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"-"
this is an area that no one can reach.
This is a world that no one can reach.
In this field and the world, only jadeite wanders in it like a soul.
Because this is the body of Lilith, the inner part of the goddess, the depth of consciousness, or the "soul" itself.
Here, feicui feels that she has become in a trance, even the existence itself is extremely unstable.
"It's going to collapse.".
"It's going to crash.".
"It's going to disappear.".
"We can't hold on.".
Clearly did not feel uncomfortable, such a feeling is constantly flooding into jadeite's mind, let feicui understand how dangerous his current situation is.
It's like immersing yourself in poison and losing the pain. It's not only not OK, but also more dangerous.
This is what feicui feels like now.
In this sense, feicui begins to look back on her memory.
She can't talk.
She's not mature either.
Even though it has survived for nearly 10000 years, jadeite has grown up in terms of personality rationality, but it is going in a wrong direction.
She wants to improve her rationality and personality strength to fight against her own noumenon. However, the chaotic nature of the noumenon has been suppressing the growth of her personality and rationality. As a result, jadeite's rationality and even her intellectuality are growing in a strange way.
In some fields, she knows and understands well. She seems to be more knowledgeable than the old people who have been living for a hundred years.
In some areas, she seems to understand, or even completely do not understand, than children.
Such a contradictory and deformed ideology has been maintained for nearly ten thousand years. Sometimes it makes feicui feel anxious, sometimes it also makes feicui feel collapsed, which makes her really unable to bear it.
She also does not know how to complain about the fate of how to treat themselves, so she can only do her best to eliminate this anxiety and sense of collapse, constantly wandering, wandering on the ground.
In jadeite's memory, it's really just these.
After all, from the moment of her birth, as a rational half body, she was excluded from the noumenon. She was sealed with the other party immediately after the noumenon made a catastrophe, and then began this extremely long journey of wandering.
During this journey, she met people who looked pitiful and adopted herself.
In this journey, she also met people who had a bad heart for themselves and wanted to do something to themselves.
She tried to live with the former, but found that they had their own family members, their daily life, and there was no place for them. She even had problems communicating with each other and had a great estrangement. Therefore, she finally chose to leave.
She also drifted by the latter and was sold as a commodity. She did not choose to resist even when the other party wanted to do something wrong to herself. Unfortunately, she was the leader of darkness and chaos, even a rational half with no power. Those negative emotions with dark and evil came into contact with her and even intended to hurt herself In the end, they will fall into madness and die on the spot.
For nearly ten thousand years, jadeite has always been like this. It is not accepted first and then feels estranged. Otherwise, it attracts those evil people and causes them to die suddenly.
From the beginning to the end, feicui is a person.
People call her "the bitterness of looking for happiness", but she doesn't even know what "happiness" is.
She doesn't even know what "misfortune" is.
Otherwise, when the old demons destroy the space node, break into the temple of the present world and take her away, she will not resist.
For the long journey, it was just a long journey.
The only difference is that because someone has been staring at the seal of the noumenon, it is likely to release the noumenon. At that time, an idea came out of jadeite.
That is, take this journey as the final destination.
She didn't want to go on like this anymore.
She didn't want to be such a vagrant anymore.
Therefore, even if she knew that the final result must be eliminated, she also planned to take advantage of this opportunity to return to the noumenon.
Until, met that person.
"Hello."
This is what the other person said when he saw him.
Very ordinary, very ordinary, without any bright spots and a special sentence.
At that time, feicui did not feel that she would have much involvement with each other.
That is, a person, like those people in the past, meets and relates to himself, and finally either he or she will take the initiative to leave, or the other party will die like those who died suddenly. That's all.But I don't know why, the other party's eyes at that time, let feicui have a very deep impression.
It's like looking at a big trouble, clearly do not want to contact, but the body and heart against their own will, so that he has to contact, full of tangled eyes.
That look makes feicui very concerned.
I've never seen jadeite before, full of pity, or full of sympathy, or full of love.
Because she cares about the eyes, feicui also gets into the bed of the other party that night. She wants to have a good look at the eyes, but she falls asleep unconsciously because her arms are too reassuring.
Feicui doesn't know why she feels warm and at ease in each other's body.
She did not know that sheen held the blessing of the Supreme God. Otherwise, she might understand that the reason for this was because she had the spirit of the mother of the gods. She had the same sense of peace in her parents' arms.
What really changed jadeite's mood was what happened the next day.
"Are you going with me, little fellow?"
When that person looked at himself and said such a sentence to himself, feicui felt quite incredible.
It's not because no one has said that to themselves.
In the past, those who took in and adopted themselves did not say less.
But their eyes, and that person's eyes, are totally different.
In the past, those who were going to take in and adopt themselves only regarded themselves as abandoned children of unknown origin, and they planned to bring her into their lives based on sympathy, compassion and love.
But this person is different.
This person's eyes, respectively, do not want to bring himself to his side, but he intends to enter his side, intervene in her life, her life.
These are two completely different things.
The former is to let herself abandon her past and live with them, but feicui can't do it, so she left.
The latter is to let oneself face their own problems directly, and the other party will intervene and intervene to face them together.
In particular, when the other party does not know when and when it will be exposed, as if looking at the same person in distress, let feicui feel different from the people he met in the past.
Perhaps, even the other party does not know that he has shown such feelings?
At that time, feicui nodded.
It is not based on the choice of going with the tide, but for the first time in history, out of his own ideas, loyal to his heart, nodded this head.
From that time on, everything was destined to be changed.
Later, feicui found out that he was a brave man. He had a holy sword. He could not only break his seal and return to the body, but also weaken the power of the body and increase the chance of his return.
"Don't worry, I'll help you."
The other party clearly is not a person who can say such warm-hearted words, but when facing himself, he naturally said such words.
"Don't forget, I let you choose whether you want to follow me or not. I also let you say what you have and claim to help you. Since you have made a choice, I will certainly help you to the end."
For this reason, the other party broke the seal regardless of the consequences, or even chose to do so knowing that it would cause trouble. It was really impulsive and reckless.
But...
"don't worry, we still have time, and then we will think about what to do."
"All right?"
At that time, it was inconceivable that the words soothed feicui's impatience and sense of collapse, so that her incomplete rationality suddenly made a living.
That is, they should not abandon themselves to death.
Yes.
Before that, feicui's thought of returning was nothing but self abandonment.
The result of her pursuit is not success, but the intention to end it.
In other words, in the end, it doesn't matter whether you succeed or fail.
She just doesn't want to go on like this.
Until then, jadeite first had the idea of success.
Even if the hope is still very slim, the existence nature of Lilith, the evil god, is a matter of many difficulties and even problems, but feicui still wants to fight for it.
If you fail, then forget it.
But if she is successful, this time, she must eliminate the estrangement she felt in the past, enter other people's lives, and let her rationality really grow up.
Of course, feicui only wants to enter one's life now.
That's him --
"my name is Sean, and youThis is also what the other side said when we met for the first time.
At that time, her answer was jade.
But this time, she wanted to answer.
"I'm Lilith."
"Coming back from the dark, born in the chaos, with the help of the brave, we have successfully obtained the existence of reason."
"Evil god?"
"No, it's not."
"I am the goddess, Lilith."
In this way, the girl's swaying soul, as if it might collapse at any time, quickly stabilized.
...
"boom..."
this is the roar of the sky.
This is the trembling of the earth.
Over cosmos, in the bright light, a burst of bright light, like the sun penetrating the darkness, pierced out and illuminated the surroundings.
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"-"
this is an area that no one can reach.
This is a world that no one can reach.
In this field and the world, only jadeite wanders in it like a soul.
Because this is the body of Lilith, the inner part of the goddess, the depth of consciousness, or the "soul" itself.
Here, feicui feels that she has become in a trance, even the existence itself is extremely unstable.
"It's going to collapse.".
"It's going to crash.".
"It's going to disappear.".
"We can't hold on.".
Clearly did not feel uncomfortable, such a feeling is constantly flooding into jadeite's mind, let feicui understand how dangerous his current situation is.
It's like immersing yourself in poison and losing the pain. It's not only not OK, but also more dangerous.
This is what feicui feels like now.
In this sense, feicui begins to look back on her memory.
She can't talk.
She's not mature either.
Even though it has survived for nearly 10000 years, jadeite has grown up in terms of personality rationality, but it is going in a wrong direction.
She wants to improve her rationality and personality strength to fight against her own noumenon. However, the chaotic nature of the noumenon has been suppressing the growth of her personality and rationality. As a result, jadeite's rationality and even her intellectuality are growing in a strange way.
In some fields, she knows and understands well. She seems to be more knowledgeable than the old people who have been living for a hundred years.
In some areas, she seems to understand, or even completely do not understand, than children.
Such a contradictory and deformed ideology has been maintained for nearly ten thousand years. Sometimes it makes feicui feel anxious, sometimes it also makes feicui feel collapsed, which makes her really unable to bear it.
She also does not know how to complain about the fate of how to treat themselves, so she can only do her best to eliminate this anxiety and sense of collapse, constantly wandering, wandering on the ground.
In jadeite's memory, it's really just these.
After all, from the moment of her birth, as a rational half body, she was excluded from the noumenon. She was sealed with the other party immediately after the noumenon made a catastrophe, and then began this extremely long journey of wandering.
During this journey, she met people who looked pitiful and adopted herself.
In this journey, she also met people who had a bad heart for themselves and wanted to do something to themselves.
She tried to live with the former, but found that they had their own family members, their daily life, and there was no place for them. She even had problems communicating with each other and had a great estrangement. Therefore, she finally chose to leave.
She also drifted by the latter and was sold as a commodity. She did not choose to resist even when the other party wanted to do something wrong to herself. Unfortunately, she was the leader of darkness and chaos, even a rational half with no power. Those negative emotions with dark and evil came into contact with her and even intended to hurt herself In the end, they will fall into madness and die on the spot.
For nearly ten thousand years, jadeite has always been like this. It is not accepted first and then feels estranged. Otherwise, it attracts those evil people and causes them to die suddenly.
From the beginning to the end, feicui is a person.
People call her "the bitterness of looking for happiness", but she doesn't even know what "happiness" is.
She doesn't even know what "misfortune" is.
Otherwise, when the old demons destroy the space node, break into the temple of the present world and take her away, she will not resist.
For the long journey, it was just a long journey.
The only difference is that because someone has been staring at the seal of the noumenon, it is likely to release the noumenon. At that time, an idea came out of jadeite.
That is, take this journey as the final destination.
She didn't want to go on like this anymore.
She didn't want to be such a vagrant anymore.
Therefore, even if she knew that the final result must be eliminated, she also planned to take advantage of this opportunity to return to the noumenon.
Until, met that person.
"Hello."
This is what the other person said when he saw him.
Very ordinary, very ordinary, without any bright spots and a special sentence.
At that time, feicui did not feel that she would have much involvement with each other.
That is, a person, like those people in the past, meets and relates to himself, and finally either he or she will take the initiative to leave, or the other party will die like those who died suddenly. That's all.But I don't know why, the other party's eyes at that time, let feicui have a very deep impression.
It's like looking at a big trouble, clearly do not want to contact, but the body and heart against their own will, so that he has to contact, full of tangled eyes.
That look makes feicui very concerned.
I've never seen jadeite before, full of pity, or full of sympathy, or full of love.
Because she cares about the eyes, feicui also gets into the bed of the other party that night. She wants to have a good look at the eyes, but she falls asleep unconsciously because her arms are too reassuring.
Feicui doesn't know why she feels warm and at ease in each other's body.
She did not know that sheen held the blessing of the Supreme God. Otherwise, she might understand that the reason for this was because she had the spirit of the mother of the gods. She had the same sense of peace in her parents' arms.
What really changed jadeite's mood was what happened the next day.
"Are you going with me, little fellow?"
When that person looked at himself and said such a sentence to himself, feicui felt quite incredible.
It's not because no one has said that to themselves.
In the past, those who took in and adopted themselves did not say less.
But their eyes, and that person's eyes, are totally different.
In the past, those who were going to take in and adopt themselves only regarded themselves as abandoned children of unknown origin, and they planned to bring her into their lives based on sympathy, compassion and love.
But this person is different.
This person's eyes, respectively, do not want to bring himself to his side, but he intends to enter his side, intervene in her life, her life.
These are two completely different things.
The former is to let herself abandon her past and live with them, but feicui can't do it, so she left.
The latter is to let oneself face their own problems directly, and the other party will intervene and intervene to face them together.
In particular, when the other party does not know when and when it will be exposed, as if looking at the same person in distress, let feicui feel different from the people he met in the past.
Perhaps, even the other party does not know that he has shown such feelings?
At that time, feicui nodded.
It is not based on the choice of going with the tide, but for the first time in history, out of his own ideas, loyal to his heart, nodded this head.
From that time on, everything was destined to be changed.
Later, feicui found out that he was a brave man. He had a holy sword. He could not only break his seal and return to the body, but also weaken the power of the body and increase the chance of his return.
"Don't worry, I'll help you."
The other party clearly is not a person who can say such warm-hearted words, but when facing himself, he naturally said such words.
"Don't forget, I let you choose whether you want to follow me or not. I also let you say what you have and claim to help you. Since you have made a choice, I will certainly help you to the end."
For this reason, the other party broke the seal regardless of the consequences, or even chose to do so knowing that it would cause trouble. It was really impulsive and reckless.
But...
"don't worry, we still have time, and then we will think about what to do."
"All right?"
At that time, it was inconceivable that the words soothed feicui's impatience and sense of collapse, so that her incomplete rationality suddenly made a living.
That is, they should not abandon themselves to death.
Yes.
Before that, feicui's thought of returning was nothing but self abandonment.
The result of her pursuit is not success, but the intention to end it.
In other words, in the end, it doesn't matter whether you succeed or fail.
She just doesn't want to go on like this.
Until then, jadeite first had the idea of success.
Even if the hope is still very slim, the existence nature of Lilith, the evil god, is a matter of many difficulties and even problems, but feicui still wants to fight for it.
If you fail, then forget it.
But if she is successful, this time, she must eliminate the estrangement she felt in the past, enter other people's lives, and let her rationality really grow up.
Of course, feicui only wants to enter one's life now.
That's him --
"my name is Sean, and youThis is also what the other side said when we met for the first time.
At that time, her answer was jade.
But this time, she wanted to answer.
"I'm Lilith."
"Coming back from the dark, born in the chaos, with the help of the brave, we have successfully obtained the existence of reason."
"Evil god?"
"No, it's not."
"I am the goddess, Lilith."
In this way, the girl's swaying soul, as if it might collapse at any time, quickly stabilized.
...
"boom..."
this is the roar of the sky.
This is the trembling of the earth.
Over cosmos, in the bright light, a burst of bright light, like the sun penetrating the darkness, pierced out and illuminated the surroundings.
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"-" this is an area that no one can reach. This is a world that no one can reach. In this field and the world, only jadeite wanders in it like a soul. Because this is the body of Lilith, the inner part of the goddess, the depth of consciousness, or the "soul" itself. Here, feicui feels that she has become in a trance, even the existence itself is extremely unstable. "It's going to collapse.". "It's going to crash.". "It's going to disappear.". "We can't hold on.". Clearly did not feel uncomfortable, such a feeling is constantly flooding into jadeite's mind, let feicui understand how dangerous his current situation is. It's like immersing yourself in poison and losing the pain. It's not only not OK, but also more dangerous. This is what feicui feels like now. In this sense, feicui begins to look back on her memory. She can't talk. She's not mature either. Even though it has survived for nearly 10000 years, jadeite has grown up in terms of personality rationality, but it is going in a wrong direction. She wants to improve her rationality and personality strength to fight against her own noumenon. However, the chaotic nature of the noumenon has been suppressing the growth of her personality and rationality. As a result, jadeite's rationality and even her intellectuality are growing in a strange way. In some fields, she knows and understands well. She seems to be more knowledgeable than the old people who have been living for a hundred years. In some areas, she seems to understand, or even completely do not understand, than children. Such a contradictory and deformed ideology has been maintained for nearly ten thousand years. Sometimes it makes feicui feel anxious, sometimes it also makes feicui feel collapsed, which makes her really unable to bear it. She also does not know how to complain about the fate of how to treat themselves, so she can only do her best to eliminate this anxiety and sense of collapse, constantly wandering, wandering on the ground. In jadeite's memory, it's really just these. After all, from the moment of her birth, as a rational half body, she was excluded from the noumenon. She was sealed with the other party immediately after the noumenon made a catastrophe, and then began this extremely long journey of wandering. During this journey, she met people who looked pitiful and adopted herself. In this journey, she also met people who had a bad heart for themselves and wanted to do something to themselves. She tried to live with the former, but found that they had their own family members, their daily life, and there was no place for them. She even had problems communicating with each other and had a great estrangement. Therefore, she finally chose to leave. She also drifted by the latter and was sold as a commodity. She did not choose to resist even when the other party wanted to do something wrong to herself. Unfortunately, she was the leader of darkness and chaos, even a rational half with no power. Those negative emotions with dark and evil came into contact with her and even intended to hurt herself In the end, they will fall into madness and die on the spot. For nearly ten thousand years, jadeite has always been like this. It is not accepted first and then feels estranged. Otherwise, it attracts those evil people and causes them to die suddenly. From the beginning to the end, feicui is a person. People call her "the bitterness of looking for happiness", but she doesn't even know what "happiness" is. She doesn't even know what "misfortune" is. Otherwise, when the old demons destroy the space node, break into the temple of the present world and take her away, she will not resist. For the long journey, it was just a long journey. The only difference is that because someone has been staring at the seal of the noumenon, it is likely to release the noumenon. At that time, an idea came out of jadeite. That is, take this journey as the final destination. She didn't want to go on like this anymore. She didn't want to be such a vagrant anymore. Therefore, even if she knew that the final result must be eliminated, she also planned to take advantage of this opportunity to return to the noumenon. Until, met that person. "Hello." This is what the other person said when he saw him. Very ordinary, very ordinary, without any bright spots and a special sentence. At that time, feicui did not feel that she would have much involvement with each other. That is, a person, like those people in the past, meets and relates to himself, and finally either he or she will take the initiative to leave, or the other party will die like those who died suddenly. That's all.But I don't know why, the other party's eyes at that time, let feicui have a very deep impression. It's like looking at a big trouble, clearly do not want to contact, but the body and heart against their own will, so that he has to contact, full of tangled eyes. That look makes feicui very concerned. I've never seen jadeite before, full of pity, or full of sympathy, or full of love. Because she cares about the eyes, feicui also gets into the bed of the other party that night. She wants to have a good look at the eyes, but she falls asleep unconsciously because her arms are too reassuring. Feicui doesn't know why she feels warm and at ease in each other's body. She did not know that sheen held the blessing of the Supreme God. Otherwise, she might understand that the reason for this was because she had the spirit of the mother of the gods. She had the same sense of peace in her parents' arms. What really changed jadeite's mood was what happened the next day. "Are you going with me, little fellow?" When that person looked at himself and said such a sentence to himself, feicui felt quite incredible. It's not because no one has said that to themselves. In the past, those who took in and adopted themselves did not say less. But their eyes, and that person's eyes, are totally different. In the past, those who were going to take in and adopt themselves only regarded themselves as abandoned children of unknown origin, and they planned to bring her into their lives based on sympathy, compassion and love. But this person is different. This person's eyes, respectively, do not want to bring himself to his side, but he intends to enter his side, intervene in her life, her life. These are two completely different things. The former is to let herself abandon her past and live with them, but feicui can't do it, so she left. The latter is to let oneself face their own problems directly, and the other party will intervene and intervene to face them together. In particular, when the other party does not know when and when it will be exposed, as if looking at the same person in distress, let feicui feel different from the people he met in the past. Perhaps, even the other party does not know that he has shown such feelings? At that time, feicui nodded. It is not based on the choice of going with the tide, but for the first time in history, out of his own ideas, loyal to his heart, nodded this head. From that time on, everything was destined to be changed. Later, feicui found out that he was a brave man. He had a holy sword. He could not only break his seal and return to the body, but also weaken the power of the body and increase the chance of his return. "Don't worry, I'll help you." The other party clearly is not a person who can say such warm-hearted words, but when facing himself, he naturally said such words. "Don't forget, I let you choose whether you want to follow me or not. I also let you say what you have and claim to help you. Since you have made a choice, I will certainly help you to the end." For this reason, the other party broke the seal regardless of the consequences, or even chose to do so knowing that it would cause trouble. It was really impulsive and reckless. But... "don't worry, we still have time, and then we will think about what to do." "All right?" At that time, it was inconceivable that the words soothed feicui's impatience and sense of collapse, so that her incomplete rationality suddenly made a living. That is, they should not abandon themselves to death. Yes. Before that, feicui's thought of returning was nothing but self abandonment. The result of her pursuit is not success, but the intention to end it. In other words, in the end, it doesn't matter whether you succeed or fail. She just doesn't want to go on like this. Until then, jadeite first had the idea of success. Even if the hope is still very slim, the existence nature of Lilith, the evil god, is a matter of many difficulties and even problems, but feicui still wants to fight for it. If you fail, then forget it. But if she is successful, this time, she must eliminate the estrangement she felt in the past, enter other people's lives, and let her rationality really grow up. Of course, feicui only wants to enter one's life now. That's him -- "my name is Sean, and youThis is also what the other side said when we met for the first time. At that time, her answer was jade. But this time, she wanted to answer. "I'm Lilith." "Coming back from the dark, born in the chaos, with the help of the brave, we have successfully obtained the existence of reason." "Evil god?" "No, it's not." "I am the goddess, Lilith." In this way, the girl's swaying soul, as if it might collapse at any time, quickly stabilized. ... "boom..." this is the roar of the sky. This is the trembling of the earth. Over cosmos, in the bright light, a burst of bright light, like the sun penetrating the darkness, pierced out and illuminated the surroundings. www.mylovenovel.com , the fastest update of the webnovel!
