Chapter 45: 45
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You're the only one.
After staring at this sentence for a long time, Ruan Sixian felt a burning swelling in her heart, which made her chest stuffy.
The man is so straightforward that he doesn't even blink.
Of course, Ruan Sixian didn't know if he didn't have any fluctuation when he was typing.
She stood in the same place for a while, the crew has gone away, leaving her alone in the hall.
After tapping her fingers on the screen for a while, she typed a few words.
[Ruan Sixian]: have you had dinner yet?
The moment she sent it out, she was a little nervous.
These two days, she and Fu Mingyu have never met or talked. She feels that there is a kind of "cold war" between them.
But she's making peace now, isn't she?
After waiting for half a minute, she sent another message.
[Ruan Sixian]: General Manager Fu?
Instead of waiting for Fu Mingyu's response, a text message from Dong Xian came: Ruan Ruan, answer the phone, something urgent.
Less than a minute after receiving the message, Dong Xian called.
Seeing that the caller ID wasn't Fu Mingyu, Ruan Sixian felt a slight loss. When she answered the phone, she felt helpless.
"What's the matter?"
Dong Xian: "your aunt is ill, just finished the operation, you come to have a look?"
Ruan Si Xian raised her hand and looked at the time, "where is it?"
"The third municipal hospital."
Ruan Sixian's aunt is Dong Xian's sister, Dong Jing.
She used to be the director of the enrollment Department of a primary school. After Dong Xian remarried, she resigned from her position in the primary school and went to Zheng's hotel group to start a market.
Dong Jing used to do a good job in the admissions office, but the temple was small. When she went to a bigger platform, she really showed her strength and got along well.
It was already seven o'clock in the evening when Ruan Sixian arrived at the third municipal hospital. Autumn night came early, and the bustle of the hospital seemed out of place in this quiet night.
According to the guidance, Ruan Sixian went to the inpatient department of cardiac surgery, and Dong Xian waited for her at the door of the ward.
They haven't seen each other for several years. Dong Xian's eyes were a little sour when she saw Ruan Sixian coming in her uniform.
Walking towards her, the steps were also a little flimsy.
"Ruan Ruan..."
She wanted to say something else, but she was interrupted by Ruan Sixian's words.
"How's aunt?"
What Dong Xian wanted to say stuck and pointed to the ward.
"Not yet."
"Well."
Ruan Sixian walked around her and walked into the ward. She saw Dong Jing lying on the bed with water hanging on the back of her hand. The nurse was busy with all kinds of things.
I don't know if it's telepathy. As soon as Ruan Sixian goes to the bed, Dong Jing wakes up.
She opened her eyes in a daze and was still confused when she saw Ruan Sixian.
"Aunt." Ruan Sixian leaned over and said, "are you better?"
Dong Jing was admitted to the hospital in the early morning because of the pressure of her heart. She immediately arranged an operation. She had already woken up once in the morning, and now she recovered half a year.
"Ruan Ruan is coming?"
She laughed, looked at Ruan Sixian's uniform, and said with a smile, "listen to your mother say that you are a pilot now, it's true."
When Ruan Sixian was a child, she went to Dong Jing's house to play. At that time, she was not married and had no children. She regarded Ruan Sixian as her own daughter.
After Dong Xian divorced, Ruan Sixian followed her father alone, and her contact with Dong Jing faded.
After all, she doesn't want to go, and Dong Jing is not good. She always comes to her home.
Later, Dong Jing went to Zheng's group to do marketing, and stayed abroad all the year round. They hardly met each other.
"How did you get into the hospital?" Asked Ruan Sixian.
"What's good? Good." Dong Jing waved to Ruan Sixian and said, "I've been doing business all these years. I've been out of shape for a long time. You don't want to come to see my aunt sometime."
When Ruan Sixian and Dong Jing were chatting, Dong Xian stood behind them all the time, did not speak, and looked at them silently.
Ten minutes later, Ruan Sixian felt that Dong Jing couldn't speak well, so she planned to leave.
Dong Jing saw what she meant and quickly took her hand. "Ruan Ruan, aunt will tell you something else."
"Well?"
Dong Jing looked at her sister behind her and sighed: "you see, when your parents divorced, you didn't want to go with your mother. Then your father died, and your mother asked you to live together, and you didn't want to. My aunt knows that parents' divorce has a psychological impact on their children, but after so many years, you have grown up and should be able to understand your mother's original choice. Sometimes, marriage can't help itself. When the feelings are gone, they are gone. If they go on, they will torture each other. But parents always love their children, so don't argue any more. Mother is the only one. Where can you find another one? "When Dong Jing said this, Ruan Sixian looked back at Dong Xian. She twisted her eyebrows and her eyes were red. The moment she looked at her, her nose was sour and her eyes immediately moistened.
Ruan Sixian turns around and continues to listen to Dong Jing.
She just advised Ruan Sixian not to be angry with Dong Xian. Even if she wanted to be angry, it would be enough for so many years. There are so many divorced families in recent years, and I have never seen Ruan Sixian who has nothing to do with her mother.
No matter what aunt said, she said yes.
It wasn't until Dong Jing was tired again and couldn't open her eyes that she left.
"Auntie, you have a good rest. I'll see you another day."
When he said this, Dong Jing was already asleep and there was no echo. Ruan Sixian goes out with her things, and Dong Xian follows her.
"Ruan Ruan." Walking to the door of the ward, Dong Xian called her, "I'll take you home."
"No, I'll take a taxi myself." Ruan Sixian turned to face her, "and, in the future, don't come outside my house to wait for me. It's very annoying."
Hearing the word "vexed", Dong Xian realized that she had just agreed to do well, and that she was coaxing her aunt.
Her loose expression crumbled.
Ruan Sixian takes out a card from her bag and puts it into Dong Xian's hand.
"This is the money you gave me over the years. I haven't moved a cent. Keep it for yourself."
Dong Xian didn't pick it up. The card fell to the ground and nobody picked it up.
She stares at the old card on the ground, and her bewilderment and helplessness, which have been squeezed for more than ten years, burst out at this moment.
It's not that she didn't think about the harm to her children when she got divorced, but it's not her fault when a marriage came to an end. At that time, Ruan Sixian was young and didn't understand. She could tolerate it. But now that she is in her twenties, she really can't understand.
"Ruan Ruan, why can't you accept the fact that I divorced your father? I admit that in order to take care of your mood, your father and I have never quarreled in front of you. Suddenly speaking of divorce, you may not be able to accept it, but can't you really see our changes during that period? "
Ruan Sixian's tongue touched her cheek and didn't speak.
Of course, she doesn't think that divorce must be wrong, but how can Dong Xian be so straightforward that she thinks she doesn't know anything?
They divorced when she was 14 years old. She was in the third grade of junior high school.
There is one more class in the afternoon of the third day of junior high school than in the afternoon of the first and second day of junior high school. It's twenty minutes' walk from school to home, but there's still a small path. It's only ten minutes, but there's a low wall in the middle.
At that time, another girl with her didn't want to cross the wall, so she took the path by herself every day.
Her home is in an old alley, facing the north is the passage towards the main road, facing the south is a small path, usually no one, over the low wall and then passing by an abandoned construction site is this path.
I can't remember the specific day when Ruan Sixian jumped off the low wall with her schoolbag on her back. As soon as she passed the construction site, she saw her mother get off from a Mercedes Benz.
She hid behind the abandoned plank house and watched from a distance. She didn't come out until Dong Xian turned into the path.
Later, for a long time, she saw the Mercedes Benz several times.
Sometimes they park there for a long time, and they don't know what to say in the car.
Sometimes the man would get out of the car, open the trunk and take some things to Dong Xian.
Ruan Sixian had never seen the man clearly. She just felt that he was a little fat and old.
Another time, she saw that the man gave Dong Xian a small box. Dong Xian took it, put it in her bag and turned to go home.
Ruan Sixian then came home, while Dong Xian was cooking, she went to her bag and found it was a necklace.
Ruan Sixian's family is poor, and she has never seen any jewelry, but according to her own guess, it should be valuable.
So Dong Xian doesn't know that divorce is not Ruan Sixian's heart knot, that's what it is.
A few months later, Dong Xian and Ruan Sixian's father filed for divorce.
The divorce tug of war lasted for several months, during which Dong Xian moved out. She didn't know where she lived. Maybe she lived in the man's house.
Later, Ruan's father finally agreed to divorce and asked Ruan who she wanted to live with.
Without thinking about it, she said she had followed her father.
Then they sat face to face for a long time without speaking.
Finally, Dong Xian got up and said, "OK."
Ruan Sixian couldn't say what she felt at that time. She thought Dong Xian would talk to her a lot and persuade her to follow her, but she said a good thing.
After several days, there was no Dong Xian's things at home, and Ruan Sixian came back later.
Ah, I was abandoned.
Ruan Sixian was so absorbed for a long time that she was finally pulled back by Dong Xian's words.
"Ruan Ruan, it's not my fault for me to divorce your father. It's unfair for you to do this to me.""My father is poor and incompetent, but at least he is devoted to you."
Ruan Sixian dropped such a sentence and turned to leave.
Dong Xian couldn't respond to this. She didn't understand what Ruan Sixian meant. How did she get to "wholeheartedly"?
When she woke up, the figure of Ruan Sixian had disappeared in the elevator.
Out of the inpatient department, it's all dark.
Ruan Sixian stood on the side of the road waiting for the bus, staring at the traffic in a daze, did not notice a black car slowly stopped in front of her.
Zheng Youan rolled down the window and raised his sunglasses. After confirming that it was Ruan Sixian, he asked, "Why are you here?"
Ruan Sixian looked back at her, and Zheng Youan asked, "are you sick?"
"No "I've come to see my relatives," she said
"Oh, I came to see my relatives, too." Zheng Youan asked, "how are you doing over there? Are you ok?"
Ruan Sixian looks at Zheng Youan and doesn't know what to say.
She thought that if she didn't see the car at that time, or if Dong Xian was a little more tough at that time, maybe she would have followed Dong Xian and now she might be a good sister to Zheng Youan.
"It's OK. You go in quickly." "There's a car coming from behind," she said
After Zheng Youan left, Ruan Sixian hired a taxi. The driver asked her where she was going. She thought about it and reported the address of Bian Xuan's bar.
After arriving at the place, Bian Xuan finds that it's the weekend and there are so many guests. Bian Xuan is very busy.
After sitting for a while, she went back.
During the phone has been ringing, she was annoyed, turned off the mute, also think when to change a phone card.
It was less than ten o'clock when she arrived at Mingchen apartment. She walked very slowly and met an old lady walking her dog on the way.
Chihuahua was so fierce that she yelled at Ruan Sixian and scared her back several steps.
Seeing that Ruan Sixian's eyes were red, the old lady immediately picked up the dog and apologized: "Oh, little girl, I'm sorry, my dog is a little fierce. It doesn't bite. Don't be afraid."
Without speaking, she trotted into the elevator.
More than ten seconds of elevator rising time, Ruan Sixian did not have time to tidy up her expression.
She pulled the flight box and rubbed her eyes as she walked home.
The voice control light came on. As soon as I looked up, I saw Fu Mingyu standing at her door.
"Where have you been?"
"What are you doing here?"
Two people speak in unison, and Fu Mingyu finish saying this, see Ruan Sixian expression is wrong.
He approached slowly, leaned over Ruan Sixian's face and smelled, "are you drinking again?"
This time, Ruan Sixian didn't deny it. She answered with a low voice, and then went over Fu Mingyu to open the door.
She went into the living room and put down the flight box. Fu Mingyu followed her and stood beside the TV.
"When I saw your news, I called you and no one answered."
"Oh, I didn't look at my cell phone. I'm sorry."
Ruan Sixian turned and looked at Fu Mingyu, her throat suddenly itched.
Just now, she just turned on the light in the porch and went into the living room, shining on Fu Mingyu. It seemed that this person really existed.
But even so, the man standing there made Ruan Sixian feel like hugging.
Ruan Sixian touched her abdomen.
May be recently in ovulation, oxytocin secretion will produce this feeling.
Just drink more water to speed up your metabolism.
She looked at Fu Mingyu and said, "Mr. Fu, I want to drink water."
Fu Mingyu looked into her eyes, trying to see something from her eyes.
A few seconds later, he gave up, turned to the kitchen and poured a cup of hot water.
When she came out, she had already taken off her shoes and sat on the sofa, curling up with her legs and knees.
Fu Mingyu handed her the water cup.
Ruan Sixian took it, drank it all in one breath, and finally choked.
Fu Mingyu sat next to her and patted her on the back. There was less than one punch between them.
When he reached out and patted her on the back, his arm formed a circle around her.
When the palm fell gently, it seemed to hold her.
But the next second he lifted it up again, and the sense of encirclement disappeared, and then his heart was empty.
Every second, Ruan Sixian wanted to grasp the fleeting feeling of embrace, thinking that he would not lift his hand up and just put it on her back.
"What's the matter with you?"
Fu Mingyu didn't wait for an answer. He looked down at her. Instead, she buried her face in her knees. She was like a baby in a mother's womb. "Do you want to hold her?"
Ruan Sixian
Before she could figure out what to say, Fu Mingyu suddenly reached for her and pressed her head on her chest.
"If you don't speak, I'll take it as your acquiescence."
Of course, she had nothing to say.She has no sense of security now, and wants to have a hug to indulge in dependence.
And the temperature of his arms was just right, and there was a clear smell.
Ruan Sixian sniffed greedily, her face pressed tightly to his chest, and her face was itchy.
The room was quiet and the rain began to fall out of the window.
The autumn rain is more lingering than the spring rain. It passes through the leaves sparsely and makes a sound of fragmentary love. It is entangled with Fu Mingyu's breathing sound and it is difficult to separate them.
I do not know how long, a rain stopped, the lights outside gradually went out.
Ruan Sixian felt that some of her fine hair was touched by Fu Mingyu's breath on her cheek, which was itchy, so she moved her position.
There was a sudden sound overhead.
"Don't rub. If you rub again, you'll get interest."
？
Ruan Sixian raised her head for a second, "what interest?"
She straightened up to look at Fu Mingyu, and his hand naturally fell to her waist.
Fu Mingyu tilted his head and looked down at her, "for example, kiss?"
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You're the only one.
After staring at this sentence for a long time, Ruan Sixian felt a burning swelling in her heart, which made her chest stuffy.
The man is so straightforward that he doesn't even blink.
Of course, Ruan Sixian didn't know if he didn't have any fluctuation when he was typing.
She stood in the same place for a while, the crew has gone away, leaving her alone in the hall.
After tapping her fingers on the screen for a while, she typed a few words.
[Ruan Sixian]: have you had dinner yet?
The moment she sent it out, she was a little nervous.
These two days, she and Fu Mingyu have never met or talked. She feels that there is a kind of "cold war" between them.
But she's making peace now, isn't she?
After waiting for half a minute, she sent another message.
[Ruan Sixian]: General Manager Fu?
Instead of waiting for Fu Mingyu's response, a text message from Dong Xian came: Ruan Ruan, answer the phone, something urgent.
Less than a minute after receiving the message, Dong Xian called.
Seeing that the caller ID wasn't Fu Mingyu, Ruan Sixian felt a slight loss. When she answered the phone, she felt helpless.
"What's the matter?"
Dong Xian: "your aunt is ill, just finished the operation, you come to have a look?"
Ruan Si Xian raised her hand and looked at the time, "where is it?"
"The third municipal hospital."
Ruan Sixian's aunt is Dong Xian's sister, Dong Jing.
She used to be the director of the enrollment Department of a primary school. After Dong Xian remarried, she resigned from her position in the primary school and went to Zheng's hotel group to start a market.
Dong Jing used to do a good job in the admissions office, but the temple was small. When she went to a bigger platform, she really showed her strength and got along well.
It was already seven o'clock in the evening when Ruan Sixian arrived at the third municipal hospital. Autumn night came early, and the bustle of the hospital seemed out of place in this quiet night.
According to the guidance, Ruan Sixian went to the inpatient department of cardiac surgery, and Dong Xian waited for her at the door of the ward.
They haven't seen each other for several years. Dong Xian's eyes were a little sour when she saw Ruan Sixian coming in her uniform.
Walking towards her, the steps were also a little flimsy.
"Ruan Ruan..."
She wanted to say something else, but she was interrupted by Ruan Sixian's words.
"How's aunt?"
What Dong Xian wanted to say stuck and pointed to the ward.
"Not yet."
"Well."
Ruan Sixian walked around her and walked into the ward. She saw Dong Jing lying on the bed with water hanging on the back of her hand. The nurse was busy with all kinds of things.
I don't know if it's telepathy. As soon as Ruan Sixian goes to the bed, Dong Jing wakes up.
She opened her eyes in a daze and was still confused when she saw Ruan Sixian.
"Aunt." Ruan Sixian leaned over and said, "are you better?"
Dong Jing was admitted to the hospital in the early morning because of the pressure of her heart. She immediately arranged an operation. She had already woken up once in the morning, and now she recovered half a year.
"Ruan Ruan is coming?"
She laughed, looked at Ruan Sixian's uniform, and said with a smile, "listen to your mother say that you are a pilot now, it's true."
When Ruan Sixian was a child, she went to Dong Jing's house to play. At that time, she was not married and had no children. She regarded Ruan Sixian as her own daughter.
After Dong Xian divorced, Ruan Sixian followed her father alone, and her contact with Dong Jing faded.
After all, she doesn't want to go, and Dong Jing is not good. She always comes to her home.
Later, Dong Jing went to Zheng's group to do marketing, and stayed abroad all the year round. They hardly met each other.
"How did you get into the hospital?" Asked Ruan Sixian.
"What's good? Good." Dong Jing waved to Ruan Sixian and said, "I've been doing business all these years. I've been out of shape for a long time. You don't want to come to see my aunt sometime."
When Ruan Sixian and Dong Jing were chatting, Dong Xian stood behind them all the time, did not speak, and looked at them silently.
Ten minutes later, Ruan Sixian felt that Dong Jing couldn't speak well, so she planned to leave.
Dong Jing saw what she meant and quickly took her hand. "Ruan Ruan, aunt will tell you something else."
"Well?"
Dong Jing looked at her sister behind her and sighed: "you see, when your parents divorced, you didn't want to go with your mother. Then your father died, and your mother asked you to live together, and you didn't want to. My aunt knows that parents' divorce has a psychological impact on their children, but after so many years, you have grown up and should be able to understand your mother's original choice. Sometimes, marriage can't help itself. When the feelings are gone, they are gone. If they go on, they will torture each other. But parents always love their children, so don't argue any more. Mother is the only one. Where can you find another one? "When Dong Jing said this, Ruan Sixian looked back at Dong Xian. She twisted her eyebrows and her eyes were red. The moment she looked at her, her nose was sour and her eyes immediately moistened.
Ruan Sixian turns around and continues to listen to Dong Jing.
She just advised Ruan Sixian not to be angry with Dong Xian. Even if she wanted to be angry, it would be enough for so many years. There are so many divorced families in recent years, and I have never seen Ruan Sixian who has nothing to do with her mother.
No matter what aunt said, she said yes.
It wasn't until Dong Jing was tired again and couldn't open her eyes that she left.
"Auntie, you have a good rest. I'll see you another day."
When he said this, Dong Jing was already asleep and there was no echo. Ruan Sixian goes out with her things, and Dong Xian follows her.
"Ruan Ruan." Walking to the door of the ward, Dong Xian called her, "I'll take you home."
"No, I'll take a taxi myself." Ruan Sixian turned to face her, "and, in the future, don't come outside my house to wait for me. It's very annoying."
Hearing the word "vexed", Dong Xian realized that she had just agreed to do well, and that she was coaxing her aunt.
Her loose expression crumbled.
Ruan Sixian takes out a card from her bag and puts it into Dong Xian's hand.
"This is the money you gave me over the years. I haven't moved a cent. Keep it for yourself."
Dong Xian didn't pick it up. The card fell to the ground and nobody picked it up.
She stares at the old card on the ground, and her bewilderment and helplessness, which have been squeezed for more than ten years, burst out at this moment.
It's not that she didn't think about the harm to her children when she got divorced, but it's not her fault when a marriage came to an end. At that time, Ruan Sixian was young and didn't understand. She could tolerate it. But now that she is in her twenties, she really can't understand.
"Ruan Ruan, why can't you accept the fact that I divorced your father? I admit that in order to take care of your mood, your father and I have never quarreled in front of you. Suddenly speaking of divorce, you may not be able to accept it, but can't you really see our changes during that period? "
Ruan Sixian's tongue touched her cheek and didn't speak.
Of course, she doesn't think that divorce must be wrong, but how can Dong Xian be so straightforward that she thinks she doesn't know anything?
They divorced when she was 14 years old. She was in the third grade of junior high school.
There is one more class in the afternoon of the third day of junior high school than in the afternoon of the first and second day of junior high school. It's twenty minutes' walk from school to home, but there's still a small path. It's only ten minutes, but there's a low wall in the middle.
At that time, another girl with her didn't want to cross the wall, so she took the path by herself every day.
Her home is in an old alley, facing the north is the passage towards the main road, facing the south is a small path, usually no one, over the low wall and then passing by an abandoned construction site is this path.
I can't remember the specific day when Ruan Sixian jumped off the low wall with her schoolbag on her back. As soon as she passed the construction site, she saw her mother get off from a Mercedes Benz.
She hid behind the abandoned plank house and watched from a distance. She didn't come out until Dong Xian turned into the path.
Later, for a long time, she saw the Mercedes Benz several times.
Sometimes they park there for a long time, and they don't know what to say in the car.
Sometimes the man would get out of the car, open the trunk and take some things to Dong Xian.
Ruan Sixian had never seen the man clearly. She just felt that he was a little fat and old.
Another time, she saw that the man gave Dong Xian a small box. Dong Xian took it, put it in her bag and turned to go home.
Ruan Sixian then came home, while Dong Xian was cooking, she went to her bag and found it was a necklace.
Ruan Sixian's family is poor, and she has never seen any jewelry, but according to her own guess, it should be valuable.
So Dong Xian doesn't know that divorce is not Ruan Sixian's heart knot, that's what it is.
A few months later, Dong Xian and Ruan Sixian's father filed for divorce.
The divorce tug of war lasted for several months, during which Dong Xian moved out. She didn't know where she lived. Maybe she lived in the man's house.
Later, Ruan's father finally agreed to divorce and asked Ruan who she wanted to live with.
Without thinking about it, she said she had followed her father.
Then they sat face to face for a long time without speaking.
Finally, Dong Xian got up and said, "OK."
Ruan Sixian couldn't say what she felt at that time. She thought Dong Xian would talk to her a lot and persuade her to follow her, but she said a good thing.
After several days, there was no Dong Xian's things at home, and Ruan Sixian came back later.
Ah, I was abandoned.
Ruan Sixian was so absorbed for a long time that she was finally pulled back by Dong Xian's words.
"Ruan Ruan, it's not my fault for me to divorce your father. It's unfair for you to do this to me.""My father is poor and incompetent, but at least he is devoted to you."
Ruan Sixian dropped such a sentence and turned to leave.
Dong Xian couldn't respond to this. She didn't understand what Ruan Sixian meant. How did she get to "wholeheartedly"?
When she woke up, the figure of Ruan Sixian had disappeared in the elevator.
Out of the inpatient department, it's all dark.
Ruan Sixian stood on the side of the road waiting for the bus, staring at the traffic in a daze, did not notice a black car slowly stopped in front of her.
Zheng Youan rolled down the window and raised his sunglasses. After confirming that it was Ruan Sixian, he asked, "Why are you here?"
Ruan Sixian looked back at her, and Zheng Youan asked, "are you sick?"
"No "I've come to see my relatives," she said
"Oh, I came to see my relatives, too." Zheng Youan asked, "how are you doing over there? Are you ok?"
Ruan Sixian looks at Zheng Youan and doesn't know what to say.
She thought that if she didn't see the car at that time, or if Dong Xian was a little more tough at that time, maybe she would have followed Dong Xian and now she might be a good sister to Zheng Youan.
"It's OK. You go in quickly." "There's a car coming from behind," she said
After Zheng Youan left, Ruan Sixian hired a taxi. The driver asked her where she was going. She thought about it and reported the address of Bian Xuan's bar.
After arriving at the place, Bian Xuan finds that it's the weekend and there are so many guests. Bian Xuan is very busy.
After sitting for a while, she went back.
During the phone has been ringing, she was annoyed, turned off the mute, also think when to change a phone card.
It was less than ten o'clock when she arrived at Mingchen apartment. She walked very slowly and met an old lady walking her dog on the way.
Chihuahua was so fierce that she yelled at Ruan Sixian and scared her back several steps.
Seeing that Ruan Sixian's eyes were red, the old lady immediately picked up the dog and apologized: "Oh, little girl, I'm sorry, my dog is a little fierce. It doesn't bite. Don't be afraid."
Without speaking, she trotted into the elevator.
More than ten seconds of elevator rising time, Ruan Sixian did not have time to tidy up her expression.
She pulled the flight box and rubbed her eyes as she walked home.
The voice control light came on. As soon as I looked up, I saw Fu Mingyu standing at her door.
"Where have you been?"
"What are you doing here?"
Two people speak in unison, and Fu Mingyu finish saying this, see Ruan Sixian expression is wrong.
He approached slowly, leaned over Ruan Sixian's face and smelled, "are you drinking again?"
This time, Ruan Sixian didn't deny it. She answered with a low voice, and then went over Fu Mingyu to open the door.
She went into the living room and put down the flight box. Fu Mingyu followed her and stood beside the TV.
"When I saw your news, I called you and no one answered."
"Oh, I didn't look at my cell phone. I'm sorry."
Ruan Sixian turned and looked at Fu Mingyu, her throat suddenly itched.
Just now, she just turned on the light in the porch and went into the living room, shining on Fu Mingyu. It seemed that this person really existed.
But even so, the man standing there made Ruan Sixian feel like hugging.
Ruan Sixian touched her abdomen.
May be recently in ovulation, oxytocin secretion will produce this feeling.
Just drink more water to speed up your metabolism.
She looked at Fu Mingyu and said, "Mr. Fu, I want to drink water."
Fu Mingyu looked into her eyes, trying to see something from her eyes.
A few seconds later, he gave up, turned to the kitchen and poured a cup of hot water.
When she came out, she had already taken off her shoes and sat on the sofa, curling up with her legs and knees.
Fu Mingyu handed her the water cup.
Ruan Sixian took it, drank it all in one breath, and finally choked.
Fu Mingyu sat next to her and patted her on the back. There was less than one punch between them.
When he reached out and patted her on the back, his arm formed a circle around her.
When the palm fell gently, it seemed to hold her.
But the next second he lifted it up again, and the sense of encirclement disappeared, and then his heart was empty.
Every second, Ruan Sixian wanted to grasp the fleeting feeling of embrace, thinking that he would not lift his hand up and just put it on her back.
"What's the matter with you?"
Fu Mingyu didn't wait for an answer. He looked down at her. Instead, she buried her face in her knees. She was like a baby in a mother's womb. "Do you want to hold her?"
Ruan Sixian
Before she could figure out what to say, Fu Mingyu suddenly reached for her and pressed her head on her chest.
"If you don't speak, I'll take it as your acquiescence."
Of course, she had nothing to say.She has no sense of security now, and wants to have a hug to indulge in dependence.
And the temperature of his arms was just right, and there was a clear smell.
Ruan Sixian sniffed greedily, her face pressed tightly to his chest, and her face was itchy.
The room was quiet and the rain began to fall out of the window.
The autumn rain is more lingering than the spring rain. It passes through the leaves sparsely and makes a sound of fragmentary love. It is entangled with Fu Mingyu's breathing sound and it is difficult to separate them.
I do not know how long, a rain stopped, the lights outside gradually went out.
Ruan Sixian felt that some of her fine hair was touched by Fu Mingyu's breath on her cheek, which was itchy, so she moved her position.
There was a sudden sound overhead.
"Don't rub. If you rub again, you'll get interest."
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Ruan Sixian raised her head for a second, "what interest?"
She straightened up to look at Fu Mingyu, and his hand naturally fell to her waist.
Fu Mingyu tilted his head and looked down at her, "for example, kiss?"
You're the only one. After staring at this sentence for a long time, Ruan Sixian felt a burning swelling in her heart, which made her chest stuffy. The man is so straightforward that he doesn't even blink. Of course, Ruan Sixian didn't know if he didn't have any fluctuation when he was typing. She stood in the same place for a while, the crew has gone away, leaving her alone in the hall. After tapping her fingers on the screen for a while, she typed a few words. Ruan Sixian: have you had dinner yet? The moment she sent it out, she was a little nervous. These two days, she and Fu Mingyu have never met or talked. She feels that there is a kind of "cold war" between them. But she's making peace now, isn't she? After waiting for half a minute, she sent another message. Ruan Sixian: General Manager Fu? Instead of waiting for Fu Mingyu's response, a text message from Dong Xian came: Ruan Ruan, answer the phone, something urgent. Less than a minute after receiving the message, Dong Xian called. Seeing that the caller ID wasn't Fu Mingyu, Ruan Sixian felt a slight loss. When she answered the phone, she felt helpless. "What's the matter?" Dong Xian: "your aunt is ill, just finished the operation, you come to have a look?" Ruan Si Xian raised her hand and looked at the time, "where is it?" "The third municipal hospital." Ruan Sixian's aunt is Dong Xian's sister, Dong Jing. She used to be the director of the enrollment Department of a primary school. After Dong Xian remarried, she resigned from her position in the primary school and went to Zheng's hotel group to start a market. Dong Jing used to do a good job in the admissions office, but the temple was small. When she went to a bigger platform, she really showed her strength and got along well. It was already seven o'clock in the evening when Ruan Sixian arrived at the third municipal hospital. Autumn night came early, and the bustle of the hospital seemed out of place in this quiet night. According to the guidance, Ruan Sixian went to the inpatient department of cardiac surgery, and Dong Xian waited for her at the door of the ward. They haven't seen each other for several years. Dong Xian's eyes were a little sour when she saw Ruan Sixian coming in her uniform. Walking towards her, the steps were also a little flimsy. "Ruan Ruan..." She wanted to say something else, but she was interrupted by Ruan Sixian's words. "How's aunt?" What Dong Xian wanted to say stuck and pointed to the ward. "Not yet." "Well." Ruan Sixian walked around her and walked into the ward. She saw Dong Jing lying on the bed with water hanging on the back of her hand. The nurse was busy with all kinds of things. I don't know if it's telepathy. As soon as Ruan Sixian goes to the bed, Dong Jing wakes up. She opened her eyes in a daze and was still confused when she saw Ruan Sixian. "Aunt." Ruan Sixian leaned over and said, "are you better?" Dong Jing was admitted to the hospital in the early morning because of the pressure of her heart. She immediately arranged an operation. She had already woken up once in the morning, and now she recovered half a year. "Ruan Ruan is coming?" She laughed, looked at Ruan Sixian's uniform, and said with a smile, "listen to your mother say that you are a pilot now, it's true." When Ruan Sixian was a child, she went to Dong Jing's house to play. At that time, she was not married and had no children. She regarded Ruan Sixian as her own daughter. After Dong Xian divorced, Ruan Sixian followed her father alone, and her contact with Dong Jing faded. After all, she doesn't want to go, and Dong Jing is not good. She always comes to her home. Later, Dong Jing went to Zheng's group to do marketing, and stayed abroad all the year round. They hardly met each other. "How did you get into the hospital?" Asked Ruan Sixian. "What's good? Good." Dong Jing waved to Ruan Sixian and said, "I've been doing business all these years. I've been out of shape for a long time. You don't want to come to see my aunt sometime." When Ruan Sixian and Dong Jing were chatting, Dong Xian stood behind them all the time, did not speak, and looked at them silently. Ten minutes later, Ruan Sixian felt that Dong Jing couldn't speak well, so she planned to leave. Dong Jing saw what she meant and quickly took her hand. "Ruan Ruan, aunt will tell you something else." "Well?" Dong Jing looked at her sister behind her and sighed: "you see, when your parents divorced, you didn't want to go with your mother. Then your father died, and your mother asked you to live together, and you didn't want to. My aunt knows that parents' divorce has a psychological impact on their children, but after so many years, you have grown up and should be able to understand your mother's original choice. Sometimes, marriage can't help itself. When the feelings are gone, they are gone. If they go on, they will torture each other. But parents always love their children, so don't argue any more. Mother is the only one. Where can you find another one? "When Dong Jing said this, Ruan Sixian looked back at Dong Xian. She twisted her eyebrows and her eyes were red. The moment she looked at her, her nose was sour and her eyes immediately moistened. Ruan Sixian turns around and continues to listen to Dong Jing. She just advised Ruan Sixian not to be angry with Dong Xian. Even if she wanted to be angry, it would be enough for so many years. There are so many divorced families in recent years, and I have never seen Ruan Sixian who has nothing to do with her mother. No matter what aunt said, she said yes. It wasn't until Dong Jing was tired again and couldn't open her eyes that she left. "Auntie, you have a good rest. I'll see you another day." When he said this, Dong Jing was already asleep and there was no echo. Ruan Sixian goes out with her things, and Dong Xian follows her. "Ruan Ruan." Walking to the door of the ward, Dong Xian called her, "I'll take you home." "No, I'll take a taxi myself." Ruan Sixian turned to face her, "and, in the future, don't come outside my house to wait for me. It's very annoying." Hearing the word "vexed", Dong Xian realized that she had just agreed to do well, and that she was coaxing her aunt. Her loose expression crumbled. Ruan Sixian takes out a card from her bag and puts it into Dong Xian's hand. "This is the money you gave me over the years. I haven't moved a cent. Keep it for yourself." Dong Xian didn't pick it up. The card fell to the ground and nobody picked it up. She stares at the old card on the ground, and her bewilderment and helplessness, which have been squeezed for more than ten years, burst out at this moment. It's not that she didn't think about the harm to her children when she got divorced, but it's not her fault when a marriage came to an end. At that time, Ruan Sixian was young and didn't understand. She could tolerate it. But now that she is in her twenties, she really can't understand. "Ruan Ruan, why can't you accept the fact that I divorced your father? I admit that in order to take care of your mood, your father and I have never quarreled in front of you. Suddenly speaking of divorce, you may not be able to accept it, but can't you really see our changes during that period? " Ruan Sixian's tongue touched her cheek and didn't speak. Of course, she doesn't think that divorce must be wrong, but how can Dong Xian be so straightforward that she thinks she doesn't know anything? They divorced when she was 14 years old. She was in the third grade of junior high school. There is one more class in the afternoon of the third day of junior high school than in the afternoon of the first and second day of junior high school. It's twenty minutes' walk from school to home, but there's still a small path. It's only ten minutes, but there's a low wall in the middle. At that time, another girl with her didn't want to cross the wall, so she took the path by herself every day. Her home is in an old alley, facing the north is the passage towards the main road, facing the south is a small path, usually no one, over the low wall and then passing by an abandoned construction site is this path. I can't remember the specific day when Ruan Sixian jumped off the low wall with her schoolbag on her back. As soon as she passed the construction site, she saw her mother get off from a Mercedes Benz. She hid behind the abandoned plank house and watched from a distance. She didn't come out until Dong Xian turned into the path. Later, for a long time, she saw the Mercedes Benz several times. Sometimes they park there for a long time, and they don't know what to say in the car. Sometimes the man would get out of the car, open the trunk and take some things to Dong Xian. Ruan Sixian had never seen the man clearly. She just felt that he was a little fat and old. Another time, she saw that the man gave Dong Xian a small box. Dong Xian took it, put it in her bag and turned to go home. Ruan Sixian then came home, while Dong Xian was cooking, she went to her bag and found it was a necklace. Ruan Sixian's family is poor, and she has never seen any jewelry, but according to her own guess, it should be valuable. So Dong Xian doesn't know that divorce is not Ruan Sixian's heart knot, that's what it is. A few months later, Dong Xian and Ruan Sixian's father filed for divorce. The divorce tug of war lasted for several months, during which Dong Xian moved out. She didn't know where she lived. Maybe she lived in the man's house. Later, Ruan's father finally agreed to divorce and asked Ruan who she wanted to live with. Without thinking about it, she said she had followed her father. Then they sat face to face for a long time without speaking. Finally, Dong Xian got up and said, "OK." Ruan Sixian couldn't say what she felt at that time. She thought Dong Xian would talk to her a lot and persuade her to follow her, but she said a good thing. After several days, there was no Dong Xian's things at home, and Ruan Sixian came back later. Ah, I was abandoned. Ruan Sixian was so absorbed for a long time that she was finally pulled back by Dong Xian's words. "Ruan Ruan, it's not my fault for me to divorce your father. It's unfair for you to do this to me.""My father is poor and incompetent, but at least he is devoted to you." Ruan Sixian dropped such a sentence and turned to leave. Dong Xian couldn't respond to this. She didn't understand what Ruan Sixian meant. How did she get to "wholeheartedly"? When she woke up, the figure of Ruan Sixian had disappeared in the elevator. Out of the inpatient department, it's all dark. Ruan Sixian stood on the side of the road waiting for the bus, staring at the traffic in a daze, did not notice a black car slowly stopped in front of her. Zheng Youan rolled down the window and raised his sunglasses. After confirming that it was Ruan Sixian, he asked, "Why are you here?" Ruan Sixian looked back at her, and Zheng Youan asked, "are you sick?" "No "I've come to see my relatives," she said "Oh, I came to see my relatives, too." Zheng Youan asked, "how are you doing over there? Are you ok?" Ruan Sixian looks at Zheng Youan and doesn't know what to say. She thought that if she didn't see the car at that time, or if Dong Xian was a little more tough at that time, maybe she would have followed Dong Xian and now she might be a good sister to Zheng Youan. "It's OK. You go in quickly." "There's a car coming from behind," she said After Zheng Youan left, Ruan Sixian hired a taxi. The driver asked her where she was going. She thought about it and reported the address of Bian Xuan's bar. After arriving at the place, Bian Xuan finds that it's the weekend and there are so many guests. Bian Xuan is very busy. After sitting for a while, she went back. During the phone has been ringing, she was annoyed, turned off the mute, also think when to change a phone card. It was less than ten o'clock when she arrived at Mingchen apartment. She walked very slowly and met an old lady walking her dog on the way. Chihuahua was so fierce that she yelled at Ruan Sixian and scared her back several steps. Seeing that Ruan Sixian's eyes were red, the old lady immediately picked up the dog and apologized: "Oh, little girl, I'm sorry, my dog is a little fierce. It doesn't bite. Don't be afraid." Without speaking, she trotted into the elevator. More than ten seconds of elevator rising time, Ruan Sixian did not have time to tidy up her expression. She pulled the flight box and rubbed her eyes as she walked home. The voice control light came on. As soon as I looked up, I saw Fu Mingyu standing at her door. "Where have you been?" "What are you doing here?" Two people speak in unison, and Fu Mingyu finish saying this, see Ruan Sixian expression is wrong. He approached slowly, leaned over Ruan Sixian's face and smelled, "are you drinking again?" This time, Ruan Sixian didn't deny it. She answered with a low voice, and then went over Fu Mingyu to open the door. She went into the living room and put down the flight box. Fu Mingyu followed her and stood beside the TV. "When I saw your news, I called you and no one answered." "Oh, I didn't look at my cell phone. I'm sorry." Ruan Sixian turned and looked at Fu Mingyu, her throat suddenly itched. Just now, she just turned on the light in the porch and went into the living room, shining on Fu Mingyu. It seemed that this person really existed. But even so, the man standing there made Ruan Sixian feel like hugging. Ruan Sixian touched her abdomen. May be recently in ovulation, oxytocin secretion will produce this feeling. Just drink more water to speed up your metabolism. She looked at Fu Mingyu and said, "Mr. Fu, I want to drink water." Fu Mingyu looked into her eyes, trying to see something from her eyes. A few seconds later, he gave up, turned to the kitchen and poured a cup of hot water. When she came out, she had already taken off her shoes and sat on the sofa, curling up with her legs and knees. Fu Mingyu handed her the water cup. Ruan Sixian took it, drank it all in one breath, and finally choked. Fu Mingyu sat next to her and patted her on the back. There was less than one punch between them. When he reached out and patted her on the back, his arm formed a circle around her. When the palm fell gently, it seemed to hold her. But the next second he lifted it up again, and the sense of encirclement disappeared, and then his heart was empty. Every second, Ruan Sixian wanted to grasp the fleeting feeling of embrace, thinking that he would not lift his hand up and just put it on her back. "What's the matter with you?" Fu Mingyu didn't wait for an answer. He looked down at her. Instead, she buried her face in her knees. She was like a baby in a mother's womb. "Do you want to hold her?" Ruan Sixian Before she could figure out what to say, Fu Mingyu suddenly reached for her and pressed her head on her chest. "If you don't speak, I'll take it as your acquiescence." Of course, she had nothing to say.She has no sense of security now, and wants to have a hug to indulge in dependence. And the temperature of his arms was just right, and there was a clear smell. Ruan Sixian sniffed greedily, her face pressed tightly to his chest, and her face was itchy. The room was quiet and the rain began to fall out of the window. The autumn rain is more lingering than the spring rain. It passes through the leaves sparsely and makes a sound of fragmentary love. It is entangled with Fu Mingyu's breathing sound and it is difficult to separate them. I do not know how long, a rain stopped, the lights outside gradually went out. Ruan Sixian felt that some of her fine hair was touched by Fu Mingyu's breath on her cheek, which was itchy, so she moved her position. There was a sudden sound overhead. "Don't rub. If you rub again, you'll get interest." Ruan Sixian raised her head for a second, "what interest?" She straightened up to look at Fu Mingyu, and his hand naturally fell to her waist. Fu Mingyu tilted his head and looked down at her, "for example, kiss?"
