*IMPORTANT TO THE PEOPLE WHO READ CHAPTER 5 BEFORE THIS CHAPTER CAME OUT. A FEW PARAGRAPHS WERE CUT OUT IN THE BEGINNING. PLEASE GO BACK TO READ IT SINCE IT HAS BEEN UPDATED*
As Zhou Qitang walked into the classroom, Xu Pinyu turned her head in the opposite direction and lied on the desk in dismay.
He stepped forward, kicking her chair leg with his feet.
Xu Pinyu just wanted to scold him. Who doesn’t have eyes? Can’t you see that the monitor is upset now?
When she looked up to see Zhou Qitang, she pushed down her anger due to her foreshadowing.
She said angrily, “What can I do for you!”
Zhou Qitang smiled when she saw her wronged face, “The headteacher called you.”
“I won’t go!”
Xu Pinyu snapped and stood up.
Zhou Qitang’s eyes followed her back as she walked outside the door, “Didn’t you say you won’t go?”
Xu Pinyu didn’t want to go, but once she thought about it, she could pretend to pass by Shen Youbai’s classroom and see him.
If luck was on her side, Shen Youbai’s eyes would give her two seconds.
Just ten minutes ago, the rose had been thrown and in a flash, Xu Pinyu, who had no backbone, had already recovered.
Lin Hong came to her and asked her what he should do in the welcome ceremony.
Xu Pinyu moved a chair, and without restraint sat next to him, and began o run her mouth.
In fact, their class was going to hold a small concert because there were people who could sing and play the drums.
Xu Pinyu continued talking in a daze making Lin Hong confused, “Stop stop stop. I know. I’ll sing a song.”
She was quiet for a moment, before nodding, “Yes.”
By the time Xu Pinyu came out of the teachers’ office, the class bell had already rung, her goal had been half achieved.
She quickly went to the toilet, turning to the mirror to check her uniform as she straightened her hair.
When she walked to the back door of Class A, she heard the voice of a male teacher, “Are there any students willing to talk?”
He slowly walked between the desks. “Say whatever you like, such as your favourite poems, movie lines, whatever you like.”
Xu Pinyu hid behind the door.
The blackboard was full of English words.
According to who he called, the students, one by one, stood up and spoke in English.
Xu Pinyu felt dizzy as she listened, she felt that it was time for her to pretend to pass by.
“Will the class monitor try?”
When the male teacher said that, Xu Pinyu felt glad that she had not stepped forward.
Shen Youbai stood up slowly, the chair making a sound on the floor.
He said-
“Love exists but with an absence of eternity.
Psychologically， lunacy， emptiness， panic， delusions that the moment will last forever.
I hide behind my back and postpone all answers.
I’m seized by desire.”
(This was in English)
The male teacher was stunned. Then he smiled and said, “Perfect, please sit down.”
It was the first time that he had ever heard such a straightforward and distorted way of expression.
After recovering, Xu Pinyu hurriedly stopped recording.
His voice sounds like ice. Like pieces of melting ice rubbing the throat and making a sound.
It was too exciting to hear.
However, Xu Pinyu felt that she was very smart to even think about taking out her mobile phone to record it in the first place.
She closed her phone and straightened her hair again. She walked by Class A.
Xu Pinyu never turned her head to see the people in the class, obviously, to create a passing look.
She was distracted the entire day, wondering what the few sentences Shen Youbai had said, what exactly it meant.
So a few minutes before the last class, Xu Pinyu raised her hand and said that she had a stomachache.
In reality, she went to the library.
She found the English dictionary, sat down and put on her headphones.
Listening to each word over and over again, writing it down with a pen, and then translating it.
At last, we get——
Love appears, exists, but alternates and disappears.
Psychological insanity, emptiness, panic, delusions will always be accompanied.
I hide behind myself and hold all my words until I shut up.
But I was caught by desire.
Xu Pinyu blinked, how could it be that she had finished translating, but she still didn’t understand what it meant.
Was it the wrong dictionary?
Shen Youbai didn’t expect to see her in the library.
She faced the bookcase, bent over, her shirt had come out of her skirt.
Behind Xu Pinyu, the light came in from the window and through her shirt, making it half transparent.
If she bent down again, he would not only see the skin of her waist, but also the outline of her back.
Shen Youbai stared at it for a long time.
Finally, he said, “Skirt.”
Xu Pinyu stood up, on reflex, after hearing the voice.
She turned around and saw that it was Shen Youbai. She should have been stunned for a while, but her mind repeated his words.
Almost subconsciously, she reached over and tucked her shirt into her skirt before realising that there was still a person standing in front of her.
When she looked up at Shen Youbai, his eyes were still on Xu Pinyu’s waist.
Then slowly moved upward until his eyes met her’s.
Xu Pinyu couldn’t find words to describe his eyes, and somehow remembered what he said.
‘I’m seized by desire.’
She pinched her waist with her ice cold finger.
Xu Pinyu thought that her mind was very pure. So then, how could she think of explicit things every time she saw Shen Youbai.
She inhaled, just as she was about to talk, he left.
Unable to breathe out, Xu Pinyu felt that her chest was a little stuffy.
At the entrance of Class K, Wei Yixun saw Xu Pinyu coming, “How come you’re coming from that direction?”
Xu Pinyu was not in a good mood and said weakly, “I just went to the library.”
Chen Zixuan looked very frightened, she asked, “Is a volcano erupting?”
Wei Yixun frowned and said deep in thought, “It may be that Godzilla was released.”
The reaction of the two made her speechless. “Is that necessary? I just went to the library. “
Chen Zixuan shook her head. “If you told me that today the world was ending, it would still not be as shocking as you going to the library.”
Xu Pinyu was too lazy to roll her eyes.
As usual, she and Chen Zixuan split up at the subway station.
She was distracted by the dark track. Halfway through the conversation, Wei Yixun found out that Xu Pinyu was not listening to him at all.
He raised his arm and pushed Xu Pinyu downwards. “What do you want. “
Xu Pinyu immediately stared at him, her mouth slightly open, ready to say something.
For more than ten seconds, then she calmly closed her mouth and said nothing.
Wei Yixun’s whole body felt uncomfortable. “What are you doing!”
Xu Pinyu raised her hand to look at her watch and counted her heartbeat. Everything was normal.
When she looked at Wei Yixun like this, she didn’t feel anything special.
Xu Pinyu dropped her head after giving up and sighed.
It turns out that Shen Youbai’s blank expression without any colour on his face is actually her drug.
She wanted to move closer, to unbutton his shirt, leave a tooth mark on his Adam’s apple, and slide his fingers down her stomach.
Thinking … she can’t think anymore.
More than terrible.
Shen Youbai was in a living room without lights, the ashtray, which was full of cigarette butts, was kept on the clean sofa.
Clean, like the fair skin on her waist.
*IMPORTANT TO THE PEOPLE WHO READ CHAPTER 5 BEFORE THIS CHAPTER CAME OUT. A FEW PARAGRAPHS WERE CUT OUT IN THE BEGINNING. PLEASE GO BACK TO READ IT SINCE IT HAS BEEN UPDATED*
As Zhou Qitang walked into the classroom, Xu Pinyu turned her head in the opposite direction and lied on the desk in dismay.
He stepped forward, kicking her chair leg with his feet.
Xu Pinyu just wanted to scold him. Who doesn’t have eyes? Can’t you see that the monitor is upset now?
When she looked up to see Zhou Qitang, she pushed down her anger due to her foreshadowing.
She said angrily, “What can I do for you!”
Zhou Qitang smiled when she saw her wronged face, “The headteacher called you.”
“I won’t go!”
Xu Pinyu snapped and stood up.
Zhou Qitang’s eyes followed her back as she walked outside the door, “Didn’t you say you won’t go?”
Xu Pinyu didn’t want to go, but once she thought about it, she could pretend to pass by Shen Youbai’s classroom and see him.
If luck was on her side, Shen Youbai’s eyes would give her two seconds.
Just ten minutes ago, the rose had been thrown and in a flash, Xu Pinyu, who had no backbone, had already recovered.
Lin Hong came to her and asked her what he should do in the welcome ceremony.
Xu Pinyu moved a chair, and without restraint sat next to him, and began o run her mouth.
In fact, their class was going to hold a small concert because there were people who could sing and play the drums.
Xu Pinyu continued talking in a daze making Lin Hong confused, “Stop stop stop. I know. I’ll sing a song.”
She was quiet for a moment, before nodding, “Yes.”
By the time Xu Pinyu came out of the teachers’ office, the class bell had already rung, her goal had been half achieved.
She quickly went to the toilet, turning to the mirror to check her uniform as she straightened her hair.
When she walked to the back door of Class A, she heard the voice of a male teacher, “Are there any students willing to talk?”
He slowly walked between the desks. “Say whatever you like, such as your favourite poems, movie lines, whatever you like.”
Xu Pinyu hid behind the door.
The blackboard was full of English words.
According to who he called, the students, one by one, stood up and spoke in English.
Xu Pinyu felt dizzy as she listened, she felt that it was time for her to pretend to pass by.
“Will the class monitor try?”
When the male teacher said that, Xu Pinyu felt glad that she had not stepped forward.
Shen Youbai stood up slowly, the chair making a sound on the floor.
He said-
“Love exists but with an absence of eternity.
Psychologically， lunacy， emptiness， panic， delusions that the moment will last forever.
I hide behind my back and postpone all answers.
I’m seized by desire.”
(This was in English)
The male teacher was stunned. Then he smiled and said, “Perfect, please sit down.”
It was the first time that he had ever heard such a straightforward and distorted way of expression.
After recovering, Xu Pinyu hurriedly stopped recording.
His voice sounds like ice. Like pieces of melting ice rubbing the throat and making a sound.
It was too exciting to hear.
However, Xu Pinyu felt that she was very smart to even think about taking out her mobile phone to record it in the first place.
She closed her phone and straightened her hair again. She walked by Class A.
Xu Pinyu never turned her head to see the people in the class, obviously, to create a passing look.
She was distracted the entire day, wondering what the few sentences Shen Youbai had said, what exactly it meant.
So a few minutes before the last class, Xu Pinyu raised her hand and said that she had a stomachache.
In reality, she went to the library.
She found the English dictionary, sat down and put on her headphones.
Listening to each word over and over again, writing it down with a pen, and then translating it.
At last, we get——
Love appears, exists, but alternates and disappears.
Psychological insanity, emptiness, panic, delusions will always be accompanied.
I hide behind myself and hold all my words until I shut up.
But I was caught by desire.
Xu Pinyu blinked, how could it be that she had finished translating, but she still didn’t understand what it meant.
Was it the wrong dictionary?
Shen Youbai didn’t expect to see her in the library.
She faced the bookcase, bent over, her shirt had come out of her skirt.
Behind Xu Pinyu, the light came in from the window and through her shirt, making it half transparent.
If she bent down again, he would not only see the skin of her waist, but also the outline of her back.
Shen Youbai stared at it for a long time.
Finally, he said, “Skirt.”
Xu Pinyu stood up, on reflex, after hearing the voice.
She turned around and saw that it was Shen Youbai. She should have been stunned for a while, but her mind repeated his words.
Almost subconsciously, she reached over and tucked her shirt into her skirt before realising that there was still a person standing in front of her.
When she looked up at Shen Youbai, his eyes were still on Xu Pinyu’s waist.
Then slowly moved upward until his eyes met her’s.
Xu Pinyu couldn’t find words to describe his eyes, and somehow remembered what he said.
‘I’m seized by desire.’
She pinched her waist with her ice cold finger.
Xu Pinyu thought that her mind was very pure. So then, how could she think of explicit things every time she saw Shen Youbai.
She inhaled, just as she was about to talk, he left.
Unable to breathe out, Xu Pinyu felt that her chest was a little stuffy.
At the entrance of Class K, Wei Yixun saw Xu Pinyu coming, “How come you’re coming from that direction?”
Xu Pinyu was not in a good mood and said weakly, “I just went to the library.”
Chen Zixuan looked very frightened, she asked, “Is a volcano erupting?”
Wei Yixun frowned and said deep in thought, “It may be that Godzilla was released.”
The reaction of the two made her speechless. “Is that necessary? I just went to the library. “
Chen Zixuan shook her head. “If you told me that today the world was ending, it would still not be as shocking as you going to the library.”
Xu Pinyu was too lazy to roll her eyes.
As usual, she and Chen Zixuan split up at the subway station.
She was distracted by the dark track. Halfway through the conversation, Wei Yixun found out that Xu Pinyu was not listening to him at all.
He raised his arm and pushed Xu Pinyu downwards. “What do you want. “
Xu Pinyu immediately stared at him, her mouth slightly open, ready to say something.
For more than ten seconds, then she calmly closed her mouth and said nothing.
Wei Yixun’s whole body felt uncomfortable. “What are you doing!”
Xu Pinyu raised her hand to look at her watch and counted her heartbeat. Everything was normal.
When she looked at Wei Yixun like this, she didn’t feel anything special.
Xu Pinyu dropped her head after giving up and sighed.
It turns out that Shen Youbai’s blank expression without any colour on his face is actually her drug.
She wanted to move closer, to unbutton his shirt, leave a tooth mark on his Adam’s apple, and slide his fingers down her stomach.
Thinking … she can’t think anymore.
More than terrible.
Shen Youbai was in a living room without lights, the ashtray, which was full of cigarette butts, was kept on the clean sofa.
Clean, like the fair skin on her waist.
