Chapter 215: Death
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[This is not fair. Do you know how hard it is for me to do this? You are basically asking me to kill you]
"I am sorry for being a jerk. But please, Lily. I have to do anything I can to become stronger"
It's to protect my loved ones.
[If it somehow mixed with your blood, then it might work]
"With blood"
Then I need to stab the needle in my t.h.i.g.hs...
[But the moment that blood reaches your heart, it will melt]
"You are just increasing the pressure"
Even I am a little scared now.
"Lily!"
[Yes?]
"Boost the entire regeneration process to the max and focus it on one part of the body"
[Don't tell me you are--]
"Yeah. I will stab it directly into my heart. I will be leaving the rest to you"
[I will hate you for this]
"I am sorry"
Let's do this, Das.
"Remember what I said, Lil Das" Daulla said, pressing the dagger on her neck.
"I won't stop you from doing that. But if you are going to do that, then first make sure I am completely dead And! And wait for five minutes before doing anything"
Because I am going to make it, for sure.
[I am ready, Das]
"I am ready too"
I grabbed the syringe with both my hands and raised it.
This is surely going to hurt.
With all my strength, I stabbed the thick needle in my right c.h.e.s.t.
I didn't feel anything when I stabbed. No pain of getting stabbed at all.
But soon enough, I felt a little cold in my heart. Just a small portion of my heart.
The next second, the coldness spread throughout my body.
It was no longer feeling cold, it was burning. Like there is some kind of lava running in my veins, instead of blood.
I could feel all the blood of my body getting burned.
My body became dry.
I looked at my hands, and the skin was cracking.
This is...bad.
I moved my head towards Daulla, as fast as I could, but it was moving so slow.
The skin from my face had already started to fall off.
When I finally looked at Daulla, she had tears in her eyes. She was saying something while screaming, but I could hear anything.
I slowly moved my hand at her.
Most of the skin, including my flesh, had already fallen off from my hand, as well as most part of my body.
Daulla came running at me and held my hand.
Her face looked like she was in pain. Well, of course she is. But I don't feel any pain now.
In fact, I can't feel anything.
Anything...
I feel nothing.
Darkness covered my eyes.
Everywhere I saw, I saw black.
Nothing but darkness.
I can't feel anything.
Wait, do I have a body in the first place?
It was a suicidal move after all.
Well, my life wasn't bad at all.
The best thing that has happened to me in my life is...Elena.
I wonder what Elena would do if she heard that I am dead? She would probably cry, she might even stop eating and talking.
What about Daulla? I am dead, that means she will soon kill herself.
What about Lier? She will probably try to kill herself.
What about Serah? In the end, I never got a chance to go on a date with her.
What about Lily?
What will happen to her?
She is inside me, so if I die, she will...die too.
I am killing two people with me. Lily and Daulla. And I happen to be in love with them.
Dammit.
There are so many things that are left unanswered.
What is the secret my family is hiding from me?
Who was that boy which Elena kissed? I want to kill him.
Dammit!
Elena wanted to go on a beach, and I bought the island too.
She also wanted a baby. But looks like that is impossible now.
Sorry, Elena. You will never have a baby.
"She can"
Who are you?!
"I am me"
Where are you?
"I am me"
Are you a...god?
"God? What is that? I am only me"
What do you want?
"I don't want anything. I am just replying to all your questions"
Where are you? Show yourself!
"I don't need to show myself. It does matter anyway"
What do you mean?
"I am not real"
But you are talking with me.
"Why said all who talks are real"
So who are you?
"I am me"
What are you?
"I am...me"
What do you mean by Elena will have a baby?
"It's as it says. She will have a baby and live a happy life"
But I am dead.
"Who said that baby would be yours?"
What do you mean?
"Come on. How long will you keep acting all dumb? How long will you deny it?"
Shut up! My Elena would never do something like that!
"Of course she won't. She wouldn't have, if you were still alive. But now, you are dead"
Shut the hell up!
"She will eventually get over you, find someone else, and get married with him"
Please stop!
"She will do what she couldn't do with you. You know what I am talking about, right?"
Stop it.
"I am talking about aving a s.e.x.u.a.l I.n.t.e.r.c.o.u.r.s.e"
Stop it!
"I can't stop. I won't stop"
Then die!
"I can't die. I won't die. I will just keep talking with you for eternity"
Please stop!
"Oh, I forgot to tell you about this. But the same will happen with other girls, what do you call it? Harem! Yes, harem. Your harem will also eventually settle with someone else and have a happy family"
Shut up!
"Yell all you want. I will keep talking with you"
Shut the hell up!
"I can't stop. I won't stop"
I can't even cover my ears.
"You don't have a body. How will you cover your ears?"
Stop reading my mind!
"I am not reading anything. You are just saying everything yourselves"
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[This is not fair. Do you know how hard it is for me to do this? You are basically asking me to kill you]
"I am sorry for being a jerk. But please, Lily. I have to do anything I can to become stronger"
It's to protect my loved ones.
[If it somehow mixed with your blood, then it might work]
"With blood"
Then I need to stab the needle in my t.h.i.g.hs...
[But the moment that blood reaches your heart, it will melt]
"You are just increasing the pressure"
Even I am a little scared now.
"Lily!"
[Yes?]
"Boost the entire regeneration process to the max and focus it on one part of the body"
[Don't tell me you are--]
"Yeah. I will stab it directly into my heart. I will be leaving the rest to you"
[I will hate you for this]
"I am sorry"
Let's do this, Das.
"Remember what I said, Lil Das" Daulla said, pressing the dagger on her neck.
"I won't stop you from doing that. But if you are going to do that, then first make sure I am completely dead And! And wait for five minutes before doing anything"
Because I am going to make it, for sure.
[I am ready, Das]
"I am ready too"
I grabbed the syringe with both my hands and raised it.
This is surely going to hurt.
With all my strength, I stabbed the thick needle in my right c.h.e.s.t.
I didn't feel anything when I stabbed. No pain of getting stabbed at all.
But soon enough, I felt a little cold in my heart. Just a small portion of my heart.
The next second, the coldness spread throughout my body.
It was no longer feeling cold, it was burning. Like there is some kind of lava running in my veins, instead of blood.
I could feel all the blood of my body getting burned.
My body became dry.
I looked at my hands, and the skin was cracking.
This is...bad.
I moved my head towards Daulla, as fast as I could, but it was moving so slow.
The skin from my face had already started to fall off.
When I finally looked at Daulla, she had tears in her eyes. She was saying something while screaming, but I could hear anything.
I slowly moved my hand at her.
Most of the skin, including my flesh, had already fallen off from my hand, as well as most part of my body.
Daulla came running at me and held my hand.
Her face looked like she was in pain. Well, of course she is. But I don't feel any pain now.
In fact, I can't feel anything.
Anything...
I feel nothing.
Darkness covered my eyes.
Everywhere I saw, I saw black.
Nothing but darkness.
I can't feel anything.
Wait, do I have a body in the first place?
It was a suicidal move after all.
Well, my life wasn't bad at all.
The best thing that has happened to me in my life is...Elena.
I wonder what Elena would do if she heard that I am dead? She would probably cry, she might even stop eating and talking.
What about Daulla? I am dead, that means she will soon kill herself.
What about Lier? She will probably try to kill herself.
What about Serah? In the end, I never got a chance to go on a date with her.
What about Lily?
What will happen to her?
She is inside me, so if I die, she will...die too.
I am killing two people with me. Lily and Daulla. And I happen to be in love with them.
Dammit.
There are so many things that are left unanswered.
What is the secret my family is hiding from me?
Who was that boy which Elena kissed? I want to kill him.
Dammit!
Elena wanted to go on a beach, and I bought the island too.
She also wanted a baby. But looks like that is impossible now.
Sorry, Elena. You will never have a baby.
"She can"
Who are you?!
"I am me"
Where are you?
"I am me"
Are you a...god?
"God? What is that? I am only me"
What do you want?
"I don't want anything. I am just replying to all your questions"
Where are you? Show yourself!
"I don't need to show myself. It does matter anyway"
What do you mean?
"I am not real"
But you are talking with me.
"Why said all who talks are real"
So who are you?
"I am me"
What are you?
"I am...me"
What do you mean by Elena will have a baby?
"It's as it says. She will have a baby and live a happy life"
But I am dead.
"Who said that baby would be yours?"
What do you mean?
"Come on. How long will you keep acting all dumb? How long will you deny it?"
Shut up! My Elena would never do something like that!
"Of course she won't. She wouldn't have, if you were still alive. But now, you are dead"
Shut the hell up!
"She will eventually get over you, find someone else, and get married with him"
Please stop!
"She will do what she couldn't do with you. You know what I am talking about, right?"
Stop it.
"I am talking about aving a s.e.x.u.a.l I.n.t.e.r.c.o.u.r.s.e"
Stop it!
"I can't stop. I won't stop"
Then die!
"I can't die. I won't die. I will just keep talking with you for eternity"
Please stop!
"Oh, I forgot to tell you about this. But the same will happen with other girls, what do you call it? Harem! Yes, harem. Your harem will also eventually settle with someone else and have a happy family"
Shut up!
"Yell all you want. I will keep talking with you"
Shut the hell up!
"I can't stop. I won't stop"
I can't even cover my ears.
"You don't have a body. How will you cover your ears?"
Stop reading my mind!
"I am not reading anything. You are just saying everything yourselves"
This is not fair. Do you know how hard it is for me to do this? You are basically asking me to kill you "I am sorry for being a jerk. But please, Lily. I have to do anything I can to become stronger" It's to protect my loved ones. If it somehow mixed with your blood, then it might work "With blood" Then I need to stab the needle in my t.h.i.g.hs... But the moment that blood reaches your heart, it will melt "You are just increasing the pressure" Even I am a little scared now. "Lily!" Yes? "Boost the entire regeneration process to the max and focus it on one part of the body" Don't tell me you are-- "Yeah. I will stab it directly into my heart. I will be leaving the rest to you" I will hate you for this "I am sorry" Let's do this, Das. "Remember what I said, Lil Das" Daulla said, pressing the dagger on her neck. "I won't stop you from doing that. But if you are going to do that, then first make sure I am completely dead And! And wait for five minutes before doing anything" Because I am going to make it, for sure. I am ready, Das "I am ready too" I grabbed the syringe with both my hands and raised it. This is surely going to hurt. With all my strength, I stabbed the thick needle in my right c.h.e.s.t. I didn't feel anything when I stabbed. No pain of getting stabbed at all. But soon enough, I felt a little cold in my heart. Just a small portion of my heart. The next second, the coldness spread throughout my body. It was no longer feeling cold, it was burning. Like there is some kind of lava running in my veins, instead of blood. I could feel all the blood of my body getting burned. My body became dry. I looked at my hands, and the skin was cracking. This is...bad. I moved my head towards Daulla, as fast as I could, but it was moving so slow. The skin from my face had already started to fall off. When I finally looked at Daulla, she had tears in her eyes. She was saying something while screaming, but I could hear anything. I slowly moved my hand at her. Most of the skin, including my flesh, had already fallen off from my hand, as well as most part of my body. Daulla came running at me and held my hand. Her face looked like she was in pain. Well, of course she is. But I don't feel any pain now. In fact, I can't feel anything. Anything... I feel nothing. Darkness covered my eyes. Everywhere I saw, I saw black. Nothing but darkness. I can't feel anything. Wait, do I have a body in the first place? It was a suicidal move after all. Well, my life wasn't bad at all. The best thing that has happened to me in my life is...Elena. I wonder what Elena would do if she heard that I am dead? She would probably cry, she might even stop eating and talking. What about Daulla? I am dead, that means she will soon kill herself. What about Lier? She will probably try to kill herself. What about Serah? In the end, I never got a chance to go on a date with her. What about Lily? What will happen to her? She is inside me, so if I die, she will...die too. I am killing two people with me. Lily and Daulla. And I happen to be in love with them. Dammit. There are so many things that are left unanswered. What is the secret my family is hiding from me? Who was that boy which Elena kissed? I want to kill him. Dammit! Elena wanted to go on a beach, and I bought the island too. She also wanted a baby. But looks like that is impossible now. Sorry, Elena. You will never have a baby. "She can" Who are you?! "I am me" Where are you? "I am me" Are you a...god? "God? What is that? I am only me" What do you want? "I don't want anything. I am just replying to all your questions" Where are you? Show yourself! "I don't need to show myself. It does matter anyway" What do you mean? "I am not real" But you are talking with me. "Why said all who talks are real" So who are you? "I am me" What are you? "I am...me" What do you mean by Elena will have a baby? "It's as it says. She will have a baby and live a happy life" But I am dead. "Who said that baby would be yours?" What do you mean? "Come on. How long will you keep acting all dumb? How long will you deny it?" Shut up! My Elena would never do something like that! "Of course she won't. She wouldn't have, if you were still alive. But now, you are dead" Shut the hell up! "She will eventually get over you, find someone else, and get married with him" Please stop! "She will do what she couldn't do with you. You know what I am talking about, right?" Stop it. "I am talking about aving a s.e.x.u.a.l I.n.t.e.r.c.o.u.r.s.e" Stop it! "I can't stop. I won't stop" Then die! "I can't die. I won't die. I will just keep talking with you for eternity" Please stop! "Oh, I forgot to tell you about this. But the same will happen with other girls, what do you call it? Harem! Yes, harem. Your harem will also eventually settle with someone else and have a happy family" Shut up! "Yell all you want. I will keep talking with you" Shut the hell up! "I can't stop. I won't stop" I can't even cover my ears. "You don't have a body. How will you cover your ears?" Stop reading my mind! "I am not reading anything. You are just saying everything yourselves"
