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Zeng Hanyu was lying on the bed. Leng CuO's words kept ringing in his ears.
Is it true that he is too self righteous?
Is it true that, as Ann said, Selina has been hiding the fact that her legs are better just because she is afraid of leaving her?
Zeng Hanyu felt that his heart was tangled and disordered, and he couldn't make out his mind at all.
Why, clearly she cheated himself, but why would he be so miserable!
Zeng Hanyu hugged the quilt and turned over. Suddenly, he felt something beside his shoulder, which made him panic.
Zeng Hanyu reached out to grab it. As a result, he took out a notebook from under the bed sheet. Through the moonlight outside the window, he saw the cover of the notebook. It was a little girl sitting on a swing. She looked very lonely. Somehow, Zeng Hanyu suddenly thought of Selina.
Selina in the past five years is very similar to this little girl.
as like as two peas, she has not been happy for five years, especially when he comes home, and sees her sitting in a wheelchair, looking at the garden downstairs, and the same breath in her eyes is just the same.
Zeng Hanyu suddenly felt extremely distressed. He slowly reached out and turned on the bedside lamp.
He slowly opened the first page of his notebook.
On the first page of the notebook, there are three words of Serena. Zeng Hanyu can't help but think that when he just knew Selina's name, he jokingly opened his mouth. Selina was not as good as Serena!
I didn't expect that after so many years, she still remembered.
He looked at the date of his diary, which should be five years ago, when she just came back from China and began to write.
He was suddenly a little nervous, because he knew that he might find many answers that he did not know in this diary. However, he was a little afraid that the result would be unbearable or unacceptable to him.
In spite of the myriad emotions in his heart, Zeng Hanyu slowly lowered his head and looked at Selina's diary word by word.
February 14, 2012.
Today is Valentine's day, but it's the most sober day for me to wake up from my coma.
I blocked a shot for the little girl. Maybe everyone thinks that I block this shot for Zeng Hanyu. In fact, it is not. Although I know that he will be very sad when the little girl has an accident, but I block this shot more out of instinct. After this period of time, I have regarded the girl as a close person in my heart, no matter what others do No matter what kind of situation the little girl, I and Zeng Hanyu will become, I will still regard the little girl as my best friend.
I used to seldom make friends, but the little girl was the only one who made me want to treat each other sincerely. I still remember that time in the bar, when Zeng Hanyu attacked me, she did not hesitate to stand up and stand up for me. I was very moved at that time, and no one could know how I felt in my heart.
Therefore, I always feel no regret for blocking her gun. I regret not protecting her and letting her receive the second shot. You know, she was pregnant at that time, but fortunately, the God was not so cruel to her, and her child was saved, and her life was not in danger.
Zeng Hanyu and I, as well as the little girl, went back to England and lived in my house.
Today is Valentine's day, but I can't go out. The doctor's words still reverberate in my ears.
He said, "Selina, after you are shot, you hurt the sciatic nerve during the operation. You may not be able to stand up in the future. Of course, you should not lose heart. As long as you recover for a period of time, you can still have a 10% chance to stand up again as long as you insist on rehabilitation.
Ten percent of the chance, almost pitiful.
I never thought I was a weak person before, but today I feel weak to a mess. After returning to the villa, I began to cry. I cried very hard. I didn't regret saving the little girl. However, I can't stand up again. Zeng Hanyu, he should leave.
After all, when my legs were good, I couldn't catch up with him. Now, I can't walk, I can't stay, I can't catch up with him.
Valentine's day, for me, is white
March 15, 2012.
Now, I don't know whether I'm lucky or not.
Since I couldn't walk, Zeng Hanyu has been taking care of me. He didn't leave me without any message as before. He would come back to see me every night, and would come back to take care of me at noon. Although there were servants, he was still worried that they would not take good care of me.
I suddenly feel very happy, this happiness, in the moment I fell in love with Zeng Hanyu, for the first time, I deeply felt that this is the taste of being taken care of, or by the person you love.
The little girl's stomach has shown her bosom, looking at her hard-working appearance, I can always think of the man she loves.
The man was not with her, but she insisted on having a baby.Although she has been emphasizing that Leng kuiyao is dead and An'an is alive, I still feel deeply that she just buried the man in the deepest heart.
December 24, 2012.
I have been examined and rehabilitated for ten months, but my legs seem to have no improvement at all. It doesn't listen to me. I've never been so powerless in my life.
I think, I will never stand up again, so I can still be worthy of him? My son Yu!
I have begun to be discouraged. Every time Zeng Hanyu takes me to rehabilitation, I fall down in front of him again and again. I feel the pain in my heart, which is increasing day by day. I suddenly don't want to go to rehabilitation again. I can't stand it. Every time I recover, he looks at me, and he doesn't know why, secretly sympathizes, suffers, and pities Engraved in my heart, I am very sad, every night can not sleep, I do not want to see his disappointed eyes, I think, that's it.
By the way, the little girl gave birth to a big fat boy a few days ago. However, she changed and became more indifferent than before. After giving birth to her child, she went to learn jewelry design. I don't know what she was thinking. Maybe everyone needs to make some changes.
After all, no one can tell the direction of life.
I never thought that I would spend the rest of my life in a wheelchair.
……
June 13, 2013.
After nearly a year and a half, I still didn't stand up.
It seems that the 10% miracle mentioned by the doctor will not happen to me again.
Maybe he didn't want me to continue to suffer. Maybe every time Zeng Hanyu saw me recover, it was too painful.
When I asked again to give up the rehabilitation, he agreed without hesitation.
In my life, I have no chance to stand beside him.
Whenever late at night, my heart is always very uncomfortable, I don't want to give up, but, see him every time with that look at me, I will be very sad.
Give up, just give up. What am I still insisting on!
I can see that Zeng Hanyu is ready. He is ready. As long as I can't stand up in my life, he intends to take care of him for the rest of my life.
In this way, I don't know whether it is good or not.
However, I am very clear in my heart, I really can not leave him.
Sometimes I really feel that my love is selfish and humble. If he knows what I think in my heart, he will despise me.
I don't want to. Anyway, I can't stand up.
October 1, 2013.
Today's time is national day in China. There are many tourists. I sit in the castle every day, and it seems that I can listen to the city. It's more lively than usual.
Unfortunately, I can't stand up now.
Since I said that I would not go to rehabilitation, Zeng Hanyu's care for me has become more and more intimate. He has to eat with me every morning and noon. I feel that I am greedy for this feeling.
Sometimes I feel that I am despicable, and I hold him in such a way, but sometimes I feel very happy. Fortunately, I still have him. Otherwise, I really don't know what to do in the future.
Although I said not to go to the hospital for rehabilitation, in other people's eyes, I really want to give up completely.
However, no one knows that every night, I will do rehabilitation around the bed. Without Zeng Hanyu's complicated eyes, only the company of the night, I don't seem to suffer so much.
Deep in my heart, after all, I'm eager to stand up.
I don't know if this persistence will work
March 8, 2014.
Today is women's day, I am very excited because last night, I finally stood up.
Now, I still feel like a dream. I can't believe it. After two years, I can finally stand up.
I think I must tell Zeng Hanyu the good news.
I sit on the balcony, feel the temperature of the sun, seems to be just right with my heart.
Hearing the sound of opening the door, I was excited to turn my wheelchair around. At that moment, I saw the little girl standing with Zeng Hanyu. Suddenly, I felt extremely uncomfortable. That kind of pain swept my whole heart.
Zeng Hanyu, after all, is more responsible to me. He has always loved a little girl, but she has someone else in her heart.
However, no matter how to say, the little girl is his right fiancee, and I! What is it?
I suddenly shrink back, I don't want to tell him this news, is not I hide from him, he will always take care of me, never abandon, if really, I think, I would rather selfish, humble to cheat him.
Please forgive me!
December 24, 2014.I can stand up completely now. I practice walking in the house every night.
I'm really well, but I'm more and more worried that one day, he will leave me.
But, don't tell him, do I want to sit in a wheelchair all my life?
I have been completely confused, confused to lose myself.
My pride, my self-esteem, all for my love, made a sacrifice, I ask myself, is this really good?
I don't know the answer myself. That's it. I'm a selfish layman after all.
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Zeng Hanyu was lying on the bed. Leng CuO's words kept ringing in his ears.
Is it true that he is too self righteous?
Is it true that, as Ann said, Selina has been hiding the fact that her legs are better just because she is afraid of leaving her?
Zeng Hanyu felt that his heart was tangled and disordered, and he couldn't make out his mind at all.
Why, clearly she cheated himself, but why would he be so miserable!
Zeng Hanyu hugged the quilt and turned over. Suddenly, he felt something beside his shoulder, which made him panic.
Zeng Hanyu reached out to grab it. As a result, he took out a notebook from under the bed sheet. Through the moonlight outside the window, he saw the cover of the notebook. It was a little girl sitting on a swing. She looked very lonely. Somehow, Zeng Hanyu suddenly thought of Selina.
Selina in the past five years is very similar to this little girl.
as like as two peas, she has not been happy for five years, especially when he comes home, and sees her sitting in a wheelchair, looking at the garden downstairs, and the same breath in her eyes is just the same.
Zeng Hanyu suddenly felt extremely distressed. He slowly reached out and turned on the bedside lamp.
He slowly opened the first page of his notebook.
On the first page of the notebook, there are three words of Serena. Zeng Hanyu can't help but think that when he just knew Selina's name, he jokingly opened his mouth. Selina was not as good as Serena!
I didn't expect that after so many years, she still remembered.
He looked at the date of his diary, which should be five years ago, when she just came back from China and began to write.
He was suddenly a little nervous, because he knew that he might find many answers that he did not know in this diary. However, he was a little afraid that the result would be unbearable or unacceptable to him.
In spite of the myriad emotions in his heart, Zeng Hanyu slowly lowered his head and looked at Selina's diary word by word.
February 14, 2012.
Today is Valentine's day, but it's the most sober day for me to wake up from my coma.
I blocked a shot for the little girl. Maybe everyone thinks that I block this shot for Zeng Hanyu. In fact, it is not. Although I know that he will be very sad when the little girl has an accident, but I block this shot more out of instinct. After this period of time, I have regarded the girl as a close person in my heart, no matter what others do No matter what kind of situation the little girl, I and Zeng Hanyu will become, I will still regard the little girl as my best friend.
I used to seldom make friends, but the little girl was the only one who made me want to treat each other sincerely. I still remember that time in the bar, when Zeng Hanyu attacked me, she did not hesitate to stand up and stand up for me. I was very moved at that time, and no one could know how I felt in my heart.
Therefore, I always feel no regret for blocking her gun. I regret not protecting her and letting her receive the second shot. You know, she was pregnant at that time, but fortunately, the God was not so cruel to her, and her child was saved, and her life was not in danger.
Zeng Hanyu and I, as well as the little girl, went back to England and lived in my house.
Today is Valentine's day, but I can't go out. The doctor's words still reverberate in my ears.
He said, "Selina, after you are shot, you hurt the sciatic nerve during the operation. You may not be able to stand up in the future. Of course, you should not lose heart. As long as you recover for a period of time, you can still have a 10% chance to stand up again as long as you insist on rehabilitation.
Ten percent of the chance, almost pitiful.
I never thought I was a weak person before, but today I feel weak to a mess. After returning to the villa, I began to cry. I cried very hard. I didn't regret saving the little girl. However, I can't stand up again. Zeng Hanyu, he should leave.
After all, when my legs were good, I couldn't catch up with him. Now, I can't walk, I can't stay, I can't catch up with him.
Valentine's day, for me, is white
March 15, 2012.
Now, I don't know whether I'm lucky or not.
Since I couldn't walk, Zeng Hanyu has been taking care of me. He didn't leave me without any message as before. He would come back to see me every night, and would come back to take care of me at noon. Although there were servants, he was still worried that they would not take good care of me.
I suddenly feel very happy, this happiness, in the moment I fell in love with Zeng Hanyu, for the first time, I deeply felt that this is the taste of being taken care of, or by the person you love.
The little girl's stomach has shown her bosom, looking at her hard-working appearance, I can always think of the man she loves.
The man was not with her, but she insisted on having a baby.Although she has been emphasizing that Leng kuiyao is dead and An'an is alive, I still feel deeply that she just buried the man in the deepest heart.
December 24, 2012.
I have been examined and rehabilitated for ten months, but my legs seem to have no improvement at all. It doesn't listen to me. I've never been so powerless in my life.
I think, I will never stand up again, so I can still be worthy of him? My son Yu!
I have begun to be discouraged. Every time Zeng Hanyu takes me to rehabilitation, I fall down in front of him again and again. I feel the pain in my heart, which is increasing day by day. I suddenly don't want to go to rehabilitation again. I can't stand it. Every time I recover, he looks at me, and he doesn't know why, secretly sympathizes, suffers, and pities Engraved in my heart, I am very sad, every night can not sleep, I do not want to see his disappointed eyes, I think, that's it.
By the way, the little girl gave birth to a big fat boy a few days ago. However, she changed and became more indifferent than before. After giving birth to her child, she went to learn jewelry design. I don't know what she was thinking. Maybe everyone needs to make some changes.
After all, no one can tell the direction of life.
I never thought that I would spend the rest of my life in a wheelchair.
……
June 13, 2013.
After nearly a year and a half, I still didn't stand up.
It seems that the 10% miracle mentioned by the doctor will not happen to me again.
Maybe he didn't want me to continue to suffer. Maybe every time Zeng Hanyu saw me recover, it was too painful.
When I asked again to give up the rehabilitation, he agreed without hesitation.
In my life, I have no chance to stand beside him.
Whenever late at night, my heart is always very uncomfortable, I don't want to give up, but, see him every time with that look at me, I will be very sad.
Give up, just give up. What am I still insisting on!
I can see that Zeng Hanyu is ready. He is ready. As long as I can't stand up in my life, he intends to take care of him for the rest of my life.
In this way, I don't know whether it is good or not.
However, I am very clear in my heart, I really can not leave him.
Sometimes I really feel that my love is selfish and humble. If he knows what I think in my heart, he will despise me.
I don't want to. Anyway, I can't stand up.
October 1, 2013.
Today's time is national day in China. There are many tourists. I sit in the castle every day, and it seems that I can listen to the city. It's more lively than usual.
Unfortunately, I can't stand up now.
Since I said that I would not go to rehabilitation, Zeng Hanyu's care for me has become more and more intimate. He has to eat with me every morning and noon. I feel that I am greedy for this feeling.
Sometimes I feel that I am despicable, and I hold him in such a way, but sometimes I feel very happy. Fortunately, I still have him. Otherwise, I really don't know what to do in the future.
Although I said not to go to the hospital for rehabilitation, in other people's eyes, I really want to give up completely.
However, no one knows that every night, I will do rehabilitation around the bed. Without Zeng Hanyu's complicated eyes, only the company of the night, I don't seem to suffer so much.
Deep in my heart, after all, I'm eager to stand up.
I don't know if this persistence will work
March 8, 2014.
Today is women's day, I am very excited because last night, I finally stood up.
Now, I still feel like a dream. I can't believe it. After two years, I can finally stand up.
I think I must tell Zeng Hanyu the good news.
I sit on the balcony, feel the temperature of the sun, seems to be just right with my heart.
Hearing the sound of opening the door, I was excited to turn my wheelchair around. At that moment, I saw the little girl standing with Zeng Hanyu. Suddenly, I felt extremely uncomfortable. That kind of pain swept my whole heart.
Zeng Hanyu, after all, is more responsible to me. He has always loved a little girl, but she has someone else in her heart.
However, no matter how to say, the little girl is his right fiancee, and I! What is it?
I suddenly shrink back, I don't want to tell him this news, is not I hide from him, he will always take care of me, never abandon, if really, I think, I would rather selfish, humble to cheat him.
Please forgive me!
December 24, 2014.I can stand up completely now. I practice walking in the house every night.
I'm really well, but I'm more and more worried that one day, he will leave me.
But, don't tell him, do I want to sit in a wheelchair all my life?
I have been completely confused, confused to lose myself.
My pride, my self-esteem, all for my love, made a sacrifice, I ask myself, is this really good?
I don't know the answer myself. That's it. I'm a selfish layman after all.
Zeng Hanyu was lying on the bed. Leng CuO's words kept ringing in his ears. Is it true that he is too self righteous? Is it true that, as Ann said, Selina has been hiding the fact that her legs are better just because she is afraid of leaving her? Zeng Hanyu felt that his heart was tangled and disordered, and he couldn't make out his mind at all. Why, clearly she cheated himself, but why would he be so miserable! Zeng Hanyu hugged the quilt and turned over. Suddenly, he felt something beside his shoulder, which made him panic. Zeng Hanyu reached out to grab it. As a result, he took out a notebook from under the bed sheet. Through the moonlight outside the window, he saw the cover of the notebook. It was a little girl sitting on a swing. She looked very lonely. Somehow, Zeng Hanyu suddenly thought of Selina. Selina in the past five years is very similar to this little girl. as like as two peas, she has not been happy for five years, especially when he comes home, and sees her sitting in a wheelchair, looking at the garden downstairs, and the same breath in her eyes is just the same. Zeng Hanyu suddenly felt extremely distressed. He slowly reached out and turned on the bedside lamp. He slowly opened the first page of his notebook. On the first page of the notebook, there are three words of Serena. Zeng Hanyu can't help but think that when he just knew Selina's name, he jokingly opened his mouth. Selina was not as good as Serena! I didn't expect that after so many years, she still remembered. He looked at the date of his diary, which should be five years ago, when she just came back from China and began to write. He was suddenly a little nervous, because he knew that he might find many answers that he did not know in this diary. However, he was a little afraid that the result would be unbearable or unacceptable to him. In spite of the myriad emotions in his heart, Zeng Hanyu slowly lowered his head and looked at Selina's diary word by word. February 14, 2012. Today is Valentine's day, but it's the most sober day for me to wake up from my coma. I blocked a shot for the little girl. Maybe everyone thinks that I block this shot for Zeng Hanyu. In fact, it is not. Although I know that he will be very sad when the little girl has an accident, but I block this shot more out of instinct. After this period of time, I have regarded the girl as a close person in my heart, no matter what others do No matter what kind of situation the little girl, I and Zeng Hanyu will become, I will still regard the little girl as my best friend. I used to seldom make friends, but the little girl was the only one who made me want to treat each other sincerely. I still remember that time in the bar, when Zeng Hanyu attacked me, she did not hesitate to stand up and stand up for me. I was very moved at that time, and no one could know how I felt in my heart. Therefore, I always feel no regret for blocking her gun. I regret not protecting her and letting her receive the second shot. You know, she was pregnant at that time, but fortunately, the God was not so cruel to her, and her child was saved, and her life was not in danger. Zeng Hanyu and I, as well as the little girl, went back to England and lived in my house. Today is Valentine's day, but I can't go out. The doctor's words still reverberate in my ears. He said, "Selina, after you are shot, you hurt the sciatic nerve during the operation. You may not be able to stand up in the future. Of course, you should not lose heart. As long as you recover for a period of time, you can still have a 10% chance to stand up again as long as you insist on rehabilitation. Ten percent of the chance, almost pitiful. I never thought I was a weak person before, but today I feel weak to a mess. After returning to the villa, I began to cry. I cried very hard. I didn't regret saving the little girl. However, I can't stand up again. Zeng Hanyu, he should leave. After all, when my legs were good, I couldn't catch up with him. Now, I can't walk, I can't stay, I can't catch up with him. Valentine's day, for me, is white March 15, 2012. Now, I don't know whether I'm lucky or not. Since I couldn't walk, Zeng Hanyu has been taking care of me. He didn't leave me without any message as before. He would come back to see me every night, and would come back to take care of me at noon. Although there were servants, he was still worried that they would not take good care of me. I suddenly feel very happy, this happiness, in the moment I fell in love with Zeng Hanyu, for the first time, I deeply felt that this is the taste of being taken care of, or by the person you love. The little girl's stomach has shown her bosom, looking at her hard-working appearance, I can always think of the man she loves. The man was not with her, but she insisted on having a baby.Although she has been emphasizing that Leng kuiyao is dead and An'an is alive, I still feel deeply that she just buried the man in the deepest heart. December 24, 2012. I have been examined and rehabilitated for ten months, but my legs seem to have no improvement at all. It doesn't listen to me. I've never been so powerless in my life. I think, I will never stand up again, so I can still be worthy of him? My son Yu! I have begun to be discouraged. Every time Zeng Hanyu takes me to rehabilitation, I fall down in front of him again and again. I feel the pain in my heart, which is increasing day by day. I suddenly don't want to go to rehabilitation again. I can't stand it. Every time I recover, he looks at me, and he doesn't know why, secretly sympathizes, suffers, and pities Engraved in my heart, I am very sad, every night can not sleep, I do not want to see his disappointed eyes, I think, that's it. By the way, the little girl gave birth to a big fat boy a few days ago. However, she changed and became more indifferent than before. After giving birth to her child, she went to learn jewelry design. I don't know what she was thinking. Maybe everyone needs to make some changes. After all, no one can tell the direction of life. I never thought that I would spend the rest of my life in a wheelchair. June 13, 2013. After nearly a year and a half, I still didn't stand up. It seems that the 10% miracle mentioned by the doctor will not happen to me again. Maybe he didn't want me to continue to suffer. Maybe every time Zeng Hanyu saw me recover, it was too painful. When I asked again to give up the rehabilitation, he agreed without hesitation. In my life, I have no chance to stand beside him. Whenever late at night, my heart is always very uncomfortable, I don't want to give up, but, see him every time with that look at me, I will be very sad. Give up, just give up. What am I still insisting on! I can see that Zeng Hanyu is ready. He is ready. As long as I can't stand up in my life, he intends to take care of him for the rest of my life. In this way, I don't know whether it is good or not. However, I am very clear in my heart, I really can not leave him. Sometimes I really feel that my love is selfish and humble. If he knows what I think in my heart, he will despise me. I don't want to. Anyway, I can't stand up. October 1, 2013. Today's time is national day in China. There are many tourists. I sit in the castle every day, and it seems that I can listen to the city. It's more lively than usual. Unfortunately, I can't stand up now. Since I said that I would not go to rehabilitation, Zeng Hanyu's care for me has become more and more intimate. He has to eat with me every morning and noon. I feel that I am greedy for this feeling. Sometimes I feel that I am despicable, and I hold him in such a way, but sometimes I feel very happy. Fortunately, I still have him. Otherwise, I really don't know what to do in the future. Although I said not to go to the hospital for rehabilitation, in other people's eyes, I really want to give up completely. However, no one knows that every night, I will do rehabilitation around the bed. Without Zeng Hanyu's complicated eyes, only the company of the night, I don't seem to suffer so much. Deep in my heart, after all, I'm eager to stand up. I don't know if this persistence will work March 8, 2014. Today is women's day, I am very excited because last night, I finally stood up. Now, I still feel like a dream. I can't believe it. After two years, I can finally stand up. I think I must tell Zeng Hanyu the good news. I sit on the balcony, feel the temperature of the sun, seems to be just right with my heart. Hearing the sound of opening the door, I was excited to turn my wheelchair around. At that moment, I saw the little girl standing with Zeng Hanyu. Suddenly, I felt extremely uncomfortable. That kind of pain swept my whole heart. Zeng Hanyu, after all, is more responsible to me. He has always loved a little girl, but she has someone else in her heart. However, no matter how to say, the little girl is his right fiancee, and I! What is it? I suddenly shrink back, I don't want to tell him this news, is not I hide from him, he will always take care of me, never abandon, if really, I think, I would rather selfish, humble to cheat him. Please forgive me! December 24, 2014.I can stand up completely now. I practice walking in the house every night. I'm really well, but I'm more and more worried that one day, he will leave me. But, don't tell him, do I want to sit in a wheelchair all my life? I have been completely confused, confused to lose myself. My pride, my self-esteem, all for my love, made a sacrifice, I ask myself, is this really good? I don't know the answer myself. That's it. I'm a selfish layman after all.
