Chapter 301: That's What it Means To Be in Love
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Elena's eyes widened as she asked, "He groped you?"
Selena averted her eyes saying, "Well, it wasn't on purpose. But yeah, he did"
"What do you mean by wasn't on purpose? Like he just...you know, touched them by mistake? If yes, then how is it 'groped'? "
"Well..., The thing is, when he visited me, he was there to ask about my project. And I got haughty and tried to punch him, but I couldn't land a bit on him. After a while, when I jumped to kill him, he dodged it and grabbed me from behind. And..."
"And he was grabbing you by your b.r.e.a.s.ts?"
Selena nodded and said, "His hands were so big" as her face flushed.
"Why didn't he tell me?"
"We were keeping a secret"
"Then why did you tell me?"
"Because....argh! I can't do this. El, just don't get angry at him, okay?"
"Why would I get angry at him because he groped you?"
"You are not angry?"
"It was your fault. You tried to punch him, and he was just defending himself"
"So you are angry at me?"
Elena turned to the other side saying "Maybe I am?"
"Hey! Don't do that" Selena forcefully turned Elena back to her side yelling, "You can't do that!"
"You always try to hit him and annoy him"
"I won't do that! I promise. I will never do it again!"
"Why do you do it in the first place?"
"I just want his attention!---Ah!"
Elena smirked as Selena replied.
"I mean! I...I want his attention so that he doesn't look at other girls"
"Is that so?"
"Yes! It's for you! Everything is for you!"
'Why didn't she just admit it?'
"Even I became honest when I realized when I have to be honest, I have to be honest"
Selena turned down her gaze as she said, "I don't want to admit. I don't want to be honest. If it will hurt you, I will never accept it"
"Stop worrying about me, idiot"
"It's just for some more time. Then I won't be seeing him anyway"
"Why?"
"Aren't you going to move in at his place?"
"If I score more than 95%"
"What do you think? Will you be able to score more than that?"
"I don't know"
"You worked really hard. Don't you have a little confidence in yourself?"
"There is no point worrying about it now, is there?"
"Well, you are right. But I was just asking what you think? Will you score more than 95%?"
"Das said I will. So yeah, I am sure I will"
"You don't trust in yourself yet you trust his words when he doesn't even know how hard you have worked and how you gave your exams"
"He always tells the truth, and makes it happen. If he says something, he does it. He never lies"
Selena averted her gaze as she said, "he is hiding many things from you"
"I know"
"Huh?" Selena was bewildered by Elena's answer.
"What do you mean by 'I know'? You know he is lying to you and yet, you still act dumb?"
"He is not lying"
"He is hiding things from you"
"Lying and hiding are different things, you know?"
"They...are"
"That's why I never ask him about the things he is hiding. If I ask him, then he will be forced to lie. And I don't want him to lie to me. But I am sure he will tell me the truth if I ask him"
"You are too easy going"
"If you fell in love with him, you would do the same"
"Yea--why would I fall in love with him?!"
"Who knows? We have always liked the same thing, and fought over it, remember?"
"Yeah! However, here we are talking about Das He is your husband. I can't take him!"
"Who said anything about taking him?"
"Wha..."
"I just said 'if you fell in love with him'. I never said anything about taking or giving him"
As soon as Selena realized that she had fallen into Elena's trap, her face flushed a little as she said, "You are being mean"
Elena chuckled a little and said, "I got you!"
"Shut up!"
'I am already sharing him"
"So what? Are you saying you will give him to me?"
"I won't. Sharing and giving are different things"
"Imagine what he would think....after all those things I have said and done to him"
"I have said and done far worse things to him, and yet we love each other very much"
"Don't you ever think of what would happen if he leaves you?"
"He won't leave me. If he does, then I will follow him all over the world"
"What if he rejects you one day?"
"I will try my best to make him accept me"
"What if he stops loving you one day"
"I will make him fall for me again. No matter what it takes"
"What if something happens to him one day?"
"Nothing will happen to him"
Selena curled up facing Elena and said, "Whenever these thoughts come to mind, my heart aches. I don't want to think about it. If I have to leave with this pain, then isn't it better not to have those feelings?"
"That's the rule of love. You have to bear it, if you want to love and want to be loved"
"Did you have to bear it too?"
"Not anymore"
"Huh?"
"I have passed those bearings on to other girls, and we are are sharing it. So it's less now"
"So that's what you mean by those words"
"What about you? Can you bear it alone? If not, then you have to share it. can you do that?"
"Do you also have only those two options?"
"I had only one, and created another one. But you have two"
"I never knew love would be this scary"
"It's a scary feeling to be loved and give love. Once you taste it, you long for it"
Selena moved her hands to Elena's cheeks and said, "You are talking very deep today"
"Maybe I am"
They both looked into each other's eyes. And brought their faces close to each other.
They both closed their eyes at the same time and bumped their foreheads with each other.
Selena opened her mouth and said, "I can't take your place"
Elena opened her mouth and said, "I can't give you my place"
"I might try to take it from you"
"I won't give it to you"
"I might end up hurting you"
"I am strong enough to forgive you"
"I might make you sad"
"I can live with it"
"It might break both of us and our relationship"
"We will be as close as ever"
Both of them opened their eyes and smiled at each other.
Selena moved her face up and kissed Elena on the forehead.
Elena moved her face a little up and kissed Selena on her nose and upper lip.
"At least make some effort and kiss properly" Selena commented.
"I am too lazy to do that"
They held each other's hands and stared at each other.
"This night is too long for us" said Selena.
"Then that means we can talk more"
"I don't know what to talk about"
"I will tell you some of mine and Das's stories then"
"I don't want to hear your love stories"
"Jealous"
"No"
Elena opened her mouth and closed it again.
She opened her mouth again and said, "You know...that one time, I had this weird dream"
"Dream?"
"I don't know what it was. But it was too real for a dream"
"Did Das come into your dreams or what?"
"He did"
"Wait!" Selena's face flushed as she said, "You don't mean that type of dream, right?"
"What type?"
"You know..." her face flushed more as she said, "Those wet...dreams"
"No, no!"
"Then what type of dream?"
"I was in LWO...LWO is the VR game that I play with Das"
"I know"
"So...that one day we logged out. And then I ate dinner. Took a bath. Then came back to my room. played some games on my phone and some on my laptop"
"You play too many games"
Elena smacked Selena on the forehead and said, "Don't interrupt me"
"Fine"
"So, after all that, I went to sleep. And when I opened my eyes, I was in LWO"
"As I said, you play too many games"
Elena raised her hand to smack Selena again but before she could, Selena grabbed Elena's hand.
"I was at the beach. No one was there. I couldn't access the menu or anything. So I knew it was a dream"
"That is....weird"
"Listen more. After some time. I heard footsteps. I was afraid to look back, but something inside me wanted to look back"
"It was Das?"
Elena nodded and said, "He was as confused as me. But I also didn't know what was going on"
"After that?"
"I asked him to sit beside me. Then my outfit also changed to the bikini I wore once. Then we talked and talked"
"Talked about what?"
"Do you really want to know?"
"I am just curious"
"It was the night of the day you met Das"
"You mean the first time?"
"Yes"
"I...see"
"Do you still want to know what we talked about?
"I somehow know the answer now"
"So we talked and talked. Somehow, he knew exactly what I was worried about. Maybe he was worried about the same thing?"
"..."
"After that, he asked for a kiss. I said we can't kiss because it's a dream, and he disappeared. And soon after I also woke up"
"Was that really a dream?"
"Yes. I tried to ask him the next day about it, but I couldn't. I was afraid. 'What if he thinks I am going insane?' That was my thought, so I didn't ask him"
"You worry too much"
"That's what it means to be in love"
"Love, huh?"
Elena slowly opened her mouth and said, "So? What is your answer? What do you think? It's still not too late to be honest"
Selena opened her mouth to say something, but stopped and turned to the other side saying, "Good night"
Elena smiled, as if she got her answer and hugged Selena from behind saying, "I won't be helping you with this though"
"I know"
"Try your best"
"I will"
"Good luck is all I can say"
"Thanks"
"Good night"
"Good night"
And both of them fell asleep while hugging each othe
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Elena's eyes widened as she asked, "He groped you?"
Selena averted her eyes saying, "Well, it wasn't on purpose. But yeah, he did"
"What do you mean by wasn't on purpose? Like he just...you know, touched them by mistake? If yes, then how is it 'groped'? "
"Well..., The thing is, when he visited me, he was there to ask about my project. And I got haughty and tried to punch him, but I couldn't land a bit on him. After a while, when I jumped to kill him, he dodged it and grabbed me from behind. And..."
"And he was grabbing you by your b.r.e.a.s.ts?"
Selena nodded and said, "His hands were so big" as her face flushed.
"Why didn't he tell me?"
"We were keeping a secret"
"Then why did you tell me?"
"Because....argh! I can't do this. El, just don't get angry at him, okay?"
"Why would I get angry at him because he groped you?"
"You are not angry?"
"It was your fault. You tried to punch him, and he was just defending himself"
"So you are angry at me?"
Elena turned to the other side saying "Maybe I am?"
"Hey! Don't do that" Selena forcefully turned Elena back to her side yelling, "You can't do that!"
"You always try to hit him and annoy him"
"I won't do that! I promise. I will never do it again!"
"Why do you do it in the first place?"
"I just want his attention!---Ah!"
Elena smirked as Selena replied.
"I mean! I...I want his attention so that he doesn't look at other girls"
"Is that so?"
"Yes! It's for you! Everything is for you!"
'Why didn't she just admit it?'
"Even I became honest when I realized when I have to be honest, I have to be honest"
Selena turned down her gaze as she said, "I don't want to admit. I don't want to be honest. If it will hurt you, I will never accept it"
"Stop worrying about me, idiot"
"It's just for some more time. Then I won't be seeing him anyway"
"Why?"
"Aren't you going to move in at his place?"
"If I score more than 95%"
"What do you think? Will you be able to score more than that?"
"I don't know"
"You worked really hard. Don't you have a little confidence in yourself?"
"There is no point worrying about it now, is there?"
"Well, you are right. But I was just asking what you think? Will you score more than 95%?"
"Das said I will. So yeah, I am sure I will"
"You don't trust in yourself yet you trust his words when he doesn't even know how hard you have worked and how you gave your exams"
"He always tells the truth, and makes it happen. If he says something, he does it. He never lies"
Selena averted her gaze as she said, "he is hiding many things from you"
"I know"
"Huh?" Selena was bewildered by Elena's answer.
"What do you mean by 'I know'? You know he is lying to you and yet, you still act dumb?"
"He is not lying"
"He is hiding things from you"
"Lying and hiding are different things, you know?"
"They...are"
"That's why I never ask him about the things he is hiding. If I ask him, then he will be forced to lie. And I don't want him to lie to me. But I am sure he will tell me the truth if I ask him"
"You are too easy going"
"If you fell in love with him, you would do the same"
"Yea--why would I fall in love with him?!"
"Who knows? We have always liked the same thing, and fought over it, remember?"
"Yeah! However, here we are talking about Das He is your husband. I can't take him!"
"Who said anything about taking him?"
"Wha..."
"I just said 'if you fell in love with him'. I never said anything about taking or giving him"
As soon as Selena realized that she had fallen into Elena's trap, her face flushed a little as she said, "You are being mean"
Elena chuckled a little and said, "I got you!"
"Shut up!"
'I am already sharing him"
"So what? Are you saying you will give him to me?"
"I won't. Sharing and giving are different things"
"Imagine what he would think....after all those things I have said and done to him"
"I have said and done far worse things to him, and yet we love each other very much"
"Don't you ever think of what would happen if he leaves you?"
"He won't leave me. If he does, then I will follow him all over the world"
"What if he rejects you one day?"
"I will try my best to make him accept me"
"What if he stops loving you one day"
"I will make him fall for me again. No matter what it takes"
"What if something happens to him one day?"
"Nothing will happen to him"
Selena curled up facing Elena and said, "Whenever these thoughts come to mind, my heart aches. I don't want to think about it. If I have to leave with this pain, then isn't it better not to have those feelings?"
"That's the rule of love. You have to bear it, if you want to love and want to be loved"
"Did you have to bear it too?"
"Not anymore"
"Huh?"
"I have passed those bearings on to other girls, and we are are sharing it. So it's less now"
"So that's what you mean by those words"
"What about you? Can you bear it alone? If not, then you have to share it. can you do that?"
"Do you also have only those two options?"
"I had only one, and created another one. But you have two"
"I never knew love would be this scary"
"It's a scary feeling to be loved and give love. Once you taste it, you long for it"
Selena moved her hands to Elena's cheeks and said, "You are talking very deep today"
"Maybe I am"
They both looked into each other's eyes. And brought their faces close to each other.
They both closed their eyes at the same time and bumped their foreheads with each other.
Selena opened her mouth and said, "I can't take your place"
Elena opened her mouth and said, "I can't give you my place"
"I might try to take it from you"
"I won't give it to you"
"I might end up hurting you"
"I am strong enough to forgive you"
"I might make you sad"
"I can live with it"
"It might break both of us and our relationship"
"We will be as close as ever"
Both of them opened their eyes and smiled at each other.
Selena moved her face up and kissed Elena on the forehead.
Elena moved her face a little up and kissed Selena on her nose and upper lip.
"At least make some effort and kiss properly" Selena commented.
"I am too lazy to do that"
They held each other's hands and stared at each other.
"This night is too long for us" said Selena.
"Then that means we can talk more"
"I don't know what to talk about"
"I will tell you some of mine and Das's stories then"
"I don't want to hear your love stories"
"Jealous"
"No"
Elena opened her mouth and closed it again.
She opened her mouth again and said, "You know...that one time, I had this weird dream"
"Dream?"
"I don't know what it was. But it was too real for a dream"
"Did Das come into your dreams or what?"
"He did"
"Wait!" Selena's face flushed as she said, "You don't mean that type of dream, right?"
"What type?"
"You know..." her face flushed more as she said, "Those wet...dreams"
"No, no!"
"Then what type of dream?"
"I was in LWO...LWO is the VR game that I play with Das"
"I know"
"So...that one day we logged out. And then I ate dinner. Took a bath. Then came back to my room. played some games on my phone and some on my laptop"
"You play too many games"
Elena smacked Selena on the forehead and said, "Don't interrupt me"
"Fine"
"So, after all that, I went to sleep. And when I opened my eyes, I was in LWO"
"As I said, you play too many games"
Elena raised her hand to smack Selena again but before she could, Selena grabbed Elena's hand.
"I was at the beach. No one was there. I couldn't access the menu or anything. So I knew it was a dream"
"That is....weird"
"Listen more. After some time. I heard footsteps. I was afraid to look back, but something inside me wanted to look back"
"It was Das?"
Elena nodded and said, "He was as confused as me. But I also didn't know what was going on"
"After that?"
"I asked him to sit beside me. Then my outfit also changed to the bikini I wore once. Then we talked and talked"
"Talked about what?"
"Do you really want to know?"
"I am just curious"
"It was the night of the day you met Das"
"You mean the first time?"
"Yes"
"I...see"
"Do you still want to know what we talked about?
"I somehow know the answer now"
"So we talked and talked. Somehow, he knew exactly what I was worried about. Maybe he was worried about the same thing?"
"..."
"After that, he asked for a kiss. I said we can't kiss because it's a dream, and he disappeared. And soon after I also woke up"
"Was that really a dream?"
"Yes. I tried to ask him the next day about it, but I couldn't. I was afraid. 'What if he thinks I am going insane?' That was my thought, so I didn't ask him"
"You worry too much"
"That's what it means to be in love"
"Love, huh?"
Elena slowly opened her mouth and said, "So? What is your answer? What do you think? It's still not too late to be honest"
Selena opened her mouth to say something, but stopped and turned to the other side saying, "Good night"
Elena smiled, as if she got her answer and hugged Selena from behind saying, "I won't be helping you with this though"
"I know"
"Try your best"
"I will"
"Good luck is all I can say"
"Thanks"
"Good night"
"Good night"
And both of them fell asleep while hugging each othe
Elena's eyes widened as she asked, "He groped you?" Selena averted her eyes saying, "Well, it wasn't on purpose. But yeah, he did" "What do you mean by wasn't on purpose? Like he just...you know, touched them by mistake? If yes, then how is it 'groped'? " "Well..., The thing is, when he visited me, he was there to ask about my project. And I got haughty and tried to punch him, but I couldn't land a bit on him. After a while, when I jumped to kill him, he dodged it and grabbed me from behind. And..." "And he was grabbing you by your b.r.e.a.s.ts?" Selena nodded and said, "His hands were so big" as her face flushed. "Why didn't he tell me?" "We were keeping a secret" "Then why did you tell me?" "Because....argh! I can't do this. El, just don't get angry at him, okay?" "Why would I get angry at him because he groped you?" "You are not angry?" "It was your fault. You tried to punch him, and he was just defending himself" "So you are angry at me?" Elena turned to the other side saying "Maybe I am?" "Hey! Don't do that" Selena forcefully turned Elena back to her side yelling, "You can't do that!" "You always try to hit him and annoy him" "I won't do that! I promise. I will never do it again!" "Why do you do it in the first place?" "I just want his attention!---Ah!" Elena smirked as Selena replied. "I mean! I...I want his attention so that he doesn't look at other girls" "Is that so?" "Yes! It's for you! Everything is for you!" 'Why didn't she just admit it?' "Even I became honest when I realized when I have to be honest, I have to be honest" Selena turned down her gaze as she said, "I don't want to admit. I don't want to be honest. If it will hurt you, I will never accept it" "Stop worrying about me, idiot" "It's just for some more time. Then I won't be seeing him anyway" "Why?" "Aren't you going to move in at his place?" "If I score more than 95%" "What do you think? Will you be able to score more than that?" "I don't know" "You worked really hard. Don't you have a little confidence in yourself?" "There is no point worrying about it now, is there?" "Well, you are right. But I was just asking what you think? Will you score more than 95%?" "Das said I will. So yeah, I am sure I will" "You don't trust in yourself yet you trust his words when he doesn't even know how hard you have worked and how you gave your exams" "He always tells the truth, and makes it happen. If he says something, he does it. He never lies" Selena averted her gaze as she said, "he is hiding many things from you" "I know" "Huh?" Selena was bewildered by Elena's answer. "What do you mean by 'I know'? You know he is lying to you and yet, you still act dumb?" "He is not lying" "He is hiding things from you" "Lying and hiding are different things, you know?" "They...are" "That's why I never ask him about the things he is hiding. If I ask him, then he will be forced to lie. And I don't want him to lie to me. But I am sure he will tell me the truth if I ask him" "You are too easy going" "If you fell in love with him, you would do the same" "Yea--why would I fall in love with him?!" "Who knows? We have always liked the same thing, and fought over it, remember?" "Yeah! However, here we are talking about Das He is your husband. I can't take him!" "Who said anything about taking him?" "Wha..." "I just said 'if you fell in love with him'. I never said anything about taking or giving him" As soon as Selena realized that she had fallen into Elena's trap, her face flushed a little as she said, "You are being mean" Elena chuckled a little and said, "I got you!" "Shut up!" 'I am already sharing him" "So what? Are you saying you will give him to me?" "I won't. Sharing and giving are different things" "Imagine what he would think....after all those things I have said and done to him" "I have said and done far worse things to him, and yet we love each other very much" "Don't you ever think of what would happen if he leaves you?" "He won't leave me. If he does, then I will follow him all over the world" "What if he rejects you one day?" "I will try my best to make him accept me" "What if he stops loving you one day" "I will make him fall for me again. No matter what it takes" "What if something happens to him one day?" "Nothing will happen to him" Selena curled up facing Elena and said, "Whenever these thoughts come to mind, my heart aches. I don't want to think about it. If I have to leave with this pain, then isn't it better not to have those feelings?" "That's the rule of love. You have to bear it, if you want to love and want to be loved" "Did you have to bear it too?" "Not anymore" "Huh?" "I have passed those bearings on to other girls, and we are are sharing it. So it's less now" "So that's what you mean by those words" "What about you? Can you bear it alone? If not,then youhave to share it. can you do that?" "Do you also have only those two options?" "I had only one, and created another one. But you have two" "I never knew love would be this scary" "It's a scary feeling to be loved and give love. Once you taste it, you long for it" Selena moved her hands to Elena's cheeks and said, "You are talking very deep today" "Maybe I am" They both looked into each other's eyes. And brought their faces close to each other. They both closed their eyes at the same time and bumped their foreheads with each other. Selena opened her mouth and said, "I can't take your place" Elena opened her mouth and said, "I can't give you my place" "I might try to take it from you" "I won't give it to you" "I might end up hurting you" "I am strong enough to forgive you" "I might make you sad" "I can live with it" "It might break both of us and our relationship" "We will be as close as ever" Both of them opened their eyes and smiled at each other. Selena moved her face up and kissed Elena on the forehead. Elena moved her face a little up and kissed Selena on her nose and upper lip. "At least make some effort and kiss properly" Selena commented. "I am too lazy to do that" They held each other's hands and stared at each other. "This night is too long for us" said Selena. "Then that means we can talk more" "I don't know what to talk about" "I will tell yousome of mine and Das's stories then" "I don't want to hear your love stories" "Jealous" "No" Elena opened her mouth and closed it again. She opened her mouth again and said, "You know...that one time, I had this weird dream" "Dream?" "I don't know what it was. But it was too real for a dream" "Did Das come into your dreams or what?" "He did" "Wait!" Selena's face flushed as she said, "You don't mean that type of dream, right?" "What type?" "You know..." her face flushed more as she said, "Those wet...dreams" "No, no!" "Then what type of dream?" "I was in LWO...LWO is the VR game that I play with Das" "I know" "So...that one day we logged out. And then I ate dinner. Took a bath. Then came back to my room. played some games on my phone and some on my laptop" "You play too many games" Elena smacked Selena on the forehead and said, "Don't interrupt me" "Fine" "So, after all that, I went to sleep. And when I opened my eyes, I was in LWO" "As I said, you play too many games" Elena raised her hand to smack Selena again but before she could, Selena grabbed Elena's hand. "I was at the beach. No one was there. I couldn't access the menu or anything. So I knew it was a dream" "That is....weird" "Listen more. After some time. I heard footsteps. I was afraid to look back, but something inside me wanted to look back" "It was Das?" Elena nodded and said, "He was as confused as me. But I also didn't know what was going on" "After that?" "I asked him to sit beside me. Then my outfit also changed to the bikini I wore once. Then we talked and talked" "Talked about what?" "Do you really want to know?" "I am just curious" "It was the night of the day you met Das" "You mean the first time?" "Yes" "I...see" "Do you still want to know what we talked about? "I somehow know the answer now" "So we talked and talked. Somehow, he knew exactly what I was worried about. Maybe he was worried about the same thing?" "..." "After that, he asked for a kiss. I said we can't kiss because it's a dream, and he disappeared. And soon after I also woke up" "Was that really a dream?" "Yes. I tried to ask him the next day about it, but I couldn't. I was afraid. 'What if he thinks I am going insane?' That was my thought, so I didn't ask him" "You worry too much" "That's what it means to be in love" "Love, huh?" Elena slowly opened her mouth and said, "So? What is your answer? What do you think? It's still not too late to be honest" Selena opened her mouth to say something, but stopped and turned to the other side saying, "Good night" Elena smiled, as if she got her answer and hugged Selena from behind saying, "I won't be helping you with this though" "I know" "Try your best" "I will" "Good luck is all I can say" "Thanks" "Good night" "Good night" And both of them fell asleep while hugging each othe
