked at Rosen, then looked up at Alicia. In his eyes, he could see Charles and Marcy staring beside him, "Because I can't work, I can't help take care of the children... I can't respond to my wife's advice. Need." Shock spread slowly in Alicia's eyes, "Do you think that is better than being a lunatic?"
Rosen said that John needs to accept higher-intensity information, but this time John shook his head and refused, firmly and persistently, "No, there must be other ways. It is a'problem', nothing more, one is still looking for. There is no solution to the problem, and what I am best at is to solve the problem."
"It's not mathematics. You can't invent a formula to change the world's thinking."
"I only need to use my brain!" John is stubborn, but Rosen is still trying to refute him, which makes John shout angrily, "Why? Why not?"
"Because your brain is the source of the problem." Rosen did not back down.
But John still did not waver, "I can solve it, as long as I give me time, I can solve it." But even at this moment, Marcy's laughter still echoed in John's ears, and the illusion seemed to never disappear. .
Alicia decided to send John back to the psychiatric hospital, but John sat in the room and refused to pack his luggage. She held the handkerchief in his suit pocket when he and Alicia were on the first date with her face full. Stubborn, still at a loss. "Are you ready? Rosen is waiting for you outside." Alicia's voice made John look up. He looked at his wife sadly, "I can't go back to the hospital." Both fell silent, " I can't come back if I go."
It becomes extremely difficult for Alicia to say a word. "He said that if what you said happens, he has a power of attorney for me to sign."
"Can you not sign?" Alicia was stunned by John's pleading voice. "Just give me more time and I will find a solution. No matter how you decide, Rosen is right. You can't stay here. I'm not safe anymore."
Alicia looked at John with a lonely face, "Will you really hurt me?"
Facing this question, John’s eyes were red and full of anxiety. He could still see Marcy running behind Alicia. He shook his head painfully and strugglingly, "I don’t know. Maybe you’d better call it. Rosen sent you to your mother's house." This answer made Alicia's shoulders extremely fragile, and she slowly turned and left, and went downstairs.
John tried to pack his luggage again, but after all, he couldn't help but sat nervously on the edge of the bed, at a loss. But right after that, he heard the sound of the engine starting-Rosen left, and when he saw Alicia upstairs again, John's eyes were filled with a layer of transparent water mist, and he looked at his wife blankly. Rosen said, if you want to kill me, call him immediately." This sentence made the smile at the corner of John's mouth twitched slightly, so difficult, yet so happy.
Alicia walked up to John, knelt down on her knees, keeping her eyes parallel to John, "Do you know what is real?" Then she gently stroked John's cheek with her right hand, "This. "This made John slowly close her eyes, revealing a serene look, and then she held John's right hand and placed it on her cheek, "this", and finally rested on her chest, "this ."
John felt Alicia's steady and powerful heartbeat, "This is true." His amber eyes flickered lightly, and he stared at the woman in front of him, "Maybe it can make you awake from your dreams. The thing, maybe not in her head, but here." Alicia placed her right hand on John's chest, feeling the heartbeat that calmed her down.
The tears in John's eyes slowly overflowed, and the mixed emotions rippling in the water made his heart tremble slightly.
"Huh Nicholas was breathing heavily, because he stopped breathing for too long and too long, so that his brain began to lack oxygen, tears slipped down, and his cheeks became hot. He finally understood. What was that strangeness, he finally understood how to solve the cold and isolated cruelty of the mental hospital.
It is love, trust, care, and companionship.
When watching Alicia risking her life to choose to stand by John's side, the two decided to work together to overcome the difficulties; when watching Alicia and John put their right hands on each other’s atrium, John’s eyes flashed moving. And fragile light; when looking at John’s haggard and mad, lonely and sad, helpless and dazed expression... Nicholas knew that he was not a lunatic, he was just sick, no different from normal people, just sick That's it. No one needs to avoid him, no one needs to treat him in a cold and brutal way, no one needs to use a strange vision to make his life more difficult.
All he needs is that he is no longer "different".
The shock that went deep into the soul completely overturned the world that Nicholas knew well. Neuropathy was no longer a neuropathy, a lunatic was no longer a lunatic, he was just a patient who needed to be accompanied.
Pharaoh next doo
Nicholas watched John Nash sitting in a chair blankly, holding his son in his arms, the child was crying bitterly at this time, but John was indifferent, just staring at a certain angle, but stiff. Inexplicably, Nicholas felt choked up, all his emotions were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't vent it at all.On the surface, John's life has returned to normal, but in fact everything is no longer normal.Alicia became extremely sensitive. As long as she heard John talking to herself, she would suspect that his hallucinations had appeared again. It was later confirmed that it was just her own random thoughts. Even she couldn't stand this kind of self. It was a dumb laugh; in the long night, Alicia longed to be able to get John's hug and even respond to her physical needs, but John couldn't help but gave her a back indifferent...The huge pressure caused Alicia to completely collapse, she could only get angry in the mirror in the bathroom, angry at herself, and angry roars could not give her a solution. The loss and oppression of life made her feel overwhelmed and exhausted. . But what can it do? When he woke up the next day, Alicia still had to continue to work, and even had to work overtime in order to support the family. At the same time, John couldn't take care of the child. She had to send the child to her mother to ensure a full day. Work will not be distracted.John stood at the door, his lonely figure became smaller and smaller. He looked like an unnecessary burden. He could not provide any help, but he was still dragging down the home; he was like a walking dead, and the whole world stopped. After turning, he couldn't do anything except take out the trash, and the mathematical ability he was once proud of became a stagnant pool.John paused his medication. Although Alicia reminded him that he should take the medication every time, he would secretly place the medication. This made his brain slowly start to work again, and he could see the hidden ones again. The code behind the text was gone, and he saw again...William Pacher.William set up a secret base in the woods behind his home and asked John to rejoin the ranks of cracking codes. John began to tell himself that Dr. Rosen was right, and William was just his illusion... But William managed to convince Johnor deep down in John's heart, he always wanted William to exist, "I'm so scared." You are not real." John's eyes filled with water revealed relief, and he let out a long sigh.For the next year, Alicia did not find any abnormalities, until one stormy day, she went outside to collect clothes, and John took her son upstairs to help him take a bath. Although Alicia was a little worried, but John did. The outstanding performance over the past year has convinced her.After putting away her clothes, Alicia heard the indeterminate radio noise in the storm, followed the sound to find it, and then she saw John's secret hut, with countless newspapers, magazines and numbers hanging on the wall. The whole house was densely covered, which made Alicia plunged into endless fear and ran back into the house.John was closing the window, but the child could not be seen everywhere. Alicia ran to the bathroom and found the child left alone in the bathtub. The hot water almost drowned him and drowned him. Alicia picked up the child like crazy. Realizing that something was wrong, John came over and said blankly, "Charles is here, he's okay.""There is no one here at all!" Alicia screamed frantically and angrily, "There is no one here at all!"Alicia ignored John's remarks that "he was injected with invisible serum", and quickly ran downstairs and dialed Rosen's phone. John quickly followed. He watched Alicia's movements at a loss, and then William appeared. William tried to warn John that Alicia's actions would endanger the lives of countless people, and she knew too much, so She must end her life.Seeing William raised his gun and walked towards Alicia, John rushed up in despair, but he didn't want to knock Alicia into the corner, and the child in his arms burst into tears. John looked at Alicia at a loss and tried to explain her behavior, but Alicia was completely shocked. She pushed John away, left the house as if running for her life, and rushed towards her car in the storm.John stood there and lost himself, William appeared, Charles appeared, Marcy also appeared, they were constantly urging John to solve Alicia, William even began to force John action with a pistol. Countless memory fragments poured into his mind, making John's brain almost exploding. He just felt that he was about to suffocate. The words and memories of the three people kept echoing in his ears, as if they were everywhere, and the whole world was completely plunged. Chaos.John rushed out of the heavy rain, stopped Alicia's car, looked at his wife's eyes through the rain curtain, and said desperately, "She has never grown up. Marcy can't be true. , She has never grown up." The shock and fragility mixed together, rippling in the depths of those amber eyes, it was unbearable."John, why should you stop taking the medicine?" Rosen came to the house and sat face to face with Alicia and John.John looked at Rosen, then looked up at Alicia. In his eyes, he could see Charles and Marcy staring beside him, "Because I can't work, I can't help take care of the children... I can't respond to my wife's advice. Need." Shock spread slowly in Alicia's eyes, "Do you think that is better than being a lunatic?"Rosen said that John needs to accept higher-intensity information, but this time John shook his head and refused, firmly and persistently, "No, there must be other ways. It is a'problem', nothing more, one is still looking for. There is no solution to the problem, and what I am best at is to solve the problem.""It's not mathematics. You can't invent a formula to change the world's thinking.""I only need to use my brain!" John is stubborn, but Rosen is still trying to refute him, which makes John shout angrily, "Why? Why not?""Because your brain is the source of the problem." Rosen did not back down.But John still did not waver, "I can solve it, as long as I give me time, I can solve it." But even at this moment, Marcy's laughter still echoed in John's ears, and the illusion seemed to never disappear. .Alicia decided to send John back to the psychiatric hospital, but John sat in the room and refused to pack his luggage. She held the handkerchief in his suit pocket when he and Alicia were on the first date with her face full. Stubborn, still at a loss. "Are you ready? Rosen is waiting for you outside." Alicia's voice made John look up. He looked at his wife sadly, "I can't go back to the hospital." Both fell silent, " I can't come back if I go."It becomes extremely difficult for Alicia to say a word. "He said that if what you said happens, he has a power of attorney for me to sign.""Can you not sign?" Alicia was stunned by John's pleading voice. "Just give me more time and I will find a solution. No matter how you decide, Rosen is right. You can't stay here. I'm not safe anymore."Alicia looked at John with a lonely face, "Will you really hurt me?"Facing this question, John's eyes were red and full of anxiety. He could still see Marcy running behind Alicia. He shook his head painfully and strugglingly, "I don't know. Maybe you'd better call it. Rosen sent you to your mother's house." This answer made Alicia's shoulders extremely fragile, and she slowly turned and left, and went downstairs.John tried to pack his luggage again, but after all, he couldn't help but sat nervously on the edge of the bed, at a loss. But right after that, he heard the sound of the engine starting-Rosen left, and when he saw Alicia upstairs again, John's eyes were filled with a layer of transparent water mist, and he looked at his wife blankly. Rosen said, if you want to kill me, call him immediately." This sentence made the smile at the corner of John's mouth twitched slightly, so difficult, yet so happy.Alicia walked up to John, knelt down on her knees, keeping her eyes parallel to John, "Do you know what is real?" Then she gently stroked John's cheek with her right hand, "This. "This made John slowly close her eyes, revealing a serene look, and then she held John's right hand and placed it on her cheek, "this", and finally rested on her chest, "this ."John felt Alicia's steady and powerful heartbeat, "This is true." His amber eyes flickered lightly, and he stared at the woman in front of him, "Maybe it can make you awake from your dreams. The thing, maybe not in her head, but here." Alicia placed her right hand on John's chest, feeling the heartbeat that calmed her down.The tears in John's eyes slowly overflowed, and the mixed emotions rippling in the water made his heart tremble slightly."Huh Nicholas was breathing heavily, because he stopped breathing for too long and too long, so that his brain began to lack oxygen, tears slipped down, and his cheeks became hot. He finally understood. What was that strangeness, he finally understood how to solve the cold and isolated cruelty of the mental hospital.It is love, trust, care, and companionship.When watching Alicia risking her life to choose to stand by John's side, the two decided to work together to overcome the difficulties; when watching Alicia and John put their right hands on each other's atrium, John's eyes flashed moving. And fragile light; when looking at John's haggard and mad, lonely and sad, helpless and dazed expression... Nicholas knew that he was not a lunatic, he was just sick, no different from normal people, just sick That's it. No one needs to avoid him, no one needs to treat him in a cold and brutal way, no one needs to use a strange vision to make his life more difficult.All he needs is that he is no longer "different".The shock that went deep into the soul completely overturned the world that Nicholas knew well. Neuropathy was no longer a neuropathy, a lunatic was no longer a lunatic, he was just a patient who needed to be accompanied.Pharaoh next doo
