I woke up at midnight and I was surprised. My partner was sleeping next to me with her head in my arms.
...Why is she here? I'm very happy this is our first time.
I rotate my body in front of her and I looked at her she was sleeping well.
I really love staring at you.
I hope you know how happy you make me.
...What?
I noticed something on her face and I touched her face with my hand, "...Dark circle under eyes," I said in a low tone.
Why?
Does she sleep well?
What happened to her? I'm worried, we just exchanged letters yesterday.
...I'll talk to her tomorrow.
I kissed her forehead.
I hug her gently and that she won't wake up.
It's already morning.
I half woke up and looked around.
I saw her standing beside my bed while crossing her arms as she was staring at me and her eyebrow furrowed.
Why?
"...Sena?"
"Stop being so reckless!"
She raised her euphonious voice towards me, which resulted in my body to startled and frightened. Consequently, I abruptly woke up from my sleep.
I am currently experiencing a state of confusion as I independently rose from my bed and adjusted my posture, I sat on the bed.
"Sena, w-what's g-going on?"
This was the first time I had seen her make such an expression.
Tap
Tap
Tap
Her hands are tapping on the table beside my bed.
*Gulp
I caught my breath, and then I took a deep breath.
She told me I was unconscious for a week. It must be because of the dark area seems like the time was fastened.
"That land! Using forbidden magic is dangerous!"
"You can't just sacrifice yourself!"
"You can't force yourself!"
... ...
She placed her hand on her head.
"...Rin, why are you being like this? If you want something to do then rely on me, don't do it alone!"
"What is the point of our relationship? What is our relationship for?!"
After hearing this, my shoulders are down. My whole body has fallen into deep.
...Are you breaking up with me? What is this? My heart is throbbing.
It can't be.
No.
It's my fault.
I used to stand on my own.
I didn't want to bother someone and I didn't want to be a burden.
I don't care about myself, as long as they are happy on their own contentment. But I overcome it since I met you. I started to pay attention to you.
...Thinking of you makes me smile.
The more I care about you, the more I like you.
I also realize how much you meant to me.
To the point that I don't want you to feel as heavy as you are of me.
I discipline my body like an athlete, training it to do what it should to protect you.
I want you to focus on the something that you seek, that you want to do.
I want to protect your smile and our happiness.
I'll get rid of such things that you don't like, and things you have experienced.
You are important to me.
What if you went away without ever knowing how I really felt about you?
...Losing you is really going to hurt.
"Sena─"
"I'm not done yet!"
"You can't just do your own thing. I can't stand that way of thinking and let me know first!"
"Understood?!" she exclaimed and I nodded at the same time my tears were dropping.
... ...I'm glad she's not breaking up with me.
"Why, why are you crying Rin?" she said in a low tone, and she sat beside me.
I wiped my tears using my arms, "...Sena. I'm sorry I made you feel that way can you forgive me this time? don't be mad at me, okay."
"...Please, don't make me worry, don't make me wait too long, I don't like it. I know I'm being selfish and I've got no right but this is me. Just stay with me, and we'll manage somehow. Rin, I don't want us to be separated either, when you're not around, I'm getting Insanity."
"Yes," I said while smiling as she confirm her feelings, and we looked at each other.
"Being with you makes me feel safe, when I need something you always figure it out. You see through me... you know, I liked it—"
Me too. ...I need to confirm my feelings through touch.
I approached her with a gentle demeanor and embraced her, which caused her to be taken aback.
I carefully positioned my hands on her back and neck to prevent any sudden movement.
Our foreheads gently touched as I closed my eyes in the moment.
I kissed her for the first time and she hugged me tight.
– – The thought of losing you that was just scarier than anything else.
I woke up at midnight and I was surprised. My partner was sleeping next to me with her head in my arms.
...Why is she here? I'm very happy this is our first time.
I rotate my body in front of her and I looked at her she was sleeping well.
I really love staring at you.
I hope you know how happy you make me.
...What?
I noticed something on her face and I touched her face with my hand, "...Dark circle under eyes," I said in a low tone.
Why?
Does she sleep well?
What happened to her? I'm worried, we just exchanged letters yesterday.
...I'll talk to her tomorrow.
I kissed her forehead.
I hug her gently and that she won't wake up.
It's already morning.
I half woke up and looked around.
I saw her standing beside my bed while crossing her arms as she was staring at me and her eyebrow furrowed.
Why?
"...Sena?"
"Stop being so reckless!"
She raised her euphonious voice towards me, which resulted in my body to startled and frightened. Consequently, I abruptly woke up from my sleep.
I am currently experiencing a state of confusion as I independently rose from my bed and adjusted my posture, I sat on the bed.
"Sena, w-what's g-going on?"
This was the first time I had seen her make such an expression.
Tap
Tap
Tap
Her hands are tapping on the table beside my bed.
*Gulp
I caught my breath, and then I took a deep breath.
She told me I was unconscious for a week. It must be because of the dark area seems like the time was fastened.
"That land! Using forbidden magic is dangerous!"
"You can't just sacrifice yourself!"
"You can't force yourself!"
... ...
She placed her hand on her head.
"...Rin, why are you being like this? If you want something to do then rely on me, don't do it alone!"
"What is the point of our relationship? What is our relationship for?!"
After hearing this, my shoulders are down. My whole body has fallen into deep.
...Are you breaking up with me? What is this? My heart is throbbing.
It can't be.
No.
It's my fault.
I used to stand on my own.
I didn't want to bother someone and I didn't want to be a burden.
I don't care about myself, as long as they are happy on their own contentment. But I overcome it since I met you. I started to pay attention to you.
...Thinking of you makes me smile.
The more I care about you, the more I like you.
I also realize how much you meant to me.
To the point that I don't want you to feel as heavy as you are of me.
I discipline my body like an athlete, training it to do what it should to protect you.
I want you to focus on the something that you seek, that you want to do.
I want to protect your smile and our happiness.
I'll get rid of such things that you don't like, and things you have experienced.
You are important to me.
What if you went away without ever knowing how I really felt about you?
...Losing you is really going to hurt.
"Sena─"
"I'm not done yet!"
"You can't just do your own thing. I can't stand that way of thinking and let me know first!"
"Understood?!" she exclaimed and I nodded at the same time my tears were dropping.
... ...I'm glad she's not breaking up with me.
"Why, why are you crying Rin?" she said in a low tone, and she sat beside me.
I wiped my tears using my arms, "...Sena. I'm sorry I made you feel that way can you forgive me this time? don't be mad at me, okay."
"...Please, don't make me worry, don't make me wait too long, I don't like it. I know I'm being selfish and I've got no right but this is me. Just stay with me, and we'll manage somehow. Rin, I don't want us to be separated either, when you're not around, I'm getting Insanity."
"Yes," I said while smiling as she confirm her feelings, and we looked at each other.
"Being with you makes me feel safe, when I need something you always figure it out. You see through me... you know, I liked it—"
Me too. ...I need to confirm my feelings through touch.
I approached her with a gentle demeanor and embraced her, which caused her to be taken aback.
I carefully positioned my hands on her back and neck to prevent any sudden movement.
Our foreheads gently touched as I closed my eyes in the moment.
I kissed her for the first time and she hugged me tight.
– – The thought of losing you that was just scarier than anything else.
