Chapter 91: Little White Snake【Double more in one】(The most extreme happiness...)
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When Jiang Yu woke up, she saw the girl in the crystal music box on the bedside table, constantly spinning.
Last night, Qiu Li stayed with her, gave it to her, and then accompanies her to sleep.
The music of "Swan Lake" has been lingering in her ears, echoing in her mind.
There were many sweet scenes of being with him flashed in the dream, but with the slow fading of the music melody, these scenes seemed to...finally disappeared and there was no trace to be found.
After she woke up, it was strange that the feeling of dissatisfaction and sadness seemed to disappear completely.
There is no heart-cracking or rupture of the heroes and heroines in TV dramas after they break up.
Her mood was like a calm lake, and it seemed that waves and ripples would no longer appear for him.
Is it because after getting it, it feels boring? Jiang Yu frowned, feeling empty in his heart.
It seemed that his withdrawal and departure had completely taken away her whole world.
Except for the unforgettable and soul trembling feeling that night.
Qiu Li's ability in some aspects is really impressive and unforgettable.
...
Qiuli never thought that such a beautiful thing would happen on the night of their farewell.
That was the first time he felt that warmth surrounded him everywhere.
Each time is the last time like the end of the world.
He gave her the best possible state so that she could leave some beautiful and gentle memory fragments.
Even the fragments of these memories seemed insignificant to her after waking up.
However, every second of this was unforgettable to him.
He didn't know if Jiang Yu was satisfied, she just kept crying, and she didn't seem to be crying.
There are many red marks on his back.
After that, Qiu Li did not leave. He sat in front of Jiang Yu's bed all night, watching her go to sleep from drunk, whispering in her ears to strengthen the hypnotic effect...
It wasn't until dawn when he packed her and packed himself before he got up and left.
Qiu Li will become the leading hypnotist in China in the future. When a TV station interviewed him, he told them without hesitation that the first person he hypnotized was himself.
And the second... is the love of his life, on the first night he had her, he also completely lost her.
Later, Zhen Xuxu found Qiu Li and danced an ugly whip for 32 revolutions.
Qiu Li didn't finish reading, turned and left.
Zhen Xuxu experienced unprecedented frustration in him, and she yelled at him unwillingly: "You said it! You said that I'm done training, you just..."
"I don't want to."
He didn't look back.
After possessing Jiang Yu, other people made him feel boring and boring. He was like an ascetic monk, closing his world.
Even if the temptation is close at hand.
The memories of that night can probably accompany him through every long night without dawn.
Zhen Xuxu could obviously feel that the courage since then was completely different from the clean white shirt boy when she first saw it.
As if walking out of the deepest darkness, with air-conditioning all over her body, she was also extremely cold to her.
In the past, I would say a few words to her, even if it was perfunctory.
But after that day, there was no more.
Zhen Xuxu is unwilling to give up, she has never been a girl who gives up lightly, whether it is schoolwork or a dream.
Mom said that as long as she strives hard, she will have everything she wants.
I don't know if his former girlfriend came here too when he was chasing him, she hoped so.
But in case it's not.
Every time she thinks of this, Zhen Xuxu feels like a thorn in her heart.
Perhaps the worst of him is left to people he doesn't care about.
But fortunately, Qiu Li stopped drinking and playing cards like he used to. He quit smoking and drinking, maintained exercise and self-discipline, at least lived like a human.
Zhen Xuxu didn’t know what changed him, but he did.
He started to go to the library, and it lasted a whole day, as if he had completely closed his five senses and turned into a feelingless robot, reading those boring and savory texts.
People are becoming more and more shady.
Zhen Xuxu really hates this kind of self. The proud and outstanding school flower goddess seems to have disappeared. Under his indifferent consultation, she has become a little pitiful who is concerned about gains and losses.
She just couldn't bear to let it go, just like it very much, even if she was wronged every day, but she couldn't stand the days without him.
Sometimes I also wonder if I get it and I don't like it that much.
The unavailable are always in commotion.
For Zhen Xuxu, love has become a bottomless purgatory.
Qiu Li's grades are getting better and better, and he easily became the first place in the hospital. When other students were struggling to scratch their heads on the road of textual research, Qiu Li easily took the 3rd level of psychological counselor, as well as therapist, Hypnotist and many other certificates.
He gradually began to do some psychological counseling. I don't know if it was the talent that his father gave him or his childhood experience. He can always see through people's hearts at a glance, and see through the darkness and haze hidden under the harmless appearance.
Everyone's heart is not a pure white board, even those who are sunny and optimistic in the ordinary days, there will always be hidden darkness in the inner world.
Negative energy is like a huge sponge, always leaving room for negativity, sadness, despair, depression...
Eventually evolved into a fuse for crime.
For those who come to him, if they are mentally healthy, Qiu Li will not lead them to slant, but if they already have a subconscious tendency to commit crimes, he will lead them out.
He tests people's hearts, never creates chaos itself, but sows the seeds of the devil.
He is more and more like his father, such a genius, such a crazy...
Zhen Xuxu sometimes really feels like she doesn't know him anymore.
That early summer afternoon, the young man who surprised her like that seemed to have been killed by him.
And now Qiuli, like a dragon sleeping in the dark, opened one eye and stared at the world indifferently.
Jiang Yu returned to Beicheng, regained his mood, tried to look forward, and buried this dusty memory deeply.
As Ling Xuan said, if there is only love in life, if you only want to use love to save a person, it is very powerless and pale.
She should make herself stronger and become a real strong. When she is faced with choices in the future, she will be qualified to have what she wants most, and she will not be forced to give up...
Jiang Yu settled down and danced well, no longer being disturbed by feelings.
Buxi has become her biggest competitor, and it is precisely because of such a strong competitor that she stays vigilant anytime and anywhere, and does not dare to slack off or relax.
Bu Xi seemed to be worried about the Midsummer Night's dance and didn't communicate with her in private anymore.
Jiang Yu understood her.
In the beginning, the relationship between the two people was based on the distinction between strengths and weaknesses. She heard that Jiang Yu was a classmate of F, so she taught her skills without reservation, became friends with her, and even invited her to be a guest at home.
But at the midsummer night dance, Jiang Yu gave in and was greatly surprised. She never thought that she would lose, and she would lose to class F classmates!
Buxi has been strong since she was a child, and her self-esteem and aggressiveness are very important, especially in the presence of her mother and grandma. How could she stand this?
Maybe this is why...she has never had friends.
Jiang Yu didn't regret the clash at the Midsummer Night Ball that night, and even in the few duels with Bu Xi later, she tried her best to compete.
Only when you use your best is the greatest respect for your opponent.
In these few competitions, there were losses and losses, and the strength between them was comparable.
Buxi has always been very open-minded, winning is winning, losing is losing, if you win, you will continue to work hard, and if you lose, you will work harder.
They became the strangest and closest opponents.
Everyone felt that in the near future, the queen's crown, which no one could take off since Bu Tan Yan's death, would be worn on one of the two girls' head.
...
The university life can be said to be quite rich. Lin Miao and Mu Zixian are both at Beicheng University. As long as they are free on weekends, they will take Jiang Yu to go shopping to watch movies and plot kills. Their lives are very fulfilling.
Qiuli became a scar in her heart that was hard to heal.
She sealed up all the gifts he gave and the photos taken by the two of them, and no longer touched them, no longer mentioned...
It's just that the taste of that night still often surfaced in her dreams, and she was tortured so that she couldn't sleep peacefully.
Qiu Li gave her the ultimate joy of being a woman, as deeply engraved on her nerves like a thought stamp.
However, he just left, this is the most hateful place.
Desire replaces longing and invades all pervasively.
Jiang Yu also never denied its existence. If she could return to Qiu Li and spend another night with herself, she would probably be willing to exchange anything for it.
[Knowledge] The app deducts her account balance 500 every day, so she has to work hard to earn money.
It's not that there is no retreat. Three hundred million is an astronomical figure for her, but for her two fathers, it is nothing but a drop in the bucket.
Jiang Yu could speak to Cheng Ye, and Cheng Ye would definitely help her.
but……
After abandoning the mission of [Save the Devil Boy], Jiang Yu still couldn't do it.
Her feelings for him may not be as deep as she imagined, and she couldn't even shed a tear.
She was not even sure if she still loved him.
But this mission was the only bond between her and Qiu Li, and she couldn't bear to give up.
Jiang Yu could not contact the current Qiuli. She tried to send a message to the future Qiuli, but the other party did not reply.
Because the past has been changed a lot, so in the future, his surrounding environment should also have changed.
Jiang Yu didn't know how he was, everything seemed to be in a deadlock.
...
In order to compensate for the 500 yuan lost every day, Jiang Yu began to take up tasks in his spare time ---
Ding! Trigger the nearby people function, [Help the girl to confess bravely], the task remuneration, 30,000 yuan, will the rebirth accept it?
Jiang Yu: Accept it.
Soon, a girl named [Sheng Han] added her: "I am a senior at Beicheng University. I have a crush on senior for three years, but I have no courage to tell him. I like him for the past three years, I see you every day When he reaches him, every time his heart beats faster, he will stack a small star in a glass bottle. On the eve of his graduation, he will give him a full bottle of small stars and tell him what I think of him."
"But on the night of graduation, many girls confessed to him on the playground."
Jiang Yu: "...this."
[Sheng Han]: "They are more beautiful than me and better than me. There are even senior sisters who are directly hired by Fortune 500 companies after graduation. I don't think I can match them in all aspects, so I didn't send them."
Jiang Yu: "The popularity is so high."
[Sheng Han]: "Most girls in our college like him, he is really good."
Jiang Yu: "Now, do you regret it again?"
[Sheng Han]: "After that night, I felt that I was really useless. I originally planned to stay in Beicheng and work hard, but I couldn't withstand my mother's urging. I returned to my hometown and worked in a public institution in Xiaoxian Town. Many years have passed. , My life is very ordinary, going to work, off work, blind dates..."
"Later on a blind date, I met a man who was a civil servant and was very suitable in all aspects, but I didn't have the feeling of being electrocuted by him, let alone the urge to stack stars for him."
Jiang Yu: "You don't like him, how can you feel it."
[Sheng Han]: "Perhaps as my mother said, living at home is the most important thing to get along. Maybe I will get happiness by marrying this man."
Jiang Yu: "Then why did you find me?"
[Sheng Han]: "I will get married tomorrow. When I saw the small box of stars hidden in the cupboard, I couldn't help thinking, if my stars were sent out that day, would it be my future? Different."
Jiang Yu: "Maybe, maybe not. You can't be sure that even if he accepts your little star, he will be with you. After all, as you say, he is so popular."
[Sheng Han]: "But I just want to know the answer. Only when I know it, I can give up, otherwise, I may be very sad in this life. So I hope you can help me, on my birthday, help me send my stars ."
Sometimes, when Jiang Yu received such tasks, seeing the experiences of these girls, he was really anxious for them.
Sometimes love is not really a mysterious thing. Maybe you can use your brain and put more effort into it to get it at your fingertips. But after thinking about the past, you miss the best time, and you regret it later.
Since Jiang Yu has accepted the mission, he will naturally do his best to help her, not just to give her gifts.
She also wants her to stand out among many outstanding suitors and be noticed by seniors.
**
During the graduation season, the school was full of parting and sentimental atmosphere, and seniors and seniors wearing bachelor uniforms and taking pictures were everywhere.
Every night, downstairs in the dormitory, there will be boys confessing or proposing marriage with large heart-shaped candles or roses, attracting countless people's onlookers.
Some people succeeded in reaping love, while others failed and left regrets, but the final outcome was to clean up the mess in the resentful eyes of the old aunt.
One year has passed.
Sometimes, Jiang Yu would think of the present of last year. She and Qiu Li are working hard for their futures. They go in and out of the library every day, and he supervises her study.
Mutual growth and encouragement, and getting better together, may be the first appearance of their love.
Now Jiang Yu recalled those things in the past, with nostalgia, regret, and sentimentality, but he didn't know why, so he no longer missed it.
Perhaps time can really smooth all edges and corners and heal all scars...
The vigorous memories that I think I can't forget are, after all, just a small hurdle in the journey of life.
After passing by, the sky is high and the sea is wide.
It's just that my heart is still empty.
No matter how hard she danced, and no matter how many tasks she took, she couldn't fill the void.
Something like being stolen.
After Jiang Yu asked [Sheng Han] about the basic situation of the senior, he came to the pet market. In a cold-blooded creature crawling hall, Jiang Yu bought a white snake for two thousand yuan.
At the beginning, Jiang Yu was still a little scared and didn't dare to touch it. Under the guidance of the shop owner, she plucked up the courage to touch the snake.
Pet snakes will not hurt people easily, especially Jiang Yu bought the mildest species after breeding and selection, and the risk factor is almost zero.
Gradually, she could also get started and let the pet snake roll on her arm.
On the night of graduation, Jiang Yu took the pet snake and sat on the green lawn of the playground, and met the senior whom Sheng Han never forgets and is very fond of.
The senior's name is Qi Jiayan. As Sheng Han described, Qi Jiayan is really handsome, with a sunny personality and outstanding temperament.
He was wearing a white shirt, sitting on the grass, holding an ukulele in his hand, and sang a slender Jay Chou's "Sunny Day" softly.
A large group of girls sat around, looking at him admiringly and obsessively, little stars almost overflowing in their eyes.
Qi Jiayan's senior is not only good-looking, good family, humble and gentle, but also strong in personal ability. I heard that he passed the recruitment of several groups of Reading Technology and became the only undergraduate of the school to enter the Reading Party.
All in all, as far as...all aspects are the standards of male gods.
Soon, some girls successively stepped forward to confess to Qi Jiayan.
After tonight, the male theologian is about to leave school. Those little secrets hidden in the heart will not be told tonight, and there will be no chance to tell again in the future.
So even if they get together to confess, they can't control it anymore.
However, although there are many girls who confess, and many of them are outstanding. But Qi Jiayan all smiled and politely refused.
Jiang Yu looked around and saw Sheng Han standing under a ginkgo tree by the playground, observing Qi Jiayan from a distance, hesitated but did not dare to step forward.
In her hand, she held the little star that she had stacked for three years, placed in a transparent glass bottle, pure and clear like a crystal.
The girl's secret love is really beautiful, and the little star is also beautiful.
After growing up, people always have to face reality, and no one will live in ivory towers and utopias forever.
The cruelty of real life may cloud love and fade ideals...
But those little stars, those bits and pieces of memories in life, and those little secret loves, temptations and careful movements, can resist the mediocrity of life.
Jiang Yu walked to Sheng Han's side and said quietly, "Senior sister, aren't you going?"
"Go, what?!"
"If you still hesitate to confess..." Jiang Yu touched the little white snake with a letter on his hand: "Then I'm going to jump in."
Sheng Han saw the little snake curled around her wrist and was taken aback. He clutched her chest and said, "You confessed... You confessed that you brought a snake?!"
"Yeah! I heard that Senior Qi Jiayan likes little snakes the most. Such a cute little snake is a gift I specially bought for him."
"No! No! He is most afraid of snakes, don't go!"
Jiang Yu ignored Sheng Han and walked straight towards Qi Jiayan who was playing the guitar.
Originally, when Sheng Han saw so many excellent girls gathering around him, he had already given up confession.
But at this moment, seeing that Jiang Yu actually wanted to use a snake to scare Qi Jiayan, where she could still sit still, she immediately chased after him.
Jiang Yu took the snake and walked to Qi Jiayan and said with a smile, "Good senior."
Qi Jiayan was visibly surprised when he saw her face, but when he saw the little snake entwined in her hand, the whole person was not good. He suddenly jumped up and staggered back several steps!
The thing he feared most in his life was the snake, which was simply his nightmare.
"Don't come over! Don't come over! Ahhhhhhh!"
The other girls were so scared that they dispersed, afraid to approach Jiang Yu.
Jiang Yu smiled and said, "Senior, don't be afraid, it doesn't bite. Come and take a look. It's really cute!"
The more she stepped forward, the more Qi Jiayan backed away, her face pale in fright, she didn't need the guitar, and she left her on the grass indiscriminately, as if she was about to pull her legs away in the next second.
At this moment, Sheng Han ran over and stood in between Jiang Yu and Qi Jiayan: "What's the matter with you girl! People give away thousands of paper cranes and cakes for confession, so you don’t want to give away a snake, don’t you? Knowing that the senior has been bitten by a snake before, are you most afraid of snakes, or you deliberately want to scare him!"
Jiang Yu smiled sweetly and threw the little snake on Qi Jiayan's guitar: "I'm sorry, I really don't know. But I confessed to the senior, what are you messing up with, are you here to confess, please line up, OK? ."
When you are young, you can really work hard for the people you like.
Although Sheng Han herself was afraid of snakes, when she saw the girls around watching from a distance, watching Qi Jiayan's face pale and speechless, she still mustered the courage to remove the little snake from Qi Jiayan's guitar. He grabbed it and threw it on the grass, ready to trample it to death.
"Hey!"
Jiang Yu didn't expect this girl to be so courageous, she would actually be cruel to the little snake. She hurried forward and picked up the little snake: "It's a life anyway!"
"Senior, don't be afraid, it's just a snake, I...I won't let it hurt you."
Qi Jiayan gave a trembling "Oh".
Sheng Han angrily said to Jiang Yu: "You are not allowed to use snakes to scare people in the future!"
"Okay, okay, you are the boss, and I listen to you."
Jiang Yu put the little white snake in the snake bag and said with a smile: "Then what, my confession is over, the senior obviously has no interest in me and my little snake, then it's your turn, come on."
Sheng Han watched Jiang Yu leave with a bewildered expression, turned his head, and met Qi Jiayan's probing gaze.
Her cheeks burst into flames, and she was at a loss as she clutched the glass bottle with the little star in her hand.
"Thank you just now." Qi Jiayan saw the little girl's embarrassment and spoke first, breaking the awkward atmosphere: "Do you have anything to give me?"
"Ah...uh."
Qi Jiayan took the initiative to ask, even if Sheng Han was embarrassed to say it, but the arrow was on the line and he had to make it.
"Senior, I have liked you for three years. I have liked you since I saw you in the student union interview since freshman year. I think you may not have noticed my existence because...because I am really small and transparent, and I am not very transparent. Outstanding, but I really work hard to make myself better."
"When I was in college, I won the silver prize in the university science and technology competition. The gold prize is yours. I... I heard that you like the guitar. I also went to apply for a class to learn to play the flute. Although I don't play very well now... If I'm lucky enough to be able to play the flute with you. Together, I... we must have a common topic in music."
Her remarks were completely driven out of the ducks, so she was a little incoherent.
Qi Jiayan looked at her, feeling very sincere, accepting her little star, and then said: "Thank you for your kindness, but we don't know you well, and I don't know you very well, so there is no way to consider being with you."
A disappointed expression appeared on Sheng Han's face: "No, it's okay, I'm very satisfied to be able to say it, and I hope the seniors will graduate happy and work smoothly."
After speaking, the little girl turned and left, her eye circles were already red.
However, at this moment, Qi Jiayan suddenly said: "Although we are not very familiar with each other, I still want to know you very much. You don’t have to be together. You can add a WeChat account and make friends first. You know I’m afraid of snakes. But you are not afraid, maybe... we can complement each other."
Sheng Han's eyes lit up, turned around, and saw Qi Jiayan standing in the sun, smiling elegantly.
At that moment, everything was born.
...
Ding! [Help the girl bravely confess] The mission is successful, the commission fee has been accounted for, please check. The delegator asked the platform to express gratitude to the rebirth and leave a message--
"After getting to know senior Qi Jiayan, I decided to stay in Beicheng and work hard without returning to my hometown. We established a relationship a year later and we are about to get married. Thank you and thank you little snake for treating him so rudely. I told him Sorry."
Jiang Yu leaned against the ginkgo tree, rubbing the snake's head in his hand, and said softly: "It's done, you cold-blooded scary little thing, you did a good thing today."
The little snake spit out the letter, lying on Jiang Yu's hand obediently, enjoying her soft touch.
Jiang Yu suddenly liked this little white snake. She felt that it was a bit like Qiu Li, sometimes cold-blooded and ruthless, and sometimes behaved and obedient.
The more you look, the more like it is.
It's been more than a year.
She doesn't always think of him, but sometimes inadvertently, his appearance will flash through her mind like a glimpse of light.
Jiang Yu looked at Xiao Snake's eyes, and he became more gentle: "You will be my Li from now on."
As if he could understand her words, the little snake cleverly placed her hand on her hand, with her jaw resting on her palm and abdomen.
"Ali."
"Alili."
…
The little snake spit out the letter and looked at her.
Calling his name, a tear fell.
Jiang Yu blankly reached out and touched her eyes, she didn't even notice that she was crying.
A Li, I still miss you.
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When Jiang Yu woke up, she saw the girl in the crystal music box on the bedside table, constantly spinning.
Last night, Qiu Li stayed with her, gave it to her, and then accompanies her to sleep.
The music of "Swan Lake" has been lingering in her ears, echoing in her mind.
There were many sweet scenes of being with him flashed in the dream, but with the slow fading of the music melody, these scenes seemed to...finally disappeared and there was no trace to be found.
After she woke up, it was strange that the feeling of dissatisfaction and sadness seemed to disappear completely.
There is no heart-cracking or rupture of the heroes and heroines in TV dramas after they break up.
Her mood was like a calm lake, and it seemed that waves and ripples would no longer appear for him.
Is it because after getting it, it feels boring? Jiang Yu frowned, feeling empty in his heart.
It seemed that his withdrawal and departure had completely taken away her whole world.
Except for the unforgettable and soul trembling feeling that night.
Qiu Li's ability in some aspects is really impressive and unforgettable.
...
Qiuli never thought that such a beautiful thing would happen on the night of their farewell.
That was the first time he felt that warmth surrounded him everywhere.
Each time is the last time like the end of the world.
He gave her the best possible state so that she could leave some beautiful and gentle memory fragments.
Even the fragments of these memories seemed insignificant to her after waking up.
However, every second of this was unforgettable to him.
He didn't know if Jiang Yu was satisfied, she just kept crying, and she didn't seem to be crying.
There are many red marks on his back.
After that, Qiu Li did not leave. He sat in front of Jiang Yu's bed all night, watching her go to sleep from drunk, whispering in her ears to strengthen the hypnotic effect...
It wasn't until dawn when he packed her and packed himself before he got up and left.
Qiu Li will become the leading hypnotist in China in the future. When a TV station interviewed him, he told them without hesitation that the first person he hypnotized was himself.
And the second... is the love of his life, on the first night he had her, he also completely lost her.
Later, Zhen Xuxu found Qiu Li and danced an ugly whip for 32 revolutions.
Qiu Li didn't finish reading, turned and left.
Zhen Xuxu experienced unprecedented frustration in him, and she yelled at him unwillingly: "You said it! You said that I'm done training, you just..."
"I don't want to."
He didn't look back.
After possessing Jiang Yu, other people made him feel boring and boring. He was like an ascetic monk, closing his world.
Even if the temptation is close at hand.
The memories of that night can probably accompany him through every long night without dawn.
Zhen Xuxu could obviously feel that the courage since then was completely different from the clean white shirt boy when she first saw it.
As if walking out of the deepest darkness, with air-conditioning all over her body, she was also extremely cold to her.
In the past, I would say a few words to her, even if it was perfunctory.
But after that day, there was no more.
Zhen Xuxu is unwilling to give up, she has never been a girl who gives up lightly, whether it is schoolwork or a dream.
Mom said that as long as she strives hard, she will have everything she wants.
I don't know if his former girlfriend came here too when he was chasing him, she hoped so.
But in case it's not.
Every time she thinks of this, Zhen Xuxu feels like a thorn in her heart.
Perhaps the worst of him is left to people he doesn't care about.
But fortunately, Qiu Li stopped drinking and playing cards like he used to. He quit smoking and drinking, maintained exercise and self-discipline, at least lived like a human.
Zhen Xuxu didn’t know what changed him, but he did.
He started to go to the library, and it lasted a whole day, as if he had completely closed his five senses and turned into a feelingless robot, reading those boring and savory texts.
People are becoming more and more shady.
Zhen Xuxu really hates this kind of self. The proud and outstanding school flower goddess seems to have disappeared. Under his indifferent consultation, she has become a little pitiful who is concerned about gains and losses.
She just couldn't bear to let it go, just like it very much, even if she was wronged every day, but she couldn't stand the days without him.
Sometimes I also wonder if I get it and I don't like it that much.
The unavailable are always in commotion.
For Zhen Xuxu, love has become a bottomless purgatory.
Qiu Li's grades are getting better and better, and he easily became the first place in the hospital. When other students were struggling to scratch their heads on the road of textual research, Qiu Li easily took the 3rd level of psychological counselor, as well as therapist, Hypnotist and many other certificates.
He gradually began to do some psychological counseling. I don't know if it was the talent that his father gave him or his childhood experience. He can always see through people's hearts at a glance, and see through the darkness and haze hidden under the harmless appearance.
Everyone's heart is not a pure white board, even those who are sunny and optimistic in the ordinary days, there will always be hidden darkness in the inner world.
Negative energy is like a huge sponge, always leaving room for negativity, sadness, despair, depression...
Eventually evolved into a fuse for crime.
For those who come to him, if they are mentally healthy, Qiu Li will not lead them to slant, but if they already have a subconscious tendency to commit crimes, he will lead them out.
He tests people's hearts, never creates chaos itself, but sows the seeds of the devil.
He is more and more like his father, such a genius, such a crazy...
Zhen Xuxu sometimes really feels like she doesn't know him anymore.
That early summer afternoon, the young man who surprised her like that seemed to have been killed by him.
And now Qiuli, like a dragon sleeping in the dark, opened one eye and stared at the world indifferently.
Jiang Yu returned to Beicheng, regained his mood, tried to look forward, and buried this dusty memory deeply.
As Ling Xuan said, if there is only love in life, if you only want to use love to save a person, it is very powerless and pale.
She should make herself stronger and become a real strong. When she is faced with choices in the future, she will be qualified to have what she wants most, and she will not be forced to give up...
Jiang Yu settled down and danced well, no longer being disturbed by feelings.
Buxi has become her biggest competitor, and it is precisely because of such a strong competitor that she stays vigilant anytime and anywhere, and does not dare to slack off or relax.
Bu Xi seemed to be worried about the Midsummer Night's dance and didn't communicate with her in private anymore.
Jiang Yu understood her.
In the beginning, the relationship between the two people was based on the distinction between strengths and weaknesses. She heard that Jiang Yu was a classmate of F, so she taught her skills without reservation, became friends with her, and even invited her to be a guest at home.
But at the midsummer night dance, Jiang Yu gave in and was greatly surprised. She never thought that she would lose, and she would lose to class F classmates!
Buxi has been strong since she was a child, and her self-esteem and aggressiveness are very important, especially in the presence of her mother and grandma. How could she stand this?
Maybe this is why...she has never had friends.
Jiang Yu didn't regret the clash at the Midsummer Night Ball that night, and even in the few duels with Bu Xi later, she tried her best to compete.
Only when you use your best is the greatest respect for your opponent.
In these few competitions, there were losses and losses, and the strength between them was comparable.
Buxi has always been very open-minded, winning is winning, losing is losing, if you win, you will continue to work hard, and if you lose, you will work harder.
They became the strangest and closest opponents.
Everyone felt that in the near future, the queen's crown, which no one could take off since Bu Tan Yan's death, would be worn on one of the two girls' head.
...
The university life can be said to be quite rich. Lin Miao and Mu Zixian are both at Beicheng University. As long as they are free on weekends, they will take Jiang Yu to go shopping to watch movies and plot kills. Their lives are very fulfilling.
Qiuli became a scar in her heart that was hard to heal.
She sealed up all the gifts he gave and the photos taken by the two of them, and no longer touched them, no longer mentioned...
It's just that the taste of that night still often surfaced in her dreams, and she was tortured so that she couldn't sleep peacefully.
Qiu Li gave her the ultimate joy of being a woman, as deeply engraved on her nerves like a thought stamp.
However, he just left, this is the most hateful place.
Desire replaces longing and invades all pervasively.
Jiang Yu also never denied its existence. If she could return to Qiu Li and spend another night with herself, she would probably be willing to exchange anything for it.
[Knowledge] The app deducts her account balance 500 every day, so she has to work hard to earn money.
It's not that there is no retreat. Three hundred million is an astronomical figure for her, but for her two fathers, it is nothing but a drop in the bucket.
Jiang Yu could speak to Cheng Ye, and Cheng Ye would definitely help her.
but……
After abandoning the mission of [Save the Devil Boy], Jiang Yu still couldn't do it.
Her feelings for him may not be as deep as she imagined, and she couldn't even shed a tear.
She was not even sure if she still loved him.
But this mission was the only bond between her and Qiu Li, and she couldn't bear to give up.
Jiang Yu could not contact the current Qiuli. She tried to send a message to the future Qiuli, but the other party did not reply.
Because the past has been changed a lot, so in the future, his surrounding environment should also have changed.
Jiang Yu didn't know how he was, everything seemed to be in a deadlock.
...
In order to compensate for the 500 yuan lost every day, Jiang Yu began to take up tasks in his spare time ---
Ding! Trigger the nearby people function, [Help the girl to confess bravely], the task remuneration, 30,000 yuan, will the rebirth accept it?
Jiang Yu: Accept it.
Soon, a girl named [Sheng Han] added her: "I am a senior at Beicheng University. I have a crush on senior for three years, but I have no courage to tell him. I like him for the past three years, I see you every day When he reaches him, every time his heart beats faster, he will stack a small star in a glass bottle. On the eve of his graduation, he will give him a full bottle of small stars and tell him what I think of him."
"But on the night of graduation, many girls confessed to him on the playground."
Jiang Yu: "...this."
[Sheng Han]: "They are more beautiful than me and better than me. There are even senior sisters who are directly hired by Fortune 500 companies after graduation. I don't think I can match them in all aspects, so I didn't send them."
Jiang Yu: "The popularity is so high."
[Sheng Han]: "Most girls in our college like him, he is really good."
Jiang Yu: "Now, do you regret it again?"
[Sheng Han]: "After that night, I felt that I was really useless. I originally planned to stay in Beicheng and work hard, but I couldn't withstand my mother's urging. I returned to my hometown and worked in a public institution in Xiaoxian Town. Many years have passed. , My life is very ordinary, going to work, off work, blind dates..."
"Later on a blind date, I met a man who was a civil servant and was very suitable in all aspects, but I didn't have the feeling of being electrocuted by him, let alone the urge to stack stars for him."
Jiang Yu: "You don't like him, how can you feel it."
[Sheng Han]: "Perhaps as my mother said, living at home is the most important thing to get along. Maybe I will get happiness by marrying this man."
Jiang Yu: "Then why did you find me?"
[Sheng Han]: "I will get married tomorrow. When I saw the small box of stars hidden in the cupboard, I couldn't help thinking, if my stars were sent out that day, would it be my future? Different."
Jiang Yu: "Maybe, maybe not. You can't be sure that even if he accepts your little star, he will be with you. After all, as you say, he is so popular."
[Sheng Han]: "But I just want to know the answer. Only when I know it, I can give up, otherwise, I may be very sad in this life. So I hope you can help me, on my birthday, help me send my stars ."
Sometimes, when Jiang Yu received such tasks, seeing the experiences of these girls, he was really anxious for them.
Sometimes love is not really a mysterious thing. Maybe you can use your brain and put more effort into it to get it at your fingertips. But after thinking about the past, you miss the best time, and you regret it later.
Since Jiang Yu has accepted the mission, he will naturally do his best to help her, not just to give her gifts.
She also wants her to stand out among many outstanding suitors and be noticed by seniors.
**
During the graduation season, the school was full of parting and sentimental atmosphere, and seniors and seniors wearing bachelor uniforms and taking pictures were everywhere.
Every night, downstairs in the dormitory, there will be boys confessing or proposing marriage with large heart-shaped candles or roses, attracting countless people's onlookers.
Some people succeeded in reaping love, while others failed and left regrets, but the final outcome was to clean up the mess in the resentful eyes of the old aunt.
One year has passed.
Sometimes, Jiang Yu would think of the present of last year. She and Qiu Li are working hard for their futures. They go in and out of the library every day, and he supervises her study.
Mutual growth and encouragement, and getting better together, may be the first appearance of their love.
Now Jiang Yu recalled those things in the past, with nostalgia, regret, and sentimentality, but he didn't know why, so he no longer missed it.
Perhaps time can really smooth all edges and corners and heal all scars...
The vigorous memories that I think I can't forget are, after all, just a small hurdle in the journey of life.
After passing by, the sky is high and the sea is wide.
It's just that my heart is still empty.
No matter how hard she danced, and no matter how many tasks she took, she couldn't fill the void.
Something like being stolen.
After Jiang Yu asked [Sheng Han] about the basic situation of the senior, he came to the pet market. In a cold-blooded creature crawling hall, Jiang Yu bought a white snake for two thousand yuan.
At the beginning, Jiang Yu was still a little scared and didn't dare to touch it. Under the guidance of the shop owner, she plucked up the courage to touch the snake.
Pet snakes will not hurt people easily, especially Jiang Yu bought the mildest species after breeding and selection, and the risk factor is almost zero.
Gradually, she could also get started and let the pet snake roll on her arm.
On the night of graduation, Jiang Yu took the pet snake and sat on the green lawn of the playground, and met the senior whom Sheng Han never forgets and is very fond of.
The senior's name is Qi Jiayan. As Sheng Han described, Qi Jiayan is really handsome, with a sunny personality and outstanding temperament.
He was wearing a white shirt, sitting on the grass, holding an ukulele in his hand, and sang a slender Jay Chou's "Sunny Day" softly.
A large group of girls sat around, looking at him admiringly and obsessively, little stars almost overflowing in their eyes.
Qi Jiayan's senior is not only good-looking, good family, humble and gentle, but also strong in personal ability. I heard that he passed the recruitment of several groups of Reading Technology and became the only undergraduate of the school to enter the Reading Party.
All in all, as far as...all aspects are the standards of male gods.
Soon, some girls successively stepped forward to confess to Qi Jiayan.
After tonight, the male theologian is about to leave school. Those little secrets hidden in the heart will not be told tonight, and there will be no chance to tell again in the future.
So even if they get together to confess, they can't control it anymore.
However, although there are many girls who confess, and many of them are outstanding. But Qi Jiayan all smiled and politely refused.
Jiang Yu looked around and saw Sheng Han standing under a ginkgo tree by the playground, observing Qi Jiayan from a distance, hesitated but did not dare to step forward.
In her hand, she held the little star that she had stacked for three years, placed in a transparent glass bottle, pure and clear like a crystal.
The girl's secret love is really beautiful, and the little star is also beautiful.
After growing up, people always have to face reality, and no one will live in ivory towers and utopias forever.
The cruelty of real life may cloud love and fade ideals...
But those little stars, those bits and pieces of memories in life, and those little secret loves, temptations and careful movements, can resist the mediocrity of life.
Jiang Yu walked to Sheng Han's side and said quietly, "Senior sister, aren't you going?"
"Go, what?!"
"If you still hesitate to confess..." Jiang Yu touched the little white snake with a letter on his hand: "Then I'm going to jump in."
Sheng Han saw the little snake curled around her wrist and was taken aback. He clutched her chest and said, "You confessed... You confessed that you brought a snake?!"
"Yeah! I heard that Senior Qi Jiayan likes little snakes the most. Such a cute little snake is a gift I specially bought for him."
"No! No! He is most afraid of snakes, don't go!"
Jiang Yu ignored Sheng Han and walked straight towards Qi Jiayan who was playing the guitar.
Originally, when Sheng Han saw so many excellent girls gathering around him, he had already given up confession.
But at this moment, seeing that Jiang Yu actually wanted to use a snake to scare Qi Jiayan, where she could still sit still, she immediately chased after him.
Jiang Yu took the snake and walked to Qi Jiayan and said with a smile, "Good senior."
Qi Jiayan was visibly surprised when he saw her face, but when he saw the little snake entwined in her hand, the whole person was not good. He suddenly jumped up and staggered back several steps!
The thing he feared most in his life was the snake, which was simply his nightmare.
"Don't come over! Don't come over! Ahhhhhhh!"
The other girls were so scared that they dispersed, afraid to approach Jiang Yu.
Jiang Yu smiled and said, "Senior, don't be afraid, it doesn't bite. Come and take a look. It's really cute!"
The more she stepped forward, the more Qi Jiayan backed away, her face pale in fright, she didn't need the guitar, and she left her on the grass indiscriminately, as if she was about to pull her legs away in the next second.
At this moment, Sheng Han ran over and stood in between Jiang Yu and Qi Jiayan: "What's the matter with you girl! People give away thousands of paper cranes and cakes for confession, so you don’t want to give away a snake, don’t you? Knowing that the senior has been bitten by a snake before, are you most afraid of snakes, or you deliberately want to scare him!"
Jiang Yu smiled sweetly and threw the little snake on Qi Jiayan's guitar: "I'm sorry, I really don't know. But I confessed to the senior, what are you messing up with, are you here to confess, please line up, OK? ."
When you are young, you can really work hard for the people you like.
Although Sheng Han herself was afraid of snakes, when she saw the girls around watching from a distance, watching Qi Jiayan's face pale and speechless, she still mustered the courage to remove the little snake from Qi Jiayan's guitar. He grabbed it and threw it on the grass, ready to trample it to death.
"Hey!"
Jiang Yu didn't expect this girl to be so courageous, she would actually be cruel to the little snake. She hurried forward and picked up the little snake: "It's a life anyway!"
"Senior, don't be afraid, it's just a snake, I...I won't let it hurt you."
Qi Jiayan gave a trembling "Oh".
Sheng Han angrily said to Jiang Yu: "You are not allowed to use snakes to scare people in the future!"
"Okay, okay, you are the boss, and I listen to you."
Jiang Yu put the little white snake in the snake bag and said with a smile: "Then what, my confession is over, the senior obviously has no interest in me and my little snake, then it's your turn, come on."
Sheng Han watched Jiang Yu leave with a bewildered expression, turned his head, and met Qi Jiayan's probing gaze.
Her cheeks burst into flames, and she was at a loss as she clutched the glass bottle with the little star in her hand.
"Thank you just now." Qi Jiayan saw the little girl's embarrassment and spoke first, breaking the awkward atmosphere: "Do you have anything to give me?"
"Ah...uh."
Qi Jiayan took the initiative to ask, even if Sheng Han was embarrassed to say it, but the arrow was on the line and he had to make it.
"Senior, I have liked you for three years. I have liked you since I saw you in the student union interview since freshman year. I think you may not have noticed my existence because...because I am really small and transparent, and I am not very transparent. Outstanding, but I really work hard to make myself better."
"When I was in college, I won the silver prize in the university science and technology competition. The gold prize is yours. I... I heard that you like the guitar. I also went to apply for a class to learn to play the flute. Although I don't play very well now... If I'm lucky enough to be able to play the flute with you. Together, I... we must have a common topic in music."
Her remarks were completely driven out of the ducks, so she was a little incoherent.
Qi Jiayan looked at her, feeling very sincere, accepting her little star, and then said: "Thank you for your kindness, but we don't know you well, and I don't know you very well, so there is no way to consider being with you."
A disappointed expression appeared on Sheng Han's face: "No, it's okay, I'm very satisfied to be able to say it, and I hope the seniors will graduate happy and work smoothly."
After speaking, the little girl turned and left, her eye circles were already red.
However, at this moment, Qi Jiayan suddenly said: "Although we are not very familiar with each other, I still want to know you very much. You don’t have to be together. You can add a WeChat account and make friends first. You know I’m afraid of snakes. But you are not afraid, maybe... we can complement each other."
Sheng Han's eyes lit up, turned around, and saw Qi Jiayan standing in the sun, smiling elegantly.
At that moment, everything was born.
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Ding! [Help the girl bravely confess] The mission is successful, the commission fee has been accounted for, please check. The delegator asked the platform to express gratitude to the rebirth and leave a message--
"After getting to know senior Qi Jiayan, I decided to stay in Beicheng and work hard without returning to my hometown. We established a relationship a year later and we are about to get married. Thank you and thank you little snake for treating him so rudely. I told him Sorry."
Jiang Yu leaned against the ginkgo tree, rubbing the snake's head in his hand, and said softly: "It's done, you cold-blooded scary little thing, you did a good thing today."
The little snake spit out the letter, lying on Jiang Yu's hand obediently, enjoying her soft touch.
Jiang Yu suddenly liked this little white snake. She felt that it was a bit like Qiu Li, sometimes cold-blooded and ruthless, and sometimes behaved and obedient.
The more you look, the more like it is.
It's been more than a year.
She doesn't always think of him, but sometimes inadvertently, his appearance will flash through her mind like a glimpse of light.
Jiang Yu looked at Xiao Snake's eyes, and he became more gentle: "You will be my Li from now on."
As if he could understand her words, the little snake cleverly placed her hand on her hand, with her jaw resting on her palm and abdomen.
"Ali."
"Alili."
…
The little snake spit out the letter and looked at her.
Calling his name, a tear fell.
Jiang Yu blankly reached out and touched her eyes, she didn't even notice that she was crying.
A Li, I still miss you.
When Jiang Yu woke up, she saw the girl in the crystal music box on the bedside table, constantly spinning.Last night, Qiu Li stayed with her, gave it to her, and then accompanies her to sleep.The music of "Swan Lake" has been lingering in her ears, echoing in her mind.There were many sweet scenes of being with him flashed in the dream, but with the slow fading of the music melody, these scenes seemed to...finally disappeared and there was no trace to be found.After she woke up, it was strange that the feeling of dissatisfaction and sadness seemed to disappear completely.There is no heart-cracking or rupture of the heroes and heroines in TV dramas after they break up.Her mood was like a calm lake, and it seemed that waves and ripples would no longer appear for him.Is it because after getting it, it feels boring? Jiang Yu frowned, feeling empty in his heart.It seemed that his withdrawal and departure had completely taken away her whole world.Except for the unforgettable and soul trembling feeling that night.Qiu Li's ability in some aspects is really impressive and unforgettable....Qiuli never thought that such a beautiful thing would happen on the night of their farewell.That was the first time he felt that warmth surrounded him everywhere.Each time is the last time like the end of the world.He gave her the best possible state so that she could leave some beautiful and gentle memory fragments.Even the fragments of these memories seemed insignificant to her after waking up.However, every second of this was unforgettable to him.He didn't know if Jiang Yu was satisfied, she just kept crying, and she didn't seem to be crying.There are many red marks on his back.After that, Qiu Li did not leave. He sat in front of Jiang Yu's bed all night, watching her go to sleep from drunk, whispering in her ears to strengthen the hypnotic effect...It wasn't until dawn when he packed her and packed himself before he got up and left.Qiu Li will become the leading hypnotist in China in the future. When a TV station interviewed him, he told them without hesitation that the first person he hypnotized was himself.And the second... is the love of his life, on the first night he had her, he also completely lost her.Later, Zhen Xuxu found Qiu Li and danced an ugly whip for 32 revolutions.Qiu Li didn't finish reading, turned and left.Zhen Xuxu experienced unprecedented frustration in him, and she yelled at him unwillingly: "You said it! You said that I'm done training, you just...""I don't want to."He didn't look back.After possessing Jiang Yu, other people made him feel boring and boring. He was like an ascetic monk, closing his world.Even if the temptation is close at hand.The memories of that night can probably accompany him through every long night without dawn.Zhen Xuxu could obviously feel that the courage since then was completely different from the clean white shirt boy when she first saw it.As if walking out of the deepest darkness, with air-conditioning all over her body, she was also extremely cold to her.In the past, I would say a few words to her, even if it was perfunctory.But after that day, there was no more.Zhen Xuxu is unwilling to give up, she has never been a girl who gives up lightly, whether it is schoolwork or a dream.Mom said that as long as she strives hard, she will have everything she wants.I don't know if his former girlfriend came here too when he was chasing him, she hoped so.But in case it's not.Every time she thinks of this, Zhen Xuxu feels like a thorn in her heart.Perhaps the worst of him is left to people he doesn't care about.But fortunately, Qiu Li stopped drinking and playing cards like he used to. He quit smoking and drinking, maintained exercise and self-discipline, at least lived like a human.Zhen Xuxu didn't know what changed him, but he did.He started to go to the library, and it lasted a whole day, as if he had completely closed his five senses and turned into a feelingless robot, reading those boring and savory texts.People are becoming more and more shady.Zhen Xuxu really hates this kind of self. The proud and outstanding school flower goddess seems to have disappeared. Under his indifferent consultation, she has become a little pitiful who is concerned about gains and losses.She just couldn't bear to let it go, just like it very much, even if she was wronged every day, but she couldn't stand the days without him.Sometimes I also wonder if I get it and I don't like it that much.The unavailable are always in commotion.For Zhen Xuxu, love has become a bottomless purgatory.Qiu Li's grades are getting better and better, and he easily became the first place in the hospital. When other students were struggling to scratch their heads on the road of textual research, Qiu Li easily took the 3rd level of psychological counselor, as well as therapist, Hypnotist and many other certificates.He gradually began to do some psychological counseling. I don't know if it was the talent that his father gave him or his childhood experience. He can always see through people's hearts at a glance, and see through the darkness and haze hidden under the harmless appearance.Everyone's heart is not a pure white board, even those who are sunny and optimistic in the ordinary days, there will always be hidden darkness in the inner world.Negative energy is like a huge sponge, always leaving room for negativity, sadness, despair, depression...Eventually evolved into a fuse for crime.For those who come to him, if they are mentally healthy, Qiu Li will not lead them to slant, but if they already have a subconscious tendency to commit crimes, he will lead them out.He tests people's hearts, never creates chaos itself, but sows the seeds of the devil.He is more and more like his father, such a genius, such a crazy...Zhen Xuxu sometimes really feels like she doesn't know him anymore.That early summer afternoon, the young man who surprised her like that seemed to have been killed by him.And now Qiuli, like a dragon sleeping in the dark, opened one eye and stared at the world indifferently.Jiang Yu returned to Beicheng, regained his mood, tried to look forward, and buried this dusty memory deeply.As Ling Xuan said, if there is only love in life, if you only want to use love to save a person, it is very powerless and pale.She should make herself stronger and become a real strong. When she is faced with choices in the future, she will be qualified to have what she wants most, and she will not be forced to give up...Jiang Yu settled down and danced well, no longer being disturbed by feelings.Buxi has become her biggest competitor, and it is precisely because of such a strong competitor that she stays vigilant anytime and anywhere, and does not dare to slack off or relax.Bu Xi seemed to be worried about the Midsummer Night's dance and didn't communicate with her in private anymore.Jiang Yu understood her.In the beginning, the relationship between the two people was based on the distinction between strengths and weaknesses. She heard that Jiang Yu was a classmate of F, so she taught her skills without reservation, became friends with her, and even invited her to be a guest at home.But at the midsummer night dance, Jiang Yu gave in and was greatly surprised. She never thought that she would lose, and she would lose to class F classmates!Buxi has been strong since she was a child, and her self-esteem and aggressiveness are very important, especially in the presence of her mother and grandma. How could she stand this?Maybe this is why...she has never had friends.Jiang Yu didn't regret the clash at the Midsummer Night Ball that night, and even in the few duels with Bu Xi later, she tried her best to compete.Only when you use your best is the greatest respect for your opponent.In these few competitions, there were losses and losses, and the strength between them was comparable.Buxi has always been very open-minded, winning is winning, losing is losing, if you win, you will continue to work hard, and if you lose, you will work harder.They became the strangest and closest opponents.Everyone felt that in the near future, the queen's crown, which no one could take off since Bu Tan Yan's death, would be worn on one of the two girls' head....The university life can be said to be quite rich. Lin Miao and Mu Zixian are both at Beicheng University. As long as they are free on weekends, they will take Jiang Yu to go shopping to watch movies and plot kills. Their lives are very fulfilling.Qiuli became a scar in her heart that was hard to heal.She sealed up all the gifts he gave and the photos taken by the two of them, and no longer touched them, no longer mentioned...It's just that the taste of that night still often surfaced in her dreams, and she was tortured so that she couldn't sleep peacefully.Qiu Li gave her the ultimate joy of being a woman, as deeply engraved on her nerves like a thought stamp.However, he just left, this is the most hateful place.Desire replaces longing and invades all pervasively.Jiang Yu also never denied its existence. If she could return to Qiu Li and spend another night with herself, she would probably be willing to exchange anything for it.Knowledge The app deducts her account balance 500 every day, so she has to work hard to earn money.It's not that there is no retreat. Three hundred million is an astronomical figure for her, but for her two fathers, it is nothing but a drop in the bucket.Jiang Yu could speak to Cheng Ye, and Cheng Ye would definitely help her.butAfter abandoning the mission of Save the Devil Boy, Jiang Yu still couldn't do it.Her feelings for him may not be as deep as she imagined, and she couldn't even shed a tear.She was not even sure if she still loved him.But this mission was the only bond between her and Qiu Li, and she couldn't bear to give up.Jiang Yu could not contact the current Qiuli. She tried to send a message to the future Qiuli, but the other party did not reply.Because the past has been changed a lot, so in the future, his surrounding environment should also have changed.Jiang Yu didn't know how he was, everything seemed to be in a deadlock....In order to compensate for the 500 yuan lost every day, Jiang Yu began to take up tasks in his spare time ---Ding! Trigger the nearby people function, Help the girl to confess bravely, the task remuneration, 30,000 yuan, will the rebirth accept it?Jiang Yu: Accept it.Soon, a girl named Sheng Han added her: "I am a senior at Beicheng University. I have a crush on senior for three years, but I have no courage to tell him. I like him for the past three years, I see you every day When he reaches him, every time his heart beats faster, he will stack a small star in a glass bottle. On the eve of his graduation, he will give him a full bottle of small stars and tell him what I think of him.""But on the night of graduation, many girls confessed to him on the playground."Jiang Yu: "...this."Sheng Han: "They are more beautiful than me and better than me. There are even senior sisters who are directly hired by Fortune 500 companies after graduation. I don't think I can match them in all aspects, so I didn't send them."Jiang Yu: "The popularity is so high."Sheng Han: "Most girls in our college like him, he is really good."Jiang Yu: "Now, do you regret it again?"Sheng Han: "After that night, I felt that I was really useless. I originally planned to stay in Beicheng and work hard, but I couldn't withstand my mother's urging. I returned to my hometown and worked in a public institution in Xiaoxian Town. Many years have passed. , My life is very ordinary, going to work, off work, blind dates...""Later on a blind date, I met a man who was a civil servant and was very suitable in all aspects, but I didn't have the feeling of being electrocuted by him, let alone the urge to stack stars for him."Jiang Yu: "You don't like him, how can you feel it."Sheng Han: "Perhaps as my mother said, living at home is the most important thing to get along. Maybe I will get happiness by marrying this man."Jiang Yu: "Then why did you find me?"Sheng Han: "I will get married tomorrow. When I saw the small box of stars hidden in the cupboard, I couldn't help thinking, if my stars were sent out that day, would it be my future? Different."Jiang Yu: "Maybe, maybe not. You can't be sure that even if he accepts your little star, he will be with you. After all, as you say, he is so popular."Sheng Han: "But I just want to know the answer. Only when I know it, I can give up, otherwise, I may be very sad in this life. So I hope you can help me, on my birthday, help me send my stars ."Sometimes, when Jiang Yu received such tasks, seeing the experiences of these girls, he was really anxious for them.Sometimes love is not really a mysterious thing. Maybe you can use your brain and put more effort into it to get it at your fingertips. But after thinking about the past, you miss the best time, and you regret it later.Since Jiang Yu has accepted the mission, he will naturally do his best to help her, not just to give her gifts.She also wants her to stand out among many outstanding suitors and be noticed by seniors.**During the graduation season, the school was full of parting and sentimental atmosphere, and seniors and seniors wearing bachelor uniforms and taking pictures were everywhere.Every night, downstairs in the dormitory, there will be boys confessing or proposing marriage with large heart-shaped candles or roses, attracting countless people's onlookers.Some people succeeded in reaping love, while others failed and left regrets, but the final outcome was to clean up the mess in the resentful eyes of the old aunt.One year has passed.Sometimes, Jiang Yu would think of the present of last year. She and Qiu Li are working hard for their futures. They go in and out of the library every day, and he supervises her study.Mutual growth and encouragement, and getting better together, may be the first appearance of their love.Now Jiang Yu recalled those things in the past, with nostalgia, regret, and sentimentality, but he didn't know why, so he no longer missed it.Perhaps time can really smooth all edges and corners and heal all scars...The vigorous memories that I think I can't forget are, after all, just a small hurdle in the journey of life.After passing by, the sky is high and the sea is wide.It's just that my heart is still empty.No matter how hard she danced, and no matter how many tasks she took, she couldn't fill the void.Something like being stolen.After Jiang Yu asked Sheng Han about the basic situation of the senior, he came to the pet market. In a cold-blooded creature crawling hall, Jiang Yu bought a white snake for two thousand yuan.At the beginning, Jiang Yu was still a little scared and didn't dare to touch it. Under the guidance of the shop owner, she plucked up the courage to touch the snake.Pet snakes will not hurt people easily, especially Jiang Yu bought the mildest species after breeding and selection, and the risk factor is almost zero.Gradually, she could also get started and let the pet snake roll on her arm.On the night of graduation, Jiang Yu took the pet snake and sat on the green lawn of the playground, and met the senior whom Sheng Han never forgets and is very fond of.The senior's name is Qi Jiayan. As Sheng Han described, Qi Jiayan is really handsome, with a sunny personality and outstanding temperament.He was wearing a white shirt, sitting on the grass, holding an ukulele in his hand, and sang a slender Jay Chou's "Sunny Day" softly.A large group of girls sat around, looking at him admiringly and obsessively, little stars almost overflowing in their eyes.Qi Jiayan's senior is not only good-looking, good family, humble and gentle, but also strong in personal ability. I heard that he passed the recruitment of several groups of Reading Technology and became the only undergraduate of the school to enter the Reading Party.All in all, as far as...all aspects are the standards of male gods.Soon, some girls successively stepped forward to confess to Qi Jiayan.After tonight, the male theologian is about to leave school. Those little secrets hidden in the heart will not be told tonight, and there will be no chance to tell again in the future.So even if they get together to confess, they can't control it anymore.However, although there are many girls who confess, and many of them are outstanding. But Qi Jiayan all smiled and politely refused.Jiang Yu looked around and saw Sheng Han standing under a ginkgo tree by the playground, observing Qi Jiayan from a distance, hesitated but did not dare to step forward.In her hand, she held the little star that she had stacked for three years, placed in a transparent glass bottle, pure and clear like a crystal.The girl's secret love is really beautiful, and the little star is also beautiful.After growing up, people always have to face reality, and no one will live in ivory towers and utopias forever.The cruelty of real life may cloud love and fade ideals...But those little stars, those bits and pieces of memories in life, and those little secret loves, temptations and careful movements, can resist the mediocrity of life.Jiang Yu walked to Sheng Han's side and said quietly, "Senior sister, aren't you going?""Go, what?!""If you still hesitate to confess..." Jiang Yu touched the little white snake with a letter on his hand: "Then I'm going to jump in."Sheng Han saw the little snake curled around her wrist and was taken aback. He clutched her chest and said, "You confessed... You confessed that you brought a snake?!""Yeah! I heard that Senior Qi Jiayan likes little snakes the most. Such a cute little snake is a gift I specially bought for him.""No! No! He is most afraid of snakes, don't go!"Jiang Yu ignored Sheng Han and walked straight towards Qi Jiayan who was playing the guitar.Originally, when Sheng Han saw so many excellent girls gathering around him, he had already given up confession.But at this moment, seeing that Jiang Yu actually wanted to use a snake to scare Qi Jiayan, where she could still sit still, she immediately chased after him.Jiang Yu took the snake and walked to Qi Jiayan and said with a smile, "Good senior."Qi Jiayan was visibly surprised when he saw her face, but when he saw the little snake entwined in her hand, the whole person was not good. He suddenly jumped up and staggered back several steps!The thing he feared most in his life was the snake, which was simply his nightmare."Don't come over! Don't come over! Ahhhhhhh!"The other girls were so scared that they dispersed, afraid to approach Jiang Yu.Jiang Yu smiled and said, "Senior, don't be afraid, it doesn't bite. Come and take a look. It's really cute!"The more she stepped forward, the more Qi Jiayan backed away, her face pale in fright, she didn't need the guitar, and she left her on the grass indiscriminately, as if she was about to pull her legs away in the next second.At this moment, Sheng Han ran over and stood in between Jiang Yu and Qi Jiayan: "What's the matter with you girl! People give away thousands of paper cranes and cakes for confession, so you don't want to give away a snake, don't you? Knowing that the senior has been bitten by a snake before, are you most afraid of snakes, or you deliberately want to scare him!"Jiang Yu smiled sweetly and threw the little snake on Qi Jiayan's guitar: "I'm sorry, I really don't know. But I confessed to the senior, what are you messing up with, are you here to confess, please line up, OK? ."When you are young, you can really work hard for the people you like.Although Sheng Han herself was afraid of snakes, when she saw the girls around watching from a distance, watching Qi Jiayan's face pale and speechless, she still mustered the courage to remove the little snake from Qi Jiayan's guitar. He grabbed it and threw it on the grass, ready to trample it to death."Hey!"Jiang Yu didn't expect this girl to be so courageous, she would actually be cruel to the little snake. She hurried forward and picked up the little snake: "It's a life anyway!""Senior, don't be afraid, it's just a snake, I...I won't let it hurt you."Qi Jiayan gave a trembling "Oh".Sheng Han angrily said to Jiang Yu: "You are not allowed to use snakes to scare people in the future!""Okay, okay, you are the boss, and I listen to you."Jiang Yu put the little white snake in the snake bag and said with a smile: "Then what, my confession is over, the senior obviously has no interest in me and my little snake, then it's your turn, come on."Sheng Han watched Jiang Yu leave with a bewildered expression, turned his head, and met Qi Jiayan's probing gaze.Her cheeks burst into flames, and she was at a loss as she clutched the glass bottle with the little star in her hand."Thank you just now." Qi Jiayan saw the little girl's embarrassment and spoke first, breaking the awkward atmosphere: "Do you have anything to give me?""Ah...uh."Qi Jiayan took the initiative to ask, even if Sheng Han was embarrassed to say it, but the arrow was on the line and he had to make it."Senior, I have liked you for three years. I have liked you since I saw you in the student union interview since freshman year. I think you may not have noticed my existence because...because I am really small and transparent, and I am not very transparent. Outstanding, but I really work hard to make myself better.""When I was in college, I won the silver prize in the university science and technology competition. The gold prize is yours. I... I heard that you like the guitar. I also went to apply for a class to learn to play the flute. Although I don't play very well now... If I'm lucky enough to be able to play the flute with you. Together, I... we must have a common topic in music."Her remarks were completely driven out of the ducks, so she was a little incoherent.Qi Jiayan looked at her, feeling very sincere, accepting her little star, and then said: "Thank you for your kindness, but we don't know you well, and I don't know you very well, so there is no way to consider being with you."A disappointed expression appeared on Sheng Han's face: "No, it's okay, I'm very satisfied to be able to say it, and I hope the seniors will graduate happy and work smoothly."After speaking, the little girl turned and left, her eye circles were already red.However, at this moment, Qi Jiayan suddenly said: "Although we are not very familiar with each other, I still want to know you very much. You don't have to be together. You can add a WeChat account and make friends first. You know I'm afraid of snakes. But you are not afraid, maybe... we can complement each other."Sheng Han's eyes lit up, turned around, and saw Qi Jiayan standing in the sun, smiling elegantly.At that moment, everything was born....Ding! Help the girl bravely confess The mission is successful, the commission fee has been accounted for, please check. The delegator asked the platform to express gratitude to the rebirth and leave a message--"After getting to know senior Qi Jiayan, I decided to stay in Beicheng and work hard without returning to my hometown. We established a relationship a year later and we are about to get married. Thank you and thank you little snake for treating him so rudely. I told him Sorry."Jiang Yu leaned against the ginkgo tree, rubbing the snake's head in his hand, and said softly: "It's done, you cold-blooded scary little thing, you did a good thing today."The little snake spit out the letter, lying on Jiang Yu's hand obediently, enjoying her soft touch.Jiang Yu suddenly liked this little white snake. She felt that it was a bit like Qiu Li, sometimes cold-blooded and ruthless, and sometimes behaved and obedient.The more you look, the more like it is.It's been more than a year.She doesn't always think of him, but sometimes inadvertently, his appearance will flash through her mind like a glimpse of light.Jiang Yu looked at Xiao Snake's eyes, and he became more gentle: "You will be my Li from now on."As if he could understand her words, the little snake cleverly placed her hand on her hand, with her jaw resting on her palm and abdomen."Ali.""Alili."The little snake spit out the letter and looked at her.Calling his name, a tear fell.Jiang Yu blankly reached out and touched her eyes, she didn't even notice that she was crying.A Li, I still miss you.
